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Faint Stars and Bright Satellite Skies
[Marishna] It's a story made for Hollywood- a chance encounter between a regular, down-to-earth guy with his whole life planned out for him without a second thought and a well-known, popular movie star turns into something far bigger than either man could ever anticipate. Neither Jared Padalecki nor Jensen Ackles expect or want the complications that arise in their lives from their fast friendship- especially when it develops into something neither anticipated. While Jared accepts and tries to deal with his growing feelings for his famous friend, Jensen fights it every step of the way until his strictly controlled life, hidden behind a public persona, spins out of control.
AU:Hollywood  pairing:Jared/Sandy  pairing:Jensen/Jared  actor!Jensen  angst  bartender!Jared  bottom!Jared  bottom!Jensen  closeted!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  PA!Jared  protective!Jared  romantic  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  length:50K-75K 
january 2017 by casey679
Fortune Favors the Brave (and the Downright Insane)
In order to be Formula One World Champion in 1976 you need to be incredibly brave, totally committed and more than a little crazy. The odds of dying in a horrific and painful manner are higher than the odds of walking away champion of the world. Jared and Jensen are fighting tooth and nail to win in the most eventful and fiercely competitive season ever, but when disaster strikes, buried emotions can’t stay ignored for long. (Loosely based on RL events in the 1976 F1 season and the movie Rush.)
angst  bottom!Jensen  closeted!Jared  closeted!Jensen  hurt!Jared  hurt!Jensen  racer!Jared  racer!Jensen  pairing:Jensen/Jared  AU:Sports  fandom:Supernatural-RPF 
october 2015 by casey679
Blue Thunder
Jensen is an LAPD helicopter pilot. He’s also a cynical, troubled Vietnam veteran whose flashbacks and reckless ways mean he’s churning through partners too fast to count. Jared is a young, idealistic police officer. He’s also out as gay at a time when AIDS has started to make headline news. He’s endured endless homophobic taunts and had other officers refuse to provide him with backup. Nobody wants to work with him. When Jared is assigned to be Jensen’s new Observer, they're not sure which of them the partnership is supposed to be punishing, but the pair soon discover that they make a great team. When they’re selected to test pilot a state-of-the-art combat helicopter with cutting-edge surveillance capabilities, the pair unwittingly stumbles on sinister information about the government’s plans for the new helicopter. Suddenly, they’re not just fighting for their careers; they're fighting for their lives. (Based on the movie Blue Thunder)
angst  awesome!Danneel  bottom!Jensen  closeted!Jensen  framed!Jensen  hurt!Jared  hurt!Jensen  pilot!Jensen  police!Jared  protective!Jensen  PTSD!Jensen  veteran!Jensen  pairing:Jensen/Jared  AU:Crime-&-Police-Drama  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  tw:prejudice/discrimination 
october 2015 by casey679
Remember Us
[morganaDW (morgana07)] Small-town journalist Jared Padalecki has never been interested in political intrigue, but that changes when he encounters a person from his past, someone he believed was gone forever. Jensen Ackles is running for senate on a campaign steeped in hatred and bigotry. After spending a year in what he believed was a coma, he has spent the last six years trying to piece his life together under the watchful eyes of his powerful family. Everything changes when Jensen is confronted at a debate by a man he doesn’t recognize, but who claims to not only know him but be the father of Jensen’s son. These revelations stun him and start a chain of events that will leave both men changed forever as layers of lies are revealed, and the danger increases when Jensen begins to remember what no one besides Jared wanted him to.
AU:Politics  AU:Wealth-&-Power  pairing:Jensen/Jared  pairing:Jensen/Misha  pairing:Jensen/OFC(s)  pairing:Jensen/OMC(s)  A+parenting:Ackles  A+parenting:Padalecki  abused!Jensen  agent!Chris  agent!Genevieve  agent!Mark  amnesia!Jensen  angst  asshole!Misha  bottom!Jensen  brainwashed!Jensen  broken!Jensen  bullied!Jared  closeted!Jensen  daddy/guardian!Jared  daddy/guardian!Jensen  dyslexic!Jared  editor!JDM  hurt!Jared  hurt!Jensen  kidnapped!Jensen  kink:drug-use  mpreg!Jensen  police!Chad  politician!Jensen  politician!Mark  protective!Chad  protective!Chris  protective!Jared  protective!JDM  protective!Mark  recovery!fic  rich!Jensen  shy/insecure!Jared  shy/insecure!Jensen  tw:dub/non-con  tw:prejudice/discrimination  tw:torture  writer!Danneel  writer!Jared  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  length:100K+ 
september 2015 by casey679
I Leave My Heart in the Dust Where You Walk
[whispered_story (akintay)] Jensen's life is pretty simple: he runs the ranch his parents left him, spends what little time off he has with his best friends, and occasionally drives for miles to hook up with men he will never have to see again. He tells himself he isn't really gay and that he's happy with the life he leads. But then Jared – tall, beautiful and vibrant – arrives on the ranch looking for work, and Jensen begins to question who he is and what he really wants. Featuring: puppies, horses, skinny dipping, mud fights, sex in a hayloft, and meddling best friends.
