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harsh and sweet and bitter to leave it all - darlingjustdont - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
"it’s the cereal that gets you, isn’t it,” natasha repeats, hopping up on the counter.

“i don’t-- how did you know?”

she shrugs. “it was the same for me. it’s all overwhelming, but it’s doable, until you get to the cereal aisle. and then it’s too much, all of a sudden.”

scenes from two soviet assassins adjusting to life in america
subject:languages  fandom:avengers  verse:mcu  genre:gen  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  c:marvel:natasha.romanova  c:marvel:clint.barton  setting:dinner  authors:d  length:01K-05K  year:2019 
june 2019 by rainbowslinky
lord send me a mechanic if I’m not beyond repair - suzukiblu - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Barnes’s daemon has a name, obviously, but he only ever calls her “Sweetheart”. At least, Sam’s fairly sure no daemons named their kid that in the 1910s, but hey, what does he know, maybe it was like the kids who used to get named after weird virtues and vices back in the Puritan days; maybe she’s lucky not to be Chastity or Prudence or Bread-of-Life.

Steve never calls her Sweetheart, though.
fandom:avengers  fandom:hdm  verse:mcu  genre:fusion  length:01K-05K  year:2016  p:marvel:bucky/sam  genre:hurt/comfort  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  c:marvel:steve.rogers  c:marvel:sam.wilson 
may 2019 by rainbowslinky
Today I Die, Tomorrow I Will - Chapter 1 - araydre, Crematosis, SgtGraves - The Avengers (Marvel Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
One of Zola's experiments leaves Bucky with the ability to start the day over again each time he dies. At times it's both a blessing and a curse.

[ends a bit abruptly, does a lot of tell rather than show, follows canon with just slight changes of bucky's reliving. fun!]
fandom:avengers  verse:mcu  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  p:marvel:bucky/steve  pov:bucky.barnes  type:big.bang  length:20k-50k  year:2018  trope:groundhog.day 
january 2019 by rainbowslinky
Mission Parameters - what_alchemy - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
The soldier does not find the Mission. The soldier finds a tow-headed white child, aged approximately five years, unconscious and naked amid the empty Captain America uniform lying charred and bloody in the middle of what used to be a battleground. The soldier finds an expanse of bruised flesh and stubborn cowlicks that shine through the fog in his head.

The soldier lifts the child up and slings it under one arm before running.

[end spoilers: steve gets big again, bucky runs away. fic ends. :(]
fandom:avengers  genre:gen  subject:children  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  c:marvel:steve.rogers  p:marvel:bucky/steve  year:2014  length:10k-20k  trope:de-aged  notes:sweet  notes:funny  *unfinished  notes:melancholy 
november 2018 by rainbowslinky
we are all just trying to be holy - steelplatedhearts - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Orphan Black (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
“It’s okay, little soldier,” Helena says, getting to her feet. He casts his eyes around, but he’s in the loft. Pierce is not here, and neither are his scientists. “You’re safe. You are with your family now.” She approaches him again, hands out. “So much shouting. Sestra is here.” He lets her take his hand, lets her pull him down and stroke his hair. “They didn’t want you,” she says softly. “But we are family. We are both unwanted. I will take care of you, brata.”
fandom:avengers  fandom:orphan.black  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  genre:gen  character:helena  subject:recovery  genre:crossover  genre:fusion  !rec  notes:fascinating  notes:[brokenheartemoji]  year:2014  length:10k-20k 
august 2018 by rainbowslinky
Sleep Well Beast - Chapter 1 - brideofquiet - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Even then, Steve knows Bucky's always kept secrets. He’s like the forest, in that way; familiar though it may come to be, there’s still parts of it that are unknowable. That’s the nature of the beast—of any beast.
fandom:avengers  p:marvel:bucky/steve  pov:steve.rogers  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  subject:animal.transformation  character-type:werewolf  genre:horror  length:10k-20k  year:2017 
august 2018 by rainbowslinky
Almond, Clavicle, Orchid - kvikindi - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
You say, "I don't know what I am."

"It's okay not to know," Steve tells you. His face is very careful.

