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In for Repairs - shinychimera, Yeomanrand - Star Trek (2009) [Archive of Our Own]
Young Jim Kirk is unstable and self-destructive, Leonard McCoy is withdrawn and wary, and the obstacles to surviving their first term at Starfleet Academy are not easy to overcome. A dark and brutal tale of the tangled borders between healing and hurt
startrek  st:aos  academy  childabuse  abused-kirk  leonardmccoy  jamestkirk  alcoholism  suicide  abused-mccoy  selfharm  self-loathing  insecure-kirk  yeomanrand  shinychimera  bigbang  length-novel  christopherpike  bar  injury  injured-kirk  pain  knifeplay  non-con  kirk/mccoy  slash  roughsex 
november 2010 by ratcreature
KCScribblings - [ST:XI] Second-Best Destiny (Master Post)
"Whatever our lives might have been, our destinies have changed." -- AOS Spock, ST:XI "You once said being a starship captain was my first, best destiny. And, if that's true, then yours is to be by my side." -- Deleted Shatner scene from ST:XI, origi
startrek  st:aos  kcs  gen  length-novel  jamestkirk  spock  kirk-prime  spock-prime  q  romulans  plague  starfleet  insecure-kirk  mindmeld  telepathy  destiny  bond  bigbang  leonardmccoy  mpdjk 
october 2010 by ratcreature
Welcome to my Circus - Shine Like the Sun (1/3)
An accident leaves Spock with amnesia. His last memory is bringing a cadet up on charges for cheating on the Kobayashi Maru - a cadet who, to his disgust, is now his bondmate.
startrek  st:aos  slash  kirk/spock  spock  spock-prime  amnesia  amnesiac-spock  jamestkirk  insecure-kirk  melodrama  bond  ponfarr  mindmeld  length-long  pov-spock  pov-3rd  leonardmccoy  injury  injured-kirk  injured-spock  h/c  cave  deltavega  kyliselle  angst  possessive-spock 
september 2010 by ratcreature
The Caffeinated Neurotic - FIC: All My Dreams, Torn Asunder (Kirk/Spock, 1/1)
"The terminal disappeared and the crowd of people disappeared, and it was just the two of them, the way it always seemed to be when Spock was near."
startrek  st:aos  jaylee-g  angst  melodrama  bond  impotence  breakup  slash  kirk/spock  misunderstanding  spock-prime  jamestkirk  pov-kirk  insecure-kirk  war  romulan  war-with-romulans  length-short  pov-3rd 
august 2010 by ratcreature
(Parenthetical Heart) - It's Been Known to Happen, Kirk/McCoy, NC-17
For someone who wanted a fill for the prompt-- paraphrased-- McCoy walks in on Kirk, using sex toys, because he's trying to be a good Captain and not have sex with his crew. McCoy decides to help him with that.
startrek  st:aos  kirk/mccoy  slash  toys  masturbation  jamestkirk  leonardmccoy  shoreleave  risa  blcwriter  clueless-kirk  insecure-kirk  length-short  pov-mccoy  tense-present  firsttime 
april 2010 by ratcreature
Curiosity killed the cat - Teach Me Tonight (Prologue)
During sex, Jim is so intent on pleasing his partner that he never actually reaches orgasm himself. Spock is out to change all that
startrek  st:aos  slash  kirk/spock  firsttime  insecure-kirk  spock  jamestkirk  awkwardsex  awkwardsextalk  ladyblahblah  wip 
april 2010 by ratcreature
Twilight Dawn - Ignominy
Sticks and stones might break his bones, but words have the power to destroy him.
startrek  st:aos  length-short  series  angst  jamestkirk  spock  melodrama  vulcans  insecure-kirk  uhura  kirk/spock  bond  azardarkstar 
april 2010 by ratcreature
Welcome to my Circus - Bases Loaded
As the Enterprise begins her voyage, Kirk tries to deal with the loneliness of being Captain. Luckily, he's got Spock to help.
startrek  slash  st:aos  series  kyliselle  h/c  angst  kirk/spock  garymitchell  evil-garymitchell  melodrama  insecure-kirk  telepathy  bond  tarsusiv  leonardmccoy  flashbacks  jamestkirk  spock  shoreleave  drugs  drugged-kirk  memorymanipulation  mindmeld  pov-spock  pov-3rd 
april 2010 by ratcreature
kirk_mccoy: fic : what chain reaction
Originally written for this prompt on the kink meme -- A mission goes bad and Jim loses his mind. Bones has to reassemble the pieces.
startrek  st:aos  h/c  amnesia  jamestkirk  amnesiac-kirk  kirk/mccoy  walksbyherself  slash  angst  insecure-kirk  injured-kirk  leonardmccoy  experiments  length-short 
april 2010 by ratcreature
Thoughts of a Random Writer - ST: Between the Lines
Of all the things they thought he was, an artist had never been one of them. AKA, Five people who discover Kirk's hidden talent, and one who's known all along.
startrek  st:aos  gen  fivethings  moogsthewriter  length-short  pov-multiple  art  jamestkirk  insecure-kirk  leonardmccoy  scotty  spock  uhura  pov-uhura  uhura-as-translator  pov-spock  grieving  pov-mccoy  pov-sulu  sulu  chekov  allergy  diplomacy  pov-3rd  amnesia  amnesiac-kirk  scott  pov-scott  firstcontact 
november 2009 by ratcreature
Unaware (but there)!verse - Bones/Kirk from ST XI - A hundred days (and counting), Masterpost
Jim is like quicksilver. He’s constantly moving, always on the go, always two steps ahead of everybody and always out of reach. He’s not something to have. He’s not somebody you could ever own or call yours. Jim is just made to let go, and letting go is t
startrek  slash  kirk/mccoy  jamestkirk  leonardmccoy  insecure-kirk  academy  pre-canon  tense-present  length-long  pov-3rd  pov-mccoy  christopherpike  injury  injured-kirk  kobayashimaru  joannamccoy  angst  friendship  hope_calaris  rei17  bigbang 
november 2009 by ratcreature

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