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onionstories - 3am
"It looks like SATSU is open to visitors! Would you like to travel there right now?

Izuku runs into the most unexpected person while playing Animal Crossing in the wee hours of the morning, and inadvertedly unearths sides of Kacchan that he'd swore would never see the light of day.
fandom:My_Hero_Academia  year:2019  Rating:Mature  pairing:Katsuki/Izuku  canon-compliant  self-harm  suicidal-thoughts  suicide-attempt  mutual-pining  angst  unaccepting-parents  depression  child-abuse  happy-ending  WIP  words:50.000-60.000 
january 2019 by hear-the-rain
SurelyHeavenWaits - Strange Lights In the Night Sky
Izuku is just your typical part-time college student. He works two jobs, lives at home with his mom, and has anxiety/depression so bad that it's crippling. Sure, sometimes he sees things that aren't there, hears whispers in empty rooms, notices strange lights that flicker in the night sky. But he's normal.

Oh, and his new dog? He's totally normal too. He's definitely not an alien.
fandom:My_Hero_Academia  year:2019  pairing:Katsuki/Izuku  AU  psychic-abilities  aliens  aged-up-characters  depression  anxiety  WIP  words:4.000-4.500 
january 2019 by hear-the-rain
andreaphobia - learn to live right
Sometimes it takes a little while to figure out what you want. Or: the story of the longest year in Makoto's life.
fandom:Free!  year:2018  Rating:General-Audiences  pairing:Haruka/Makoto  depression  breaking-up&making-up  angst  happy-ending  introspection  character-study  words:5.500-6.000  complete 
november 2018 by hear-the-rain
Stringlish - In A Sky Of A Million Stars (Who Cares If One More Light Goes Out?)
He could never forgive himself.
It was his fault.
He'd plated the idea like a seed he'd never known would grow.

(OR: What if Izuku jumped?)
(OR: The one where Izuku jumps and lives and Katsui visits him every day and Class 1-A not-so-secretly finds it adorable that their designated angry pomeranian brings flowers to his comatose childhood friend.)
fandom:My_Hero_Academia  year:2018  Rating:Mature  pairing:Katsuki/Izuku  canon-divergence  suicide-attempt  depression  anxiety  PTSD  hurt/comfort  enemies-to-lovers  slow-build  bullying  WIP  injury  words:70.000-80.000 
october 2018 by hear-the-rain
dustbunnyprophet - Mirror Pair
There is always the ice. When everything else fails there is always the ice.

The GPF in Marseille changes everything.

A slowburn fic spanning form the season after Barcelona to the Olympics and beyond. A story of coming of age and falling in love somewhere along the way.
fandom:Yuri_on_Ice  year:2017  Rating:Mature  pairing:JJ/Yuri  canon-compliant  future-fic  post-series  post-canon  slow-build  family  chosen-family  depression  anxiety  coming-of-age  fluff  angst  getting-together  WIP  words:100.000-120.000 
july 2017 by hear-the-rain
hellaradholly - White Clouds Aren't Always Silver Lined
Soulmates aren't really everything they're cut out to be. Especially when your soulmate so clearly hates you before they know who you are.
fandom:Haikyuu!!  year:2017  Rating:Teen-and-Up  pairing:Kageyama/Tsukishima  AU  soulmates-fic  depression  angst  anxiety  suicide-attempt  WIP  words:6.000-6.500 
june 2017 by hear-the-rain
Damalia (Achrya) - It's Too Cold For You Here
When Katsuki decides to click on a video labeled 'Solo Warmup before CamShow' he never expects that it will, eventually, lead him to reconnect with Izuku Midoriya, useless quirkless fuck turned...sort of hot useless, quirkless fuck and part time sex shop worker. It's been years since they talked, not since he got into UA and Izuku...well, it's been years and everything is different, especially Izuku. In even more ways than he originally thought.
He also doesn't expect it to be the start in the strings series of events in his life, that he'd end up twisted up with a mysterious camboy while trying to 'start over' with Izuku. Or that a threat would pick now to hit so close to home.
fandom:My_Hero_Academia  year:2016  Rating:Explicit  pairing:Katsuki/Izuku  AU  canon-divergence  sex-work  mastrubation  bonding  depression  spanking  slow-build  WIP  words:10.000-15.000  oral-sex  fingering  fusion1 
october 2016 by hear-the-rain
Supreme_Thunder - Drabbles (SouMako) - Sunflowers
This is where I'll be dumping my dribbles about my two adorabara children (lol sorry that was an awful pun but I couldn't help myself), and other pairings that I happen to write about. The ratings vary from drabble to drabble. They're not all explicit.

