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Cello Sonata No. 1 in B Minor "Naissance de Liberté" by Arsenic
Set around seven years in the future, after Jon and Cassie break up, a series of actions on Jon's part causes Brendon to leave the band and try to figure a few things out for himself. It's up to all of them to get him back. (Written for BBB09, pre-divorce.)
Fic  TTS  Bandom  Slash  Moresome  Brendon/Jon  Ryan/Spencer  Ryan/Brendon/Spencer  GSF  AU  Breakup&Makeup  Misunderstanding  Angst  First_Time  WC:50K-100K  Sept2019  Rec 
26 days ago by paraka
According To Your Heart (It's Our Time Now) by fanatic_by_definition
Are—are you trying to say you’re okay with it? Kissing me in a fucking music video?”

Patrick sounds horrified at the very notion of it. Pete does his best to not feel personally offended. “Just calm down, man, it’s really not a huge deal—”

“Not a huge deal? Pete, it’s a kiss!”


Pete pitches an idea for the "The Kids Aren't Alright" music video. It's misinterpreted. And while he might not mind so much, Patrick definitely does.
Fic  TTS  Bandom  Slash  Pete/Patrick  Misunderstanding  Angst  First_Time  WC:25K-50K  Sept2019  Rec 
6 weeks ago by paraka
Sea Change by sunsetmog, read by knight_tracer
After getting his heart broken, Spencer tries to start a new life without the band.
Podfic  Bandom  Slash  Brendon/Spencer  AU  Breakup&Makeup  Cheating  Angst  H/C  Established_Relationship  Time5:00-10:00  Awesome  Rec  Aug2019 
9 weeks ago by paraka
Bound to the Beat by dancinbutterfly
In a near canon world where orientation refers to dominance or submission, not sexuality, almost everyone has a soulmate that is supposed to complement their personality, biology, orientation and heart. Most people look forward to the day when the psionic bond sparks into existence, connecting them to their other halves. However, a trauma left Bob wanting anything but the bond he sees as a dangerous trap, and he takes matters in his own hands to chemically prevent his bond from effecting him. Pa...
Fic  TTS  Bandom  Slash  Bob/Patrick  Pete/Mikey  Brian/Gerard  AU  BDSM  Soulmates  Angst  First_Time  WC:25K-50K  Aug2019 
10 weeks ago by paraka
Strike of Lightning by helloearthlings
Uther's commandment was very simple: If there should come a day when Arthur met his soulmate, he would drive a sword through their chest and kill them on sight.
Fic  Merlin  Slash  Merlin/Arthur  Soulmates  MagicReveal  Angst  First_Time  WC:2K-5K  Jul2019 
12 weeks ago by paraka
Keys and Cages by orphan_account
When Charles and Raven are taken captive by King Shaw, they're separated and married off -- Charles to Shaw and Raven to Erik. There's nothing but the worst to assume of the man known as the Black King and his stoic right-hand.

Luckily for Raven, Erik deems her a tad too young for him and instead awkwardly adopts her as something of a surrogate little sister. He turns a blind-eye when she begins a covert affair with a scientist in Shaw's Kingdom, Henry.

Charles, however, is not so lucky. Shaw is an obsessed and possessive man who will do anything, including ban any sort of interaction between Charles and others, to assure that his new prince falls in love with him and only him. But when Erik sneaks Raven in for a secret visit and she sings the knight's praises, Charles wants to meet the man who has been so kind to his sister. Struck by Charles' composure despite a seemingly dire situation, eventually Erik visits on his own behind his King's back.

But the more he gets to know the prince and princess, the more Erik starts to question his years of unquestioned loyalty to Shaw. And the Black King isn't known to take trespasses lightly, no matter who the trespasser is.
Fic  TTS  X-Men  Slash  Het  Charles/Shaw  Hank/Raven  AU  AUStillHavePowers  Rape  Angst  H/C  Slavery  First_Time  WC:50K-100K  Jul2019 
july 2019 by paraka
All the Rest is Rust and Stardust by spicedpiano, tahariel
Charles Xavier is the world's preeminent mutant psychologist, called in to consult for the CIA when a raid on a Hellfire Club safehouse discovers a severely abused teenager, Erik Lehnsherr. Taking Erik in soon leads Charles to struggle between his conflicting responsibilities as Erik's guardian and psychologist, and his desire to give in to the dangerous dynamic that is developing between them
Fic  X-Men  Slash  Charles/Erik  AU  Noncon  Dubcon  Kidnapping  Dark  Angst  H/C  First_Time  WC:500K-1M  Jun2019  Rec  TTS  AUStillHavePowers 
june 2019 by paraka
The Long Dark Night That Follows by james
Clint decides it's time to leave the Avengers. Unfortunately, he forgot to tell the Avengers that.
Fic  Avengers  Slash  Clint/Coulson  Angst  H/C  First_Time  WC:5K-10K  Nov2013  Rec 
november 2013 by paraka
10, 9, 8, car by pollyrepeat, read by aphelant
Clint was pretty sure he'd seen this movie. Like a lot of things since he'd joined the Avengers, it had been a lot funnier when it wasn't his life.
Podfic  Avengers  Slash  Clint/Coulson  Time_Loop  Death_Fic  Angst  Established_Relationship  Time0:45-1:00  Nov2013  Rec 
november 2013 by paraka
Never Sold a Lie by nerdwegian, read by shell
"The Life Model Decoys are designed with a self-sustaining Artificial Intelligence, with the project goal being for them to be able to pass as their Target Model in any given situation."
Podfic  Avengers  Slash  Clint/Coulson  AvengersFindOutCoulsonsNotDead  Angst  First_Time  Time0:45-1:00  Nov2013  Rec 
november 2013 by paraka
User Since by rageprufrock, read by susan_voight
To: PC (
From: Buck (
Subject: Report!
Date: May 10, 2012

