casey679 + ptsd!sam   77

The Friend of the Fourth Decade
[De_Nugis] Sam catches some rays on his sixty-ninth birthday. Dean has a bit of a meltdown. There is a hallmark moment. (Renovation 7)
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  AU:Curtain-fic  pairing:Dean/Sam  angst  bookstore!Sam  post-Cage!Sam  protective!Dean  PTSD!Dean  PTSD!Sam  recovery!fic  retired!Dean  romantic  verse:Renovation  fandom:Supernatural  length:1K-5K 
january 2020 by casey679
Good With Knives
[KatZen] “Want to talk?” Dean asks. Sammy will say no. He always does. Luke never wants to talk, and Sammy won’t be back until they get home. Which will leave Dean with the always fun task of coaxing Luke into the car, getting him to buckle up, listening to the whispered pleas for leniency that make Sammy’s face turn red when he’s back and remembers what he’s said. But Sammy surprises him by murmuring, “He said you were good with knives.” (Semper Familia one-shot: one step forward, two steps back.)
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  AU:Raised-Apart  AU:Slavery  pairing:gen  abused!Sam  goddamn-fucking-hunters  powers!Sam  protective!Dean  psychic!Sam  PTSD!Sam  recovery!fic  slave!Sam  tw:child-abuse  verse:Semper-Familia  fandom:Supernatural  length:1K-5K 
december 2019 by casey679
To All A Good Night
[KatZen] It's Christmas time in Morgantown, WV, and in true Dickens fashion, there are lots of ghosts in Sam Winchester's past. One of them wants to come to Christmas dinner. (Semper Familia one-shot)
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  AU:Raised-Apart  AU:Slavery  pairing:gen  A+parenting:Winchester  abused!Sam  big-brother!Dean  holiday:Xmas  powers!Sam  protective!Bobby  protective!Dean  psychic!Sam  PTSD!Sam  recovery!fic  slave!Sam  tw:child-abuse  verse:Semper-Familia  fandom:Supernatural  length:5K-10K 
december 2019 by casey679
[KatZen] It's been ten years since Sam knelt to anybody. Dean's yelling that this is "Cas", not to shoot, but Sam's already lowered his gun because you don't raise a weapon against someone like this. He doesn't even notice he's doing it until he's already on his knees. (Time stamp from Semper Familia)
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  AU:Raised-Apart  AU:Slavery  pairing:gen  abused!Sam  BAMF!Castiel  goddamn-fucking-hunters  hurt!Sam  powers!Sam  protective!Dean  psychic!Sam  PTSD!Sam  sick!Sam  slave!Sam  tw:child-abuse  verse:Semper-Familia  fandom:Supernatural  length:5K-10K 
december 2019 by casey679
Chrysoprase in Coal
[ADeedWithoutaName] Dean has been free of demonic characteristics for several months now. Sam knows that...when he's awake, at least.
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:Dean/Sam  angst  bottom!Sam  demon!Dean  hurt!Sam  kink:bondage  mark-of-cain!Dean  PTSD!Sam  tw:dub/non-con  tw:torture  fandom:Supernatural  length:10K-15K 
june 2019 by casey679
Breaking Free
[MonPetitTresor] Something came to pull Sam out of the Cage and got a little more than they bargained for. His soul was removed right along with his body, but someone else came along for the ride. When they wake in the graveyard, they find they aren't the only ones that've been brought back. Sam absolutely refuses to go find Dean and mess up his life once more, which leaves the two only one option - going with Samuel. But things aren't going to be easy. Their time during the Cage bonded Sam and Adam in ways they don't understand and don't really question. All they knew is that they're not going anywhere without the other person. But not everyone trusts that, and things might not be as simple as they appear. Their bond starts causing troubles, not just with the people around them, but with themselves as well. It seems to be getting stronger. It isn't until they encounter someone from Sam's past that they finally start to get the answers they're looking for, even if it wasn't anything like what they'd expected.
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:Gabriel/Sam/Adam  abused!Sam  angst  blind!Sam  hurt!Adam  hurt!Sam  polyamory  post-Cage!Adam  post-Cage!Sam  powers!Adam  powers!Sam  protective!Adam  protective!Gabriel  protective!Sam  PTSD!Adam  PTSD!Sam  trope:magic-bond  fandom:Supernatural  length:25K-50K 
june 2019 by casey679
My Throat is An Open Grave
[inkandpaperqwerty] Dean didn't get paid nearly enough for the job he did. Seriously. Using the money he had set aside for his missing brother to purchase Lucifer's Prom Dress from a monster auction, and then traveling halfway across the country with Heaven and Hell's most coveted weapon riding shotgun had to be worth more than credit card fraud could provide. And if that wasn't bad enough, the Boy with the Demon Blood just had to be named Sam, didn't he? Sam didn't get paid enough, either, but he was significantly less picky than Dean. He just wanted a family, a place to call home, a chance to find out what hug was like, and maybe a break from the constant nightmares. If that was too much to ask, he would understand, seeing as he was a stupid, disobedient, demon-blooded monster who disappointed every owner he had. Just one thing, then? Maybe? Just an older brother to get in between him and the monsters and pain and nightmares; one who would sometimes, if Sam was a very good boy, call him Sammy and give him hugs. Yeah, that would be nice. That would be more than enough for Sam.
