silentdescant + gerard/lyn-z   72

To Feel So Bright
It’s not until they’re out in the desert, getting ready to film, that they realize Frank’s outfit is all wrong.
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard  nc-17  blowjob  frank/jamia  gerard/lyn-z  public  desfinado  killjoys 
september 2010 by silentdescant
San Diego, 2010
Gerard really fucking loves Comic Con.
bandom  mcr  msi  gerard/lyn-z  het  nc-17  pwp  brooklinegirl 
august 2010 by silentdescant
a weed in the sun
He doesn’t care—she’s an outlaw, she’s a Bonnie who doesn’t need a Clyde, and she will grow up fierce and strong and fighting, and really, that’s all he wants for her, that bedrock of strength that all the women in his life have possessed. Here is Bandit Lee Way, from her father's point of view, from birth to the future.
bandom  mcr  msi  gerard/lyn-z  kidfic  domestic  mikey/alicia  pete/ashlee  het  fluff  pg-13 
april 2010 by silentdescant
mysterious ways
etben: you know, somehow i'd never really thought about the fact that mikey is dating pete and alicia, and gerard is dating frank and lyn-z. like - what is UP with those WAYS? what is going on with them, that they have to have ONE OF EACH? MATCHING SETS.
lordessrenegade: ......i kinda want that story. where there's some kind of genetic thing that means that they'll explode things if they aren't getting sexed by a boy and a girl.
bandom  mcr  fob  msi  crack  frank/gerard  gerard/lyn-z  frank/gerard/lyn-z  mikey/pete  mikey/alicia  mikey/alicia/pete  frank/lyn-z  nc-17  first-time  het  genderfuck  threesome 
march 2010 by silentdescant
Without Knowing How
This should feel like something out of a totally cheesy porno; like, in any scenario where he might have dreamed this up, Frank would have thought it would feel like that, him and Gerard tangled up in the messy sheets on Gerard and Lindsey's bed, fucking each other's wives. But it feels nothing like that.
bandom  mcr  msi  gerard/lyn-z  frank/jamia  frank/gerard  jamia/lyn-z  frank/gerard/jamia/lyn-z  nc-17  first-time  het  gsf  ciel_vert  mrsronweasley 
march 2010 by silentdescant
Oddly Fitting
Lindsey’s brain constantly goes Gerard Gerard Gerard Gerard until one day it doesn’t.
bandom  mcr  msi  gerard/lyn-z  mikey/alicia  lyn-z/alicia  frank/gerard  fluff  pg  first-time  het  femmeslash 
february 2010 by silentdescant
And With This Crazy Hazy Love We Make
Lindsey and Gerard are vampires in a vague Victorian/historical setting who are enjoying their unlives and each other.
bandom  mcr  msi  au  historical  gerard/lyn-z  vampires  blood  bdsm  blowjob  fluff  nc-17 
january 2010 by silentdescant
Life As If It's Real (Five Things)
Five Impermanent Things That Happened To Lindsey Ballato Way.
bandom  mcr  msi  gerard/lyn-z  frank/gerard  frank/jamia  jamia/lyn-z  nc-17  femmeslash  het  fluff 
january 2010 by silentdescant
come together. (right now. over me.)
But this night - this night in particular - the problem is that Frank and Gerard went shopping together, fell in love with the same jacket, and both bought them. Because Gerard is a jacket slut, and Frank doesn't know how to say no.

So Frank maintains that it's not his fault when he walks in on Lindsey getting herself off.
bandom  mcr  msi  nc-17  frank/lyn-z  frank/jamia  gerard/lyn-z  frank/gerard/jamia/lyn-z  threesome  first-time  blowjob 
january 2010 by silentdescant
“There’s someone,” Gerard begins then breaks off. He inhales loudly through his nose than breathes out in a sound like a wind storm in Brian’s ear. “On the tour. There’s someone, Lyn-Z. You know her, the bassist from MSI? I really like her, Brian.”

Fuck. Fucking motherfuck. Brian counts to five, then nods even though Gerard can’t see him. There’s never been a call like this before. He’s trying to remember. He was there for the Bert thing. Hell, he’d joined them a few times, even though Bert is so not his fucking type. Adam was a fling and so was Patrick, so there were no goddamn phone calls. Only now there are. “Oh.”
bandom  mcr  gerard/brian  r  nc-17  angst  gerard/lyn-z  dancinbutterfly 
january 2010 by silentdescant
The Strangest Twist Upon Your Lip
Frank always thought "it just happened" was a total cop-out, just a bullshit excuse for bad decisions based on total lack of judgment. Set during Projekt Revolution, and not an AU.
bandom  mcr  msi  frank/lyn-z  nc-17  first-time  infidelity  gerard/lyn-z  frank/jamia  het 
january 2010 by silentdescant
frank's new tattoo is itchy
"Dude, sorry, Jamia kicked me out of the house for the day, and Lindsey let me in over here. I'm banned until after dinner." He squirms and makes a face.

