rainbowslinky + pairing:brian/justin   101

mojokid: brightly shining
Justin gets it. What could they say? Those sentences have no end. There’s no vocabulary for what they are. They’ve just turned into Brian and Justin, a shape that keeps changing. The only thing that’s concrete is that Justin lives in New York and Brian lives in Pittsburgh.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  type:future!fic  subject:christmas  authors:m  rating:pg-13  genre:schmoop  length:<1k 
april 2011 by rainbowslinky
mojokid: santa fic: how to be dead
Brian hasn’t been sleeping. He’s like a coked out college student, prowling the loft, cat-like, drinking coffee and kicking the walls. Vic’s been spending most of his time at the loft. Vic doesn’t sleep anymore, can’t sleep, literally, and the nights get long and hollow just watching others do what he can’t. Brian is entertainment, at least, while everyone else is in bed. That’s what he tells himself, and doesn’t feel bad that Brian’s insomnia helps him pass the time. He’s dead. He doesn’t have to feel guilty.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  authors:m  notes:heartbreaking  notes:beautiful  notes:;_;  genre:gen  genre:angst  pov:outsider  subject:haunting  length:05K-10K  season:four 
april 2011 by rainbowslinky
mojokid: post 414 tragic little justin goes to hollywood tale
‘You leave in six hours,’ and a quiet, vague sadness settled around you, around both of you. You didn’t know how to break it.

