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Wolf in the House - JoeLawson - Teen Wolf (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
“What? It’s totally an improvement. He’s not scowling, or dating bad guys, or slinking around in unsanitary places. Still a bit paranoid, but what can you do. At least he’s a lot easier to get along with when you can buy his affections with ear rubs.”

“And you always wanted a dog,” Sheriff added wryly.

“And I always wanted a dog.” [33,481]
fic  tv:teenwolf  c:teenwolf:derek  c:teenwolf:stiles  c:teenwolf:sheriff  c:teenwolf:ensemble  theme:captivity  theme:selfrescue  theme:cominghome  theme:pack  theme:PTSD  theme:selfharm  theme:feral  theme:h/c  theme:snark  theme:shenanigans  theme:cuddling  theme:domesticity  theme:HEA  p:teenwolf:derek/stiles  ge:slash  ge:drama  ge:fluff  r:pg-13  a:joelawson  @ao3 
july 2015 by scorpionvoices
you burn the bridge, i'll cut the boat in half - postcardmystery - Hannibal (TV), Hannibal Lecter Series - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
"Do not look for my heart any more; the beasts have eaten it."

Ten conversations Will Graham has in prison. ||

“I brought you something to eat,” says Hannibal, “Finger food, of course.”

(He looks a little like he’s laughing at his own joke. Will can empathise.)

"I’d rather have the fork," says Will, with a quick sharp incline of his head that’s a classic side-effect of Chilton’s favoured anti-psychotics.

It’s all performance, of course. Will isn’t taking them and doesn’t need them besides— he’s channelling the urge to do violence into verbal and physical tics that unsettle Chilton enough to throw him off course. There’s a camera pointed directly into his cell, which also explains the fingers that he’s tapping over one kneecap and the occasional stuttering. And the Oscar goes to— [2346]
fic  tv:hannibal  style:fivethings  c:hannibal:will  c:hannibal  theme:captivity  theme:insanity  theme:trapped  theme:selfharm  theme:politics  theme:snark  mood:dark  ge:gen  ge:drama  r:r  a:postcardmystery  @ao3 
april 2014 by scorpionvoices
Saint of Suicides - Froakie - Rise of the Guardians (2012) [Archive of Our Own]
For the ROTG Kink Meme. Jack had believers before the events of the movie - just not in Jack 'Frost'. Instead, he becomes Saint Jack, the Saint of Suicides. Tasked with bringing relief to those who need it the most. [2372]
fic  m:riseoftheguardians  c:rotg:jack  c:rotg:jamie  theme:angst  theme:secrets  theme:selfharm  theme:friendship  theme:h/c  theme:grief  warning:characterdeath-minor  genre:gen  rating:pg-13  @ao3 
march 2013 by scorpionvoices
The Queen of Swords - oneinspats - Les Misérables - Victor Hugo, Les Misérables - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
"So spread the tarot, and tell me what it means
Our fathers were all soldiers, and we, we are all thieves
Our fathers were all followers, but the future belongs to me"

Javert's mother was a fortuneteller. [3683]
fic  b:lesmisérables  c:lesmis:javert  c:lesmis:valjean  theme:angst  theme:family  theme:racism  theme:selfharm  theme:totherescue!  theme:foundfamily  p:lesmis:javert/valjean  genre:slash  rating:pg  @ao3 
february 2013 by scorpionvoices
Through the Glass - dentalfloss - The Avengers (2012) [Archive of Our Own]
“Thoughts, Coulson?” Fury asked, finger tapping idly on Barton’s file.

“He’s dangerous. He has trust issues that we may not be able to breach, he will not like working with others, he will lie to us about his motivations every chance he gets and, most likely, be successful every time.” Coulson’s gaze drifted back to the empty chair Barton had chosen earlier, boxed in the corner yet protected on as many sides as possible. “It won’t be easy, but if we can win his loyalty he has the potential to be the asset we’re looking for.”

Fury agreed, though neither of them would ever dream that they already had Barton’s loyalty, or that the price it cost was so steep. [70,417]
fic  u:marvel  m:Avengers12  pre-movie  post-movie  c:avengers:clint  c:marvel:coulson  c:avengers:natasha  c:avengers:steve  c:avengers:ensemble  c:marvel:fury  c:marvel:sitwell  theme:angst  theme:trapped  theme:mindcontrol  theme:assassins  theme:depression  theme:firstmeetings  theme:injury  theme:h/c  theme:captivity  theme:totherescue!  theme:runningaway  theme:scars  theme:selfharm  theme:team!  theme:friendship  theme:cominghome  genre:gen  rating:pg-13  @ao3  length:long 
february 2013 by scorpionvoices
An end to a lifetime of lies - Chapter 1 - theflyingdalek - Les Misérables - All Media Types, Les Misérables - Victor Hugo, Les Misérables (2012) [Archive of Our Own]
"So what would you say if I told you that if you spend the evening here to recover, in the morning you can leave on your own accord?" Valjean asked, "Back to the Seine, if you so wish."