angst  bottom!Jensen  closeted!Jensen  horse-trainer!Jared  rancher!Jared  rancher!Jensen  romantic  pairing:Jensen/Jared  AU:Ranch-&-Farm  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  pairing:Jensen/OMC(s)  length:25K-50K 
september 2015 by casey679
Maybe This (Maybe This, Trouble Is, and timestamp)
[nu_breed] Maybe This: Jared was seventeen the first time he sucked another boy's dick. He was twenty-one the first time he sucked off a man old enough to be his father and got paid for it. He's two months from his twenty-third birthday, and some days he feels like he's spent his lifetime hooking. It's a life he never knew existed. It's a life that pays the bills, and as long as he keeps one foot in front of the other, it's a life he manages to deal with. Until Jensen. / Trouble Is: Jared's given up his old life and moved in with Jensen, and things have changed. But the more things change, the more they stay the same, and this sure as hell isn't a fairy tale.
AU:Bars-&-Strip-Clubs  AU:Hollywood  AU:Sex-Workers  pairing:Jensen/Jared  pairing:Chris/Chad  pairing:Chris/Jared  pairing:Jared/OMC(s)  pairing:Jensen/Jared/Chris  pairing:Jensen/OFC(s)  pairing:Jensen/OMC(s)  actor!Jared  actor!Jensen  angst  bartender!Chris  bottom!Chad  bottom!Jared  bottom!Jensen  closeted!Jensen  hooker!Chad  hooker!Jared  kink:bondage  kink:D/s  kink:dirty-talk  kink:drug-use  kink:rough-sex  protective!Chad  protective!Chris  tw:dub/non-con  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  length:25K-50K 
august 2015 by casey679
OT3'verse
In a fit of frustration and temporary insanity, Jensen outs himself as bi on the Howard Stern show. Jared and Jeff are there to pick up the pieces. (This link goes to a tag; there are five stories in this verse.)
AU  angst  bottom!Jensen  closeted!Jensen  protective!Jared  protective!JDM  pairing:JDM/Jensen/Jared  fandom:Supernatural-RPF 
july 2015 by casey679
Never Stuck Around Long Enough for a One Night Stand
Jensen has been driving big rigs for eight years, crisscrossing the country in his truck, living on the road and keeping his life simple. Someday he figures he’ll meet a nice girl and settle down with a regular route and the kind of life his family wants for him, but right now he likes moving, and blowjobs from guys at truck stops are enough to take the edge off. He’s not looking for a relationship, and he’s definitely not gay. Then he meets Jared, a short-order diner cook and exactly the kind of guy Jensen’s used to hooking up with once. But Jared loves Jensen’s stories about the places he passes through, and before long they’re talking on the phone all the time, and Jensen’s looking forward to jobs that take him through Jared’s part of Indiana.
AU  angst  bottom!Jensen  chef/baker!Jared  closeted!Jensen  sick!Jared  trucker!Jensen  pairing:Jensen/Jared  fandom:Supernatural-RPF 
july 2015 by casey679
The Unnamed Feeling
Jensen and his buddy David live the rockstar life. There's no use for anything different in their world. They have the attitude to show for it and for a long time, they get away with it. Then Jared joins rock band Martyry as Jensen's new guitar tech and forces them to face their inner demons. At the same time, the more Jared learns about Jensen, he has to ask himself: How much is he willing to forgive for love?
alcoholic!Jensen  angst  bottom!Jensen  closeted!Jensen  hurt!Jared  hurt!Jensen  musician!Jensen  roadie!Jared  pairing:Jensen/Jared  pairing:Jensen/OMC(s)  AU:Rockstars-&-Roadies  pairing:Jensen/Jared/OMC(s)  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  kink:drug-use  tw:prejudice/discrimination  tw:dub/non-con 
july 2015 by casey679
Requiem
[codependentsoulmates] Jensen Ross Ackles is a devout Catholic. He’s been turned from civilian to priest due to a demon possessing his lovely wife Danneel. His devotion to God has gone above and beyond sitting in a church every Sunday and he works alongside some local hunters to exorcise any and every demon they come across. However, Jensen never expects to meet a demon who’s possessing a very familiar person. Now, he’s torn between wanting to regain everything he gave up and striving towards the holiness he gave it up for.
