Hard Wired - arsenicarcher (Arsenic) - The Avengers (Marvel Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
After a few months of being on his own, his body deteriorating, Bucky knows he's got to go somewhere. He can only think of one place to go. Your basic post CA2 fix-it fic.
fandom:avengers  p:marvel:steve/bucky  subject:recovery  subject:animals  kink:piercings  year:2014  length:20k-50k 
3 days ago
Out of the Dead Land - Chapter 1 - emilyenrose - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Someone is building machines that look and act like people.

Meanwhile, the Winter Soldier tries to be Bucky Barnes.
fandom:avengers  p:marvel:steve/bucky  subject:robots  genre:action  length:50k+  year:2014 
3 days ago
reconsciousness - lupinely - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
Steve goes after Bucky; Natasha and Sam follow. They find him and bring him home. [Sam/Natasha/Steve/Bucky, Steve/Bucky]

[honestly more gen]
fandom:avengers  verse:mcu  genre:gen  p:marvel:steve/bucky  subject:recovery  subject:reunions  length:10k-20k  year:2014 
4 days ago
In the Carcass of the World - Speranza - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Based on art by Puckboum for the Captain America Reverse Big Bang. The prompt: "Post-apocalyptic AU. The idea I had while drawing was that the end of the world happens some time after WS or CW, Steve and Bucky are looking for Tony so he can make a new arm for Bucky, and Natasha, Clint and Sam are looking for them so they can stop Hydra from taking control of what's left of society. That or quiet slice of life, except in a post-apo world."
fandom:avengers  length:10k-20k  setting:post-apoc  subject:apocalypse  p:marvel:steve/bucky  author:speranza  type:big.bang  year:2017  !favorites  !rec 
4 days ago
the nightmare from which I am trying to awake - Speranza - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
"You gotta bring him in, Cap." Tony Stark, distant: on speakerphone. "You can come in to me, or you can go to—well, I don't know who else is left. But you gotta bring him in."
year:2014  fandom:avengers  p:marvel:steve/bucky  author:speranza  length:10k-20k 
4 days ago
Off the Edge - LavenderProse - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
"Going somewhere?" Bucky asks, like he feels like he's obligated to.
"Going on a trip," Steve says.
"Dunno. Wanna come?"

Steve and Bucky go on a road trip. Breakthroughs are made.
fandom:avengers  p:marvel:steve/bucky  notes:cute  setting:road.trip  year:2015  length:20k-50k  notes:funny 
5 days ago
a little light in your black sea - alcibiades - Captain America (Movies), Iron Man (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Bucky's relationship with Steve was fairly simple. His relationship with technology - in particular, one specific piece of technology - was a little bit more difficult to explain.

[i love this type of bucky, recovered and functional but just a bit haunted still]
!masterpost  !favorites  fandom:avengers  p:marvel:steve/bucky  length:100k+  year:2015  subject:recovery  notes:fantastic  authors:a 
5 days ago
some riot - alcibiades - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
She managed to get the clip pulled from the news. It took a lot of phone calls and more voice-raising than she ever liked to do, but she couldn't imagine how James must be feeling. Every time she saw it, she felt sick -- there was this expression of surprise on Steve's face when the bullet hit, clear enough even through the grainy, far-away footage.

AU to the DITAB universe.
subject:character.death  fandom:avengers  verse:mcu  p:marvel:bucky/pepper  subject:pregnancy  tw:miscarriage 
5 days ago
A Tree Grows In Brooklyn - newsbypostcard - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
For a while, it seems like everything is... well, normal's not the word, but Steve's as right as anyone would've expected after being that seriously injured. He hurts. Physio takes time. Everything feels hard. It makes sense that it would. He was stabbed twice and shot three times, and Sam says he'd have drowned if he hadn't been pulled out of the river by--
[summary from part 3]

Sam doesn't actually say who. He doesn't need to. The guards by the door had said enough. If B--
If he had remembered enough to pull Steve out of the river, then he probably--
He probably remembers--

Steve's hand slips suddenly off the counter.

One of the things Steve learns firsthand: grief is never as straightforward or as linear as five simple steps, even when it doesn't take you 75 years to work through it.
fandom:avengers  p:marvel:steve/bucky  !masterpost  length:100k+  setting:post-civil.war  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  c:marvel:natasha.romanova  c:marvel:steve.rogers  c:marvel:sam.wilson 
9 days ago
lacuna - Chapter 1 - alcibiades - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
The Winter Soldier doesn't remember Steve Rogers, but he needs Rogers' help.

