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“The Rise and Fall of Jensen Ackles & the Spiders from Mars” /jensen /c
jared  sickness  spnrps  angst  au  firsttime  jared/jensen  from twitter
january 2013 by silentdescant
Tommy Joe's Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Fucking Awesome Flu
Tommy can't be bothered to shave when he feels like shit, but Adam misses his face.
bandom  glambert  adam/tommy  h/c  sickness  shaving  nc-17  first-time 
march 2011 by silentdescant
Hay Fever (Hay!)
Tommy's allergic to some flowers in Mexico, in a completely different way. [sex pollen fic]
bandom  glambert  adam/tommy  fluff  first-time  virgin  nc-17  h/c  sickness 
november 2010 by silentdescant
Run Your Fingers Through My Hair
Adam moves forward; if Tommy hasn't gotten out of bed in two weeks he must be really sick.

"Whoa, slow down." Mike's beginning to really fucking annoy him. "He's being really weird, and whatever it is it's something to do with you."

"Then let me..." Adam gestures into the apartment.

"I will, just calm the fuck down first. You break him, you've bought him, and I don't think you'd do well with Tommy's concept of good housekeeping."
bandom  glambert  adam/tommy  first-time  pg-13  angst  h/c  sickness 
november 2010 by silentdescant
Tommy drifts into a depression spiral while Adam is doing publicity abroad.
bandom  glambert  adam/tommy  pg-13  angst  h/c  sickness 
november 2010 by silentdescant
Let Me Out of This Dream
Brad learns the hard way that real vampires don't sparkle in the sun, but he also learns that nothing is too crazy to keep Adam away when he needs him.
bandom  glambert  adam/brad  pg-13  h/c  sickness  vampires  angst 
august 2010 by silentdescant
Call the Darkness Light
Adam, a Fallen angel, is in love with Tommy and makes a bet with his guardian angel (Brad) for Tommy's soul, with Adam's freedom at stake.
bandom  glambert  adam/tommy  adam/brad  angst  h/c  sickness  wings  nc-17  first-time 
august 2010 by silentdescant
And Arthur Runs
Established relationship. One has a terminal illness and tries to hide it from the other. Lots and lots of angst about hiding from it in dreams (limbo?) etc etc. ANGSTY
inception  arthur/eames  angst  sickness  h/c  wip  pg-13  arty_darc 
august 2010 by silentdescant
From This Broken Hill
Apocalypse AU, doesn't have to be epic, can just be a snippet that shows our dear boys doing what they can to stay alive. Bonus points if Tommy is sick.
bandom  glambert  adam/tommy  nc-17  angst  h/c  sickness  deathfic 
august 2010 by silentdescant
Put Your Little Hand In Mine
For years, Frank uses the word roommate to refer to Gerard, even to their closest friends.
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard  h/c  angst  fluff  nasaverse  sickness  g  fleurdeliser 
april 2010 by silentdescant
The second you sleep
Frank continued to stroke his back until he lazily turned around and sat up, his hair sticking out everywhere and his eyes bloodshot. His fingers were shaking and he didn't even look at Frank, he just sat unsteadily on the couch, gazing out in the room with unfocused eyes, blinking slowly.

"Have you been sleeping since I left?" Frank asked him carefully, even though he knew the answer very well.
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard  au  sickness  angst  h/c  pg 
april 2010 by silentdescant
Wrestling With A Wrecking Ball
When the doctor tells Frank he’s got cancer a weight falls on his chest, heavy and fast, strapped to him like a vest as it crushes him from the shoulders down. For a few moments he loses the power to speak, breathe or see clearly as his world begins to haze. The only thing he can feel is Gerard’s hand, gripping his so tight that both their knuckles whiten. Gerard’s trying not to be so devastated and angry at the same time, he’s trying to hold it all in as the doctor sits on the other side of his desk, hands folded on Frank’s medical file as he gives them a few moments to take it in.
bandom  mcr  au  frank/gerard  h/c  sickness  angst  nc-17 
march 2010 by silentdescant
They were desperate for a good HIV case manager. The first two interviews were a complete loss. The nine o'clock scared Gerard--and whatever else Gerard was, easy to scare he was not--and the eleven o'clock had such a heavy accent that despite really, really trying, Gerard couldn't understand most of what the interviewee said. If the guy's first language had been Spanish or even Chinese or Korean Gerard would have hired him in a flash, since the clinic saw huge numbers of patients whose first language fell under one of those choices. It was Yugoslavian, though, and Gerard just didn't have much call for that.

