elwarre + ptsd   255

✢ The Prison Break
"Jesus is taken to the Sanctuary with just the clothes on his back, his bandana, and the paper clips he keeps sewn into the waistband of his pants. It should be enough." (39,991 words)
  paul_rovia  daryl_dixon  rick_grimes  daryl/paul  bamf!paul  hurt!paul  kidnapped!paul  ptsd!paul  top!paul  protective!daryl  hurt!daryl  kidnapped!daryl  bottom!daryl  pov:paul  angst  action  hurt/comfort  kidnapping  noncon/dubcon  escape/rescue  ptsd  drugs:recreational  kink:praisekink  first_time  fandom:walkingdead  author:cannoncanon  have:pdf 
11 days ago by elwarre
These Broken Moons
"After Lucius’ horrible mistake in The Department of Mysteries, The Dark Lord demands too much of the Malfoys. They turn traitor against him, however, Voldemort sends Fenrir Greyback after them and Draco Malfoy, pure blood wonder and pride of his family is bitten and turned into a werewolf at the age of 16. Now, they have nowhere to turn to but his nemesis and enemies. Strange that Harry Potter, pride and joy of the Order of the Phoenix is nothing like the Golden Hero advertised." (52,362 words)
harry_potter  severus_snape  draco_malfoy  lucius_malfoy  harry/draco  lucius/severus  animagus!harry  hurt!harry  abused!harry  ptsd!harry  protective!harry  reluctant!harry  protective!severus  hurt!severus  reluctant!severus  clueless!draco  werewolf!draco  angst  hurt/comfort  werewolves  animal_transformation  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  selfharm  preslash  series/verse  fandom:harrypotter  author:terianoen  have:pdf 
14 days ago by elwarre
Power of Two
"In which Dorian and Bull pick each other up at a club, Dorian's family disapproves, and Max and Krem think this is all a terrible idea right up until they don't. Dorian's father dies, Dorian's mother is cold, and Bull wonders how the hell he let himself get dragged into this (and then remembers: because Dorian)." (179,974 words - wip, likely abandoned)
dorian_pavus  iron_bull  trevelyan(male)  dorian/bull  lawyer!dorian  hurt!dorian  protective!dorian  military!bull  human!bull  bamf!bull  protective!bull  ptsd!bull  hurt/comfort  friendship  military  ptsd  abuse:emotional/psychological  abuse:child(past)  homophobia  confession/secrets  hothothot  kink:d/s  kink:manhandling  kink:dirtytalk  sex:rough  sex:shower  first_time  da:au:modern  da:au:all!human  fandom:dragonage  author:dragonflies_and_katydids  wip 
5 weeks ago by elwarre
"Corypheus is gone, but it has not been without cost. Among the thousands sacrificed, the name of Hawke, Champion of Kirkwall, stands as perhaps the most notable - left behind in the Fade at Adamant. In the midst of a mountain winter, a grieving Fenris collapses half-frozen at the gates of Skyhold; he is saved from death only by chance, when Commander Cullen spots him from the battlements. But what will Fenris’ presence, his skin laced with the very substance that has nearly destroyed Cullen, his face belonging to a time best forgotten, mean for the Inquisition’s Commander? And what has brought Fenris to Skyhold in the first place?" (110,181 words)
fenris  cullen_rutherford  varric_tethras  dorian_pavus  hawke(male)  lavellan(male)  fenris/cullen  fenris/hawke  bamf!fenris  protective!fenris  hurt!fenris  grieving!fenris  ptsd!fenris  protective!cullen  addict!cullen  ptsd!cullen  guilty!cullen  jealous!hawke  angst  hurt/comfort  grief  addiction  ptsd  recovery  jealousy  first_time  fandom:dragonage  author:jtph  have:pdf 
11 weeks ago by elwarre
Make Me a Slave
"Even with the fall of the circles, Thedas is no place for a mage. While at the head of the Inquisition, Aldred fears the world he must save and the future it may hold for him when all is said and done." (24,613 words)
trevelyan(male)  dorian_pavus  dorian/trevelyan(male)  mage!trevelyan  ptsd!trevelyan  pov:trevelyan  angst  hurt/comfort  misunderstanding  ptsd  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  confession/secrets  established!relationship  series/verse  fandom:dragonage  author:pastellorama 
12 weeks ago by elwarre
✢ Shards of Antiva
"After the events in Kirkwall, Zevran returns to Antiva and must come to terms with his past as he decides what to do with his future. In Ferelden, Theron struggles to deal with Zevran's absence, his own feelings, and his position as Arl of Amaranthine. And somewhere, trying to live a life in the isolated corners of Thedas and hide from her past, is a woman neither of them had thought was alive- Zevran's mother, Nehna Sora Revasina." (236,861 words) Part 3 of the Wardens fo Ferelden
  zevran_arainai  mahariel(male)  morrigan  alistair  kieran  nathaniel_howe  merrill  zevran/mahariel(male)  bamf!zevran  undercover!zevran  hurt!zevran  kidnapped!zevran  tortured!zevran  ptsd!zevran  bamf!mahariel  protective!mahariel  parent!mahariel  drama  action  politics  abuse:child(past)  prostitution  noncon/dubcon  issues:racism  undercover  revenge  kidnapping  torture  escape/rescue  recovery  ptsd  established!relationship  series/verse  fandom:dragonage  author:philosophizes  have:pdf 
april 2019 by elwarre
✢ Trovommi Amor
"He is an orphan raised by whores and bought by a guild of assassins. She is an impoverished rape victim whose vengeance leaves her choosing between a death sentence and joining the Grey Wardens. They'll make a beautiful couple if they can get around each other's defenses. Oh, and survive the Blight." (89,445 words) LOVED this
  tabris(female)  zevran_arainai  alistair  isabela  zevran/tabris(female)  zevran/isabela/tabris(female)  bamf!tabris  protective!tabris  understanding!tabris  ptsd!tabris  grieving!tabris  bamf!zevran  protective!zevran  protective!alistair  pining!alistair  drama  action  friendship  issues:class  issues:racism  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  recovery  revenge  grief  slowburn  pining  unrequited  kink:threesome  first_time  fandom:dragonage  author:onemorealtmer  have:pdf 
april 2019 by elwarre
A Red Promise
"Sequel to Three Nights in Kirkwall. Fenris has remained with Hawke and the mage revolutionaries, but he hasn't forgotten a certain ex-Crow he met in Kirkwall." (33,445 words) Second in the Red Promise series
fenris  zevran_arainai  hawke(female)  anders  fenris/zevran  anders/hawke(female)  bamf!fenris  protective!fenris  hurt!fenris  ptsd!fenris  understanding!zevran  hurt!zevran  activist!hawke  angst  hurt/comfort  activism/revolution  ptsd  confession/secrets  slowburn  first_time  series/verse  fandom:dragonage  author:brynneth  have:pdf 