‘I’m coming back,’ he said, and he’d said it so many times by then it was starting to sound desperate, and you wondered who he was trying to convince.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  season:four  authors:m  length:01K-05K  genre:angst  pov:2nd  subject:alcohol  subject:drugs  rating:r 
april 2011 by rainbowslinky
mojokid: a trick of the light
Brian thinks it must be safer for him to smoke cigarettes now, because no universe would ever give him two types of cancer in one lifetime. His lungs are safe - his balls took the bullet for them.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  season:four  genre:angst  notes:introspective  subject:cancer  subject:illness  notes:depressing  notes:;_;  tw:suicide 
april 2011 by rainbowslinky
xhaleslowly: New Fic: Starting Over (B/J, NC-17)
You thought your life was starting before, but you knew nothing then. Now you know your life starts itself over and over again, a million times a day.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  rating:nc-17  notes:hot  notes:beautiful  type:future!fic  season:five  pov:2nd  authors:x  setting:nyc 
april 2011 by rainbowslinky
Epistolic Fiction - 409 Gapfiller
Justin does his best not to notice that Brian struggles over the few shallow steps up to the bed.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  subject:cancer 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
mojokid: ficish.
Brian and Debbie, through a series of unconnected and painfully beautiful snapshots.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  genre:gen  authors:m  rating:pg  pov:outsider  notes:fantastic  length:<1k 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
reinabelle: fic - I Stop Somewhere Waiting for You
Justin holds back a laugh because while Brian talks a good game, they both know that Justin can have Brian flipped over on his stomach with his ass in the air in about five seconds flat, but that isn’t going to work with Brian’s injury either.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  authors:r  type:coda  season:four  episodic:4.14  subject:illness  rating:nc-17  length:01K-05K 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
alasse: QaF fic: The Most Important Place
Justin lets out a brief gasp, but doesn’t say anything. Saying I’m sorry is so stupid. In this case, Brian’s old adage fits nicely, because it is total bullshit to say it. Brian hadn’t seen his mom for more than three years and the last time he saw her… well, Justin was damn pissed off at the woman when he found out what she’d said. Still, she was his mother. “I’m coming for the funeral," he said decisively.
fandom:qaf  author:arlad/alasse  pairing:brian/justin  rating:r  length:01K-05K  genre:angst  notes:depressing  type:future!fic  subject:character.death 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
alasse: QaF fic: Sometimes, Always
Different moments of Brian and Justin’s relationship a few years after 513, when they’re back together.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  author:arlad/alasse  type:future!fic  length:01K-05K  rating:nc-17 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
alasse: QaF: On a Dark Night I Pondered (one-shot)
Many of the most important moments in your life have happened here, or in hospitals in general. Or if not the most important (one might argue that lampposts, beds on platforms and boardrooms are being unfairly left out) then certainly the most raw. The ones that changed you, one way or another.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  author:arlad/alasse  pov:2nd  length:01K-05K  genre:angst  rating:pg-13 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
alasse: QaF fic: Hold Your Head High, Heavy Heart
Brian looks up, gives Justin the tiniest of nods. Curses himself, cancer, Jack and Justin all at once. Fuck everything, everyone. He needs to hear something break, besides himself, so he crashes the lamp into the floor. There’s a brief sense of release, the tiniest flicker of beauty in the destruction.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  author:arlad/alasse  rating:r  season:four  subject:cancer  subject:illness  genre:angst  length:01K-05K 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
alasse: QaF fic: bittersweet
Brian was a whiskey man. It was the best thing to get drunk to, the thing he always asked for. Whiskey was simple: hard liquor, burning warmth, fast action. But champagne, champagne was more complicated. Sweet and tangy at once, bubbly and dangerous. A lot like life, a lot like love. Unexpected, intoxicating and rare – bittersweet.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  author:arlad/alasse  rating:r  length:01K-05K  subject:alcohol 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