"Did you bring home another dog?"

"Ha, no," Frank cracks a funny little smile, and then shrugs, "new tattoo, and I fucking itch like hell, and I'm apparently driving Jamia out of her tree."

"So you came over here to annoy the shit out of me, instead?" Gerard snorts.
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard  fluff  pg-13  chiromancy  frank/jamia  gerard/lyn-z 
december 2009 by silentdescant
AP: Life on the Murder Scene
In 2029, with the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame inductions fast approaching, Bandit Lee Way helps AP look back on twenty-eight years of My Chemical Romance and spills some secrets of growing up on tour.
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard  gerard/lyn-z  futurefic  pg  kidfic 
december 2009 by silentdescant
I’m Gonna Love You With My Hands Tied
I thought we were done with this, is the dominant thought in his mind as his head thunks against the wall behind him. His mind should be on Jamia, should be on the record, should be on lots of things, but it's not. It's stuck on the elation/guilt/thrill/fear/want of what they're doing, and on the feeling of Gerard's mouth on him, the hot, tight wetness of it. The way Gerard's fingers are gripping his hips. How soft Gerard's newly cut hair feels against Frank's fingers. The way his hips keep jumping when his bare ass brushes the cold tiles behind it, which only serves to push his dick further into Gerard's mouth. How Gerard just moans around him and squeezes his hips tighter.
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard  frank/jamia  gerard/lyn-z  nc-17  blowjob  angst  ciel_vert 
november 2009 by silentdescant
Mr. And Mrs. Phallic Foodstuffs
Lindsey's in the upstairs bathroom fixing her headress when the doorbell rings. Frankie and Jamia had texted from a few blocks away - including a link to the Jaws theme - so she yells down the steps "It's unlocked!" at the same time that Gerard yells "Coming!" from somewhere in the lower part of the house, probably the kitchen. If he's eating one of the little Jack 'o Lantern cupcakes again she's gonna kick his ass.
bandom  mcr  frank/jamia  gerard/lyn-z  fluff  humour  pg  stele3 
november 2009 by silentdescant
in sickness and in health
MCR Bob/Frank/Jamia WWII AU - (I am borrowing elements of this from someone else who may or may not wish to remain nameless) Frank and Jamia get married right before Frank goes off and gets killed in the war. Bob is wounded trying to save him and gets sent home. Jamia is pregnant, and Bob promised Frank he'd take care of her if anything happened to Frank, and they end up getting married. It's totally a ~marriage of convenience~ at first, but over time, they fall in love and it is slow and shy and full of guilty longing. BUT THEN it turns out Frank hadn't died, he'd been taken prisoner, and he's released when the war's over. He's starved and beaten and sick, and Jamia and Bob nurse him back to health, and there is stoic pining and people worried about honor and duty and thinking they're the fifth wheel. AND THEN A HAPPY THREESOME ENDING.
bandom  mcr  au  het  frank/jamia  frank/jamia/bob  bob/jamia  frank/bob  gerard/lyn-z  mikey/alicia  deathfic  historical  angst  h/c  nc-17  threesome  kidfic  war 
october 2009 by silentdescant
The End of the Beginning
post WWII fic where MCR are returned to the US in varying states of physical/mental hurt. Gee has his wife to go back to, but also has to face Alicia, and while he's managed to come to terms with Mikey's death with the help of his unit, he feels pretty guilty for letting Alicia's husband die. Lyn and Alica are strong women in the workforce (overalls and mechanics!). They all deal with their pain and trauma together. A billion bonus points if MCR made pacts to *look after* their wives if something happened to them, and Alicia refuses to be a charity case, and it all turns into 50s secret swinging GSF.
bandom  mcr  gerard/lyn-z  gerard/bob  mikey/alicia  gerard/lyn-z/alicia/bob  lyn-z/alicia  het  gsf  pg-13  angst  au  historical  war  tuesdaysgone  h/c  deathfic  frank/jamia  ray/christa 
october 2009 by silentdescant
Like a Bomb
Frank is going to explode. He knows this. He acknowledges it. And then he gets back to the fucking hottest make-out of his life.

