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Bucky/Clint, conditioned triggers + forced pleasure
A variation on the prompt for conditioned sex triggers above (http://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/587.html?thread=19787):

Bucky has regained some/most of his memories and joined the Avengers, but his Winter Soldier conditioning remains largely intact. The others believe they have uncovered all of his combat trigger phrases, but they never suspected (and Bucky, ashamed, didn't tell them) that he's also been programmed to perform sexually on command.

Clint accidentally triggers the Winter Soldier's sexual conditioning when they're alone together. He didn't mean to, he doesn't swing that way, but now he's got 240 lbs. of brain-washed serum-enhanced super-soldier pinning him down, and he doesn't know the Winter Soldier's trigger-word for "stop." Trying to fight off the Winter Soldier only makes him work harder to pleasure Clint in all the ways he's been taught by HYDRA (the Winter Soldier interprets pain as a sign that he's not performing adequately and has to do better). In the end, Clint has no other choice than to let the Winter Soldier complete his "mission."

- Bonus points if Clint finds the situation more terrifying than arousing - the Winter Soldier is extremely dangerous, especially when he's following an unknown programming with nobody in control, and Clint is just a regular unaugmented person; the Winter Soldier could easily maim or kill him while sexing him up, and Clint is helpless to stop him.

- Double bonus points if Clint and Bucky have a really awkward conversation about it afterwards.
post.1  char:bucky  char:winter.soldier  char:clint  pair:bucky/clint  pair:clint/winter.soldier  kink:conditioning  kink:trigger.words  kink:non-con  kink:awkward.conversations  kink:unwanted.arousal  kink:unwanted.orgasm  kink:past.trash.party  -filled 
july 2018 by hydratrashmeme
Rumlow/Bucky, peeing himself from fear, noncon
Rumlow managed to escape the ruined building relatively intact and after a while he catches up and captures Bucky. At this point Bucky's remembered a lot and he's barely coherent from shame and guilt and even fear because of what he's done. The serum given to him isn't as stable as Steve's and it's breaking down, so he's lost his superhuman abilities. In that state, he's easy prey for Rumlow.

Rumlow captures him and hurts him and Bucky's mental state is so vulnerable and fragile at this point that he can't help himself, he pees in his pants out of sheer fear from the situation he's in. Rumlow finds Bucky's fear and subsequent loss of control an incredible turn on and fucks him with Bucky peeing himself again during the act, both from fear AND pain this time around.

(Reposted from avengerkink, not my prompt but might as well have been pulled right out of my own dumpster of wet dreams

original post: http://avengerkink.livejournal.com/19023.html?thread=44971087#t44971087)
post.1  char:rumlow  char:bucky  kink:wetting  kink:watersports  kink:non-con  pair:rumlow/bucky  -unfilled 
july 2018 by hydratrashmeme
Bucky/Anyone, bloodplay. Loads of blood.
Bucky fucked in pool of still warm blood of people he killed merely moments ago.
That's it, that's a kink.
post.1  char:bucky  char:winter.soldier  kink:bloodplay  kink:murder.aftermath  char:rumlow  -filled  pair:rumlow/winter.soldier 
july 2018 by hydratrashmeme
[no title]
Steve & friends are captured by Hydra. They force Steve to sexually service them in order to humiliate/degrade him. What they don't actually know is that he spent a fair amount of time as a kid giving blowjobs in back alleys for rent money, and he just goes back to that place in his head. By which I mean sarcastic teenage punk who knows exactly how good he is with his mouth and has zero shame about doing what he needs to do. (Your choice if the friends are watching or not)
post.1  char:steve  char:avengers  kink:non-con  kink:sex.work  char:natasha  char:sam  char:rumlow  kink:comeplay  char:bucky  kink:snark  -filled  kink:oral 
july 2018 by hydratrashmeme
Back in the 40's, Bucky liked to boast to his pals (and Steve) about all the gals he had sex with... but he never actually fucked/was fucked by anyone, because he was saving his V-card for when he found The One (because he's secretly sentimental). So, he never loses his virginity.

When Rumlow/Pierce/HYDRA people fuck him, it's the first time he has sex. Cue Rumlow/Pierce/HYDRA realizing this as they're fucking him, and being mock!gentle about it ("shhh don't cry...you feel so good and tight, etc")

