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"My Brother's Blood Machine" by normalhumanbein
Your brother’s heart is made of wire and bone. It’s a machine. It sluices blood through his system and it rattles enough to convince people he has a pulse, but it’s as incapable of breaking as it is of feeling.
[riot] this fic hurts a lot. written beautifully, doesn't end happy.
fandom:mcr  ship:waycest  rating:r  wc:<10k  addiction  drug-use  character-death  angst  one-sided 
december 2015 by poiisons
"I'm in Your Head" by spleenjournal
Welcome to the Mutant Academy. Yours is a special power, no matter how it's manifested. Unless you're a shapeshifter. Then you're dangerous, or so the media tells us. Nevermind if you can be invisible, set fires, or control minds... You will never be taught how to control your power, because control is power, for you, the shifter.
fandom:mcr  ship:frerard  wc:<10k  au  mutant-au  rating:nc17  voyeurism  underage  hs-au  first-time  frottage  invisibility  drug-use 
october 2015 by poiisons
"Dummy" by 0nlymemories & spleenjournal
The first thing Gerard hears from Frank is his laugh, bright and uninhibited and totally infectious, and the echo of it on Mikey's face as the two of them walk towards the car. They're signing at each other almost too fast to catch, grinning and whacking at each other, and Frank flicks his eyes over at where Gerard's parked, waiting.
size!kink  comeplay  au  hs-au  fandom:mcr  ship:frerard  rating:nc17  wc:<10k  deaf!frank  disability!fic  underage  first-time  drug-use 
october 2015 by poiisons
"hold on tight and don't look back" by fleurdeliser & tuesdaysgone
“My house is yours, Gerard,” Grant says. “Feel free to -” He waves his hand around wordlessly.
“Blast my demon rock and roll on your stereo? Call in dancing girls? Fuck Frank on your kitchen floor?”
“Nix the dancing girls, I only got the glitter out of the carpet from the last time,” Grant tells him with an entirely straight face. Gerard can’t suppress a laugh, and Grant continues, “There’s coffee set to brew for you, Gerard, I make no other promises about the state of things.”
intergluteal-sex  fandom:mcr  wc:25k-50k  sequel  top!frank  bottom!gerard  sex-toys  rimming  top!grant  top!gerard  bottom!frank  riding  barebacking  domesticity  bottom!grant  d/s  dom!gerard  dom!grant  bondage  blindfolds  drug-use  ship:grant/frank  ship:frerard  shower-sex  schmoop  ship:grant/gerard/frank 
september 2015 by poiisons
"Gerard Goes on a Soul Quest (Seriously)" by willgrahamchops
Gerard has a thing for his little brother. Mikey has a thing for pain. Frank has a thing for shortbread cookies and gas stations. Maybe he has a thing for incest too, if he's being honest with himself.
[riot] warning for assault, armed robbery, mistaken identity dub-con, and drug addiction. contains a bunch of side pairings. i'm not entirely sure how i feel about this fic, but it's not awful.
barebacking  fandom:mcr  rating:nc17  wc:100k-125k  bdsm  bloodplay  ship:waycest  ship:frerard  ship:fraycest  dub-con  angst  humor  gunplay  d/s  dirty-talk  h/c  pain-play  au  first-time  facials  underage  hs-au  ptsd  ship:petekey  dom!pete  sub!mikey  coming-untouched  frottage  slutplay  ship:frank/gerard/conor-oberst  top!gerard  bottom!conor-oberst  riding  ball-sucking  ball-play  ship:gerard/adam-lambert  drug-use  ship:mikey/ryan-ross  waxplay  bondage  dom!adam-lambert  sub!gerard  shotgunning  ship:rayrard  bottom!frank  dacryphilia  breathplay  ship:ray/bob  bottom!mikey  rimming  dom!gerard  dom!frank  shower-sex  face-fucking 
september 2015 by poiisons
"Won't Know 'til You Begin" by knight_tracer & Sena
In which Frank is an accidental pervert, Mikey sleeps with Fabio, Gerard is much too sincere when talking about pain sluts, Ray is terrible with women and great with guitars, and Otter's got really bad taste in music. Alternately, the one where Frank realizes he has a thing for Mikey, Mikey realizes he has a thing for guys, and they're both adorably stupid failboats.
drug-use  pining  wc:10k-25k  fandom:mcr  ship:frikey  rating:nc17  ship:mikey/omc  first-time  bottom!mikey  top!frank  roleplay  overstim 
august 2015 by poiisons
"Heart Wrapped in Clover" by Sena
Everbody's got their not-so-secret secrets on tour. When you live out of a van, you just can't help but notice things that you shouldn't talk about if you don't want to embarrass your friends or start a fight. Frank wishes sometimes they talked about things, though, because he's dying to ask if anybody else has noticed that sometimes, Mikey wears panties.