But you know. You know that it's not okay.
fandom:avengers  genre:gen  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  pov:2nd  pov:bucky.barnes  subject:recovery  subject:ptsd  year:2014  length:01K-05K  notes:;_; 
july 2018 by rainbowslinky
All The Leaves Are Brown (And the sky is gray) - Chapter 1 - AvocadoLove - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
The Winter Soldier's mission is nearly complete. Howard and Maria Stark are dead, leaving him to dispatch their four-year-old child. One quick twist of the neck is all it will take, but the Soldier finds he cannot do it.

So instead of killing Tony Stark, the Winter Soldier takes him away to raise as his own.
fandom:avengers  genre:gen  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  c:marvel:tony.stark  subject:children  trope:kidfic  year:2014  length:10k-20k 
may 2018 by rainbowslinky
No Retreat, Baby, No Surrender - Chapter 1 - itsnotbleak - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
"You think your old army buddy is working at Subway?”

“Of course not,” said Steve, trying to sound like he thought the idea was ludicrous. “Bucky died in 1944. I just...” He didn’t know what to say, so he slapped on his best lonely soldier face and lied. “It’s just it’s nice to pretend for a bit, you know?”

“No,” said Natasha. “It sounds deeply unhealthy, but you do you.”

In which Steve finds a man that looks a lot like Bucky making sandwiches in a Brooklyn subway. Except Bucky died seventy years ago, and this guy shows no sign of remembering Steve.
fandom:avengers  year:2017  length:20k-50k  subject:amnesia  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  c:marvel:steve.rogers  notes:delightful  p:marvel:bucky/steve 
may 2018 by rainbowslinky
The Simple Life - Chapter 1 - howler32557038 - Captain America - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
"The simple life."

"You'll get there one day."

"I don't know. Family, stability...The guy who wanted all that went in the ice seventy-five years ago. I think someone else came out."

Bucky wants to be part of Steve's life. He wants to be an Avenger. He wants to be a good partner. Unfortunately, sometimes that means not telling Steve everything.
fandom:avengers  subject:pregnancy  notes:quality.descriptions  subject:children  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  length:100k+  year:2018  notes:satisfying  !favorites  p:marvel:bucky/steve  !part.of.a.series 
may 2018 by rainbowslinky
Meridian - Tippet - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
The metal hand flexes now and Steve’s eyes go straight to it, then fix back on the soldier’s. Slowly, that the soldier can see every crease shifting into place, his face fills with a quiet wonder; he looks at the soldier as a beggar gazes at a banquet.

(Steve goes missing; Bucky goes after him.)
fandom:avengers  verse:mcu  genre:gen  subject:recovery  subject:reunions  length:20k-50k  year:2017  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  pov:bucky.barnes 
may 2018 by rainbowslinky
Liminal Spaces - layersofsilence - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
A prolific assassin whose career spanned decades, however brainwashed, was always going to cause controversy when it came time for him to try and enter the afterlife. So, a compromise: he is asked to operate a liminal space, to help lost souls to find the crossing-place. No going out and gathering souls, no keeping souls, and no kicking souls out.

It might be lonely work, but James is fine. James is fine, and then Steve Rogers, all blue-eyed sparking passion, marches into his liminal space.
fandom:avengers  subject:death/dying  setting:hotel  genre:fantasy  c:marvel:maria.hill  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  pov:bucky.barnes  year:2017  length:10k-20k  !favorites  !rec  notes:unique  p:marvel:bucky/steve 
may 2018 by rainbowslinky
gale song - tomorrowsrain - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
"The past beats inside me like a second heart. These fragments I have shored against my ruins."

In which Tony Stark makes a reckless decision, becomes a wanted fugitive, goes on the run with the former Winter Soldier, and learns how to forgive. For his part, Bucky Barnes is just trying to hold himself together. AU, post-Civil War.
fandom:avengers  verse:mcu  setting:post-civil.war  c:marvel:tony.stark  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  notes:satisfying  length:50k+  !masterpost  !rec  !favorites  authors:t  year:2016  p:marvel:bucky/steve 
april 2018 by rainbowslinky
relatively stable (tentatively able) - thermocline - The Avengers (Marvel Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
It’s loud, like flipping through radio stations, the layers not quite coherent, but desperate all the same.
[infinity war coda]
fandom:avengers  verse:mcu  setting:infinity  war  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  c:marvel:sam.wilson  year:2018  length:<1k 
april 2018 by rainbowslinky
cold winter sink your teeth in me, june sun beat me blind - KiaraSayre - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
James Buchanan Barnes, the Winter Soldier, HYDRA's asset, discovers that he's a lot better at ending lives than he is at saving them.