OR: The one where Bucky doesn't remember Steve, but falls in love with him anyway.
fandom:avengers  p:marvel:steve/bucky  verse:mcu  setting:post-civil.war  notes:lovely  !favorites  !rec  length:50k+  year:2015 
10 days ago
Poppies of the Field - Chapter 1 - kaasknot - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
"Thank you for purchasing a StarkTech Companion 'Bot! Please state your name for licensing."

Wherein Bucky is a severely agoraphobic combat veteran, and Steve is the android he buys out of loneliness.
notes:fantastic  fandom:avengers  genre:au  setting:dystopia  p:marvel:steve/bucky  character-type:robot  length:20k-50k  tw:dub-con  subject:ptsd  tw:torture 
10 days ago
under a golden january sun - newsbypostcard - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Bucky'd never wanted to admit that he only felt alive when Steve was touching him as though sculpting him from clay. Some days, Bucky wished that Steve could—wanted to encase himself in some viscous substance just so Steve could recover him with his hands, guide his true shape into form. So he could become manifest by way of artistic vision.

(In Wakanda, Bucky tries to find himself. Steve tries to find him, too.)
fandom:avengers  p:marvel:steve/bucky  verse:mcu  setting:post-black.panther  year:2018  length:10k-20k 
10 days ago
Itinerant - Chapter 1 - realmythology - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
Maybe flowers’ll grow from me, pulling everything else out of my flesh until I’m nothing but those bones, nothing but all the love I got for you. That’ll last forever, I know it.

Got me all twisted-up, honey. Always did.

Steve Rogers tries to carve out a place for himself in a world where he isn't Captain America. Bucky Barnes tries to reclaim himself while paying back a debt that he can't shake.

Somehow, they manage to meet in the middle.
fandom:avengers  verse:mcu  setting:post-civil.war  p:marvel:steve/bucky  setting:Wakanda  length:20k-50k  year:2017 
10 days ago
the old familiar sting - Nonymos - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
There's something a little off with Bucky, but Steve's loved him since he was a six-year-old scrap of nothing in Brooklyn, and he ain't the type to back down so easy.
fandom:avengers  p:marvel:steve/bucky  character-type:vampire  notes:fascinating  year:2017  length:05k-10k  c:marvel:bucky.barnes 
11 days ago
War, Children - Chapter 1 - Nonymos - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
After Bucky was released from the hospital, it only took him a couple of weeks to give up on himself. Difficult to believe in any kind of future when the simple act of staying alive was almost too big an effort.

Out the frosted window, across the street, there was a tiny homeless guy burrowing under an awning.
fandom:avengers  p:marvel:steve/bucky  genre:au  subject:ptsd  subject:gender  genre:hurt/comfort  notes:amazing  !favorites  !rec  length:100k+  year:2015  notes:FEELS  quality:***** 
11 days ago
Except it Abide in the Vine - spitandvinegar - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Steve is dead. Sam's a wreck. Bucky's barely coping.

Then Bucky shows up.
[multiple steves, multiple buckys, multiple universes. confusing but sweet.]
fandom:avengers  p:marvel:steve/bucky  year:2016  length:20k-50k  notes:weird  p:marvel:bucky/bucky 
11 days ago
Zhelaniye - Chapter 1 - Nonymos - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
When Bucky said that he wanted to be put back under, Sam took one look at Steve’s expression and dragged him out of the room.

“Breathe,” he ordered sternly.

“He can’t—” The words were clogging his throat. “He can’t—”

“Panic attack first, talk later.” Sam crouched to be at eye level and put a solid hand on Steve’s shoulder. “C’mon.”

It took Steve longer than usual to get his shaky breathing under control. The serum had fixed his asthma but couldn’t do anything against pain and grief and loss.

“I just… I don’t understand,” he finally managed to gasp out. “It’s not right, Sam.” His desperate eyes looked for Sam’s steady brown gaze. “That’s the last thing he deserves.”

“Maybe that’s for him to decide.”
fandom:avengers  p:marvel:steve/bucky  setting:post-movie  setting:post-civil.war  length:20k-50k  year:2016  pov:steve.rogers 
11 days ago
And Nowhere to Go - Chapter 1 - Nonymos - The Avengers (Marvel Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
He gave a mocking, dirty smirk. “Basically, Rogers, you need to be worked hard and put away wet.”

