isweedan + patd   251

Nobody's Got No Class
anonknewmoose wrote this for the no_tags prompt Ian/Ray - Ian is the powerbottom, and Ray is a very mellow top
anoneknewmoose  length:short.1k-5k  bandom  mcr  patd  ian/ray  from twitter
january 2013 by isweedan
Get Down Tonight
trope_bingo already yields great things! Spencer Smith can turn into a hamster.

"…You're a hamster."

"No," Spencer squeaked, a little impatiently. "I am a rodent of unusual size."
sunsetmog  patd  bandom  length:short.1k-5k  spencer/brendon  from twitter
january 2013 by isweedan
bandomstuffsit: The Creation of Beauty: gift for ladyfoxxx
In which Spencer Smith finds a very confusingly hot blog and is lead on a kinky journey of self-discovery.
ryan/spencer  anon  patd  bandom  length:short.1k-5k  from twitter
december 2012 by isweedan
bb!Spence and bb!Ryan ficlet
bb!Spence and bb!Ryan awkward firstime sex by sena

Written for anon_lovefest for the prompt 15-year-old Spencer fucking 16 year-old Ryan for the first time (age mostly unimportant except that I want this pre-panic). I know not all first-time sex is awkward, fumbling and painful, but I really want this to be all of those things.
sena  ryan/spencer  patd  bandom  length:short.1k-5k  from twitter
december 2012 by isweedan
the trick of finding what you didn't lose
Patrick gets involved with Brendon and Spencer on the Really Well Dressed tour but also ALL the Pete/Patrick feels
girlpearl  melusina  bandom  fob  patd  length:medium.10k-20k  brendon/spencer  brendon/spencer/patrick  from twitter
august 2012 by isweedan
Buddy System - Gorgeous Nerd (gorgeousnerd) - Bandom, Fall Out Boy, Panic At The Disco [Archive of Our Own]
patrick/spencer pretend dating that is sweet and adorable <33


Playing shows solo is one thing. Going to bars solo is something else entirely.
gorgeousnerd  bandom  patd  fob  pretenddating  length:short.1k-5k  from twitter
august 2012 by isweedan
I Wish I Could Remember You - sunsetmog - Panic At The Disco [Archive of Our Own]
Fic from 2009 where Spencer gets amnesia and realizes he loves Bden. Reminded me of how much I love this pairing

Spencer wakes up in the hospital after a surfing accident, and can't remember the last three years of his life. The doctors tell him his amnesia is likely to only be temporary, but in the meantime, Spencer can't remember the house he shares with Brendon, their dog, or how long they've been dating. Because--they are dating, right?
sunsetmog  brendon/spencer  patd  bandom  length:medium.5k-10k  from twitter
july 2012 by isweedan
sunsetmog: WIP Amnesty: Lord Brendon of Urie
1k of DELIGHTFUL Lord Peter Wimsey-esque story in which Spencer is going to be Brendon's valet
sunsetmog  length:short.-1k  brendon/spencer  bandom  patd  lj  from twitter
july 2012 by isweedan
Nostalgia Porn (Is The Best Porn)
The one where Ray has a secret past in porn and Ian finds out. \o/// BEST PREMISE.

Ian's thoughts are interrupted as Brendon, his gaze stuck firmly on the screen, asks, in a rather startled voice, "Why do you have porn of Ray Toro on your computer?"
ladyfoxxx  bandom  ian/ray  mcr  patd  length:medium.5k-10k  from twitter
june 2012 by isweedan
Up The Line
WWI AMBULANCE DRIVER WAYS. With sapper!frank. And and and <3_____<3 Alicia/mway WEDDING SEQUEL.
tabulaxrasa  bandom  mcr  fob  patd  wwi  length:long.50k-100k  from twitter
april 2012 by isweedan
With Tongues like Flowers
AU where Spencer and Vicky-T are BFF in nyc and panic doesn't exist.
roebling  length:medium.5k-10k  patd  cobrastarship  from twitter
april 2012 by isweedan
Bden/Sarah that turns into Bden/Sarah/Spencer though the path does not run smooth. <33333

Canon-based AU. On the surface, the summer of 2009 for Panic at the Disco! seems to be about getting their collective feet back underneath them as a band and showing the world a united front once more. But Spencer's relationship with Haley self-destructs even as everyone else he knows is happily settling down, and when tour ends he's already sold his condo and suddenly has nowhere to go. He moves in temporarily with Brendon and Sarah and things start to fall apart, even as it becomes obvious as to how they might be able to put themselves back together again.
length:long.20k-50k  brendon/sarah  brendon/sarah/spencer  patd  bandom  fictionalaspect  from twitter
april 2012 by isweedan
Reinvent Yourself
V&V-writing era bden has songwriting difficulties, things happen, also b and spencer get together <3