Bonus points if filler can find a way to have Steve find out about this. Maybe after him and Bucky have sex, Bucky marvels at the fact that sex can feel good and "wow, that didn't hurt at all, are you sure you did it right Steve?" And Steve is confused about why Bucky thinks sex should hurt, only to find out that Bucky's first time (and every subsequent time he was fucked) was torturously abusive and painful.
post.1  char:bucky  char:winter.soldier  char:steve  kink:virginity  kink:non-con  kink:rape.aftermath  -unfilled 
july 2018 by hydratrashmeme
While Bucky still remembers who he is and is fighting the mind control, his captors rape him to break him down. Torture and other terrible things would be great too. I just want it to be Bucky and not the Winter Soldier.
post.1  char:bucky  kink:non-con  kink:torture  -unfilled 
july 2018 by hydratrashmeme
Conditioned triggers
Even after Bucky's rescued and living with Steve, they still keeping finding words and phrases, simple enough to come up in conversation, that make his eyes go dead and body obedient. Hydra programmed him to do a huge variety of things.
post.1  char:bucky  char:steve  kink:trigger.words  -unfilled 
july 2018 by hydratrashmeme
Tainted Touch (a.k.a. Bucky's broken dick, Natasha strapon version.)
Hey, I hope this is allowed, but I was filling this prompt on Round 2, but I see Round 2 is already barely getting updated. I still have quite a lot to go, so I thought I'd move it here so it doesn't tumblr into oblivion. This is the original prompt, I have no idea if the OP of it is still around - but hey, I'm having fun with it: <i>Because decades of man-on-man Hydra rapes, Bucky basically can't get it up with a woman anymore, certainly not if he's expected to be the more active party. He can't get hard during a blowjob, he can't stay erect long enough to actually have intercourse. He wants to, he tries, but he just can't. The more he tries, the more he can't, of course. He suspects he might still get gratification from being fucked and humiliated during sex, and in a moment of desperation he ends up asking Nat for help. Basically he suspects he might need to be dominated, fucked hard with a strapon, maybe be slapped around some and be called names and humiliated. Nat is sort of cool with that, she's not squeamish about sex, but Bucky is still incredibly embarrassed and full of guilt about needing this (and also remembers penetration being brutal and painful, so he's scared), which causes it to fail at first, too, causing even more angst. Give me all the angst and tears and emotional pain of trying to make this work. Give me all the embarassment, guilt and feelings of inadequacy on Bucky's end. Physically, it gets him off, emotionally it wrecks him. Bonus round 1: This starts out as somewhat of a business transaction where Nat sort of sees herself doing therapy for him, but they end up developing genuine, deep feelings for each other, causing it to be harder on both of them. Bonus round 2: Especially the humiliation part becomes hard on Nat, especially realizing this has actually been done to him. Progressively worse top drop on her end would be glorious. Extra bonus if she actually enjoys fucking him, but feels guilty. Bonus round 3: Falling in love with Bucky in earnest also brings up feelings of hurt in relation to her infertility. I do not like how it was done in AoU, but maybe someone here can do it better. It's not like she feels like a monster because of it, but she is surprised she actually might *consider* it, but the reality of her own body and the fucked up situation makes it crazy to think it, but she things it anyway. Bonus round 4: Bucky even-ntually desperately trying to reciprocate and trying to please Nat sexually, but failing. Nat being sad but patient. Bonus round 5: throughout all this Bucky repeatedly relives his trauma, but he's afraid to tell her in fear she might stop, until he too finally breaks down and Nat is angry but also deeply sad. Bonus round 6: All the weepy loving and kissing despite broken dicks. Yeah, I thought about this way too much. </i>
post.3  -filled  -wip  char:bucky  char:natasha  pair:bucky/natasha  kink:broken.dick  kink:rape.aftermath  kink:bdsm  kink:humiliation 
september 2015 by hydratrashmeme
bloodplay, humiliation, rape
When Hydra was raping/torturing Bucky, they liked adding insult to injury by carving the names they'd call him into his skin. So maybe they'd carve "filthy whore" on his chest, or "cocksucker" on his cheek. Maybe other stuff, too, like "insert cock here" on his lower back with an arrow pointing down. Really, the filthier the better. The serum would make it fade, in a few days, but he'd have it on his body long enough for it to make him feel dirty, and to remind him of his rapes for days on end. Also possible aftermath where Bucky still feels like those words are visible on his skin, even though his skin is unblemished in that way, and just can't scrub clean. He thinks everyone will be able to see he's a dirty whore by just looking at him. Bonus if one of the guys doing that carving/raping is Rumlow.
post.3  -filled  char:bucky  kink:bloodplay  kink:humiliation  kink:body.writing  kink:non-con 
september 2015 by hydratrashmeme
Natasha is Bucky's rape baby
What it says up top. Either Hydra pimped out the Winter Soldier to the Red Room as part of a supersoldier breeding program, or Nat is the result of a female agent's dalliance with the Soldier, and Hydra sold the baby. Nat doesn't know her origins; Bucky never knew what became of his baby. They find out the truth together in the present day from some recovered files. I am aaall about the awkwardness and pain and weird family feelings that would ensue. How would Natasha, who is so kind and grounded but still wrestles with her identity and history, take this as a new part of her story? How would she feel knowing this traumatized sort-of-friend is her biological father, and would she worry she had become just another reminder of his trauma? On Bucky's part, would that be true? Or is there sweetness to be found here as well? + even if we're going the breeding program route, Bucky's semen wasn't extracted medically, or at least not exclusively. I'd prefer for Natasha to be the result of a sexual rape + for that matter, the more horrific and traumatizing that rape was, the better. If there are details or terrible implications about what a nightmare Bucky experienced in the files, available for Nat's reading pleasure, that would also be great
post.3  -unfilled  char:bucky  char:natasha  kink:breeding 
september 2015 by hydratrashmeme
[no title]
Just read a non-trash work that included kind of a throwaway line about how Bucky probably hadn't orgasmed in 70 years. And while classic trash often involves him being forced to orgasm during rape and then being shamed for it, I am now fascinated by the idea that not only has no one touched him in a way meant to get him off, he hasn't even been allowed to get himself off IF IT EVEN OCCURED TO HIM TO TRY in all that time. Just think: he's literally never alone and people are always hurting him. Otherwise he's being monitored (in the field) or in cryo. During his missions, he barely has room for processing physical sensation - pain doesn't stop him because he doesn't really register it but that means he's also disconnected from the possibility of pleasure. This could be a variant of Bucky's Broken Dick, where he's essentially been impotent for 70 years - or even longer since maybe he was struggling after Steve rescued him and he/they thought they'd have time for Bucky to "get over it" one day. But it could also be just the regular result of Hydra stealing sexual pleasure away from Bucky, too. Maybe they chemically castrate him, especially when he's going to be awake for any longer than a day or so in order to prevent him from feeling sexual interest at all. And once he's in from the cold and the chemicals are out of his system, perhaps he's having these dreams that leave him waking up in a wet spot but he can't remember what they're about and everyone is still too careful about touching him because they think it's important to give him his space. Alternate scenario: maybe he's not even having wet dreams - maybe his first orgasm after all this time is at the hands of *fill in the blank* because they are trying a relationship and it's painful enough that Bucky isn't sure he wants to do that again.
post.3  -unfilled  char:bucky  kink:orgasm.denial  kink:broken.dick 
september 2015 by hydratrashmeme
Bucky never broke
Bucky has been aware for the entire 70 years before CA-TWS. The chair doesn't wipe his mind, it disconnects his mind from his body, leaving an empty body for Hydra to pour orders into. The effects only last for a certain amount of time (why he started to recognize Steve at times, because the effects were wearing off), so they have to keep "wiping" him, which only happens on missions. However, the <i>other</i> 80 percent of his time, Bucky's back in his body, stuck as a POW. It's hell. When he's in control of his body, they're either cryofreezing him, leaving him in solitary confinement to wait for the next mission, or raping/torturing him for kicks. Give me all the despairing, angsty Bucky who's still trying to hold onto hope after all these years, yet knows deep down that there's no escape. +Bucky coming back to awareness with blood all over him, being hosed off by technicians and knowing he must've just killed someone ++Hydra agents loving it when he fights them during a rape, especially when he can't help but cry from the sheer hopelessness of it all
post.3  -unfilled  char:bucky  kink:captivity 
september 2015 by hydratrashmeme
(HYDRA)/Bucky/Sam, guilt all around
You know what kind of rotting trash I always need more of? HYDRA messing up the whole team by targeting their heart and soul Sam Wilson. Some vengeful HYDRA agent (Rollins, Rumlow, OC) lies low until he (or she) can get Bucky and Sam alone. Then he (or she) takes control of Bucky's actions with some Sputnik-y code and forces him to rape Sam. Maybe the agent just watches like it's no big deal, or maybe they get involved. (This being Rumlow, who blames Sam for him not getting to Pierce in time, would be great, but it's not key.) And then, implied or dwelled on, the fallout. Bucky's been raped too but is a guilty wreck. Steve blames himself for them being alone together in the first place. Natasha blames herself for not anticipating the code/that HYDRA would go to rape. (I can't think of why Fury or Sharon Carter would catch the guilt bug but if anyone else can please fil in the blank LOL.) And the guy who'd usually make them laugh and go for a run or eat pancakes until they feel better is a flinching mess.
post.3  -unfilled  char:bucky  char:sam  char:rumlow  pair:sam/bucky  kink:mind.control 
september 2015 by hydratrashmeme
trash past discovered in the middle of sex
