poiisons + mental-illness   12

worse things to do than victor by neuroglam [Archive of Our Own]
“When you say things like that,” he tries, “do you say it ‘cause you think it’s something I’d like, or ‘cause it’s actually true?”

“Yes,” Victor rumbles in the dark and pulls him close to his chest.
fandom:yoi  rating:r  wc:<10k  ship:yuri/victor  angst  divorce  victuuri-divorce  mental-illness 
february 2018 by poiisons
"Dog People" by stillmadaboutpetra
Yuuri thinks he's being scammed when the guy he almost slept with quite literally throws himself at Yuuri's feet and begs.
Olympic gold medalist Victor Nikiforov is, instead, casually falling apart.
fandom:yoi  rating:nc17  ship:victuuri  au  age-swap  mental-illness  ship:yuuri/omc  dancer!yuuri  h/c  hurt!victor  rimming  first-time  wc:75k-100k  from iphone
july 2017 by poiisons
"tell me something good" by mwestbelle
Frank holds his breath for twenty seconds, fingertips resting on the doorknob, before he can open the door. He’s got his hood up, his skeleton gloves on, but he pulls the sleeves of his hoodie down over his hands anyway as soon as he’s outside. It’s like armor.
fandom:mcr  rating:g  wc:<10k  social-anxiety  anxiety-disorder  mental-illness  h/c  hurt!frank 
october 2015 by poiisons
"Battered Breathing Skeletons" by my99centdreams
Frank wants to turn off the lights, climb into the bed next to him, and kiss his thin wrists and sharp hipbones and tell him it’s okay that he’s sick because Frank is just as fucked up inside as he is.
fandom:mcr  ship:frerard  rating:r  wc:<10k  hs-au  au  child-abuse  anorexia  eating-disorders  mental-illness  angst  from iphone
october 2015 by poiisons
"Grey Crimson Skies" by turps
This is a story about relationships, how they form and strengthen and how good friends can become family, the people that have your back, even on the most darkest of days.
fandom:mcr  ship:gerard/bob  ship:frikey  rating:r  mental-illness  hurt!mikey  schmoop  wc:25k-50k  au  florist-au  agoraphobia  angst  h/c  hurt!gerard  sequel  suicide-attempt 
september 2015 by poiisons
"Tints of Rainbow Hue" by turps
Ray has his own gardening firm, and one day he does a job for the Ways.
[riot] focuses mainly on gerard's depression.
au  ship:frikey  rating:r  wc:10k-25k  fandom:mcr  mental-illness  florist-au  angst  agoraphobia  h/c  hurt!gerard 
september 2015 by poiisons
"Madness Is The Emergency Exit" by cantonforking
They're running from the world or perhaps the world is running from them. The Winchester brothers are much older when Mary dies and are witness to her death. Their sanity shatters, hallucinations driving their actions, thoughts and lives. Apart they are corrosive elements. Together they are pure destruction.
[bee] uhh there's a warning for major character death but it's canon and also temporary. warning for hella graphic violence and mental illness.
bottom!dean  bottom!sam  top!dean  top!sam  boyking!sam  major-character-death  serial-killer-AU  fandom:spn  ship:wincest  rating:nc17  wc:25k-50k  dark!dean  dark!sam  mental-illness 
february 2014 by poiisons
"The Church Channel" by Marie_de_Sade
"What's wrong with you?" Sam asked.
"What's wrong with me?" Dean hissed back. "You've locked me up in a freaking asylum and my boyfriend has six people living in his head."
[bee] it's been quite some time since i last read this, and it's still a WIP. what's there so far is good, but this fic does deal with mental illness explicity, so tread carefully. there may be some dub-con, but i don't remember.
fandom:spn  ship:destiel  rating:nc17  WIP  angst  h/c  ptsd  dissociative-identity-disorder  au  asylum-au  mental-illness 
september 2013 by poiisons
"Underneath the Weight of it All" by _mournthewicked
Jared stopped trying to fit all the broken pieces of himself back together a long time ago. But then he meets Jensen, and he thinks it might be time to try again.
fandom:spn-rpf  rating:nc17  wc:25k-50k  ship:j2  angst  dub-con  schmoop  disability!fic  h/c  dissociative-identity-disorder  au  mental-illness 
september 2013 by poiisons
"Blackbird Fly" by artsyUnderstudy
In the wake of a mutual tragedy, the Winchester brothers befriend loner Castiel. Both Sam and Dean find something in him to hold onto as they attempt to remake their own complicated relationship and the home they've lost. As consequences of their past emerge and threaten to tear apart what they've carefully rebuilt, Sam finds himself drawn to the strong and lively Jess, while Castiel and Dean find comfort in one another. Their new and fragile relationships strain beneath the weight of their own shortcomings and the powerful threat of Castiel's family, and they are all forced to reevaluate who their family really is, and what it's worth to keep it.
[riot] i never finished reading this.
fandom:spn  ship:destiel  rating:nc17  WIP  au  hs-au  angst  h/c  drug-use  mental-illness  anxiety-disorder  addiction 
september 2013 by poiisons

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