silentdescant + drugs   72

Play With Me
He's opening his mouth to be a piss by telling Adam so when suddenly Adam's moving and their mouths are pressed together and that breath Neil was going to take to laugh at Adam with is instead straight from Adam's lungs and full of heavy smoke, and he'd gasp except that would mean wasting probably the last hit he'll get legally for a long fucking time, and being shocked or pissy would take too much concentration he needs to hold his breath with.
bandom  glambert  adam/neil  nc-17  first-time  virgin  fluff  drugs  incest 
december 2010 by silentdescant
“Hey,” he hears distantly. He opens his eyes to find steely grey ones staring back at him. Then there’s a hand on his knee, which he jerks away from instinctively.

“Hey, sorry, sorry.” The hand retracts and the voice syncs with the stranger’s mouth... his mouth, and his grey eyes and black hair, and he’s kneeling over Tommy. Tommy’s instincts should be telling him to get back, but this guy’s voice, it sounds nice. It’s soothing, like his eyes. “I just wanted to make sure you were okay. You look like you might not feel so good.”

Tommy blinks at him some more until things come better into focus. “You speak English.”
bandom  glambert  adam/tommy  first-time  angst  h/c  drugs  hooker  nc-17 
september 2010 by silentdescant
Under Your Spell
I'd love a story where Adam gets affected, but it turns him animalistic and brutal, the need for sex overwhelming. Tommy is with him (doesn't matter where they are), and he can see that Adam is ready to assault the next person he sees. Rather than have Adam possibly hurt someone, Tommy makes a hasty decision to just let Adam take him.

Tommy doesn't want it, but it's not exactly non-con. It would be more like sacrifice sex. Again, emphasis on sex being rough, animalistic, all about Adam and more than once. The pollen makes him extra potent or something

Then, the aftermath, when Adam wakes up and sees what he's done. Guilt, tears, whatever, but most of all, taking care of Tommy
bandom  glambert  adam/tommy  first-time  virgin  dubcon  noncon  angst  violence  h/c  nc-17  drugs 
august 2010 by silentdescant
Air You're Breathing Out
Sequel to Slow Burn. This is the morning after, from Tommy’s POV.
bandom  glambert  adam/tommy  first-time  handjob  blowjob  fluff  drugs  nc-17 
august 2010 by silentdescant
To pull you from the liquid sky
The first thing they told Brian in rehab (the first thing that mattered anyway. The very first thing he'd been told was that he'd be staying in room number 302 on the second floor) was that he didn't need to manage anything in here.
bandom  mcr  gen  alcohol  drugs  pg-13 
april 2010 by silentdescant
All That's Left are the Sticks and Stones That Were Built by Other People
Frank Iero gives good head.

Frank squints at the words, scrawled between the second and third urinal in the boys' bathroom by the science labs.
bandom  mcr  highschool  au  frank/mikey  nc-17  blowjob  first-time  drugs 
january 2010 by silentdescant
Breakdown on the L.I.E.
Loosely based on an incident mentioned both by Frank and Gerard about Pencey Prep's van breaking down in Long Island.
bandom  mcr  penceyprep  frank/gerard  first-time  drugs  fluff  humour  nc-17 
january 2010 by silentdescant
The Last of a Line of Lasts
The first time they played Summer Sonic, Gerard didn't think he was coming back. He wasn't planning on it, at least, but plans like that have a way of going wrong. He packed light, said his goodbyes the day before they left Jersey. When they got to Japan he pushed himself all the way to the edge of the abyss, stared down into it with his toes curled over, poised to nosedive, and decided he didn't want to do it, after all.
bandom  mcr  gen  alcohol  drugs  angst  h/c  pg-13 
october 2009 by silentdescant
There's a low moon caught in your tangles
Frank and Gerard are painting the set for Vampires Will Never Hurt You and get high on paint fumes.
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard  first-time  nc-17  drugs  maryangel200 
october 2009 by silentdescant
all the ways you devastate me
she has her vices; he has his weaknesses; same difference. sort of a high-school AU.
bandom  mcr  msi  gerard/lyn-z  het  r  angst  alcohol  drugs  highschool 
may 2009 by silentdescant
No one watches the horizon for ships anymore. Hope sits idly in their hands and feet, worn from manual labor they wouldn’t have bothered with if eyes still drifted to the sea or the signal fire wasn’t used to roast boar.
God can’t see them in this place. They had already lost sight of Him a long time ago.
lost  charlie/claire  het  sawyer/claire  angst  deathfic  drugs  dystopia  r 
february 2009 by silentdescant
untitled gen ficlet
Frank lost it when Gerard wouldn't go to rehab. Just fucking lost it, got up to leave the room and knocked over a chair as he went; it didn't look like he even meant to, he just banged into it on the way then didn't even hesitate to look when it crashed to the floor.