Brendon has to figure out how to be a lyricist. Spencer helps.
brendon/spencer  length:medium.5k-10k  patd  bandom  Eledhwenlin  from twitter
march 2012 by isweedan
Sometimes like butterflies
(bbpanic) Spencer gets Ryan and Brendon pregnant with MAGICAL MPREG TEARS. As you do. By fictionalaspect <3

"Spencer," Ryan says. "I am going to walk downstairs and I am going to tell your parents that you have a drug problem, and when they ask me why, I am going to very clearly and firmly tell them that you have been sitting up here telling me the reason I don't feel good in the morning is that you cried in front of me, for the first time ever, and your magical tears got me pregnant. Are you okay with that? You need to be okay with that."
fictionalaspect  length:short.1k-5k  mpreg  ryan/spencer/brendon  patd  bandom  from twitter
march 2012 by isweedan
sing me a rainbow, steal me a dream
Powerful and beautifully written current-day pete/ryan Love the Ryan voice on this so much.

All of a sudden, Ryan has all these feelings he's never had before -- regrets, wishes, desires, and an overwhelming sense that he's a fucking asshole, but no clue how to change, or what to change into.

lalejandra  length:medium.5k-10k  bandom  pete/ryan  patd  fob  DELETED  from twitter
march 2012 by isweedan
Love Like Nobody Around You
aag!Spencer/Dallon with canon age difference IN JERSEY au. Fantastically interesting and such a cool read.
spencer/dallon  patd  bandom  roebling  length:long.20k-50k  from twitter
march 2012 by isweedan
melusina | BRBB Story - Double or Nothing (Brendon/Spencer/Ian)
So I really liked 's BRBB fic you guys.

Fuck if Spencer knows what's going on with this school year. Things are really... complicated right now. With Brendon. And with Ian. Sometimes at the same time. The only thing he knows for sure is that he wants a whole lot more than he'll ever be able to have.
brendon/spencer/ian  melusina  bandom  patd  length:long.20k-50k  from twitter
march 2012 by isweedan
The Fast Sinking Anchor
Modern day sequel to a Brendon/Ryan that turns into Brendon/Ryan/Spencer after much pining and happenings. Lovelyyyyy
pennyplainknits  brendon/ryan  brendon/ryan/spencer  bandom  patd  length:long.20k-50k  from twitter
march 2012 by isweedan
Suddenly, virgin Spencer
College AU in which Spencer is a surprise virgin. Notfic in the extreme.
hermette  patd  bandom  length:short.1k-5k  from twitter
march 2012 by isweedan
Panic Divorce Not!Fic - ruintooeasy (roebling) - Panic At The Disco [Archive of Our Own]
Panic Divorce Not!Fic

Total not!fic that can be summarized thusly: So I really want to write an epically long story about the Brendon and Ryan and Spencer and the breakup, where Brendon doesn't realize that Spencer wants to stay with him until Spencer's like, Ryan said we can keep the name, and Brendon's like, we??? and making melty heart eyes at Spencer
roebling  bandom  patd  ryan/brendon  length:short.1k-5k  from twitter
february 2012 by isweedan
Sexual Telepathy Not!Fic
Brendon starts hearing someone's thoughts -- but only when he's having sex. &insecure!spencer;
roebling  brendon/spencer  not!fic  telepathy  length:short.1k-5k  patd  bandom  from twitter
february 2012 by isweedan
Brendon the Sad Prostitute
&Brendon the Sad Prostitute; ♥ ♥ &heartssssss;

