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The Darkness Within - selecasharp - Supernatural [Archive of Our Own]
I frickin' love this story to little, itty bitty bits. It feels so genuine, slotting beautifully in with canon, and the characterizations are spot-on.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  selecasharp  sam/dean  plotty  emotional  season-10  nc-17 
march 2016 by killabeez
All that glitters for annie46: spnspringfling
This is absolute perfection. Nothing like a great sex pollen story to warm the heart!
sam/dean  sex-pollen  supernatural  supernatural-recs  akintay  nc-17  sexy  emotional 
march 2016 by killabeez
Supernatural: Metamorphosis: infatuated_ink
This feels so true and real. Sam is transitioning at Stanford and Dean finds out.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  sam/dean  genderswap  het  nc-17  sexy  emotional  cherie-morte 
march 2016 by killabeez
No Time - AmyPond45 - Supernatural [Archive of Our Own]
Stanford-era Dean is hooking, and picks up an older version of Sam. Nice and thorny.
hookerfic  supernatural  supernatural-recs  sam/dean  nc-17  sexy  emotional  time-travel  amypond45 
march 2016 by killabeez
Keep You from the Gallows Pole - Fallynleaf - Supernatural [Archive of Our Own]
Season 10, if it were the love story of Sam and Cas. I really enjoyed this. Good Sam headspace, and a very sweet relationship between Sam and Cas that doesn't ignore Dean as the fulcrum between them.
sam/castiel  season-10  thinky  emotional  PG-13  slash  supernatural  supernatural-recs  suicide  mark-of-cain  fallynleaf 
march 2016 by killabeez
Strange Love for lyryk: spnspringfling
So much love for this. One of my favorites from this year's Spring Fling!
supernatural  supernatural-recs  sam/dean  viviansface  dream-sharing  R  emotional  sexy  spnspringfling 
march 2016 by killabeez
FIC: Who Knows What We Might Become ( Dean/Sam, NC-17) - citrusjava
Such brothers! And I love how this game (that isn't really a game) just highlights how intimate they are with each other, how many in-jokes and life experiences they share that no one else ever will. That's even more erotic to me than the touching, which is delicious.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  sam/dean  funny  sexy  emotional  citrusjava  nc-17  wincest 
october 2015 by killabeez
Between The Lines of What We Need and What We'll Take - Fallynleaf - Supernatural [Archive of Our Own]
A beautiful coda to "What Is and What Should Never Be." Sam and Dean acknowledge that things between them aren't normal, but there's comfort to be found.
sweet  emotional  hurt-comfort  hurty  PG  sam/dean  fallynleaf  season-2  what-is-and-what-should-never-be  supernatural  supernatural-recs  bed-sharing 
november 2014 by killabeez
Time to Let Go (1/1) (PG-13, Sam and Dean)
So much love for this. This author always get them so right for me.

"He doesn't want to have that power, to have known that it wasn't only his own life he was deciding, but his brother's as well. There's no way around it, though."

This line made my breath catch. Sums up Sam's dilemma since S6 (and all his life, but especially since then) perfectly.
zubeneschamali  supernatural  supernatural-recs  PG-13  hurt-comfort  hurty  thinky  emotional  season-9  hurt-sam 
january 2014 by killabeez
Moonless, Starless
Do not hesitate, do not pass Go, etc. Took my breath.
sam/dean  PG-13  dear-tiger  supernatural  supernatural-recs  scary  thinky  emotional  season-3  au  hurt-dean 
november 2013 by killabeez
Cardinal Hunter (1/4) (NC-17, Sam/Dean)
Someone had to write a Sam/Dean Pacific Rim fusion, and I'm so glad it was her.
