rainbowslinky + subject:addiction   10

the lounge - fan_nerd - Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime) [Archive of Our Own]
Dr. Yuuri Katsuki is a psychiatric therapist in Detroit who specializes in alcoholism. The last person he expects to see in his chair is retired figure skater Victor Nikiforov, whom he used to idolize.

Victor is a very different man than the one who'd been subject to the constant flashes of cameras in the prime of his life. He is broken, and so terribly human.

But then, so is Yuuri.
fandom:yoi  subject:alcohol  subject:addiction 
february 2017 by rainbowslinky
A Thousand Miles From Comfort - Chapter 1 - littlelouishiccups - One Direction (Band) [Archive of Our Own]
It wasn’t like Louis was Lindsay Lohan or Justin Beiber. He’d had one fucking meltdown and a handful of public drunken accidents. And now he could never screw up ever again. He hit the STOP button on the treadmill and matched his pace as it slowed to a stop.

“It’s not break time yet!” Harry told Louis, tapping his watch with a stern expression. “Come on, you were doing so well! Don’t quit now! Ten more minutes and then you can have a break!”

“I don’t want to be here anymore,” Louis spat. “It’s not anything you did, okay? I just… I don’t know. I can’t do this. I hate playing the stupid media game. That’s what all of this is! There’s no point.”

In which Louis is a closeted gay actor and a recovering addict with a troubled past. Harry is the personal trainer who helps him get his life back in shape.

With Liam as Louis' childhood best friend, Zayn as a famous R&B artist, and Niall as a fanboy.
fandom:one.direction  p:1d:harry/louis  character-type:actor  length:50k+  subject:addiction  subject:alcohol/drugs  authors:l  year:2014 
february 2016 by rainbowslinky
burn to ash - Chapter 1 - bethaboo - One Direction (Band), X Factor (UK) RPF [Archive of Our Own]
Harry is sitting there, so fucking casual, and Louis realizes in a split second he was not ready. When Harry walked out in Detroit and never looked back, he was a boy verging on a man, still only twenty years old, but there's a man in his place now. Hard and resolute, yes, but still, for the first time in a long time, Louis can kind of see the old Harry in him. The soft, directness of his gaze, the hesitant smile he gives to Lou, the way he wrings his ridiculously large hands in his lap.

He's a little bit the eager sixteen year old puppy dog again, his innocence and sweetness resurrected miraculously, and Louis freezes in place. He was prepared to face the asshole Harry. He was prepared to meet a whole new Harry.

Louis is not prepared to meet one of the old incarnations of Harry, and it absolutely tears him up.

Or the fic where Harry spirals out of control, the band breaks up, and then he shows back up, five years later.
p:1d:harry/louis  subject:addiction  subject:alcohol 
december 2015 by rainbowslinky
Ghosting - angelwarm - One Direction (Band) [Archive of Our Own]
“That’s weird,” Harry straightens, childhood tar-thick in his chest. “I would think most people try to forget.”

“I think people make memories into ghosts,” he fixes his hair, at home in his bones, unaware, like he isn’t casting spells by licking his lips. “I think it’s easier that way, to put the blame somewhere else. But we’re our own ghosts,” Louis looks up at him, a storm gathering in his pupil. “We haunt ourselves.”

[sad but comforting, in a way. what i was looking for at the time, anyway]
fandom:one.direction  p:1d:harry/louis  tw:eating.disorder  subject:drugs  subject:depression  subject:cancer  genre:angst  notes:;_;  subject:addiction  notes:gorgeous 
december 2015 by rainbowslinky
dangerbears: how do you like your blue-eyed boy? (hs/lt)
summary: AU. louis likes pills and harry likes whiskey and the church basement smells like sadness and mold. spoiler alert there's a happy ending.
fandom:one.direction  author:dangerbears  tag:needs.  subject:addiction  subject:alcohol/drugs 
november 2013 by rainbowslinky
you're my apocalypse - epistolic - Pacific Rim (2013) [Archive of Our Own]
The entire world believes they are in love, but this is not true.

It isn’t easy to explain. She has been in his mind and he has been in hers: after that, the human definition of love begins to feel somewhat flimsy. In a crowded room, he always knows where she is. When he sleeps, she can read his dreams in his face. They don’t touch anymore – not unless absolutely necessary – physical touch feels more and more like a sham, like placing a candle next to the sun.
subject:addiction  fandom:pacific.rim  character:mako.mori  pairing:raleigh/mako  site:ao3  year:2013  authors:e  rating:r  notes:depressing  notes:;_;  setting:post-movie  quality:*****  !favorites  !rec  length:01K-05K 
july 2013 by rainbowslinky
The Things I Cannot Change
The first few months after Justin came out were so busy - Brian, school, avoiding Mom, praying Dad never found out - that he was almost completely self-absorbed. When he realised exactly what was going on it didn't stop everything else from scaring the shit out of him. He still worried that Mom was going to turn her back on him, that Dad was going to freak, that Chris Hobbs was going to make his life a living hell - over one measly handjob. There was just something else for him to focus on. Like the fact that every time he spent the loft, Brian was never sober.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  author:suzvoy  season:one  genre:au  genre:angst  subject:addiction  notes::/  notes:depressing  length:50K+  subject:alcohol 
february 2011 by rainbowslinky
out_there | Sherlock fic: The Whore of Babylon Was a Perfectly Nice Girl
It's not that his entire life revolves around Sherlock Holmes, but the important parts, the fun parts, the parts that make him feel almost lucky that he got shot and had to return to London, Sherlock's always a part of those. John wouldn't have it any other way.
fandom:bbcsherlock  pairing:sherlock/john  rating:nc-17  authors:o  length:20K-50K  type:first-time  genre:angst  subject:drugs  subject:addiction  !favorites 
december 2010 by rainbowslinky

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