Steve’s gut did something strange when he heard those words, but he absolutely refused to acknowledge it as anything else than fury.

Tony wants to find out about Steve's limits. Steve never knew how to back down from a fight.
fandom:avengers  verse:mcu  tw:non-con  notes:dark  length:20k-50k  year:2014  kink:humiliation  kink:fucking.machine  subject:body.mods  notes:mindthetags 
11 days ago
Titanium (I'm Bulletproof, Nothing To Lose) - sassbandit - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
What do you do when you're a recovering traumatized cyborg assassin with a tendency toward body dysphoria? Go stick some metal in your dick!

Or, the one where Bucky reconnects with his body by getting a lot of piercings.
fandom:avengers  p:marvel:steve/bucky  subject:body.mods  year:2018 
11 days ago
Summer Don't Own Me No More - Chapter 1 - alby_mangroves, Nonymos - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
Bucky Barnes, weary soldier, illegal immigrant, sarcastic sex worker. Steve Rogers, miracle of science, lonely man, disillusioned cop. Both of them on a collision course in this brave new world, like that's not gonna end in sex and explosions.
fandom:avengers  p:marvel:steve/bucky  character-type:sex.industry  genre:au  year:2017  length:20k-50k  setting:future  setting:dystopia 
11 days ago
Aftermath - Potrix - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
One moment they’re fighting, yelling scathing insults and ugly accusations at each other, and the next they’re kissing, all teeth and anger-fuelled desperation. Steve backs him up until Tony’s shoulders hit the closest wall, and hoists him up, giving Tony no choice but to wrap his legs around Steve’s waist for support. Tony bites Steve’s bottom lip, hard enough to draw blood, and Steve growls, and grips both of Tony’s wrists in one big hand, his hold bruisingly tight.
fandom:one.direction  p:marvel:bucky/steve/tony  subject:pregnancy  setting:post-civil.war  length:01K-05K  year:2016  notes:sweet  !favorites  !rec  @twitter 
12 days ago
quiet americans - magdaliny - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
[The Soldier remembers this: he wakes up in the snow.]

//Neither of them have been out to see it, but they sure heard about it: a complete bloodbath, five STRIKE agents killed—slaughtered, really, torn nearly limb from limb, piled on the floor with six dead civilians shot full of Russian bullets. Whoever killed the agents had taken their cash, their weapons, and in one case, their clothes. The lack of evidence means they can't be sure if they're dealing with a rogue superhuman, the Winter Soldier on a murder spree, or James Barnes avenging civilian deaths. Steve's clinging grimly to the last, and the fact that eleven other residents of the building survived their wounds; the Winter Soldier's file indicates he's not the type to leave witnesses alive.
fandom:avengers  p:marvel:steve/bucky  notes:fantastic  notes:FEELS  !favorites  !rec  !masterpost  year:2018  genre:hurt/comfort  tw:violence  tw:abuse  tw:torture  subject:reunions  subject:recovery  subject:injury  tw:gore  length:100k+  authors:m  quality:*****  notes:all.the.awards  verse:mcu  c:marvel:bucky.barnes 
12 days ago
Just Far Enough - Chapter 1 - TheSopherfly - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
Tony couldn’t honestly remember how long it had been like this. Probably since the day he’d called T’Challa and offered his help. At first it had just been compulsive self-denial: you can’t eat until you’ve drafted your opening remarks, until you’ve finished your research, until you’ve rewritten every last colon and comma and apostrophe in those Accords so that everyone can come home.

Those goals had been realistic. Lately, they’d become impossible. Until everyone forgives you. Until you forgive yourself. Until you make up for every bad thing you’ve ever caused.

He was fine. He was coasting in a dangerous place, but he was fine. He wasn't taking it too far - just far enough. Set a year after CACW. Eventual Tony/Bucky/Steve.
fandom:avengers  verse:mcu  tw:self-harm  tw:eating.disorder  p:marvel:bucky/tony  p:marvel:steve/bucky  p:marvel:tony/steve  p:marvel:bucky/steve/tony  subject:ptsd  genre:angst  length:50k+  notes:tonyfeeels  year:2017  c:marvel:bucky.barnes 
16 days ago
Give Me Your Filth - Dira Sudis (dsudis) - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
"I don't care," Bucky said. "I don't care which one was you and which one was someone else. You're underneath me now. It's my turn. I do things now, and you lie there and take it."

