silentdescant + alcohol   54

zillah_slash: Fear, Loathing and Whiskey
Adam thought it was cute that Tommy couldn’t clearly remember the night they first got together. “I know it was after the pap incident and before we left for Europe” is all he would say, smiling. “I remember the sex, but not exactly when. I was really drunk.” Adam would kiss him on the nose and Tommy would giggle, red cup in one hand, head on Adam’s shoulder.
bandom  glambert  adam/tommy  alcohol  angst  h/c  nc-17 
november 2010 by silentdescant
Five times Eames was (shockingly) a gentleman
Five times Eames was (shockingly) a gentleman and ignored Arthur's sloppy-drunk advances, and the one time Arthur finally got fed up enough to just jump him sober.
inception  arthur/eames  r  first-time  alcohol  fluff 
august 2010 by silentdescant
To pull you from the liquid sky
The first thing they told Brian in rehab (the first thing that mattered anyway. The very first thing he'd been told was that he'd be staying in room number 302 on the second floor) was that he didn't need to manage anything in here.
bandom  mcr  gen  alcohol  drugs  pg-13 
april 2010 by silentdescant
down to the water
Things were better than they were a month ago, hell, a week ago, but that wasn't saying much. A week ago, Gee was stumbling drunk on a stage in Japan and puking so much Frank had honestly been afraid she was going to die. So, while her over-caffeinated, white-faced sobriety of today was a welcome change, Frank still felt like they were all on the edge of disaster, that everything they'd worked so hard for could still collapse around them. [sequel to "with the lights on"]
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard  genderfuck  het  nc-17  angst  h/c  alcohol  bbb  bbb10 
april 2010 by silentdescant
tie your monster down
“You want me to be a team leader in the field. As a field agent. Leading a team of other field agents,” Gerard recites, tilting his head to the side to show how incredibly stupid he thinks the idea is.
bandom  mcr  au  frank/gerard  angst  nc-17  mikey/alicia  alcohol  stereomer  violence  humour  fob 
february 2010 by silentdescant
Party Games (Eureka!)
Well, it certainly hadn’t been planned, but that was okay, because he was also drunk. Kind of deeply buzzed, not yet at the falling-over stage. But he was at the stage where things you maybe really, really wanted all the time, even when you weren’t drunk, were kind of pushed to the front of your brain and seemed like really, really awesome things to do right now.
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard  nc-17  blowjob  first-time  alcohol  mrsronweasley 
january 2010 by silentdescant
Fit to be tied
Frank is a bartender. Gerard is an alcoholic. They were clearly made for each other. Also, Frank is a werewolf.
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard  angst  h/c  werewolves  blood  first-time  bob/jamia  mikey/alicia  alcohol  nc-17  maryangel200 
december 2009 by silentdescant
Hello, My Name Is
Every other city, t-minus ninety minutes to the first show's scheduled start time, he walks with a little more purpose. Every other city, there's a ring of folding chairs and a box of donuts in a particular equipment trailer. There's no such thing as anonymity, not on the tour, no more for Lucy or Jimmy or Sean than for him, but Gerard believes firmly in the idea of the thing. Everyone else does, too, or they wouldn't bother to be here. He stands up when it's his turn and says, "Hi, I'm Gerard."
bandom  mcr  gen  alcohol 
december 2009 by silentdescant
Unwritten Bandslash #2: more Chimerical Romantics
At the time I posted Chimerical Romantics I noted that in addition to being mostly summarized and told rather than shown, it was not Frank and Gerard's whole saga. I already knew the rest of the arc, at that point, but writing it out in even as much detail as I did the first part would have made it ... really, really long.

So here's the rest of the story, now even more abbreviated. Warning for a couple of characters being moderately villainous in ways that cohere with bandom's stereotypes of them, plus a cameo by Jamia as a hooker. THAT ONE WASN'T MY IDEA.
bandom  mcr  au  historical  frank/gerard  angst  alcohol  not!fic  r  theused 
december 2009 by silentdescant
The Last of a Line of Lasts
The first time they played Summer Sonic, Gerard didn't think he was coming back. He wasn't planning on it, at least, but plans like that have a way of going wrong. He packed light, said his goodbyes the day before they left Jersey. When they got to Japan he pushed himself all the way to the edge of the abyss, stared down into it with his toes curled over, poised to nosedive, and decided he didn't want to do it, after all.
bandom  mcr  gen  alcohol  drugs  angst  h/c  pg-13 
october 2009 by silentdescant
In The Walls
When My Chemical Romance move into the Paramour, they get a lot more than they bargained for. All they want to do is write an epic album, but Mikey is falling apart and Gerard isn't sure what to do about it—or about the fact that they're trapped inside the house with no escape from the increasingly strange and terrible things that are happening to them.
bandom  mcr  gen  r  angst  mindfuck  ghosts  violence  blood  alcohol  h/c  paramour  suspense  bbb09 
october 2009 by silentdescant
virgin death; du sang
The face resolved itself--male, familiar, but still unidentifiable in his current haze. He plumbed the depths for a name, but it was too dark down there to find anything at the moment.

"Gerard?" the man asked. "It is you, isn't it." There was something in his voice--disappointment? He wasn't sure. The man sighed. "Come on."

