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HP & The Philosopher's Stone: The Time Jump Chronicles
"Harry Potter, The Boy Who Lived to Defeat Voldemort, Head Auror of the MLE, finds himself stuck in his 11-year-old body after a potions accident. How does 28-year-old Harry deal with being a First Year, with Voldemort rising back to power, and himself a Horcrux again? How does being sorted into Slytherin affect his relationship this time around with Snape? EWE. Slash." (91,132 words)
harry_potter  severus_snape  draco_malfoy  hermione_granger  ron_weasley  harry/severus  bamf!harry  smart!harry  slytherin!harry  undercover!harry  ptsd!harry  protective!severus  protective!draco  action  drama  friendship  timetravel  undercover  confession/secrets  altered!reality  ptsd  selfharm  first_time  fandom:harrypotter  author:transgressions 
february 2019 by elwarre
This Isn't Hope Though
Ronan has never brought up his soulmate, ever. Adam is willing to forget he didn’t wanna talk for this, even if the topic itself makes his skin crawl. “How long?” he asks. “Since I was three,” Ronan says, “or at least, that’s when I knew the words. I’ve grown up knowing I’m skinbound.” Adam exhales loudly. Can’t imagine how that feels. Knowing that you’re perfect for one person in particular, and then, going years and years without. “I don’t know why that’s so shitty,” Adam lies, “sounds better to me than never knowing.” (15,505 words)
adam_parrish  ronan_lynch  richard_gansey  adam/ronan  hurt!adam  abused!adam  protective!adam  hurt!ronan  protective!ronan  pov:adam  angst  hurt/comfort  bonding/soulmates  abuse:child  selfharm  highschool  kink:tattoos  first_time  rc:au:no!supernatural  fandom:ravencycle  author:etoilegarden 
october 2018 by elwarre
Call Me Neil
"Andrew is 13 and his life is already a living hell. He decides to call a crisis hotline, but ends up dialing the wrong number. Instead, he is on the phone to a boy his age who calls himself Neil. They become friends and talk regularly, until one day Neil needs Andrew's help." (16,678 words)
neil_josten  andrew_minyard  neil/andrew  understanding!neil  grieving!neil  hurt!andrew  protective!andrew  angst  character_study  friendship  abuse:child  noncon/dubcon  selfharm  slowburn  preslash  fandom:allforthegame  aftg:au:different!path  author:bakadoll 
june 2018 by elwarre
All That You Can't Leave Behind
"Isak looks at Even, with that soft and quiet adoration, the way he used to look at Jonas. This should be a good thing, right? No straight guy wants their best friend to be in love with them. Or: Jonas finds himself in a downward spiral when he realises his feelings for Isak were never purely platonic. When a painful event from their first year rears its ugly head, he manipulates the situation to his advantage." (107,802 words)
isak_valtersen  jonas_vasquez  even_bech_naesheim  eva_mohn  chris_schistad  isak/even  hurt!jonas  guilty!jonas  pining!jonas  jealous!jonas  asshole!jonas  addict!jonas  hurt!isak  raped!isak  ptsd!isak  protective!even  pov:jonas  angst  dark  hurt/comfort  friendship  noncon/dubcon  brainwashing/mindgames  abuse:emotional/psychological  drugs:recreational  addiction  illness:mental  ptsd  jealousy  unrequited  homophobia  self_loathing  selfharm  recovery  established!relationship  fandom:skam  author:disconight  have:pdf 
march 2018 by elwarre
A Reckless Frame of Mind
"HPDM preslash, AU after HBP. Draco is a Psyche-Diver, and his newest patient is Auror Potter, who’s been a pathological liar for over a year—and has just tried to violently end his own life." (52,089 words) First in the Frames of Mind series.
harry_potter  draco_malfoy  harry/draco  auror!harry  bamf!harry  hurt!harry  lonely!harry  therapist!draco  healer!draco  understanding!draco  angst  curse/spell  loneliness  selfharm  touchstarvation  clinic/hospital  escape/rescue  preslash  hp:postseries  series/verse  fandom:harrypotter  author:lomonaaeren  have:pdf 
august 2017 by elwarre
✢ Digging for the Bones
"Rather than allowing Harry to stay at Diagon Alley after he blew up Aunt Marge, the Ministry sends Harry back to the Dursleys. Harry returns to school after a terrible summer, to find that he's not the only one with this kind of secret. A student has been killed by his family. New screening measures are put into place by the Ministry: Every student must be given a medical exam and interview to look for child abuse. With Dumbledore facing an inquiry, Snape is entrusted with the task of making sure EVERYONE receives one." (203,178 words) Additional warnings for frank discussions of and depictions of suicide attempts.