Steve and Bucky are in a relationship, but Bucky has been hiding his trash past (anywhere from lies of omission to active reassurances that no, Steve, nothing like that ever happened would work for me). Then the truth comes out. And it comes out in the middle of sex, when something Steve does triggers Bucky so badly that there's no denying what's happened and why. My trash wish is for them to then keep right on fucking. Bucky's still shaking, Steve is reeling, but you know what, to get dressed and talk it out like your average person, that would be <i>admitting defeat</i>. + if they have the conversation about what happened to Bucky right there while fucking, so it's 50% actual gauging of the situation and 50% fucked up dirty talk + kind of intense and messed up emotional dynamics, like they're freaked out and angry and hurting but they also love each other and want to be there for each other <i>and</i> they're turned on, and so if anyone can write rough-but-intimate-and-tender fucking this is what I dream of
post.3  -unfilled  char:steve  char:bucky  pair:steve/bucky  kink:rape.aftermath 
september 2015 by hydratrashmeme
Anything to do with the conceit of self-harm being the only way Bucky knows to distract himself from traumatic thoughts and feelings. Cutting, pinching at himself, subtly digging his fingernails into his palm when he's with company, anything. And then what? Do the wounds heal so well and so quickly no one would ever know -- but maybe he wants to be found out? If he's found out, will he accept help to break himself of the habit, or is it too difficult, or is he defensive? Does it make people worry he's a suicide risk? anythiiiing
post.3  -unfilled  char:bucky  kink:self-harm 
september 2015 by hydratrashmeme
the awkwardness of strangers/acquaintances knowing
My overflowing trash bin for a situation where it's common knowledge -- like, <i>public</i> -- that Bucky was subjected to horrendous and repeated sexual abuses in captivity. The public could also be aware of his difficulties with trauma, either through a trial situation or a leak. So imagine Bucky in this kind of milieu having to deal with the fact that not only does everyone recognize certain behaviors of his as trauma symptoms, but they know the abuses they stem from. When he firmly rejects a prostate exam, the doctor knows why. When he's at an event and has to ask a friendly attendee not to touch him, she knows why. The looks of pity, the awkwardness as people try not to interact with him like they don't know such horrible intimate details, and sometimes the invasive questions.
post.3  -unfilled  char:bucky  kink:public.reveal 
september 2015 by hydratrashmeme
insecurity trash
Is sweet but trashy a thing? Because I'm dying for a fic where Bucky and Steve both want to be involved, and the only thing holding them back is the deep, deep insecurity that's part and parcel of Bucky's rape trauma. He's used up, he's disgusting, he's scarred, it would be wrong to inflict himself on Steve, he's scared Steve will look at his body the way he does, as a thing other people have used, he's scared that he'll be broken in bed somehow (from flashbacks to sexual behavior learned from repeated rape) and what will Steve think then? If anyone wants to fill this, you can add as much fucked up stuff for Bucky to feel insecure about as your trashy heart desires. But on top of the pain, it would also be great to have Steve trying his best to help Bucky through this, maybe being really patient and reassuring once he realizes what the problem is, and finally being loving and tender in bed. (it's also cool if at first Steve doesn't understand Bucky's issues and hurts his feelings accidentally, I love pain)
post.3  -unfilled  char:steve  char:bucky  pair:steve/bucky  kink:rape.aftermath  kink:insecurity  kink:hurt/comfort 
september 2015 by hydratrashmeme
Bucky gets raped while being forced to watch a newsreel of Steve crashing into the ice on repeat.
What it says on the tin. Bucky, in his early days of captivity, while still knowing who he is, gets raped while news of Steve's death is being projected on screen. This is his first time getting raped (I prefer it to by multiple abusers, and brutally at that - but I'm open to other things). This rape is basically hammering down the point no-one will come save him, and that he's theirs now. Bonus points if he cries during, from both sorrow and pain.
post.3  -unfilled  char:bucky  kink:captivity 
september 2015 by hydratrashmeme
Child-like Bucky gets raped.
I have heard several people complain that sometimes Bucky is presented as too child-like in recovery fic, but dammit I want it in my trash. Basically one time Bucky gets wiped a bit too thoroughly, and regresses to the cognitive level of someone who is pre-puberty. Someone - I have a preference for Rumlow, but I'm fine with any bad guy - decides it will be fun to fuck him in this state. What I want from this is Bucky basically not quite realizing what is happening, not really having a concept of what rape really is, while it is actually happening to him. He wouldn't physically defend himself, he'd cry, he'd beg - but of course he's still a grown-ass man, and his abuser finds this terribly funny and mocks him for it. Trash bonuses if: -if Bucky is genuinely horrified that a man "naughty bits" can go up your ass and mouth, and does not remember having sex before, consensual or otherwise. - Bucky keeps saying it hurts and cries begging them to stop. - His abuser(s) get(s) into it, and call him "little boy" - If he's actually given a stuffed toy to hold while being raped (and they mock him for it, but he genuinely clings to it for dear life) - If he tries to suck his thumb for comfort, but this is incentive to stick a cock in his mouth.
post.3  -unfilled  char:bucky  char:rumlow  kink:ageplay 
september 2015 by hydratrashmeme
Keep that dog on a leash, Pierce.
I'm easy to please. I want Pierce taking a docile and well-trained Winter Soldier to meetings on a leash. I want him to go on daily walks with his loyal hunting dog. I want him to threaten those who are even considering defying him with the idea of letting the Winter Soldier OFF that literal leash. I want the Winter Soldier's muzzle coming off and him snapping his teeth in people's faces before he nuzzles up against Pierce's leg. It's not puppy play - the Winter Soldier doesn't need to wear puppy gear. He's just leashed and lead around and always careful to position himself below Pierce so that Pierce can see the Winter Soldier's subservience. + for Pierce handfeeding the Winter Soldier ++ for Pierce making the Winter Soldier sleep across the foot of his bed (after the filthy tender sex) +++ for recover!Bucky trying some of the same mannerisms with *fill in the blank* and his partner is horrified but also popping guilt!boners all over the apartment.
post.3  -filled  char:bucky  char:pierce  pair:pierce/winter.soldier  kink:leash  kink:handfeeding  kink:pet.play  kink:training.and.conditioning 
september 2015 by hydratrashmeme
Fuckpotato or Die (tw: body horror)
Just the elegant simplicity of Steve being captured by HYDRA and offered a choice between raping, a now quadruple-amputee but conscious, Bucky on the operating table. Or Steve's execution will be the last thing Bucky sees before HYDRA gouge out his eyes. And by 'HYDRA' I mean Rumlow. Because I'm all about Rumlow taunting Steve with how long he intends to keep Bucky alive, and what else he'll do to Bucky once Steve's dead. Because who doesn't want Steve emotionally blackmailed into taking the first option - having the worst sex of both his and Bucky's lives - with Steve not being sure if he's trying to shield Bucky with his body during it or if he's keeping close to guarantee that, when Rumlow shoots him, the bullet'll pass through and kill Bucky too.
post.3  -filled  char:steve  char:bucky  char:rumlow  pair:steve/bucky  kink:fuckpotato  kink:fuck.or.die 
september 2015 by hydratrashmeme
Bucky's First Captivity
What if, when Bucky was in the isolation wing, there was delicious Hydra trash happening: raping him into submission pre-testing, or fucking him to determine his fitness as a candidate for Zola's treatment or whatever, or general degradation and humiliation in an attempt to make him more obedient: whatever, anon's not picky. So not only is Bucky struggling with the effects of the experimentation, but also with trash aftermath. I love me some post-WS-recovery Bucky, but I don't often see Howling Commando!Bucky trying to be his brave and charming self while repressing the pain of recent trash happenings. If he tells anyone what happened to him, after all, he might get sent home. + If this makes Bucky's second captivity post-fall so much worse, because he knows very well what to expect + If post-WS, Steve feels super guilty at having not noticed despite having worked alongside Bucky so closely +++ For anything involving the other Howlies, whether it's talking to them about what happened or NOT talking to them about what happened.
post.3  -filled  char:bucky  kink:rape.aftermath 
september 2015 by hydratrashmeme
WS/Steve noncon + later Steve/Bucky h/c
The Winter Soldier (under orders, or confused as his programming breaks down, or Bucky acting under a trigger phrase à la 'sputnik') rapes Steve. It's brutal and painful, all the more so because they both wanted each other pre-fall but neither of them ever made a move. Later, after he's broken free of his programming and recovered his memories, Bucky avoids Steve out of shame, but Steve finds him and makes it clear that he forgives him. They strike up a reckless, ill-advised sexual relationship, which Steve probably initiates... and sooner rather than later, Steve has to nope out while they're fucking. Maybe not the first time, but the second or the third. He's furious with himself for letting it affect him, Bucky's in a guilt spiral and trying to give Steve space--so Steve, who under normal circumstances would rather have a tooth pulled than seek out comfort when he's hurting, basically tells Bucky to just shut the fuck up and hold him for a while. Bonus if Steve nopes out due to rage, disgust, or a barely-controllable urge to struggle and fight back--something besides pure undiluted distress. Double bonus if he confesses the urge to fight back to Bucky, Bucky goes "sounds legit, go ahead and hit me," and they have fucked-up sad-angry semi-roleplay fightsex.
post.3  -filled  char:steve  char:bucky  char:winter.soldier  pair:steve/bucky  pair:steve/winter.soldier  kink:identity.porn  kink:hurt/comfort  kink:rape.aftermath 
september 2015 by hydratrashmeme
identity deception trash
Bucky is doing really well with Steve supporting him, recovering faster than anyone though. But one day, Steve starts doing little things-- undermining Bucky's new found self-esteem, restricting where he can go, casually dismissing his anxieties and such (maybe being a little too pushy about sex)-- that make Bucky real uncomfortable and suspicious. But he just spent 70 years brainwashed right? He's just crazy and paranoid.