Gerard flinched, probably more from the noise than the sentiment behind it; it'd been about thirty-six hours (and about forty minutes) since his last drink, and Ray really didn't want to know how the inside of Gerard's head felt right now.

Of course, he hadn't wanted to know in months. Ray drank, yeah, and he'd walked on wilder ground more than once; but he'd never gotten so high that he was afraid to come down - afraid that the crash might actually kill him.
bandom  mcr  drugs  alcohol  angst  h/c  gen  stele3 
february 2009 by silentdescant
Two Knights and A Pawn
Those who know them – or know of them – call them the Twins. It's a joke. Bob's big and fair and silent, Frank's small and dark and won't. Shut. Up.

They're mid-level confidence men… good protection when you need it, a couple hits under their belts. More of the former than the latter, because Frank, he's the moral fucking compass of the two. (Which isn't saying much.) He reads books on MLK and Gandhi and tries to keep blood off his shoes, and Bob's. Things happen, though. More often than he wishes. It's hard to find solid ground when you were born at sea, and Frank was raised in the mob. His dad's dad was The Wolf, nastiest motherfucker in New Jersey. Tear your fucking throat out and grin with your blood on his teeth. Frank remembers him as the drunk guy who would lean a grizzled chin against Frank's hair, mumbling about school and minding his momma. When it came time, though, he put a gun in Frank's hand easy as a hug.
bandom  mcr  au  frank/gerard  frank/gerard/bob  threesome  drugs  violence  angst  mafia  r 
february 2009 by silentdescant
Filthy Lucre
Frank Iero is living the American wet dream - he’s rich, good-looking and spends his days doing drugs and climbing into bed with beautiful boys and girls. Gerard Way is a man bordering on desperation - selling himself off to men with more money than sense in attempts to support himself and his worsening drug habit. When Gerard’s job embroils him in the glamorous world of the rich and the infamous it’s not long before both their paths cross and Frank begins living his fantasies though Gerard - for a price.
bandom  mcr  theused  gerard/bert  frank/gerard  au  nc-17  violence  drugs  alcohol  dirtytalk  noncon  dubcon  underage 
january 2009 by silentdescant
Hurt Myself Again Today
Frank is cutting himself and he can't stop... *Warning: graphic self-harm.* [not on LJ, have to log in to read]
bandom  mcr  gen  r  angst  blood  drugs  alcohol  h/c 
january 2009 by silentdescant
Brian shrugs and stuffs his hands in his pockets. “You wanna go find the rest of your band? I have a manager’s gig to pitch.” Frank stares for a few long seconds before nodding.