  harry_potter  severus_snape  remus_lupin  sirius_black  molly_weasley  ginny_weasley  gen  hurt!harry  abused!harry  depressed!harry  parent!severus  guardian!severus  protective!severus  understanding!severus  protective!sirius  hurt!ginny  depressed!ginny  hurt/comfort  misunderstanding  abuse:child  hunger/starvation  confession/secrets  depression  selfharm  animal_transformation  ghosts  hp:year3  fandom:harrypotter  author:paganaidd  have:pdf 
august 2017 by elwarre
Secret Love Song
"If there's one thing Draco's certain about, it's that Harry Potter's hiding something. When he gets to the bottom of Harry's closely guarded secret, a flippant solution brings them closer together and forces Harry to confront his past." (21,796 words)
harry_potter  draco_malfoy  harry/draco  auror!harry  reluctant!harry  virgin!harry  bottom!harry  pining!draco  top!draco  pov:draco  angst  hurt/comfort  homophobia  self_loathing  selfharm  confession/secrets  pining  kink:virginity  kink:fingering  first_time  hp:postseries  fandom:harrypotter  author:writcraft  have:pdf 
july 2017 by elwarre
✢ To Trust
"Harry Potter is located in London in the dead of night. How exactly did he end up there, and what has he been doing? Well, any kid with half a brain knows not to talk to strangers." (74,744 words)
  harry_potter  severus_snape  albus_dumbledore  gen  adopted!harry  hurt!harry  homeless!harry  streetkid!harry  abused!harry  raped!harry  guardian!severus  protective!severus  understanding!severus  angst  hurt/comfort  homelessness  streetkids  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  prostitution  underage  hunger/starvation  selfharm  hp:prehogwarts  fandom:harrypotter  author:abie  have:pdf 
june 2017 by elwarre
Bleeding Clown
"Harry receives a diary from Dumbledore but when he writes in it, he receives an unexpected response. Who is this correspondent? Abused!Harry rescued from Dursleys, Mentor!Snape." (89,039 words - WIP - left off ch30)
harry_potter  severus_snape  draco_malfoy  albus_dumbledore  gen  hurt!harry  abused!harry  raped!harry  ptsd!harry  addict!harry  sick!harry  poisoned!harry  protective!severus  clueless!draco  angst  confession/secrets  abuse:child  hunger/starvation  noncon/dubcon  addiction  drugs:recreational  illness  poison  selfharm  ptsd  escape/rescue  fandom:harrypotter  author:parselslyth  wip 
april 2017 by elwarre
Prometheus Bound
"Harry survives an unbearable summer and returns to Hogwarts to learn secrets about himself that he really could have done without. He’s lost his sight, all illusions about his parentage, and now will he lose himself." (172,430 words) Lots of warnings on this one, but a well-written and intriguing story nonetheless.