Javert squinted at his nemesis, as if weighing everything he knew about the man in his mind before answering.

"I would say that you were lying to me." [4715]
fic  b:lesmisérables  c:lesmis:valjean  c:lesmis:javert  theme:fix-it  theme:frenemies  theme:angst  theme:totherescue!  theme:selfharm  theme:snark  theme:h/c  theme:firstkiss  opinion:sweet  p:lesmis:javert/valjean  genre:slash  rating:pg-13  @ao3 
january 2013 by scorpionvoices
Sing Me a Lullaby - rachel4revenge - The Hobbit (2012) [Archive of Our Own]
He had knelt in the blood-soaked mud before the doors of Moria and held Hrokir's body, nearly cleaved in two from neck to hip. He had bellowed and raged at absent gods, and wept with his brow pressed hard against his brother's, whose grief he understood as never before.

He knew the song in his dreams was only a cruel joke of his imagination, no matter how real it seemed in the stillness of dawn. [4546]
fic  b:lordoftherings  c:lotr:ori  c:lotr:dwalin  c:lotr:nori  c:lotr:dori  trope:soulmates  theme:war  theme:injury  theme:grief  theme:angst  theme:destiny  theme:selfharm  theme:h/c  theme:firstkiss  theme:love  unusualpairing  p:lotr:dwalin/ori  genre:slash  rating:pg-13  @ao3 
january 2013 by scorpionvoices
Blue, an avengers fanfic by meganechan720 | FanFiction
U obediently walked over to his charging station, where Tony watched the small blond boy be suddenly confronted with the reality that he no longer had a power jack to hook into the wall socket. He stood there for three long seconds before turning to Tony, brown eyes wide and panicked.

A bots-to-humans story. [13,958]
fic  u:marvel  m:ironman  m:Avengers12  c:ironman:tony  c:ironman:pepper  c:ironman:dummy  c:ironman:u  c:ironman:jarvis  theme:transformation  theme:kids  theme:angst  theme:emotionalconstipation  theme:family  theme:grief  theme:growingup  theme:h/c  theme:robots  theme:scars  theme:selfharm  theme:PTSD  theme:establishedrelationship  p:ironamn:pepper/tony  genre:het  rating:pg  ficfromThePit  reaction:;_; 
october 2012 by scorpionvoices
Choosing Anger - sheafrotherdon - The Avengers (2012) [Archive of Our Own]
When he comes to again it's in the rubble of a disused warehouse, the memory of Natasha's fear a terrible truth seen through someone else's eyes. There's concrete and brick and rebar beneath him, but he isn't bloodied and his bones are whole. There's one guard on duty, sentinel against shadows from the factory's dreams, and he opines that Bruce has a condition, and throws him some pants, and he shares his sandwich, and he isn't afraid. [976]
ficlet  u:marvel  m:Avengers12  missingscene  c:avengers:bruce  characterstudy  c:ironman:tony  theme:angst  theme:selfharm  theme:friendship  genre:gen  rating:pg-13  author:sheafrotherdon  @ao3 
may 2012 by scorpionvoices
Catch Me (I'm Falling) - grydo2life - The Avengers (2012), Marvel (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Clint still dreams of falling, sometimes.

Sometimes, he is in the circus, walking the tightrope even though there’s nothing to stand on and then he’s really just sliding through empty air. In those dreams, Barney will be standing at the bottom, sawing away at the safety net with a bloody knife and saying things that Clint doesn’t want to hear.

The worst ones are the ones about the roof, though. In those, he does not climb back over the railing. Instead he slips and then he falls and falls and watches his life pass by him. The drop takes too long, and it is exactly what he feared it would be, full of horror and terror and the knowledge that he doesn’t want this but is helpless to stop it. He thinks of the people he is leaving behind now, his team and friends and lover, and he thinks of the unfairness of it all, that he is losing it now, when he has only just found it.

In those dreams, Phil is always there, and he reaches for Clint but always misses. [1466]
fic  u:marvel  m:Avengers12  c:avengers:clint  c:marvel:coulson  theme:angst  theme:dreams  theme:selfharm  theme:friendship  theme:love  p:marvel:clint/coulson  genre:slash  rating:pg-13  @ao3 
april 2012 by scorpionvoices
Freefall - galaxysoup - Thor (2011), The Avengers (2012) [Archive of Our Own]
Loki falls. Thor catches him. This does not solve as many problems as Thor was hoping it would.