"Baby, pull his hair more. I think he likes it." Frank feels the sting at the nape of his neck where Gerard's hand is, and his head snaps back, breaking the kiss, and Frank lets loose a fucking humiliating whine. His hips thrust up without his permission, pulled like they're on a string, thrusting up as hard as Gerard is grinding down on top of him.
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard/lyn-z  threesome  msi  pwp  bdsm  nc-17  blowjob  het  gerard/lyn-z 
september 2009 by silentdescant
nokomis305: Why I Love Bandom: A Primer (Part 1)
mcr- focused, a lot about msi, scratching the surface on a lot of bandom.
bandom  mcr  msi  fob  patd  tai  cs  theused  gch  primer  picspam  notfic  nokomis305  gerard/lyn-z  mikey/alicia  frank/jamia  jimmy/chantal 
august 2009 by silentdescant
The Meaning of Respect
“I’m going to stop kissing Frank onstage,” Gerard told Lyn-Z earnestly the day after they started dating.

She looked at him askance as she laced up her boots. “Um,” she said, “Why?”

Raising his head proudly, Gerard replied, “Because now that I’m with you, I can’t be making out with other people.”

“You really don’t have to worry about it. I don’t mind,” she told him, smoothing her tiny skirt.
bandom  mcr  msi  gerard/lyn-z  frank/jamia  frank/gerard  frank/gerard/jamia/lyn-z  jamia/lyn-z  het  femmeslash  first-time  pwp  fluff  nc-17  gsf 
august 2009 by silentdescant
The two men sat on a blanket under the stars. Just enjoying each others presence.

Gerard just pretended he didn't hear the question. And pressed a strong kiss onto Frank's lips. [warning for implied cheating]
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard  frank/jamia  gerard/lyn-z  angst  drabble  pg 
july 2009 by silentdescant
No Idea
"Anyway. He's allowed to mess around with the band, you know? And I know for a fact that he wants to get laid on his birthday, and you need your dick sucked, and I think we can make both those things happen."

Bob's mouth is hanging open.
bandom  mcr  frank/bob  frank/jamia  gerard/lyn-z  pwp  nc-17  blowjob  first-time  frank/gerard 
july 2009 by silentdescant
The concept of mowing the lawn is new to both. Gerard tells Lyn she could just as well do the work because they are not slaves to gender roles, but he’s thrilled when she makes a ‘yeah right, buddy, dream on’ face and makes him try it out instead.
bandom  mcr  msi  gerard/lyn-z  mikey/alicia  frank/jamia  het  pg-13  domestic  fluff 
july 2009 by silentdescant
Wuthering Heights and Stormy Nights
When Bry thought about her post-touring future, she always imagined herself crusading for truth, justice, and girls in the music scene. She'd picture herself managing female artists and female bands because that was where her passion lay, showing that girls had a place in the scene and a right to take it up. If My Chem had had just one girl in their line-up, she would have given serious thought to getting off the road for them.

Still, she liked them and, when she played their demo to The Used, so did they, so it made sense to invite them on tour; even if she couldn't take them on, she knew people who would and she wanted to play some part in their future. [art by theopteryx]
bandom  mcr  theused  bob/brian  het  genderfuck  nc-17  bbb09  futurefic  kidfic  fluff  angst  h/c  gerard/lyn-z  theopteryx 
june 2009 by silentdescant
Welcome to Planet Motherfucker
Twenty years after the first zombie apocalypse, MSI are spreading their message in the underground music scene. When they get to Monroeville they cross paths with their old friends in The Black Parade... and then shit gets real again. Is there any truth to the rumor of a mysterious cure hidden in a nearby government lab? Their lives may depend on the answer!
bandom  mcr  msi  gerard/lyn-z  jimmy/chantal  au  nc-17  zombies  bbb09  angst  dystopia  sickness  violence  nokomis305 
june 2009 by silentdescant
Like Your Heart on a Runaway Train
3 months is ¼ of a year, was how long it had been since he’d caught that train. 3 months and counting was how long she’d been breaking – or maybe she was broken, even before then.
bandom  mcr  msi  au  gerard/lyn-z  het  fluff  pg-13  angst 
june 2009 by silentdescant
Felt Like Dreaming
Mikey doesn't have much of a chance to take a deep breath and steady himself when he and Alicia get off the elevator on the third floor of the Marriott. He figured he'd have a minute or two, but luck's not with him--the door to one of the rooms down the hall swings open, and Lindsey sticks her head out and beams at them.

