la_dissonance + angst   97

heartlesskids: Fic: Abluvion
the really sad one where Chuck becomes unhealthily dependent on his dad's memories in the drift
fic:read  length:short  angst  pacificrim  gen 
july 2013 by la_dissonance
you're my apocalypse - epistolic - Pacific Rim (2013) [Archive of Our Own]
the one where there's no need for drifting after the rift has closed and Mako doesn't deal well
fic:read  length:medium  pacificrim  epistolic  gen  makomori  angst 
july 2013 by la_dissonance
Better To Have Loved (Than Not At All) - j_gabrielle - Pacific Rim (2013) [Archive of Our Own]
Written for the kink meme prompt: Tendo/Yancy; the unsung ballad of a jaeger pilot and his chief tech officer, to the tune of whiskey and cigarettes. please?
fic:read  length:short  pacificrim  j_gabrielle  angst  tendo/yancy 
july 2013 by la_dissonance
bandomstuffsit: Love is a binding force: gift for inlovewithnight
Pete is communing with a copper frog. It's possible he's having some sort of crisis. Gabe, on the other hand, is sure of it. AU, college setting.
fic:read  length:short  bandom  au  angst  amazingfic  pete/gabe  snarkydame 
january 2013 by la_dissonance
The Up-Tempo Tracks - impertinence - Hockey RPF [Archive of Our Own]
the sid/geno high school au with all the miscommunication and misunderstandings
fic:read  length:long  au  hockeyrpf  sidney/geno  impertinence  angst 
december 2012 by la_dissonance
Love So Hard, It Could Rip My Heart Out - Lapin - Teen Wolf (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
Stiles is seventeen, and his best friend is drifting away, and his dad isn't speaking to him, so he's going to make some bad decisions. He's seventeen and he needs bad decisions to look back on when he's thirty, and nothing is a worse decision than Derek Hale. He'll let the Big Bad Wolf in, let him press Stiles down into the couch and he'll wrap his arms around him and he'll know it's a bad choice, but it's his, and Derek is here when no one else is.
fic:read  length:long  lapin  derek/stiles  teenwolf  angst  dubcon  amazingfic 
november 2012 by la_dissonance
See the cost is more than what you get paid (do it anyway) - azurejay (andchimeras) - Fall Out Boy, Panic! at the Disco [Archive of Our Own]
I've had this off/on craving for NSA Patrick/Brendon studio-related shenanigans, and eventually I just started writing some myself. I've also wanted FAD recording tiems Pete'n'Patrick angst, so.
fic:read  length:short  angst  pete/patrick  patrick/brendon  azurejay  bandom  fob 
october 2012 by la_dissonance
Achilles Heel - Mithrigil - Hunger Games Trilogy - Suzanne Collins [Archive of Our Own]
Finnick’s Games. The ones he plays in, the ones he wins, and the ones he’s still a pawn in ever after.
fic:read  length:long  mithrigil  hungergames  finnick  gen  angst 
october 2012 by la_dissonance
Audition - Jae - Bandom, The Academy Is... [Archive of Our Own]
“Just – some things need to be said, even if they aren’t so pretty,” Mike said. “Some things everybody needs to be clear on, right from the start.”
fic:read  length:short  tai  angst  tom/mike  jae  bandom  amazingfic 
july 2012 by la_dissonance
Unkissed - toomuchplor - Inception (2010) RPF, The Dark Knight Rises (2012) RPF [Archive of Our Own]
Joe isn’t looking for Tom, he’s looking for ten minutes alone to catch up on Twitter and Tumblr — but, looking for Tom or not, Joe turns a corner, bumps into him, and is too fucking polite to admit that he isn’t really interested in talking.
fic:read  length:long  rpf  tomhardy/jgl  amazingfic  angst  nc-17 
july 2012 by la_dissonance
On Nesting - Chapter 1 - snack_size - The Avengers (2012), Marvel Avengers Movies Universe [Archive of Our Own]
Clint moves into Avengers Tower, and promptly takes up residence in the air ducts, including the one above Bruce's lab.
fic:read  length:medium  gen  avengers  angst  clintbarton  snack_size 
june 2012 by la_dissonance
Such Fickle Yearning - Chapter 1 - bloodsongs - Thor (2011), The Avengers (2012) [Archive of Our Own]
Written for the "Five times Thor fell for Loki's illusions, and one time he didn't" prompt on Norsekink.
fic:read  length:long  avengers  thor/loki  angst  bloodsongs 
may 2012 by la_dissonance
there's nothing in my dreams, just some ugly memories - lalejandra - Panic At The Disco, Fall Out Boy, Bandom [Archive of Our Own]
Ryan doesn't laugh, but does say, "We agreed that if we needed another record contract, it would be your turn. Are you backing out?"

