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The Room Upstairs
[brokenlittleboy] Sam comes back from hell, but he’s inside-out and all wrong, and Dean can’t fix him.
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:gen  angst  broken!Sam  feral!Sam  hurt!Sam  post-Cage!Sam  protective!Dean  recovery!fic  fandom:Supernatural  length:10K-15K 
12 weeks ago by casey679
When It Happens: B-Side
[checkthemargins] This is Dean's POV of When It Happens. It's the same story but different pieces of the puzzle are shown, as it were. This one is a little more cohesive and rather longer. It can be read on its own but will probably make a bit more sense if you read the Sam POV one first. It's too long to fit in one post so there's a link to the last part at the bottom of the first. (When It Happens 2)
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:Dean/Sam  pairing:Sam/OMC(s)  abused!Sam  angst  bottom!Dean  bottom!Sam  broken!Sam  hurt!Sam  kidnapped!Sam  recovery!fic  sick!Sam  tw:dub/non-con  verse:When-It-Happens  fandom:Supernatural  length:15K-20K 
october 2019 by casey679
Run Run Riot
[interflora] Turns out that Amelia isn't real - she was Sam's way of coping with Dean's "death". On Christmas, he and Dean stop by her to see her (and Riot), only to discover the truth. Sam goes into meltdown mode, and Dean has to calm him down. He also tries to figure out what really went down in the year he was gone.
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:Dean/Sam  angst  broken!Sam  depressed!Sam  mental-illness!Sam  protective!Dean  protective!Jody  fandom:Supernatural  length:1K-5K 
may 2019 by casey679
revisionist history; cherie_morte
Michael breaks out of the cage in Dean's mind and retakes control, trapping Dean in a new happy memory, one where his brother loves him the way Dean wishes he would. There's just one problem. Apparently, Dean's feelings for Sam are more than a little contagious.
sam_dean  unrequited!dean(sam)  michael!dean  genre:angst  trapped!dean  oblivious!sam  broken!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:cherie_morte  s14  14.10!coda  characterdeath_(sam)  characterdeath_(temporary)  0-5k  challenge:salt_burn_porn  ~  fandom:supernatural 
march 2019 by Itsokaydean
Kill The Lights
Less than a minute had passed since Sam had killed the guard and then five more people. This man’s speech had lasted maybe twenty seconds, but Sam had been separated from Dean for three hundred and sixteen days and nine hours, which made the total time of his life without Dean nearly five complete years, and the thought of listening to this fucker talk for one more second instead of getting his brother and getting the fuck out was unendurable.
spn  au  pairing:Sam/Dean  pairing:Sam/Ruby  pairing:Dean/OMCs  genre:dark  genre:horror  genre:angst  kidnapped!Dean  hurt!Dean  abused!Dean  broken!Dean  drugged!Dean  sick!Dean(withdrawal)  sub!Dean  bottom!Dean  powers!Sam  broken!Sam  possessive!Sam  hurt!Sam  kink:first-time  kink:non-con  kink:dub-con  kink:d/s  kink:bdsm  kink:violence  kink:pain  kink:rough-sex  kink:torture  kink:bondage  kink:blood-play  kink:shower/bathtub  kink:coming-untouched  kink:comeplay  kink:manhandling  kink:breath-play  kink:blowjob  kink:watersports  kink:piercing  kink:spanking  kink:fisting  kink:enema  kink:crossdressing  kink:panties  kink:feminization  kink:public  kink:gunplay  kink:toys(needles/hook)  eating-disorder  season_4  character-death  140.000-150.000 
january 2018 by somersault1509
Renovation; De_Nugis
It’s not like Dean never noticed Sam’s hands before. He’d taught Sam to pull a bowstring and a trigger and tighten a lug nut. He’d watched him obsess over his homework night after night, always holding the ballpoint a bit too tight, flesh whitening over his knuckles, as though someone was going to take the pen away. 
sam_dean  S1  s6  post-season6  mute!Salm  broken!sam  boys!moveintogether  retired!fromhunting  postcage!Sam  ptsd!sam  caring!dean  woordworker!dean  firefighter!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  post-heartattack!sam  worried!dean  worried!sam  author:de_nugis  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  renovation_verse  15-20k  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:domestic  ~  fandom:supernatural  theme:established!relationship  genre:future!fic 
april 2017 by Itsokaydean
The Paper Asks Nothing; ameliacareful
When Dean is possessed, Sam is frantic that Dean not experience what he knows possession to be like. Dean's experience of possession means not only loosing bodily autonomy but being tortured with his own worst memories and fears.