It doesn't help that the day keeps repeating.
fandom:avengers  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  trope:groundhog.day  length:10k-20k  year:2016 
april 2018 by rainbowslinky
A Tree Grows In Brooklyn - newsbypostcard - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
For a while, it seems like everything is... well, normal's not the word, but Steve's as right as anyone would've expected after being that seriously injured. He hurts. Physio takes time. Everything feels hard. It makes sense that it would. He was stabbed twice and shot three times, and Sam says he'd have drowned if he hadn't been pulled out of the river by--
[summary from part 3]

Sam doesn't actually say who. He doesn't need to. The guards by the door had said enough. If B--
If he had remembered enough to pull Steve out of the river, then he probably--
He probably remembers--

Steve's hand slips suddenly off the counter.

One of the things Steve learns firsthand: grief is never as straightforward or as linear as five simple steps, even when it doesn't take you 75 years to work through it.
fandom:avengers  !masterpost  length:100k+  setting:post-civil.war  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  c:marvel:natasha.romanova  c:marvel:steve.rogers  c:marvel:sam.wilson  p:marvel:bucky/steve 
april 2018 by rainbowslinky
the old familiar sting - Nonymos - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
There's something a little off with Bucky, but Steve's loved him since he was a six-year-old scrap of nothing in Brooklyn, and he ain't the type to back down so easy.
fandom:avengers  character-type:vampire  notes:fascinating  year:2017  length:05k-10k  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  p:marvel:bucky/steve 
april 2018 by rainbowslinky
quiet americans - magdaliny - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
[The Soldier remembers this: he wakes up in the snow.]

//Neither of them have been out to see it, but they sure heard about it: a complete bloodbath, five STRIKE agents killed—slaughtered, really, torn nearly limb from limb, piled on the floor with six dead civilians shot full of Russian bullets. Whoever killed the agents had taken their cash, their weapons, and in one case, their clothes. The lack of evidence means they can't be sure if they're dealing with a rogue superhuman, the Winter Soldier on a murder spree, or James Barnes avenging civilian deaths. Steve's clinging grimly to the last, and the fact that eleven other residents of the building survived their wounds; the Winter Soldier's file indicates he's not the type to leave witnesses alive.
fandom:avengers  notes:fantastic  notes:FEELS  !favorites  !rec  !masterpost  year:2018  genre:hurt/comfort  tw:violence  tw:abuse  tw:torture  subject:reunions  subject:recovery  subject:injury  tw:gore  length:100k+  authors:m  quality:*****  notes:all.the.awards  verse:mcu  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  p:marvel:bucky/steve 
april 2018 by rainbowslinky
Just Far Enough - Chapter 1 - TheSopherfly - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
Tony couldn’t honestly remember how long it had been like this. Probably since the day he’d called T’Challa and offered his help. At first it had just been compulsive self-denial: you can’t eat until you’ve drafted your opening remarks, until you’ve finished your research, until you’ve rewritten every last colon and comma and apostrophe in those Accords so that everyone can come home.

Those goals had been realistic. Lately, they’d become impossible. Until everyone forgives you. Until you forgive yourself. Until you make up for every bad thing you’ve ever caused.

He was fine. He was coasting in a dangerous place, but he was fine. He wasn't taking it too far - just far enough. Set a year after CACW. Eventual Tony/Bucky/Steve.
fandom:avengers  verse:mcu  tw:self-harm  tw:eating.disorder  p:marvel:bucky/tony  p:marvel:tony/steve  p:marvel:bucky/steve/tony  subject:ptsd  genre:angst  length:50k+  notes:tonyfeeels  year:2017  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  p:marvel:bucky/steve 
april 2018 by rainbowslinky
Give Me Your Filth - Dira Sudis (dsudis) - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
"I don't care," Bucky said. "I don't care which one was you and which one was someone else. You're underneath me now. It's my turn. I do things now, and you lie there and take it."