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  AU:Raised-Apart  AU:Slavery  pairing:gen  abused!Sam  addict!Sam  angst  asshole!Gordon  awesome!Meg  BAMF!Sam  boy-king!Sam  hurt!Sam  kink:castration  powers!Sam  protective!Bobby  protective!Castiel  protective!Dean  psychic!Sam  PTSD!Sam  shy/insecure!Sam  slave!Sam  tw:dub/non-con  tw:non-consensual-drug-use  fandom:Supernatural  length:50K-75K 
may 2019 by casey679
From There To Here
[ghostboi] Sam flinches every time Dean touches him. Dean wants to fix it but then finds out he's making the wrong assumptions. Also, screw you Not-Real-Dean, those should be Real-Dean's marks on Sam's throat. (aka Smut.) (Not What It Seems 2)
pairing:Dean/Sam  bottom!Sam  kink:dirty-talk  kink:exhibitionism  kink:voyeurism  possessive!Dean  protective!Dean  PTSD!Sam  verse:Not-What-It-Seems  fandom:Supernatural  length:5K-10K 
may 2019 by casey679
When Spring Comes They Roar Back Again
[mentholpixie] “I don't think it's about fixing. I think it's more about coping.” A girl, a bar, some scars, and some awkward conversation. (World Drops Dead 4)
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:gen  abused!Sam  angst  protective!Dean  PTSD!Sam  recovery!fic  verse:World-Drops-Dead  fandom:Supernatural  length:1K-5K 
may 2019 by casey679
The Circle
[Lennelle] Sam doesn’t know why he’s here. He’s not entirely sure when he made the decision to come here. He’d told Dean he was going for a jog, put on his running shoes and everything. He should leave. He shouldn’t be here.
abused!Sam  angst  PTSD!Sam  shy/insecure!Sam  tw:dub/non-con  fandom:Supernatural  length:1K-5K 
may 2019 by casey679
The Crucifix Was Constructed Wrong
[tigriswolf] Sam time travels from the end of Swan Song to midway through No Rest for the Wicked. Ain't nobody's plans left intact.
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:gen  angst  boy-king!Sam  outsider!POV  powers!Sam  protective!Dean  protective!Michael  protective!Sam  PTSD!Sam  tw:dub/non-con  tw:torture  fandom:Supernatural  length:25K-50K 
september 2017 by casey679
Where You Belong
[morganaDW (morgana07)] Sam’s having a hard time dealing with memories brought back after his encounter with Lucifer. It’s up to Dean to find out why and help his brother to remember that despite the Devil’s lies that he’s where he belongs.
pairing:Dean/Sam  angst  bottom!Sam  hurt!Sam  kink:D/s  protective!Dean  PTSD!Sam  tw:dub/non-con  fandom:Supernatural  length:5K-10K 
september 2017 by casey679
Victim Blaming
[Katlover98] Dean wasn't the first one to rape Sam. Dean also wasn't the one to blame, neither was Cas..The ones who raped Sam before them definitely weren't in control of themselves either...
pairing:Dean/Sam  pairing:Castiel/Sam  pairing:Sam/OMC(s)  angst  bottom!Sam  cursed!Castiel  demon!Dean  depressed!Sam  hurt!Sam  post-Cage!Sam  PTSD!Sam  shy/insecure!Sam  tw:dub/non-con  fandom:Supernatural  length:1K-5K 
april 2017 by casey679
Quiet Days & Stormy Nights
[LadyCrystalCastalia] The boys struggle to deal with the aftermath of their encounter with the Shapeshifter. (His Pretty Lips, Another's Lies 3)
pairing:Dean/OMC(s)  pairing:Sam/OMC(s)  pairing:Dean/Sam  angst  hurt!Dean  hurt!Sam  possessive!Dean  possessive!Sam  protective!Dean  PTSD!Sam  tw:dub/non-con  verse:His-Pretty-Lips  fandom:Supernatural  length:5K-10K 
april 2017 by casey679
Breaking Fast
[indefinissable] After a few moments, Max pulls away from the kiss, releases Sam’s collar and steps back, giving him space. “Oh,” Sam says, still reeling a bit. “So, uh… was that a date?”
pairing:Max/Sam  angst  cursed!Sam  protective!Dean  PTSD!Sam  fandom:Supernatural  length:5K-10K 
march 2017 by casey679
The Paper Asks Nothing
[ameliacareful] When Dean is possessed, Sam is frantic that Dean not experience what he knows possession to be like. Dean's experience of possession means not only loosing bodily autonomy but being tortured with his own worst memories and fears.
pairing:Dean/OMC(s)  angst  hooker!Dean  hurt!Dean  hurt!Sam  possessed!Dean  protective!Castiel  PTSD!Dean  PTSD!Sam  tw:dub/non-con  tw:torture  tw:underage  fandom:Supernatural  length:15K-20K 
march 2017 by casey679
Who's Afraid of the Dark?
[lukinha_jesus] It should have been just another birthday, but it wasn't. When Sam disappears mysteriously, John, Dean and Bobby team up to start a desperate search for him. Meanwhile, Sam wakes up in a strange, cold room, where no one talks to him, although he knows he's being watched. He's just a boy, and when things go terribly wrong, can Dean help him survive the darkness that creeps through his skin and nestles in his bones? This is a story of great darkness and pain, but also of great love and comfort.