Alicia strides past him to lean in and kiss Lindsey hello. He was expecting her to brush her lips against Lindsey's cheek, but instead he gets so much more than that--Alicia's hands come up to curl around Lindsey's arms as she kisses her full on the mouth, and the line of her jaw dips as her mouth opens and Mikey sees a brief flash of tongue before their lips come back together. He stops dead in the middle of hallway to watch.
bandom  mcr  mikey/alicia  gerard/lyn-z  gerard/lyn-z/alicia/mikey  pwp  nc-17  femmeslash  het  thesamefire 
may 2009 by silentdescant
all the ways you devastate me
she has her vices; he has his weaknesses; same difference. sort of a high-school AU.
bandom  mcr  msi  gerard/lyn-z  het  r  angst  alcohol  drugs  highschool 
may 2009 by silentdescant
untitled ficlet
They do it up against the wall in the cramped shower stall, hard and fast and she doesn't even come. That's not the point, she just wants to feel it, feel fucked. And he does, he fucks her hard, up on her tiptoes and braced against the rattling plastic wall of the shower, his fingernails digging into her hips. He chants "Oh, God, oh fuck" over and over, in tight, escalating repetitions, until he shudders and groans and comes deep inside her.
bandom  mcr  msi  het  gerard/lyn-z  pwp  nc-17 
april 2009 by silentdescant
The Stupid High School AU Where Hardly Anyone's Gay
"I love that guy." He sat down next to her - next to her, seriously, what was wrong with him? - and pulled out a pencil.

His drawing was different from hers, and she wanted to make fun of it before it had even taken shape as anything recognizable. Unfortunately she couldn't, because it was slowly becoming obvious that he was drawing a gruesome zombie, completely at odds with how friendly he'd been.

She wanted to say something smart, like, "There's a disparity in your personality and your art." Instead she just poked his arm and said, "What the hell?"
bandom  mcr  msi  fob  gerard/lyn-z  het  au  highschool  nc-17  first-time  virgin  mikey/pete  mikey/alicia/pete  threesome  humour 
april 2009 by silentdescant
First We Take Manhattan
You didn't actually have to be a sell-out to play at the Tower, but it helped. It was for bands that weren't on the government's shit list. Mindless Self Indulgence wouldn't get booked there, but she could see why MCR would. All their songs were about zombies and vampires; MCR let the kids blow off steam without preaching rebellion on the street corners, so the NEA looked the other way.

"I heard they've been doing a Dylan cover," Jimmy said.

"Huh," Lindsey said again, slow and considering this time. The government didn't look the other way for Dylan.
bandom  mcr  msi  gerard/lyn-z  gen  desolationrow  au  violence  pg 
april 2009 by silentdescant
Typical Girls
When Gerard realizes that he’ll never get with Lyn-Z after his friends let him know she’s into girls, there’s only one possible course of action: dress in drag and join her punk rock Dolly Parton cover band in hopes of wooing her. High school AU.
bandom  mcr  msi  fob  het  au  highschool  gerard/lyn-z  mikey/alicia  mikey/pete  pete/alicia  mikey/alicia/pete  threesome  pg-13  jimmy/chantal  frank/jamia  humour  angst  nokomis305  crossdressing 
april 2009 by silentdescant
A Sense of Wonder (Only Slightly Used) by Sleepingcities
There's nothing good on, so he turns off the TV and tips his head back, blinking at the ceiling and tonguing at a bit of Starburst stuck to his teeth. They want to paint a mural in the nursery, they just don't know what yet. Or if they want to do it before the baby's born or after, unsure of whether the sex might influence the content and even style. Gerard thinks they both feel too guilty about thinking it to say that it would. There's also the question of whether they'll even still be living here.

