casey679 + suicidal!dean   11

[hunter_king] After 200 years of rotting due to the loss of his soul mate, Dean is brought back to find that his lover has been reincarnated. The only problem is that Sam doesn't remember anything about their past. Not to mention, he's a hunter now. And someone from their previous life has come back to ruin any chances they may have at a new life together.
AU:College  AU:Unrelated  AU:Vampires  pairing:Dean/Sam  pairing:Sam/Jess  pairing:Alastair/Sam  abused!Sam  angst  blood-doll!Lisa  bottom!Sam  hunter!Alastair  hunter!Sam  hurt!Dean  hurt!Jo  kink:exhibitionism  possessive!Dean  protective!Dean  protective!Jo  reincarnated!Sam  student!Sam  suicidal!Dean  suicidal!Sam  trope:magic-bond  tw:dub/non-con  vampire!Alastair  vampire!Bobby  vampire!Dean  vampire!Jo  fandom:Supernatural  length:25K-50K 
11 weeks ago by casey679
The Breath Of All Things
[KismetJeska] Dean Winchester was twenty-six years old when a car accident killed his father and left him paralysed from the waist down. A year and a half later, Dean is in a wheelchair and lives in a care home in Kansas, where he spends his days waiting to die. It's only when Castiel Novak starts volunteering at the care home that Dean starts to wonder if a changed life always equals a ruined one.
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:Dean/Castiel  pairing:Sam/Jess  agent!Dean  angst  caregiver!Castiel  caregiver!Ellen  caregiver!Jody  depressed!Dean  disabled!Ava  disabled!Charlie  disabled!Dean  disabled!Jo  doctor!Bobby  hurt!Dean  mechanic!Dean  nurse!Lilith  nurse!Meg  nurse!Ruby  protective!Castiel  protective!Jess  protective!Sam  sick!Dean  sick!Jo  suicidal!Dean  therapist!Benny  therapist!Tessa  tw:self-harm  tw:suicide  writer!Dean  fandom:Supernatural  length:50K-75K 
june 2019 by casey679
Nothing Between
[WhoopsOK] Dean has been to Heaven, Hell, and Purgatory, has fought hundreds of monsters, sometimes without any weapons besides his fists, some of which were only rumored to even exist. Dean Winchester – the Righteous Man, the Knight of Hell – has seen all of it and done most of it, and still, sitting here in a makeshift doctor’s office on the outskirts of suburbia, he has no doubt in his mind that humans are always the worst. He doesn’t bother to wipe at the blood dribbling down his nose, forcing his hands to stay relaxed on the table. [Hunters force Dean to rape Sam, but it's not rape if they won't let it be.]
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:Dean/Sam  bottom!Sam  hurt!Dean  hurt!Sam  kink:BDSM  kink:bondage  kink:frottage  protective!Dean  protective!Sam  suicidal!Dean  trope:fuck-or-die  tw:dub/non-con  fandom:Supernatural  length:10K-15K 
may 2019 by casey679
Ages (verse)
[Phantisma] It begins when Dean is 12 and Sam is 8. John is away on a hunt and Sam is sick. Really sick. Dean ends up taking him to the emergency room, and in the aftermath of that fateful decision, both boys end up in foster care, where they try to make a life for themselves. But, they're still Winchesters and find themselves caught between two demons fighting a war that will only end in massive destruction.
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  AU:Stanford-Era  pairing:Dean/OFC(s)  pairing:Dean/Sam  pairing:John/Dean  pairing:Sam/Jess  A+parenting:Winchester  amnesia!Dean  amnesia!John  amnesia!Sam  angst  bottom!Dean  bottom!Sam  brainwashed!Dean  brainwashed!Sam  daddy/guardian!Dean  depressed!Dean  foster-care!Dean  foster-care!Sam  hurt!Dean  hurt!John  hurt!Sam  kidnapped!Dean  kidnapped!Sam  kink:BDSM  kink:blood-play  kink:drug-use  kink:knife-play  kink:pain-play  kink:rough-sex  powers!Dean  powers!Sam  protective!Dean  protective!John  protective!Sam  restauranteur!Dean  sick!Sam  student!Sam  suicidal!Dean  tw:dub/non-con  verse:Ages  fandom:Supernatural  length:100K+ 
december 2015 by casey679
Crossed Wires
[Rivkat] Jody might have asked awkward questions like, why are you getting rid of all your money, Dean? Sam didn’t have any need to ask. He’d known from the moment Dean had worked out the math of it and taped a calendar next to the mirror in the bathroom. He still wasn’t sure how Dean planned to do it, but he was guessing Dean wanted some way that didn’t leave too much of a mess for the girls to clean up, which ruled out a gun. Today was the first day of the month, so after Dean brushed his teeth and splashed some water on his face, he ceremonially crossed off the previous day, then ripped off the entire page. He chuckled grimly. “If you didn’t want me leavin’, Sam, you shouldn’t’ve checked out first,” Dean told the empty air. “I didn’t!” Sam protested, as he always did. “Dean! I’m right here!”