The two o'clock showed on time. He said, "Hi, I'm Frank," and shook Gerard's hand with just the right amount of pressure.

He smiled and it caught his eyes, and Gerard thought, Mikey will kill you if you hire him because he's the most gorgeous person on the face of this planet. "Hi. Uh, Gerard."
bandom  mcr  patd  fob  au  frank/gerard  mikey/ray  brendon/ryan  bob/spencer  nc-17  threesome  hooker  sickness  h/c  angst  dubcon  noncon 
february 2010 by silentdescant
One Hundred Percent (Almost. Maybe.)
Frank sighed. "I'm playing tonight," he said, firmly. "It is a fucking sore throat. Luckily, I am not the lead singer. I can play my fucking guitar with a sore throat. I can play it with my eyes closed. I am fine."
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard  first-time  sickness  h/c  nc-17  brooklinegirl 
january 2010 by silentdescant
Chimerical Romantics
The aims of the Chimerical Romantics are not perfectly understood by any of them, though Gerard expounds upon them at length. The gist seems to be that they shall produce Great Art, and also be of service to their Fellow Men; Gerard read Don Quixote at an impressionable age, and played Robin Hood with Michael since Michael could toddle after him. Jersey lacks windmills to tilt at, or peasants being hanged for stealing crusts of bread, but Gerard remains convinced that there is something to be accomplished, and is determined to identify it.

In the early days this mostly takes the form of riding about at night wearing masks, undertaking feats more dares than daring, and endangering themselves more than any villain they might have encountered. Still, even if they are not strictly speaking helping anyone, Gerard feels enlivened by the sheer possibility that at some point, if only by accident, they might.
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard  au  historical  nc-17  h/c  angst  sickness  first-time 
december 2009 by silentdescant
Vampires Will Never Hurt You (But I Make No Promises About Zombies)
So I had this idea for a fic where Gerard and Frank are in elementary school and Gerard has this disease that makes him kind of like a vampire, but Frank thinks it's kind of cool and also Gerard draws pictures of zombie massacres.
bandom  mcr  kidfic  au  frank/gerard  gen  fluff  elementaryschool  g  sickness 
december 2009 by silentdescant
Sick Again
"Gee," Frank said, because, well, Gee. Who was drunk and who was pretty handsy at his most sober, but this was such a bad idea right now. He tried to push Gerard away from him, but Gerard was at that clumsy - but not sloppy - point of drunk, where his hands didn't go where you thought they would, and he was constantly slipping away from you, impossible to get a grasp on. "Gee, stop, you'll – I’m getting sick, you'll catch it." Because yes, of fucking course he was getting sick. Again. Everything hurt, he couldn't swallow without it feeling like knives, and his head felt like it was made of lead. He couldn’t even enjoy the kiss, even though he'd maybe thought about it happening, like, more than once in the past few months. His life was so fucking unfair.

"Alcohol kills germs," Gerard mumbled against Frank's lips, and he was sliding his hand across the front of Frank's jeans as he said it.
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard  pg-13  van-era  sickness  h/c  first-time 
november 2009 by silentdescant
Crashing Down
MCR are touring when their bus crashes in the middle of nowhere. All of them are injured in some way, their driver is dead and of course there's no cell reception. They have to get back to civilization, relying on each other and survival knowledge they picked up watching the discovery channel.
bandom  mcr  gerard/bob  frank/jamia  pg-13  angst  sickness  h/c 
october 2009 by silentdescant
The Trails That I Follow
plane crash!MCR! The guys are flying in a storm, in a private jet (just the band, Brian and Worm) when the plane crashes in the ocean. The guys end up stranded on and island, waiting for rescue. Heartbreaking scenes with Mikey cradling Gerard's unconscious body to his chest and rocking. Bob trying to hide is serious injuries from the rest while working hard to build shelter and find food. Pairings optional but Bob-centric is prefered. Lots of boys trying to act like everything is going to be okay while being scared to death and trying to take care of each other.
bandom  mcr  bob/brian  gen  friends  angst  h/c  sickness  pg-13 
october 2009 by silentdescant
A Company of Wolves
Post essentially to be guard duty. Guard experimental subject, test of WW007, aggressive mutagen designed to fight/kill lycanthropy leaving healthy human patient. Variables need to be tested--permanence, side effects and he was reading it again. Permanence.