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:Sam/OMC(s)  pairing:Dean/Sam  A+parenting:Winchester  abused!Sam  amnesia!Sam  angst  bottom!Dean  bottom!Sam  goddamn-fucking-angels  hurt!Sam  protective!Dean  PTSD!Sam  tw:dub/non-con  tw:torture  tw:underage  fandom:Supernatural  length:300K+ 
march 2017 by casey679
Of Hands and Truths
[PuppiesRainbowsSadism] Sam and Castiel finally come clean about what happened to them during the four years they were apart. (Mandrake and Moonstone 2)
AU:Magic  pairing:Castiel/Sam  angst  animal-shelter!Benny  creature!Castiel  familiar!Castiel  hurt!Castiel  hurt!Sam  magic!Sam  powers!Sam  protective!Benny  protective!Dean  PTSD!Castiel  PTSD!Sam  suicidal!Sam  verse:Mandrake-and-Moonstone  fandom:Supernatural  length:1K-5K 
december 2016 by casey679
How the Wild Things Start
[Foolscapper] This is where it starts — the brightly lit ring, the screams, the glinting of knives, the baring of teeth. This, right here, is where it begins. Sam turns to Dean, Metatron just a hero's walk away, and Dean slams his fist into the side of Sam's face. It will bruise, but that's not the point. Sam will not face Metatron's blade and wrath, but that is not the point. The point is, Dean puts Sam's hands on his chest, the action sickly sweet like perfume left on a tacky, bloated corpse — and then he walks away. He leaves Sam, dreaming black dreams on the ground, just outside of the impala. Baby does not protect him when one of Abaddon's followers finds him. Baby does not scream for help or look for Dean when the demons drag Sam's unconscious body away. When Dean leaves Metatron's burnt-out husk, his bones screaming ecstasy from the kill, he finds Sam gone.
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  AU:Curtain-fic  pairing:gen  angst  abused!Sam  asshole!Dean  BAMF!Sam  daddy/guardian!Sam  gladiator!Sam  goddamn-fucking-hunters  hurt!Sam  kidnapped!Sam  mark-of-cain!Dean  mental-illness!Sam  protective!Castiel  protective!Dean  protective!Sam  PTSD!Sam  sick!Sam  tw:torture  fandom:Supernatural  length:50K-75K 
october 2016 by casey679
[Minchout] Gadreel has had Sam for four years, and Dean, lost in guilt and obsessed with finding a way to get his brother back, has isolated himself in a cabin in the Missouri Ozarks with nothing but the woods, a stray dog, some chickens, and all the books the Men of Letters had to offer to keep him company. Then Sam shows up one day without his passenger, and Dean learns quickly that it doesn't matter that Sam is with him again - there is still a lot of work to be done before they can find their way back to each other.
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  AU:Curtain-fic  pairing:Dean/Sam  angst  bottom!Dean  hurt!Dean  hurt!Sam  PTSD!Sam  tattooed!Dean  tattooed!Sam  fandom:Supernatural  length:20K-25K 
october 2016 by casey679
Sam I Am
[Lennelle] Dean sat, staring at his little brother sleeping on Bobby's couch. Sam had been gone for two years, taken when he was only fifteen. They'd all changed, but Sam was different. (Also archived at (Sam I Am 1)
AU:Canon/Timeline-change  pairing:gen  A+parenting:Winchester  abused!Sam  angst  broken!Sam  hurt!Sam  kidnapped!Sam  mental-illness!Sam  MPD!Sam  powers!Sam  protective!Caleb  protective!Dean  protective!Ellen  protective!John  psychic!Sam  PTSD!Sam  recovery!fic  tw:torture  verse:Sam-I-Am  fandom:Supernatural  length:75K-100K 
march 2016 by casey679
Mandrake and Moonstone
[PuppiesRainbowsSadism] Four years (one month, and eight days) ago, Sam was one of the most impressive witches in the world, having worked his way into the prestigious international Order of witches, warlocks, and other magical folk with nothing but determination, talent, and his familiar by his side. In fact, Sam couldn't have been happier, because despite the taboos surrounding it, despite their fear, Sam and his familiar, Castiel, had fallen hard for each other. But four years (one month, and seven days) ago, a horrible fire brought everything tumbling down around Sam's ears: His books, supplies, mentor, and familiar all burnt to a crisp, and Sam was suspended from The Order pending investigation. Imagine his surprise when Castiel appears on his doorstep, very much alive and carrying the message that The Order wants him back. (Mandrake and Moonstone 1)
AU:Magic  pairing:Castiel/Sam  angst  animal-shelter!Benny  creature!Castiel  familiar!Castiel  hurt!Castiel  hurt!Sam  magic!Sam  powers!Sam  protective!Benny  protective!Dean  PTSD!Castiel  PTSD!Sam  suicidal!Sam  verse:Mandrake-and-Moonstone  fandom:Supernatural  length:15K-20K 
december 2015 by casey679
Any Day But Today
[ratherastory] "You know what I miss? I miss those ten years of playing Mystery Spot," Lucifer says wistfully.
pairing:gen  angst  Hallucifer  mystery-spot!Sam  post-Cage!Sam  protective!Dean  PTSD!Sam  sick!Sam  fandom:Supernatural  length:5K-10K 
december 2015 by casey679
Tears, Idle Tears
Sam finds himself broken and alone, with no hope for things to ever get better, until she comes along and starts to become his only constant. Through her gentle, yet firm care Sam makes it out alive, however, sometimes wounds are so deep it’s unfortunately too easy to trigger the memories that go with them.
angst  broken!Sam  hurt!Sam  protective!Amelia  recovery!fic  PTSD!Sam  pairing:Sam/OMC(s)  AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  fandom:Supernatural  tw:torture  tw:dub/non-con 
december 2015 by casey679
Plaster and Parmesan
[wave_obscura, shangrilada] Dean and Bobby don’t notice anything is wrong, not at first. But, to be honest, they’re not exactly looking for problems. Sam’s out of bed, walking and talking, and right now that’s good enough, right? ... Right?
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:gen  angst  disabled!Sam  Hallucifer  hurt!Dean  mentally-impaired!Sam  mute!Sam  post-Cage!Sam  protective!Bobby  protective!Dean  PTSD!Sam  fandom:Supernatural  length:1K-5K 
december 2015 by casey679
Back For Good
[skag trendy] AU set post-IMTOD. Dean tells Sam to leave. He didn’t expect his little brother to take him seriously… or for an old enemy to be waiting for Sam to be vulnerable.