genderqueer!mikey  angst  drug-use  fandom:mcr  ship:frikey  rating:nc17  wc:10k-25k  panty!kink  crossdressing  pining  coming-untouched  genderplay  frottage  first-time  bottom!frank  top!mikey 
august 2015 by poiisons
"Zero Percent" by kopperblaze
They sit in silence while Frank smokes. A group of primary school kids walk by, all in pairs, holding hands and wearing bright vests and tiny backpacks. Mikey spots one with a Batman design. The children stare at them curiously while the teachers look disdainful, shuffling them along quickly, away from Mikey and Frank, who've got no places in brightly colored, child-friendly worlds.
fandom:mcr  ship:waycest  ship:fraycest  angst  au  homelessness  sex-work-au  hooker!gerard  hooker!mikey  schmoop  drug-use  wc:25k-50k 
july 2015 by poiisons
"The Keeper Of The Keg" by synonomy
Jacob Anderson is a complete douchebag, but when you're sixteen and still haven't been to a big house party, there's something fucking wrong. So Frank says yes when Dewees asks him to go and then he says hello to Jacob by comparing the size of his house to his mom's ass, just on principle.
au  hs-au  underage  first-time  dirty-talk  rimming  bottom!frank  top!gerard  fandom:mcr  ship:frerard  rating:nc17  drug-use  drunk-sex  wc:<10k  ship:frank/omc 
july 2015 by poiisons
"Buzzed" by synonomy
"You should," Frank gets out between snorts, "you should cut your hair."
"What?" Gerard wheezes.
"No, it's just - it's all stuck up." Frank shuffles forwards on his knees and then his hands are in Gerard's hair. Gerard's laughter dies down abruptly. Frank's fingers are surprisingly gentle on his scalp, ruffling it up, carding through it. "We'd probably have to wash it first, though," he says thoughtfully.
shaving  frottage  fandom:mcr  ship:frerard  rating:nc17  wc:<10k  drug-use 
july 2015 by poiisons
"Stars and Fire" by onceuponamoon
Nights like these are absolutely the fucking best, Frank thinks, because he’s got a can of piss-beer in either hand, the stars are out, the fire’s big, and he’s slumped against Gerard’s shin – for once bared to the world instead of hidden behind a size-too-big amount of denim even though it’s only like fifty degrees and he probably should be wearing jeans. Every so often, between sips, Frank turns to mouth at the warm skin.
multiple-orgasms  top!gerard  bottom!frank  fandom:mcr  ship:frerard  rating:nc17  kink-exploration  wc:<10k  breathplay  drug-use  overstim  face-fucking 
july 2015 by poiisons
"Breakdown on the L.I.E." by mrsronweasley
Frank jerked awake when his dream was interrupted by a squealing banshee, which turned out to be the van grinding and squealing to a halt.
frottage  coming-untouched  car-sex  drug-use  fandom:mcr  ship:frerard  rating:nc17  wc:<10k 
june 2015 by poiisons
"Thing-Thing" by sinsense
When Gerard signed the admissions paperwork for the Fordhaven School for Boys, he knew he was signing up for four years of sexual frustration. No one was gay at Fordhaven. Gerard was all-too-aware that he would be a virgin until he graduated. In his senior year, though, this stupid gay freshman disproves Fordhaven's straightness, and throws Gerard's entire world off-kilter.
Now, in between drawing, avoiding bullies, running an incredibly serious tabletop RP game, failing out of math, and hanging out with friends, Gerard is also busy kind of falling for this asshole who's way too young for him. It's not what he planned on, but it's what's happening. In conclusion: high school sucks.
[riot] warning for ableist language
schmoop  au  hs-au  fandom:mcr  ship:frerard  wc:25k-50k  chubby!frank  chubby!gerard  age-difference  rating:nc17  underage  drug-use 
june 2015 by poiisons
"Kerplunk!" by ladyfoxxx
Frank loses his virginity to Green Day's Kerplunk! album.
fandom:mcr  ship:frerard  rating:nc17  wc:<10k  drug-use  first-time  rimming 
june 2015 by poiisons
"You're so cute when you're slurring your speech" by autoschediastic
If this is what Frank wants, then fuck it. Just fucking fuck it. Frank can have it.
(Or, Frank wants to bone Gerard. So he does. A lot.)
fandom:mcr  ship:frerard  rating:nc17  wc:<10k  rimming  drug-use  drunk-sex  frottage  bottom!gerard  top!frank  car-sex  dirty-talk  coming-untouched  fingerfucking 
may 2015 by poiisons
"It's tough to take a man's shovel when he really wants to dig" by autoschediastic
If Frank concentrates, he's pretty sure he remembers Gerard saying something like that about five minutes ago. That he liked dick, he liked Frankie's dick, he kinda wants to get all up on it, hope that doesn't make shit weird.
fandom:mcr  rating:nc17  wc:<10k  ship:frerard  watersports  drunk-sex  drug-use  first-time 
may 2015 by poiisons
"Mirrors" by minchout
John is on a hunt, and the boys spend the morning together.
