elwarre + understanding!jensen   23

You Be the Prom Queen, I'll Be the Malcontent
"Three years ago, Jared Padalecki's parents disowned him, and he moved to Boston to start over. He's got a decent life carved out for himself, until he starts talking to his crush, and he realizes there's still a lot he needs to deal with before he can really be the person he wants to be." (20,386 words)
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  misha_collins  chad_michael_murray  genevieve_cortese  danneel_harris  jared/jensen  student!jared  shy!jared  hurt!jared  virgin!jared  musician!jensen  understanding!jensen  hurt/comfort  angst  schmoop  homophobia  bakery/coffeeshop  music/dance  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:poor_choices  have:pdf 
november 2016 by elwarre
On the Fifth Day of March
"'You know we can’t help you, right?' The doctor looks him straight in the eyes, forcing Jared to accept the truth behind the words. He doesn’t want to believe it – it can’t be true. Jared fights the tears that press on; he doesn’t want to cry in front of the doctor. What can he do now? Who can help him now, when the doctor can’t? Is there really nothing that can be done?" (longish)
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  jared/jensen  student!jared  sick!jared  baker!jensen  understanding!jensen  angst  hurt/comfort  illness  misunderstanding  bakery/coffeeshop  clinic/hospital  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:bflyw 
september 2016 by elwarre
Someplace Warm
"May 2006. When the bottom drops out of Jared's life, he decides it's time to make a change. Leaving everything behind but whatever he can carry in a duffel bag, he hops a bus looking for a fresh start. He ends up in Anna Maria, a small town on the northern tip of a barrier island nestled along the Gulf coast of Florida. His first morning there, he meets Jensen and his friend Katie on the beach searching for sea turtle nests. They immediately take him in, offering him their acceptance and friendship, two things he desperately needs. Unexpectedly, he finds himself developing a connection with Jensen he never thought he'd have with anyone ever again and soon he begins to feel like he's finally found where he belongs - until a chance meeting on a busy street nearly ruins everything." (23,500 words)
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  jared/jensen  jared/omc  homeless!jared  hurt!jared  guilty!jared  bottom!jared  understanding!jensen  top!jensen  hurt/comfort  angst  schmoop  homelessness  beach/island  art/photography  infidelity  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:asteroidbuckle  deleted!fic  need:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
Finding My Way Home Started With You
"Scott McCoy is searching for who he is, literally. Seven months ago he woke up from a coma with no memory as to who he is or how he ended up in the hospital in the first place. Not entirely content at the ranch he has taken refuge at but not exactly ready to face an unknown past he`s convinced himself to stay until he has more money saved up. That is until the sleepwalking and the dreams start then he knows he has to start searching for the life he`s forgotten." (69,830 words)
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  chad_michael_murray  christian_kane  steve_carlson  sandra_mccoy  jared/jensen  parent!jared  hurt!jared  kidnapped!jared  raped!jared  amnesiac!jared  top!jared  parent!jensen  protective!jensen  understanding!jensen  bottom!jensen  hurt/comfort  angst  amnesia  kidnapping  noncon/dubcon  recovery  farm/ranch  established!relationship  fandom:rpf  author:ladyrhyanne  need:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
Screaming Color
"Jared escapes his hometown, and his past, for a fresh start in the bright and busy city of New York. He prays the change of scenery will hide the scars, both physical and mental. All he wants is a fresh start, and freedom from the one who is still holding him back. Jensen has been stationed in the city for the better part of the last four years. He has made some of the best friends he could have ever hoped to have. Still, he refrains from sharing all of himself, knowing the repercussions of being completely honest. When they finally get together, neither one wants to let their fears or scars hold them back. But when the world around you doesn’t actually know you, and the demons of your past threaten to break you, can love really conqueror all?" (76,365 words)
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  tom_welling  chad_michael_murray  jared/jensen  doctor!jared  shy!jared  hurt!jared  abused!jared  raped!jared  military!jensen  understanding!jensen  angst  hurt/comfort  abuse:domestic(past)  noncon/dubcon  homophobia  clinic/hospital  recovery  fbi/police  military  stalkers  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:lotrspnfangirl  have:pdf 
june 2016 by elwarre
Shouting Out Loud: Chasing Rainbows
"Sixteen months after Jared’s abuser was sent to prison and Chad and Sophia’s wedding, Jared and Jensen have graduated, gotten jobs, and are recently married. They have everything they ever wanted, but are learning that each of life’s victories come with new, grander challenges." Sequel to "Shouting Out Loud"
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  sophia_bush  chad_michael_murray  tom_welling  jared/jensen  artist!jared  punk!jared  protective!jared  hurt!jared  depressed!jared  officer!jensen  protective!jensen  understanding!jensen  hurt!jensen  hurt/comfort  angst  domesticity  addiction  depression  self_loathing  recovery  art/photography  fbi/police  kink:switching  kink:crossdressing  established!relationship  series/verse  fandom:rpf  author:blynnk 
june 2016 by elwarre
Into Hiding