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:gen  abused!Sam  angst  asshole!Dean  depressed!Dean  depressed!Sam  hurt!Dean  hurt!Sam  kidnapped!Sam  protective!Bobby  protective!Dean  PTSD!Sam  shy/insecure!Sam  sick!Sam  tw:torture  fandom:Supernatural  length:50K-75K 
november 2015 by casey679
Will Save You
AU set late Season 3. Sam is desperate to save Dean from Hell and makes one last-ditch attempt to make a deal with a crossroad's demon. Much to Sam's surprise, the demon agrees to deal and Dean freed from his contract. Sam, however, knows that demons don't give something for nothing but the price isn't at all what he expected.
abused!Sam  angst  hurt!Sam  protective!Castiel  protective!Dean  PTSD!Sam  slave!Sam  pairing:Sam/OMC(s)  pairing:Ruby/Sam  pairing:Lilith/Sam  AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  fandom:Supernatural  tw:torture  tw:dub/non-con 
november 2015 by casey679
In Medias Res
[dimeliora] Dean wakes a day after dying with no memories of Hell, and no idea what has happened. His only clues are a catatonic Sam, and whatever his brother was doing when they were separated. He follows the clues Sam left him back to a strange reclusive college professor who may have the answers, if he can only figure out the questions he needs to ask.
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  AU:Curtain-fic  pairing:Dean/Sam  angst  bottom!Dean  bottom!Sam  hurt!Dean  hurt!Sam  mentally-impaired!Sam  protective!Dean  PTSD!Sam  tw:torture  fandom:Supernatural  length:25K-50K 
october 2015 by casey679
Getting A Life
[Debbie-L] Sam takes one too many hits to the head… compared to what they've been through, what costs they've already paid, this is chump change. They will have to give up hunting, give up the life. It is every bit as simple and staggering as that. Spoilers up to S07xE02
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  AU:Curtain-fic  pairing:gen  angst  disabled!Sam  hurt!Sam  post-Cage!Sam  protective!Dean  PTSD!Sam  sick!Sam  fandom:Supernatural  length:5K-10K 
october 2015 by casey679
Wild Hamsters
[checkthemargins] Sam has an allergic reaction to the love potion Becky doses him with in Vegas. Dean is mopey. Sam eventually gets fed up and they Talk.
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:gen  angst  Hallucifer  hurt!Sam  post-Cage!Sam  PTSD!Sam  shy/insecure!Dean  sick!Sam  fandom:Supernatural  length:1K-5K 
september 2015 by casey679
Marks Made
If you’d asked her yesterday, what was his name, she’d have told you she’d forgotten: told you, maybe, that she never knew it at all. "That guy?" she’d have said. "The sex-in-my-office-guy? Yeah. It wasn’t really a ‘names’ situation." Sam reconnects with Dr Cara, some years later. He's changed.
abused!Sam  angst  PTSD!Sam  pairing:Sam/Cara  fandom:Supernatural 
september 2015 by casey679
[Muffy Morrigan] Dean discovers sometimes the greatest sacrifices aren't that big after all, and the smallest gifts can make all the difference.
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:gen  angst  caretaker!Dean  case!fic  cursed!Sam  disabled!Sam  hurt!Sam  mechanic!Dean  protective!Dean  PTSD!Dean  PTSD!Sam  sick!Sam  suicidal!Sam  tutor!Sam  fandom:Supernatural  length:75K-100K 
august 2015 by casey679
Measure My Life in Coffee Cups
Ten chronological snapshots, measured by ten significant cups of coffee in Sam Winchester's life.
gen  angst  PTSD!Sam  fandom:Supernatural 
august 2015 by casey679
Behind the Wall of Sleep
Sam wakes up after he gets his soul back; he's confused and stiff after lying there for ten days. He notices when walking up the stairs one of his knees or his hip feels worse than the rest of him but he doesn't think about it - he needs to find Dean. As time goes by his leg doesn't get any better and the pain grows worse. Finally Dean drags him to the doctor and it turns out Soulless!Sam ignored an injury because it would mean too much downtime between hunts and now Sam has to deal with the consequence of it.
gen  hurt!Sam  post-Cage!Sam  protective!Dean  PTSD!Sam  fandom:Supernatural 
july 2015 by casey679
[Minviendha (Lise)] Lisa takes in a second damaged hunter. She's always been crazy that way. AU post 5.22, Alternate version of "How Life Goes." Lisa POV.
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  AU:Curtain-fic  pairing:Dean/Lisa  angst  hurt!Sam  post-Cage!Sam  protective!Dean  protective!Lisa  PTSD!Sam  sick!Sam  tw:self-harm  fandom:Supernatural  length:5K-10K 
july 2015 by casey679
This Fortress Made of Us
[mickeym] Mystery Spot coda. "Dude, how many Tuesdays did you have?" Sam hears the concern in Dean's voice; hears the confusion and the uncertainty, and wishes he could do something, say something, to alleviate it. All he can do is hang on, hold tight and hope to absorb some of Dean into himself. "Enough," he manages, finally, his voice more than a little rough with the hysteria he's barely kept at bay all these fuck, how many, he doesn't know, lost track so long ago what's the use in keeping count when he's all alone now months.
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:Dean/Sam  angst  bottom!Sam  protective!Dean  PTSD!Sam  recovery!fic  fandom:Supernatural  length:10K-15K 
may 2015 by casey679
Happy Dog
[deluxemycroft] Sam and Dean retired after Cas broke Sam's wall. It's been a long journey to this place, but they made it. Sam volunteers at the LGBT center in town and quickly gets a crush on the manager, Benny Lafitte. Turns out even in a small town, people have their secrets.