This was going to hurt.
fandom:avengers  authors:d  tw:non-con  notes:dark  tw:torture  length:10k-20k  kink:bondage  tw:violence  notes:unsettling  notes:[brokenheartemoji]  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  p:marvel:bucky/steve 
april 2018 by rainbowslinky
Lamb and Martyr - Chapter 1 - Dira Sudis (dsudis) - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
The Winter Soldier was never allowed to orgasm (and was punished if he did when his handlers used him for sex/he was caught masturbating) except when he was ordered to brutally rape HYDRA prisoners in lieu of conventional torture. As a result, post-CA:TWS, Bucky can only get off in violent non-con scenarios with him as the rapist - which, obviously, he finds horrifying, choosing self-imposed celibacy over the risk of hurting a lover.

Steve finds out and offers to help. Cue hardcore BDSM with Steve pretending to be the Winter Soldier's victim, crying for help and begging him to stop (the more wretched the better - but always consensually, with a safeword). Steve doesn't get off on it, but he wants to help Bucky (and while vanilla sex does nothing for Bucky, maybe he finds it emotionally soothing to be gentle with Steve before/after their roleplaying?).

+1: Someone walks in on them and thinks it's real.
fandom:avengers  authors:d  length:20k-50k  kink:bdsm  tw:violence  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  p:marvel:bucky/steve 
april 2018 by rainbowslinky
Autonomy - Chapter 1 - Amethystina - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
After spending years under HYDRA's control the last thing Bucky wants is to return to their ranks. He does so only because his situation provides an invaluable opportunity to infiltrate the most impenetrable army in the galaxy — his own discomfort is a small price to pay for the lives he might save in the future.

Three months is all he can take before he decides to throw his cover and find his way back to Steve, HYDRA hot on his heels. With him, Bucky has a memory drive of stolen information and a second personality sharing his body, courtesy of HYDRA’s brainwashing.

All Bucky wants is to deliver the information to Steve and the Alliance and finally return home, but when his ship is damaged he has no choice but to stop for emergency repairs. He's directed to 'The Mechanic,' who can supposedly help, but Bucky isn't exactly comforted when he meets the man in question.

But with HYDRA breathing down his neck Bucky doesn't have a choice — he's going to have to trust this Tony, whether he likes it or not.
fandom:avengers  p:marvel:bucky/tony  setting:space  genre:scifi  length:100k+  !rec  !favorites  genre:au  notes:fantastic  notes:heartsforeyes  authors:a  year:2016  subject:ptsd  c:marvel:bucky.barnes 
april 2018 by rainbowslinky
A Million Stars - kaesaria - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
[Bucky can't let the words out. Tony can't hold them back. Apathy, anger and insomnia: the road to recovery is anything but uncluttered. The boys have to find a way through traumas both near and distant, and Steve has to step back and let them... no matter how hard that is.]

"“It wasn’t the point.” Stark makes a dismissive wave with his hand, as if that’s supposed to mean something to Bucky. “Hurting me, I mean. That wasn’t the point. They were just—bored. The guys guarding me. They were looking for ways to pass the time. I just—I don’t think anyone told them not to, so they figured what the hell.”

“Secondary function.”

It’s out before Bucky’s brain catches up with his mouth."
fandom:avengers  tw:non-con  notes:positive.ending  notes:depressing  length:01K-05K  length:10k-20k  year:2016  p:marvel:tony/steve  c:marvel:tony.stark  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  c:marvel:steve.rogers  p:marvel:bucky/steve/tony  !rec  !favorites 
april 2018 by rainbowslinky
Come Round Full Circle - kaesaria - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
Stark's not a real handler, but the Asset Bucky finds it useful to think of him as one.
Written in response to a prompt on the trashmeme: "The Winter Soldier (and later Bucky) needs regular fucking to keep his functionality and memories."
*unfinished  fandom:avengers  tw:non-con  tw:dub-con  p:marvel:bucky/tony  tw:abuse  subject:ptsd  tw:violence  notes:dark  notes:unsettling  year:2016  length:20k-50k  c:marvel:bucky.barnes 
april 2018 by rainbowslinky
What I Used To Be - Chapter 1 - thepinupchemist - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
When the police uncover a hidden sub-basement in the home of criminal Alexander Pierce and find a tortured omega and his three pups, they bring them to the Stark Omega Clinic, a non-profit dedicated to rehabilitating traumatized omegas.

After dark in September 2005, fourteen year old Bucky Barnes vanished. Eleven years and three pups later, he is far from the boy that went missing from a suburban neighborhood outside of Denver.

