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After All
From the moment Dean popped his knot at twelve – even at that young age – he’d hoped that Sam would present as omega. Or at the very least as beta. And he knew that Sammy hoped the same thing. Even at the tender age of eight, Sam had known that he wanted nothing more than to be mated to Dean and if they were both alphas, that couldn’t happen. Sibling mates were rare enough but alphas mates just simply didn’t happen at all.

So when Sam popped his own knot at fourteen – bit of a late bloomer – they both were silently devastated. It also lead to their closeness suffering and they started butting heads about everything. It was bad enough having Sam fight with Dad but he’d started fighting with Dean too. Looking back, Sam leaving for Stanford really shouldn’t’ve have been the shock that it was. Nor should him settling down with pretty beta Jess.

Some of the fighting and stubbornness and just butting heads for no good reason stopped when they went back on the road together. Part of it, Dean knew, was because of the pain Sam was feeling. Sure, Jess wasn’t his mate but he’d had plans to mate her and Dean may not have ever been that close himself – even though it was impossible, in his heart Sam was still his chosen mate – but he knew that his brother was hurting. It also helped that Dad wasn’t around. Things seemed to run somewhat smoother just being the two of them.

Years passed and things got a little easier between them. They were fighting together, saving people, hunting things and while there had been so many tragedies and losses, fights and betrayals, they were still brothers, partners, best friends. But Dean couldn’t help but still want Sam as his mate.
author:kinksock22  pairing:sam/dean  character:dean-winchester  character:sam-winchester  kink:knotting  kink:heat/mating-cycles  kink:breeding  kink:alpha-to-omega  kink:mpreg  kink:birth  kink:marathon-sex  kink:self-lubrication  kink:claiming/marking  character:jessica-moore  pairing:sam/jess  plot:bunker  kink:a/b/o  kink:alpha!dean  kink:alpha!sam  kink:omega!sam  kink:coming-untouched  kink:bareback  affliction:insecurity  kink:oral  kink:anal  kink:rimming  +wincest  attribute:insecure!sam  kink:  marathon!sex  breeding  heat  first!time  coming!untouched  mpreg  genre:  fluff/schmoop  angst  affliction:low-self-esteem/insecurities  affliction:guilt  affliction:pining  kink:turning!alpha/omega  kink:shower!sex  kink:cuddling  kink:library!sex  kink:mates  kink:blowjobs  kink:fingering  kink:self!lubrication  kink:claiming  affliction:embarrassment  plot:nesting 
december 2017 by infinitefeels
Fancy Rained Like Grace
Summary: Orphaned as a child and heatless, therefore mateless, at twenty-seven, Jared has spent most of his life feeling unloved and unwanted. Jensen is the Dominus of the Ramiel Flight, strong, courageous and everything anyone could want in a mate, everything that Jared was sure he’d never have or deserve. Jensen is hell-bent on proving him wrong. But nothing is ever easy when love is involved.
watchlist  +wip  attribute:dragon!boys  attribute:dragon!jared  attribute:dragon!jensen  genre:angst  kink:wooing  plot:nesting  kink:mates  plot:animal-transformation  kink:soulmates  affliction:pining  affliction:sadness  affliction:exhaustion  affliction:low-self  esteem/insecurities  affliction:loneliness  affliction:jealousy  affliction:embarrassment  affliction:nerves  affliction:headaches  affliction:crying  affliction:guilt  affliction:fear-of-rejection  affliction:sleep!deprivation  affliction:emotional-crisis  plot:misunderstanding  plot:recalling-past-events  plot:grow-to-like-eachother  plot:live-together  plot:discovers  plot:feelings-for-the-other  affliction:insecurity  plot:slow-build  pairing:jared/jensen  person:jensen-ackles  person:jared-padalecki  kink:self!lubrication  kink:mpreg  kink:egg-preg  kink:heat  kink:first!time  kink:a/b/o  kink:desperate  kink:cuddling  kink:claiming  kink:virginity  kink:pregnancy  kink:dominance  kink:impregnation  +all-time-fav  kink:d/s  kink:scenting  kink:kissing  kink:reverence  kink:breeding  kink:belly 
march 2015 by infinitefeels

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