Chapter 23: Sunflowers. Sousuke and Makoto doing art, kinda.
fandom:Free!  Rating:Explicit  pairing:Makoto/Sousuke  year:2016  AU  hurt/comfort  depression  words:40.000-45.000  podfic_maybelist  fluff 
may 2016 by hear-the-rain
HoneyBoba - Come Home
At 21, Karamatsu told them "I'm leaving."
Osomatsu flipped a page of the magazine and mumbled, "Ahhh, where too?"
"America." Karamatsu replied. "New York City."
His brothers all rolled their eyes. "Good luck," scoffed Ichimatsu, sarcastically, "you'll need it." "He'll be back before dinner." Choromatsu said firmly.

He didn't come back.
- Karamatsu returns home after 4 years in America, turned around and actually... kinda cool. Ichimatsu has some pent up emotions.
fandom:Osomatsu-san  Rating:Mature  Pairing:Ichimatsu/Karamatsu  future-fic  incest  slow-build  depression  tattoos  piercing-kink  suicide-attempt  WIP  angst  bullying  mental_health_issues  tissue-warning  year:2016  words:15.000-20.000 
february 2016 by hear-the-rain
OMGitsgreen - The Miscellanious Adventures of Papa Ao
"What a pain in the ass. He thought to himself as their eyes met. He had gone and done it now. Oh well, he thought as he began to walk with the boy, hopefully things would work out. After all, how hard could looking after a kid be?" Ao never thought he would amount to much, but after a chance encounter with a boy who doesn't have anything at all, his world suddenly becomes far more interesting.
fandom:Yona_of_the_Dawn  Rating:General-Audiences  words:30.000-35.000  child-abuse  alcohol-abuse  hurt/comfort  fluff  chosen-family  depression  PTSD  year:2016  gen  AU-mundane  comedy 
february 2016 by hear-the-rain
hansbekhart - The Dead Forest
They've taken down the elevated line, and without it the Bowery stretches wide and open like a razed country, smelling like nothing in particular, quiet and peaceful.
fandom:Captain_America  fandom:Marvel_universe  Rating:Teen-and-Up  gen  depression  suicidal-thoughts  podfic_wishlist  words:1.500-2.000  year:2016  suicidal-ideation 
january 2016 by hear-the-rain
saunatonttu - woven web
Waiting for a hundred years seems impossible, these days when even ten years looks like an impossible wall. But at least-- at least he has Vince, at least he has—
fandom:Pandora_Hearts  year:2015  gen  Rating:Teen-and-Up  words:1.500-2.000  post-canon  depression  angst  tissue-warning  bittersweet  podfic_wishlist 
december 2015 by hear-the-rain
natsubaki - A Wound That Love Had Opened
Tsukiyama met the harbinger of his destruction and waited. A tale of loosely-connected ficklest form the start to the and and a beginning. 13_days pablo neruda challenge
fandom:Tokyo_Ghoul  Rating:Mature  year:2015  slow-build  depression  mental_health_issues  mental-instability  pairing:Tsukiyama/Kaneki  words:40.000-45.000 
november 2015 by hear-the-rain
ishka - Last Stop
Sousuke never figured he'd dramatically detonate his progress on his given career path with a few choice words and commit a small crime within the same evening. Haruka's nearly finished piecing up the pieces of his life when a jobless grump parks himself on his living room floor and shakes up what he has left to figure out.
fandom:Free!  post-canon  future-fic  Rating:Mature  depression  angst  strangers-to-lovers  year:2015  happy-ending  words:80.000-90.000  pairing:Haruka/Makoto  pairing:Haruka/Sousuke  pairing:Rin/Makoto  complete 
october 2015 by hear-the-rain
rohesia - Gravity ch 1/2
Aro!Tsuki, ace!Kags. Kageyama. Of course the bottle is pointing at Kageyama, that's just his luck. Kei looks up, taking in the image of the King getting dangerously pale. He doesn't even know why he agreed to play this stupid game in the first place. Who plays spin the bottle anymore? He remembers that the alternative was body shots and he's full of gratitude. What he should be grateful for, he's not sure.
fandom:Haikyuu!!  pairing:Kageyama/Tsukishima  Rating:Teen-and-Up  words:15.000-20.000  fluff  panic-attacks  depression  asexual-character  aromantic-character  year:2014 
november 2014 by hear-the-rain
anonymonypony: Even as you ask for more, don't forget what we already have, Ch 1/5
Started out as a one shot, with Rin making it to the 2016 Summer Olympics in Rio. May not be entirely consistent with last few eps as this was first begun around ep 4. The Australian!Rin fic. In which, after a year at Samezuka, Rin gets a surprise call-up to the Australian national swim team and he takes the offer.
threesome  pairing:Makoto/Haruka/Rin  AU  post-canon  fandom:Free!  rating:Explicit  sexual-abuse  year:2013  polyamory  canon-divergence  pairing:Multiple  slow-build  depression  mental_health_issues  unhealthy-coping-mechanisms  unfinished  pairing:Haruka/Makoto  words:120.000-140.000  pairing:Rin/Makoto  from delicious
november 2013 by hear-the-rain

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