april 2019 by elwarre
The One You Feed
"Choosing the Templars was the best idea at the time. It isn't as much fun as Carver thought it would be. Long distance relationships are still hard, even when the distance isn't physically that far, and especially when the people involved are so terminally stupid at expressing themselves." (177,064 words) Part 2 of The Other Hawke series
carver_hawke  fenris  orana  isabela  hawke(male)  merill  anders  fenris/carver  protective!fenris  hurt!fenris  kidnapped!fenris  tortured!fenris  ptsd!fenris  templar!carver  protective!carver  understanding!carver  pov:carver  action  angst  friendship  magic  military  kidnapping  torture  escape/rescue  ptsd  established!relationship  breakup  series/verse  fandom:dragonage  author:tanukiham  have:pdf 
april 2019 by elwarre
✢ The Other Hawke
"Carver asks Fenris to practice with him, and from there blossoms a beautiful friendship in which they hit each other with sticks, drink far too much wine, and talk about sex. Everything after that is a bonus. Cheese is eaten, baths are had, and between all the angst someone has sex with an elf. This is a story about envy and frustration, and how much Carver needs to get laid." (65,150 words) Part 1 of The Other Hawke series
  carver_hawke  fenris  isabela  merrill  hawke(male)  fenris/carver  carver/isabela  ptsd!fenris  jealous!carver  pov:carver  action  angst  character_study  friendship  jealousy  ptsd  slowburn  kink:switching  first_time  series/verse  fandom:dragonage  author:tanukiham  have:pdf 
april 2019 by elwarre
You Grow Up and You Lose Touch
"Peter always thought that when he had kids, there would be someone by his side. Instead, he has a mouthy mercenary acting as a chef every night for him and his newly adopted son and a narcissistic billionaire philanthropist paying child support on the sly. But Peter figures it isn’t all bad, especially when Miles loses that dullness in his eyes whenever Wade slips on the banana peels he ‘strategically’ places all over the apartment for Peter as a joke." (52,952 words)
peter_parker  wade_wilson  miles_morales  peterparker/wade  guardian!peterparker  bamf!peterparker  protective!peterparker  hurt!peterparker  kidnapped!peterparker  tortured!peterparker  ptsd!peterparker  bamf!wade  protective!wade  action  angst  domesticity  altered!reality  kidnapping  torture  escape/rescue  ptsd  slowburn  first_time  fandom:marvel  author:scarlett_starlett  have:pdf 
march 2019 by elwarre
✢ Peter and the Jailbirds
“If you did play chess," Ross said, "you’d remember that a pawn can become a queen. The most powerful piece on the board, Parker, remember that? But—” Ross smiled— “only if it obeys.” He adjusted his tie, stood, and looked down at Peter. “I’ll ask you again,” he said. “Eventually. You may feel differently after you’ve been living in a six-by-six cube without sunlight or fresh air for a few years.” “What pawns do,” Peter said, voice shaking slightly, “is sacrifice themselves for the greater good. I have no regrets.” He had a lot of regrets. Like, a lot. A crapton. A shitload. An overloaded dumpsterful. “When I visit you on the Raft,” Ross said, “you’ll be old enough to grow a beard.” The cell door clicked shut behind him. (86,425 words)
  peter_parker  michelle_jones  ned_leeds  tony_stark  sam_wilson  clint_barton  wanda_maximoff  peterparker/mj  bamf!peterparker  protective!peterparker  hurt!peterparker  arrested!peterparker  ptsd!peterparker  understanding!mj  activist!mj  protective!clint  pov:peterparker  angst  hurt/comfort  friendship  incarceration  escape/rescue  ptsd  clinic/hospital  recovery  activism/revolution  preslash  fandom:marvel  author:beautifullights  have:pdf 
march 2019 by elwarre
HP & The Philosopher's Stone: The Time Jump Chronicles
"Harry Potter, The Boy Who Lived to Defeat Voldemort, Head Auror of the MLE, finds himself stuck in his 11-year-old body after a potions accident. How does 28-year-old Harry deal with being a First Year, with Voldemort rising back to power, and himself a Horcrux again? How does being sorted into Slytherin affect his relationship this time around with Snape? EWE. Slash." (91,132 words)
harry_potter  severus_snape  draco_malfoy  hermione_granger  ron_weasley  harry/severus  bamf!harry  smart!harry  slytherin!harry  undercover!harry  ptsd!harry  protective!severus  protective!draco  action  drama  friendship  timetravel  undercover  confession/secrets  altered!reality  ptsd  selfharm  first_time  fandom:harrypotter  author:transgressions 
february 2019 by elwarre
Pause and Restart My Heart
"Andrew Minyard often got 2am cravings for ice cream. He would often get up and drive to the store to pick some up if they were out. Neil Josten would often go with him on these night time outings. It was not often that they would be hit by a drunk driver. After a bad car accident that lands Neil in the hospital, Andrew deals with the aftermath and the fact that Neil might not wake up." (62,698 words)
neil_josten  andrew_minyard  kevin_day  ichirou_moriyama  neil/andrew  hurt!neil  amnesiac!neil  pstd!neil  protective!andrew  angst  hurt/comfort  ptsd  amnesia  clinic/hospital  recovery  established!relationship  series/verse  fandom:allforthegame  author:ennui_ephemera 
february 2019 by elwarre
Let Me Help
"The Narada incident has just been dealt with, and Kirk is realizing that he's in worse shape than he would like to admit." (111,306 words) Part 2 of Shades of Blue and Gold
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  kirk/mccoy  bamf!kirk  hurt!kirk  ptsd!kirk  guilty!spock  protective!spock  protective!mccoy  friendship  hurt/comfort  ptsd  abuse:child(past)  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  noncon/dubcon  recovery  slowburn  preslash  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:maifai 
january 2019 by elwarre
Would You Forgive Me If I Called You Hope
"Stiles has scars. He owns that, he accepts it, he's cataloged and memorized every single one, he's hyper fucking aware of them all." (10,098 words)
stiles_stilinski  peter_hale  scott_mccall  derek_hale  stiles/peter  bamf!stiles  powers!stiles  magical!stiles  scarred!stiles  hurt!stiles  ptsd!stiles  protective!peter  angst  hurt/comfort  scars  ptsd  slowburn  first_time  fandom:teenwolf  author:whispering_sumire  have:pdf 
january 2019 by elwarre
"Stiles has a taste for him now. All Peter needs to do is wait." (20,838 words) This is a creepier Peter than my tags would suggest, but he's not really *evil* either.
