hear-the-rain + suicidal-thoughts   15

RyMagnatar - White Hands
There's this guy you walk behind on your way to school every day. Hee has the whitest hands you've ever seen. You just might love him.
fandom:Homestuck  year:2019  Rating:General-Audiences  pairing:Eridan/Dave  human-AU  AU-college  suicidal-thoughts  hurt/comfort  pre-relationship  podfic_wishlist  words:500-1.000  complete 
7 weeks ago by hear-the-rain
Kat_Dakuu - Rising Tide
The ocean calls. Jean doesn't know why. He doesn't know why he dreams about a mysterious voice or passion, or the ocean wavs that feel like a lover. But he does. Jean knows he's gone insane, but...he almost doesn't mind. Doesn't mind when the tide washes him away. Doesn't mind even if he drowns.
fandom:Attack_on_Titan  year:2019  Rating:Explicit  pairing:Katsuki/Izuku  mermaids  mythological-creatures  folklore  magical-realism  dubious-consent  suicidal-thoughts  open-ending  podfic_maybelist  words:5.000-5.500  complete  mental-instability 
10 weeks ago by hear-the-rain
onionstories - 3am
"It looks like SATSU is open to visitors! Would you like to travel there right now?

Izuku runs into the most unexpected person while playing Animal Crossing in the wee hours of the morning, and inadvertedly unearths sides of Kacchan that he'd swore would never see the light of day.
fandom:My_Hero_Academia  year:2019  Rating:Mature  pairing:Katsuki/Izuku  canon-compliant  self-harm  suicidal-thoughts  suicide-attempt  mutual-pining  angst  unaccepting-parents  depression  child-abuse  happy-ending  WIP  words:50.000-60.000 
january 2019 by hear-the-rain
hollyandvice (hisaobi_writes) - deep in their roots, all flowers keep the light
Izuku had always thought that the day his heeartbuds appeared would be as warm and happy as the days his mother used to tell hiout. He remembers thinking there were so many possibilities, such a bright future waiting for him when he learned who his heartbuds would sprout for. He remembers thinking their appearance would be the most amazing thing to happen to him.

Instead, it's the worst day of his life to date.