supernatural  sam/dean  nc-17  supernatural-recs  pacific-rim  crossover-recs  emotional  zubeneschamali 
november 2013 by killabeez
Two for the Price of One
Everything about this is perfection. Everything. *wriggles and rolls around in it*
supernatural  supernatural-recs  balder12  nc-17  sam/kevin  sexy  emotional 
october 2013 by killabeez
Fic: Mystery Dance (Fan Fic for the SPN Fan Film The Other Side)
I don't even know what to say about "The Other Side," or this story. This is fandom at its absolute best. The film is amazing; the story made me cry. Both make me so glad to be a fan.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  genderswap  the-other-side  counteragent  balder12  emotional  hurty  thinky  nc-17 
october 2013 by killabeez
A Series of Bad Decisions and Awkward Conversations
This? Is everything that I loved about S7 (right up until it all evaporated). I love this story to TINY LITTLE PIECES, OMG.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  de-nugis  season-7  sam/dean  nc-17  funny  emotional  hurty 
september 2013 by killabeez
The Oak and the Dragon, for Lia
Oh my god, that is amazingly beautiful. I teared up. It's been... a long time since a story made me do that.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  gen  spn-summergen  PG  season-8  sweet  emotional 
september 2013 by killabeez
dear_tiger: Big Bang 2013 Master Post: The Witch Is Dead
I am in awe of how much story the author tells in not-that-many words. The ebb and flow of this one is so satisfying. All my emotions and imagination are astir.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  dear-tiger  big-bang  scary  plotty  funny  sexy  emotional  sam/dean  R 
june 2013 by killabeez
Fic: Buried in Water
This is absolutely gorgeous. (I was going to say, "oh my god, this is absolutely gorgeous," but I was afraid of what Cas might do to me.) It really is extraordinarily lovely, though, and satisfying—particularly set as it is after 8.21, when I had such a powerful awareness of the parallels between Castiel and Sam. I didn't even know how much I wanted to read exactly this. ♥
supernatural  supernatural-recs  balder12  gen  hurt-comfort  hurt-sam  castiel  season-8  emotional  sweet 
may 2013 by killabeez
Rome Was Also Built on Ruins (Sam/Dean, NC-17)
All I want from SPN these days is to read about Sam taking care of Dean, but to get that along with such a beautifully written, insightful Dean POV that manages to make perfect logical and emotional sense of 8 years of characterization AND develops into convincing first-time Sam/Dean—basically, this story is Christmas and ice cream and the Fourth of July.
zempasuchil  supernatural  supernatural-recs  season-8  sam/dean  nc-17  hurty  emotional  sexy  sweet  hurt-comfort  hurt-dean 
march 2013 by killabeez
Epiphany - faege - Supernatural [Archive of Our Own]
I loved every bit of this. Such beautiful writing—one of those that makes me never want to write again! I knew what was going to happen from the very beginning, and yet I couldn't look away. Such a thoughtful story, and so true to the characters. Great use of Castiel, too.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  faege  hurty  emotional  plotty  season-5  au  gen  curtainfic 
february 2013 by killabeez
Snow on Snow, Snow on Snow by madame_naan
I love this piece. It feel so real, and I love how it doesn't flinch from the bleakness or the horror of their lives, but still gives me such hope and makes me feel the strength of their caring for each other. Love the little details about Dean's trauma and pain, too, that we see filtered through Sam's awareness. It hurts so good! Gorgeous writing.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  gen  hurty  hurt-comfort  season-7  PG-13  emotional  madame-naan 
january 2013 by killabeez
Sew your fortunes on a string
This is amazing. Really, really amazing. Perfect fix-it fic for all that hurt about Season 8.
sam/dean  supernatural  supernatural-recs  glovered  emotional  funny  sexy  first-time  PG-13  season-8 
december 2012 by killabeez
God Save the Human Cannon Ball Master Post
It was my very great privilege to help beta this story. It's beautiful—I love the way the author wrote Sam's relationship with Jody, and how she made use of Claire, and Castiel, and most of all, that this story is about Sam proving to Dean (and the universe) how much he loves him in such a simple, but undeniable and concrete way. It's so satisfying.
