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My Throat is An Open Grave
[inkandpaperqwerty] Dean didn't get paid nearly enough for the job he did. Seriously. Using the money he had set aside for his missing brother to purchase Lucifer's Prom Dress from a monster auction, and then traveling halfway across the country with Heaven and Hell's most coveted weapon riding shotgun had to be worth more than credit card fraud could provide. And if that wasn't bad enough, the Boy with the Demon Blood just had to be named Sam, didn't he? Sam didn't get paid enough, either, but he was significantly less picky than Dean. He just wanted a family, a place to call home, a chance to find out what hug was like, and maybe a break from the constant nightmares. If that was too much to ask, he would understand, seeing as he was a stupid, disobedient, demon-blooded monster who disappointed every owner he had. Just one thing, then? Maybe? Just an older brother to get in between him and the monsters and pain and nightmares; one who would sometimes, if Sam was a very good boy, call him Sammy and give him hugs. Yeah, that would be nice. That would be more than enough for Sam.
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  AU:Raised-Apart  AU:Slavery  pairing:gen  abused!Sam  addict!Sam  angst  asshole!Gordon  awesome!Meg  BAMF!Sam  boy-king!Sam  hurt!Sam  kink:castration  powers!Sam  protective!Bobby  protective!Castiel  protective!Dean  psychic!Sam  PTSD!Sam  shy/insecure!Sam  slave!Sam  tw:dub/non-con  tw:non-consensual-drug-use  fandom:Supernatural  length:50K-75K 
may 2019 by casey679
The Color Gold
Sam should know better than to trust a Pagan. He should definitely know better than to trust the Pagan God of Lies, especially when said god is the same one who once trapped him in a hellish time loop for months on end. Unfortunately, without Dean at his side for running on four years now and the last chapter of the apocalypse drawing closer every day, he doesn't have room to be picky 54,207
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Slash  Sam/Gabriel  First!Time  Season!5  AU!Season!5  504  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Jo!Harvelle  Separated!Boys  Angst  Deal  archiveofourown  Long  50000+  Bottom!Sam  Undercover/Secret!Identity  Character-Balthazar  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Sam  drunk!Sam  Powers!Sam  Demon!Blood  Addiction  Addict!Sam 
march 2019 by chellexxx
Great Blue World
A man wakes up in a ruined wasteland, without memories, without a name, without knowing the strange guy who claims to once have been an angel, or that he once had a little brother. All he knows is that the world is dying, everyone is lying to him, and that somehow, somewhere, something went terribly wrong. Because someone said Yes when they should have said No, and someone else paid the price.
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Non-Con  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Sam  Angst  Character-Castiel  Character-Lucifer  Character-Michael  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Crowley  Season!5  AU!Season!5  Character-Bobby!Singer  Attempted!Suicide/Suicidal!Thoughts  Epic  200000+  archiveofourown  Vessel  Vessel!Dean  Amnesia  Amnesia!Dean  post!Apocalypse  Sam&Castiel  Addiction  Addict!Sam  Torture 
may 2017 by chellexxx
The Hedgehog Rescue
Dean went to Hell and was hauled out of Perdition, only to be turned into a 4/5-year-old version of himself. It just might avert the apocalypse... but only if Dean can help Bobby save Sam from himself. Also has to be sick.

SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!4  post!Season!3  AU!Season!4  Regression/De-Aged  Regressed/De-Aged!Dean  sick!Dean  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Long  20000+  Addiction  Addict!Sam  asshole!Sam  Emotionally!hurt  Emotionally!hurt!Dean  PTSD  Character-Ruby  Sam/Ruby  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel 
april 2017 by chellexxx
Away to Darker Dreams
[brokenlittleboy] Finally hunting on his own, Dean makes a trip to Stanford to visit Sam, only to find his little brother's gone missing. And when he finally does stumble upon him in a dark twist of fate, Sam is not the boy he used to be.
