ratcreature + angst + hydra   19

cold winter sink your teeth in me, june sun beat me blind - KiaraSayre - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
James Buchanan Barnes, the Winter Soldier, HYDRA's asset, discovers that he's a lot better at ending lives than he is at saving them.

It doesn't help that the day keeps repeating.
captainamerica  pov-bucky  timeloop  timetravel  buckybarnes  steverogers  slash  steve/bucky  samwilson  kiarasayre  angst  length-medium  hydra 
may 2016 by ratcreature
Simple - Osidiano - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Written for the capkink meme; "To the Winter Soldier, there are basically three kinds of people in the world: superiors, mission support, and targets. He doesn't have the context to understand things like friendship. So what he sees in the Smithsonian exhibit and what little he remembers or feels about his past, he interprets in that light. He thinks that Steve must have been his handler during World War II. That the reason he couldn't kill Steve and the reason he was smiling in the museum photos was because Steve was a good superior who treated him well (or at least didn't hurt him like Pierce and Rumlow, which to him might be the best he can imagine).

Thinking he understands the situation, he decides to report to Steve. Cue misunderstandings, confusion and heartache for both of them."
captainamerica  wip  buckybarnes  wintersoldier  pov-bucky  hydra  post-movie  steverogers  samwilson  tonystark  pepperpotts  memories  flashbacks  angst  h/c  osidiano 
april 2016 by ratcreature
Sing Me the Alphabet - thesardine - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
There wasn’t anything left to salvage. That’s what Fury believed. It would have been a kindness to put him down.

When SHIELD finally releases Bucky from custody, he is not the man anyone expects him to be. The ruthlessness of the Winter Soldier is gone, replaced with a child-like wariness as he struggles to communicate his warped understanding of who he is and what was done to him. But with Hydra scrambling to regroup, SHIELD takes dangerous measures to secure Zola's algorithm to use against them, and Steve is dragged back into battle, forced to weigh what's best for Bucky against what's best for the fate of the free world.

Then Bucky is abducted.

Steve races to recover his friend before the man who was Bucky is gone forever. When the rescue stalls, he starts to crumble under the weight of everything he has lost and everything the war has taken from him.

Meanwhile, Bucky confronts a terrible piece of ex-SHIELD tech that was in development long beforeProject Insight, but in order to survive, he must decide who he is going to be: the vulnerable Bucky Barnes or the indomitable Winter Soldier? It turns out there might not be as big a difference as everyone seems to think.
captainamerica  avengers  angst  pov-multiple  buckybarnes  steverogers  wintersoldier  steve/bucky  slash  recovery  thesardine  hydra  shield  agentsofshield  memorymanipulation  natasharomanov  philcoulson  pepperpotts  actionadventure  jemma  fitz  abduction  escape  samwilson  length-novel 
november 2015 by ratcreature
Poppies of the Field - kaasknot - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
"Thank you for purchasing a StarkTech Companion 'Bot! Please state your name for licensing."

Wherein Bucky is a severely agoraphobic combat veteran, and Steve is the android he buys out of loneliness.
captainamerica  slash  steverogers  buckybarnes  au  mpdjk  steve/bucky  kaasknot  androids  robot!steve  natasharomanov  length-novel  angst  h/c  agoraphobia  ex-military!bucky  ai  hydra  clintbarton  ai-natasha  ai-clint 
september 2015 by ratcreature
Running Through My Veins (An American Masquerade) - CheeseWrites - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
For all Steve’s bravado, his disregard and his blind determination, Bucky knows that neither of them thought they’d end up here – Bucky, with a body full of poison and secrets, a head full of landmines; Steve, with the weight of a nation on his newly-formed shoulders; both of them, with eyes for each other first.

At least that part isn’t new.