Steve Rogers is an alpha of some means. When he came into money, he decided to use what he had for good and sign up as a candidate to be a support alpha for his close friend Tony's charitable clinic. When he takes on the task of helping reintegrate Bucky and his pups into the world, he doesn't expect to fall so hard.
fandom:avengers  genre:au  trope:alpha/omega  tw:non-con  subject:kidnapping  subject:children  year:2016  subject:ptsd  notes:positive.ending  length:100k+  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  p:marvel:bucky/steve 
march 2018 by rainbowslinky
We Are The Lucky Ones - blithelybonny - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
The Soldiers will be drift compatible -- of that, there is no question. They were bred for perfect synchronicity; two halves of one whole, one mind in two perfect bodies.

But they cannot be allowed to remember. The drift may be catastrophic.
fandom:avengers  genre:fusion  fandom:pacific.rim  trope:alpha/omega  year:2016  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  p:marvel:bucky/steve 
march 2018 by rainbowslinky
Acceptable Risk - Chapter 1 - appalachian_fireflies - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Hydra's obsession with the super soldier serum leads them to use Bucky to continue the line. After the hellicarriers, he remembers that they have taken his baby from him. He wants her back.
fandom:avengers  year:2015  trope:alpha/omega  subject:children  trope:kidfic  length:10k-20k  notes:sweet  !rec  !favorites  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  p:marvel:bucky/steve 
march 2018 by rainbowslinky
Love and Family (out of order) - AvocadoLove - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
When Steve brings Bucky home shortly after the fall of SHIELD, it's obvious he's keeping a few secrets to himself. Tony knows the truth because he can smell it: Bucky's pregnant, and the baby is Tony's. Except, that shouldn't be possible. Tony has never met Bucky Barnes—or the Winter Soldier—before.
fandom:avengers  length:05k-10k  p:marvel:bucky/tony  subject:children  subject:pregnancy  year:2016  c:marvel:bucky.barnes 
march 2018 by rainbowslinky
Riptide - Claudia_flies - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Bucky is crouched in the corner of the observation room. His body is dirty, a long wavy curtain of hair hangs over his face, but Steve can see a pair of dark alert eyes looking out above his forearm that he has rested on his knees, protecting his face.

Post-Age of Ultron A/O/B.
fandom:avengers  trope:alpha/omega  year:2016  length:10k-20k  subject:pregnancy  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  p:marvel:bucky/steve 
march 2018 by rainbowslinky
Not Unwanted, Not Unloved - Chapter 1 - Little_Iago, stuckytrash (Watsittoyou) - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
They'd resigned themselves to never becoming parents - until Bucky gets pregnant and drops off the grid without even a whisper to his mate about his condition.
Steve will still raze the earth to find him, but that doesn't mean he likes what he finds.
fandom:avengers  subject:pregnancy  year:2017  length:50k+  trope:alpha/omega  subject:kidnapping  genre:angst  notes:depressing  notes:positive.ending  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  p:marvel:bucky/steve 
march 2018 by rainbowslinky
Traumatic Insemination - Defiler_Wyrm - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Hydra reactivates the Winter Soldier to assist with sample collection.

There are men in uniforms with guns at the door, and to either side of him a few paces away. God, the noise in his head is horrific, the aftershocks of an unspeakable whine. God, his arm feels so strange. He rolls his left shoulder and it still feels wrong, stiff and somehow unnatural.

“Soldier, respond.” The whitecoat sounds angry. Do they mean him? Is he the soldier? Is–

Oh, fuck. Oh shit, hell, and damn.

He has no idea who he is.
fandom:avengers  tw:non-con  kink:tentacles  subject:amnesia  kink:plugs  length:05k-10k  year:2017  notes:yikes  c:marvel:bucky.barnes 
march 2018 by rainbowslinky
I But A Shell of Myself - Lauralot - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
The message is on the back of the door in the last room Steve searches. The handwriting, labored and thick and hardly like Bucky’s, spells out one sentence:

They didn’t use anesthesia when they cut off his arm.
fandom:avengers  notes:dark  notes:positive.ending  !masterpost  tw:non-con  tw:torture  tw:abuse  subject:ptsd  subject:injury  authors:l  length:10k-20k  year:2015  !rec  !favorites  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  p:marvel:bucky/steve 
march 2018 by rainbowslinky
Keep You Going Through the Show - Lauralot - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
The first time Bucky breaks his fingers, Steve thinks nothing of it.

