hear-the-rain + self-harm   14

hollyandvice (hiasobi_writes) - The Christmas Gala
Izuku goes to a Christmas Gala only to get the insurance agency off his back. No one told him his ex was going to be there.
fandom:My_Hero_Academia  year:2019  Rating:Teen-and-Up  pairing:Katsuki/Izuku  gen  friendships  self-harm  podfic_maybelist  words:2.000-2.500 
february 2019 by hear-the-rain
Atinyhamster - Broken Angel
With his mentor sick and dying, Izuku is left with no choice but to make a deal with a demon. Unknowingly he sets off a chain reaction, starting with a price far greater than he ever imagined. But hell is nothing like he thought and he is left questioning everything he has ever learned before.
fandom:My_Hero_Academia  year:2019  Rating:Mature  pairing:Katsuki/Izuku  AU-angels-and-demons  possessiveness  fluff  angst  mutual-pining  self-harm  WIP  words:45.000-50.000 
february 2019 by hear-the-rain
onionstories - 3am
"It looks like SATSU is open to visitors! Would you like to travel there right now?

Izuku runs into the most unexpected person while playing Animal Crossing in the wee hours of the morning, and inadvertedly unearths sides of Kacchan that he'd swore would never see the light of day.
fandom:My_Hero_Academia  year:2019  Rating:Mature  pairing:Katsuki/Izuku  canon-compliant  self-harm  suicidal-thoughts  suicide-attempt  mutual-pining  angst  unaccepting-parents  depression  child-abuse  happy-ending  WIP  words:50.000-60.000 
january 2019 by hear-the-rain
hollyandvice (hisaobi_writes) - deep in their roots, all flowers keep the light
Izuku had always thought that the day his heeartbuds appeared would be as warm and happy as the days his mother used to tell hiout. He remembers thinking there were so many possibilities, such a bright future waiting for him when he learned who his heartbuds would sprout for. He remembers thinking their appearance would be the most amazing thing to happen to him.

Instead, it's the worst day of his life to date.

In a world where your heart blooms for the people you love, Izuku and Katsuki have to navigate their relationship form childhood friends to rivals to friends maybe, just maybe, something else.
fandom:My_Hero_Academia  year:2019  Rating:Mature  pairing:Katsuki/Izuku  suicidal-thoughts  suicide-attempt  self-harm  confessions  one-sided  WIP  words:35.000-40.000 
january 2019 by hear-the-rain
Ms_Oof - And In His Ribs He Grew Shears Series
Izuku has always known who his soulmate was, and no, that's not his quirk. Problem is, his soulmate doesn't want one, until he starts dating someone else. Izuku does what he can to make sure Katsuki is happy, and maybe to finally have this "self-preservation" everyone keeps talking about. But what if that isn't enough?
fandom:My_Hero_Academia  year:2018  Rating:Explicit  pairing:Katsuki/Izuku  pairing:Katsuki/Kirishima  control-issues  abuse  AU  soulmates-fic  angst  fluff  aged-up-characters  suicidal-thoughts  self-harm  bisexual-character  mutual-pining  injury  blood  heartbreaking  WIP  words:45.000-50.000 
october 2018 by hear-the-rain
alicechugstea - Burning Bright
1 Furuichi is alive, but that doesn't say much. Oga learns that the hard way.
2 This new relationship was like crawling on glass trying to get sliced, as opposed to ripped open.
3 Although it doesn't destroy the world, there are still some things that come with being an angel that Furuichi and Oga are slowly working out.
fandom:Beelzebub  year:2016  Rating:Teen-and-Up  gen  pre-relationship  canon-divergence  friendships  chosen-family  self-harm  violence  gore  hurt/comfort  tissue-warning  words:10.000-15.000  quasiplatonic  podfic_wishlist  pairing:Oga/Furuichi  !fav-fics 
december 2016 by hear-the-rain
Engineer104 - hold on
Eren being almost comatose after emerging from his titan is perfectly normal. Nerve-weacking for his squad mates, but normal. Or it used to be.
Rating:Teen-and-Up  year:2016  death!fic  self-harm  angst  words:2.500-3.000  podfic_wishlist  fandom:Attack_on_Titan  gen  pairing:Jean/Eren  complete 
january 2016 by hear-the-rain
In_agony_and_ecstasy - The Things I Used To Know
Jean and his girlfriend of five years, Mikasa, have started to drift apart and fight. Because of these stresses in Jeans's life, he's stopped eating. The less Jean eats, the more he makes irrational decisions, such as having a one night stand with a complete stranger named Marco. Marco recently went through a breakup with his girlfriend, Hitch. Mostly, he's relieved. Marco is gay. He wants to date men, and considered dating the mysterious Jean in secret, if Hitch hadn't called him with a surprise that would force him to choose between being a father, and being a boyfriend. Eren has just learned that his boyfriend of three years is Asexual. Eren isn't really sure what that means, but knows that he wants to be supportive. The problem is, Eren has been keeping a secret. He and Jean had dated in secret in High School, and Eren's never stopped loving him.
polyamory  pairing:Eren/Marco  pairing:Eren/Jean/Marco  pairing:Armin/Mikasa  quasiplatonic  one-sided  mutual-pining  pining  asexual-character  trans-character  aromantic-character  eating-disorders  angst  bisexual-character  alcohol-abuse  enemies-to-lovers  suicidal-thoughts  self-harm  vomit  fluff  hurt/comfort  happy-ending  first-person-POV  Rating:Explicit  year:2015  homophobia  unaccepting-parents  fandom:Attack_on_Titan  pairing:Jean/Eren  suicidal-ideation  het  slash  words:160.000-180.000  complete  pairing:Marco/Jean 
september 2015 by hear-the-rain
sarcasmandirony - The Boy in the Woods - Ch 1
An alternate universe where Derek meets Stiles when he's still a teenager and both Peter and Laura die in the fire.
pairing:Derek/Stiles  self-harm  suicide-attempt  words:25.000-30.000  AU  unfinished  !to-read 
december 2012 by hear-the-rain
Someone mentioned back on I think II the headcanon that Eridan is a self-injurer, cuts himself and maybe even sewed up his gills.