This was going to hurt.
fandom:avengers  authors:d  p:marvel:steve/bucky  tw:non-con  notes:dark  tw:torture  length:10k-20k  kink:bondage  tw:violence  notes:unsettling  notes:[brokenheartemoji]  c:marvel:bucky.barnes 
17 days ago
Lamb and Martyr - Chapter 1 - Dira Sudis (dsudis) - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
The Winter Soldier was never allowed to orgasm (and was punished if he did when his handlers used him for sex/he was caught masturbating) except when he was ordered to brutally rape HYDRA prisoners in lieu of conventional torture. As a result, post-CA:TWS, Bucky can only get off in violent non-con scenarios with him as the rapist - which, obviously, he finds horrifying, choosing self-imposed celibacy over the risk of hurting a lover.

Steve finds out and offers to help. Cue hardcore BDSM with Steve pretending to be the Winter Soldier's victim, crying for help and begging him to stop (the more wretched the better - but always consensually, with a safeword). Steve doesn't get off on it, but he wants to help Bucky (and while vanilla sex does nothing for Bucky, maybe he finds it emotionally soothing to be gentle with Steve before/after their roleplaying?).

+1: Someone walks in on them and thinks it's real.
fandom:avengers  authors:d  length:20k-50k  p:marvel:steve/bucky  kink:bdsm  tw:violence  c:marvel:bucky.barnes 
17 days ago
Autonomy - Chapter 1 - Amethystina - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
After spending years under HYDRA's control the last thing Bucky wants is to return to their ranks. He does so only because his situation provides an invaluable opportunity to infiltrate the most impenetrable army in the galaxy — his own discomfort is a small price to pay for the lives he might save in the future.

Three months is all he can take before he decides to throw his cover and find his way back to Steve, HYDRA hot on his heels. With him, Bucky has a memory drive of stolen information and a second personality sharing his body, courtesy of HYDRA’s brainwashing.

All Bucky wants is to deliver the information to Steve and the Alliance and finally return home, but when his ship is damaged he has no choice but to stop for emergency repairs. He's directed to 'The Mechanic,' who can supposedly help, but Bucky isn't exactly comforted when he meets the man in question.

But with HYDRA breathing down his neck Bucky doesn't have a choice — he's going to have to trust this Tony, whether he likes it or not.
fandom:avengers  p:marvel:bucky/tony  setting:space  genre:scifi  length:100k+  !rec  !favorites  genre:au  notes:fantastic  notes:heartsforeyes  authors:a  year:2016  subject:ptsd  c:marvel:bucky.barnes 
18 days ago
A Million Stars - kaesaria - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
[Bucky can't let the words out. Tony can't hold them back. Apathy, anger and insomnia: the road to recovery is anything but uncluttered. The boys have to find a way through traumas both near and distant, and Steve has to step back and let them... no matter how hard that is.]

"“It wasn’t the point.” Stark makes a dismissive wave with his hand, as if that’s supposed to mean something to Bucky. “Hurting me, I mean. That wasn’t the point. They were just—bored. The guys guarding me. They were looking for ways to pass the time. I just—I don’t think anyone told them not to, so they figured what the hell.”

“Secondary function.”

It’s out before Bucky’s brain catches up with his mouth."
fandom:avengers  tw:non-con  notes:positive.ending  notes:depressing  length:01K-05K  length:10k-20k  year:2016  p:marvel:tony/steve  c:marvel:tony.stark  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  c:marvel:steve.rogers  p:marvel:bucky/steve/tony  !rec  !favorites 
19 days ago
Come Round Full Circle - kaesaria - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
Stark's not a real handler, but the Asset Bucky finds it useful to think of him as one.
Written in response to a prompt on the trashmeme: "The Winter Soldier (and later Bucky) needs regular fucking to keep his functionality and memories."
*unfinished  fandom:avengers  tw:non-con  tw:dub-con  p:marvel:bucky/tony  tw:abuse  subject:ptsd  tw:violence  notes:dark  notes:unsettling  year:2016  length:20k-50k  c:marvel:bucky.barnes 
19 days ago
What I Used To Be - Chapter 1 - thepinupchemist - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
When the police uncover a hidden sub-basement in the home of criminal Alexander Pierce and find a tortured omega and his three pups, they bring them to the Stark Omega Clinic, a non-profit dedicated to rehabilitating traumatized omegas.