Cut to Steve having been captured and tortured by Hydra in revenge, while [insert name here] has used that face changy SHIELD tech and taken his place to gather intel and lure Bucky back to being a weapon.

Basically, Bucky having to save Steve's sorry ass after Hydra's latest convoluted plan to mess with him.

doubleplusgood quality piles of trash for whoever can make this happen for me, because I'm a sucker for this kind of trope and I havent seen it written yet
post.2  -unfilled  char:bucky  char:steve  pair:steve/bucky  kink:identity.porn  kink:gaslighting 
april 2015 by hydratrashmeme
aftermath fic
An aftermath/post-TWS fic where Bucky is in the beginning of a relationship with any or all of the main 3 (i.e. steve sam natasha) (Sam/Bucky is my jam and there's so little of it) but before their first time together Bucky feels like he has to come clean about his trashy past.

+ Bucky doesn't even frame it as rape, the other(s) have to explain it to him
++ Bucky still wants to go ahead with sex they just take it real slow
+++ maybe Bucky is triggered or has trouble with a certain aspect of sex but they talk him through it and either continue on or cuddle and promise to try again later
post.2  char:bucky  pair:bucky/other  kink:post-trash.party  -unfilled 
january 2015 by hydratrashmeme
casual violence
Once he's been taught to be a good little pet assassin/fuck toy, the Soldier basically was happy to go along with any- and everything Hydra asked of him, but the one thing he was always, always so fucking scared of was unprompted punishment.

Cue post WS!Bucky always half-expecting Steve & friends to order him to go on another mission not of his choice/ to spread his legs and being not exactly fine with it but what's a weapon good for otherwise and it's not like he minds (or, at least that's what he'd like to make himself belive in order to cope).

What he really fears and tries to avoid and yet constantly expects, though, is randomly being hurt/tortured/violated, just like it always was under Hydra's command.
post.2  char:bucky  kink:post-trash.party  kink:torture  -unfilled 
january 2015 by hydratrashmeme
Bucky/Various trash party happenings revealed at buckys trial
So it's generally been established through MCU canon that after the events of cap 2 governments worldwide started cracking down on SHIELD and HYDRA. So eventually even with the Avengers protecting him, Bucky will probably have to stand trial for his actions as the Winter Soldier. So basically (becuase I'm awful) I want all the hydra trash and horrific abuse basically coming out publically in this trial. Also would particularly enjoy Hydra members being questioned and basically being totally unapologetic about what they did. Like 'I'm going to jail for life anyways screw holding back'.