Notfic which contains ridiculous melodrama, angst for the sake of angst, blowjobs, fisting, hurt/comfort, prostitution, sex workers, strip clubs, and happy endings. For ladyfoxxx and roga, who requested to see it on twitter ♥.
not!fic  fictionalaspect  sunsetmog  patd  bandom  length:medium.5k-10k  from twitter
february 2012 by isweedan
A Little More (Touch Me)
Hot, desperate, sweetly kinky boys with lipgloss and panties. BEST BEST BEST BESTTTTTT Brendon/Spencer
brendon/spencer  bandom  patd  crossdressing  length:medium.5k-10k  sunsetmog  from twitter
february 2012 by isweedan
All Our Yesterdays
Marine!Spencer/Militaryhusband!Bden with kids and Spencer goes MIA and it was sad sad sad (but happy ending)
boxparade  length:long.20k-50k  kidfic  patd  bandom  from twitter
february 2012 by isweedan
Land of Milk and Honey
Brendon and Spencer being college professors in California is a JOY. An absolute joy!
littlemousling  bandom  patd  spencer/brendon  length:short.1k-5k  from twitter
february 2012 by isweedan
#50 - Put Your Hand Inside The Puppet Head
Hey hey hey, you know what's awesome? This fic. Where Brendon and Spencer are puppeteers.
Eledhwenlin  bandom  brendon/spencer  patd  length:medium.5k-10k  from twitter
february 2012 by isweedan
sunsetmog: Fic (sort of): This isn't a rugby sequel, apart from how it is.
This isn't a rugby sequel, apart from how it is. In which it is Spencer's birthday and he gets a thesaurus
brendon/spencer  length:short.1k-5k  patd  bandom  sunsetmog  from twitter
february 2012 by isweedan
Not!fic: Ryan Ross, Poet for hire.
This notfic about Ryan poet-for-hire where Bden hires Ryan to write a poem about Spencer and there is OT3 is A DELIGHT.
brendon/ryan/spencer  patd  bandom  pennyplainknits  length:short.1k-5k  not!fic  from twitter
february 2012 by isweedan
ladyfoxxx: Panic! At The Disco at Brixton Academy - 02 Feb 2012
We rendezvous'ed at Nando's (because we are classy like that) and had the fun introductions where you get everyone's names and then the SECOND round of introductions where you learn everyone's LJ names and you're like OH YOU, I KNOW YOU. (I had a moment when jenepel had to call my LJ name across the table to sunsetmog where apparently I turned a bright shade of red. WHAT, THERE IS NO POLITE WAY TO SAY 'I REALLY LIKE YOUR PORN' ACROSS AN AISLE AT A CROWDED NANDO'S. I FAIL AT MEETING PEOPLE.)
patd  bandom  concertrecap 
february 2012 by isweedan
Tiny Dick Verse
SIXTEEN K of email/chatfic about Brendon's tiny dick and the Spencer who loves it/him. AWESOME

So sometimes we write long stories with actual plot and emotions and things, and sometimes we get bored and start trolling the internet looking for exciting tumblr porn (spoiler: this happens a lot) and sometimes both of these things collide and we start writing long complicated crack-tastic stories via email about Brendon's tiny dick and Spencer having a kink for Brendon's tiny dick that somehow detours through humiliation kink and crossdressing and pink vibrators and watersports and ends up with Spencer on his knees covered in come and begging for it. AS YOU DO.

Anyway, a couple of people have said they would be interested in reading this, and as it's at least half actual fic we decided to post it. Also, we feel that as much as size queen kink is amazing and super hot (who doesn't like someone being stuffed full of dicks! No one. No one, that's who), it seems to be less common to think about all the ways that smaller-than-average dicks can be pretty sexy, too. And if you want to click here, there's a picspam of helpful images! :D!

Seriously though: Warnings for lots of spelling and grammar mistakes, missing capitalization, no reliable verb tense, plot, or POV, random topic shifts,
brendon/spencer  patd  bandom  not!fic  length:medium.10k-20k  fictionalaspect  sunsetmog  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
Geek Spiral - Whee! Concert Post!
This was my first Panic show, and they were so GOOD! Just, They had so much energy, and you can really tell how much Brendon fucking loves being up there. He was bouncing and dancing around all over the place. I love how much not having to play the guitar all the time frees him up to MOVE.
concertrecap  bandom  patd 
january 2012 by isweedan
Your Boy Tonight
Things that are SUPER AWESOME: Hermette writing kinky failboat boyfriends in love. With spanking!

“I feel like…really fucking stupid,” Spencer says. He knows that he’s red all over and even his voice sounds off, all squeaky and weird. His palms are sweating and his shirt is stuck to his back, and this is almost certainly not what Brendon had meant when he’d climbed into Spencer’s bunk last night and whispered I want you to spank me so hard I can’t sit down. “Should we be like—”
hermette  brendon/spencer  patd  bandom  length:short.1k-5k  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
Truth or Dare
Spencer/Brendon, truth or dare cards, drunken confessions, makeouts, watersports! AWESOME.

So it was just Brendon and Spencer in the lounge on the bus, half a bottle of tequila to go between them, and half a stack of cards.

The next card said make out with the person sitting next to you for thirty seconds.
brendon/spencer  patd  bandom  hermette  sunsetmog  length:short.1k-5k  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
The Long Road Home Or, bb!OT3 Road Hea
The Long Road Home Or, bb!OT3 Road Head, which is what it was called in my Gdocs <3333333333333

This is a slight AU where Panic don't get signed straight away, but do some touring in a crappy van first.
pennyplainknits  brendon/ryan/spencer  patd  bandom  length:medium.5k-10k  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
[Picspam] bb!Panic.
Delightful BB!Panic picspam is delightful

Okay, so because turps correctly guessed which bandomstuffsit story was mine, I promised her a picspam. It was supposed to be short one about bb!Panic.