AU:Angels-&-Demons  AU:Religion-&-the-Church  pairing:Jensen/Jared  angel!Misha  angst  bottom!Jared  bottom!Jensen  closeted!Jensen  demon!Chad  demon!Jared  hunter!Chris  hunter!Jensen  priest!Jensen  tw:dub/non-con  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  length:25K-50K 
july 2015 by casey679
Face Your Fear
[BflyW] Jensen is a widower with a young child. When his wife dies, his friend Jared helps him out with his daughter. This is a story though a journey of faith, loyalty, strength, braveness and honesty. Threading the fine lines of doing what’s right for you and considering other people’s needs are often difficult, and sometimes life takes a turn to the left and makes it impossible.
AU:Kid-fic  pairing:Jensen/Danneel  pairing:Jensen/Jared  angst  awesome!Chad  bottom!Jared  bottom!Jensen  childcare!Jared  closeted!Jensen  daddy/guardian!Jensen  grieving!Jensen  protective!Chad  protective!Chris  widower!Jensen  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  length:25K-50K 
july 2015 by casey679
The One That Got Away
Jared was in love with Jensen and things didn't go as planned. Jensen was closed off and things fell apart. Jared started his life over again, got a great job, a wonderful best friend and finally bought a new condo. When he moved in he was surprised to find out that the building super was, none other than, Jensen.
angst  artist!Jared  bottom!Jensen  building-super!Jensen  carpenter!Jensen  closeted!Jensen  divorced!Jensen  handyman!Jensen  nurse!JDM  protective!JDM  pairing:Jensen/Jared  fandom:Supernatural-RPF 
may 2015 by casey679
Screw You, We're From Texas
Everyone knows the story - Jensen had plans to enroll at Texas Tech and become a Physical Therapist, Jared was heading for the University of Texas to become an Engineer. Instead, they both got against-all-odds breaks in Hollywood and ended up on a totally different path. This is the story of what could have happened if fate twisted differently, if they never got those big Hollywood breaks, and instead ended up living the lives they grew up expecting to lead.
angst  bottom!Jared  bottom!Jensen  closeted!Jensen  divorced!Jensen  engineer!Jared  musician!Jensen  religious!Jensen  student!Jared  student!Jensen  therapist!Jensen  pairing:Jensen/Jared  pairing:Jared/OMC(s)  AU:College  pairing:Jensen/OMC(s)  pairing:Jared/OFC(s)  pairing:Jensen/OFC(s)  fandom:Supernatural-RPF 
may 2015 by casey679
The Courtship of Jensen's Co-Star
Somewhere in the time between a handshake and a hug, Jensen Ackles and Jared Padalecki went from being reel-life brothers to real-life best friends, and complete strangers to cosmic soul mates, no rhyme or reason to it that either of them could ever see. Jared was everything Jensen was not: friendly, funny, and full of life; one in six-point-whatever billion the Earth’s population currently stood at. Life was awesome. Work was amazing. Everything was fine until Jared kissed Jensen. Everything was peachy until Jensen fell in love.
actor!Jared  actor!Jensen  angst  bottom!Jared  bottom!Jensen  closeted!Jared  closeted!Jensen  romantic  pairing:Jensen/Jared  A+parenting:Ackles  pairing:Jensen/Danneel  pairing:Jared/Sandy  fandom:Supernatural-RPF 
april 2015 by casey679
Along Came Jared
When attorney Jensen Ackles moves to Seattle for a fresh start at Ferris & Gamble Publishing, he does expect a lot, but not having his life turned upside down. For the first time in his 35 years, Jensen is introduced to openly gay or queer people – Misha, Editor in Chief, or Ty, who owns the coffee shop downstairs – and to the LGBTQ community. And then there's CFO Jared Padalecki, who worms his way into Jensen's life, bed and heart, and suddenly makes him question all his previous life choices. And if all of this wouldn't be enough, Jensen is left to deal with a lawsuit that could ruin it all.
AU  angst  bottom!Jared  bottom!Jensen  CFO!Jared  closeted!Jensen  editor!Misha  lawyer!Jared  romantic  pairing:Jensen/Jared  fandom:Supernatural-RPF 
april 2015 by casey679
Screaming Color
[lotrspnfangirl] Jared escapes his hometown, and his past, for a fresh start in the bright and busy city of New York. He prays the change of scenery will hide the scars, both physical and mental. All he wants is a fresh start, and freedom from the one who is still holding him back. Jensen has been stationed in the city for the better part of the last four years. He has made some of the best friends he could have ever hoped to have. Still, he refrains from sharing all of himself, knowing the repercussions of being completely honest. When they finally get together, neither one wants to let their fears or scars hold them back. But when the world around you doesn’t actually know you, and the demons of your past threaten to break you, can love really conqueror all?
