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Almond, Clavicle, Orchid - kvikindi - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
You say, "I don't know what I am."

"It's okay not to know," Steve tells you. His face is very careful.

But you know. You know that it's not okay.
fandom:avengers  genre:gen  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  pov:2nd  pov:bucky.barnes  subject:recovery  subject:ptsd  year:2014  length:01K-05K  notes:;_; 
july 2018 by rainbowslinky
this is a back alley - Febricant - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Here is the only thing you know: the body remembers.

Holding a knife feels as natural to you as walking, running, slipping in under someone’s defenses and wrapping your metallic fingers around their throat.

Here is the only thing you know how to do: pull the trigger. Wrap your hands around hilts and push blades into bodies. It’s all just meat.
fandom:avengers  verse:mcu  setting:post-movie  year:2014  length:10k-20k  rating:r  tw:violence  quality:*****  pov:steve.rogers  pov:bucky.barnes  pov:2nd  authors:f  genre:angst  genre:romance  genre:action  genre:hurt/comfort  site:ao3  p:marvel:bucky/steve 
april 2014 by rainbowslinky
we did not make ourselves - M_Leigh - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
It is like steel, the determination inside of you that tells you you will achieve this, that you will find him. Nothing will stop you. You are two sides of the same coin, you and he: he cannot escape you forever.

Bucky runs. Steve follows.
fandom:avengers  verse:mcu  authors:m  rating:pg  year:2014  setting:post-movie  length:20k-50k  !favorites  quality:*****  notes:;_;  site:ao3  genre:angst  genre:action  type:coda  pov:2nd  pov:steve.rogers  p:marvel:bucky/steve 
april 2014 by rainbowslinky
The Most Devoted Servant - pristineungift - The Musketeers (2014) [Archive of Our Own]
I will watch over your son and guard him with all my strength and heart. I will lay down my life for him, if necessary. He will have no more devoted servant.
pov:2nd  fandom:the.musketeers  pairing:aramis/anne  rating:pg  subject:character.death  subject:children  length:01K-05K  year:2014  notes:beautiful  notes:;_;  genre:gen  genre:angst  quality:***** 
april 2014 by rainbowslinky
It Happens Like This - labeledbones - Star Trek RPF [Archive of Our Own]
“How many countries have we fucked in?” and you hate the way that word sounds coming out of you. Fucking. It's not what you do really, but it's what he wants to think you're doing.
fandom:star.trek  genre:rps/rpf  year:2013  rating:pg-13  genre:angst  genre:romance  pov:2nd  authors:l  subject:birthdays  length:01K-05K  p:st:chris/zach 
august 2013 by rainbowslinky
Bob5 - small acts of kindness (Black Widow/Hawkeye; One-shot)
Clint is flesh and he is warmth and he is blood. Clint does not speak in terms of emotion but he tells you that you are worth more than this and he will always have your back. [Quite literally, the only reason Natasha and Clint are together is because she owes him her life. And he won't let her forget that.]
fandom:avengers  authors:b  site:lj  length:<1k  pov:natasha.romanova  pov:2nd  type:origin.story  rating:r  genre:angst  year:2012  author:bob5fic  p:marvel:clint/natasha 
june 2012 by rainbowslinky
libraryofsol: Incentives To Win
Sometimes the winner gets to fuck the loser, however they like.

So, yeah, the incentives for winning are pretty good.

It's just a bitch that Natasha tends to win.
authors:e  rating:nc-17  pov:2nd  quality:****  year:2012  site:lj  fandom:avengers  length:01K-05K  c:marvel:clint.barton  c:marvel:natasha.romanova  p:marvel:clint/natasha 
june 2012 by rainbowslinky
blame it upon a rush of blood to the head - drabble: in the end; gale/katniss, pg
You are overwhelmed, your mind not functioning as it used to quite yet, and you do not smile at the nickname. There is an aching that you cannot shake out, and you think (know) that it may be Peeta, clinging to you stubbornly.
character:katniss.everdeen  pov:2nd  pairing:katniss/gale  rating:pg  authors:m  fandom:thg  length:<1k 
april 2012 by rainbowslinky
mojokid: post 414 tragic little justin goes to hollywood tale
‘You leave in six hours,’ and a quiet, vague sadness settled around you, around both of you. You didn’t know how to break it.

‘I’m coming back,’ he said, and he’d said it so many times by then it was starting to sound desperate, and you wondered who he was trying to convince.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  season:four  authors:m  length:01K-05K  genre:angst  pov:2nd  subject:alcohol  subject:drugs  rating:r 
april 2011 by rainbowslinky
xhaleslowly: New Fic: Starting Over (B/J, NC-17)
You thought your life was starting before, but you knew nothing then. Now you know your life starts itself over and over again, a million times a day.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  rating:nc-17  notes:hot  notes:beautiful  type:future!fic  season:five  pov:2nd  authors:x  setting:nyc 
april 2011 by rainbowslinky
alasse: QaF: On a Dark Night I Pondered (one-shot)
Many of the most important moments in your life have happened here, or in hospitals in general. Or if not the most important (one might argue that lampposts, beds on platforms and boardrooms are being unfairly left out) then certainly the most raw. The ones that changed you, one way or another.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  author:arlad/alasse  pov:2nd  length:01K-05K  genre:angst  rating:pg-13 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
blacksatinrose: QAF Fic: There Are No Fortunes To Be Told
In one day, you'll sit on the edge of your bed and chain smoke. It will be silent in the loft, every noise an echo through this space that seems cavernous now that you're the only one here.
fandom:qaf  season:five  length:01K-05K  author:blacksatinrose/theredwepainted  rating:pg  pairing:brian/justin  type:future!fic  genre:angst  pov:2nd 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
Better Now
When Justin comes back the sixth time, you touch him.