... yeah, that didn't happen. Um, I bring you 120-something pictures. No one's going to mind, right?

This story starts with two boys.
Eledhwenlin  picspam  patd  bandom  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
KinkFest Fic that doesn't deserve a title. [Frequently lost in my own mind]
bb spencer in high heels for bb bden

Brendon didn’t remember how it started.

No, that’s a lie. He remembered the exact moment the idea popped into his head. He’d been watching as Spencer goofed around backstage with the dancers, laughing as Katie tugged on his hips and twirled him around in mimicry of the act she performed on stage. Spencer had been uncharacteristically willing to go along with the joke, eyes bright and cheeks flushed as he danced around the room in bare feet, deftly moving aside when one of Katie’s heels came too close to his toes. Spencer had looked so good, twirled and then clutched close to Katie, taller in her heels. Heels, Brendon had thought, Spence should be wearing heels. Just a random image, another fantasy to cycle through when Brendon was stuck in his bunk without access to Spencer’s pale skin, jerking off furtively before someone interrupted.
estei  brendon/spencer  patd  bandom  bandomkinkfest  shoes  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
Bruise Pristine
Nipples, biting, bruises and bruise-pressing, bloodplay, comeplay,[...] what the hell else do you need for a summary?
lalejandra  spencer/brendon  bandom  patd  twitfic  length:short.1k-5k  DELETED  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
twotinydragons: Master Post: Communicating with Firetrucks
Spencer discovers Bden's solo ageplay things he does. Bden is HELLA DISTRESSED. Heartbreaking that ends Happy-making <3
brendon/spencer  ageplay  sunsetmog  fictionalaspect  patd  bandom  length:long.20k-50k  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
Billie Jean
great but undone notfic bden was having a gay affair! he didn't make this bb! Spencer does not know and <3's the bb!
not!fic  bandom  patd  spencer/brendon  Eledhwenlin  kidfic  length:short.1k-5k  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
They have grown up to love each other as adults - lalejandra - Bandom, Panic At The Disco [Archive of Our Own]
"After the bday twitter posts, I am in dire dire need of all Spencer/Ryan post split finally-get-it-together-gdi fic."
twitfic  lalejandra  bandom  patd  ryan/spencer  length:short.1k-5k  DELETED  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
Pup - lalejandra - Bandom, Panic At The Disco [Archive of Our Own]
non-sexual puppy play twitfic <3

My Word document that this is pasted into tells me it's twitfic from April 15, 2011; it's sort of a little bit set in the I want to choke (u) 'verse, but can totally be read as a standalone story in a universe where Brendon & Spencer are kinky boyfriends.
puppyplay  twitfic  lalejandra  bandom  patd  brendon/spencer  length:short.1k-5k  DELETED  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
If Anyone Asks - lalejandra - Bandom, Panic At The Disco [Archive of Our Own]
Wherin Spencer is secretly studying for his PhD and he and ryan had a commitment ceremony when they were 13. <3
bandom  patd  ryan/spencer  twitfic  lalejandra  length:short.1k-5k  DELETED  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
Brendon story #1 - fictionalaspect - Panic At The Disco, Bandom [Archive of Our Own]
From then on, Brendon jerks off a lot. It's a great time-waster. As well as being awesome.

This is an odd story, and one that I would probably file under "gen" if there wasn't so much sex in it. It's essentially just a story about Brendon coming to terms with his own sexuality, with the idea that eventually it would turn into Brendon/Spencer. I'm not sure why I ever stopped writing it, but I posted it as an abandoned WIP a while ago, so I guess it's finished.
Work Text:
brendonurie  brendon/ryan  patd  bandom  length:short.1k-5k  fictionalaspect  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
Werewolf Roleplay - lalejandra - Panic At The Disco, Bandom [Archive of Our Own]
Werewolf roleplay fic! HOW AWESOME IS THAT?! (Answer: Very very awesome) Brendon/Spencer/Ryan

I keep thinking about, like, teenage Ryan, right? His dad's an abusive drunk, his mom is gone, all he has is Spencer. So he tells Spencer one day about this book he's reading about werewolves, and how he sort of envies them, because they have instincts and pack and they can smell where they belong, and that must be really nice, right? [But they are still humans, can still eat pizza and watch tv and stuff, so it's like the best of both worlds!!] And he writes a couple of songs that sort of might be about it.