"Jensen Ackles, Dallas Police Officer, finds himself in a club looking for something that doesn't involve dancing. Before he knows what hit him he's being seduced by a handsome stranger. The stranger, who turns out to be a hooker, holds more secrets than Jensen signed up for. When Jensen begins to fall for the young man he has to learn about the deathly danger following their every step." (50,034 words)
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  jim_beaver  christian_kane  mark_pellegrino  jared/jensen  hooker!jared  hurt!jared  abused!jared  raped!jared  bottom!jared  officer!jensen  bamf!jensen  protective!jensen  understanding!jensen  top!jensen  hurt/comfort  angst  misunderstanding  prostitution  abuse:domestic(past)  noncon/dubcon  criminals/mafia  fbi/police  escape/rescue  hothothot  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:demondetox  have:pdf 
may 2016 by elwarre
Of Mice and Coffee
"Boy meets boy. The only problems? One of them is painfully shy and still recuperating from a bad relationship and the other one is cursed with a belligerent cat. Somehow it all works out though." (27,335 words)
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  genevieve_cortese  christian_kane  steve_carlson  misha_collins  jeff_morgan  jared/jensen  jared/jeff  shy!jared  hurt!jared  abused!jared  ptsd!jared  bottom!jared  understanding!jensen  top!jensen  asshole!jeff  abusive!jeff  hurt/comfort  schmoop  abuse:domestic  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  self_loathing  animal_shelter  bakery/coffeeshop  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:ashtraythief  wip 
may 2016 by elwarre
The Three Faces of Jared
"Meet Jay Welling. He's married to a very rich man, living in a beautiful home. To the outside world he appears to be a withdrawn but sweet young man. To his husband, he's a prize. But deep down inside there's more to Jay, and 'they' are coming out. When Jensen meets the beguiling young man, he's not sure what to think- but he knows he wants him." (70,325 words)
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april 2016 by elwarre
✢ Set the Controls for the Heart of the Sun
"Jensen's a cop. Jared's the bartender at the bar across the street from his precinct. They fall in love. Only, it's not that simple. Jared 's still running from his past, and Jensen's a man who doesn't know how to accept the present." (26,075 words)
  jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  christian_kane  chad_michael_murray  danneel_harris  jason_momoa  jared/jensen  jared/jason  jensen/danneel  bartender!jared  hurt!jared  addict!jared  guilty!jared  bottom!jared  officer!jensen  hurt!jensen  understanding!jensen  hurt/comfort  angst  character_study  infidelity  addiction  illness  fbi/police  clinic/hospital  self_loathing  resentment  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:crimsonepitaph  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
Escape to the Future
"Detective Jensen Ackles, pride of the Chicago Police Force’s special crime unit is asked by Captain Jeffrey Morgan to investigate the newest serial killings to hit the Windy City. The only problem – the killer escaped capture before and left only one victim alive, Jensen’s lover and life partner Jared Padalecki-Ackles. Can they find the Crimson Killer before he strikes again?" (99,774 words)
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april 2016 by elwarre
✢ Underneath the Weight of it All
"Jared stopped trying to fit all the broken pieces of himself back together a long time ago. But then he meets Jensen, and he thinks it might be time to try again." (31,000 words) Sequel: "Love, Save the Empty"
  jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  misha_collins  sandra_mccoy  chad_michael_murray  sam_winchester  jared/jensen  student!jared  orphan!jared  hurt!jared  top!jared  doctor!jensen  understanding!jensen  protective!jensen  bottom!jensen  hurt/comfort  angst  domesticity  schmoop  illness:mental  mpd/did  recovery  college  first_time  series/verse  fandom:rpf  author:mournthewicked  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ Metamorphosis
"Jensen's a laid back guy, apart from about Cultural History 101, which he never should have taken. He's never, ever angry, except with postmodernist critiques and reception theory. He's absolutely never angry with Jared, even though a reasonably cool guy like Jensen definitely didn't deserve to get Jared as a roommate. But today, apparently, is the day Jensen gets tetchy." (2857 words)
  jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  jared/jensen  student!jared  shy!jared  geek!jared  student!jensen  understanding!jensen  jealous!jensen  angst  humor  schmoop  college  roommates  jealousy  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:brutti_ma_buoni  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
Long Way Home
"All Jared had to do was get in, find the treasure, and get out before everybody figured out the scam. Simple. Yeah, right." (29,000 words)
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  michael_rosenbaum  tom_welling  chad_michael_murray  jared/jensen  orphan!jared  guilty!jared  hurt!jared  bottom!jared  understanding!jensen  top!jensen  drama  schmoop  mystery  misunderstanding  cps/fostercare  undercover  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:topaz119  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ Angel in Blue
"Officer Ackles is a hardened city cop who finds himself in the worst situation, staring down the barrel of a loaded gun. When Jared rescues the officer, Jensen owes Jared his life... or perhaps, it’s the other way around. An AU based on the movie, Angel Eyes." (36,982 words) This is one of the most realistic portrayals of the complexities and cycles of abuse that I've ever read.
  jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  jared/jensen  hurt!jared  grieving!jared  protective!jared  officer!jensen  understanding!jensen  abused!jensen  angst  hurt/comfort  mystery  fbi/police  grief  abuse:child(past)  abuse:domestic  slowburn  kink:switching  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:nicb0723  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
More Than Ever
"Every rebellion exacts a price. When Jared is swept up in a raid by Repro and disappears, that cost becomes harder with every passing day. Jensen is left alone to keep their family together while people he loves, and some he never knew, are working to change the world and find the missing. When Jared is finally found and reunited with his husband and family, Jared is a changed man. Scarred, broken, brutalized in terrible ways, how can he live with what happened to him while he was imprisoned without trial or hope? Is he strong enough to recover, to reclaim his life? Has living with no news and little hope for so long changed Jensen? Can they find each other and believe in love again?" (42,117 words) Part three of the More Than Words series.
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  jim_beaver  charles_whitfield  jared/jensen  jared/omc  activist!jared  parent!jared  hurt!jared  arrested!jared  tortured!jared  raped!jared  ptsd!jared  parent!jensen  protective!jensen  understanding!jensen  angst  hurt/comfort  dystopia  activism/revolution  torture  incarceration  noncon/dubcon  slavery  ptsd  clinic/hospital  recovery  kink:mpreg  established!relationship  series/verse  fandom:rpf  author:fufaraw 
april 2016 by elwarre
So Few Words
"Jensen would just like to let his parents know that moving at the beginning of his senior year is so not cool. But it’s forgivable if he can get the oh so pretty Jared Padalecki to just say something to him." (29,000 words)
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  sandra_mccoy  chad_michael_murray  danneel_harris  jared/jensen  student!jared  hurt!jared  raped!jared  mute!jared  top!jared  student!jensen  understanding!jensen  jealous!jensen  bottom!jensen  angst  schmoop  noncon/dubcon  highschool  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:anyothergirl415  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
Our Parts are Slightly Used
"After three tours of duty in Iraq and Afghanistan, Jared has come home to Texas, working a steady job as a security guard and trying to patch himself back together. His dreams are less than kind, but he copes for the sake of those who never made it back. Jared's not expecting to meet someone like Jensen Ackles - a Dallas businessman with confidence and charisma in spades. They connect over coffee breaks and high-spirited basketball games with Jared's vet buddies, and what begins as friendship quickly deepens into a defining romance. Although Jared's willing to share his physical scars with Jensen, the burden of hiding his emotional wounds weighs heavily on both of them. As Jensen scrambles to put a name to his boyfriend's symptoms, Jared struggles each and every day, and neither of them sees the storm on the horizon until it's too late." (50,400 words)
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march 2016 by elwarre
The Billionaire's Reluctant Husband
"Billionaire Jensen is a playboy and he needs a husband pronto if he wants to keep his company and his inheritance. After a chance meeting with quiet and hardworking Jared, Jensen decides that he’s found the perfect candidate. The arrogant Jensen thinks he’s got Jared in the bag, but when his new husband refuses to sleep with him and doesn’t really even seem to like him, Jensen convinces himself that he’s happy with his open marriage lifestyle. But Jensen becomes increasingly obsessed with his new husband and discovers the truth behind Jared’s dark past." (101,497 words)
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  alona_tal  chad_michael_murray  sophia_bush  sandra_mccoy  christian_kane  steve_carlson  jeff_morgan  misha_collins  jared/jensen  chris/steve  hurt!jared  abused!jared  reluctant!jared  protective!jared  businessman!jensen  rich!jensen  asshole!jensen  guilty!jensen  understanding!jensen  hurt/comfort  angst  domesticity  abuse:child(past)  confession/secrets  issues:class  recovery  revenge  beach/island  arranged!marriage  kink:switching  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:house_of_lantis  have:pdf 
march 2016 by elwarre
Quid Pro Quo
"One is a graduate student with a past; the other a workaholic multi-billionaire. Each needs something that the other can provide." (65,937 words)
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  misha_collins  christian_kane  jared/jensen  student!jared  hurt!jared  abused!jared  bottom!jared  businessman!jensen  understanding!jensen  guilty!jensen  rich!jensen  top!jensen  hurt/comfort  angst  schmoop  abuse:domestic  noncon/dubcon  recovery  issues:class  slowburn  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:sanshal  have:pdf 
march 2016 by elwarre
Blue on Black
"Obsessive teachers, bi-curious love interests, and the general insanity of a downtown college experience. Nobody said art school would be easy. Jared just never expected it would be this hard." (20,253 words)
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  misha_collins  danneel_harris  jared/jensen  jared/omc  hurt!jared  raped!jared  ptsd!jared  depressed!jared  student!jared  artist!jared  protective!jensen  understanding!jensen  artist!jensen  student!jensen  angst  dark  revenge  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  depression  recovery  serial_killers  art/photography  college  kink:switching  previous!relationship  fandom:rpf  author:renegadeangelz  have:pdf 
march 2016 by elwarre

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