angst  bottom!Dean  cursed!Sam  depressed!Dean  suicidal!Dean  pairing:Dean/Sam  AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  fandom:Supernatural  kink:pain-play  kink:BDSM 
december 2015 by casey679
Sam and Dean face their worst defeat ever; Dean can’t handle it and Sam struggles to save him, as well as a large group of endangered civilians.
angst  bottom!Dean  case!fic  depressed!Dean  hurt!Dean  hurt!Sam  post-Hell!Dean  protective!Sam  sick!Dean  suicidal!Dean  werewolf!Sam  pairing:Dean/Sam  fandom:Supernatural  tw:torture  tw:dub/non-con 
september 2015 by casey679
There's a Hell of a Universe Next Door
The curtains were pulled open again when Dean came awake and the light was fainter than when he‘d crawled into bed, but it was still too much. Still too invasive. And all the noise in his head, all the fear and that clawing sense of wrongness was back. The wind was blowing through that hole in his soul again and Dean felt his eyes water with it. “No,” he moaned, turning his face into his blanket. “Sam,” he whispered, holding the name to him like it would save him. “Sam.”
AU  angst  bottom!Dean  hurt!Dean  mental-illness!Dean  schizophrenic!Dean  suicidal!Dean  pairing:Dean/Sam  fandom:Supernatural  tw:dub/non-con 
september 2015 by casey679
Safe at Harbor
[Coragyps] At first Sam tries not to worry about it. Dean has been quiet off and on, since he took the Mark – since Gadreel, really – and now that it’s finally cured, he figures Big Brother just needs a little time. But they're on a houseboat in the middle of nowhere, and Dean has stopped talking entirely. And Sam isn't heading back to shore until he fixes everything... If only he could remember how.
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  AU:Curtain-fic  pairing:Dean/Sam  angst  depressed!Dean  hurt!Dean  hurt!Sam  kink:frottage  mute!Dean  protective!Dean  protective!Sam  sexcurse  suicidal!Dean  trope:magic-bond  trope:sex-magic  fandom:Supernatural  length:10K-15K 
september 2015 by casey679
The Retraining of Dean Winchester
[deanwithwings] Dean's been passing as a beta for years, until a bar fight and his own father leaves him high and dry without his pills in jail. Since omegas have no autonomy he has to be placed in a home and trained up in the proper behavior of a polite omega. Thankfully he lands a great case worker that manages to get him into a traditional Japanese-style school. Dean isn't pleased with this but since the only other option is a state-run mental hospital, he decides to go along with it until his father breaks him out.
AU:ABO-Dynamics  AU:Dystopia-&-Post-Apocalypse  AU:Spies-&-Secret-Agents  pairing:Dean/Castiel  pairing:Dean/OMC(s)  pairing:Sam/Jess  A+parenting:Winchester  abused!Dean  agent!Castiel  alpha!Castiel  alpha!Sam  angst  BAMF!Castiel  bottom!Dean  dancer!Dean  fake-beta!Dean  hurt!Dean  kidnapped!Dean  kink:drug-use  omega!Dean  omega!Kevin  romantic  student!Sam  suicidal!Dean  tw:dub/non-con  tw:non-consensual-drug-use  tw:prejudice/discrimination  fandom:Supernatural  length:100K+ 
april 2015 by casey679
A Hole in the World
Dean Winchester never wanted to go home again. Going back to Lawrence meant people who knew what he was, who didn't buy into the lie. But with a tragic accident, he's back and dealing with the death of his father, the social stigma and objectification of being an out Omega, and the lingering aftermath of a long-ago crime.
abused!Dean  alpha!Castiel  alpha!Sam  angst  asshole!Lucifer  awesome!Charlie  awesome!Gabriel  BAMF!Castiel  beta!Jess  bottom!Dean  doctor!Castiel  hooker!Dean  hurt!Castiel  hurt!Dean  kidnapped!Dean  lawyer!Sam  mechanic!Dean  mpreg!Dean  priest!Castiel  protective!Castiel  protective!John  protective!Sam  rights-activist!Dean  rights-activist!Sam  shy/insecure!Dean  suicidal!Dean  A+parenting:Winchester  pairing:Dean/Castiel  pairing:Dean/OMC(s)  pairing:Sam/Jess  AU:ABO-Dynamics  fandom:Supernatural  kink:D/s  tw:prejudice/discrimination  tw:dub/non-con 
april 2015 by casey679

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