stiles_stilinski  peter_hale  stiles/peter  smart!stiles  hurt!stiles  ptsd!stiles  possessive!peter  understanding!peter  hurt/comfort  angst  touchstarvation  abuse:child(past)  ptsd  recovery  slowburn  first_time  fandom:teenwolf  author:corpium  have:pdf 
january 2019 by elwarre
Under the Covers
"Steve is (maybe) a little bit still in love with Nancy Wheeler and (maybe) trying to figure himself out-- between the night terrors and the babysitting and the general weirdness that is Hawkins, Indiana-- before he graduates. Billy Hargrove fits in there somewhere (probably)." (87,788 words)
steve_harrington  billy_hargrove  billy/steve  ptsd!steveharrington  hurt!steveharrington  pining!steveharrington  hurt!billy  abused!billy  pov:steveharrington  hurt/comfort  friendship  angst  ptsd  recovery  abuse:child  pining  slowburn  preslash  fandom:strangerthings  author:toastranger 
october 2018 by elwarre
Most of It
Billy looks back over at him, drying his blood-free hand on a corner of the plaid shirt. “What the fuck is wrong with you?” Billy asks. Steve says, “I wish I fucking knew,” even though he does know. What he means is, I wish I could get it to fucking stop. (21,347 words)
steve_harrington  billy_hargrove  billy/steve  hurt!billy  abused!billy  protective!billy  ptsd!steveharrington  protective!steveharrington  pov:steveharrington  friendship  highschool  abuse:child  ptsd  slowburn  preslash  fandom:strangerthings  author:lymricks 
september 2018 by elwarre
Going Home
"The sea has always called to Stiles. Now he’s free to answer it. Peter just wants to put Beacon Hills as far behind him as physically possible. Stiles doesn’t say no, so he follows." (16,542 words)
stiles_stilinski  peter_hale  stiles/peter  merperson!stiles  orphan!stiles  understanding!stiles  ptsd!peter  hurt/comfort  merpeople  beach/island  ptsd  preslash  tw:postseries  fandom:teenwolf  author:cywscross 
july 2018 by elwarre
The Years of John Doe
"Mary Hatford dies not in California, but along the Canadian border, sending Nathaniel nameless and running scared. Call it luck, call it a twist of fate, call it whatever you want, but Nathaniel tumbles onto the streets of Detroit and right into the hands of one Natalie Shields. Ash covered, burnt and bloody, and completely alone, Nathaniel finds himself becoming someone new with the help of this raven-haired girl he should know not to trust. Going by John Doe, he's mute and ruthless and a member of the Detroit Bloodhounds. Natalie and John fight and they lie and they attempt to face their own demons. They find unexpected allies in each other and John finds that he's breaking the promises he made his mother left and right. The only question is, will it be worth it? John doesn't know, and he isn't even sure if he'll live long enough to find out." (18,780 words)
neil_josten  renee_walker  gen  bamf!neil  hurt!neil  abused!neil  scarred!neil  pstd!neil  mute!neil  streetkid!neil  student!neil  adopted!neil  bamf!renee  protective!renee  hurt!renee  streetkid!renee  student!renee  adopted!renee  pov:neil  pov:renee  friendship  character_study  angst  abuse:child(past)  permanent!injury  disability  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  streetkids  cps/fostercare  highschool  aftg:preseries  fandom:allforthegame  author:story_telling_sage  have:pdf 
july 2018 by elwarre
You'll Lose the Blues in Chicago
Steve takes a second to feel relieved he’s not Dustin getting all sorts of arrested in places he shouldn’t be, then he goes back to staring. Steve hasn’t seen Billy Hargrove since high school. Three years ago. The cop is staring at them, looking back and forth. “So uh,” the cop says, “Are you boys…good? If you’re still willing to vouch for him, then I’ll need you to sign for him, Mr. Harrington.” “Steve,” Steve corrects absently, at the same time Billy corrects, "Princess." The cop coughs awkwardly, and Steve walks up to the front, signs for Billy like he’s a package, or he guesses, in trouble with the law. (99,815 words)
steve_harrington  billy_hargrove  nancy_wheeler  eleven  billy/steve  understanding!steveharrington  protective!steveharrington  ptsd!steveharrington  top!steveharrington  arrested!billy  asshole!billy  guilty!billy  protective!billy  understanding!billy  hurt!billy  abused!billy  pov:steveharrington  character_study  domesticity  hurt/comfort  confession/secrets  abuse:child  incarceration  ptsd  birthday/holiday  first_time  series/verse  fandom:strangerthings  author:lymricks 
july 2018 by elwarre
In Waves
It’s March and it’s too cold for Billy to be shirtless and wearing shorts, but he hadn’t noticed until Harrington appeared and made him hold still. Harrington can’t seem to stop looking at the bruises. “What’s it to you if I miss a little school, Harrington?” Billy asks. He feels goosebumps rising on his skin. “I don’t know,” Harrington snaps back, looking uncomfortable. He shifts his weight from one foot to the other. Plant your feet, Billy wants to scream at him. I’m going to bowl you over. (45,095 words)
billy_hargrove  steve_harrington  max_mayfield  billy/steve  hurt!billy  abused!billy  asshole!billy  guilty!billy  understanding!steveharrington  ptsd!steveharrington  pov:billy  friendship  hurt/comfort  highschool  abuse:child  homophobia  ptsd  slowburn  first_time  fandom:strangerthings  author:lymricks  have:pdf 
july 2018 by elwarre
C'est La Vie
"The war ends on Harry's twenty-first Halloween, and, one year later, with nothing truly holding him in that world, Fate takes this opportunity to toss her favourite hero into a different dimension to repay her debt. A new, stress-free life in exchange for having fulfilled her prophecy. A life where Neville is the Boy-Who-Lived instead, James and Lily are still alive, and that Harry Potter is relatively normal but a downright arse. Dimension-travelling Harry just wants to know why he has no say in the matter. And why he's fourteen again. And why Fate thinks, in all her infinite wisdom, that his hero complex won't eventually kick in. Then again, that might be exactly why Fate dumped him there." (102,274 words - abandoned wip)
harry_potter  hermione_granger  luna_lovegood  ron_weasley  neville_longbottom  gen  bamf!harry  smart!harry  timetraveler!harry  protective!harry  ptsd!harry  altered!reality  timetravel  friendship  ptsd  werewolves  fandom:harrypotter  author:cywscross  have:pdf  wip 
may 2018 by elwarre
✢ Tenuous
"Neil Josten is trying to learn to be a normal person. He has an apartment and a cat. He goes to therapy every Wednesday. He has friends and attends their study group regularly. He eats lunch with his best friend's brother. The hardest part is letting people in, but he thinks that one day he'll get there." (7341 words)