Meanwhile, Spencer sort of has a crush on Ryan [and, whatever, they are best friends!!!] and wishes that he could give Ryan "pack" -- and when they find Brendon and their band really starts clicking, Spencer whispers to Ryan one night that it's almost like they have a pack now, isn't it, them and Brendon, right? Ryan gets annoyed, and thinks Spencer's making fun of him. but Spencer's serious, and he's all, what, do I need to bite you and make you submit so you get the idea?
brendon/ryan/spencer  werewolves  not!fic  patd  bandom  lalejandra  length:short.1k-5k  DELETED  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
The Crossdressing Verse
"Hurt/comfort! Angst! Crossdressing! Random POV switching! I don't even know." Delightful indulgent Spencer/Brendon

This is some kind of weird combination of not!fic and real fic, and it's never going to be finished so I'm posting it as is. It's also the most self-indulgent and melodramatic thing in the entire world, so be aware of that before you read. Hurt/comfort! Angst! Crossdressing! Random POV switching! I don't even know. This is what happens when sunsetmog and I really get going. Most of this is in the form of emails I sent her, so any complaints/praise should be directed her way, as she was the one who kept going OKAY BUT WHAT HAPPENS NEXT.
Work Text:
crossdressing  fictionalaspect  spencer/brendon  patd  length:medium.5k-10k  not!fic  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
Pretend Boyfriends Notfic - fictionalaspect - Panic At The Disco, Bandom [Archive of Our Own]
[...] Ryan made out with a dude. Spencer is never going to be able to top that, and Ryan fucking knows it. Dammit.
pretenddating  not!fic  fictionalaspect  spencer/brendon  patd  bandom  length:short.1k-5k  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
Every Last Bite
ruintooeasy (roebling) wrote a PWP Stuffing/Food Kink/Overeating/Belly kink fic! Coooooool. This should be less rare.

Brendon always clears his plate. Spencer always notices.
roebling  spencer/brendon  patd  bandom  length:short.1k-5k  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
knight_tracer | Beginners Bandom Podfic List
This Beginners Bandom Podfic List is RADDDDDD

I've talked before about how I got into bandom by way of podfic. Yesterday, fire_juggler saw that I'd finished my MCR Epic Discipline and Punish (coming in at 18 hours long) and decided to dip into bandom.

There are LOTS of bandom primers out there, (frank/gerard, mcr, panic!, general) but I wanted to put together a beginners bandom podfic primer/rec list. I am NOT going to apologise for personal bias - I have not listened to all the bandom podfic in the universe (though I've listened to a lot). Feel free to make your own heading and rec in comments - eg. Ryan/Spencer or gen or Mikey/Gerard. Also, feel free to point out bandom podfic 'essentials' you think I missed. I am going to allow people to add suggestions in comments that I will then add to the post for 24-48 hours depending on responses.
bandom  mcr  patd  fob  podfic  primer  reclist  resource  knight_tracer  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
Like Boom Boom Boom
Brendon says, "I want to see if I can come just from getting spanked."
spencer/brendon  bandom  patd  hermette  length:short.1k-5k  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
Panic v3.0 GSF
"Way too early for gangbangs," Spencer says firmly, and goes back to sleep.
GSF  fictionalaspect  patd  bandom  length:short.1k-5k  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
notficfairy: Stop Breathe Count to Three (Brendon/Spencer) part 1
"Sometimes Brendon likes to suck on Spencer's nipples, and Spencer likes to hold him there and stroke his hair."
notficfairy  spencer/brendon  patd  bandom  length:medium.10k-20k  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
Ryan story #1 - fictionalaspect - Bandom, Panic At The Disco [Archive of Our Own]
Ryan rents a cabin and is his odd, strangely lovable self. fictionalaspect is SO GOOD AT WRITING.

"I'm looking for something with character," he'd explained in L.A., and the realtor had drummed her long, manicured nails on the polished wooden table and hmmm'ed thoughtfully. There's any number of places he could be renting, condos full of windows and gleaming appliances, but that's not what Ryan wants, and he says as much to her when she points this out.
fictionalaspect  ryanross  length:short.1k-5k  patd  bandom  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
Panic Gen Abandoned Big Bang - fictionalaspect - Bandom, Panic At The Disco [Archive of Our Own]
Omg hiiiii timey-wimey fic written by fictionalaspect Hiiiiiiiii. Let's be FRIENDS.
Brendon is a pizza delivery boy who stumbles upon some very odd customers.
fictionalaspect  patd  timetravel  length:medium.5k-10k  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
Mystery Dance - fictionalaspect - Panic At The Disco, Bandom [Archive of Our Own]
Part 2 of fictionalaspect's Waiting for the End of the World series (AWESOME SERIES OF AWESOME)

"It's okay," Brendon says hurriedly. "It's okay. I just." He rubs at his side, fingers skimming over the thick red line indented into his skin.