After dark in September 2005, fourteen year old Bucky Barnes vanished. Eleven years and three pups later, he is far from the boy that went missing from a suburban neighborhood outside of Denver.

Steve Rogers is an alpha of some means. When he came into money, he decided to use what he had for good and sign up as a candidate to be a support alpha for his close friend Tony's charitable clinic. When he takes on the task of helping reintegrate Bucky and his pups into the world, he doesn't expect to fall so hard.
fandom:avengers  genre:au  trope:alpha/omega  tw:non-con  subject:kidnapping  subject:children  year:2016  subject:ptsd  notes:positive.ending  p:marvel:steve/bucky  length:100k+  c:marvel:bucky.barnes 
23 days ago
We Are The Lucky Ones - blithelybonny - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
The Soldiers will be drift compatible -- of that, there is no question. They were bred for perfect synchronicity; two halves of one whole, one mind in two perfect bodies.

But they cannot be allowed to remember. The drift may be catastrophic.
fandom:avengers  genre:fusion  fandom:pacific.rim  p:marvel:steve/bucky  trope:alpha/omega  year:2016  c:marvel:bucky.barnes 
23 days ago
Acceptable Risk - Chapter 1 - appalachian_fireflies - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Hydra's obsession with the super soldier serum leads them to use Bucky to continue the line. After the hellicarriers, he remembers that they have taken his baby from him. He wants her back.
fandom:avengers  year:2015  trope:alpha/omega  subject:children  trope:kidfic  length:10k-20k  notes:sweet  p:marvel:steve/bucky  !rec  !favorites  c:marvel:bucky.barnes 
23 days ago
Love and Family (out of order) - AvocadoLove - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
When Steve brings Bucky home shortly after the fall of SHIELD, it's obvious he's keeping a few secrets to himself. Tony knows the truth because he can smell it: Bucky's pregnant, and the baby is Tony's. Except, that shouldn't be possible. Tony has never met Bucky Barnes—or the Winter Soldier—before.
fandom:avengers  length:05k-10k  p:marvel:bucky/tony  subject:children  subject:pregnancy  year:2016  c:marvel:bucky.barnes 
23 days ago
Riptide - Claudia_flies - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Bucky is crouched in the corner of the observation room. His body is dirty, a long wavy curtain of hair hangs over his face, but Steve can see a pair of dark alert eyes looking out above his forearm that he has rested on his knees, protecting his face.

Post-Age of Ultron A/O/B.
fandom:avengers  trope:alpha/omega  p:marvel:steve/bucky  year:2016  length:10k-20k  subject:pregnancy  c:marvel:bucky.barnes 
23 days ago
Not Unwanted, Not Unloved - Chapter 1 - Little_Iago, stuckytrash (Watsittoyou) - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
They'd resigned themselves to never becoming parents - until Bucky gets pregnant and drops off the grid without even a whisper to his mate about his condition.
Steve will still raze the earth to find him, but that doesn't mean he likes what he finds.
fandom:avengers  subject:pregnancy  p:marvel:steve/bucky  year:2017  length:50k+  trope:alpha/omega  subject:kidnapping  genre:angst  notes:depressing  notes:positive.ending  c:marvel:bucky.barnes 
23 days ago
Traumatic Insemination - Defiler_Wyrm - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Hydra reactivates the Winter Soldier to assist with sample collection.

There are men in uniforms with guns at the door, and to either side of him a few paces away. God, the noise in his head is horrific, the aftershocks of an unspeakable whine. God, his arm feels so strange. He rolls his left shoulder and it still feels wrong, stiff and somehow unnatural.

“Soldier, respond.” The whitecoat sounds angry. Do they mean him? Is he the soldier? Is–

Oh, fuck. Oh shit, hell, and damn.

He has no idea who he is.
fandom:avengers  tw:non-con  kink:tentacles  subject:amnesia  kink:plugs  length:05k-10k  year:2017  notes:yikes  c:marvel:bucky.barnes 
24 days ago
I But A Shell of Myself - Lauralot - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
The message is on the back of the door in the last room Steve searches. The handwriting, labored and thick and hardly like Bucky’s, spells out one sentence:

They didn’t use anesthesia when they cut off his arm.
fandom:avengers  notes:dark  notes:positive.ending  p:marvel:steve/bucky  !masterpost  tw:non-con  tw:torture  tw:abuse  subject:ptsd  subject:injury  authors:l  length:10k-20k  year:2015  !rec  !favorites  c:marvel:bucky.barnes 
24 days ago
Keep You Going Through the Show - Lauralot - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
The first time Bucky breaks his fingers, Steve thinks nothing of it.