A cure. They were talking about a cure.

Every time he read it, it got more surreal. Why hadn't anyone been told? Did they not want to give them even the slightest ray of hope?

If trial fails, test subject is to be immediately terminated. Weird, that underlining. Like they were afraid. Who knew what this stuff would do to the were who got pumped full of it? Maybe it would kill them slowly. Maybe it would make them even stronger. That would be a peach.

Frank thought of snarling, snapping, a girl's scream, "Good boy."
bandom  frank/gerard  mcr  au  aceles  pg-13  angst  werewolves  h/c  sickness  bob/ray  violence  fanart  speep 
october 2009 by silentdescant
When the Lights Go Out
In which a new disease sweeps the world while the guys are at the Paramour, working on their next record. The mansion is for them a safe place to stay until Ray starts developing symptoms.
bandom  mcr  ray/bob  pg-13  dystopia  sickness  mindfuck  h/c  ghosts 
october 2009 by silentdescant
Welcome to Planet Motherfucker
Twenty years after the first zombie apocalypse, MSI are spreading their message in the underground music scene. When they get to Monroeville they cross paths with their old friends in The Black Parade... and then shit gets real again. Is there any truth to the rumor of a mysterious cure hidden in a nearby government lab? Their lives may depend on the answer!
bandom  mcr  msi  gerard/lyn-z  jimmy/chantal  au  nc-17  zombies  bbb09  angst  dystopia  sickness  violence  nokomis305 
june 2009 by silentdescant
A World So Small
Victorian AU. When Frank, a sickly young man, is advised by his doctors to leave London for the country, he makes arrangements to stay with his friend Michael, who just so happens to be in possession of a large, old, and somewhat creepy manor house. What Frank has no idea of at the time is that Michael has an older brother, whose presence in the house he conceals. Gerard is an eccentric recluse who spends most of his time hiding in the attic and avoiding any kind of interaction with people, but he finds himself fascinated with Frank, who in turn realizes that the house has secrets, and becomes determined to uncover them. When he finally does discover Gerard, their first meeting is only the beginning of their story.
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard  au  historical  angst  sickness  h/c  wordslinging  bbb09  first-time  virgin  nc-17 
june 2009 by silentdescant
Until Death Do Us Part
A game of sex and love and passion and all the subtle nuances inbetween: dirty, hot, writhing, pure, innocent, fun. Not everything is as it seems, though, and too much of a good thing is never enough.
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard  bdsm  pwp  fluff  wip  exhibitionism  angst  sickness  blood  blowjob  h/c  public  roleplay  rimming  nc-17 
may 2009 by silentdescant
The Race Isn't Won
It’s just afterwards, after they’ve been herded back onto the bus and the adrenalin is wearing off that Bob leans over to him on the couch and quirks his head a little. “You alright?”

Gerard opens his mouth to say yeah, yeah I am, but he’s kind of not. He’s tired but full of beans and he feels dizzy and his stomach won’t decide whether it’s really hungry or if he wants to throw up everything he’s eaten all day. His head hurts and he’s sort of nauseous and feels like he needs to shower (which, in itself, should be worrying) but he doesn’t know if he’s hot or cold or just imagining everything. The thing is, not one of these things stands out more than the other. He can’t pinpoint what exactly he feels the most and pretty much the only way to sum it up is to say that he feels really fucking weird.