"Yeah," Spencer says. He looks at Brendon for a long moment, his face entirely blank, and then he turns and walks out of the room.
kinknegotiation  length:short.1k-5k  spencer/brendon  patd  bandom  fictionalaspect  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
Make a Caged Bird Sing
Buffy-style Ryan and Spencer (and Pete) are REALLY REALLY MEAN to 1000s Ireland!Bden "ala Angelus' making of Drusilla"
brendon/ryan  ryan/spencer  length:short.1k-5k  vampires  dancinbutterfly  patd  bandom  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
My WIPs, let me show you them
Greedy_dancer has some Super Cool WIPs in the works. Special love for the Inception/Panic crossover. (locked)
greedy_dancer  wip  inception  patd  mcr  bandom  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
Burying the Lead: gift for oanja
Oh hello last stuffsit fic that just posted wherein Spencer is a grumpy journalist. How are you? You seem nice.

Summary: Spencer is a grumpy journalist, and Brendon is a breath of fresh air -- a hot breath of fresh air with a great ass. Spencer's not sure what this story holds for him, but he's really hoping it ends with him getting laid.
untappedbeauty  brendon/spencer  patd  bandom  length:medium.5k-10k  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
When Life Gives You Lemons (Say Fuck the Lemons and Bail)
Brendon and Spencer go on a cruise. Things happen!

"Go back to bed," Spencer says gently, lifting his shoulder slowly until Brendon sits back up.

Brendon knows he should. They have a full day tomorrow, but something is holding him back. "You too," Brendon says. "It's too early to be alive right now."

"Nah," Spencer says. "I'm trying to figure out if I can get my money back on that cruise in February, or if I can transfer it to my parents or something."

Brendon had forgotten about the cruise. The next month would have been Spencer and Haley's three year anniversary. Spencer had known he was going to be on tour and he felt shitty about it, so he'd gone out and bought them a European cruise for after the holidays. Brendon doesn't know if he ever even told her about it.

"Oh," Brendon says. "Maybe you should keep it. Maybe... I don't know. Maybe you'll get back together."

Ryan buys Keltie a promise ring at the end of HCT. It sits on the table in Ryan's kitchen, the garnet glinting where the sun hits it, and Brendon feels like it's mocking him. He has to use every ounce of his will power to stop himself from sticking his tongue out at it.

"So, what do you guys think?" Ryan asks.

"I think we should get high," Spencer answers, pulling a bag of weed and a small glass bong from under the couch.

The entire situation is so illogical that Brendon thinks getting high might be the only way to wrap their minds around the idea of Ryan promising anything to anyone. Ryan can't even make a commitment to his toothbrush twice a day, let alone give Keltie what she needs from a relationship.

Brendon's pretty sure Spencer knows this, too, but one of the things Brendon loves most about Spencer is that he's pretty content to let people fuck up their own lives in their own ways. Brendon knows Spencer will never say anything to Ryan. He supposes that's why their friendship has lasted as long as it has. Whenever one of them is doing something monumentally stupid, the other one looks away and pretends it isn't happening.
fiddleyoumust  length:long.20k-50k  bandom  patd  brendon/spencer  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
Pavlovian or Something: gift for verbyna
Spencer/Ryan And Spencer is angling for leg massages from Ryan. But also a bj if he can get it A++++++ <3

A thorough search through his bags turns up no Advil, no Tylenol, nothing even resembling painkillers. Spencer does find, however, a metric fuckton of dirty clothes, which helps him not one bit.

He doesn't know what kind of situation he'd have to be in for a suitcase full of sweaty T-shirts to come in handy, but this isn't that situation.

Spencer groans and flops down at the the foot of his hotel bed, rubbing at one calf ineffectually through his jeans. He's trying not to be a wuss about it, but his legs fucking hurt. He's tired of it and just wants to watch some TV without wanting to saw his legs off at the knee. It's not too much to ask, he doesn't think.

"Ryan," he says. "Ryan."

"Hmmm?" Ryan, back propped against his own bed's headboard and laptop resting on his crossed legs, doesn't look up.

"Ryan, are you shrinking?"

The corners of Ryan's mouth tug down a bit. "What?"

"I think you're getting shorter," Spencer says, lying down fully and tipping his head back so he's looking at Ryan upside down.

"Because you're not getting taller, right?"

"Nope," Spencer says. It's hard talking with his throat stretched at such a weird angle. "I'm too old to be having a growth spurt."

Ryan's still watching his computer screen. "Your legs hurting again?"

Spencer nods. It had to have happened slowly, because that's the way the world works, but it had seemed sudden. It seemed like one day Spencer looked up and promptly had to look back down. Not a lot, but enough that it startled him, because he'd never had to look down at Ryan before, not that he could remember. But Ryan suddenly wasn't taller than Spencer anymore, or even the same height. Spencer was just. Taller. He didn't know how he hadn't noticed before.
ryan/spencer  patd  bandom  length:short.1k-5k  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
Can You Feel My Heart (Beating Like A Hammer) (1/?)
Bden/Spencer married for an inheritance. By hermette! :D

Spencer turns pink and flicks a fry at Brendon. “Asshole,” he says. “No, I mean, like...if you married someone who knew why you were getting married, and wasn’t expecting like, happy ever after...”