[Fear is a good motivator, as is pain. However, HYDRA needs to make sure their best weapon isn't going to run away crying after getting a few broken bones, or, on the off chance that the winter soldier is captured, that he won't spill the beans on their world domination plans.

They torture + physically/sexually/mentally/emotionally abuse him to "train" him and increase his pain tolerance, just in case.

As a result of going through every possible abuse/torture under the sun, Bucky no longer fears a lot of things, just accepts them. Brutal rapes? He takes it with his breakfast. Beatings until he's half-blind with pain? A weekly occurrence.

Cue Steve finding this out in unpleasant ways. Ex: Bucky falls ten stories and breaks three ribs and his ankle. He gets right back up and keeps fighting until the battle is over, and it's not until Steve catches him limping that he knows something is wrong. Bucky just shrugs it off easily and says "I've been through worse."]
fandom:avengers  tw:torture  subject:injury  p:marvel:steve/bucky  tw:self-harm  authors:l  year:2014  length:05k-10k  c:marvel:bucky.barnes 
24 days ago
Everything Stuck to Him - Lauralot - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Bucky's body no longer belonged to HYDRA. He could do anything he wanted with it, and Steve couldn't stop him.

[This story was inspired by two prompts from the Hydra Trash Meme: the first requesting Bucky aggressively owning his bodily autonomy, to the point of self-destructive behaviors, and the second requesting Steve self-harming during Bucky's recovery due to guilt.]
fandom:avengers  p:marvel:steve/bucky  tw:abuse  tw:self-harm  subject:alcohol/drugs  notes:dark  notes:depressing  length:05k-10k  authors:l  subject:ptsd  subject:depression  c:marvel:bucky.barnes 
24 days ago
The Spaces In-Between - Lauralot - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
"Memories are like buckets of water: they weigh on the heart and the brain until the body fails. You're blessed to stay forgetful and young, Soldier."

Sometimes blessings feel like curses.
fandom:avengers  subject:injury  subject:amnesia  authors:l  length:05k-10k  year:2016  subject:disability  tw:torture  c:marvel:bucky.barnes 
24 days ago
Rogers & Barnes: Partners - triedunture - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Steve and Bucky have to pose as a couple for a mission. Nat insists it really is the only option. She's checked.

The complication: unbeknownst to even Natasha, Steve and Bucky's friendship has been rocky ever since Bucky confessed his tender feelings and Steve left him out in the cold. Can asexual, completely-in-love-with-his-angry-best-friend Steve complete the mission and win Bucky's heart?

(The answer is yes. Yay!)
fandom:avengers  p:marvel:steve/bucky  subject:asexuality  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  tag:needs. 
26 days ago
Habeas Corpus - Chapter 1 - BrighteyedJill - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
An unexpected incident in the field leaves Steve Rogers facing the infiltration of a Hydra base and retrieval of important intelligence, all while pretending to be the Winter Soldier. Unfortunately, there are important aspects of the Soldier's past that Bucky hasn't disclosed, and Steve has no idea what he's really walking into.
fandom:avengers  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  tag:needs. 
26 days ago
Soft Target - Hyperthetical, Riakomai - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
soft tar·get | sôft ˈtärɡət | noun
a person or thing that is relatively unprotected or vulnerable, especially to military or terrorist attack.


Bucky and Steve reconnect after a mission gone wrong.
fandom:avengers  p:marvel:steve/bucky  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  tag:needs. 
27 days ago
Paradigm Shift - Chapter 1 - MissBegottenLit (SoulTinkerer) - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
After the revelations and epic beatdown in Siberia, Tony is left with unlimited access to all the files and data stored in the bunker. He expects to find evidence of the Winter Soldier’s past crimes, but he finds so much more.

OR--Tony goes looking for evidence he can use to crucify the Winter Soldier and instead finds Hydra trash.
fandom:avengers  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  tag:needs. 
4 weeks ago
Hallowed Ground - shinelikethunder (tenlittlebullets) - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Bucky thinks about cleaning guns, or doing field maintenance on his arm, and tries to pretend he's repairing something delicate as he traces the lines of violence carved into Steve's flesh.