+Bucky has to present for a lot of it, but hadn't told anybody really what had happened so Steve is totally freaking out and has to be escorted out
+people making totally bs comments online about how he deserved everything he got

Oh wow just give me all the trash. *returns to where they were hiding under old granola bar wrappers*
post.2  char:bucky  char:steve  kink:post-trash.party  kink:public.reveal  -unfilled 
january 2015 by hydratrashmeme
Hydra wasn't his first (rape)
When Bucky went off to training, one of his superiors took a *special interest* in him.

I want uniforms. I want struggling with the powerlessness of having this done to him right alongside the new power of the right to kill. I want Bucky questioning if he really earned that promotion to Sergeant or if he's endangering his fellow soldiers by accepting an unearned rank. Really just ALL of the guilt and doubt and humiliation and military kinks pleaaase.
post.2  char:bucky  -unfilled 
january 2015 by hydratrashmeme
Gulag, pursued by a bear
Remember when Bucky got thrown in the gulag and Natasha had to come save his ass?

Give me what happened during the day, in between the fights. Give me Bucky's enemies hate fucking and beating the shit out of him, the wardens taking advantage of the fact he can't fight back or he'll be stuck there forever.

For extra bonus points, have Steve find out what's happening and be powerless to stop it, or else start an international conflict. Hell, maybe they send Steve a tape of Bucky's "prison rehabilitation".
post.2  char:bucky  pair:bucky/others  kink:non-con  kink:punishment  -unfilled 
january 2015 by hydratrashmeme
Aftermath sex
Don't care whether it's Steve or Bucky as the party favor, I just... have this shameful need for painfully gentle, consensual sex in the immediate aftermath of noncon, with the person who was raped initiating. The more disturbingly too-soon the better. Give me one of them still all bruised and sore and dripping with his rapists' come, and insisting that the form of comfort he wants most right now is to be fucked by someone he loves and trusts. Your choice whether that's actually a terrible idea or not, but the other one takes him at his word and agrees to it.

Optional bonus twist: the person who got whumped was sacrificing himself to protect the other or secure a chance for them both to escape.

I'd also be up for an extra-trashy 100% noncon version where one of them does the rounds as a party favor, and afterwards, once he's totally fucked-up and wrecked from what assorted Hydra goons have done to him, the other is forced to fuck him.
post.2  char:bucky  char:steve  pair:steve/bucky  kink:post-trash.party  -unfilled 
january 2015 by hydratrashmeme
Aftermath of the 'Bucky's doing just fine until he's not' variety
After a few months, maybe even mere weeks Bucky comes home/lets Steve and Sam find him, and he's doing fine, considering the circumstances (like: he's perfectly capable of making decisions for himself/functioning like a human being rather than a human weapon and has even regained some important memories of before).

It's so much better than anyone could have hoped for, really, and Bucky is happy for the first time in a long, long time and he's also pleased and relieved that Steve gets so much joy out of having him back and seeing him be happy.

So, naturally, when little/weird/nonsensical things result in severe anxiety/panic attacks/flashbacks/a state of terror/make him lose time or have him sick to his stomach, he hides and tries to ignore it.
It's just little things, after all, nothing he has any right to react to so strongly when he can deal with all the horrors he's suffered and inflicted on others as the Winter Soldier so well, right? (Wrong, but it takes a while until someone notices what's going on while Bucky tries to convince himself that really, having the occasional flashback to trashy horror times, torture and murder in perfectly mundane situtions and hide it, too)
post.2  kink:post-trash.party  -unfilled  char:bucky 
january 2015 by hydratrashmeme
Bucky's sense of what is considered "tmi" is ... faulty
In the aftermath of everything Hydra put him through, Bucky's sense of what is appropriate to share and when is severly screwed up.

Like, maybe he'd never even dream of asking for food even when he sits at a set table full of various delicious-smelling dishes - much less eat unless being offered anything at all - he has no problem whatsoever chiming in to a discussion about fun ways to spend the holidays with the suggestion that Steve & friends could have their way with him like so many of the teams he worked with under Hydra, if they were into that sort of thing?
post.2  char:bucky  kink:post-trash.party  -filled  -wip 
january 2015 by hydratrashmeme
Winter Soldier is the new head of HYDRA
So this is somewhat inspired by a (sadly unfinished) fic on a03

Through the years of brainwashing and having his brain electrocuted, Bucky winds up a bit twisted after the events of CATWS. He gets his memories of Steve back, he gets his autonomy back, he becomes an actual person again and it's great. Except he now identifies with HYDRA's goal. So with the decades of HYDRA knowledge he has, he worms his way up to the top since Pierce is gone and takes over. ("Ya know, it's kind of funny. Since Zola's gone now, I'm technically the oldest living member of HYDRA.")

Steve is still searching for Bucky and trying to take out what remains of HYDRA. Until he finds out that the two are the same. Bucky is absolutely thrilled because he remembers now and Stevie is his best friend. Steve is just trying to talk some sense into Bucky. So at some point Bucky captures Steve and holds him captive, trying to help him stop being stupid and see that Bucky's doing the right thing. Cue lots of trash where Bucky decides to start up where they left off before the war in the hopes of bringing Steve to his senses.
post.2  char:bucky  char:steve  pair:steve/bucky  -unfilled 
january 2015 by hydratrashmeme
Rumlow/Bucky - most awkward aftermath ever
After the movie, Bucky is on the road to speedy recovery with Steve, everything seems to be going great. One big issue, that Bucky keeps to himself because he's ashamed, is that Bucky can't seem to be able to get aroused anymore unless violence/humiliation is brought to the table, in the form of humiliating dirty possessive talk (not necessarily physical violence, since that's one thing he would rather not relive).

Having no idea how to coerce any partner into this, he resolves to finding Rumlow (who had been living low-key hidden somewhere) to find out if the reality would get him off for real, or not. Rumlow would be the best bet, because he has a strong dominating perosnality and Bucky half remembers some of the shit he used to say to him during ops.

Cue Bucky and Rumlow having consensual D/S sex, with all the boundaries decided in advance, where the sex itself is fantastically hot and satisfyng to both, but the resulting aftermath is HORRIBLE GUILT (because Bucky feels awful for wanting this, and Rumlow is actually feeling pretty guilty when it comes to what has been done to the WS).