“What? Like an arranged marriage?”

“Like a friend,” Spencer says. He’s passed pink and is bright red now, flushed all the way down his neck. “Like, a friend, helping you out.”

Down the hall, someone shouts at someone else to get his lazy ass out of his stupid fucking recliner and come put his goddamn dishes in the sink, does he think his fucking mother lives here? The noise carries down the hall, and it’s the only noise in Brendon’s tiny, shitty apartment. Spencer scrubs a hand over the back of his neck, embarrassed, but he doesn’t look away. Brendon feels like someone has his stomach in a vise grip.

“Spence,” he breathes, and Spencer finally looks away.

“Just--” Spencer clears his throat. “Just think about it,” he says. “Standing offer, okay? It’s your money, she wanted you to have it. And I’m--” He looks around the apartment. “I fucking worry about you, all right?”

When Brendon moved out, he took just what he thought he’d need: shoes, clothes, his guitar. He very purposefully left all of his church clothes hanging neatly in his closet, because he sure as fuck wasn’t going to need them anymore.

Now, sitting in this lawyer’s office, surrounded by family members dressed in their Sunday best, he wishes he’d at least thought to bring a nice shirt. He plucks at a loose thread on the cuff of his threadbare t-shirt and stares at the polished wood beneath his feet. There’s coffee and pastries and fruit spread out in the table in front of them, and Brendon wonders how much of it he could get away with stuffing in his backpack when they’re done here. He doesn’t really want to risk being alone with his parents, but maybe if he slips off to the bathroom, and then circles back--

“...the sum of fifty-thousand dollars, to be paid upon his marriage, graduation from college, or thirtieth birthday.”

It takes a minute for Brendon to realize that the room has gone silent around him. He looks up from the floor to find everyone staring at him.

“Wait,” he says. “Wait, what?”
hermette  patd  marriage  bandom  spencer/brendon  length:short.1k-5k  wip  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
Take Your Time
Bden and Ian are home from tour. And it is Bden/Ian/Shane. And it is AWESOME. (Also awesome hot)

By the time the end of the tour comes they're all half-zombies anyway, so it's not really a problem if Ian can barely remember the ride from the airport, or if he stumbles directly from the van into the shower at Brendon and Shane's without exactly doing anything with his bags but leaving them in the front hall. He'll only have to take them with him to Seattle in the morning, a thought he can barely handle even with the promise of a night's sleep in his own bed when he gets there.

Twenty minutes later, damp, flushed from the hot water, and beginning to feel almost human, he realizes the flaw in his plan. He may be clean, but everything inside his suitcase is still a congealed mass of tour funk. The thought of putting on any of the clothes in there, not to mention his clothes from the airplane, which can practically stand up on their own at this point, is enough to make a grown man weep.
Brendon/Ian/Shane  establishedrelationship  epershand  length:short.1k-5k  patd  bandom  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
In Sickness, Health, and in the Duck Pond at Humboldt Park
Bden/Spencer Married for insurance purposes for the secretly married fest (which is AWESOME) OH MY GOD AND ITS AWESOMENESS KEEPS GROWINGGGGGGGG

Spencer still thinks that dragging Brendon to Chicago when he followed after Ryan was a good idea. Vegas is a wasteland, and watching Brendon half-assedly piss away the very last of his mission money on classes at UNLV and then not go to them because he couldn’t afford to skip work was driving both of them crazy.

So. Spencer and Ryan are at DePaul, and Spencer’s landed a part-time job at the Starbucks on the corner from campus, and Brendon’s got a sweet little gig at a music store down Chicago Ave - he mans the counter, but he also gives lessons (guitar, drums, accordion, whatever) to a few kids there. Ryan keeps pestering Brendon to apply for financial aid and be a student with them, but Brendon likes winding him up by insisting he’s holding out for Loyola.
brendon/spencer  bandom  patd  marriage  length:short.1k-5k  quaxelrod  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
alpheratz: Bandom Core Curricula: A Study Guide for Newbies

101: Who Are MCR And What Is Their Deal?
Extra credit: The Waycest
102: We Like The AUs Here In Bandom

Optional Holiday Reading: Frank often gets sick

201: Advanced MCR

301: Special Topics In MCR: Black Parade
302: Special Topics in MCR: Unholyverse
303: Special Topics in MCR: Killjoys

401 (Interdisciplinary): Pete Wentz
402: Special Topics in MCR: Gabe Saporta
403: Don’t Panic!
bandom  reclist  resource  mcr  fob  summeroflike  patd  cobrastarship  tai  OMFG  gerard/mikey 
january 2012 by isweedan
The Dark Ocean Bottom.
This. Fic. Is. AWESOME.
Summary Stressed and ansty after the end of the tour, Brendon escapes to London, and finds more than he bargains for.