blacksatinrose: QAF Ficlet: The Space Between His Fingers (Brian/Justin)
Brian measures time in tick-tick-ticks – shorter intervals make the passing days-weeks-months-years seem manageable. It only works until there are more tick-tick-ticks than he can hold in his mind. That's when he has to choose between fearing time (again) and starting over.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  author:blacksatinrose/theredwepainted  notes:beautiful  rating:r  genre:angst  length:<1k 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
blacksatinrose: QAF Fic: Astronaut (Brian/Justin)
Five years after Justin leaves, he paints to pass the time as he waits for morning to bring Brian back to New York for yet another in a series of occasional weekends. He smears Vermilion across the shadows and wonders why he hasn't gone home yet.
fandom:qaf  author:blacksatinrose/theredwepainted  pairing:brian/justin  type:future!fic  rating:pg  length:01K-05K  setting:nyc 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
blacksatinrose: QAF Fic: There Are No Fortunes To Be Told
In one day, you'll sit on the edge of your bed and chain smoke. It will be silent in the loft, every noise an echo through this space that seems cavernous now that you're the only one here.
fandom:qaf  season:five  length:01K-05K  author:blacksatinrose/theredwepainted  rating:pg  pairing:brian/justin  type:future!fic  genre:angst  pov:2nd 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
blacksatinrose: QAF Fic: How We Began (and How We Will End) (PG-13)
After two months, Justin only looks to the bedroom when he walks in out of habit. It's always empty except when Brian is there, sleeping. (There are patterns for everything, even them.)
fandom:qaf  author:blacksatinrose/theredwepainted  pairing:brian/justin  length:05K-10K  rating:pg-13  notes:beautiful 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
A Rei of Writing - Ten Turns to Trust (Brian/Justin; NC-17)
What Michael eventually says, under Brian’s expectant gaze, is, “Have you ever wondered, you know, how things might have turned out if you hadn’t seen Justin that night after Babylon?” “No.” Michael’s eyes dart back to him. Brian looks at the keys in his hand. “No, I’ve never wondered. Never thought about it.” (a narrative between Justin's S2 recovery and Brian's S4 cancer.)
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  genre:angst  notes:beautiful  authors:e  length:05K-10K  subject:cancer  subject:illness  genre:hurt/comfort  season:two  season:four  rating:nc-17  !favorites 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
A Rei of Writing - Susurrus (Brian/Justin; NC-17)
For Justin, though, the worst part is when Brian is still in pain, still flooded by the nausea, but able to speak. “I hate you.” Brian’s nails print red half-moons all over the pale skin of Justin’s arms. Digging into lightly trembling tendons. “I fucking hate you.” “Shut up.” The words escape on a breath, before Justin can stop them. He doesn’t know why he tries to. Nothing he can say right now will reach through to the place Brian is in.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  season:four  subject:cancer  subject:illness  authors:e  genre:angst  rating:nc-17  length:01K-05K 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
A Rei of Writing - Family Festivities: Part 1/2 (NC-17; Brian/Justin, Jennifer, Molly, Tucker, OCs)
"Speaking of whom, does your family know he’s coming?" She hesitated, but Tucker knew that this was one of the biggest things plaguing her all day. "They do. At least, they know that Justin is bringing his partner."
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  type:future!fic  subject:christmas  authors:e  rating:nc-17  notes:quality.dialogue  genre:angst  length:10K-20K 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
A single Shard upon the Shore - FIC: Mart Miracles (PG-13; Claire-POV, Brian/Justin, Gus)
The first thing she has to struggle to make her brain accept is the sight of Brian Kinney amongst factory-produced consumer products…
fandom:qaf  authors:e  pairing:brian/justin  season:three  rating:pg-13  subject:children  pov:outsider  length:01K-05K  notes:cute 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
The Adventures of Sunshine and Sweetums
"It was when I was at Michael's the other day. Ben came home from somewhere; they kissed, and Ben called Michael 'baby'," he paused, as if to let the moment sink in.