Karkat and Eridan watch eachother
pairing:Eridan/Karkat  angst  self-harm  fandom:Homestuck  comment-fic  meme_fill  hurt/comfort  year:2012 
september 2012 by hear-the-rain
elliptical - shadows on the fire escapes, Chapter 1/4
After the game, the four kids make their own ways of coping.
This fic hurts so much, I'm torn between wanting to give everyone hugs and rocking in a corner clutching my stuffed rabbit. READ THE WARNINGS!
words:9.000-9.500  torture  violence  heartbreaking  self-harm  drug-use  eating-disorders  angst  dark!fic  tissue-warning  fandom:Homestuck  year:2012  rating:Explicit  kid-fic 
july 2012 by hear-the-rain
Eltea at duck_diaries / Alien ABCs at FF.net - Martyr
All Mello wants is something to die for. Matt's ruining everything by giving him something to live for.
Warning: explicit sex, language, death, self-harm, allusions to suicide, allusions to underage prostitution,
angst, heavy religious themes
pairing:Mello/Matt  fandom:Death_Note  self-harm  angst  death!fic  year:2009  rating:Explicit 
july 2009 by hear-the-rain
Nasty Shrew:Three Quid Whore
All human AU. Spike is an addict in every sense of the word, lead singer in an up an coming rock band with Xander along for the ride in a world he's not sure he wants to be a part of (this fic broke me)
pairing:Spike/Xander  fandom:BtVS  AU  angst  year:2008  drug-use  self-harm  unhealthy-relaionship  alcohol-abuse  bittersweet  words:15.000-20.000  rating:Explicit  AU-human  AU-band  complete 
march 2008 by hear-the-rain
fryadvocate: She said, don't scare the guests, that's what the dogs are for
Should have warnings for self harm and suicide!

The school sat at the edge of town. AU. Beautiful well written and really creepy
OMC  suicide  self-harm  death!fic  gen  angst  AU  fandom:Supernatural  year:2008  creepy  horror  words:7.500-8.000  amnesia-fic  rating:Explicit 
february 2008 by hear-the-rain

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