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A Monument to All Your Sins
"Two months after Jim is released from the hospital, an Admiral looking for some good Starfleet publicity orders him to retake the Kobayashi Maru." (9629 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  kirk/spock  bamf!kirk  smart!kirk  hurt!kirk  understanding!spock  protective!spock  pov:spock  character_study  friendship  hurt/comfort  recovery  established!relationship  st:intodarkness  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:sinestrated 
january 2017 by elwarre
Antithesis
"Kirk is given an assignment he isn't sure he'll ever be able to finish. "What would you have done differently in the situation on Tarsus IV?" His childhood nightmare double-spaced in twelve-point font." (shortish)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  ptsd!kirk  guilty!spock  understanding!spock  angst  hurt/comfort  academy!fic  tarsus_iv  ptsd  preslash  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:annenburg 
august 2016 by elwarre
✢ Magpie
"Spock met Jim when he was 7 and Jim was 6. It has since been generally agreed that this was a mistake (or: the one where they grow up together and things are simultaneously better and worse for it)." (57,648 words)
  james_kirk  spock  amanda_grayson  sybok  sarek  winona_kirk  frank(startrek)  kirk/spock  smart!kirk  hacker!kirk  grieving!kirk  orphan!kirk  hurt!kirk  lonely!kirk  abused!kirk  bottom!kirk  protective!spock  understanding!spock  lonely!spock  possessive!spock  top!spock  friendship  hurt/comfort  pov:spock  misunderstanding  grief  loneliness  abuse:emotional/psychological  tarsus_iv  underage  sex:phone  kink:dirtytalk  first_time  st:preseries(aos)  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:waldorph  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
✢ Fingerprints of Forgotten Memories
“Jim presses his palm to his forehead, because suddenly there’s just a big fuzzy blip where the name of the planet used to be.” Mistakes that aren’t mistakes can snowball into something else entirely. (27,000 words) Sequel to Sealed by a Fragile Touch
  james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  spock  nyota_uhura  kirk/mccoy  kirk/ofc/omc  amnesiac!kirk  drugged!kirk  hurt!kirk  asshole!mccoy  guilty!mccoy  protective!mccoy  protective!spock  understanding!spock  angst  hurt/comfort  misunderstanding  amnesia  noncon/dubcon  drugs:nonconsensual  mindmeld  established!relationship  series/verse  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:vixys  need:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
✢ The Morning After
"Jim convinces Spock to take shore leave with him on Risa, hoping the time together will help re-solidify their bond of friendship after some recent tension. Meanwhile, Spock convinces himself he's on Risa for one reason and one reason only, to prevent his wayward captain from getting into trouble. After a passionately illogical night of Romulan Ale and chocolate infused liquor, everything changes when Jim wakes with something other than a hangover filling his head. Something he's sure neither he nor Spock can handle. Because if Jim knows anything for sure, it's that his messed up thoughts belong nowhere near Spock's clean, ordered mind." (50,381 words)
  james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  kirk/spock  hurt!kirk  guilty!kirk  pining!kirk  bottom!kirk  protective!spock  understanding!spock  pining!spock  top!spock  angst  friendship  misunderstanding  abuse:child(past)  hunger/starvation  tarsus_iv  self_loathing  dreams/visions  telepathy  mindmeld  confession/secrets  pining  bonding/soulmates  hothothot  sex:telepathic  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:noodleinabarrel  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
✢ Recrudescence
If Jim ever wrote his own autobiography. Well. The preface would probably be something like, “Hello, I’m Jim. I’m fucked up.” But it would probably end with, “It took some time, and I had some help. But I made it.” (8605 words)
  james_kirk  spock  winona_kirk  gaila  spock(prime)  frank(startrek)  kirk/spock  hurt!kirk  abused!kirk  ptsd!kirk  understanding!spock  protective!spock  abusive!frank(startrek)  pov:kirk  hurt/comfort  angst  friendship  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  confession/secrets  clinic/hospital  preslash  st:intodarkness  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:infinite_wonders  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre

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