But it's going to be as much a love letter as it is a painting on a wall, is the thing. They want it to really say something. Because this kid could be anything.
bandom  mcr  msi  gerard/lyn-z  het  fluff  kidfic  pg 
april 2009 by silentdescant
The Ways Of Love [Drabbles]
drabbles based off a random haiku generator. one is sort of Gerard/Lindsey also, the other is Frank and Gerard meeting after 5 years apart.
bandom  mcr  msi  frank/gerard  gerard/lyn-z  frank/jamia  het  angst  drabble  pg-13 
april 2009 by silentdescant
Not Dead, Only Sleeping (sequel to Talitha)
When she cries, Mikey tries to remember everything he read and Alicia told him. He tries to support her head and not drop her and keep his voice calm and soothing, even if he feels grimy from sleeping on the couch without a sheet, where a spring cuts into his back for most of the night--when he's not pacing with Deirdre in his arms, hips bumping against the counter because he's too sleep-starved to keep his pacing in a straight line.
bandom  mcr  fob  patd  mikey/alicia  frank/jamia  gerard/lyn-z  futurefic  kidfic  angst  het  gen  au  deathfic  pg-13  pete/ashlee 
april 2009 by silentdescant
She doesn't call Mikey right away. It's hard, hands shaking when she calls her mom and wishes that she was out here, in New York, before she steels herself and makes a visit to her PCP. Dr. Lewis is a kind man, with soft blue eyes who hadn't heard of My Chemical Romance before she mentioned that her husband was a member. He does blood test, draws dark vials and covets them away for secret tests, and there's the pee test, just to check functions and there's nothing to worry about because she's been watching her kidneys for years. They made it through Warped; living in a nice apartment in New York with running water and shampoo will be nothing.
bandom  mcr  mikey/alicia  gerard/lyn-z  frank/jamia  futurefic  kidfic  het  pg-13  angst  sickness 
april 2009 by silentdescant
It’s not raining, but Gerard wishes it were. It never rains from his sky, just ripples with the soft vibrations of the droplets from above. The Other sky fascinates him, draws him up and up until he feels the very tips of his trembling fingers break the skin of the warm ocean into brutal, lashing air, but it’s not so bad, he thinks now, leaning back a little on the balls of his heels against the sand. He wobbles a little, not used to the solidity beneath him; the lack of support, and then takes a few tentative steps, wading through the water, reassured by its presence.
bandom  mcr  msi  gerard/lyn-z  au  fantasy  saint-sorrows  venice 
april 2009 by silentdescant
(untitled) More Robots!
"Okay," Lindsey says, taking a deep breath. "Would you believe that I've spent the last two weeks living with a reclusive genius who builds tiny robots from spare parts and it was totally fucking awesome right up to the point he started building a sex robot that sort of looked like me?"

They all stare, lined up on the couch. It reminds her of that first day, waking up with the munchkins circled around her; the memory makes her feel really fucking sad all of a sudden, like she's gained twenty pounds and all of it's gone straight to her heart.
bandom  mcr  msi  gerard/lyn-z  frank/jamia  het  au  stele3  mikey/alicia  angst 
april 2009 by silentdescant
short domestic pregnant!lyn-z fic
Gerard looks at her out of the corner of his eye, shaking his head. "No, okay, it doesn't work like that. You can't just want something and then try to fucking guilt me into doing it by claiming it's for the baby."
bandom  mcr  msi  gerard/lyn-z  fluff  drabble  pg 
april 2009 by silentdescant
Sound It Out
Gerard shouldered into the tent. "Uh, sorry, sorry," he said but still stuck himself pretty firmly to her side. Jimmy and Kitty were playing with a deck of soggy cards on the other side of the closest roof hole. Lyn-Z was kind of on her own little island on center-left of the tent. The merch and collective merch-folk had taken up the rest of the ground not riddled with puddles.

Gerard looked at her with raindrops along his cheekbones. "Um, I kind of got kicked out? From my tent?" His side was sopping and cold and...shivering in a wet black sweatshirt. It felt soft, though.
bandom  mcr  msi  gerard/lyn-z  pg  fluff 
april 2009 by silentdescant
Stand and Deliver
In final confirmation that Los Angeles is trying to kill him, Bob is the last person to make it despite having to travel the shortest distance. Frank -- Frank has to fucking fly and even he makes it there before Bob does, when the call goes out.