[bee] part three of the silk 'verse.
fandom:spn  ship:wincest  rating:nc17  wc:<10k  feminization  crossdressing  prostate-milking  drug-use  androgynous!sam  coming-untouched  bottom!sam  top!dean  mirror-sex 
january 2015 by poiisons
"Write Your Name All Over My Paper Heart" by toxica939
Highschool AU. Jensen's approaching this thing with Jared the same way he's handling senior year: with a healthy dose of cynicism and a razor sharp tongue. A few fumbled kisses don't make Jared his boyfriend, the same way acing bio doesn't make him a doctor. Except Jared doesn't seem to be pretending it never happened quite the way Jensen expected him to and his mom's got college brochures all over the house. Jensen's carefully constructed island life is tilting faster than he's prepared for. Into something new, something better. Man up Jack, we're just getting started.
[bee] sequel to "Judging Time By The Streetlights." warning for one vaguely transphobic joke and one instance of ableist language. much like the prior fic, i enjoyed this a lot more the first time i read it.
fandom:spn-rpf  au  hs-au  ship:j2  rating:nc17  wc:10k-25k  sequel  drug-use  underage 
november 2014 by poiisons
"Judging Time by the Streetlights" by toxica939
High school AU. The one where Jensen isn't a miserable, tortured artist type but Jared is an Adonis.
[bee] i liked this fic a lot more the first time i read it, but i'm leaving it up here anyway.
au  rating:r  fandom:spn-rpf  wc:<10k  ship:j2  hs-au  drug-use  underage 
october 2014 by poiisons
"Memento Mori" by Las
Claire lost her father for the third time when she arrived at Camp Chitaqua.
fandom:spn  ship:clairestiel  rating:nc17  wc:<10k  underage  end!verse  5x04  dub-con  angst  drug-use 
october 2014 by poiisons
"i want your hot love and emotion, endlessly" by king_wizard
His cheeks are rounder and softer under Sam's fingertips - his entire body is, really, rounder and softer, plumper and warmer, constantly beckoning Sam's mouth to feel the excess of too sweet skin and revel in the weight of his brother.
bottom!dean  top!sam  endearments  nipple-play  fandom:spn  ship:wincest  rating:nc17  wc:10k-25k  chubby!dean  dirty-talk  drug-use  dom!sam  sub!dean  d/s  feeder!kink  lap-sex  riding  schmoop  coming-untouched  belly!kink  barebacking  from iphone
august 2014 by poiisons
"Tethered to You" by annabeth
Sam wants Dean, but he'd like him even better dead.
[bee] this fic is a little dark, but i promise it isn't as bad as it sounds. there's a warning for non-con, but it's not graphic or inflicted on sam or dean.
fandom:spn  ship:wincest  rating:nc17  wc:25k-50k  ship:sam/omc  necrophilia  breathplay  drug-use  voyeurism  solo!sam  roleplay  snowballing  bondage  humor  gunplay  bottom!dean  top!sam  iceplay  rimming  facials  pain-play  felching  dark!sam 
february 2014 by poiisons
"The Painted Horse" by snappapple
Castiel sees the world in vibrant color, Sam is looking to belong and Dean is a born-ready cynic. Between them forms a cautious and unlikely family, complementary to the core. As Castiel carefully guides their shared but flawed relationship, he discovers the bonds that tie are more familial than they ever suspected. When everything comes crumbling down, Sam realizes the brother he’s tried his whole life to find and the one Dean tried to forget are one in the same.
[bee] this is so beautifully written. i don't even have words.
fandom:spn  ship:wincestiel  rating:nc17  wc:50k-75k  ship:destiel  drug-use  exhibitionism  rimming  frottage  comeplay  barebacking  body-mods  pain-play  ship:sastiel  ship:wincest  top!dean  top!sam  bottom!dean  bottom!sam  soft-dicks  asexual!cas  angst 
january 2014 by poiisons
"Blackbird Fly" by artsyUnderstudy
In the wake of a mutual tragedy, the Winchester brothers befriend loner Castiel. Both Sam and Dean find something in him to hold onto as they attempt to remake their own complicated relationship and the home they've lost. As consequences of their past emerge and threaten to tear apart what they've carefully rebuilt, Sam finds himself drawn to the strong and lively Jess, while Castiel and Dean find comfort in one another. Their new and fragile relationships strain beneath the weight of their own shortcomings and the powerful threat of Castiel's family, and they are all forced to reevaluate who their family really is, and what it's worth to keep it.
[riot] i never finished reading this.
fandom:spn  ship:destiel  rating:nc17  WIP  au  hs-au  angst  h/c  drug-use  mental-illness  anxiety-disorder  addiction 
september 2013 by poiisons
"Waves" by wormstaches (lamarnza)
Dean Winchester is the average guy: football, college, kid brother, nice car, girls and beer; his life is black and white, that is until he meets Castiel Collins: pretentious, slutty, sweater-wearing genius, who won't even take the time to look up at him from his obscure novel while he insults him. And then everything is shades of gray and Dean is drowning.
fandom:spn  ship:destiel  rating:r  wc:50k-75k  au  college-au  h/c  angst  humor  first-time  drug-use  suicide-attempt 
july 2013 by poiisons
"But I would not feel so all alone" by rivers_bend
Sam's lab partner gets him a good deal on some killer Humboldt buds. But Dean comes home earlier than Sam was expecting.
fandom:spn  ship:wincest  rating:nc17  wc:<10k  underage  drug-use  weed  coming-untouched 
july 2013 by poiisons

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