It certainly did. "He calls him *baby*?"

"I know! I mean, not that there's anything wrong with that in principal - for some couples. It's just...not what I expected, you know?" Justin shrugged. Brian nodded. "I asked Michael about it afterwards. He got all embarrassed and admitted it didn't happen very often, and usually when they were alone." Which made sense, because Brian had certainly never fucking heard that nickname before and certainly would've mocked Michael if he had. "And we got talking about how you'd never call me anything like that - thank you, by the way - and somehow it turned into Michael daring me to call you all these ridiculous nicknames. My *love*," he finished, batting his eyelashes.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  author:suzvoy  rating:r  type:future!fic  genre:humor  notes:cute  length:01K-05K  subject:domesticity 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
Better Now
When Justin comes back the sixth time, you touch him.

You're sitting on the sofa watching him and he's sitting on the sofa watching you and he doesn't back away when you stretch out your right hand.

His arm is warm, warmer than it was even before the prom, and it makes no sense to you why death is always associated with the cold.

He's scorching.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  author:suzvoy  genre:angst  season:one  rating:pg-13  length:01K-05K  pov:2nd  notes:depressing  notes:;_;  subject:character.death 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
Push and Pull
"Too long," Justin warns, seeing the way your useless hand is trembling even though you try to hide it. "You're not supposed to over-exert-"

"Fuck off," you snap, and even as you're getting to your feet and turning your back to him more words are tumbling from your mouth. "I did it for you. I was fucking *there* because of you."

You had no idea you were going to say that, but Justin doesn't sound surprised when he finally replies.

"I know."
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  season:one  author:suzvoy  genre:au  rating:r  pov:2nd  genre:angst  subject:perm.injury  length:01K-05K 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
soundczech: QaF FIC: "Long Distance"
They kiss, and Brian tries not to think about how easy it will be to get used to Justin’s presence once more. The knowledge that it isn’t permanent, might never be permanent, hovers on the outskirts of his mind, but he ignores it, pushing Justin into the mattress. The younger man laughs and squirms as they fuck.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  type:future!fic  author:soundczech  rating:r  length:01K-05K 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
soundczech: FIC: "Stage" 1/1
Brian Kinney does not fall in love. He stumbles and staggers, veering drunk and wild into excruciating lust and desperate affection, tumbling angrily into respect and tenderness. He falls into a lot of things, but he refuses to believe that love is one of them. Justin thinks Brian is full of shit.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  author:soundczech  rating:nc-17  genre:humor  genre:schmoop  notes:introspective  length:01K-05K 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
soundczech: QaF FIC: The Documents 1/1
”Don’t say I love you?” Brian says quietly, sliding his hand below the fabric of Justin’s t-shirt, softly rubbing his stomach. “Will the real Justin Taylor please stand up?” Justin loses his shit. Doesn’t speak to Brian for three days, just quietly makes the soup and cleans the toilet and presses against Brian’s back at night. Justin doesn’t sleep; every morning Brian finds half-shreds of sketches fluttering beneath the sheets, in his hair, along a wide path to the kitchen. (Brian gets his affairs in order.)
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  author:soundczech  genre:angst  season:four  subject:cancer  notes:depressing  notes:;_;  length:01K-05K  !favorites 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
pulsefic: for luckycharm_13 - fic - Like Incest [Michael/Justin]
He begins to become conscious of the possibility of Michael as a sexual being. Before, Michael was all heart and no cock, no ass, no breathless, needy gasping. Suddenly, it’s a lot easier to draw Zephyr’s sex scenes, and a lot harder to look Michael in the eye.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  author:soundczech  rating:r  genre:humor  length:01K-05K  notes:cute  subject:ust 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
soundczech: fic: "Nearly There" 1/1 - b/j, b/m
Pretty much by the time Brian fucks Michael in the yard at their old high school, he’s already figured out it’s a fucking bad idea.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  pairing:brian/michael  length:01K-05K  author:soundczech  genre:angst  type:future!fic  rating:r 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
qaf_anon: Entry #07 - "Essence"
It made so much sense that Brian Kinney kept his soul in a bunker in the middle of nowhere.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  season:four  notes:beautiful  notes:;_;  rating:r  rating:nc-17  genre:angst 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
Dark Rage by Linda H
"Michael's growing up, Brian. He doesn't need a protector now. Ben won that position. He doesn't need *you* anymore." [...]