It'd be nice to believe that's what he's doing.
fandom:avengers  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  tag:needs. 
4 weeks ago
Blood from a Stone - Chapter 1 - shinelikethunder (tenlittlebullets) - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Once you passed a certain point in the hierarchy, getting ordered to do shit like lead a gangbang on Captain America was a surprise but not a shock.

Fill for a hydratrashmeme prompt requesting a Hydra/Steve gangbang where Steve has been dosed with aphrodisiacs to force him to get off. Or, a trash party dumpster travesty in two acts:
Act 1: Steve Rogers: World's Most Defiant Hydra Party Favor
Act 2: Post-Rescue Hurt/Comfort: Now With Bonus Steve/Sam Sex Pollen Dubcon
fandom:avengers  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  tag:needs. 
4 weeks ago
Believe Me When I Say - ChibiSquirt - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
When Tony gets mortally injured in a sea battle, Bucky trades his freedom to Davy Jones in order to save his life.

A Pirates of the Caribbean-themed WinterIron AU.
fandom:avengers  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  tag:needs. 
4 weeks ago
Eigengrau - vorkosigan - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
Tony is captured; he doesn't know by whom, or why. He doesn't know how much time has passed since. What he knows is, he can now hear something in the adjacent cell, and that 'something' sounds a lot like Steve Rogers.
fandom:avengers  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  tag:needs. 
4 weeks ago
Our Love Is A Ghost That The Others Can't See - Kiyaar - Marvel 616 [Archive of Our Own]
Post-Civil War, canon-divergent from Director of SHIELD.

In Tony’s dreams, he is back in the street, in a crater, the city on fire around him. Steve kneels over him and beats him to within an inch of his life.

It’s his favorite place to be, these days.
fandom:avengers  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  tag:needs. 
4 weeks ago
So Much That I Wanna Do - ChibiSquirt - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
Steve wants Tony, but Tony has a boyfriend. Then Tony's boyfriend talks him into a Public Use fantasy, and it's a little too tempting for Steve to resist.

Based on this prompt: Tony is left out for public use, Steve takes his turn.
fandom:avengers  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  tag:needs. 
4 weeks ago
Astable - Ironlawyer - Marvel 616 [Archive of Our Own]
Extremis was supposed to make him stronger, but after the fight with Mallen, Tony loses control and Steve struggles to handle a Tony who’s falling apart at the seams.
fandom:avengers  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  tag:needs. 
4 weeks ago
Sucker Punch - Sineala - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
The prompt was: "616: Iron Man has managed to keep his identity a secret from everyone. Steve finally learns who's behind the mask after he slams his shield down on it during the end of Civil War."
fandom:avengers  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  tag:needs. 
4 weeks ago
Exposed - FestiveFerret, SirSapling - Marvel Ultimates [Archive of Our Own]
Of all the people Steve could be stuck with while this agonizing drug surged through him, of course, it had to be Tony Stark.
fandom:avengers  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  tag:needs. 
4 weeks ago
Almost Feelings - XtaticPearl - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
Steve never knew what life he could have lived or how the present would have been different if he had died in the ice. He didn't think he would ever handle thinking about either without losing control. Tony doesn't want to think about how his life could have been different if Steve had never crashed or hadn't come back. He didn't think he could handle giving that much control to missed chances. It was probably ironic that such men should find each other. It was definitely amusing that they such men should love each other.
fandom:avengers  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  tag:needs. 
4 weeks ago
Unmade - laireshi - Marvel 616 [Archive of Our Own]
“He looked exactly like you,” Tony hears himself say. “I knew it wasn’t you, but he looked like you, so I believed he wouldn’t hurt me.”

Why is he telling Steve that?

“He told me you loved me,” Tony continues. Maybe he just wants it all to hurt. Maybe if it hurts enough, it’ll finally end once and for all.
fandom:avengers  c:marvel:bucky.barnes  tag:needs. 
4 weeks ago
Ready to Love (I've Been Guarded Long Enough) - JulieDreamer - One Direction (Band) [Archive of Our Own]
When it matters most, it doesn’t come with a bang, a parade or fireworks, it sneaks up on you like a whisper, it’s quiet and sweet and you’ll find you want nothing more in life than to keep it.