It's not from lack of trying. By the time he squeals into the hospital parking lot, Bob has two fresh dents in Ranch II, a fresh moving violation, and sixteen years of bad karma wished on him by cut-off LA commuters, and he does not give a flying fuck.
bandom  mcr  msi  gerard/lyn-z  gen  pg-13  kidfic  stele3  fluff 
march 2009 by silentdescant
Stop Asking
Bob. Frank. Worm. And entirely too many puppies. [Gerard, Mikey, Ray, Brian, and Matt Cortez are all turned into puppies. WHAT.]
bandom  mcr  fantasy  puppies  frank/jamia  frank/cortez  frank/jamia/cortez  mikey/alicia  gerard/lyn-z  bob/brian  humour  crack  angst  pg-13 
march 2009 by silentdescant
The Favour
Gerard and Lyn-Z are newly married and head over heels in love. So why they feel the need to invite Frank over for a threeway is beyond him.
bandom  mcr  gerard/lyn-z  frank/gerard/lyn-z  threesome  first-time  het  pg-13  frank/gerard  humour 
march 2009 by silentdescant
Close Your Eyes, Close the Door
Lyn-Z steals the handcuffs from the Desolation Row video shoot.
bandom  mcr  gerard/lyn-z  bdsm  fluff  nc-17  het 
march 2009 by silentdescant
Asimov, the Deleted Scenes
In the middle of all this mess of metal, wires, and chips is a work bench, and at the work bench sits someone wearing a big black welding mask. A reflection of the flame torch flickers in the small viewing window.

The lawn gnome rolls right under the work bench and says something Lindsey can't hear. The welder looks down, up, freezes, and reaches one gloved hand to raise the welding mask. Underneath, round eyes peek through stringy black hair that's been squished into unattractive shapes. It's a boy -- well, not a boy, he looks around her age, but he puts Lindsey in mind of a forest creature peering out of a hedge.

"Um, hi," the boy says.
bandom  mcr  msi  gerard/lyn-z  au  stele3  het  pg  first-time  fluff  humour  robots 
march 2009 by silentdescant
Gerard opened the lid of the laptop and opened his emails. Sure, he’d only checked them 20 minutes ago, but it was the last day of the tour and he was stuck on the bus for the 4 hour journey to the final venue with nothing better to do. It took a few minutes, but when the page finally loaded he found that he was in fact loved. Another email had come through – “Gee. Check this out. You’ll totally LOL”. Below the one line of text he found a shiny blue hyperlink that read . He clicked the link and didn’t find himself disappointed as the page loaded.
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard  gen  pg  humour  gerard/lyn-z  angst 
march 2009 by silentdescant
Lyn-Z picspam
with some of Gerard and Lyn together, too
bandom  msi  mcr  gerard/lyn-z  picspam  notfic 
march 2009 by silentdescant
untitled ficlet
The guy in the car next to their was singing along to his radio, and the gas station on the corner was having a special on Diet Coke.

Lyn thought about asking Gerard if he wanted to stop and pick up a case, and thought about poking him and nodding towards the guy in the next car because Gerard loves it when there’s proof people besides him sing along to the radio, but instead, she said, “Lets have a baby.”
bandom  mcr  msi  gerard/lyn-z  het  fluff  mikey/alicia  pg-13 
february 2009 by silentdescant
It's nighttime when he asks her. She's sort of twirling around a streetlamp on the edge of the parking lot, and there's this big fucking sound like a rave going on in the arena, far away enough to send blinkering flashes of light skittering into the dark sky, hitting the clouds with silver spray paint, but close enough for them to feel the bass reverberating through the tarmac.
bandom  mcr  msi  gerard/lyn-z  fluff  pg  saint-sorrows 
february 2009 by silentdescant
Under Our Blanket Skies
Gerard reaches for his coffee, almost knocking over the Rumor. He rights her, then picks up Number Five, turning the figure over in his hands, inspecting it. He's lost count of how many times he's done this, but it doesn't matter. He still wakes up every day wondering how this is his life. How he got everything he wanted, and a thing or two he didn't even know he did.

He looks over at Mikey, huddled over his bowl, spoon dripping pink milk. It's every rainy Saturday morning when they were kids, sitting across from each other at the kitchen table with an army of action figures between them. Gerard would do the voices and Mikey would sometimes laugh so hard milk came out his nose.