In a world where your heart blooms for the people you love, Izuku and Katsuki have to navigate their relationship form childhood friends to rivals to friends maybe, just maybe, something else.
fandom:My_Hero_Academia  year:2019  Rating:Mature  pairing:Katsuki/Izuku  suicidal-thoughts  suicide-attempt  self-harm  confessions  one-sided  WIP  words:35.000-40.000 
january 2019 by hear-the-rain
itzamob - to the beach
At the top of the social pyramid, both an alpha and a promising aspiring hero, Katsuki lives caught in his own version of mundane. On a common morning, he meets a boy without shoes in the train. Katsuki can't help thinking Izuku is running away from something, but is he? And can he save him? From that moment on, heir futures are intertwined together...
fandom:My_Hero_Academia  year:2018  Rating:Explicit  pairing:Katsuki/Izuku  Alpha-Beta-Omega  never-met  mpreg  age-difference  aged-up-characters  outdoor-sex  suicidal-thoughts  minor-character-death  angst  fluff  words:7.000-7.500  complete 
november 2018 by hear-the-rain
Ms_Oof - And In His Ribs He Grew Shears Series
Izuku has always known who his soulmate was, and no, that's not his quirk. Problem is, his soulmate doesn't want one, until he starts dating someone else. Izuku does what he can to make sure Katsuki is happy, and maybe to finally have this "self-preservation" everyone keeps talking about. But what if that isn't enough?
fandom:My_Hero_Academia  year:2018  Rating:Explicit  pairing:Katsuki/Izuku  pairing:Katsuki/Kirishima  control-issues  abuse  AU  soulmates-fic  angst  fluff  aged-up-characters  suicidal-thoughts  self-harm  bisexual-character  mutual-pining  injury  blood  heartbreaking  WIP  words:45.000-50.000 
october 2018 by hear-the-rain
tastewithouttalent - Monsters by Moonlight
"Shizuo needs to get into different line of work." Shizuo is less than thrilled with both his current job and his assigned partner, but when forced to choose between the two, it's a less than complicated decision.
fandom:Durarara!!  fandom:Servamp  year:2017  Rating:Explicit  pairing:Shizuo/Izaya  Crossover  vampires  blood  slow-build  violence  sadism  suicidal-thoughts  happy-ending  angst  words:60.000-70.000  hand-job  suicidal-ideation  complete  fusion1 
january 2017 by hear-the-rain
Macbetha - Eyes Wide Open All the Time
"You don't know what you're getting yourself into," Haru says even as he can see the light at the end of the tunnel. The light is in Makoto's eyes. "I know you." – In which Haru is a former drug addict selling dope, Makoto's a teacher fresh out of the army, Sousuke's a cop who makes the mistake of helping a rent boy named Rin, Nagis and Rei run a support group in a church basement, and Nitori'sjust trying to keep up.
fandom:Free!  Rating:Mature  pairing:Rin/Sousuke  pairing:Nagisa/Rei  AU  drug-use  sex-work  gore  violence  abuse  child-abuse  physical-abuse  sexual-abuse  angst  tissue-warning  minor-character-death  PTSD  suicidal-thoughts  fav-fics  chosen-family  year:2016  amputation  pairing:Haruka/Makoto  heartbreaking  heartwarming  suicidal-ideation  disabled-character  words:360.000-380.000  pairing:Rin/Makoto 
february 2016 by hear-the-rain
L33o - For the Glory of Humanity
And when they stand there, before the massive, inky form of the King, they grieve for their lost friends one last time.
fandom:Homestuck  crossover  Rating:General-Audiences  death!fic  suicidal-thoughts  violence  gen  words:0-500  year:2016  fandom:Attack_on_Titan  suicidal-ideation  second-person-POV 
january 2016 by hear-the-rain
hansbekhart - The Dead Forest
They've taken down the elevated line, and without it the Bowery stretches wide and open like a razed country, smelling like nothing in particular, quiet and peaceful.
fandom:Captain_America  fandom:Marvel_universe  Rating:Teen-and-Up  gen  depression  suicidal-thoughts  podfic_wishlist  words:1.500-2.000  year:2016  suicidal-ideation 
january 2016 by hear-the-rain
In_agony_and_ecstasy - The Things I Used To Know
Jean and his girlfriend of five years, Mikasa, have started to drift apart and fight. Because of these stresses in Jeans's life, he's stopped eating. The less Jean eats, the more he makes irrational decisions, such as having a one night stand with a complete stranger named Marco. Marco recently went through a breakup with his girlfriend, Hitch. Mostly, he's relieved. Marco is gay. He wants to date men, and considered dating the mysterious Jean in secret, if Hitch hadn't called him with a surprise that would force him to choose between being a father, and being a boyfriend. Eren has just learned that his boyfriend of three years is Asexual. Eren isn't really sure what that means, but knows that he wants to be supportive. The problem is, Eren has been keeping a secret. He and Jean had dated in secret in High School, and Eren's never stopped loving him.
polyamory  pairing:Jean/Marco  pairing:Eren/Marco  pairing:Eren/Jean/Marco  pairing:Armin/Mikasa  quasiplatonic  one-sided  mutual-pining  pining  asexual-character  trans-character  aromantic-character  eating-disorders  angst  bisexual-character  alcohol-abuse  enemies-to-lovers  suicidal-thoughts  self-harm  vomit  fluff  hurt/comfort  happy-ending  first-person-POV  Rating:Explicit  year:2015  homophobia  unaccepting-parents  fandom:Attack_on_Titan  pairing:Jean/Eren  suicidal-ideation  het  slash  words:160.000-180.000  complete 
september 2015 by hear-the-rain
miikkaa_xx :Three Golden Bulls Worth
The first thing one should know is that Stacker Pentercost handpicks his pilots. (or: the Wei Tang triplets also have a story).
fandom:Pacific_Rim  words:2.500-3.000  pre-canon  suicidal-thoughts  year:2013  rating:Mature  gen  from delicious
november 2013 by hear-the-rain

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