[Fear is a good motivator, as is pain. However, HYDRA needs to make sure their best weapon isn't going to run away crying after getting a few broken bones, or, on the off chance that the winter soldier is captured, that he won't spill the beans on their world domination plans.

They torture + physically/sexually/mentally/emotionally abuse him to "train" him and increase his pain tolerance, just in case.

As a result of going through every possible abuse/torture under the sun, Bucky no longer fears a lot of things, just accepts them. Brutal rapes? He takes it with his breakfast. Beatings until he's half-blind with pain? A weekly occurrence.

Cue Steve finding this out in unpleasant ways. Ex: Bucky falls ten stories and breaks three ribs and his ankle. He gets right back up and keeps fighting until the battle is over, and it's not until Steve catches him limping that he knows something is wrong. Bucky just shrugs it off easily and says "I've been through worse."]
fandom:avengers  tw:torture  subject:injury  tw:self-harm  authors:l  year:2014  length:05k-10k  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  p:marvel:bucky/steve 
march 2018 by rainbowslinky
Everything Stuck to Him - Lauralot - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Bucky's body no longer belonged to HYDRA. He could do anything he wanted with it, and Steve couldn't stop him.

[This story was inspired by two prompts from the Hydra Trash Meme: the first requesting Bucky aggressively owning his bodily autonomy, to the point of self-destructive behaviors, and the second requesting Steve self-harming during Bucky's recovery due to guilt.]
fandom:avengers  tw:abuse  tw:self-harm  subject:alcohol/drugs  notes:dark  notes:depressing  length:05k-10k  authors:l  subject:ptsd  subject:depression  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  p:marvel:bucky/steve 
march 2018 by rainbowslinky
The Spaces In-Between - Lauralot - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
"Memories are like buckets of water: they weigh on the heart and the brain until the body fails. You're blessed to stay forgetful and young, Soldier."

Sometimes blessings feel like curses.
fandom:avengers  subject:injury  subject:amnesia  authors:l  length:05k-10k  year:2016  subject:disability  tw:torture  c:marvel:bucky.barnes 
march 2018 by rainbowslinky
Rogers & Barnes: Partners - triedunture - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Steve and Bucky have to pose as a couple for a mission. Nat insists it really is the only option. She's checked.

The complication: unbeknownst to even Natasha, Steve and Bucky's friendship has been rocky ever since Bucky confessed his tender feelings and Steve left him out in the cold. Can asexual, completely-in-love-with-his-angry-best-friend Steve complete the mission and win Bucky's heart?

(The answer is yes. Yay!)
fandom:avengers  subject:asexuality  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  tag:needs.  p:marvel:bucky/steve 
march 2018 by rainbowslinky
Habeas Corpus - Chapter 1 - BrighteyedJill - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
An unexpected incident in the field leaves Steve Rogers facing the infiltration of a Hydra base and retrieval of important intelligence, all while pretending to be the Winter Soldier. Unfortunately, there are important aspects of the Soldier's past that Bucky hasn't disclosed, and Steve has no idea what he's really walking into.
fandom:avengers  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  tag:needs. 
march 2018 by rainbowslinky
Soft Target - Hyperthetical, Riakomai - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
soft tar·get | sôft ˈtärɡət | noun
a person or thing that is relatively unprotected or vulnerable, especially to military or terrorist attack.


Bucky and Steve reconnect after a mission gone wrong.
fandom:avengers  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  tag:needs.  p:marvel:bucky/steve 
march 2018 by rainbowslinky
Paradigm Shift - Chapter 1 - MissBegottenLit (SoulTinkerer) - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
After the revelations and epic beatdown in Siberia, Tony is left with unlimited access to all the files and data stored in the bunker. He expects to find evidence of the Winter Soldier’s past crimes, but he finds so much more.

OR--Tony goes looking for evidence he can use to crucify the Winter Soldier and instead finds Hydra trash.
fandom:avengers  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  tag:needs. 
march 2018 by rainbowslinky
Hallowed Ground - shinelikethunder (tenlittlebullets) - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Bucky thinks about cleaning guns, or doing field maintenance on his arm, and tries to pretend he's repairing something delicate as he traces the lines of violence carved into Steve's flesh.