harry_potter  severus_snape  albus_dumbledore  draco_malfoy  hermione_granger  neville_longbottom  ron_weasley  remus_lupin  ginny_weasley  gen  bamf!harry  protective!harry  hurt!harry  abused!harry  whipped!harry  raped!harry  blind!harry  ptsd!harry  lonely!harry  arrested!harry  parent!severus  protective!severus  guilty!severus  understanding!draco  protective!hermione  asshole!ron  pov:harry  angst  action  hurt/comfort  abuse:child  whipping  hunger/starvation  incarceration  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  self_loathing  selfharm  loneliness  permanent!injury  disability  confession/secrets  hp:year6  fandom:harrypotter  author:dius_corvus  need:pdf 
april 2017 by elwarre
Breathing Smoke
"Stiles closed his eyes, breathing in and out with careful slowness. He wasn’t crying. He couldn’t let himself cry. He couldn’t let anyone see. No one could see, he remembered. This didn’t come with scars." (109,488 words)
stiles_stilinski  derek_hale  lydia_martin  jackson_whittemore  sheriff_stilinski  scott_mccall  alan_deaton  allison_argent  stiles/derek  stiles/ofc  powers!stiles  magical!stiles  bamf!stiles  parent!stiles  hurt!stiles  raped!stiles  possessed!stiles  guilty!stiles  ptsd!stiles  protective!derek  smart!lydia  bamf!lydia  action  angst  hurt/comfort  possession  magic  fairies  unicorns  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  selfharm  self_loathing  revenge  underage  first_time  fandom:teenwolf  author:kindreturnany  have:pdf 
march 2017 by elwarre
✢ Snake Eyes
"There's a lot of expectation attached to Steve Rogers' name. It's taken him years to prove his own worth - that he's made it so far in the USNA on his own merit and not just because of his father. He's close though - there are only a few more months until he graduates and gets to stand on his own two feet. It's taken a lot of effort to get there, and a lot of sacrifices.Bucky's beyond the point of expectation. When your father and grandfather have both been President - and your mother nurses political ambitions of her own - brilliance is a foregone conclusion. He's just counting down the final months of his confinement to the glass cage of the White House and he's determined to put that whole world behind him. But as the days standing between them and their dreams dwindle, Steve comes to realize he might have made one sacrifice too many, and Bucky learns that his freedom comes at a cost he's never going to be able to pay. Marvel/Political Animals AU" (159,983 words)
  bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  clint_barton  sam_wilson  nick_fury  brock_rumlow  natasha_romanov  darcy_lewis  sharon_carter  tony_stark  steve/bucky  clint/natasha  hurt!bucky  addict!bucky  alcoholic!bucky  abused!bucky  anorexic!bucky  drugged!bucky  bottom!bucky  clueless!steve  hurt!steve  guilty!steve  jealous!steve  protective!steve  top!steve  bamf!clint  bodyguard!clint  protective!clint  bodyguard!samwilson  dancer!natasha  protective!natasha  angst  dark  friendship  politics  military  bodyguards/security  music/dance  abuse:domestic  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  selfharm  eating_disorder  drugs:recreational  drugs:nonconsensual  addiction  fighting/sparring  infidelity  jealousy  sex:shower  established!relationship  series/verse  fandom:marvel  author:boopboop  have:pdf 
february 2017 by elwarre
Through a Glass Darkly
"At the CDC Shane takes out his frustration on Daryl for the first time. What will happen between the two of them as Shane becomes more and more unhinged? And will Rick be able to help?" (17,902 words)
daryl_dixon  rick_grimes  shane_walsh  carol_peletier  lori_grimes  daryl/rick  daryl/shane  lori/rick  hurt!daryl  raped!daryl  sick!daryl  clueless!rick  grieving!rick  asshole!shane  dark!shane  angst  dark  hurt/comfort  friendship  grief  noncon/dubcon  self_loathing  selfharm  slowburn  first_time  wd:season:2  wd:season:3  fandom:walkingdead  author:lea_ysaye 
january 2017 by elwarre
Daddy, Please No
"After Mary's death, John is very lonely, and he can't help but notice how attracted he is to Sam (who is eight)." (85,000 words) VERY dark, not kinky; please heed warnings
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  bobby_singer  sam/dean  hurt!sam  abused!sam  raped!sam  depressed!sam  protective!dean  asshole!john  abusive!john  protective!bobby  hurt/comfort  dark  angst  abuse:child  noncon/dubcon  underage  selfharm  self_loathing  depression  recovery  revenge  kink:bdsm  first_time  spn:preseries  fandom:spn  author:wincest_whore 
december 2016 by elwarre
Welcome to the Jungle
"What do you think about guy-guy scenes?" He was too self-conscious to act, modelling didn't pay enough, and time out of school for the medical trial that fixed his body had left him barely scraping a pass on his GED. He shared an apartment with a burlesque dancer, and she'd talked him into it over a weekend and way too much tequila. Three pictures and one embarrassingly short amateur jerk-off video later, and here he is. "Gay scenes?" His mom can never find out about this. (44,656 words) First in the One For My Baby series
bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  clint_barton  phil_coulson  natasha_romanov  sam_wilson  nick_fury  peggy_carter  pepper_potts  thor  darcy_lewis  tony_stark  bruce_banner  jasper_sitwell  alexander_pierce  steve/bucky  bucky/pierce  clint/phil  pornstar!bucky  hurt!bucky  addict!bucky  ptsd!bucky  abused!bucky  raped!bucky  bottom!bucky  pornstar!steve  protective!steve  understanding!steve  top!steve  protective!natasha  cameraman!clint  protective!clint  understanding!clint  angst  hurt/comfort  friendship  industry:porn  addiction  prostitution  stripping  noncon/dubcon  brainwashing/mindgames  abuse:emotional/psychological  abuse:domestic(past)  ptsd  selfharm  recovery  first_time  series/verse  marvel:au:no!supers  fandom:marvel  author:neversaydie 
october 2016 by elwarre
✢ Don't Fail Me Now
"Stiles goes to Derek looking for help. He finds Peter instead. Peter takes what he's wanted for a very long time." (36,315 words) Heed the warnings on this one. It's a fascinating look at manipulation and stockholm syndrome, and as such it's also very dark and disturbing. Please also note that the kinks tagged are nonconsensual.