sam/dean  R  downjune  sam-dean-minibang  season-7  supernatural  supernatural-recs  hurty  emotional  plotty  claire-novak  jody-mills  castiel 
october 2012 by killabeez
When it's dark the stars come out - Kamikaze Remix, post #2
So. Much. Love. I kind of never want to read fic for these two again, just so that this can be the last one. It's that perfect.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  marciaelena  sam/dean  kamikaze-remix  emotional  romantic  sexy  post-series 
october 2012 by killabeez
You're Fine, I'm Fine
This author always hits exactly the right balance of sweet, sweet hurt/comfort and true characterizations. Love this.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  gen  madame-naan  PG  hurt-sam  hurt-comfort  emotional 
september 2012 by killabeez
Sweet Dreams (Are Made of This) by cordelia_gray, S/D, R
How do I love this—let me count the ways! So beautiful, and so hot, and I love the idea of them sharing dreams.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  cordelia-gray  sam/dean  R  slash  season-7  purgatory  sexy  emotional 
september 2012 by killabeez
Children Waiting (Going Nowhere)
Two of my very favorite things: curtainfic and lonely!Sam. Add in the Grand Canyon and the Best Big Brother in the World, and I am over the moon.
ficviendha  supernatural  supernatural-recs  curtainfic  post-series  hurt-comfort  hurt-sam  emotional  gen 
september 2012 by killabeez
12:59 Lullaby by madame_naan
Sam gets very sick at Stanford, and Jess calls Dean. Oh, man. This is just wonderful. I love Sam's POV and all his thoughts and feelings about Jess and Dean. I'm going to imagine from now on that this really happened, just like this.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  gen  sam/jess  hurty  emotional  hurt-comfort  hurt-sam  madame-naan  pg 
september 2012 by killabeez
The Gallows Knot by rainylemons
This author's writing is exquisite, and the understanding of these characters flawless. So many levels of horror and sadness and grief. And the ending! Goddamn, this is awful, and brilliant.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  gen  summergen  rainylemons  hurty  emotional  plotty  scary  R  season-7  hurt-sam 
september 2012 by killabeez
A Wink and A Smile by strive2bhappy
Favorite post-Point of No Return fic I've ever read. Awesomely wonderful.
strive2bhappy  supernatural  supernatural-recs  sam/dean  slash  season-5  castiel  funny  emotional  PG 
september 2012 by killabeez
This Train Carries Lost Souls by madame_naan
Augh, this was agonizing to read, but really excellent. Sam has bad days when he can't stand to be touched. Then he gets sick.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  madame-naan  hurty  hurt-comfort  hurt-sam  gen  emotional  season-7 
september 2012 by killabeez
It's Just You and I My Friend by madame_naan
Not many people write early-series fic any more, because I think it's tricky to capture how they were back then, knowing what we know now. This story succeeds beautifully.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  hurt-comfort  hurt-sam  season-2  emotional  madame-naan  gen 
september 2012 by killabeez
Eight Crazy Nights: SPN
I really dig her characterization (especially of Sam) and this is hot like burning. AU in which Sam did become a lawyer, and Dean is his client.