"No, but that's not sleeping with a dude. That's just business," says Brendon dismissively.
fic:read  length:medium  lalejandra  angst  gen  petewentz  pete/ryan  bandom  patd  fob 
may 2012 by la_dissonance
Shatter - Aria - Thor (2011) [Archive of Our Own]
the one where loki gets exiled and works with jane on her research and darcy is a flawless human being
fic:read  length:long  thor  thor/loki  aria  angst  amazingfic  au 
april 2012 by la_dissonance
Chaos War - astolat - Thor (2011) [Archive of Our Own]
the one where odin sends thor to get loki to help in the war against the shining ones
fic:read  length:long  thor/loki  angst  astolat  kink  soulbonding 
april 2012 by la_dissonance
it's all wrong, it's all right. - lalejandra - Young Veins, Bandom [Archive of Our Own]
Jon is fucking cursed: Every band he's in breaks up; everything he does goes wrong; everyone leaves him.
fic:read  length:medium  lalejandra  jon/ryan  angst  bandom  tyv 
march 2012 by la_dissonance
The Stumbles And Falls - FifteenDozenTimes - Panic At The Disco, Bandom [Archive of Our Own]
Jon fucks up. A lot. Maybe so much that "it's okay, Brendon fucks up too" doesn't cut it anymore. (Maybe.)
fic:read  length:medium  fifteendozentimes  angst  brendon/jon  patd  tyv  bandom 
march 2012 by la_dissonance
The Fast Sinking Anchor - Pennyplainknits - Bandom [Archive of Our Own]
Sequel to The Dark Ocean Bottom. Brendon and Ryan come home. Spencer adapts, or tries to. Also featuring Ian, Dallon, and a whole lot of pining
fic:read  length:long  pennyplainknits  bandom  patd  angst  brendon/ryan  brendon/ryan/spencer 
march 2012 by la_dissonance
what new mystery is this - ipreferaviators - Panic At The Disco [Archive of Our Own]
"It's not like that," Ryan says finally. It's not a new thought. He says it to himself at least three times a day, sometimes more. But he's never said it loud before. It feels strange, wrong somehow, in his mouth.
fic:read  length:short  patd  angst  ipreferaviators  ryan/brendon/spencer  bandom 
march 2012 by la_dissonance
You make me feel so -- - lalejandra - Bandom, Panic At The Disco [Archive of Our Own]
the one where ryan and spencer make a go of approaching their romance-novel-esque romance like adults <33
fic:read  length:medium  spencer/ryan  angst  lalejandra  bandom  patd  amazingfic 
february 2012 by la_dissonance
twotinydragons: Master Post: Communicating with Firetrucks
There’s a note on the table that just says, gone to the store. coffee here -----> in thick black sharpie. Brendon’s left Spencer’s favorite mug next to the coffee machine, but Spencer’s too busy staring down at the note to pay proper attention to his coffee. At the bottom of the note, Brendon’s scrawled, love you <3
fic:read  length:long  fictionalaspect  sunsetmog  patd  bandom  brendon/spencer  angst  ageplay 
february 2012 by la_dissonance
The Dark Ocean Bottom. - Pennyplainknits - Bandom [Archive of Our Own]
the futurefic where brendon feels numb and goes to london and runs into ryan there
fic:read  length:long  patd  ryan/brendon  pennyplainknits  au  angst  bandom 
january 2012 by la_dissonance
airgiodslv: Highway Lines and Interstate Signs (1/3)
“How often do you wear underwear?” Travis asks, probably a rhetorical question. “And I know you, you Chicago boys can’t take the heat. You’re going to end up barefoot by July.”
fic:read  william/travis  length:long  airgiodslv  bandom  angst 
december 2011 by la_dissonance
Disaster Boy - inlovewithnight - Bandom [Archive of Our Own]
The one where Gabe doesn't want to confront his own sadism! Warning: contains a scene gone wrong.