That’s how love works.

Or the one where Louis Tomlinson might not hate his childhood nemesis as much as he convinced himself he did.
fandom:one.direction  p:1d:harry/louis  year:2017  character-type:dancer  length:10k-20k 
4 weeks ago
fishing in the dark - countthestars - One Direction (Band) [Archive of Our Own]
Liam is the night janitor at a clandestine research facility, and Harry is its best kept secret.
fandom:one.direction  p:1d:harry/liam  character-type:mermaid  year:2017 
6 weeks ago
We're What's Right In This World - Chapter 1 - BriaMaria - One Direction (Band) [Archive of Our Own]
“Why did you talk like that in Brighton? If you weren’t planning on ever telling me?” Louis asked. “Is it because you think you’re going to die?”

“It’s war, Lou,” Harry said finally.

The words were a knife slipped between his ribs. Everything hurt and he was bleeding. He shifted up, his palms cradling Harry’s jaw, his lips against his boy’s. Not kissing, just resting there, so Louis could feel him. “Promise you’ll come back to me.”

Harry’s hands smoothed down the sides of Louis’ body. “You know I can’t do that. I’ll never lie to you.”

“Promise me. We’re going to have our cottage. And our dogs. And our breakfast in the garden where nothing grows because of the wind from the sea. Promise me.”

“I won’t.” Stubborn as always, his boy. “I’ll promise you, I’ll love you all my life. I’ll promise you, you’ll never leave my thoughts. I’ll promise you, you’re my forever and my always. But promising you something I can’t cheapens the things I can.”
Or the World War II AU where Harry goes off to fight and all Louis wants to do is be the boy who brings him home.
fandom:one.direction  p:1d:harry/louis  setting:wwii  type:big.bang 
7 weeks ago
Out of the Wild - jaerie - One Direction (Band) [Archive of Our Own]
Louis has spent most of his life as a wolf in the wild, Harry has spent most of his life as a human in the city. Their worlds collide during the audition process for the hottest new singing competition. What happens next should have expected.
fandom:one.direction  p:1d:harry/louis  trope:alpha/omega 
7 weeks ago
and the truth shall set you free (...maybe) - jaerie - One Direction (Band) [Archive of Our Own]
Betism: A religion based on the belief that the beta gender has been chosen by God to protect and defend the purity and dignity of the human race by resisting and condemning the lustful ways and flawed biology of the alpha and omega

Harry is a Betist and Louis is an alpha who runs with a bad crowd. This is what happens when two worlds collide.
fandom:one.direction  p:1d:harry/louis  trope:alpha/omega  subject:religion 
7 weeks ago
As We Were, As We Are - Chapter 1 - jaerie - Dunkirk (2017) [Archive of Our Own]
Alex is a British soldier who has been injured in battle, Louis is a RAF pilot with amnesia. Somehow they put each other back together even if they get separated along the way.
fandom:one.direction  fandom:dunkirk  setting:wwii 
7 weeks ago
The Conscience of the King - Chapter 1 - onvavoir - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
Eight months after Siberia, Wakandan scientists have put the finishing touches on a counterconditioning regimen for Bucky-- not to mention a new arm. With Steve and Sam in Sicily on a mission, Bucky and T'Challa get the opportunity to get to know each other.

T'Challa copes with the diplomatic challenges of harboring international fugitives, and Bucky starts to recover from being a living weapon. Both of them realise that their new relationship is becoming something they didn't expect.
fandom:avatar  verse:mcu  p:marvel:bucky/t'challa  setting:Wakanda  year:2016  length:20k-50k  authors:o 
7 weeks ago
Worth Dying For - whoknows - One Direction (Band) [Archive of Our Own]
“You’ve got to be kidding me,” Louis says, leaning back in his chair and crossing his arms over his chest. In the center of the table, a set of three glossy photos stares up at him, mocking him.

“A security detail is non-negotiable, Louis, you know this,” his mum reminds him, tapping the middle photo with two fingers.

Louis doesn’t look back down at the pictures, gesturing towards them wildly, over-dramatically. “This is not a security detail!” he protests. “This is a lanky college student. In what world do you hire someone like this kid to protect me?”
author:whoknows  fandom:one.direction  p:1d:harry/louis  trope:alpha/omega  character-type:royalty  length:20k-50k  year:2018  !rec  notes:warm.and.fuzzy 
7 weeks ago
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