  neil_josten  andrew_minyard  aaron_minyard  neil/andrew  ptsd!neil  understanding!aaron  pov:neil  character_study  friendship  illness:mental  ptsd  mpd/did  abuse:child(past)  recovery  college  preslash  aftg:au:different!path  fandom:allforthegame  author:undertow 
may 2018 by elwarre
✢ The Good Neighbor
"Nelson and Murdock tackle a particularly challenging case, a case that would be much easier if Matt didn't have a new neighbor who apparently just can't help making his life that much more miserable." (36,040 words)
  matt_murdock  frank_castle  foggy_nelson  karen_page  matt/frank  lawyer!matt  understanding!matt  bottom!matt  officer!frank  parent!frank  top!frank  pov:matt  hurt/comfort  casefic  fbi/police  ptsd  first_time  fandom:daredevil  author:fortinbrasftw  have:pdf 
may 2018 by elwarre
We're Just Strangers
"AU where Neil is in witness protection but still ends up an Exy junkie, Andrew doesn’t play Exy and needs a fake date to Allison and Renee’s wedding, the Moriyama’s aren’t criminals but Riko is still a dick, and Kevin has been living with his father since age 17 and just wants his friends to stop being dramatic so he can play Exy in PEACE" (83,662 words)
neil_josten  andrew_minyard  kevin_day  nicky_hemmick  neil/andrew  undercover!neil  understanding!neil  scarred!neil  ptsd!neil  understanding!andrew  ptsd!andrew  protective!andrew  pining!andrew  angst  hurt/comfort  misunderstanding  criminals/mafia  undercover  abuse:child(past)  ptsd  scars  pretend!relationship  slowburn  pining  first_time  aftg:au:different!path  fandom:allforthegame  author:whenwordsflyoffthepage  have:pdf 
april 2018 by elwarre
Thunderstorms and Polish Lullabies
"Boyd is there, hovering over his claws, Isaac looks devastated, Jennifer looks bewildered and concerned and horrified, Kali looks smug, the twins are carefully keeping their faces blank but they're playing along, and- Gods, he's really going to be forced to do this, isn't he? Pack, his Pack, the make-shift family he'd all but accidentally gathered is going to die by his hand, and even if it's forced, it'll still be his fault, for wanting them, for needing them, for biting them. Loving them. He wants to close his eyes but he owes Boyd more than that. And then, abruptly, in this saturated technicolor still-picture moment of chaos and violence- the eye of the storm- the door to the loft crashes open. With the water and the metal and the force of it, the sound is almost guttural, and far too loud- even Kali seems startled. [Or, the one where Stiles time-travels just in time to save Boyd and Derek from the Alphas, and manages to heal everyone, including himself, just a little in the process.]" (10,057 words)
stiles_stilinski  derek_hale  scott_mccall  isaac_lahey  stiles/derek  bamf!stiles  powers!stiles  magical!stiles  timetraveler!stiles  protective!stiles  hurt!stiles  ptsd!stiles  protective!derek  possessive!derek  asshole!scott  pov:derek  angst  hurt/comfort  character_study  magic  timetravel  ptsd  slowburn  first_time  fandom:teenwolf  author:whispering_sumire  have:pdf 
april 2018 by elwarre
✢ Wolf in the House
“What? It’s totally an improvement. He’s not scowling, or dating bad guys, or slinking around in unsanitary places. Still a bit paranoid, but what can you do. At least he’s a lot easier to get along with when you can buy his affections with ear rubs.” “And you always wanted a dog,” Sheriff added wryly. “And I always wanted a dog.” (33,481 words)
  stiles_stilinski  derek_hale  sheriff_stilinski  stiles/derek  understanding!stiles  protective!stiles  feral!derek  hurt!derek  ptsd!derek  protective!sheriffstilinski  understanding!sheriffstilinski  pov:derek  angst  hurt/comfort  domesticity  ptsd  self_loathing  recovery  preslash  fandom:teenwolf  author:joelawson  have:pdf 
april 2018 by elwarre
I Wanna Hold You Like You're Mine
"I'm sorry? Who are you? And how would you know if Isak was really gay?" "I’m Even, and how about because I'm his fucking boyfriend?" Huh. This was news to Isak. (24,360 words)
isak_valtersen  even_bech_naesheim  emma_larzen  isak/even  student!isak  ptsd!isak  pining!isak  student!even  protective!even  understanding!even  pining!even  asshole!emma(skam)  angst  schmoop  friendship  theater  highschool  illness:mental  ptsd  abuse:child(past)  pretend!relationship  pining  first_time  skam:au:boarding_school  fandom:skam  author:giraffingallday  have:pdf 
march 2018 by elwarre
And If Your Glass Heart Should Crack
"Chris sometimes feels as though he's the only one who can see how broken Isak Valtersen is. And so he attempts to piece him back together, even when it feels hopeless." (13,882 words) Companion Piece to "All That You Can't Leave Behind"
chris_schistad  isak_valtersen  isak/even  protective!chris_schistad  hurt!isak  ptsd!isak  pov:chris_schistad  character_study  angst  friendship  noncon/dubcon  homophobia  ptsd  abuse:emotional/psychological  brainwashing/mindgames  self_loathing  fighting/sparring  fandom:skam  author:disconight  have:pdf 
march 2018 by elwarre
All That You Can't Leave Behind
"Isak looks at Even, with that soft and quiet adoration, the way he used to look at Jonas. This should be a good thing, right? No straight guy wants their best friend to be in love with them. Or: Jonas finds himself in a downward spiral when he realises his feelings for Isak were never purely platonic. When a painful event from their first year rears its ugly head, he manipulates the situation to his advantage." (107,802 words)
isak_valtersen  jonas_vasquez  even_bech_naesheim  eva_mohn  chris_schistad  isak/even  hurt!jonas  guilty!jonas  pining!jonas  jealous!jonas  asshole!jonas  addict!jonas  hurt!isak  ptsd!isak  protective!even  pov:jonas  angst  dark  hurt/comfort  friendship  noncon/dubcon  brainwashing/mindgames  abuse:emotional/psychological  drugs:recreational  addiction  illness:mental  ptsd  jealousy  unrequited  homophobia  self_loathing  selfharm  recovery  established!relationship  fandom:skam  author:disconight  have:pdf 
march 2018 by elwarre
A Lonely Path
"At age ten, Harry disappeared. Four years later, a suspiciously familiar boy is found. Remus accepts the task of reintroducing him to the wizarding world, Harry resisting all the while. Between meddlesome ministers and mad escaped convicts, Remus attempts to discover the truth. Where has Harry been? Will he ever learn to trust?" (144,353 words - abandoned WIP)
harry_potter  remus_lupin  sirius_black  albus_dumbledore  neville_longbottom  hermione_granger  gen  bamf!harry  independent!harry  homeless!harry  hurt!harry  kidnapped!harry  scarred!harry  protective!remus  understanding!remus  guardian!remus  kidnapper!sirius  ptsd!sirius  friendship  hurt/comfort  confession/secrets  abuse:child(past)  scars  homelessness  ptsd  kidnapping  escape/rescue  hp:au:different!hogwarts  fandom:harrypotter  author:la_baguette  wip 
march 2018 by elwarre
Will You Still Call Me Superman?