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  AU:Curtain-fic  pairing:Benny/Sam  angst  broken!Sam  firefighter!Dean  genderqueer!Benny  genderqueer!Sam  hurt!Sam  post-Cage!Sam  protective!Dean  PTSD!Sam  tattooed!Sam  tw:self-harm  vampire!Benny  fandom:Supernatural  length:10K-15K 
may 2015 by casey679
For Him
[deadlynight27] The shower’s barely turned on before I start crying again. It’s like I can’t control the shaky sobs that escape my throat. I stare at my reflection in the mirror, slowly fogging up and distorting my appearance. I look different, dirtied. Before even realizing it, my hands are tugging and pulling desperately at my hoodie. I rip it off and throw it to the floor like it had scalded me. I peel off my t-shirt next and follow it up with my shoes, socks, jeans and underwear. I look at the pile of offending clothing wanting to burn it. I can never wear it again. Not without… I glare at my reflection. “Why the fuck didn’t you stop him?” I whisper.
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:Sam/OMC(s)  A+parenting:Winchester  addict!Sam  angst  bottom!Sam  depressed!Sam  hooker!Sam  hurt!Sam  kink:drug-use  mute!Sam  protective!Dean  PTSD!Sam  suicidal!Sam  tw:dub/non-con  tw:eating-disorder  tw:prejudice/discrimination  tw:self-harm  fandom:Supernatural  length:5K-10K 
may 2015 by casey679
You and Me and My Brother Makes Three
[Safiyabat] Sam and Dean haven't been a couple since Dean got back from Hell. Sam recognizes that Dean needs someone to help rein in his more impulsive actions in the wake of their fight. He decides that Dean needs his "better" brother and resurrects Benny from Purgatory. When Benny's return causes an action that has unforeseen consequences he is forced to confront his own feelings and make a decision. (Wherein Dean unexpectedly gets a new brother and Sam moves to New York.)
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  AU:Curtain-fic  pairing:Dean/Benny  pairing:Dean/Sam  amnesia!Dean  angst  asshole!Dean  bartender!Sam  depressed!Sam  hurt!Sam  oblivious!Cas  oblivious!Dean  PTSD!Sam  touch-averse!Sam  fandom:Supernatural  length:10K-15K 
april 2015 by casey679
It’s not the first time that Grayson’s ended up in the drunk tank. It's not the first time he's seen veterans with PTSD, either. But he's never seen ones so young.
gen  angst  post-Cage!Sam  protective!Dean  PTSD!Sam  fandom:Supernatural 
april 2015 by casey679
Fractured Memories
A bloody, unconscious Sam is taken to a small clinic by strangers. When he wakes up, he's not himself... literally. He thinks he's John. It's up to Dean to track him down and bring him back physically and psychologically.
gen  angst  hurt!Sam  post-Cage!Sam  protective!Dean  PTSD!Sam  fandom:Supernatural 
april 2015 by casey679
The End of the Road
Nine weeks after Sam and Dean split up, Dean receives a call from a hospital. When he arrives there, he can't believe what he finds. Will he be ready for the task at hand - healing his little brother? Because Sam has been left bruised ... bloody ... and broken.
gen  abused!Sam  broken!Sam  hurt!Sam  protective!Dean  protective!Bobby  PTSD!Sam  AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  fandom:Supernatural  tw:torture 
april 2015 by casey679
The Way Back
[rainylemons] AU in which Dean gets between Lucifer and Cas, preventing Castiel’s death and eventual return to full-blooded angel-hood. In the following months, a mostly human Cas gets a job at Taco Bell, Dean recovers from wounds given to him by Lucifer, and a silent, shell-shocked Sam wanders in from the cold.
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  AU:Curtain-fic  AU:Therapy-&-Recovery  pairing:gen  angst  broken!Sam  disabled!Dean  holiday:Xmas  hurt!Dean  musician!Dean  post-Cage!Sam  protective!Castiel  protective!Dean  PTSD!Sam  recovery!fic  Taco-Bell!Castiel  fandom:Supernatural  length:25K-50K 
april 2015 by casey679
Welcome to the Jungle
Dean Winchester is the famous survivalist with a bad attitude. Sam Wesson is just a cameraman trying to make a living, trailing after a crazy ex-marine on the TV show "Man vs Wild". Things, obviously, go great. (Or, the one where Dean is Bear Grylls, and Sam's his cameraman) Wincest AU.
angst  BAMF!Dean  BAMF!Sam  bottom!Sam  cameraman!Sam  hurt!Dean  hurt!Sam  kidnapped!Sam  PTSD!Dean  PTSD!Sam  survivalist!Dean  TV-star!Dean  veteran!Dean  pairing:Dean/Sam  pairing:Sam/OMC(s)  AU:Unrelated  AU:Reality-TV  fandom:Supernatural  tw:torture 
april 2015 by casey679
Gods and Men
[dark_shadow85] Season 3 AU. Dean and Sam attract the unwanted attentions of Cupid, who tries to teach Sam a lesson by cursing Dean with uncontrollable sexual desire towards Sam and punishing Sam by turning pleasure to pain. This backfires when Dean's anger and need to control Sam turns first kinky and then violent, blinding his ability to see his brother's pain. When the demigod returns, he finds Sam gravely ill and injured. While Cupid's attempts to make reparations have unexpected benefits for the brothers, the road to recovery is littered with other predators, all of whom want a taste of Sam. And Cupid's insistence that Sam needs to stop trying to control his life might have fatal consequences... Can the brothers find their way to heal from what was done to them?