It'd be nice to believe that's what he's doing.
fandom:avengers  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  tag:needs.  tw:non-con 
march 2018 by rainbowslinky
Blood from a Stone - Chapter 1 - shinelikethunder (tenlittlebullets) - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Once you passed a certain point in the hierarchy, getting ordered to do shit like lead a gangbang on Captain America was a surprise but not a shock.

Fill for a hydratrashmeme prompt requesting a Hydra/Steve gangbang where Steve has been dosed with aphrodisiacs to force him to get off. Or, a trash party dumpster travesty in two acts:
Act 1: Steve Rogers: World's Most Defiant Hydra Party Favor
Act 2: Post-Rescue Hurt/Comfort: Now With Bonus Steve/Sam Sex Pollen Dubcon
fandom:avengers  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  tag:needs. 
march 2018 by rainbowslinky
Believe Me When I Say - ChibiSquirt - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
When Tony gets mortally injured in a sea battle, Bucky trades his freedom to Davy Jones in order to save his life.

A Pirates of the Caribbean-themed WinterIron AU.
fandom:avengers  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  tag:needs. 
march 2018 by rainbowslinky
Eigengrau - vorkosigan - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
Tony is captured; he doesn't know by whom, or why. He doesn't know how much time has passed since. What he knows is, he can now hear something in the adjacent cell, and that 'something' sounds a lot like Steve Rogers.
fandom:avengers  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  tag:needs. 
march 2018 by rainbowslinky
Our Love Is A Ghost That The Others Can't See - Kiyaar - Marvel 616 [Archive of Our Own]
Post-Civil War, canon-divergent from Director of SHIELD.

In Tony’s dreams, he is back in the street, in a crater, the city on fire around him. Steve kneels over him and beats him to within an inch of his life.

It’s his favorite place to be, these days.
fandom:avengers  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  tag:needs. 
march 2018 by rainbowslinky
So Much That I Wanna Do - ChibiSquirt - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
Steve wants Tony, but Tony has a boyfriend. Then Tony's boyfriend talks him into a Public Use fantasy, and it's a little too tempting for Steve to resist.

Based on this prompt: Tony is left out for public use, Steve takes his turn.
fandom:avengers  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  tag:needs. 
march 2018 by rainbowslinky
Astable - Ironlawyer - Marvel 616 [Archive of Our Own]
Extremis was supposed to make him stronger, but after the fight with Mallen, Tony loses control and Steve struggles to handle a Tony who’s falling apart at the seams.
fandom:avengers  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  tag:needs. 
march 2018 by rainbowslinky
Sucker Punch - Sineala - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
The prompt was: "616: Iron Man has managed to keep his identity a secret from everyone. Steve finally learns who's behind the mask after he slams his shield down on it during the end of Civil War."
fandom:avengers  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  tag:needs. 
march 2018 by rainbowslinky
Exposed - FestiveFerret, SirSapling - Marvel Ultimates [Archive of Our Own]
Of all the people Steve could be stuck with while this agonizing drug surged through him, of course, it had to be Tony Stark.
fandom:avengers  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  tag:needs. 
march 2018 by rainbowslinky
Almost Feelings - XtaticPearl - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
Steve never knew what life he could have lived or how the present would have been different if he had died in the ice. He didn't think he would ever handle thinking about either without losing control. Tony doesn't want to think about how his life could have been different if Steve had never crashed or hadn't come back. He didn't think he could handle giving that much control to missed chances. It was probably ironic that such men should find each other. It was definitely amusing that they such men should love each other.
fandom:avengers  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  tag:needs. 
march 2018 by rainbowslinky
Unmade - laireshi - Marvel 616 [Archive of Our Own]
“He looked exactly like you,” Tony hears himself say. “I knew it wasn’t you, but he looked like you, so I believed he wouldn’t hurt me.”

Why is he telling Steve that?

“He told me you loved me,” Tony continues. Maybe he just wants it all to hurt. Maybe if it hurts enough, it’ll finally end once and for all.
fandom:avengers  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  tag:needs. 
march 2018 by rainbowslinky
tonight make me unstoppable - 1000_directions - One Direction (Band) [Archive of Our Own]
“Cheers,” Louis says, raising his glass and then swallowing down the rest of it with a grimace. “Fuck, this conversation is a little dark for a first date, innit? You have any hobbies? Favorite band? Any pets?”

“I don’t like dogs,” Bucky says.

“I know you don’t like dogs,” Louis says with a smile. “We’ll have to work on that.”