He settles for shaking his head gently. “Not really, no.”
bandom  mcr  gerard/bob  pg-13  h/c  sickness 
april 2009 by silentdescant
She doesn't call Mikey right away. It's hard, hands shaking when she calls her mom and wishes that she was out here, in New York, before she steels herself and makes a visit to her PCP. Dr. Lewis is a kind man, with soft blue eyes who hadn't heard of My Chemical Romance before she mentioned that her husband was a member. He does blood test, draws dark vials and covets them away for secret tests, and there's the pee test, just to check functions and there's nothing to worry about because she's been watching her kidneys for years. They made it through Warped; living in a nice apartment in New York with running water and shampoo will be nothing.
bandom  mcr  mikey/alicia  gerard/lyn-z  frank/jamia  futurefic  kidfic  het  pg-13  angst  sickness 
april 2009 by silentdescant
All Pets Go To Space
Gabe and Frank own and work at an animal shelter. It seems like a pretty ordinary job from the outside, but there's much more to it. Secrets, pixies, a demanding work schedule, and new people showing up at their door leaves Gabe confused and worried about the future of the place and the people and animals inside it. [ANGSTY CHARACTER DEATH]
bandom  mcr  fob  cs  tai  patd  au  gabe/william  frank/gerard  brendon/ryan  angst  sickness  deathfic  humour  pg-13 
february 2009 by silentdescant
Frank's eyes are half-closed, swollen and puffy; his nose is red and looks sore; his breathing is labored and wheezing. He looks as if it's taking all his strength just to slump there, in a t-shirt and sweatpants that look like he's been sleeping in them for the last three days. "What're you doing here? Go 'way, you'll catch it," he mumbles.

"You're sick," Gerard says, alarmed, reaching out instinctively, involuntarily, to enfold Frank in his arms.
bandom  mcr  au  frank/gerard  fluff  h/c  first-time  virgin  angst  sickness  nc-17 
february 2009 by silentdescant
Hush (follow-up to Breathe)
He goes back into the living room and sits down in the recliner, watches Gerard's face in the shifting glow of the TV for awhile. It's not so pale and sick as it was in the hospital, but he still looks... fragile, somehow, almost translucent, as if a bright beam of light would shine right through him and never leave a shadow. As if one sharp blow could topple him like a house of cards. And hell, no, he's not going to leave Gerard in this kind of shape to face the world alone. He can't; it's just not in him.
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard  nc-17  h/c  angst  frank/jamia  sickness 
february 2009 by silentdescant
He thinks at first that it's just a touch of stage-induced laryngitis; too much screaming, getting carried away by the music and the moment, and so he drinks some honey and lemon juice and puts it out of his mind.

Two-forty-seven in the morning, he wakes up sweating and shivering, with a throat made of sandpaper and a head pounding like Bob's bass drum, and knows it's more than that.
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard  pg-13  gen  h/c  sickness 
february 2009 by silentdescant
In Which Frankie Has The Flu (And Gerard Is Generally Awesome)
Frank gets sick with the flu four times a year. Gerard has learned to anticipate these should-be-two-days-in-bed colds, checking their tour schedule every season frowning when they scream full, full, full.

It doesn’t matter. It never does. Frank will leave the warm-up jumping to Mikey those days, tell him to jump for him as well until Mikey is red in the face and gulping for air.

Gerard wraps his old woolen scarf around Frank’s neck when the cold hits and makes sure Frank has a large cup of warm coffee, tea, blackberry juice, whatever in his hands.

Frank will shine on stage and collapse right after every single fan has gotten a piece of him.
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard  g  gen  fluff  h/c  sickness 
february 2009 by silentdescant
Frank Has Died of Dysentery
"And we lost Toro fording a river, but I'm getting pretty good at hunting, so I don't think Mikey and I will have to eat you."
bandom  mcr  fluff  pg  gen  angst  sickness  h/c 
february 2009 by silentdescant
When London's water supply is poisoned, the world ends in a shuffle of the living Dead and only the quickest witted survive. Dom's got it covered...he hopes he's got it covered. But then there's always one last bullet left in case he is Infected, isn't th
lotrips  billy/dom  nc-17  lord_alexander  au  sickness  deathfic  angst  first-time  violence 
april 2008 by silentdescant
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