[Or, Bucky Barnes, from the rescue to the Commandos.]
captainamerica  buckybarnes  steverogers  wwii  during-movie  length-medium  h/c  gen  friendship  howlingcommandoes  injured-bucky  experiments  zola  hydra  puking  characterstudy  pov-bucky  cheesewrites  angst 
september 2015 by ratcreature
between scylla and charybdis - refusals - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Sam Wilson has been witness to a lot of things he wishes he could unsee. Civilian families shot dead in their cars because of miscommunications at checkpoints. Riley’s body spiralling to the ground in a smoke-plumed plummet. His own face in his bathroom mirror after waking up hung-over as hell at two in the afternoon, the day after the anniversary of Riley’s death, year after year after year.

And now, in an abandoned bunker on the outskirts of Boston, a seemingly unremarkable manila folder at the bottom of a filing cabinet.
captainamerica  slash  buckybarnes  steverogers  samwilson  pov-samwilson  length-long  refusals  raperecovery  steve/bucky  hydra  h/c  angst  recovery 
april 2015 by ratcreature
to memory now I can't recall - Etharei - Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
While on a mission storming a HYDRA facility, James Buchanan Barnes touches one of the many strange alien devices collected by the Red Skull. He does this, in fact, twice— in the past, and in the future.

Next thing he knows, Bucky Barnes is opening his eyes in the 21st century, which is full of great gadgets and coffee, and at least includes his old pal Steve. (And, inexplicably, a different Stark.) Meanwhile, the Winter Soldier finds himself in the middle of World War Two, helping Captain America hunt down HYDRA (which is at least familiar), pretending to be Bucky Barnes (which is not), and figuring out the very noisy group of soldiers who call themselves the Howling Commandos.
captainamerica  avengers  howlingcommandoes  team  timetravel  magical-artifact  etharei  length-long  bigbang  buckybarnes  pov-bucky  steverogers  switching-places  hydra  memories  actionadventure  wwii  plotty  recovery  identity  wintersoldier  natasharomanov  steve/bucky  peggycarter  slash  firsttime  angst  tonystark  thor  clintbarton  samwilson 
november 2014 by ratcreature
Of Many - Asidian - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
He tries it the easy way, the first time, like the coward Steve's never believed he is.

It's 1943, and Bucky's still waking clammy with night sweats, phantom restraints pinning him down and Zola's voice in his head. He's still talking big to cover how he jerks away whenever anyone puts a hand on him. He’s pretending he doesn't see the way Steve looks at him, the way they all look at him, like he's in danger of coming apart.

Only this time – this time when they try to give him a discharge, he takes it. He crams what little owns in his duffel and ships off for the states.
captainamerica  wintersoldier  slash  steverogers  buckybarnes  steve/bucky  timetravel  mind-timetravel  do-over  howlingcommandoes  rescue  sad  pov-bucky  angst  hydra  torture 
november 2014 by ratcreature
Two Supersoldiers and a Toddler - biblionerd07 - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
Steve and Bucky didn't know HYDRA was working to breed a new supersoldier from their DNA, but they're pretty glad they get to keep the little boy, even if things aren't exactly smooth sailing all the time.
captainamerica  slash  fluff  domestic  avengers  steverogers  buckybarnes  steve/bucky  kidfic  angst  family  hydra  biblionerd07  team  natasharomanov  samwilson  clintbarton  deafness 
september 2014 by ratcreature
Mission Incomplete - gammadolphin - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
He does not understand. He completed his mission. The captain is dead. So why does it feel as though he has done something terrible, as though he has knocked the world off its axis? Why is the screaming in his head louder than ever?
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AU where Bucky thinks he completes his mission on the riverbank and Hydra "rewards" him by giving his memories back. All of them.
captainamerica  slash  steverogers  buckybarnes  steve/bucky  angst  mpdjk  pining  suicidalthoughts  h/c  hydra  memories  length-medium  pov-bucky  gammadolphin  flashbacks 
september 2014 by ratcreature
Ipseity - SkyisGray - Captain America - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
Even the strongest personalities, when subjected to great physical, emotional, and sexual abuses, can splinter, or dissociate.

Bucky Barnes lives a nightmare after falling from a train and being recovered by Hydra. His mind deals with the trauma by splintering into the soldier, the prisoner, the patriot, and the assassin.