"He really doesn't understand why people can't act like decent human beings. Or, Foggy takes care of the people he loves." (2811 words)
foggy_nelson  matt_murdock  marci_stahl  matt/foggy  ptsd!matt  understanding!foggy  protective!foggy  pov:foggy  hurt/comfort  ptsd  noncon/dubcon  first_time  fandom:daredevil  author:glorious_spoon 
february 2018 by elwarre
Teumessian Fox
"Unstoppable force meets immovable object. Bucky Barnes meets Matt Murdock. Pretty much completely incompatible with anything after Daredevil S1." (16,722 words)
matt_murdock  bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  matt/bucky  undercover!matt  bottom!matt  ptsd!bucky  top!bucky  pov:matt  character_study  undercover  confession/secrets  ptsd  recovery  sex:shower  first_time  series/verse  crossover  fandom:daredevil  fandom:marvel  author:onvavoir 
february 2018 by elwarre
Remedy for the Malady
"Erik Lehnsherr is in love with his childhood best friend, Charles Xavier. But Charles is harboring dark secrets and spiraling out of control, trapped in a vicious cycle of self-hatred and loathing. While his mother and step-father try to keep him isolated and submit him to the warped teachings and guidance of the Catholic priest, Father Shaw. Erik has to learn that love won't be enough to save Charles while trying to help him defeat the demons both inside his head and without." (37,003 words - abandoned wip)
erik_lehnsherr  charles_xavier  raven  irene_adler(xmen)  sebastian_shaw  kurt_marko  sharon_marko  charles/erik  raven/irene  hurt!charles  ptsd!charles  abused!charles  protective!erik  pining!erik  priest!shaw  abusive!kurt(xmen)  pov:erik  angst  friendship  issues:cults/religion  homophobia  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  confession/secrets  ptsd  pining  preslash  fandom:xmen  author:waitfornight  wip 
february 2018 by elwarre
When All the Stars are Dead
“Jessica Jones, stop talking.” “How romantic.” “Hey, those are just their words to you,” Trish reminds her. “Who knows what your first words to your soulmate will be.” “I do: fuck you, asshole.” (3614 words)
jessica_jones  matt_murdock  matt/jessica  ptsd!jessica  grieving!jessica  pov:jessica  angst  ptsd  grief  bonding/soulmates  first_time  fandom:marvel  fandom:daredevil  author:beguile 
february 2018 by elwarre
"Harry doesn't know exactly what's happening, but something isn't right between him and Professor Lupin, and he's determined to find out why. Will Snape be able to help?" (70,334 words - abandoned WIP)
harry_potter  severus_snape  sirius_black  remus_lupin  gen  hurt!harry  abused!harry  ptsd!harry  protective!severus  guardian!severus  dark!remus  angst  hurt/comfort  domesticity  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  recovery  hp:year3  fandom:harrypotter  author:lastcrazyhorn  wip 
february 2018 by elwarre
"Stiles' mind tries to dig up all of those hurtful looks and whispers he’s endured, but silencing them comes just as easily as letting Derek see his back in the first place. Because that's not what Derek's thinking, not why he's running his hands over Stiles' skin. What are scars to someone like Derek Hale?" (94,037 words)
stiles_stilinski  derek_hale  peter_hale  scott_mccall  sheriff_stilinski  stiles/derek  bamf!stiles  witch!stiles  powers!stiles  magical!stiles  hurt!stiles  protective!stiles  ptsd!stiles  protective!derek  alpha!derek  ptsd!derek  action  mystery  magic  voodoo  possession  ptsd  slowburn  bonding/soulmates  kink:scentmarking  kink:piercings  sex:car  first_time  have:pdf  fandom:teenwolf  author:bandaran 
january 2018 by elwarre
✢ We Might Be Hollow (But We're Brave)
"Andrew is looking to live his life in peaceful nothingness, but his new neighbor's cat won't stop sneaking onto his balcony. As much as he tries to not make it into something, Andrew finds himself drawn to the mysterious and tempting man next door. Neil is just trying to find a reason to not leave Palmetto after everyone else has moved on. But he never thought he would want to run toward something in favor of running away. (In a slightly different world, two people find themselves meeting in a softer setting and in just as much need of each other. A story about dealing with pasts, sharing secrets and a cat who is an asshole yet manages to charm everyone around it.)" (40,681 words) This is quiet and real and lovely.
  neil_josten  andrew_minyard  nicky_hemmick  neil/andrew  coach!neil  understanding!neil  scarred!neil  bartender!andrew  ptsd!andrew  pining!andrew  angst  schmoop  domesticity  friendship  sports  permanent!injury  abuse:child(past)  scars  ptsd  pining  slowburn  first_time  aftg:au:different!path  fandom:allforthegame  author:stttmsbwa  have:pdf 
january 2018 by elwarre
✢ To Know a Man
"In which the Foxes all work at a coffee shop run by Wymack, Neil is their newest recruit with a dark past, Andrew is obvious, Neil is oblivious, and everyone ships it apart from Aaron, who just wants to study in peace. With guest appearance by a stuffed jellyfish called Josephine." (47,928 words)
  neil_josten  andrew_minyard  nicky_hemmick  allison_reynolds  neil/andrew  undercover!neil  ptsd!neil  scarred!neil  understanding!neil  clueless!neil  ptsd!andrew  understanding!andrew  pining!andrew  schmoop  friendship  bakery/coffeeshop  scars  abuse:child(past)  ptsd  pining  slowburn  first_time  aftg:au:no!exy  fandom:allforthegame  author:moonix  have:pdf 
january 2018 by elwarre
"The Fae king and queens have gone away, closing the knowes behind them and abandoning their offspring to the mortal world. As the Fae have spread far and wide, their bloodlines thinning if not vanishing forever as they flee from mortal persecution... two Fae have found a way to reopen the knowes - Kayleigh Day and Tetsuji Moriyama. The Fae regroup once more, the balance of power shifted amongst them, and 'changelings' appear now and then in the mortal population. Andrew Doe is one of those changelings, a young child suffering in the foster system, shunned by his peers for some reason and hearing voices in his head. Alex - the latest name gifted to him by a charm - is on the run along with his mother from his father, using their talents as shadow walkers to slide between worlds and stay one step ahead of the powerful Fae. Except even that is not enough anymore. Except that's not Alex's only talent." (291,539 words)
neil_josten  andrew_minyard  kevin_day  renee_walker  neil/andrew  fae!neil  bamf!neil  hurt!neil  kidnapped!neil  tortured!neil  whipped!neil  ptsd!neil  scarred!neil  fae!andrew  bamf!andrew  asshole!andrew  drugged!andrew  protective!andrew  ptsd!andrew  pining!andrew  action  fairytale/fantasy  magic  fairies  reincarnation  abuse:child(past)  kidnapping  noncon/dubcon  torture  whipping  escape/rescue  drugs:nonconsensual  ptsd  scars  bonding/soulmates  first_time  aftg:au:no!exy  aftg:au:historical/fantasy  fandom:allforthegame  author:nekojita  have:pdf 
january 2018 by elwarre
"Post-New York, Clint's still having trouble dealing with the whole Loki-controlling-his-brain situation, and Natasha seems to be avoiding him. Bruce Banner, meanwhile, just wants to get back to Kolkata." (25,283 words)
clint_barton  natasha_romanov  bruce_banner  clint/natasha/bruce  bamf!clint  ptsd!clint  bamf!natasha  understanding!bruce  action  schmoop  ptsd  polyamory  first_time  pairings:unusual  fandom:marvel  author:neveralarch 
september 2017 by elwarre
✢ The Way Down
Malfoy’s all, “Come out of there,” the way you say to a cat who is badly behaved. And Harry’s all like, “No, what, I’m a hermit! And I have a chest-monster! And I am crazy magically powerful!” and Malfoy’s all, “We all have problems, bub.” (thoughtfully) “You are crazy though. I’ll give you that.” (70,000 words)
  harry_potter  draco_malfoy  hermione_granger  ron_weasley  harry/draco  hermione/ron  hermit!harry  bamf!harry  ptsd!harry  understanding!draco  friendship  angst  hurt/comfort  ptsd  self_loathing  recovery  languages:multiple  merpeople  first_time  hp:postseries  fandom:harrypotter  author:lettered  have:pdf 