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  AU:Sex-Workers  AU:Stanford-Era  Pairing:Dean/Sam  addict!Sam  angst  bottom!Sam  hooker!Sam  hurt!Sam  powers!Dean  protective!Dean  protective!Missouri  psychic!Sam  tw:drug-addiction  fandom:Supernatural  length:25K-50K 
march 2017 by casey679
The Good Ole Boys
[PosingAsMe] Sam and Dean haven't done much with their lives. They spend their days looking for work, and their evenings are spent with their motorcycles and beer. At home, they care for their father, broken from before they can remember. Then comes the stranger who claims to be family, and the men trying to catch him.
AU:Bikers  AU:Ranch-&-Farm  pairing:Castiel/Sam  pairing:Dean/Jo  abused!Adam  addict!Sam  angst  asshole!Michael  big-brother!Sam  biker!Dean  biker!Sam  bottom!Castiel  closeted!Sam  daddy/guardian!Castiel  dancer!Castiel  disabled!John  farmer!Dean  farmer!Sam  little-brother!Adam  protective!Dean  protective!Sam  PTSD!John  shy/insecure!Sam  social-worker!Castiel  suicidal!Sam  fandom:Supernatural  length:25K-50K 
december 2016 by casey679
The Blood that Binds
In season eight, canon diverges and Sam convinces Benny to come
back from Purgatory, wherein the vampire promptly disappears for
reasons unknown to Sam. In season nine, canon diverges again and Sam
refuses to stick around after Dean's duplicity is revealed. Continuously
hunted by demons, Sam runs into Benny, and the two team up to face a
world against them. ... 26,307
SPN  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Sam/Benny  Demon!Blood  Addict!Sam  Addiction  Demon!Dean  Angst  archiveofourown  AU!Season!8  Season!9  AU!Season!9  Separated!Boys  Demon  25000+  Long  Character-Castiel  Character-Cain  Character-Jody!Mills  Character-Benny!Lafitte  Powers!Sam 
june 2016 by chellexxx
Blended Reality
John runs into his sons in a bar. And they seem to be under the
impression he's been dead for three years. Season 4/5 spoilers. ....
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Resurrected!John  Fae/Fairies  AU!Season!4  Addiction  Addict!Sam  hurt!Sam  Demon  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  Abducted!OC  Powers!Sam  Confession  post!Season!5  Dream/Nightmare  20000+  Long  Demon!Blood  SPN  Hurt/Sick!Boys  Character-Castiel  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Pastor!Jim 
january 2016 by chellexxx
Little Omen Boy
[Foolscapper] Blood, blood, blood — Sam’s thoughts weep. Poor little doll. It’s the only real tangible word there is. The other thoughts are more so compulsions, needs. It’s hard to explain how instinct needs no such thing as words. They’re simply a construct, a means to an end so that we’re all not so lonely in life. Talking. She doesn’t need that, with him. She simply needs to feel, not hear, not see. He’s feeling hungry and sick, and she feels it, too. (Tomorrowverse 4)
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:gen  abused!Sam  addict!Sam  angst  feral!Sam  hurt!Mary  powers!Sam  protective!Dean  protective!Mary  protective!Missouri  verse:TomorrowVerse  fandom:Supernatural  length:1K-5K 
november 2015 by casey679
The Hedgehog Rescue
Dean went to Hell and was hauled out of Perdition, only to be turned into a 4/5-year-old version of himself. It just might avert the apocalypse... but only if Dean can help Bobby save Sam from himself.
addict!Sam  angst  asshole!Sam  de-aged!Dean  hurt!Dean  protective!Bobby  protective!Castiel  protective!Dean  PTSD!Dean  sick!Dean  sick!Sam  AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:Ruby/Sam  fandom:Supernatural 
november 2015 by casey679
Holy Branches
[kindmisha (kalefeathers)] After Dean is sent to Hell Sam is almost driven to madness, when no demon is willing to agree to his deal Sam takes matters into his own hands in order to rescue his brother. The demon blood nearly kills him and so Sam is just barely surviving from day to day but his life is twisted even more when a “so-called Angel of the Lord” shows up at his doorstep claiming he can not only save Sam but his brother as well. Season 4 AU.