Justin stood by the door, thinking of his next move. Brian was stubborn. Michael was oblivious. Justin sighed heavily, hating what he was about to do, who he was about to go to for advice, but it couldn't be helped. The masquerade has to end, he told himself, before everyone leaves the party with the wrong date.

"I'm going out," Justin announced as he pulled the door shut behind him. He wasn't there to see Brian fall onto the bed. He wasn't there to see shaken hands cover a drawn face. He wasn't there to watch as Brian tore all the sheets from his bed and throw them around the room, didn't hear the violent crash of the lamp, didn't see the bulb splinter into a million pieces. And he wasn't there to hear Brian whisper, again and again, "I can't do this anymore."
fandom:qaf  authors:h  pairing:brian/justin  pairing:brian/michael  genre:angst  rating:r  length:20K-50K 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
gradiva: Brian Kinney and the History of Architecture
When I was eighteen and still enraptured with Brian Kinney, I would dream of us in a modern-day glass menagerie, with subtle golden chandeliers. There would be candles that cast shadows against the wall, and the dancing flame would ensconce us in our perfectness, in an immaculate art that would transcend Brian's pain and my disabilities, recreate us as epic heroes, legends to be emulated. I got over that too.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  authors:g  length:01K-05K  pov:1st  notes:quality.descriptions  rating:nc-17 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
batboy126: Breeders, Chapter 1
Two years after leaving for New York, Justin returns to Pittsburgh and announces that he has plans for his future. Plans that include a baby.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  type:future!fic  subject:children  rating:nc-17  authors:b  genre:angst  length:50K+ 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
not_nearly: Coda by a_short_detour
“I don’t know how much longer I can do this,” Justin hears himself say. “I don’t know whether I can keep pretending not seeing you doesn’t matter.” Because once, remembering what had happened at his prom would have made all the difference, but now he’s an adult and he needs more than an eighteen-year-old with a crush.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  authors:a  length:10K-20K  type:future!fic  rating:nc-17  setting:nyc 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
burnitbackwards: fic: to know the difference
"It's not stupid," you say, and you mean it. "Of course you missed me. I'm fucking amazing." A beat, then, "I missed you too, you know." It gets easier every time, these confessions of emotion. Not easy, exactly. But not as difficult, either.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  genre:au  author:burnitbackwards  authors:s  season:four  rating:nc-17  pov:2nd  length:10K-20K  !favorites 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
alfkdjglkafdjhfk!!!1 - Just the QaF fic, ma'am.
When there was Cody and nights on patrol and Hobbs on his knees, you thought you knew what hate was.

You hadn't met cancer yet.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  authors:u  season:four  subject:cancer  subject:illness  pov:2nd  rating:pg-13  genre:hurt/comfort  length:<1k 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
Queer as Folk Writing Challenges - WHAT THE BOY SCOUTS TAUGHT ME
We're going to die out here... This is just like in the Blair Witch Project..." What if Justin went on the Liberty Ride with Brian… An alternate version of episodes 413 and 414
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  authors:s  season:four  notes:cute  genre:humor  genre:schmoop  rating:r  genre:au  length:05K-10K  author:sonofabiscuit77 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
If you like it, then you shoulda put some cheese on it... - Update and new(ish) fic
Eighteen years, three months and twenty days in the relationship of Justin Taylor and Brian Kinney, with particular reference to Ben’s literary endeavors, Michael’s favorite song, Brian’s inimitability and Justin’s love of cock.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  type:future!fic  rating:pg-13  genre:humor  length:01K-05K  author:sonofabiscuit77 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
dare_challenge: FANTASIES
“Tell me your weirdest most fucked-up fantasy,” Michael’s looking at me with his eyes wide open, the weed has made them a pinky white colour.
fandom:qaf  type:future!fic  pov:1st  rating:r  genre:angst  pairing:brian/justin  length:05K-10K  author:sonofabiscuit77 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
qaf_anon: Entry #17 - "Love Spins Gold From Time"
Brian hadn’t anticipated just how bound together they were. They were bound by the past, by bloody white scarves, by sticky ice cream kisses, by radiation induced vomit, by stoned sex in an empty loft, by bruises left by grasping fingers and by a hand that couldn’t grip.

