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The Wisdom of No Escape
In a world where both arranged marriages and domestic discipline are common. Omega Dean is given in marriage to (not related) Alpha Sam. John and Mary raised their boy in a progressive household, where spouses are equals and there is no head of the household or use of domestic discipline. Dean was never spanked. When they died though, Dean was given to the custody of one of John's Traditionalist relatives, who sees Dean only as a burden to be married off as soon as possible.

Less than three months after his parents' death, Dean is given to Sam, who is super Traditional, even among the traditionalists. John's relative figures Sam will shake some sense and discipline into Dean. Sam has super strict household rules he expects to be followed- what Dean can wear (panties) and not wear (anything else), how he can behave, when he can leave the house without Sam (never). How Dean is to talk to Sam (with permission only, use of Sir or Alpha). When Dean has sex (when and where Sam wants, even if that's in public or if Dean does not want it). What Dean can eat even is controlled. Infractions are punished with severe spankings, both by hand and with implements. Before long, Dean is cowering in fear of his new husband.

Sam sees himself as strict and harsh but fair. He's consistent and never spanks in anger. If Dean doesn't want to be spanked, he just needs to behave. It's not like Sam wants to spank him. It's not like the rules are impossible to follow. He just doesn't understand why Dean's behavior isn't improving. Sam is just trying to help Dean and doing this out of love. Sam doesn't understand why the beautiful Omega who came to his household months ago is fading and always sick. why Dean isn't talking or eating.

Then one night, after a particularly severe spanking after Dean wouldn't eat his dinner, Dean attempts suicide and nearly succeeds. Afterwards, Sam's family urges him to put Dean aside, maybe commit him to a mental facility for the rest of his life, but Sam doesn't want to do that. He's grown to love Dean and is frantic when he realizes that what he was always taught was loving discipline isn't working for him and Dean. then he meets hospital psychologist Castiel, a secret progressive, who encourages him to think about life in a different way and maybe he doesn't have to discipline Dean at all, just love him and care for him. But can Sam overcome a lifetime of traditionalist thinking and can Dean overcome months of trauma. For Dean, this marriage was never anything but abuse, even if Sam meant well.
fandom:supernatural  pairing:sam/dean  kink:underage  kink:non-con  kink:suicidal-ideation  kink:suicide-attempt  kink:alpha/beta/omega  kink:forced-marriage  kink:alpha!sam  kink:omega!dean  kink:age-flip  kink:age-difference  kink:discipline  kink:public-sex  kink:public-display  kink:bottom!dean  kink:top!sam  kink:virginity  kink:virgin!dean  kink:knotting  kink:claiming  kink:punishment  kink:spanking  kink:belt-whipping  kink:panties  kink:force-feeding  WIP 
may 2016 by spnkink_meme
Not Meant To Be
After Sam decides to keep their relationship professional, and stops seeing Dean as his lover and cuts the bond they share. Dean starts to eat less, sleep less and only focus all his effort on hunts as that is the only time he is able to get any kind of interaction time with Sam.

Since an omega's mental state of mind is dependent on the emotional love and care they receive from their Alpha through the bnd, Dean's starting to become mentally and emotionally drained. Dean is unable to bear this pain any longer, he is at the end of his rope. He understands that his Alpha doesn't trust him, doesn't want him as his lover anymore. Dean's certain that Sam couldn't care if he lived or died.

Dean decides that it would be better for Sam if he's out of the picture completely, since an Alpha is unable to take in another mate till the current is alive. Dean makes sure that he acts a normal as he possibly can and doesn't raise any doubt. He goes to a remote place without leaving any clues as to where it is, and decides to slit his wrists. Due to his emotional instability,Dean believes he's removing a bad influence, namely, himself from the world.

Cas, whom suddenly feels the pain that Dean due to their "profound bond" is suffering rushes to the bunker only to met with a frantic Sam whom has finally realized how much his words and actions has damaged Dean and feels the pain his Omega is going through the bond he reopen after being unable to locate Dean in the bunker.

They find Dean in the nick of time and Cas heals Dean and Cas gives Sam hell as they are driving back to the bunker for his attitude and tells him to take better care of his mate before Cas comes with some painful way to punish Sam.

Once back in the bunker, Sam tells Dean how much he still loves his mate and begs for forgiveness for all his past actions and shows Dean thorough tender loving how much Dean means to him and how much he will always love Dean.
fandom:supernatural  pairing:sam/dean  kink:alpha/beta/omega  kink:alpha!sam  kink:omega!dean  kink:angst  kink:self-esteem  kink:hurt!dean  kink:suicide-attempt  kink:cuddling  kink:marking  WIP:finished 
september 2014 by spnkink_meme
These Circumstances? I'll Save You
Without Sam, there is no Dean. It doesn't necessarily work the other way around.

Dean can't handle the idea of total and utter rejection by his brother. Can't he see that he only did what he did for his own good? And so he tries to end it, right there in the hotel room. He figures that, should Sammy walk in, he'd encourage him instead of trying to talk him out of it.

Oh, how wrong he was...
fandom:supernatural  pairing:sam/dean  kink:suicide-attempt  kink:hurt/comfort  kink:angst  kink:self-esteem  kink:no-sex 
february 2014 by spnkink_meme
If I Had A Gun
Dean is convinced that Sam thinks he would be better off without him, so why doesn't he just make that dream a reality? Sam comes back to the hotel to find Dean with his finger on the trigger, ready to end it all. I'd like there to be focus on Sam desperately trying to talk Dean down, begging him to tell him why he wants to end his life, and once he finally finds out, trying his very best to save his brother and his lover. Comfort sex would be much appreciated, but isn't required.
fandom:supernatural  pairing:sam/dean  kink:suicide-attempt  kink:affection  kink:hurt/comfort  kink:angst  kink:schmoop  WIP:finished 
june 2013 by spnkink_meme
Harsh Realities
Can be set during any timeframe, as long as Sam is 16 or older, please. Something happens that sends Sam to the edge and almost over, and Dean has to save him-- then they have desperate, life-affirming sex. Would love it if Dean is an emotional wreck over Sam's suicide attempt, especially if he's to blame in some way (or thinks he is).
fandom:supernatural  pairing:sam/dean  kink:underage  kink:suicide-attempt  kink:non-con(past)  kink:hurt/comfort 
april 2013 by spnkink_meme

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