Even better if they decide to meet many times because they both just can't resist how perfectly compatible they turned out to be for each other, thanks to Hydra's dehumanazing training.
post.2  char:bucky  char:rumlow  pair:winter.soldier/rumlow  kink:dirty.talk  kink:humiliation  kink:broken.dick  kink:d/s  -unfilled 
january 2015 by hydratrashmeme
Steve doesn't recognize him
At one point, there becomes a risk that someone might recognize the Winter Soldier, so some plastic surgery is in order. Now he's buffer, he's got a different face, and he speaks differently from Bucky -- so Steve doesn't recognize him (though maybe he thinks the Soldier reminds him of Bucky sometimes).

He's still sympathetic to this broken victim that Hydra has trashed, but he doesn't feel that special connection with him and won't move heaven and earth to take care of him in the same way.

Bucky, mean while, needs Steve. Some instinct in him tells him Steve could save him (but doesn't everyone feel that way about Captain America?). He's frightened all the time and his only memories are of what was done to him and what he was made to. He knows he needs Steve, but Steve sure doesn't need him and doesn't seem to want him that way.

Please some broken, desperately needy traumatized Bucky trying to win Steve over, slowly finding some of his old charm but generally thinking of himself as an unlovable, soiled mess. Give me heart break and trauma and bonus points for flash backs.
post.2  char:bucky  char:steve  kink:au  -unfilled  kink:body.modification 
january 2015 by hydratrashmeme
Sometimes the Avengers Want the Mask Back
I love how expressive the Soldier is in the movie. His handlers had to stick a muzzle on him to mask his sad puppy dog expression.

Blank Bucky is fun, but I want his friends trying to survive every feeling being written large.

-He's sad that he's still being transitioned to solid food and other people have delicious burgers? Cue love of DEVASTATED sorrow.
-He needs a checkup? TERROR as he obediently walks over to the doctor.
-Gets something nice? Complete CONFUSION and LOSS.
-He gets turned down when trying to offer oral sex in the kitchen? All the SHAME and fear of punishment.

No one's cared about his feelings for 70 years, so he doesn't even know they're displayed for everyone to see. But Steve and Co. are wading through the aftermath of sex, violence, and emotional abuse every time they interact with him.

(I find my terrible trash to much more thrilling when it's obliquely referred to past events. Comparing to present kindness just makes it so much more ~chilling~.
post.2  char:bucky  char:avengers  kink:mask  -unfilled 
december 2014 by hydratrashmeme
Bucky getting fucked by a sharp spiked dildo
A scenario of trashy fun and torture involving Bucky getting fucked by a large sharp spiked dildo intended to tear him up and make him bleed. Any scenario up to you. My personal favorite is Bucky being tormented in front of a helpless Steve (other Avengers optional) or his torment is recorded and sent to Steve.
post.2  char:bucky  kink:sex.toys  kink:dildos  -unfilled 
december 2014 by hydratrashmeme
Bucky's Broken Dick: Retrograde Ejaculation Edition
Retrograde ejaculation (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Retrograde_ejaculation) AKA dry orgasm. I want HYDRA breaking Bucky's dick in a way that he still gets hard, still feels pleasure/sensitivity and comes, but can't ejaculate.

Naturally, HYDRA considers this the pinnacle of trash achievement and a license to use Bucky until he's delirious, dehydrated and sore. Pierce welcomes the innovation as it means he can satisfy his teenage ambition to blow a Howling Commando without swallowing being an issue. STRIKE get into the humiliation aspect, ridiculing Bucky's dry dick and spunking out on his skin and clothes so he can learn how dicks should work.

After HYDRA, Bucky won't let anyone know - he's too ashamed. Bucky wears condoms with Steve to have a few miserable minutes in the bathroom afterwards to throw away the condom he pretended to fill. He likes blowing Steve - loves it, even - but won't let Steve return the gesture for fear of him finding out how broken his dick is. But the worst of it is, not being able to has given Bucky a fetish for making/watching Steve ejaculate and one time he gives Steve a dry orgasm...

+ The only ways Bucky can ejaculate is by having his prostate milked without pleasure stimulus or waiting until his bladder is full and, effectively, being fucked until he HOPES he doesn't piss himself.
post.2  char:bucky  kink:post-trash.party  kink:broken.dick  kink:dry.orgasm  -unfilled 
december 2014 by hydratrashmeme
trying desperately to hide trash party past/not being able to have sex without imagining it's rape
At some point in the future, once he's better and mostly has dealt with what happened to him, Bucky gets together with Steve(&/Sam). And it's great, wonderful, the best thing to happen to him in seventy years, made even better by the fact that here, now, holding hands and cuddling and kissing in public is something that's allowed.

And everything could be perfect, if it wasn't for the physical aspect of the relationship...

It's not like Bucky doesn't want sex, he does. It's just that he's too scared to come clean about the fact that part of his duty as the WS was to provide sexual pleasure and has been conditioned to only get hard/get off when it's degrading, painful and non-consensual - he's just so sure that at best, his partner would be sad, at worst he'd see him as the soiled piece of trash he believes himself to be, and neither of these options seems desirable, so he says nothing.

Instead, Bucky happily pretends to be into whatever he thinks his partner will like best while secretely fantasizing about being forced and hurt and being subjected to demeaning dirty talk.
post.2  char:bucky  kink:post-trash.party  kink:broken.dick  -unfilled 
december 2014 by hydratrashmeme
Steve deals with Bucky's abuse
I really a fic from Steve's POV as he comes to term with just how awful Bucky's been treated. Bonus points if he learns it from a third party (the file/Rumlow/etc) while Bucky denies he was treated badly to protect Steve.
post.2  char:bucky  char:steve  kink:post-trash.party  -unfilled 
december 2014 by hydratrashmeme
Inappropriate Bucky
Prompt: Bucky keeps making very off-color rape jokes during sex with Steve, along the lines of "C'mon, Steve, those Hydra assholes used to fuck me harder", etc.
Bonus points for sassy, super competent Bucky. No murder dolls please, at least not in the present tense.
post.2  char:bucky  kink:post-trash.party  kink:inappropriate  -filled  -wip 
december 2014 by hydratrashmeme
Mortification of the Flesh
I would love to see some mortification-heavy trash.

Rumlow seems interested in the use of pain for higher purposes, and it's easy to imagine that this could be Hydra-wide theme. There is certainly a pleasurable release in tangible physical punishment and I think the Soldier might come to love and even crave a good whipping when he feels he has transgressed.