Just like that, he was being hoisted off the bar. His head rolled back, and a brief laugh escaped him--the room rolled the opposite direction of his head. Then he doubled over, spilling his guts onto the floor, and the shoes of the man supporting him.
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard  deathfic  au  angst  h/c  theopteryx  aceles  historical  alcohol  pg-13 
october 2009 by silentdescant
Live for the Moment As Fast As You Can
Frank's been walking, talking, playing, on the move for what feels like days on end. It feels good to stop.
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard  fluff  van-era  pg-13  alcohol 
may 2009 by silentdescant
all the ways you devastate me
she has her vices; he has his weaknesses; same difference. sort of a high-school AU.
bandom  mcr  msi  gerard/lyn-z  het  r  angst  alcohol  drugs  highschool 
may 2009 by silentdescant
in which frank is a lip virgin who can drive: the never been kissed AU by Stereomer
I’m a staff writer for a newspaper with modest readership. I have six milk crates in my closet filled with records. I haven’t grown an inch since I was fifteen years old. I have never been kissed.
bandom  mcr  thecab  cs  patd  frank/gerard  angst  highschool  humour  stereomer  pg-13  alcohol 
may 2009 by silentdescant
untitled gen ficlet
Frank lost it when Gerard wouldn't go to rehab. Just fucking lost it, got up to leave the room and knocked over a chair as he went; it didn't look like he even meant to, he just banged into it on the way then didn't even hesitate to look when it crashed to the floor.

Gerard flinched, probably more from the noise than the sentiment behind it; it'd been about thirty-six hours (and about forty minutes) since his last drink, and Ray really didn't want to know how the inside of Gerard's head felt right now.

Of course, he hadn't wanted to know in months. Ray drank, yeah, and he'd walked on wilder ground more than once; but he'd never gotten so high that he was afraid to come down - afraid that the crash might actually kill him.
bandom  mcr  drugs  alcohol  angst  h/c  gen  stele3 
february 2009 by silentdescant
Filthy Lucre
Frank Iero is living the American wet dream - he’s rich, good-looking and spends his days doing drugs and climbing into bed with beautiful boys and girls. Gerard Way is a man bordering on desperation - selling himself off to men with more money than sense in attempts to support himself and his worsening drug habit. When Gerard’s job embroils him in the glamorous world of the rich and the infamous it’s not long before both their paths cross and Frank begins living his fantasies though Gerard - for a price.
bandom  mcr  theused  gerard/bert  frank/gerard  au  nc-17  violence  drugs  alcohol  dirtytalk  noncon  dubcon  underage 
january 2009 by silentdescant
Hurt Myself Again Today
Frank is cutting himself and he can't stop... *Warning: graphic self-harm.* [not on LJ, have to log in to read]
bandom  mcr  gen  r  angst  blood  drugs  alcohol  h/c 
january 2009 by silentdescant
Brian shrugs and stuffs his hands in his pockets. “You wanna go find the rest of your band? I have a manager’s gig to pitch.” Frank stares for a few long seconds before nodding.

“You’ve got my vote.”
bandom  mcr  frank/brian  frank/jamia  angst  h/c  drugs  alcohol  fluff  r 
january 2009 by silentdescant
Say A Prayer for Recognition
“I kissed you.” Mikey says finally. “I don’t know if you remember that, but I kissed you.”

Gerard’s eyes are practically eating up his whole face, and Mikey thinks he looks like an anime character. Maybe one of the Sailor Scouts, which had been Gerard’s favorite anime when he was younger, and that’s a secret that Mikey’s sworn to take to the grave.

Gerard sinks onto Mikey’s bed. “I thought I kissed you.” He says quietly. “I didn’t remember a lot but I remembered a kiss. I thought that I ruined everything.“ He looks up at Mikey. “You kissed me?”
bandom  mcr  gerard/mikey  au  angst  first-time  nc-17  alcohol  highschool 
january 2009 by silentdescant
Correlation Does Not Imply Causation by Belladonnalin
Gerard listens well. Brian has always known this, but he’d managed to forget how comforting it can be. Brian rambles for an hour, about his head and his heart and a bottle and escaping. Gerard never says that he understands, never makes Brian’s struggle his fight. He listens, he makes understanding noises, he’s just there.
bandom  mcr  theused  gerard/brian  angst  h/c  drugs  alcohol  r 
january 2009 by silentdescant
You Want What You Want But You Don't Wanna Be (On Your Knees) by Graceoftheworld
"Shove my fucking face in the fucking window, asshole," says Frank, sounding snotty, pissed off, impatient, like Bob is being dense and wasting Frank’s time. That’s why Bob does it, cause he’s fucking angry and out of ideas, not cause Frank asked him to. He doesn’t shove as hard as before, though, cause the loudness of that skull-on-glass sound had really fucking scared him. Frank still groans and grabs Bob’s hand, shoves it down Frank’s pants, and out of nowhere Bob’s suddenly got a handful of Iero dick.
bandom  mcr  theused  frank/bob  bdsm  violence  first-time  nc-17  alcohol 
january 2009 by silentdescant
Church of Hot Addiction
When Gerard Way gets transferred to Our Lady of Peace in Arlington a few weeks into his Senior year, he thinks it's his chance to be cool. Too bad his idea of "cool" is no cooler than it was in 3rd grade, even if there aren't any green tights involved any more. (An AU of the INO AU, more or less.)
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard  frank/mikey  mikey/pete  first-time  virgin  angst  au  drugs  alcohol  highschool 
november 2008 by silentdescant
Knocking Around the Prickly Pear
He flourishes the cupcake and Frank takes it slowly. There's the tiniest hint of a smile around his mouth and Gerard watches it like a hawk. "Thanks," Frank says. "It's… not my birthday, Gee."

Gerard sighs. "Why must you point out the fatal flaw in my otherwise-brilliant plan? It's a cupcake, Frankie. No one can resist cupcakes, not even you."
bandom  mcr  frank/gerard  alcohol  angst  frank/omc  r  first-time 
november 2008 by silentdescant

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