Ryan leans his elbow on the table, puts his chin in his hand. "So, why are you here?"

"I," Brendon pauses... "I just couldn't be there. I needed to be somewhere else."

"Yeah," Ryan finally takes a sip of his tea. "Yeah, I know how that feels."
brendon/ryan  patd  bandom  pennyplainknits  length:long.20k-50k  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
It's All In The Phrasing
Finally finished 70k Dallon/Brendon 20s AU. God. Just. I love it so much. So goooooooood.

It's 1924. Dallon Weekes is a part of Chicago's Flaming Youth: rich, trendy, bored young men who thrive on jazz, illegal liquor, and the most sexually liberated women (and men) in American history. But when a young man in a bookstore catches his attention, Dallon's carefree little world gets thrown off its axis, and he's not sure if he'll ever be able to go back to the way things once were. Or if he'll want to.
brendon/dallon  patd  bandom  length:long.50k-100k  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
Three Years and Two Days - LittleMousling - Bandom, Panic At The Disco [Archive of Our Own]
A DM fail un-sekrit-ifies bden and spencer's sekrit marriage. Panic! (heh heh, panic. lol)

F thespencersmith Happy annniversary, hubs. Three fuckig years. Can't wait to get home. Miss you. <3333

Oh, fuck.

"D, you motherfucking—D! Not F! D!" Brendon punches at his stupid, motherfucking, douchenozzle, shit-eating—okay, deleted.
marriage  brendon/spencer  patd  littlemousling  bandom  length:short.1k-5k  from twitter
january 2012 by isweedan
The One Where Ryan Ross Thinks He Knows Everything for takkatakkatakka
In the hands of a more skilled pornster this could have been MINDBLOWING. The concept is a super hot one. bb aag!s/r/b
brendon/ryan/spencer  patd  bandom  length:medium.5k-10k  from twitter
december 2011 by isweedan
You say we can't be perfect: gift for epershand
Werewolf!bden/Spencer author anon had time for 6k of outliney fic but promises 100% moar werewolves in future!
werewolves  spencer/brendon  patd  bandom  wip  length:medium.5k-10k  from twitter
december 2011 by isweedan
Homesick At Space Camp (Part One): gift for dr_jasley
Must rec! So awesome brendon/werewolf!mikey IN SPACE.

Brendon is sleeping on the couch. He was very vocal about it when they got in from the cheap all-night furniture store that Spencer insisted they had to visit because apparently they needed at least one bed on top of the couch. Spencer is aware that he's sleeping, he has to be. He's sleeping, he is not awake. It's too early to be awake.

Telling himself that does nothing to block out the sound of Spencer rummaging around in the kitchen. "We're out of milk," Spencer calls. Brendon grumbles and pulls a couch pillow over his head. The pillow is small and not very efficient when it comes to blocking out noise, but it's the only one they have. Spencer brought it with him from home. The couch they found together in this station's version of a thrift shop, and it's old, really old, but comfortable. Brendon wishes they could have found a bed there.

"Brendon," Spencer calls again.

"I'm asleep," Brendon shouts back, moving the pillow away from his face.

"We're out of milk," Spence says, appearing in the doorway.

"Asleep," Brendon sings, dragging out the word. It's not like they need milk. It's not like Brendon needs it. Spencer can go and get it. He closes his eyes again and stretches.

"You drank the last of it."

Brendon's sure he didn't. He might have drank a bit of it, but—

brendon/mikey  mcr  patd  bandom  length:medium.10k-20k  werewolves  from twitter
december 2011 by isweedan
Mr Smooth & Friends: gift for ohnoscarlett
HS AU Ryan/Spencer with a warning for hs boys being morons <3 quite a delightful read.

Practice on Thursday starts with Brendon declaring he’s going to get a tattoo.

Ryan rolls his eyes and Spencer snorts, immediately casting his gaze down again when Brendon starts to glare.

“No, seriously,” Brendon says. “Right here.” He points to his neck, or possibly his shoulder, rolls up on his toes and down again. “The guy who plays drums for orchestra has this one of a naked chick on a dirtbike, it’s sweet as hell.”

He gets a look of mild interest from Brent at that, and seems to take it as encouragement. Ryan’s thinking about stepping in to nip the whole idea in the bud when Spencer says, “I know that guy. He can’t get a job anywhere now, you know, nowhere wants a dude with a neck tattoo.”
ryan/spencer  bandom  patd  length:short.1k-5k  from twitter
december 2011 by isweedan
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