It could be a special, intimate moment between Rumlow and the Soldier where he gets exactly what he asks for, what he feels he deserves, and Rumlow dutifully performs it, not with the intent to humiliate but to satisfy. I would love to see the asset waiting patiently and trying to contain the pleasure he feels during this, and Rumlow might feel a combination of privilege and discomfort.

Or with Steve, he still craves this abuse, maybe even performs self-flagellation, but with only minimal fulfillment, fantasizes about Steve doing it for him, but knows that this is something Steve would never accept.

post.2  char:rumlow  char:bucky  kink:masochism  -unfilled  char:winter.soldier 
december 2014 by hydratrashmeme
WS ordered to rape Sam
I’ve seen scenarios with Bucky, as Winter Solider, ordered to rape a captured Steve. Would like something with a captured Sam. Something awakens in Bucky’s mind. Maybe he has some recollection of who he used to be (Sam mentioning Steve’s name triggers a memory?), or he’s so taken by Sam’s handsomeness he cannot bring himself to hurt him. He makes the contact as painless, and as pleasurable, for Sam. But one of the HYDRA agents catch on and Bucky’s punished severely for it, perhaps right in front of Sam.
post.2  char:sam  char:bucky  kink:non-con  kink:orders  -unfilled 
december 2014 by hydratrashmeme
Bucky is the one who gets off on nasty dirty talk
Basically, the reverse of stoat's "Hostile Work Environment", where Bucky is the one getting off on Steve telling him about horrible things.
post.2  char:bucky  char:steve  pair:steve/bucky  kink:dirty.talk  -unfilled 
december 2014 by hydratrashmeme
Bucky/Steve - Roleplaying non-con
The Winter Soldier was never allowed to orgasm (and was punished if he did when his handlers used him for sex/he was caught masturbating) except when he was ordered to brutally rape HYDRA prisoners in lieu of conventional torture. As a result, post-CA:TWS, Bucky can only get off in violent non-con scenarios with him as the rapist - which, obviously, he finds horrifying, choosing self-imposed celibacy over the risk of hurting a lover.

Steve finds out and offers to help. Cue hardcore BDSM with Steve pretending to be the Winter Soldier's victim, crying for help and begging him to stop (the more wretched the better - but always consensually, with a safeword). Steve doesn't get off on it, but he wants to help Bucky (and while vanilla sex does nothing for Bucky, maybe he finds it emotionally soothing to be gentle with Steve before/after their roleplaying?).

+1: Someone walks in on them and thinks it's real.
post.2  char:bucky  char:steve  pair:steve/bucky  kink:roleplay  kink:non-con  -unfilled 
december 2014 by hydratrashmeme
Bucky + misc early hydra trash
I love stories about the early days of Bucky in Hydra's possession.

three trashy scenarios for your consideration:

Bucky snarls and bites and spits at anyone who gets close enough. HIs captors force the muzzle on him as a way to curb the behavior.

(inspired by a few tumblr posts combined in the dumpster of my mind) Bucky self harms by tearing, picking, and scratching at the join between his flesh arm and his metal arm. His captors try to keep him from doing this, but he always goes back to it. His arm is a mess. His captors force humiliating mitts over Bucky's hands. Bonus if he gets told off for damaging HYDRA property.

As punishment for non-compliance, Bucky is whipped in public. Bonus for leaving him there, or any trashy public use after the whipping.

Any or all of these - or even something trashy on the general theme- would make my garbage heart soar. With all of these, I will give extra trash gifts for crying.
post.2  -unfilled  char:bucky 
december 2014 by hydratrashmeme
Amputee Bucky Trash
So I'm mostly interested in the point of time after he fell off the train and before he got the arm. Basically the scenario that while they are finessing the metal arm, they are also working on breaking Sargent Barnes.

He can hear them coming to his cell/hospital room. Soldiers and doctors enter. Maybe he's only wearing a hospital gown. He doesn't understand the commands to get up and he is dragged from his bed by the ankle. He tries to claw at the floor with his one hand, his other arm is just a useless shoulder-wing-nub. Tries to hold onto the gurney/ door frame.
Maybe they threaten to cut off other parts. "We've been developing bionic legs but this dangly part has to go" no actual castration please just like strapping it to a thigh or some other way of "keeping it out of the way during surgery" because it seems logical they would replace/reinforce his pelvis and legs at least on the opposite side of his body to even out the weight

Maybe after they break him but before the arm is attached they bring him before some superiors in suits and army uniforms. "This is how weak Americans are" show and tell on what they can force him to do. Trash party starts :) Maybe they get really inventive with his balance because he only has one arm to restrain. Maybe there are some positions that are less awkward because he only has the metal shoulder installed and not the full arm. Like, dp or a side position is not as difficult because there's no arm in the way.

Give me pre-WS amputee Bucky VS Russian Hydra

Just an observation not really related to the prompt: his arm in the movies is made in a way that looks like it is actually a ribcage and shoulder replacement (or reinforcement like adamantium on Wolverines bones) and this ribcage-to-shoulder piece looks like it fits INTO a socket of the upper arm piece. It's my speculation that after the elbow there is another piece that has rotation like the two bones in the forearm and maybe it's yet another piece for the wrist and hand.
post.2  char:bucky  kink:amputation  kink:metal.arm  -unfilled 
december 2014 by hydratrashmeme
Rumlow/Bucky reciprocally fucked up
I desperately want aftermath fic where Rumlow had been appointed as the rape-dealer for times where punishment needed to be particularly rough on the WS. this is something that get introduced for the first time on Pierce's rule.

So I'd want to read about Bucky and (a reasonably in health) Rumlow seeking each other to get closure after what they were both forced to do.
post.2  char:bucky  char:rumlow  pair:winter.soldier/rumlow  -unfilled  char:winter.soldier 
december 2014 by hydratrashmeme
Pain Tolerance Training
Fear is a good motivator, as is pain. However, HYDRA needs to make sure their best weapon isn't going to run away crying after getting a few broken bones, or, on the off chance that the winter soldier is captured, that he won't spill the beans on their world domination plans.

They torture + physically/sexually/mentally/emotionally abuse him to "train" him and incrase his pain tolerance, just in case.

As a result of going through every possible abuse/torture under the sun, Bucky no longer fears a lot of things, just accepts them. Brutal rapes? He takes it with his breakfast. Beatings until he's half-blind with pain? A weekly occurrence.