“Loki,” he says, as gently as he can manage. “You cannot make me hate you. You are my brother and I love you. Please stop this madness!”

Loki convulses, letting out one harsh sob before going limp in Thor’s grasp. He remains as a Jotun but does not attempt to free himself again. He simply lies there, shaking badly, his skin blue and alien.

Odin finally releases Thor’s cape and steps out into his line of sight. Thor looks at him pleadingly, but Odin’s eye is only on Jotun-Loki. His expression is sorrowful, guilty, and there is a faint undercurrent of disgust.

Oh, Thor thinks, oh, even as his hand rises instinctively to cover Loki’s eyes. Understanding sinks into his heart as so many events of the last few days - centuries - become clear: Loki’s isolation, his difference, his sudden fragility. The desperation and madness of his recent plotting. Thor’s heart swells with sympathy even as his body tries to recoil. [11,240]
fic  u:marvel  co:avengers  m:thor  m:Avengers12  au:justalittledifferent  c:avengers:thor  c:thor:loki  c:thor:jane  c:avengers:steve  theme:family  theme:angst  theme:aftermath  theme:selfharm  theme:h/c  theme:fixing  theme:depression  theme:friendship  p:thor:jane/thor  genre:het  rating:pg-13  @ao3  for-kayla 
march 2012 by scorpionvoices
haven1984: Life
"I proved that I have blood, it's all on the floor," she murmurs to him before the blackness takes her. [4406] [an interesting take on characterization of River and the crew, but definitely not without its flaws.]
fic  firefly  oneshot  firefly:river  firefly:jayne  firefly:mal  firefly:simon  ensemble  theme:angst  theme:selfharm  theme:family  theme:fixing  gen  short  @fireflyarchive  rating:pg-13 
september 2011 by scorpionvoices
chimneypot: what a piece of work man is
Steve’s pretty certain Tony never used to be this bitter. He’s sure he remembers the Tony Stark who wanted to be a better man – who kept trying, at least. He remembers the Tony Stark who used to stay up with him nights, whose face was the first he ever saw. He remembers the Tony Stark who never played games; who was difficult, sure, and definitely challenging, but who was always honest with him. What he can’t remember is when this started to change, or why. And Tony looks at him sometimes with such openness, and sometimes with such revulsion, and both of these expressions hurt equally.

“What piece of work is a man!” says Tony, with his arms spread wide before the crowd stretched below them on the street. “How noble in reason! How infinite in faculty! In form and moving how express and admirable! In action how like an angel! In apprehension how like a god! The beauty of the world! The paragon of animals!” [3206]
fic  u:marvel  co:avengers  c:avengers:steve  c:ironman:tony  theme:angst  theme:drugabuse  theme:friendship  theme:selfharm  theme:firstkiss  opinion:sad  happyending  p:marvel:steve/tony  genre:slash  rating:r  @lj 
july 2011 by scorpionvoices
wideworldsend: All I Need
He'd forgotten some things; a lot of things, in fact, like how to read and walk and not piss all over himself when he needed to go to the bathroom. But he remembered important things, like his name, and a few things he could recall so well they seemed more real than the pale walls of the hospital.

'You were poisoned,' they told him, speaking up so he could hear.

He didn't remember that.

'You're a hero.'

Nor that.

'You saved Harry.'
fic  b:harrypotter  post-war  c:hp:ron  c:hp:hermione  c:hp:harry  theme:establishedrelationship  theme:sacrifice  theme:friendship  theme:love  theme:scars  theme:PTSD  theme:injury  theme:illness  theme:angst  theme:firstkiss  theme:selfharm  OT3  p:hp:harry/hermione/ron  genre:slash  genre:het  author:madmaudlin  rating:pg-13  @lj 
november 2010 by scorpionvoices
Twenty series, by Rebecca
Two broken people don't add up to one whole one and neither of them will ever be what they once were. But maybe, just maybe, they'll be enough for each other, enough that they can put each other together.
fic  theme:grief  theme:love  theme:angst  tv:firefly  c:firefly:mal  c:firefly:simon  c:firefly:zoe  c:firefly:ensemble  theme:selfharm  theme:h/c  theme:snark  theme:cuddling  theme:injury  theme:fixing  kink:D/s  kink:restraints  trope:sexualhealing  p:firefly:mal/simon  genre:slash  rating:nc-17  @fireflyarchive 
july 2009 by scorpionvoices

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