august 2017 by elwarre
The Standard You Walk Past
"On returning to Hogwarts for their Eighth Year, Headmistress McGonagall decided to room Draco Malfoy and Harry Potter together. She may have hoped for a leading example of house unity; the other students fully expected insults and fights. But nothing happened. That was, until Harry sleepwalked into Draco’s bed." (46,202 words)
harry_potter  draco_malfoy  hermione_granger  ron_weasley  harry/draco  protective!harry  ptsd!harry  pining!harry  virgin!harry  bullied!draco  mute!draco  cursed!draco  virgin!draco  friendship  angst  schmoop  ptsd  bullying  homophobia  dreams/visions  curse/spell  slowburn  pining  kink:virginity  first_time  hp:postseries  fandom:harrypotter  author:bafflinghaze 
august 2017 by elwarre
The Devil's White Knight
"When Harry wakes up in an alternate timeline--a timeline where Voldemort was defeated long before the first war--he discovers everything is different. His parents, his godfather, his friends--and him. Harry must deal with the consequences of who he would have been if he had been raised by his parents, and figure out where he stands with his casual hook up, Draco Malfoy." (64,573 words)
harry_potter  draco_malfoy  sirius_black  regulus_black  remus_lupin  james_potter  ron_weasley  harry/draco  james/regulus  sirius/remus  timetraveler!harry  ptsd!harry  pov:harry  angst  altered!reality  timetravel  ptsd  hothothot  kink:switching  established!relationship  fandom:harrypotter  author:angryspaceravenclaw  have:pdf 
august 2017 by elwarre
✢ Expecto Patronum
"Harry Potter is the most sought after celebrity in wizarding Britain. His every movement is scrutinised, his relationships questioned and his photographs plastered over every paper. Harry's used to everyone thinking he’s a hero and has had plenty of time to learn how to keep his biggest secrets hidden from the press. As Draco Malfoy negotiates his feelings for the wizarding world's brightest star, he becomes increasingly attached to Harry and unravels the secrets he keeps hidden from the rest of the world." (35,095 words)
  harry_potter  draco_malfoy  theodore_nott  ginny_weasley  ron_weasley  harry/draco  ptsd!harry  pining!harry  bottom!harry  auror!draco  understanding!draco  pining!draco  top!draco  pov:draco  angst  schmoop  ptsd  torture  slowburn  pining  hothothot  kink:switching  kink:rimming  kink:bdsm  kink:praisekink  kink:fingering  first_time  hp:postseries  fandom:harrypotter  author:writcraft  have:pdf 
july 2017 by elwarre
"Harry is eight years old and is sent to live with Snape. Will Snape ever lighten up enough to notice Harry's problems?" (37,901 words) I don't normally like stories told from a child's perspective, but I quite enjoyed this one.
harry_potter  severus_snape  poppy_pomfrey  minerva_mcgonagall  albus_dumbledore  gen  hurt!harry  abused!harry  ptsd!harry  guardian!severus  protective!severus  understanding!severus  asshole!mcgonagall  guilty!mcgonagall  hurt/comfort  domesticity  schmoop  abuse:child  abuse:child(past)  ptsd  birthday/holiday  hp:prehogwarts  fandom:harrypotter  author:lily_elizabeth_snape  have:pdf 
june 2017 by elwarre
✢ Life as Dictated by a Talking Hat
"Before Harry arrives at Hogwarts, the faculty have a meeting and decide that Harry will need a mentor to help him adjust, keep him out of trouble, and make protecting him easier. They decide that this person should the Head of the House into which Harry is sorted, presumably Minerva McGonagall. But things, of course, don't turn out as planned, and Harry is harder to deal with than anyone expected. Nobody asked him if he wanted a mentor, after all... " (194,364 words)
  harry_potter  severus_snape  blaise_zabini  theodore_nott  draco_malfoy  hermione_granger  ron_weasley  gen  slytherin!harry  metamorphmagus!harry  adopted!harry  bamf!harry  hurt!harry  abused!harry  scarred!harry  bullied!harry  ptsd!harry  bamf!severus  guardian!severus  clueless!severus  protective!severus  understanding!severus  protective!blaise  friendship  hurt/comfort  humor  abuse:child  hunger/starvation  bullying  ptsd  scars  pranks  hp:year1  series/verse  fandom:harrypotter  author:rhiannont  have:pdf 
june 2017 by elwarre
✢ Echoes in our Minds
"Steve Rogers is struck by a persistent headache as the dawn rises over DC. So are—simultaneously—Natasha Romanov in the Muscovite night, James Barnes in the dull grey of a Berlin afternoon, Tony Stark stumbling out of his Afghan cave, Bruce Banner in the crushing heat of the Nevada desert, Clint Barton squinting up at the Vegas lights, Loki Laufeyson under the Scandinavian sun, and Prince T'Challa amidst the West African rainforest. Surely it’s nothing but an odd coincidence." (100,808 words) LOVED this
  steve_rogers  bucky_barnes  clint_barton  natasha_romanov  bruce_banner  t'challa  loki  tony_stark  sam_wilson  kate_bishop  pepper_potts  thor  betty_ross  alexander_pierce  steve/bucky  clint/loki  clint/natasha  bruce/betty  tony/pepper  officer!steve  ptsd!steve  assassin!bucky  amnesiac!bucky  addict!bucky  deaf!clint  gymnast!clint  stripper!clint  hooker!clint  possessed!clint  bamf!natasha  assassin!natasha  protective!natasha  scientist!bruce  arrested!bruce  interrogated!bruce  hurt!bruce  tortured!bruce  royalty!t'challa  bamf!t'challa  radio!loki  royalty!loki  blind!loki  arrested!loki  hurt!loki  tortured!loki  action  drama  politics  telepathy  spies/assassins  stripping  prostitution  incarceration  interrogation  torture  drowning/waterboarding  addiction  drugs:nonconsensual  abuse:emotional/psychological  brainwashing/mindgames  ptsd  possession  disability  amnesia  escape/rescue  sex:telepathic  kink:d/s  kink:threesome  marvel:au:no!supers  crossover  fandom:marvel  fandom:sense8  author:cristinuke  author:nonymos  have:pdf 
may 2017 by elwarre
The Thing that Drives the Wolves Away
"The thing about Bucky these days is that, while he might be a semi-mythical assassin, he's also vulnerable—the kind of vulnerable that makes total strangers want to drape a blanket over his shoulders and take him to safety. The problem is, of course, that Bucky is already safe." (7876 words)
steve_rogers  bucky_barnes  sam_wilson  steve/bucky  protective!steve  understanding!steve  ptsd!bucky  pov:steve  misunderstanding  recovery  ptsd  previous!relationship  fandom:marvel  author:caughtinanocean 
may 2017 by elwarre
The Masks of Real Heroes
"One desperate decision has unimaginable consequences. When Harry received his letter at eleven, he turned down the offer to attend Hogwarts. He had to; it was his only chance to escape. Five years later and, in the brief moments he recalls his decision, he feels nothing but regret. Until an incident causes the opportunity to arise once more, and he is finally given the chance to escape that which has smothered him for so long." (272,230 words) Part 1 of From Slips to Steps
harry_potter  draco_malfoy  neville_longbottom  hermione_granger  blaise_zabini  pansy_parkinson  ron_weasley  luna_lovegood  ginny_weasley  minerva_mcgonagall  severus_snape  remus_lupin  sirius_black  albus_dumbledore  narcissa_malfoy  lucius_malfoy  harry/draco  harry/omc  bamf!harry  smart!harry  protective!harry  hurt!harry  abused!harry  ptsd!harry  hypothermic!harry  protective!draco  understanding!draco  grieving!draco  protective!narcissa  hurt!narcissa  bwl!neville  friendship  action  hurt/comfort  grief  abuse:child  hunger/starvation  touchstarvation  noncon/dubcon  underage  ptsd  hypothermia  confession/secrets  revenge  languages:multiple  birthday/holiday  slowburn  first_time  series/verse  hp:au:not!bwl  hp:au:different!hogwarts  fandom:harrypotter  author:aelys_althea  have:pdf 
may 2017 by elwarre
Skin Deep
"Harry and his friends create a new type of magic embodied in Harry’s tattoos to keep him protected from his uncle. When the new magic works Harry is removed to Hogwarts where Dumbledore finally tells him the truth. Severitus. Written PreHBP HarryBill." (231,238 words) An engaging story despite some OOC elements and disjointed moments.