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:Dean/Sam  pairing:Cupid/Sam  pairing:Sam/OMC(s)  pairing:Dean/OFC(s)  abused!Sam  angst  bottom!Sam  broken!Sam  case!fic  cursed!Dean  cursed!Sam  depressed!Sam  dom!Dean  hooker!Sam  hurt!Sam  kink:BDSM  kink:blood-play  kink:bondage  kink:brainwashing/mindfuckery  kink:cock-and-ball-torture  kink:cock-cage  kink:coming-untouched  kink:D/s  kink:dirty-talk  kink:exhibitionism  kink:face-fucking  kink:gangbang  kink:humiliation  kink:multiple-orgasms  kink:orgasm-denial/delay  kink:overstimulation  kink:pain-play  kink:rough-sex  kink:sex-toys  kink:size  kink:spanking  kink:training/conditioning  pagan-gods  possessive!Dean  protective!Bobby  protective!Dean  PTSD!Sam  shy/insecure!Sam  sick!Sam  sub!Sam  succubus/incubus  trickstervention  trope:magic-bond  trope:sex-magic  tw:dub/non-con  tw:torture  fandom:Supernatural  length:100K+ 
april 2015 by casey679
Keeper Verse
[Phantisma] On the night that Mary Winchester dies, Sam is taken. Both John and Dean assume he died in the fire with Mary. Sam is raised by a family that serves the Demon who killed Mary. Sam is brutalized and tormented and raised to be a monster. Then, one night in Palo Alto, he meets Dean. This is only where the story begins.
abused!Sam  angst  bartender!Sam  bottom!Dean  bottom!Sam  case!fic  daddy/guardian!Dean  hurt!Dean  hurt!Sam  mechanic!Dean  powers!Sam  protective!John  PTSD!Sam  sick!Dean  sick!Sam  pairing:Dean/Sam  pairing:Sam/OMC(s)  A+parenting:Winchester  AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  AU:Raised-Apart  fandom:Supernatural  kink:overstimulation  kink:rough-sex  kink:bondage  kink:sex-toys  kink:knife-play  kink:blood-play  kink:orgasm-denial/delay  kink:cold-play  kink:BDSM  kink:D/s  kink:brainwashing/mindfuckery  tw:torture  tw:dub/non-con  trope:magic-bond 
march 2015 by casey679
Consent 'Verse (An Issue of Consent, A Question of Choice, and timestamps)
Sam has always needed Dean, but when a devastating attack leaves Sam cursed, that need is perverted into something he and Dean never expected. Dean will do whatever it takes to keep his brother safe, but will either one of them be able to live with the consequences?
AU  pairing:Dean/Sam  pairing:Sam/OMC(s)  pairing:Sam/OFC(s)  abused!Sam  angst  bottom!Dean  bottom!Sam  cursed!Sam  hurt!Sam  psychic!Sam  PTSD!Sam  sexcurse  trope:fuck-or-die  tw:torture  tw:dub/non-con  fandom:Supernatural 
march 2015 by casey679
Closed Curtains
[mollrach13] When Sam, Cas and Dean settle in New Haven Sam thinks he has the best of all worlds. His damaged mind on the mend, the love and support of his brother and angel. But then, inevitably, it all starts to fall apart.
AU:Curtain-fic  pairing:Dean/Castiel/Sam  angst  depressed!Sam  oblivious!Castiel  oblivious!Dean  post-Cage!Sam  PTSD!Sam  shy/insecure!Sam  fandom:Supernatural  length:5K-10K 
march 2015 by casey679
The Only Thing That's Real
The destruction of the wall in Sam’s head leaves him veering dizzily back and forth between reality and vivid flashbacks of the Pit. Caught in the nightmare world, Sam’s terrified, desperate, and dangerous. Most people would walk away. But Dean Winchester’s not most people.
angst  bottom!Dean  hurt!Dean  post-Cage!Sam  possessive!Sam  protective!Dean  PTSD!Sam  pairing:Dean/Sam  AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:Dean/OFC(s)  pairing:Dean/OMC(s)  fandom:Supernatural  kink:oral-fixation 
march 2015 by casey679
Enough of its Glory Remains
[Balefully] Every war has casualties, and Sam and Dean are nothing if not warriors. Scarred both mentally and physically, they find themselves settling into civilian life in Berkeley Springs, West Virginia among the charming townspeople, local history, and peaceful mountain views. Sam finds work at an auto shop and Dean stumbles into a job at the occult bookstore on Main Street with a familiar grimmoire in the window. Things are deceptively quiet as they patch each other up and come to terms with domesticity, the only contact with their old life a quest to rebuild Bobby's library -- until a case crosses their path, the kind they thought they were done with forever. They find themselves once again fighting a vengeful spirit as well as their deeper feelings for each other. Only one is a battle they can win.
AU:Bookstore  AU:Curtain-fic  pairing:Dean/Sam  angst  bookstore!Dean  bottom!Dean  case!fic  hurt!Dean  mechanic!Sam  PTSD!Dean  PTSD!Sam  fandom:Supernatural  length:20K-25K 
march 2015 by casey679
The Lucky Ones
Sam is running away. Running from his past, from his future, from everything that seems to be going wrong in his life. It seems like all he has to look forward to are long stretches of road and desert in front of him. That is until a stranger in a beat up old pickup truck stops on the side of the road and asks him if he needs a ride.
angst  drifter!Gabriel  hitchhiker!Sam  protective!Gabriel  PTSD!Sam  pairing:Gabriel/Sam  AU:Street-Rats-&-Runaways  fandom:Supernatural  kink:drug-use 
february 2015 by casey679
Lost Time (verse)
Sam Burton has an average life, a foul-mouthed tattoo-artist sister named Ophelia (call me "Ope"), and a dream of putting his terrible, abusive past behind him. All of that changes when injured hunter Dean Winchester comes to stay. So what if Sam's "average life" includes coding as a hacker, having a sister with a genetic illness that prevents her from feeling pain, and surviving an abusive past that includes being forced to drink blood and kill people? That just means there can't be any worse secrets still lurking in store... right?