“Yeah,” Louis says, stroking his thumb over Bucky’s metal wrist. It’s a light touch, but sometimes that’s almost worse, and Bucky shudders as his mechanoreceptors go a little haywire from the unexpected contact.

Bucky rolls and he rolls until he changes his luck.
fandom:one.direction  fandom:avengers  x-pairing:bucky.barnes/louis.tomlinson  genre:fusion  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  authors:#  year:2018  length:20k-50k  !rec  !favorites 
february 2018 by rainbowslinky
The World Looks Just The Same - 51stCenturyFox - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
“It’s another evaluation,” she tells him, steady again. Her name is Hill. He has been here for weeks. He’s been asked the same questions before at the same table. He’s had too many cups of coffee to count. They’ve found files and codes and used them. He’s standing down. He’s no longer handcuffed, but she’s still armed nonetheless. “Just tell me what you remember.”
authors:#  fandom:avengers  verse:mcu  year:2013  rating:g  pov:bucky.barnes  genre:gen  site:ao3  quality:****  subject:amnesia  length:01K-05K  c:marvel:bucky.barnes 
may 2013 by rainbowslinky
make one dream come true (you only live twice) - beardsley - Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (2012) [Archive of Our Own]
[Five times the Winter Soldier evaded capture.

In which there are tuxedoes, vodka martinis (shaken, not stirred), fakeout makeouts, massive property damage, a shark pit, and Steve has an Ursula Andress moment. But mostly, in true James Bond fashion, villains are seduced to the side of good.] [Wheezing at how amazing this is. ALL MY STEVE/BUCKY FEELS]
fandom:avengers  authors:b  site:ao3  year:2012  pov:steve.rogers  rating:nc-17  type:first-time  trope:5+1  !favorites  !rec  length:10k-20k  quality:*****  notes:positive.ending  notes:fantastic  notes:heartsforeyes  genre:romance  genre:action  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  p:marvel:bucky/steve 
november 2012 by rainbowslinky
cashing in our bad luck - girl0nfire - The Avengers (2012), Marvel [Archive of Our Own]
Stories like theirs don’t have heroes.

Which is good, Steve thinks. It’s good because heroes shouldn’t know the best way to gut another human being with a crowbar; heroes don’t sit by a hand-crank radio screaming into silence.

Heroes don’t wonder what it would be like to join the villains.
[James, Steve, and Natasha stick together in a New York where the dead walk again.]
fandom:avengers  subject:character.death  subject:zombies  setting:nyc  length:<1k  year:2012  authors:g  site:ao3  quality:****  genre:gen  genre:au  genre:action  genre:angst  notes:depressing  notes:negative.ending  notes:dark  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  c:marvel:natasha.romanova  c:marvel:steve.rogers 
september 2012 by rainbowslinky
I’ll remember best of all, all the things we didn’t say - dorcas_gustine - Marvel 616 [Archive of Our Own]
<i>What have you done?</i>

<i>what was necessary</i>

It always comes to this with Tony, then. What is necessary. Who will be the one to set just how high the price to pay to be? How terrible the sacrifice? When will he learn that the end won’t always justify the means.

[Steve comes back and everything's gonna be alright. ...Right?]
fandom:avengers  verse:616  year:2009  length:05k-10k  pov:steve.rogers  subject:character.death  genre:angst  rating:pg-13  notes:depressing  setting:dark.reign  notes:negative.ending  notes:;_;  site:ao3  quality:*****  authors:d  notes:ouch  notes:unsettling  notes:heartbreaking  !favorites  !rec  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  p:marvel:tony/steve 
august 2012 by rainbowslinky
though you know so few words - hypotheticalfanfic - The Avengers (2012) [Archive of Our Own]
He didn’t hug Pepper, because with the arm he tried not to hug or unnecessarily touch anyone (you never knew, no matter how many times Tony assured him it was fine). Instead, he left her a Post-It with “Thanks” scrawled on it and a Hershey’s bar. Nothing would have been enough anyway. [In which Bucky Barnes talks and listens in equal measure, although not always each at the right time.]
fandom:avengers  site:ao3  year:2012  authors:h  genre:gen  pov:bucky.barnes  notes:bittersweet  quality:****  rating:pg  length:01K-05K  c:marvel:bucky.barnes 
july 2012 by rainbowslinky

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