harry_potter  severus_snape  bill_weasley  hermione_granger  ron_weasley  draco_malfoy  poppy_pomfrey  remus_lupin  albus_dumbledore  harry/bill  smart!harry  bamf!harry  professor!harry  healer!harry  undercover!harry  protective!harry  hurt!harry  abused!harry  ptsd!harry  amnesiac!harry  bottom!harry  protective!billweasley  top!billweasley  parent!severus  protective!severus  understanding!draco  bamf!hermione  protective!hermione  asshole!dumbledore  dark!dumbledore  arrested!dumbledore  hurt/comfort  angst  friendship  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  hunger/starvation  ptsd  amnesia  undercover  fighting/sparring  animal_transformation  kink:tattoos  kink:exhibitionism  kink:switching  established!relationship  hp:postseries  fandom:harrypotter  author:vingilot 
may 2017 by elwarre
Bleeding Clown
"Harry receives a diary from Dumbledore but when he writes in it, he receives an unexpected response. Who is this correspondent? Abused!Harry rescued from Dursleys, Mentor!Snape." (89,039 words - WIP - left off ch30)
harry_potter  severus_snape  draco_malfoy  albus_dumbledore  gen  hurt!harry  abused!harry  ptsd!harry  addict!harry  sick!harry  poisoned!harry  protective!severus  clueless!draco  angst  confession/secrets  abuse:child  hunger/starvation  noncon/dubcon  addiction  drugs:recreational  illness  poison  selfharm  ptsd  escape/rescue  fandom:harrypotter  author:parselslyth  wip 
april 2017 by elwarre
Prometheus Bound
"Harry survives an unbearable summer and returns to Hogwarts to learn secrets about himself that he really could have done without. He’s lost his sight, all illusions about his parentage, and now will he lose himself." (172,430 words) Lots of warnings on this one, but a well-written and intriguing story nonetheless.
harry_potter  severus_snape  albus_dumbledore  draco_malfoy  hermione_granger  neville_longbottom  ron_weasley  remus_lupin  ginny_weasley  gen  bamf!harry  protective!harry  hurt!harry  abused!harry  whipped!harry  blind!harry  ptsd!harry  lonely!harry  arrested!harry  parent!severus  protective!severus  guilty!severus  understanding!draco  protective!hermione  asshole!ron  pov:harry  angst  action  hurt/comfort  abuse:child  whipping  hunger/starvation  incarceration  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  self_loathing  selfharm  loneliness  permanent!injury  disability  confession/secrets  hp:year6  fandom:harrypotter  author:dius_corvus  need:pdf 
april 2017 by elwarre
✢ Miles to Go Before I Sleep
"When Pansy comes to Draco nearly three years after the war to ask for his help with none other than an abused and fragile Harry Potter, what could he do but say yes? After all, he had been in love with Harry since they were eleven." (109,627 words)
  harry_potter  draco_malfoy  pansy_parkinson  ron_weasley  harry/draco  harry/omc  wardsmith!harry  hurt!harry  abused!harry  whipped!harry  ptsd!harry  jealous!harry  healer!draco  protective!draco  understanding!draco  depressed!draco  lonely!draco  grieving!draco  jealous!draco  pining!draco  pov:draco  friendship  angst  hurt/comfort  action  loneliness  depression  grief  issues:class  homophobia  stalkers  abuse:domestic  abuse:emotional/psychological  whipping  hunger/starvation  ptsd  recovery  slowburn  pining  jealousy  kink:rimming  first_time  hp:postseries  fandom:harrypotter  author:nimrodel_13  need:pdf 
april 2017 by elwarre
A Secret History
"A secret history is a version of history at odds with commonly accepted historical narrative, a history claimed to have been deliberately suppressed or fogotten. Harry Potter, struggling to make a life for himself after the war, is about to discover his." (mid-length)
harry_potter  draco_malfoy  hermione_granger  severus_snape  ron_weasley  arthur_weasley  harry/draco  hurt!harry  amnesiac!harry  abused!harry  ptsd!harry  understanding!draco  protective!draco  dark!arthurweasley  angst  hurt/comfort  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  underage  amnesia  ptsd  recovery  established!relationship  hp:postseries  fandom:harrypotter  author:warholhp  have:pdf 
march 2017 by elwarre
Like an Arrow through a Flock of Doves
"When he takes the rap for a crime committed by Barney and the Swordsman, Clint is charged as an adult at 17 and spends the next four years of his life without protection in prison. Enter one Neal Caffrey, who knows how to charm his way to whatever he wants or needs, and Clint's life gets a lot more interesting. Pretty much, the story of Clint in prison, Clint getting out, and Clint, like always, finding his way to SHIELD, and Phil." (62,883 words) PLEASE note the warnings on this. The first half of this was too much for me, but the recovery section was enjoyable to read.