rivkat  sam/dean  au  sexy  thinky  emotional  first-time  supernatural  supernatural-recs 
august 2012 by killabeez
Keep it in the family. - Fanart- Good morning
This is absolutely stunning. The more I look at it, the more I love it. I think this might be one of my favorite pieces of SPN art I've ever seen—and that's saying something.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  art-recs  sam/dean  PG  emotional  romantic  xizarx 
august 2012 by killabeez
Tornado Warning by dear_tiger
In every Big Bang, there've been one or two stories that made me think, that's it, I'm never writing again. This is one of those. Incredible storytelling, and so beautifully crafted.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  sam/dean  slash  big-bang  dear-tiger  R  thinky  emotional  plotty  castiel  season-6 
august 2012 by killabeez
The Heart Has No Bones by wandersfound
I really enjoyed this. So true to the show, I could believe it was an episode they just forgot to shoot.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  dean/omc  dean/ofc  gen  casefic  big-bang  wandersfound  plotty  thinky  emotional 
july 2012 by killabeez
Morning Shift by downjune
This broke my heart, but at the same time, it's so wonderful to see them handling this stuff together. I love how nothing is solved, but they find comfort in each other. Really beautiful.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  hurt-dean  hurty  hurt-comfort  PG-13  downjune  gen  emotional  post-series 
july 2012 by killabeez
Monumentally Stupid by strive2bhappy
Nnnnggggghhhhh. INCOHERENT FLAILS. I don't even know how this pairing can still get to me like this, except, yes.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  sam/dean  nc-17  sexy  emotional  season-7  strive2bhappy  shaving 
july 2012 by killabeez
Wisdom Born of Pain - "To Have It" by strive2bhappy
Nnnguh. This is a long, dirty, emotional, post-S7 PWP. So deliciously hot!
supernatural  supernatural-recs  strive2bhappy  nc-17  sexy  slash  wincest  sam/dean  season-7  emotional 
july 2012 by killabeez
Enough of its Glory Remains by balefully
Beautiful, slow, realistic post-S7 curtainfic of the very best kind.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  balefully  big-bang  sexy  emotional  nc-17  sam/dean  wincest  season-7 
july 2012 by killabeez
Films About Ghosts by bellatemple
Fantastic allegorical Dean-centric fic. I love everything about this, and it captures Dean's voice with incredible veracity.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  big-bang  bella-temple  gen  emotional  hurty  plotty  thinky 
july 2012 by killabeez
Winner Takes All by rikyu
Intense, protective Dean + snarky boys and impromptu oral sex. There is no bad here.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  rikyu  sam/dean  wincest  nc-17  sexy  emotional  funny  spnspringfling  slash 
june 2012 by killabeez
The war outside your door keeps raging on by smallworld_inc
So expressive. Both heartbreaking and scary—Sam watches helplessly as Dean is attacked in Purgatory.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  smallworld-inc  gen  art-recs  spnspringfling  PG-13  scary  emotional  season-7 
june 2012 by killabeez
Walking the Straight Line by transfixeddream
Jody is love, and so is this story! I adored this. And oh, Sammy. His near-heartbreak is so painful.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  spnspringfling  transfixeddream  het  PG  jody-mills  sam/jody  season-7  emotional  thinky  hurty 
june 2012 by killabeez
A Fish out of Water by cordelia_gray
This was wonderful. I loved the original character, and the way Jody was with her, and Sam's desperation to save Dean. And, pancakes!
supernatural  supernatural-recs  gen  cordelia-gray  G  plotty  funny  emotional  season-7  spnspringfling  jody-mills 
june 2012 by killabeez
143 Alice Grim Lane, Sam/Dean, NC17 - Master Post
This fed my infidelity kink like whoa, even though it doesn't actually contain any. Lots of pining, but handled well and in an adult, compelling manner. Lovely guest appearances by Jess and Castiel.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  big-bang  runedgirl  nc-17  sexy  emotional  hurty  plotty  au  castiel  sam/dean  sam/jess  dean/castiel  death  hurt-comfort  hurt-sam 
june 2012 by killabeez
Fear Death by Water: Masterpost
Absolutely gorgeous story. I didn't want it to end! The Sam and Dean characterizations are so rock-solidly them, I felt like I was watching this—kind of like the Best Episode Ever. The words flew by as I read, and I wished that this were only one chapter in a whole season of brilliant, heart-wrenching storytelling like this.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  gen  st-salieri  season-7  thinky  emotional  hurty  plotty  R  big-bang  hurt-comfort  hurt-sam  hurt-dean 