  stiles_stilinski  peter_hale  sheriff_stilinski  derek_hale  scott_mccall  stiles/peter  hurt!stiles  ptsd!stiles  raped!stiles  abused!stiles  bottom!stiles  dark!peter  abusive!peter  top!peter  pov:stiles  dark  angst  abuse:domestic  abuse:emotional/psychological  brainwashing/mindgames  noncon/dubcon  stockholm_syndrome  selfharm  ptsd  possession  underage  sex:rough  kink:praisekink  kink:bloodplay  kink:breathplay  first_time  fandom:teenwolf  author:discontentedwinter  have:pdf 
october 2016 by elwarre
✢ Save Me
"Peter is the Alpha. He's nobody's savior. Not his pack's. Not his town's. And not that kid's. But sometimes salvation goes both ways." (39,126 words) The underage and noncon tags do not occur between Peter and Stiles.
  stiles_stilinski  peter_hale  derek_hale  scott_mccall  sheriff_stilinski  chris_argent  kate_argent  allison_argent  deucalion  braeden  alan_deaton  stiles/peter  kidnapped!stiles  hurt!stiles  raped!stiles  electrocuted!stiles  tortured!stiles  bullied!stiles  bottom!stiles  alpha!peter  protective!peter  grieving!peter  top!peter  action  angst  grief  kidnapping  noncon/dubcon  torture  electrocution  escape/rescue  bullying  selfharm  highschool  revenge  slowburn  underage  kink:scentmarking  first_time  fandom:teenwolf  author:discontentedwinter  have:pdf 
october 2016 by elwarre
✢ Brightly Burning
"It must be hard, Stiles decides, dealing with wolf instincts screaming ‘protect that fragile human boy’ all the time, especially when the human boy in question is a badass witch who can destroy things with a thought and a little push of magic. But he guesses he probably doesn’t help matters when he can’t even stay still when Derek tells him to stay still. Not that Stiles has any regrets. He’s not going to change who he is just because he’s dating a super strong, super hot, super bossy, super protective asshole who happens to change into a wolf at will. Stiles likes being a spastic little shit who can’t stay still. In fact, he’s pretty sure it’s one of the most charming things about him, which means Derek’s got to learn to deal. A sequel to Night Owls Early Birds in which Stiles and Derek are terrible at relationships, Beacon Hills plays host to an unwelcome visitor, and Stiles learns that attention to detail is essential when dealing with runes, particularly the permanent kind, branded onto his tender flesh." (20,067 words) Sequel to "Night Owls Early Birds"
  stiles_stilinski  derek_hale  lydia_martin  sheriff_stilinski  alan_deaton  deucalion  stiles/derek  bamf!stiles  magical!stiles  powers!stiles  witch!stiles  hurt!stiles  poisoned!stiles  protective!derek  action  angst  humor  magic  witches/wizards  selfharm  established!relationship  series/verse  fandom:teenwolf  author:lissadiane  have:pdf 
october 2016 by elwarre
Never Conquered, Rarely Came
"Normally, this is the part where Will would pick up his cell phone and leave an anonymous tip on the police crime hotline, tell them there was a cannibalistic serial murderer lurking around the area code of the phone number given in the ad. But not today. Not when his very bones ache and all the raw and bruised places on his skin throb in time with his pulse. Not when exhaustion is slowly eating away at him in a way that has nothing to do with how little he slept last night.