angst  abused!Sam  broken!Sam  bottom!Sam  cursed!Dean  foster-care!Sam  goddamn-fucking-angels  hacker!Gabriel  hacker!Sam  hunter!Dean  hurt!Dean  hurt!OFC  hurt!Sam  programmer!Sam  psychic!Sam  PTSD!Sam  shy/insecure!Sam  student!Sam  suicidal!Sam  pairing:Dean/Sam  pairing:Gabriel/OFC(s)  AU:Raised-Apart  fandom:Supernatural  kink:D/s  tw:torture  tw:dub/non-con 
february 2015 by casey679
What Matters
[SPNkink-meme] Sam sees the attack before it happens, watches in slow motion, unable to get to Dean before he’s taken down by a huge gray wolf. Dean’s shout when the sharp teeth sink into his shoulder snaps Sam out of his dazed confusion – these wolves aren’t like the ones they’ve seen before, not like Madison or Kate or Garth and his new family, his new pack. Sam realizes with a jolt as he darts forward that this is a whole new species of werewolf, ones like old Hollywood wants you to believe; actual, real fucking wolves that shapeshift into people. Or the other way around, Sam’s not really sure. He supposes that makes them ‘shifters or skinwalkers as opposed to lycanthropes but it doesn’t really matter either fucking way. Dean’s been bit. Which means that he might die -- or worse, might turn. (Position purists: Sam talks about having exclusively topped in the past, but saving himself bottoming for Dean.)
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  AU:Weres-&-Shifters  pairing:Dean/Sam  alpha!Dean  bottom!Sam  hurt!Dean  hurt!Sam  kink:coming-untouched  kink:forced-turning  kink:knotting  omega!Sam  protective!Dean  PTSD!Sam  sick!Sam  skinwalker!Dean  skinwalker!Sam  trope:fuck-or-die  trope:magic-bond  turning:human-to-alpha  turning:human-to-omega  tw:dub/non-con  fandom:Supernatural  length:1K-5K 
february 2015 by casey679
The Winning Scenario
[Brimstonegold, Virtualpersonal] Disguised as a merchant during an information gathering mission on a gaming and pleasure station, Captain Dean hits the jackpot. Surprised to learn his winnings include a night with a pleasure slave, he is ready to reject the slave's services until he learns that the slave is human. There is no way he will leave one of his kind behind, no way. The pleasure slave, Sin, has his own secrets, including his real name, Sam. Cylon torture and conditioning to make him a suitable commodity for the slave trade has left him with half memories, nightmares and psychological problems. If he knew Dean was a colonial warrior, there is no way he would leave with Dean and no way he would go anywhere near Dean's destination, the Battlestar Galactica. [Original Battlestar Galactica crossover; don't ask me to explain why this story works, I don't know, but damn.] (Also archived at
AU:Crossover-Battlestar-Galactica  AU:Sci-Fi  AU:Slavery  AU:Unrelated  pairing:Dean/Sam  A+parenting:Winchester  abused!Sam  amnesia!Sam  angst  BAMF!Dean  BAMF!John  BAMF!Sam  bottom!Dean  bottom!Sam  broken!Sam  hooker!Sam  hurt!Dean  hurt!Sam  kink:bondage  kink:D/s  kink:drug-use  kink:training/conditioning  pilot!Dean  pilot!Sam  PTSD!Dean  PTSD!Sam  recovery!fic  romantic  slave!Sam  stories-that-shouldn't-work-but-do  tw:dub/non-con  tw:torture  fandom:Supernatural  length:200K+ 
february 2015 by casey679
Under the Wing
[Cashay] Angels and humans have lived in peace for hundred of years and both societies are merging more and more. But despite the proclaimed "Age of Unity," Sam Winchester has grown up with the reality that angels consider him an abomination and humans distrust him because he is half-human and half-angel. Going to college, Sam is confronted with the same bias and the racism that has followed him all his life, but things take a turn for the worse when his attackers aren't satisfied with simply roughing him up anymore. And then there is Lucifer, his angelic roommate, whom Sam just can't figure out.
AU:Angels-&-Demons  AU:Stanford-Era  pairing:Lucifer/Sam  abused!Sam  angst  angel!Lucifer  asshole!Lucifer  asshole!Zachariah  awesome!Lucifer  hurt!Sam  half-angel!Sam  kink:wings  possessive!Lucifer  protective!Castiel  protective!Crowley  protective!Lucifer  PTSD!Sam  shy/insecure!Sam  teacher!Crowley  student!Lucifer  student!Sam  trope:magic-bond  tw:prejudice/discrimination  tw:torture  fandom:Supernatural  length:20K-25K 
january 2015 by casey679
I Shut My Eyes
[mentholpixie] It's not a big deal. It's really not a big deal. It's just Dean. Sam has to keep reminding himself but the mantra isn't working, isn't soothing the feeling of ants beneath his skin. No, not ants, worms or snakes, something slippery and slimy crawling through his veins, raising goosebumps on his arms and trying to slither up his throat. (World Drops Dead 3)
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:gen  abused!Sam  angst  hurt!Sam  protective!Dean  PTSD!Sam  verse:World-Drops-Dead  fandom:Supernatural  length:1K-5K 
january 2015 by casey679
And Arbitrary Blackness Gallops In
[mentholpixie] After Gordon's brutal assault on Sam, Dean tries to help him pick up the pieces. (World Drops Dead 2)
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:gen  abused!Sam  angst  hurt!Dean  hurt!Sam  protective!Dean  PTSD!Sam  recovery!fic  verse:World-Drops-Dead  fandom:Supernatural  length:10K-15K 
january 2015 by casey679
Touch and Go
When Sam is severely drained by the vampires, Dean takes him back to the bunker and discovers Sam has taken some serious steps to preserve his bodily autonomy.