clint_barton  phil_coulson  neal_caffrey  peter_burke  elizabeth_burke  tony_stark  natasha_romanov  steve_rogers  bruce_banner  thor  clint/phil  hurt!clint  arrested!clint  abused!clint  tortured!clint  homeless!clint  ptsd!clint  protective!clint  protective!phil  clueless!phil  guilty!phil  understanding!phil  protective!neal  pov:clint  angst  hurt/comfort  friendship  incarceration  abuse:domestic  noncon/dubcon  kink:gangbang  torture  crucifixion  permanent!injury  homelessness  hunger/starvation  ptsd  clinic/hospital  recovery  slowburn  kink:tattoos  first_time  crossover  fandom:marvel  fandom:whitecollar  author:hoosierbitch  author:arsenic  have:pdf 
march 2017 by elwarre
✢ Clint Barton's Super Secret Snipers' Club
Clint Barton's Super Secret Snipers' Club. (Invitation and pending mental health evaluation required.) "When Steve brings Bucky back to the tower for the first time, Clint’s first thought is that Tony Stark’s pride and joy is quickly becoming a less of a very tall and expensive ‘fuck you’ in the faces of investors who don’t believe in self-sustaining energy, and more of a superhero rehabilitation center." Boyfriends, compromises and learning to like oneself. (67,055 words)
  clint_barton  bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  tony_stark  natasha_romanov  nick_fury  clint/bucky  steve/tony  bamf!clint  understanding!clint  clueless!clint  protective!clint  ptsd!clint  deaf!clint  bamf!bucky  protective!bucky  ptsd!bucky  pining!bucky  jealous!bucky  pov:clint  angst  humor  schmoop  friendship  brainwashing/mindgames  ptsd  recovery  disability  jealousy  pining  first_time  fandom:marvel  author:sara_holmes  have:pdf 
march 2017 by elwarre
Breathing Smoke
"Stiles closed his eyes, breathing in and out with careful slowness. He wasn’t crying. He couldn’t let himself cry. He couldn’t let anyone see. No one could see, he remembered. This didn’t come with scars." (109,488 words)
stiles_stilinski  derek_hale  lydia_martin  jackson_whittemore  sheriff_stilinski  scott_mccall  alan_deaton  allison_argent  stiles/derek  stiles/ofc  powers!stiles  magical!stiles  bamf!stiles  parent!stiles  hurt!stiles  possessed!stiles  guilty!stiles  ptsd!stiles  protective!derek  smart!lydia  bamf!lydia  action  angst  hurt/comfort  possession  magic  fairies  unicorns  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  selfharm  self_loathing  revenge  underage  first_time  fandom:teenwolf  author:kindreturnany  have:pdf 
march 2017 by elwarre
Under New Management
"Fili's life is pretty good -- he's doing well at university, he gets on well with his uncle and guardian Thorin, and he's never likely to know what it's like to be poor or unwanted. Then Thorin takes in a foster child -- Kili Oakenshield, a long-lost relative whose past is a total mystery. Suddenly, Fili's life gets a whole lot more complicated. But maybe it gets better, too." (552,117 words) Lots of warnings, but nothing graphically shown.
fili  kili  thorin_oakenshield  bilbo_baggins  dwalin  gen  bilbo/thorin  student!fili  protective!fili  understanding!fili  sick!fili  hurt!kili  abused!kili  ptsd!kili  illiterate!kili  protective!thorin  protective!bilbo  protective!dwalin  pov:fili  angst  hurt/comfort  friendship  recovery  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  prostitution  ptsd  illness  clinic/hospital  illiteracy  fostersiblings/stepsiblings  cps/fostercare  lotr:au:modern  fandom:lotr  author:frostyjack  have:pdf 
february 2017 by elwarre
✢ Your Blue-Eyed Boys
"Steve has no plan. Not because he hadn't tried to make one. He'd tried to make lots of plans. Plan, adapt, plan again, tried to think of every contingency. And then he'd thrown them away, because there wasn't much point. What could you plan for? He couldn't guess the possible contingencies, the situations, the potentials. And he sure as sure hadn't figured on what's happened now, on coming back to his place and finding Bucky here. He hadn't even hoped for that. He hadn't realized he could." (123,233 words)
  steve_rogers  bucky_barnes  sam_wilson  tony_stark  pepper_potts  natasha_romanov  clint_barton  betty_ross  bruce_banner  steve/bucky  protective!steve  guilty!steve  understanding!steve  hurt!bucky  ptsd!bucky  pov:steve  pov:bucky  angst  character_study  hurt/comfort  ptsd  recovery  previous!relationship  series/verse  fandom:marvel  author:feather  need:pdf 
february 2017 by elwarre
I Look Inside Myself
"Stiles blocks most of it out. He limps away after but doesn’t (refuses to) think about why; his face hurts, his lip bleeds, his head aches, and his vision blurs – he focuses on the things he can see, on the things his dad will see, and he forgets everything else. Go figure Gerard would have the worst kinds of people working for him." (4593 words) Check the warnings on this one - the noncon isn't graphic but it's the main theme of the story.
stiles_stilinski  peter_hale  gen  hurt!stiles  ptsd!stiles  protective!peter  pov:stiles  angst  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  revenge  tw:season:2  fandom:teenwolf  author:quietlyintoemptyspaces  have:pdf 
february 2017 by elwarre
Total Eclipse
"Stiles didn't know about werewolves until he was kidnapped by hunters and trapped in a room where drugged out werewolves got shoved in, one after the other. Derek was the last one, and it took Stiles a long time before he could accept that he owed their breakout in part to Derek, mostly because up until Derek, he didn't know werewolves could be, well, human." (17,826 words)
stiles_stilinski  derek_hale  sheriff_stilinski  chris_argent  kate_argent  gen  kidnapped!stiles  hurt!stiles  tortured!stiles  ptsd!stiles  kidnapped!derek  protective!derek  pov:stiles  angst  hurt/comfort  friendship  kidnapping  torture  hunger/starvation  escape/rescue  recovery  ptsd  fandom:teenwolf  author:sa_kun  have:pdf 
february 2017 by elwarre
✢ Soul Meets Body
"Right from the beginning, Clint Barton was a source of complications and headaches." (52,551 words) Schmoopier than the tags make it sound, but the angst and warnings are definitely relevant.
  clint_barton  phil_coulson  maria_hill  clint/phil  bamf!clint  trans!clint  protective!clint  pregnant!clint  deaf!clint  hurt!clint  ptsd!clint  protective!phil  understanding!phil  pining!phil  angst  hurt/comfort  domesticity  issues:gender/sexuality  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  disability  slowburn  pining  first_time  series/verse  fandom:marvel  author:shadowen 
february 2017 by elwarre
Between Scylla and Charybdis
"Sam Wilson has been witness to a lot of things he wishes he could unsee. Civilian families shot dead in their cars because of miscommunications at checkpoints. Riley’s body spiralling to the ground in a smoke-plumed plummet. His own face in his bathroom mirror after waking up hung-over as hell at two in the afternoon, the day after the anniversary of Riley’s death, year after year after year. And now, in an abandoned bunker on the outskirts of Boston, a seemingly unremarkable manila folder at the bottom of a filing cabinet." (21,683 words) Check the warnings on this one
sam_wilson  bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  gen  understanding!samwilson  hurt!bucky  ptsd!bucky  clueless!steve  pov:samwilson  angst  hurt/comfort  friendship  confession/secrets  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  revenge  roadtrip  fandom:marvel  author:refusals  have:pdf 
january 2017 by elwarre
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