poiisons + addiction   14

"(Blood) Line in the Sand" by dishonestdreams
Just because you can't run from the truth doesn't mean you shouldn't try. Gerard knows.
fandom:mcr  danger-days  ship:gerard/kobra-kid  dub-con  addiction  wc:<10k  rating:pg13 
december 2015 by poiisons
"My Brother's Blood Machine" by normalhumanbein
Your brother’s heart is made of wire and bone. It’s a machine. It sluices blood through his system and it rattles enough to convince people he has a pulse, but it’s as incapable of breaking as it is of feeling.
[riot] this fic hurts a lot. written beautifully, doesn't end happy.
fandom:mcr  ship:waycest  rating:r  wc:<10k  addiction  drug-use  character-death  angst  one-sided 
december 2015 by poiisons
"down to the water" by carleton97 & rue_quercus (sister_wolf)
Things were better than they were a month ago, hell, a week ago, but that wasn't saying much. A week ago, Gee was stumbling drunk on a stage in Japan and puking so much Frank had honestly been afraid she was going to die. So, while her over-caffeinated, white-faced sobriety of today was a welcome change, Frank still felt like they were all on the edge of disaster, that everything they'd worked so hard for could still collapse around them.
angst  fandom:mcr  ship:frerard  rating:nc17  wc:10k-25k  sequel  cis-girl!gerard  addiction  schmoop  h/c  hurt!gerard 
november 2015 by poiisons
"For a Different View" by impertinence
Mikey was known for being a good time and Rae was invisible, but somehow they clicked anyway.
[riot] follows the canon timeline up through danger days. kind of hurty at parts, but ends happy. i might have cried a little.
pining  fandom:mcr  ship:rikey  rating:nc17  cis-girl!ray  wc:25k-50k  ship:ray/grant-brandell  addiction  angst  top!mikey  bottom!ray 
november 2015 by poiisons
"can I be the only hope for you, because you're the only hope for me" by mizubyte (b_dsaint)
"No, Gerard," Ray says, cutting him off. He shakes his head, unwilling to listen to Gerard repeat the same apology for the hundredth time. Not when it's not the right apology. Not when he's not the one Gerard should be apologising to. "No."
[riot] seriously fucked up.
fandom:mcr  ship:rikey  rating:r  wc:<10k  angst  sequel  addiction 
november 2015 by poiisons
"Machiavellian" by 7iris
Mikey thinks Ray is pretty awesome, but he is not taking his advice on how to be cool. "Hey, like the man said, it's better to be feared than loved."
Ray stops with his beer halfway to his mouth and gives Mikey a serious, considering look. "No," he says finally, "I don't think that's true."
"Whatever," Mikey says, and doesn't think about that conversation again for years.
fandom:mcr  ship:rikey  rating:nc17  wc:<10k  frottage  pining  addiction  h/c  hurt!mikey 
november 2015 by poiisons
"A Decent Melody" by 7iris
When Brian quits (fails) rehab, he's pretty sure the last person he wants to see is Gerard.
fandom:mcr  ship:gerard/ray/brian  rating:pg13  wc:<10k  addiction  h/c  hurt!brian 
november 2015 by poiisons
"Take the Pieces and Build Them Skywards" by quarterturn
Gerard's not happy with his life, but that doesn't mean he's particularly thrilled when he wakes up dead. To add insult to injury, he finds out that instead of crossing over, he's been chosen to join the ranks of the grim reapers. Things get more complicated when he falls for one of the living, a waiter named Frank Iero. And just when everything finally seems to be falling into place, Frank's name shows up on the list of souls to be reaped.
[riot] ends happy. i cried.
bottom!gerard  top!frank  schmoop  angst  addiction  fandom:mcr  ship:frerard  rating:nc17  wc:25k-50k  au  reaper!gerard  dead-like-me-au  major-character-death 
november 2015 by poiisons
"The Kids Are All Fucked Up" by my99centdreams
The coffee cups all smell like vodka and the sheets all have cigarette burns in them and sometimes Gerard looks at Frank like he doesn't know who he is or what he's doing there.
fandom:mcr  ship:frerard  rating:r  wc:<10k  hs-au  au  addiction  angst  from iphone
october 2015 by poiisons
"Kids Like Us Don't Get Forgiven" by my99centdreams
It was different after he tried and failed. Maybe it was therapeutic. Or, how Gerard stops drinking and Frank stops getting the shit bashed out of him.
bottom!gerard  top!frank  fandom:mcr  ship:frerard  rating:nc17  wc:10k-25k  nippleplay  angst  au  h/c  phone-sex  dirty-talk  coming-untouched  suicide-attempt  addiction  begging  hurt!frank  hurt!gerard 
september 2015 by poiisons
"Pulse" by RubyTuesday5681
Gerard is back in New Jersey after spending a semester in Italy studying art for grad school. He and Frank hooked up briefly before he left and Frank wants another try, but is Gerard interested in the same thing as Frank?
fandom:mcr  ship:frerard  rating:nc17  wc:<10k  pining  ball-play  face-fucking  au  college-au  addiction 
august 2015 by poiisons
"Blackbird Fly" by artsyUnderstudy
In the wake of a mutual tragedy, the Winchester brothers befriend loner Castiel. Both Sam and Dean find something in him to hold onto as they attempt to remake their own complicated relationship and the home they've lost. As consequences of their past emerge and threaten to tear apart what they've carefully rebuilt, Sam finds himself drawn to the strong and lively Jess, while Castiel and Dean find comfort in one another. Their new and fragile relationships strain beneath the weight of their own shortcomings and the powerful threat of Castiel's family, and they are all forced to reevaluate who their family really is, and what it's worth to keep it.
[riot] i never finished reading this.
fandom:spn  ship:destiel  rating:nc17  WIP  au  hs-au  angst  h/c  drug-use  mental-illness  anxiety-disorder  addiction 
september 2013 by poiisons

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