Cue Steve finding this out in unpleasant ways. Ex: Bucky falls ten stories and breaks three ribs and his ankle. He gets right back up and keeps fighting until the battle is over, and it's not until Steve catches him limping that he knows something is wrong. Bucky just shrugs it off easily and says "I've been through worse."

At first maybe Steve just thinks Bucky's trying to play tough guy. And it's not until he sees other things (Bucky getting shot four times, almost slicing his finger off, losing multiple pints of blood, breaking his leg bad enough that the bone sticks out, and treating it like it's no big deal) until Steve things there is something very, terribly wrong.

Steve is horrified. What exactly did HYDRA do to Bucky to make him so impervious to pain and suffering?
post.2  kink:pain  kink:pain.tolerance  char:bucky  -filled  char:winter.soldier 
december 2014 by hydratrashmeme
Bucky tries to protect Steve by hiding his trash past
Bucky knows that Steve has read the files on the torture HYDRA put him through. What Steve doesn't know is all the sexual abuse/trash parties that were had (HYDRA didn't deem that information relevant to any missions).

Bucky knows that if Steve ever found out, he wouldn't stop fussing/looking at him with pitiful puppy dog eyes all the time, so he chooses not to reveal it (or worse, Bucky's afraid that if Steve found out, he'd be too disgusted to ever touch him again.)

Cue this info accidentally coming out in little bits and pieces, via Bucky crying out at night because of nightmares, little insignificant things (Steve kissing/touching anywhere close to his neck) that set him off.
post.2  char:bucky  -unfilled 
december 2014 by hydratrashmeme
dream trash
Bucky's in recovery, living with Steve, doing okay. He gets bad dreams, of course, but after a while he starts getting nightly occurrences of vivid, awful, prolonged nightmares. Only they aren't just nightmares. It turns out what's actually happening is the remnants of Hydra have gained access to his dreams somehow. Every time he goes to sleep, they're there to torture him, rape him, reenact his worst memories, do everything possible to torment him until he breaks and submits for a wipe.
post.2  char:bucky  kink:dreams  -unfilled 
december 2014 by hydratrashmeme
hooker Bucky
Back in the '30s, Bucky occasionally prostituted himself to be able to afford rent, food, medicine, and sundry necessities for Steve, his sisters, and himself. This wasn't consensual sex work: he was desperate, he wasn't happy about having to do it, and he ended up being forced to do some very unpleasant things. Post-TWS, it's just Bucky's luck that he remembers his prostitution before he's recovered enough to handle it.

Bucky has been throwing himself into being Bucky Barnes, wanting so badly to be the charming, happy, emotionally whole person that Steve idealizes. The desperate belief that he'd once been something other than a victim, and that he could wear that life like a mask and thus not be a victim anymore either, was all that was keeping him going. It shatters him to realize that sexual victimization/trash content was a part of that Bucky's life too. So:

+ he begins to think he deserved every sexual horror Hydra subjected him to
+ he feels like sexual violence is neverending for him, that he's fated to endure victimization over and over and over, forever
+ Bucky's often expressed feelings of anger and hatred toward himself post-TWS, but now he's regarding the person he was before the war that way, which alarms and confuses Steve
+ he starts to either self-destruct or act out in sexually unhealthy ways, like doing things he doesn't want to do with people he doesn't want to have sex with, because what else is he good for, right?

++ Steve never knew.
post.2  char:bucky  kink:sex.work  -unfilled 
december 2014 by hydratrashmeme
anterograde amnesia
Inspired by a conversation last night in #hydratrashparty:

In addition to wiping his past memories, HYDRA also does things to the Winter Soldier that render him unable to create new memories for a certain period of time. He's conscious and lucid while doing whatever it is he's doing, but he won't remember a bit of it afterwards.

Up to you whether this is used to keep him from remembering details of particularly classified missions, when he's a party favor (so he'll be surprised every time?), or some delightfully trashy option I've failed to think of.

Also feel free to use this thread brainstorm fun anterograde amnesia stuff more generally.
post.2  char:bucky  kink:amnesia  -unfilled 
december 2014 by hydratrashmeme
Bucky has food issues/phobias
Think the cumulative effects of Bucky surviving the Great Depression, European rationing during WW2 and Soviet bloc food shortages giving him the appreciation to not take the availability of good food for granted.

Buuuut decades of trash partying with food used as punishment, reward and incentive/bait makes eating a minefield of scent and texture triggers. For example: tasting chocolate cake gives Bucky an erection because it was used to reward him for becoming aroused during a trash party. But he can't swallow it because the texture/mouth-feel triggers a memory of being force-fed it to suffocation point or being raped and beaten until he vomited his reward.

Result is that Bucky is constantly hungry and really wants to eat but everything triggers him, and the remnants of his conditioning means he can't articulate something as simple as "No, thank you. I can't eat that."

I want HYDRA torturing Bucky through food even when HYDRA isn't a presence in his life anymore.
post.2  char:bucky  kink:food.issues  -wip 
december 2014 by hydratrashmeme
Steve/Bucky 5+1
"I mean, Jesus, Steve, all the blood on my hands, sometimes it's a relief to remember things I can laugh at and feel better, not worse."

Five times Bucky horrified Steve by making light of his sordid past as a HYDRA party favor and how it was fucking with their sex life, and one time it just wasn't funny.
post.1  char:bucky  char:steve  pair:steve/bucky  kink:broken.dick  kink:oral  kink:past.non-con  kink:past.trash.party  kink:inappropriate.humour  -filled  -wip 
december 2014 by hydratrashmeme
Bucky can only come with penetration
Bucky's repeated rapes have made being penetrated a minefield for him, and under different circumstances he and Steve would just stick to other things in bed. The complication is that due to extensive conditioning, Bucky can only come with a dick in his ass. I'd like to see Bucky and Steve trying to navigate these turbulent waters -- having to call it off a few times when Bucky starts to panic; figuring out that it works better if Bucky's riding Steve, because then at least he doesn't have someone's weight on him; Steve being careful about where he touches, because if he ever grabs Bucky's hips or hair, the night's over right then.

trash bonuses:

+ some unexpected, seemingly innocuous, sweet things are absolute no-gos for Bucky, like kissing or hand-holding, and it's heartbreaking for both of them
+ Bucky being so frustrated and embarrassed about his limitations that he tries to ignore them, and ends up hurting himself
+ Hydra made sure Bucky couldn't circumvent the rules with fingers or toys
post.2  char:bucky  char:steve  pair:steve/bucky  kink:conditioning  kink:penetration  -wip 
december 2014 by hydratrashmeme

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