He never anticipated how these memories weaved between them despite the distance and time. And those memories, and those ties, some thick and twisted as rope, some fragile and shining like a thread of silk, those ties kept them together, and the new memories worked and built up between them.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  rating:r  authors:b  type:future!fic  notes:beautiful  length:01K-05K 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
dare_challenge: STOP
You grit your teeth and actively refrain from launching into some explanation about how you and her brother were never really ‘together’ anyway, because somehow you don’t think she’ll understand it, much less buy it. And you’re pretty sure Jennifer would never forgive you if you mess up both her children’s perception on love and life and fucking relationships.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  genre:angst  authors:e  rating:r  season:three  pov:2nd  subject:birthdays  length:01K-05K 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
sev_4_blogathon: (08) Guest Fanfic!: A Coming-Together in Thirteen Parts by the lovely mclachlan
Prompt: I'd really love a fic where Brian and Justin break up in 507, and Babylon doesn't get bombed in 510, so they don't get back together out of that kind of desperate fear of losing one another for good.
Brian goes to Australia, and he gets back and he sees the Art Forum article. Justin's talked to Lindsay and decided to go to NY (whether or not he does is up to the author). I'd like to see Brian not try to change himself for Justin by becoming Super Happy Marriage Man, which was a change that was born, I believe, from his terror that Justin could've died.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  season:five  authors:m  genre:au  length:01K-05K 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
qaf_anon: Entry #14 - "The Gravitational Effects of Rotation"
The first time they fuck in New York City is just like every other time they've ever fucked, in that oh my god this is better than any other fuck way that seems to be part of what they've become to each other. Brian and Justin fuck their way around the world across the decades.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  type:future!fic  rating:nc-17  authors:m  type:pwp  genre:angst  notes:beautiful  setting:'round.the.world 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
msgordo: FIC: There You'll Be (Slash) FR15 1/1 QAF US B/J
The first time Justin thinks he sees Brian he chokes on the double Beam in his hand and rather suavely treats his companion for the evening to a spray of whisky as he tries to replenish his oxygen supply and force liquor out of his lungs.
fandom:qaf  authors:m  pairing:brian/justin  rating:pg-13  type:future!fic  length:01K-05K  setting:nyc 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
jule1122 - Vacation Fic
It was late morning when they arrived at a two-story beach house. Justin had been awake long enough to know they were somewhere in Maine. “Brian, this is beautiful. How did you find it?” Justin asked once Brian let them in.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  type:future!fic  rating:nc-17  authors:j  length:01K-05K  genre:schmoop  subject:domesticity 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
change the story - 513 fic
It had only been a couple of months, but it was enough time to miss him. It was enough time to feel that thrill in stripping off Justin's clothing and running his hands over bare skin and feeling Justin smile against his lips. It was enough time to feel desperate to remember exactly what that spark felt like when ignited, and why Brian could go off and fuck every man on Earth and still come home every night to this one. This was real. (Reunions are rarely straightforward.)
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  rating:r  season:five  length:05K-10K  authors:c  genre:angst 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
Lindsay laughs and pats you on the shoulder. “It’s okay. Brian needs something to keep him young… Especially now that he’s growing up so fast!” she remarks, and you both take a moment to reflect on the past year and all of the remarkable changes that have occurred in all of your lives, particularly Brian’s.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  rating:r  type:future!fic  authors:a  length:01K-05K  genre:humor  pov:2nd 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
bjfic: FIC: "The Anatomy of the Loveless", B/J, R
Brian never means to start looking at Justin like a partner, or even something vaguely resembling his future. One morning he wakes up and he does. He turns to his side and stares at Justin like some kind of fucking lesbian.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  rating:r  authors:s  genre:humor  length:<1k 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
parallactic: QAF Fic: The Break Up
Brian realizes that he's become domesticated. He delves into pain management, Justin deals with being single, and Michael dislikes Justin. Totally satirical.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  genre:humor  length:01K-05K  authors:p 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
concernedlily: Fic: Don't Forget Your Toothbrush
"Brian?" Justin is standing in the door to the bathroom. Even with the dim lighting of the bathroom, against the darkness of the loft Justin looks to be glowing faintly around the edges. "What?" "You're out of toothbrushes," Justin says tentatively, like this is the worst news he's ever given anyone, ever.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  season:one  authors:c  rating:r  length:01K-05K 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
windtossed: Title-less Christmas fic.
He makes a sardonic remark about Justin's choice of presents-wrapping space and Justin tells him to shut the door before Gus sees that Justin's wrapping presents that're supposed to be from Santa. Brian laughs and leans down to kiss Justin briefly and closes the door to go back and distract Gus with episodes of SpongeBob Squarepants. He deliberately doesn't think about how much Justin seemed like his little wife right then.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  authors:w  subject:christmas  rating:g  length:<1k 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
Colder in My Skin
Anything, you almost said, but he cut your lip and you bled for him, felt his tongue lick it away, following the line down your chin. He murmured things into your skin that you couldn't hear, but then he looked at you, hands on your face, like you might look away, like it was even possible to want to. "Justin. I can give you forever."
fandom:qaf  tag:temp.reread  pairing:brian/justin  subject:vampires  notes:dark  authors:s  kink:bloodplay  length:05K-10K  rating:nc-17  genre:au  genre:angst  genre:horror  pov:2nd 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
on__impulse: Five-by-five.
Brian glowers at you and you grin in what you're told is a friendly smile. "Mr. Kinney," you say. "I'm Cynthia, your new personal assistant."
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  rating:pg-13  pov:outsider  pov:2nd  length:01K-05K  authors:c 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
Maybe he's here for a reason, after all. To try and understand it. Brian is hot, yeah. Brian is a good fuck, okay. Justin is both of those things but without the sociopathic edge. Why are they together? Whatever happened to opposites attract? But watching them on the dance floor, Ethan thinks he may be starting to understand.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  authors:l  pov:outsider  season:three  rating:r  length:01K-05K  setting:babylon 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
darksylvia: QaF fic: A Steal
Brian wasn't in the habit of turning down really good sex, even if it was with his teenage stalker. (Justin finds out Brian bought his sketch.)
fandom:qaf  authors:d  type:pwp  pairing:brian/justin  season:one  genre:humor  length:01K-05K  rating:nc-17 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
Domestic Tranquility
"So, Mikey, not that I'm not happy to see you, but what the fuck are you and the happy family doing here?" He pulled out a block of cheese and grimaced. "With more food than we can possibly eat in a month? We are capable of feeding ourselves, you know."
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  authors:l  rating:pg-13  length:01K-05K  subject:domesticity 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
"It seems," Brian said, starting to laugh all over again, "that we have a new family member. Claire's second husband. Only it turns out he's queer. And he's trying to take the children in the divorce for which I will not be buying Claire a lawyer."
pairing:brian/justin  authors:l  rating:r  length:01K-05K  genre:humor  fandom:qaf 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
Fairy Dust by Rhiannonhero
Sunlight flashed off of Justin's smile as he made his way over to Brian, standing in front of him and twirling around. 'What d'ya think?' Brian took his time answering, giving Justin a good once over, and then over again. Justin always was a damn princess and the pink dress with gold trim fit his role perfectly. A thick green ribbon tied in a huge bow on his wrist looked like it might be satin. Justin's smile was dying a little, so Brian shrugged and said, 'You look like a fucking fairy.'"
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  authors:r  season:four  genre:humor  rating:nc-17  length:05K-10K  subject:crossdressing 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
He chose a place in the exclusive Hollywood hills because Brett told him to – although Justin thinks the time is coming when he’s probably going to stop listening to Brett – and people pay for the quiet here.