Now it's Friday afternoon and they're sitting in Gerard's kitchen on the opposite side of the country, both of them with rings on their fingers, and two years ago the toy in Gerard's hand was still just a sketch in his notebook. Amazing.
bandom  mcr  gen  gerard/lyn-z  mikey/alicia  g 
february 2009 by silentdescant
Conflict Resolution Number Five
Gerard was pretty sure that he was gay until Lyn-Z Ballato transferred to Our Lady of Sorrows High School.
bandom  mcr  au  highschool  first-time  virgin  nc-17  frank/gerard  frank/lyn-z  gerard/lyn-z  frank/gerard/lyn-z  threesome  het 
february 2009 by silentdescant
Devotion and Desire
He turns to face her, too, taking her hand and threading their fingers together. "Okay, so, you know, I've just been thinking, we're kind of really vanilla in bed. Y'know. Sex-wise," he adds, in case she didn't get it. Jamia blinks a few times then howls with laughter.
bandom  mcr  frank/jamia  nc-17  bdsm  fireplay  fluff  mikey/alicia  gerard/lyn-z 
february 2009 by silentdescant
it's all in the wording
He’s hiding under a tree on campus when he sees his professor heading towards him, smiling widely. Gerard can almost picture the conversation he probably wants to have (about his sudden confidence and where it came from) and Gerard really doesn’t want to deal with that right now. He’s weirded out enough as it is. He groans, gives a short laugh at his own ridiculousness, and says, “I wish I couldn’t be seen or heard,” half-sarcastically. His jaw drops as his professor stops and looks around like Gerard just vanished into thin air.

“Holy fuck,” Gerard says with feeling, and runs home to tell Frank.
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard  gerard/lyn-z  au  fantasy  angst  pg-13  deathfic 
february 2009 by silentdescant
Tonight on Desolation Row
Gerard didn't know how My Chemical Romance had wound up above Pale Horse on the bill at the Tower Records showcase gig. All he knew was that Pale Horse's fans weren't exactly happy about it. He and Ray had already been cornered by three of them that morning as they were carrying their equipment into the venue: broad-chested and covered top to toe in studs, with those curious little knots of hair twisted up on their heads, they'd bared their teeth in identical shark-like grins as they moved in. Ray swung his guitar-case round like a club but Gerard, hampered by a bulky amplifier, got a fist in the eye and a split lip before someone hollered "Pale Horse have arrived!" and their attackers took off like lightning.
bandom  mcr  au  pg-13  gerard/lyn-z  crossover  watchmen  violence  desolationrow 
february 2009 by silentdescant
Smoke and Mirrors
At the time, he figured that it would be easy enough to find a skirt and some kind of fitted shirt. His mistake, apparently, was involving Gerard. He twitched again and said, “I don’t know, Gee. These ponytails are pretty tight. I think my head is starting to hurt.” He put a tentative hand to one side of his head feeling at the ribbon tied there. “Where did you get these, anyway?”

Gerard sighed, breath rushing into Frank’s face. Frank scrunched up his nose. Ew. “Frank. You were the one that came to me, alright? You said that if you were going to do this, you were going to do it right. Now, you have to trust me. I know what I’m doing.” He put the eyeliner pencil down and picked up the mascara wand, waving it around as he said, “Seriously, be still before I blind your ass,” then he added absently, “I borrowed some of Lyn-Z’s ribbons. She has like a million. Look up.” He leaned in with the brush.
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard  frank/jamia  gerard/lyn-z  mikey/alicia  crossdressing  het  r 
february 2009 by silentdescant
Of Love and Self-Delusion
Frank looks concerned now. He probably thinks Gerard is losing his mind. "You're not making any sense, Gee," he says, taking his feet off the table and leaning forwards on his elbows. "Are you saying what we did bothers you?"

"No, I'm saying the fact it doesn't bother me bothers me."
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard  frank/jamia  gerard/lyn-z  first-time  pg-13 
january 2009 by silentdescant
Frank kissed a heckler and Gerard is pissed off. This happened right before the strawberry-haired!Gerard made a blog entry and went on his road trip, while Leathermouth had a day off somewhere between Austin, Texas and Tempe, Arizona.
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard  frank/jamia  gerard/lyn-z  angst  nc-17  leathermouth 
january 2009 by silentdescant
In This White House
President Way saves lives.

It became a joke during the election, something Gerard's opponents would fling at him with sneers in their voices, until eventually it was Pete who came up with the solution. Yes, he said, leaning back in his chair in campaign headquarters, legs propped up on the desk in front of him. Yes, you want to save lives, to make them better. The question is, why doesn't everyone else?

Gerard points to that moment as the first time Pete became something to him other than the guy who once broke his brother's heart.
bandom  mcr  fob  patd  cs  crossover  het  au  frank/gerard  gerard/lyn-z  frank/jamia  bob/brian  pete/patrick  multiplepairings  threesome  nc-17  first-time  gsf 
january 2009 by silentdescant
Hand In Hand
"Frankie and Gee," Lyn replies, "are having the buttsex. Wanna go watch?"
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard  jamia/lyn-z  frank/jamia  gerard/lyn-z  femmeslash  msi  nc-17  crossover  voyeurism 
january 2009 by silentdescant
I see the girls are out, a lot of freaks in the house ...
Lyn-z loves everything about college. Before she moved out west, she’d always kind of felt like an alien. An alien trapped in New Jersey.