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:Castiel/Sam  addict!Sam  angst  hurt!Sam  protective!Castiel  protective!Dean  romantic  sick!Sam  fandom:Supernatural  length:20K-25K 
october 2015 by casey679
What Immortal Hand or Eye
Sam wants nothing to do with Lucifer or his games. He's too
busy trying to earn back his brother's trust, get clean and save the
world. Lucifer isn't backing off - he's hell bent on proving to Sam
that, despite first impressions, he's not the Devil he thinks he knows.
As Sam struggles to hold his world together and dodge the forces of
heaven and hell, Lucifer uses every method of temptation in his arsenal
to get him to want to say yes. Sam’s unquenchable curiosity is proving
to be his weakness. It would be much easier to shut Lucifer out if he
wasn’t so fascinated by all of the heavenly secrets he willingly
reveals. The more he learns about their bond as host and vessel, and the
more he feels its effects, the harder it is to pull away. Add in pagan
rituals, the wrath of a vengeful goddess, and a certain devious
trickster and things might just get out of hand. ... 27,413
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!5  AU!Season!5  Addiction  Addict!Sam  Dub-Con  Abducted  Big!Bang  Bonding  guilty!Sam  25000+  Long  archiveofourown  Amulet  Voicemail  Angst  516  518  Dream/Nightmare  514  Memories/Flashback  Demon!Blood  SPN  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Adam!Milligan  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Character-Lucifer 
september 2015 by chellexxx
The Lonely Man
Set at the end of the fourth season-After the motel, when Dean
gives Sam the ultimatum, Sam decides to kill Ruby and ignore Lilith. He
disappears and isn't found until Gabriel sees him on the street one day.
With Gabriel's help, Sam becomes someone he is meant to be. When
Gabriel finds out that Dean and Castiel are trapped at Bobby's, he and
Sam go to help. .... 16,747
SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!4  AU!Season!4  Powers!Sam  Regression/De-Aged  Regressed/De-Aged!Sam  Angst  Separated!Boys  Trapped  15000+  Long  pdf/mobi  SPN  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Castiel  Character-Gabriel/The!Tickster  Addiction  Addict!Sam  Prostitution/Hustling  Hooker!Sam  Wing!fic  Winged!Sam  Character-John!Winchester  Character-Mary!Winchester  Character-Anna!Milton  Character-Ellen!Harvelle  Character-Missouri!Moseley  Angel!Sam  Angel!Dean  Character-Zachariah  Character-Joshua  Character-Adam!Milligan  Character-Pastor!Jim  Character-Balthazar  Character-Ash  Character-Metatron 
september 2015 by chellexxx
Syncretic Criminality
Ruby's a cop but she's dirty. Make that filthy. She's got her fingers in everything and just when Sam thinks he's got her trapped in a lie, she turns it around until she's back on his side and he's not even sure which side that is anyway. (This Things of Ours 3)
agent!Castiel  agent!Uriel  addict!Sam  angst  case!fic  ex-con!Dean  hurt!Dean  mobster!Dean  mobster!Sam  police!Ruby  pairing:Dean/Sam  AU:Mobster  verse:This-Thing-Of-Ours  fandom:Supernatural 
september 2015 by casey679
Blood Brothers
Dean asked gruffly, standing up and picked the Blade up, along with the empty shot glass. "Sammy, if I wanted to be fixed, I would've begged you to help me. Notice how I haven't come crawling back to you."
addict!Sam  demon!Dean  pairing:Dean/Sam  AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  fandom:Supernatural  kink:knife-play  kink:blood-play  tw:dub/non-con 
august 2015 by casey679

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