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:gen  angst  hurt!Sam  PTSD!Sam  suicidal!Sam  tattooed!Sam  fandom:Supernatural  length:1K-5K 
january 2015 by casey679
In The Dark
[nblaque-impala] When Sam is abducted from the lone bar of a one-horse town, Dean is desperate to find him. Three weeks later Sam is found, and Dean begins to understand that finding his brother might not have been as hard as putting him back together is going to be; Sam has been kept alone and completely isolated from his senses, and there's no easy fix for that.
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:gen  angst  hurt!Sam  kidnapped!Sam  protective!Dean  PTSD!Sam  fandom:Supernatural  length:10K-15K 
december 2014 by casey679
The Other Brother Christmas Special
[kettle-o-fish] “So.” Adam is high on Benedryl. He fucking told Dean that he was allergic to pine trees. Dean went out and bought a small forest of red, cinnamon scented pine tree air fresheners and hung them on the boughs among the musty old ornaments that Bobby brought down from the attic, the dream catchers from the Impala’s trunk, and the random shit that Sam stuck on the branches: pop-tabs and bottle caps, shoelaces tied like ribbons around hearty green branches. Adam rolled his eyes and told Dean, “That’s not how fucking allergies work.”
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:gen  broken!Sam  holiday:Xmas  mentally-impaired!Sam  post-Cage!Adam  post-Cage!Sam  protective!Adam  protective!Dean  protective!Sam  PTSD!Sam  verse:Other-Brother  fandom:Supernatural  length:1K-5K 
december 2014 by casey679
The Other Brother
[kettle-o-fish] They come back wrong. Ok. *Sam* comes back wrong. Sam says that the important part is that they came back. At least, that’s what Adam assumes he’s getting at.
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:gen  broken!Sam  mentally-impaired!Sam  post-Cage!Adam  post-Cage!Sam  protective!Adam  protective!Dean  protective!Sam  PTSD!Sam  verse:Other-Brother  fandom:Supernatural  length:1K-5K 
december 2014 by casey679
Regrets 3: Idling
[Jassy] Killing off the yellow-eyed demon did not fix everything. Dean's world comes crashing down, psychic kids are popping up all over, and Sam's powers kick in. In order to maintain his future, Sam (known to most as Jesse Moore) must confront and make peace with his past.
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:Dean/Sam  pairing:Ash/Sam  pairing:Dean/Cassie  pairing:Sam/OFC(s)  pairing:Sam/OMC(s)  A+parenting:Winchester  angst  BAMF!Ash  BAMF!Sam  bottom!Ash  bottom!Sam  case!fic  daddy/guardian!Dean  hurt!Sam  powers!Sam  protective!Ash  protective!Dean  protective!Sam  psychic!Sam  PTSD!Sam  tattooed!Sam  verse:Regrets  fandom:Supernatural  length:50K-75K  !PDF 
december 2014 by casey679
Regrets 2: Tailspin
[Jassy] The second time around isn't what Sam thought it would be. After Dean leaves to be with Cassie and a hunt with his father goes almost fatally south, Sam abandons his past and his name, becoming Jesse Moore. But the Roadhouse is still there, and he finds a new partner in all senses of the word in Ash. And life goes on.
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  AU:Stanford-Era  pairing:Dean/Sam  pairing:Dean/Cassie  pairing:John/Sam  pairing:Ash/Sam  pairing:Ash/OFC(s)  A+parenting:Winchester  angst  BAMF!Ash  BAMF!Sam  cursed!John  daddy/guardian!Dean  hurt!Sam  powers!Sam  protective!Ash  protective!Sam  psychic!Sam  PTSD!Sam  sexcurse  succubus/incubus  tattooed!Sam  tw:dub/non-con  verse:Regrets  fandom:Supernatural  length:25K-50K  !PDF 
december 2014 by casey679
Fusion 'Verse
[ratherastory] Sam walks out of Hell a changed man, but Dean is there to pick up the pieces. Even if it takes him the rest of their lives. (Master Post)
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  AU:Curtain-fic  pairing:gen  amnesia!Sam  disabled!Dean  hurt!Dean  hurt!Sam  mentally-impaired!Sam  PTSD!Sam  sick!Dean  sick!Sam  verse:Fusion  fandom:Supernatural  length:100K+ 
october 2014 by casey679
Semper Familia
[KatZen] When his dad comes back into the clearing with a scrawny kid he's just bought in tow, Dean isn't surprised. He knows Lilim aren't human, that they're creatures, like witches or wendigo. But the kid that John's got by the arm, who's pulled as far away from Dean's dad as possible without actually trying to get his arm back, the kid whose eyes don't leave John and are bright with fear, the kid who looks like he hasn't eaten in a couple of days and is obviously favoring his left leg... This kid looks an awful lot like a person. And what's more, he's the same age Sammy would have been. (Semper Familia 1)
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  AU:Raised-Apart  AU:Slavery  pairing:gen  A+parenting:Winchester  abused!Sam  BAMF!Dean  big-brother!Dean  creature!Sam  goddamn-fucking-hunters  hurt!Sam  powers!Sam  protective!Bobby  protective!Dean  protective!Missouri  psychic!Sam  PTSD!Sam  slave!Sam  tw:child-abuse  tw:torture  verse:Semper-Familia  fandom:Supernatural  length:100K+ 
october 2014 by casey679

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