Phil — where the hell are you, man? Let us know if you're all right, or if there's anything we can do to help. HQ's freaking the fuck out.
Podfic  Avengers  Gen  Death_Fic  Community  Angst  Time0:20-0:30  Nov2013  Rec 
november 2013 by paraka
Loved Long Since, and Lost Awhile by DevilDoll
"It's the small stuff that hurts the most, he finds." Post-movie Clint/Coulson fix-it.
Fic  Avengers  Slash  Het  Clint/Coulson  Clint/Natasha  Angst  Established_Relationship  WC:5K-10K  Nov2013 
november 2013 by paraka
like sick flowers need the sun by hoosierbitch
Clint hasn't felt this alone in a long time. Coulson's gone, SHIELD isn't a home anymore, and no one on his new team seems to like him. After a lifetime of being ignored, Clint's gotten good at demanding attention. He'll annoy and frustrate and piss everyone off until they notice him. To him, any attention—even the negative kind—is good attention.
This poses a problem when they all finally learn to just ignore him.
Fic  Avengers  Slash  Clint/Coulson  Angst  First_Time  WC:5K-10K  Sept2013  Rec 
october 2013 by paraka
The Damages We Keep by dentalfloss, read by aerlatro
Clint wasn’t stupid, but sometimes he did stupid things. Hiding the fact that he was injured seemed to make the top of that list as far as Coulson and his team was concerned.
Podfic  Avengers  Slash  Clint/Coulson  H/C  Angst  First_Time  Time1:00-1:30  Sept2013  Rec 
september 2013 by paraka
It Wasn't His Fault by hotfruits, read by sly
It wasn’t his damn fault. And damn Peter for ruining his special day.
Podfic  Narnia  Slash  Peter/Edmund  Angst  Death_Fic  Established_Relationship  Time<0:10  Aug2013 
august 2013 by paraka
Wedding Day by hotfruits, read by sly
...while the priest rattled on and on about true love and the sanctimony of marriage. Something that probably shouldn’t be corrupted by incest and sodomy, he thought dryly.
Podfic  Narnia  Slash  Het  Peter/Edmund  Edmund/Other  Dark  Angst  Death_Fic  Suicide  Established_Relationship  Time<0:10  Aug2013 
august 2013 by paraka
Freedom's Just Another Word for Nothing Left to Lose by synecdochic, read by kuepo
SGC finally stops calling him by December. Rodney celebrates by writing a final exam for his relativity class so difficult that it reduces four students to tears in the exam hall. Upon reflection, he decides to be merciful and offer partial credit.
Podfic  Stargate:Atlantis  Slash  John/Rodney  AU  Future_Fic  Death_Fic  Angst  Established_Relationship  Time2:00-2:30  Jun2013  Rec 
june 2013 by paraka
In Production by ladyfoxxx, read by pennyplainknits
The AU where bandom are filmmakers and Gerard is directing the Umbrella Academy movie. Brian is the distractingly hot stuntman, Pete is the producer, Patrick is the studio babysitter and everyone gets lucky at the wrap party.
Podfic  Bandom  Slash  Pete/Patrick  Brian/Gerard  AU  NotFamous  Angst  Breakup&Makeup  First_Time  Time5:00-10:00  Mar2013  Rec  Sept2019 
march 2013 by paraka
Don't Worry Your Head by queenofhell
"in the morning itll all be better / dont worry your head just go to sleep."
Fic  Bandom  Slash  Pete/Patrick  AU  Angst  First_Time  WC:5K-10K  Feb2013  Rec  Awesome  SupernaturalAU 
february 2013 by paraka
A Stitch Away From Making it (A Scar Away From Falling Apart) by femmequixotic
“There’s only so much Robert Smith you can take in one dose, and seriously, I never thought I’d say this but you’re starting to make me hate Disintegration."
Fic  Bandom  Slash  Pete/Patrick  Frank/Mikey  Patrick/Gerard  Angst  First_Time  Established_Relationship  WC:10K-25K  Jan2013 
january 2013 by paraka
Eden Burns by coricomile
"The girls don't like you, Rick," Pete says around a laugh. Patrick winces, gritting his teeth. Pete leans in close, breath hot on Patrick's face. His eyes are dilated, pupils wide and dark. "But you don't like them, either, do you?" Patrick feels himself go pale, his heart thumping in his chest. Pete laughs again. "Do you like boys, Patrick?"
Fic  Bandom  Slash  Pete/Patrick  Dark  Dubcon  Angst  Jealousy  First_Time  WC:5K-10K  Nov2012 
november 2012 by paraka
there may not be another way to your heart by lalejandra
Pete is a trans guy, and that's not the point of the story.
Fic  Bandom  Gen  AU  Transgender  Angst  WC:2K-5K  Oct2012 
october 2012 by paraka
I love the words but it's unrequited by oritsu_luv
Pete's words have never seemed more Pete's than at the moment when they're all Patrick has of him.
Fic  Bandom  Slash  Het  Pete/Patrick  Patrick/OFC  Angst  Established_Relationship  First_Time  WC:<2K  Aug2012  Rec 
august 2012 by paraka
I'm trapped in this body and can't get out by azurejay
The one where there's a woman trapped in Pete Wentz's life, and her name is Pete Wentz.
Fic  Bandom  Het  Pete/Ashlee  AU  Transgender  Angst  Established_Relationship  WC:2K-5K  Aug2012  Rec 
august 2012 by paraka

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