“You’ve got my vote.”
bandom  mcr  frank/brian  frank/jamia  angst  h/c  drugs  alcohol  fluff  r 
january 2009 by silentdescant
Correlation Does Not Imply Causation by Belladonnalin
Gerard listens well. Brian has always known this, but he’d managed to forget how comforting it can be. Brian rambles for an hour, about his head and his heart and a bottle and escaping. Gerard never says that he understands, never makes Brian’s struggle his fight. He listens, he makes understanding noises, he’s just there.
bandom  mcr  theused  gerard/brian  angst  h/c  drugs  alcohol  r 
january 2009 by silentdescant
Kiss Kiss, Bang Bang
Mikey calls them at three in the morning to tell them to come down, there's something wrong with Gerard. (Frank/Gerard/Mikey/Bob/Ray)
bandom  mcr  nc-17  incest  pwp  fisting  doublepenetration  gsf  drugs 
november 2008 by silentdescant
Fantasy Book
Frank had never actually had the chance to get up close and personal with Gerard's cock before, and now that it was happening, he couldn't even appreciate it because, thanks to Gerard's two-handed handjob, he was kind of about to come already, and fuck, fuck, fuck, he was such a bad person, he was totally going to hell, because he was enjoying this - he couldn't really help it - while Gerard was apparently dying of some kind of alien sex disease or something.
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard  first-time  nc-17  angst  drugs  h/c  pwp 
november 2008 by silentdescant
Church of Hot Addiction
When Gerard Way gets transferred to Our Lady of Peace in Arlington a few weeks into his Senior year, he thinks it's his chance to be cool. Too bad his idea of "cool" is no cooler than it was in 3rd grade, even if there aren't any green tights involved any more. (An AU of the INO AU, more or less.)
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard  frank/mikey  mikey/pete  first-time  virgin  angst  au  drugs  alcohol  highschool 
november 2008 by silentdescant
Nightswimming (Sequel to Everyday Mysteries in the Summertime)
Gerard's eyes go really round, and it's the fucking last straw--Gerard's standing there like the biggest, prettiest fucking dweeb in the world, with his jeans getting soaked and his fucking shoes on, and Frank's every breath hurts. Being in love is kind of crazy, he thinks. And then he looks at Gerard and sort of nods to himself--it's really that easy--yeah, I'm totally in love with you, you fucking dork. Holy shit.
frank/gerard  nc-17  first-time  virgin  drugs  angst  mikey/pete  mikey/alicia  h/c  wax_jism  highschool 
october 2008 by silentdescant
this is how it would have happened. [part 1a]
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard  nc-17  angst  first-time  gen  drugs 
october 2008 by silentdescant
Peter and Fran -- part 1
a joint-effort multimedia lotrips band-AU fic with many pairings, but monaboyd as a relative constant
lotrips  billy/dom  dom/elijah  viggo/orlando  au  angst  humour  multimedia  multiplepairings  drugs  pg-13  photo  ian/orlando 
april 2008 by silentdescant
Blessed are the Forgetful
Daniel Faraday travels back in time and attends a Driveshaft backstage party in order to find Charlie and deliver a message from Desmond. [characters: Charlie, Liam, Desmond, and Faraday]
lost  gen  drugs  pg-13  angst  deathfic  falafel_fiction 
april 2008 by silentdescant
Orlando, Elijah, Dom, Billy and Ian get high, smoking joints.
lotrips  dom/elijah  r  v_angelique  drugs 
september 2007 by silentdescant
My Brother's Keeper
The Country Club of Coral Gables has just suffered a terrible loss. When Reggie Bana, the owner and director, died unexpectedly, his sons were left to deal with the daily operation of the Club and an unwelcome police investigation into his death. The only
lotrips  orlando/karl  au  mystery  suspense  mindgames  drugs  legomyarrow  nc-17 
august 2007 by silentdescant
Even drunk and high, Liam is just enough taller (fastersmarterstronger) that Charlie can't reach up and hook the thing between his fingers with any sort of ease.
lost  charlie/liam  incest  pg-13  angst  drugs 
august 2007 by silentdescant
Smoke Patterns
"Come home" (Depressed-in-LA-Dom)
lotrips  billy/dom  angst  drugs  pg-13  almostnever 
june 2007 by silentdescant
Definition Of
Dom is the definition of desperate.
lotrips  billy/dom  angst  r  drugs 
may 2007 by silentdescant
"It doesn't do anything anymore. Doesn't... can't get... grounded." - based on Dom's Rolling Stone article
lotrips  billy/dom  pg  drugs  angst  h/c  gen  dizzydame 
may 2007 by silentdescant
Fools Gold
Billy would normally leave the bathroom, collect his jacket, make his excuses and go home to lick his wounds in private.
lotrips  billy/dom  angst  nc-17  public  drugs  sassywitch 
may 2007 by silentdescant
The Vaccine
What if Charlie tested the vaccine but the results were unexpected? An Other serial adventure. Slightly AU. Featuring “Henry”, Pickett, Tom and Alex.
lost  charlie/claire  pg-13  violence  suspense  angst  drugs  pacejunkie  het 
may 2007 by silentdescant
Raised By An Other
Charlie and Claire are taken by the Others where Juliet tries to convince Claire to leave Aaron with them.
lost  charlie/claire  drugs  suspense  violence  angst  pg-13  pacejunkie  het 
may 2007 by silentdescant
Dom smokes and Billy helps him kick the habit.
lotrips  billy/dom  nc-17  drugs  bdsm  burn 
april 2007 by silentdescant
After Waking
Detailed drug use, foul language, off-screen non-con, angst, violence and yet no actual sex, and no (explicit) incest.
lost  drugs  angst  noncon  violence  r  charlie/liam  jillybinks 
april 2007 by silentdescant
Second Opinions
All things considered, Sawyer thinks, he could do worse. Third in a series with links to the previous parts.
lost  charlie/sawyer  r  drugs  angst  acroamatica 
april 2007 by silentdescant
Any need for his services revealed itself to be temporary. Disposable.
lost  charlie/liam  r  incest  drugs  angst  philomel 
april 2007 by silentdescant
Wounds Left Unhealed
Sometimes, when Claire smiled at him, it hurt. Sequel to A Brother's Love
lost  charlie/liam  charlie/claire  het  incest  noncon  drugs  butterfly_web  r 
april 2007 by silentdescant
A Brother's Love
Liam’s love, it had been said, was poison.
lost  charlie/liam  noncon  incest  nc-17  blowjob  drugs  angst  violence  butterfly_web 
april 2007 by silentdescant
Based on Dom's story from Loveline, where he, his friend, and his friend's girlfriend all took viagra.
lotrips  billy/dom  billy/ali  nc-17  wanking  voyeurism  drugs  het 
april 2007 by silentdescant

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