You're sitting on the sofa watching him and he's sitting on the sofa watching you and he doesn't back away when you stretch out your right hand.

His arm is warm, warmer than it was even before the prom, and it makes no sense to you why death is always associated with the cold.

He's scorching.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  author:suzvoy  genre:angst  season:one  rating:pg-13  length:01K-05K  pov:2nd  notes:depressing  notes:;_;  subject:character.death 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
Push and Pull
"Too long," Justin warns, seeing the way your useless hand is trembling even though you try to hide it. "You're not supposed to over-exert-"

"Fuck off," you snap, and even as you're getting to your feet and turning your back to him more words are tumbling from your mouth. "I did it for you. I was fucking *there* because of you."

You had no idea you were going to say that, but Justin doesn't sound surprised when he finally replies.

"I know."
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  season:one  author:suzvoy  genre:au  rating:r  pov:2nd  genre:angst  subject:perm.injury  length:01K-05K 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
burnitbackwards: fic: to know the difference
"It's not stupid," you say, and you mean it. "Of course you missed me. I'm fucking amazing." A beat, then, "I missed you too, you know." It gets easier every time, these confessions of emotion. Not easy, exactly. But not as difficult, either.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  genre:au  author:burnitbackwards  authors:s  season:four  rating:nc-17  pov:2nd  length:10K-20K  !favorites 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
alfkdjglkafdjhfk!!!1 - Just the QaF fic, ma'am.
When there was Cody and nights on patrol and Hobbs on his knees, you thought you knew what hate was.

You hadn't met cancer yet.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  authors:u  season:four  subject:cancer  subject:illness  pov:2nd  rating:pg-13  genre:hurt/comfort  length:<1k 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
dare_challenge: STOP
You grit your teeth and actively refrain from launching into some explanation about how you and her brother were never really ‘together’ anyway, because somehow you don’t think she’ll understand it, much less buy it. And you’re pretty sure Jennifer would never forgive you if you mess up both her children’s perception on love and life and fucking relationships.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  genre:angst  authors:e  rating:r  season:three  pov:2nd  subject:birthdays  length:01K-05K 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
Lindsay laughs and pats you on the shoulder. “It’s okay. Brian needs something to keep him young… Especially now that he’s growing up so fast!” she remarks, and you both take a moment to reflect on the past year and all of the remarkable changes that have occurred in all of your lives, particularly Brian’s.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  rating:r  type:future!fic  authors:a  length:01K-05K  genre:humor  pov:2nd 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
Colder in My Skin
Anything, you almost said, but he cut your lip and you bled for him, felt his tongue lick it away, following the line down your chin. He murmured things into your skin that you couldn't hear, but then he looked at you, hands on your face, like you might look away, like it was even possible to want to. "Justin. I can give you forever."
fandom:qaf  tag:temp.reread  pairing:brian/justin  subject:vampires  notes:dark  authors:s  kink:bloodplay  length:05K-10K  rating:nc-17  genre:au  genre:angst  genre:horror  pov:2nd 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
on__impulse: Five-by-five.
Brian glowers at you and you grin in what you're told is a friendly smile. "Mr. Kinney," you say. "I'm Cynthia, your new personal assistant."
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  rating:pg-13  pov:outsider  pov:2nd  length:01K-05K  authors:c 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
burnitbackwards: ficlet: the simple sum of heart plus heart
The epiphany finally comes when you realize that you have to go to him. That he’s not the same nineteen year-old who sat in your office, making promises with his eyes and hands and mouth. He won’t come back on his own.
fandom:qaf  author:burnitbackwards  rating:pg-13  season:five  pov:2nd  pairing:brian/justin  genre:angst  length:<1k 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
blacksatinrose: QAF Fic: slowly unstitching (Brian/Justin)
You wonder what he sees in these things, but then you always have. When you look at people you see walking, moving, breathing sacks of lies and bullshit packed into flesh and wrapped up in bad clothing they probably bought at the Big Q. Sometimes, if you're feeling generous, you see markets. Sometimes you see tonight's entertainment. You don't know what he sees when he looks at them, but when he draws, he draws them beautiful.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  authors:b  length:01K-05K  genre:angst  genre:humor  genre:au  season:five  rating:pg-13  pov:2nd 
february 2011 by rainbowslinky
hard and fast stargazing -
He looks torn between fear and amusement. "Wait-- are we in extreme, mortal danger?" You cross the room and place your hands very lightly against his face. He doesn't move, just frowns at you. "Always," you say.
fandom:bbcsherlock  length:01K-05K  rating:pg  pairing:sherlock/john  pov:2nd  authors:r 
october 2010 by rainbowslinky

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