Years later, they team up to save Steve Rogers.
captainamerica  skyisgray  buckybarnes  pov-bucky  torture  hydra  redroom  natasharomanov  series  steve/bucky  slash  het  non-con  bucky/natasha  mentalillness  wintersoldier  alexanderpierce  angst  multiplepersonalities  length-novel  wip  assassination  escape  capture  interrogation  sexualabuse 
august 2014 by ratcreature
The Night Has Seen Your Mind - bomberqueen17 - Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
I wasn't sure what this was going to be when I started it, but it has grown into something almost startlingly coherent, if I do say so myself. They don't find Bucky, he finds himself.

Steve and Sam return from a futile tour of the globe on the heels of the ghost of the Winter Soldier to find a pile of postcards with the names of confirmed-killed HYDRA agents waiting at Stark Tower: mission reports from the ghost to the only commanding officer he still feels he has.
All of it is set to culminate in New York City... if Bucky can remember what he set up.

With some Clint/Natasha, Bucky/Natasha, Steve/Sam pining, a whole bunch of friendship dynamics, gratuitous pop culture references (Bucky is obsessed with pop music, as a coping strategy), slash, het, and a lot of cussing.
captainamerica  wintersoldier  avengers  actionadventure  angst  h/c  hydra  buckybarnes  steverogers  natasharomanov  clintbarton  samwilson  het  slash  pining  memorymanipulation  memories  recovery  steve/bucky  bucky/natasha  steve/sam  wip  length-novel  friendship  team  bomberqueen17  adjusting-to-present  socialmedia  food  injured-bucky  letters  postcards  music 
july 2014 by ratcreature
somebody hears you. (you know that.) - kaydeefalls - Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
There are many voices in his head these days. The Winter Soldier's memories are the most coherent, but Barnes is far more persistent. Maybe because Barnes actually had a voice of his own, once.

(He's got to figure out who he is before he can worry about what he wants.)
slash  buckybarnes  steve/bucky  captainamerica  steverogers  wintersoldier  natasharomanov  post-movie  memories  pov-bucky  hydra  recovery  angst  length-medium  kaydeefalls 
may 2014 by ratcreature
Wings - astolat - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
“You know, whatever you’re planning to do to me,” Sam said, working hard to keep his voice steady, “I'm not going to be using it for you."
captainamerica  astolat  slash  wingfic  wip  samwilson  steverogers  buckybarnes  steve/sam  winged-sam  bodymodification  torture  angst  dreams  hydra  experiments 
may 2014 by ratcreature
Childhood is the Kingdom Where Nobody Dies - MemoryDragon - The Avengers (2012) [Archive of Our Own]
Seven-year-old Tony Stark wakes up on a Hydra base, lost, afraid, and alone. He has to overcome his fears before it's too late for the Avengers and Captain America.
avengers  gen  deaging  deaged-tony  h/c  childabuse  tonystark  captive  escape  hydra  steverogers  clintbarton  team  rhodey  thor  brucebanner  abused-tony  loki  length-long  memorydragon  angst  actionadventure 
august 2013 by ratcreature
Space Electric - icarus_chained - Iron Man (Movies), The Avengers (2012) [Archive of Our Own]
"The SHIELD interceptor spaceship Avenger is under final attack. Aboard her, sitting in his cell, the war criminal Tony Stark gets ready for the confrontation, and the revelation, that he knows is about to come."

Space Opera AU, focused on Tony & JARVIS, with Steve, Bruce, Natasha, Clint, Fury, Maria, and original AI characters.

Listing Series
avengers  ironman  gen  series  icarus_chained  sentientspaceship  ai  cyborg  jarvis  tonystark  bond  telepathy  nickfury  steverogers  natasharomanov  mariahill  clintbarton  team  originalcharacter  pov-multiple  angst  h/c  actionadventure  hydra  captive  rescue  au  spaceship  brucebanner  obadiahstane  pts  war  shield 
june 2013 by ratcreature

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