sam&dean  s12  Possessed!Dean  ptsd!dean  ptsd!sam  hooker!dean  broken!sam  broken!dean  author:ameliacareful  rating:R  15-20k  havepdf  ~  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  genre:gen  genre:angst  fandom:supernatural 
march 2017 by Itsokaydean
Nothing to Kill or Die For by cowboyguy
Sam is back from Hell and is one giant mess of sensory issues and hallucinations. The common cold is just not something he can easily deal with. Dean tries his best to help, because it’s Sam. Words: 6,605.
livejournal  sam/dean  gen  oneshot  sad  hurt!sam  ptsd  tortured!sam  post-hell  psychological-trauma  caring!dean  hurt/comfort  sick!sam  domestic  scared!sam  author:cowboyguy  5to9k  hallucifer  broken!sam  verse  place:closet  emotional-hurt/comfort  N  haveread  favorite 
march 2017 by mountainstomove
Good Little Pets
[JasCas] Sam and Cas were naked on their knees, chained to Dean's bed with collars and thick handcuffs. Demon Dean had found them both in South Dakota, lodging in an old hunter's cabin while they researched ways to get Dean back to normal. Dean had quickly weakened Castiel by using ancient symbols to ensure he couldn't get to Dean first. Sam put up a bigger fight, punching Dean in the jaw numerous times before Dean smirked, grabbed his wrist and twisted it - painfully causing it to sprain. (fic was deleted; I have a PDF)
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:Dean/Castiel/Sam  angst  bottom!Castiel  bottom!Sam  broken!Castiel  broken!Sam  cockslut!Castiel  cockslut!Sam  demon!Dean  dom!Dean  hurt!Sam  kink:BDSM  kink:bondage  kink:brainwashing/mindfuckery  kink:breath-play  kink:breeding  kink:cock-cage  kink:D/s  kink:daddy  kink:dehumanization  kink:exhibitionism  kink:face-fucking  kink:feminization  kink:gaping  kink:humiliation  kink:lactation  kink:mindbreak  kink:orgasm-denial/delay  kink:overstimulation  kink:rough-sex  kink:sex-toys  kink:spanking  kink:training/conditioning  mpreg!Castiel  mpreg!Sam  pet!Castiel  pet!Sam  tw:dub/non-con  fandom:Supernatural  length:1K-5K  !deleted  !PDF 
march 2017 by casey679
Hanged, Drawn, and Quartered
[Foolscapper] "I'm sorry, man," Sammy says, and soon they're all hunkered on their knees in front of this small crawlspace, Samuel aiming his phone flashlight toward a scarcely visible, quivering figure. Dean's shoulder to shoulder between the two, Sammy with a pleasant expression and the other with all the grim annoyance in the world. The town twenty minutes drive away assumes they're identical twins, Sammy and Samuel, and really... they're not far off, are they? As the moments tick by, Sammy shoots Dean's concern a sympathetic little smile before he looks back into the inky blackness before them. "... Samson? You think you could come out for supper, bud? We're gonna need extra hands to peel some potatoes."
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  AU:Curtain-fic  pairing:gen  abused!Sam  broken!Sam  hurt!Sam  mental-illness!Sam  post-Cage!Sam  protective!Dean  soulless!Sam  tw:self-harm  fandom:Supernatural  length:5K-10K 
march 2017 by casey679
Effect and Cause by neros-violin
Without the wall, Sam remembers everything: snippets of Hell, the things he did without a soul, and an alternate universe where Ellen and Jo were alive and Sam and Dean were lovers. As Dean tries to help Sam hold the pieces of himself together and they cross the country hunting down the last of the Mother's experimental creations, they struggle to find a balance between what is, what has been, and what could be. Words: 11,000
livejournal  post-hell  sam/dean  hurt!sam  broken!sam  wincest  pining!sam  beautifully-written  favorite  author:neros_violin  all-human 
january 2017 by mountainstomove

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