fic:read  length:long  inlovewithnight  bandom  cobrastarship  blackcards  pete/gabe  angst  kink 
october 2011 by la_dissonance
Shakes To The Beat - inlovewithnight - Bandom [Archive of Our Own]
"The thing is," Pete mumbles against Gabe's shoulder. "The thing is, you and me, we're a car wreck."
fic:read  length:long  inlovewithnight  pete/gabe  kink  angst  bandom  fob 
october 2011 by la_dissonance
Have some whiskey, honey - Fic -- Someday I'll Fly, Someday I'll Soar
The one where college!spencer attempts to kill himself and then moves back home
fic:read  bandom  patd  length:medium  angst  au  sena  brendon/spencer  pg-13 
september 2011 by la_dissonance
bandomstuffsit: At Least I'm Waking Up: Gift for manipulant
Spencer thinks he can make it through high school without coming out. Brendon complicates things.
fic:read  quarterturn  length:medium  au  brendon/spencer  angst  r  patd  bandom 
march 2011 by la_dissonance
prettykitty_fic: a thin line between - master post
The nightmares start about two days after Brendon leaves on vacation with Sarah
au  bandom  patd  r  spencer/shane  slash  angst  fic:read  length:long  prettykitty_fic 
november 2010 by la_dissonance
fictionalaspect: If This is Settling DownRyan/Spencer, PG
Spencer’s not taking the split very well, for certain values of "very well" that means "pretending Ryan Ross doesn’t even exist."
fic:read  length:long  patd  tyv  slash  spencer/ryan  amazingfic  pg-13  fictionalaspect  angst 
august 2010 by la_dissonance
all your mental armor drags me down
One-sided Brendon/Ryan. Where they are messing around, but Brendon is the only one emotionally invested in the relationship.
fic:read  length:teeny  anon_lovefest  brendon/ryan  angst  bandom 
august 2010 by la_dissonance
emilytheodd: socket and grave: all all and all the dry worlds lever
most days this is better than what he had before, but that doesn’t mean he forgets
emilytheodd  brendon/ryan  r  patd  tyv  fic:read  length:short  bandom  slash  angst 
july 2010 by la_dissonance
alibi_factory: Then again, the same old story
It was nowhere near as good as they'd hoped it'd be. Stephen caught a cufflink in Hugh's hair, mumbling some half-meant apology; Hugh's jeans got tangled around his ankles, and they both stumbled sideways onto the stylishly uncomfortable couch, laughing as they went. Nothing earth-stopping.
stephen/alan  stephen/hugh  rpf  slash  angst  fic:read  lentth:short  alibi_factory 
june 2010 by la_dissonance
inlovewithnight: Fic: "Pick The Poison (And Pour Yourself A Glass) 1/3" (Bandom)
William wakes up on a hotel-room floor.

His mouth is dry and sour with the aftertaste of whiskey, his head aches, and as he pushes himself up onto his hands and knees he sees that his wrists are bloody and raw. He studies them for a minute, rubbing with his thumb just outside of the area of torn skin.
inlovewithnight  bandom  tai  cobrastarship  gabe/william  mike/william  amazingfic  fic:read  length:long  nc-17  angst  kink 
june 2010 by la_dissonance
imogenedisease: please is not a word that I ever said quietly
It’s an accident, a mistake, something. Sean’s always thought Mike was a nice guy, kept thinking Mike was a nice guy, the kind of guy who shares his booze and doesn’t get all that upset when you throw up on his shoes or smoke all his cigarettes. Nothing Tom says (which isn’t much unless he’s drunk) can change that opinion of Mike. Mike’s a nice guy, but Sean lives with Tom, plays in a band with Tom, so he’s pretty sure he’s supposed to pick Tom’s side in the sand, isn’t allowed to talk to the guy, even though they’ve always had some pretty good conversations, always got along.
tom/mike  sean/mike  empires  tai  bandom  slash  angst  fic:read  length:short  imogenedisease 
february 2010 by la_dissonance
vlieger: untitled Ryan/Brendon
“So Ryan.” Spencer does that looming thing where he thinks he’s being frightening, but he only succeeds in looking slightly taller than usual. He does, however, give Ryan a look halfway between genuine pleading and smugness, and Ryan’s not quite sure how to read that. He looks up reluctantly from his book and raises an eyebrow, deciding that wordlessness is the best way to deal with this unusual combination of Spencer.
angst  bandom  au  patd  pg-13  brendon/ryan  vlieger  fic:read  length:short  amazingfic 
february 2010 by la_dissonance
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