AU:Military  pairing:Jensen/Jared  abused!Jared  angst  asshole!Chad  bottom!Jared  bottom!Jensen  closeted!Jensen  disabled!Jensen  hurt!Jared  hurt!Jensen  PTSD!Jared  PTSD!Jensen  recovery!fic  romantic  soldier!Jensen  soldier!Tom  stalker!Chad  tw:dub/non-con  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  length:75K-100K 
april 2015 by casey679
Pages Turn
[theron09] When Jensen Ackles – artist, bookworm and attempted ex-smoker – moves into a new area, finding a bookstore is his top priority. Soon enough, he ends up spending most of his time in one particular store, with one particular member of staff: a man named Jared. But for someone who, since the death of his brother, seems to end every social occasion sitting outside on his own, Jared is a scary prospect and Jensen has to work out whether it’s a risk worth taking.
AU:Bookstore  pairing:Jensen/Jared  A+parenting:Ackles  angst  artist!Jensen  bookstore!Jared  bottom!Jensen  closeted!Jensen  grieving!Jensen  protective!Chris  protective!Jared  romantic  shy/insecure!Jensen  sick!Jared  tw:prejudice/discrimination  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  length:20K-25K 
march 2015 by casey679
Grin and Bare It
[Balefully] Jensen Ackles is a physical therapist with an attitude problem. Jared Padalecki is the headlining stripper at the notorious club Ziegfeld's/Secrets, dancing his way through grad school. After a misunderstanding brings them together only to shove them violently apart, the two of them nurse confusing feelings of animosity and lust. Will their differences bring them together, or end up tearing them apart?
AU:Bars-&-Strip-Clubs  pairing:Jensen/Jared  angst  bottom!Jared  bottom!Jensen  closeted!Jensen  stripper!Jared  therapist!Jensen  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  length:25K-50K 
march 2015 by casey679
Straight to the Point
[aythia] Seduce the straight guy, earn points, win the monthly challenge. That is the game they play. Jared is behind in points and sees no chance to win, that is until a green eyed man enters the club that is their playground.
AU:Bars-&-Strip-Clubs  pairing:Jensen/Jared  bottom!Jensen  closeted!Jensen  kink:exhibitionism  kink:voyeurism  tw:dub/non-con  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  length:5K-10K 
march 2015 by casey679
As This Sunset Turns to Morning
Jensen spends his life hiding who he is from the family that would never accept him if they knew. When he’s uprooted in the middle of his senior year and suddenly becomes the new kid, his carefully placed mask begins to slip. Especially when he meets Jared – a loud, outspoken spectacle of a boy that fights for everything Jensen was taught to stand against. Jared has no problem going after what he wants, and now it’s just a matter of Jensen letting himself do the same. [Timestamp "Mashed Potatoes and Gravy at http://users.livejournal.com/_mournthewicked/324082.html]
angst  awesome!Chad  bottom!Jensen  closeted!Jensen  protective!Jared  student!Jared  student!Jensen  pairing:Jensen/Jared  A+parenting:Ackles  AU:High-School  fandom:Supernatural-RPF 
march 2015 by casey679
Leaving October (and timestamps)
[gatorgrrl (asteroidbuckle)] Jensen's a widower with a young son and a secret. Jared is the new guy on Jensen's surveying crew who has the key to unlock that secret. (Master Post)
AU:Blue-Collar-Boys  pairing:Jensen/Jared  angst  blackmailed!Jared  bottom!Jared  bottom!Jensen  closeted!Jensen  daddy/guardian!Jensen  surveyor!Jared  surveyor!Jensen  tattooed!Jensen  widower!Jensen  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  length:25K-50K 
march 2015 by casey679
I'd Rather Fight With You... (and timestamp)
[lyri] Things get off to a rocky start between Jensen and the newest counselor at summer camp, Jared, and they only go downhill from there. But underneath all the anger is a desperate attraction that Jensen has no idea on how to handle - even though he's considered himself theoretically bi up to this point. The hard part will be finding a way to say two civil words to each other without fighting.
AU:College  AU:Summer-Camp  pairing:Jensen/Jared  pairing:Chris/Chad  pairing:Tom/Mike  angst  bottom!Jensen  closeted!Jensen  trope:hate-at-first-sight  trope:love-at-first-fuck  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  length:50K-75K 
march 2015 by casey679
I Now Pronounce You Jared and Jensen (and sequel)
As predicted this was all Chad's fault. He'd screwed up. Not just puking on a hooker or getting arrested screwed up. Nope. He's managed to get Jared and Jensen banned from student housing, making them homeless as they're about to start their final year of college thousands of miles from home. There is one place in their price range though. The only problem is that the buyer will only sell to a married couple. They're both straight but they also need to graduate and it's too late to transfer closer to home. They're best friends and it would only be for a year and then things could go right back to normal... they could so do this!... or so they thought... right up until 'I do'...
angst  bottom!Jensen  closeted!Jared  closeted!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  romantic  pairing:Jensen/Jared  A+parenting:Ackles  AU:College  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  trope:fake-relationship 
february 2015 by casey679

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