june 2012 by killabeez
Secure the grounds for the later parade - glovered
How the hell did I miss this? Sam keeps hallucinating that Dean dies in gruesome ways. This plainly calls for a lot of hugging.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  glovered  sam/dean  PG-13  schmoop  emotional  sweet  season-7 
may 2012 by killabeez
A Sympathetic Beetle (Sam/Matt; PG-13; 108 coda)
I have always, always wanted to read a story about these two, and this was PERFECTION. Talk about a gift I never expected.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  season-1  valiant  PG-13  sam/matt  sweet  emotional  thinky 
may 2012 by killabeez
The Harder They Fall (Sam/Dean) by gold bluepoint
I don't usually go for underage Sam/Dean, but... this is really hot. :D I love Dean's confusion and Sam's desperation.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  sam/dean  pre-series  NC-17  sexy  emotional  gold-bluepoint 
may 2012 by killabeez
It's Just a Bootie Call (Sam/Dean - NC-17) by sonofabiscuit77
This is fantastic. I love how the author captures Dean's emotional confusion, and how even though the story so clearly depicts RoboSam, it's still a really emotional story because Dean doesn't know what we know.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  sonofabiscuit77  sam/dean  robosam  season-6  sexy  thinky  emotional  hurty  infidelity  dean 
may 2012 by killabeez
meet me on the corner when the lights are coming on (Sam/Dean, PG-13)
I'm gonna keep this and treasure it and read it over and over, until believing in it makes it real.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  silverbullets  sam/dean  PG-13  death  sweet  emotional  hurty  hurt-comfort  post-series  slash  obstinatrix 
march 2012 by killabeez
Timor Dei
5.04AU. That episode breaks my brain, but this fixes it—while breaking my heart instead. Great writing!
supernatural  supernatural-recs  gen  PG-13  hurty  emotional  thinky  plotty  inheritedjeans  season-5 
march 2012 by killabeez
And my ship is so small - Tesserae - Supernatural [Archive of Our Own]
This is wonderful, and magnificent, and has possibly become my new favoritest thing in the entire world. I love this Sam, so, so much. This feels exactly like him, so true to his character and the way he thinks and feels about everything. And, Dean! I could absolutely see him doing something like this, even when he's at the end of his rope. Taking care of Sammy is the best medicine for him, and I loved every minute of it.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  sam/dean  sweet  hurty  emotional  schmoop  tesserae_ 
february 2012 by killabeez
and no one could sleep, the horses running - Fic: Purgare (Gen)
Nnngh. So good. I'm kinda incoherent with flaily love for this right now. Maybe better read it roll around in it a few more times, just to make sure I didn't miss any spots.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  gen  hurt-comfort  hurty  emotional  schmoop  season-7  hurt-sam  obstinatrix  PG-13 
january 2012 by killabeez
Escape from Purgatory, for tryfanstone (1/2)
Really enjoyable read, and everything a great crossover should be. A perfect fusion of two 'verses.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  highlander  highlander-recs  hlh-shortcuts  crossover-recs  duncan/methos  slash  nc-17  plotty  emotional  thinky  sexy 
december 2011 by killabeez
and indeed there will be time, by gretazreta
"Maybe the problem is that there really aren't words big enough."

Exactly how I feel about this story.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  sam/dean  post-series  curtainfic  emotional  hurty  poignant  plotty  gretazreta  R  slash 
december 2011 by killabeez
vid: I Sold My Hands For Food So Please Feed me
From the first absolutely perfect Dean quote to the last frame, this vid is the vid of my heart for these guys. If you love Sam & Dean, Do. Not. Miss. Not kidding.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  vid-recs  secretlytodream  emotional  hurty  thinky 
december 2011 by killabeez
keerawa: Primary Sources [PG-13] gen pre-series casefic 1/2
I love how well-paced and complete this story feels, and how true to the characters. Great portrait of a teenaged Sam and his family. Dean, quietly in the background worrying about and taking care of his family, made my heart clench.
supernatural  supernatural-recs  gen  pre-series  keerawa  PG-13  plotty  thinky  emotional 
december 2011 by killabeez
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