Justin misses the noise, the sound of cars on the street below the loft, the occasional neighbor shouting. He remembers there used to be a pair of cats that would sing to each other on the street before their howling ended in hisses and spits. Justin wonders about the cats a lot, when it’s too quiet in his new place, and when the moon comes just over the ridge and shines in his window. The moonlight doesn’t illuminate a wooden floor or stainless steel, but carpet and white painted walls instead.

That’s fine with Justin. He thinks it is, anyway, because it’s too complicated to wonder whether or not he’s lonely for Brian or just plain fucking lonely, so he makes everything fine in his head.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  subject:cancer  subject:illness  genre:angst  type:future!fic  author:ragingpixie  genre:hurt/comfort  season:four  length:10K-20K  notes:;_;  !favorites 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
It happens that Brian scores some premium E, and Justin winds up doing a tab three nights in a row. Justin knows Brian won’t think anything of it. He probably just appreciates the extra blowjobs.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  author:ragingpixie  rating:nc-17  subject:drugs  genre:angst  length:01K-05K 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
Justin thinks that maybe it’s fine...because Deb is talking and that’s normal and as long as things are normal he doesn’t have to remember that Michael called and said the words “Brian” and “accident” and “hospital” in the same sentence.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  author:ragingpixie  genre:angst  rating:nc-17  season:four  genre:hurt/comfort  length:05K-10K 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
love or something like it
“Because you want to hear it. Because it’s the right thing. Because that’s what keeps you going, isn’t it, Sunshine? The thought that someday I’ll say those words and the music will swell and flower petals will drop from the ceiling and happily ever after will finally be here.” Brian narrows his eyes at Justin and tries to will him to make him say it.
fandom:qaf  author:ragingpixie  pairing:brian/justin  length:01K-05K  rating:r  season:two  notes:depressing  notes::/ 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
“I never said I was trying to make us a couple,” he murmurs against Brian’s skin, which is ridiculous anyway, Brian knows. They’re already a couple and Brian doesn’t quite understand how that happened. He fought it hard enough. “It’s just that … huh. I’m not sure what it is, Brian, I just didn’t feel like fucking strangers anymore, you know?”
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  author:ragingpixie  genre:angst  genre:hurt/comfort  rating:nc-17  length:01K-05K 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
easy out
"Quit looking at me like that," Justin snaps, and digs his shoe out from under a discarded cushion on the floor. "I'm not some fragile little flower. He hit me once, then cried about it. I stayed. He hit me again, I left." This is said very matter-of-factly, but Brian narrows his eyes.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  author:ragingpixie  rating:nc-17  season:four  genre:au  genre:angst  length:01K-05K 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
three thousand miles
Justin snakes one hand beneath the Egyptian cotton sheet and encircles his cock. He holds himself lightly and keeps talking. “So then I started kissing my way down your chest, and you tasted sweet, like that one time we used the edible dusting powder? And it tasted cinnamony, remember? That’s what it was like. And I kept licking it off your chest and you held my head.” He pauses for a moment, thinking. “Hey, maybe I do remember more of this than I thought.”
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  author:ragingpixie  length:01K-05K  type:pwp 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
5 things brian kinney never did
Brian never fucked Ethan Gold.
Brian never died.
Brian's never blown Justin at Babylon.
Brian never let Justin know he came to the hospital.
Brian never said the words ‘I love you'.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  genre:angst  author:ragingpixie  rating:nc-17  subject:jealousy  notes:depressing  length:05K-10K  subject:alcohol  subject:character.death 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
and in health
The table is cold against his back and the damn gown is too small like always. Brian lies there and stares at a crack in the ceiling while Justin leafs through a magazine and pretends not to care that Brian is getting his remaining ball nuked like popcorn, but Brian catches every furtive glance Justin throws his way.
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  author:ragingpixie  genre:hurt/comfort  genre:angst  subject:illness  subject:cancer  season:four  length:01K-05K 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
jane2005: Negation, Chapter One
Three o’clock in the morning, the streets were deserted. Not a good time to be out, the thought flashed through his head like the banner of an ad, flashing almost palpably before him, and he giggled at the warning that blinked in front of him, that it was bad to be out in the dark, you might get hurt. Memory of a long-off boast, isn’t that part of the thrill? The unknown, the danger… (Brian is raped. Justin does his best to deal.)
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  rating:nc-17  genre:angst  genre:hurt/comfort  genre:au  length:50K+  authors:j  notes:;_;  season:four  tw:non-con 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
burnitbackwards: fic: oh, inverted world
When Brian is thirty-four years old, he will realize that nothing in his life has turned out the way he expected. He'll have Debbie, who yells at him and feeds him and loves him like her own child; Michael and Lindsay, who would die for him if he asked or even if he didn't; Gus, who's beautiful and smart and has shown him that he's not Jack Kinney; and Justin, for whom he'll still have no real label but will love with a gut-wrenching ferocity anyway. (Every part of Brian's life has led him here.)
fandom:qaf  pairing:brian/justin  author:burnitbackwards  notes:beautiful  notes:bittersweet  rating:nc-17  notes:introspective  genre:angst  season:four  length:01K-05K 
march 2011 by rainbowslinky
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