It’s maybe a little strange that she finds her place in a Jesuit school in bumfuck Washington.

But she does. She finds a place, a name, a whole person. A life.
bandom  mcr  msi  au  college  mikey/alicia  gerard/lyn-z  jamia/lyn-z  frank/gerard  ray/bob  femmeslash  het  r  first-time  virgin  fluff 
january 2009 by silentdescant
Call It Love Rocket by Pearl O
"Bob Bryar," Frank said, when he could get his breath back enough to talk, still gasping around his laughs, "I want to be your boyfriend."
bandom  mcr  fob  au  frank/bob  mikey/pete  gerard/lyn-z  pg-13  first-time  humour  highschool 
january 2009 by silentdescant
Burn Bright Like A Star
My Chemical Romance is on a break and Gerard has been playing tour husband, following Lyn-Z around on tour. She plays bass for Leathermouth.
bandom  mcr  msi  frank/gerard  frank/gerard/lyn-z  gerard/lyn-z  threesome  het  nc-17  leathermouth  first-time 
january 2009 by silentdescant
Love: The Package Deal
At this point, Jamia just comes over and hugs him. "Slow down, sweetie, ok, slow down for a minute." She pets his hair. "You love Gerard. It's ok." "But it isn’t. We all slept together. I slept with Gerard and Lyn-Z together, last night." Frank feels such relief having said it, at the same time the tension coils in him, waiting for whatever Jamia’s going to say next. "And you did it without inviting me?" Jamia says, and she can’t be entirely serious but it doesn’t sound like she’s joking either, and there's no anger in her voice. Frank doesn't even know what to say. He just looks at her. "Oh, sweetie, we've got a great big mess on our hands, don't we? I'm sorry, it's half my fault, I thought you knew - well, I just thought you knew."
bandom  mcr  het  frank/gerard  frank/jamia  gerard/lyn-z  frank/gerard/jamia/lyn-z  frank/gerard/lyn-z  nc-17  first-time  angst  h/c  mikey/alicia  amnesia 
january 2009 by silentdescant
Gerard/Lyn-Z Manifesto/Primer
Sharpies and Unicorn Shirts:
The Ridiculously Adorable Love of Gerard Way and Lyn-Z Ballato
bandom  mcr  gerard/lyn-z  primer  picspam  het  notfic  msi 
december 2008 by silentdescant
Don't Look Back And Don't Look Down
This is what nights like this are all about, at the heart of it. They've used strap-ons or vibrators, on occasion, but keeping it like this gets him off as hard as any sex toy ever has. Taking straight-up hetero sex and turning the traditional power dynamic on its head does something to Gerard. And watching what it does to him...well, that does something to Lyn.
bandom  mcr  het  gerard/lyn-z  nc-17  bdsm  fluff  wordslinging  frank/jamia 
december 2008 by silentdescant
Life on the Baby Scene
Bob scratches his beard bemusedly. "...I'm sorry, go back to the part where you think you're pregnant?"
bandom  mcr  gerard/lyn-z  pg-13  mpreg  het  humour  wordslinging 
december 2008 by silentdescant
Into the Rushing Road Below
There are about a hundred and one things wrong with what they're doing—he's kissing his brother by the side of a road in the middle of nowhere, hands sneaking down to brush against the waistband of Mikey's jeans, and he knows if he doesn't pull away soon things are going to go further than they should sooner than they should. There's time for all of that later, time for hotel rooms and silent prayers that no one recognizes who they are, time for everything Gerard's thought of doing to Mikey finally getting to be a reality.
bandom  mcr  gerard/mikey  first-time  incest  pg-13  mikey/alicia  gerard/lyn-z 
november 2008 by silentdescant
All Their Personal Belongings Have Intertwined by Chiromancy
They've kissed a lot of times, all told. Frank has lived in a van with Gerard, slept on him, hated him, gotten drunker than any person should be with him, fed him, watched him shower, talked him through a million nights he couldn't sleep, and on one memorable occasion they don't discuss, jerked him off in a venue bathroom. He's still sort of unprepared for the experience of Gerard kissing him with no audience, no song, no guitar between them, and he moans.
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard  frank/jamia  gerard/lyn-z  jamia/lyn-z  het  femmeslash  first-time  nc-17 
november 2008 by silentdescant

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