Not when these ink-stains on his fingertips and the man behind them are his last chance to get away." (3242 words)
will_graham  hannibal_lecter  will/hannibal  hurt!will  abused!will  protective!hannibal  escape/rescue  abuse:domestic  cannibalism  selfharm  preslash  fandom:hannibal  author:thisisthefamilybusiness 
october 2016 by elwarre
✢ Further and Further Out
"John never disappeared before the pilot episode, so Dean never went to Stanford to find Sam. Two months later and they discover the demon went after Sam after all… Alternate Reality, graphic wincest in later chapters." (42,898 words) Sequel: "Rearrange Me 'Til I'm Sane"
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  missouri_moseley  sam/dean  powers!sam  hurt!sam  protective!dean  asshole!john  hurt/comfort  angst  magical_realism  drama  demons  selfharm  illness:mental  first_time  spn:preseries  series/verse  spn:au  fandom:spn  author:cottonmouth  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
Three Months Post-Austin
"Short piece of straight-up angst while I continue work on the next part of the series." (395 words) Part 3 of the Heartbreak series
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  gen  hooker!sam  hurt!sam  depressed!sam  clueless!john  heartbreaking  angst  depression  selfharm  self_loathing  prostitution  series/verse  spn:preseries  fandom:spn  author:seeemrunning  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
There's A Hole In My Life, I Wish I Could Fill It (With Anything But You)
"Sam and Dean got together when Sam was sixteen, but Sam figures out pretty quickly that it's not exactly what he wanted. Sex can be used as a tool just like anything else can. When the world-saving fight is over, Sam still wants his brother, but knows he can never have him again. But when Dean asks to start their relationship again, Sam takes drastic measures to ensure what happened last time will never happen again. This story does deal with dubious levels of consent, but I promise you that by the end everyone is happy and enthusiastically consenting." (11,906 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  castiel  sam/dean  sam/omc  dean/ofc  hurt!sam  depressed!sam  pining!sam  jealous!sam  bottom!sam  protective!dean  hurt!dean  top!dean  hurt/comfort  angst  misunderstanding  depression  self_loathing  selfharm  werewolves  infidelity  pining  jealousy  underage  kink:switching  sex:rough  established!relationship  spn:preseries  spn:season:9  spn:postseries  fandom:spn  author:waterbird13  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
✢ Chyetirye
"Even the strongest personalities, when subjected to great physical, emotional, and sexual abuses, can splinter, or dissociate. Bucky Barnes lives a nightmare after falling from a train and being recovered by Hydra. His mind deals with the trauma by splintering into the soldier, the prisoner, the patriot, and the assassin. Years later, they team up to save Steve Rogers." (48,881 words) Part 1 of Ipseity
  bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  sam_wilson  natasha_romanov  steve/bucky  bucky/natasha  bamf!bucky  protective!bucky  assassin!bucky  kidnapped!bucky  hurt!bucky  tortured!bucky  electrocuted!bucky  raped!bucky  drugged!bucky  grieving!bucky  pining!bucky  reluctant!bucky  pining!steve  angst  friendship  military  spies/assassins  torture  electrocution  drowning/waterboarding  drugs:nonconsensual  hunger/starvation  noncon/dubcon  brainwashing/mindgames  abuse:emotional/psychological  selfharm  illness:mental  mpd/did  languages:multiple  previous!relationship  series/verse  fandom:marvel  author:skyisgray  have:pdf 
august 2016 by elwarre
✢ Old Familiar Sting
It has the wrong effect. John goes frighteningly still, eyes wide as he stares at nothing. "That -- " His voice dries up, his throat locked. Rodney watches as he swallows, Adam's apple bobbing. "You're more messed up than I am. Christ." (3000 words) This is really good and really messed up.
  rodney_mckay  john_sheppard  mckay/sheppard  abused!mckay  guilty!sheppard  dark  angst  character_study  abuse:domestic  abuse:child(past)  selfharm  established!relationship  fandom:sga  author:ladycat777 
august 2016 by elwarre
All that Shimmers is Sure to Fade
"It was once said that fame means millions of people having the wrong idea of who you are. But the misconception works both ways. Supermodel Jared Padalecki has come to the cold realization that he's nothing like the down home, All-American boy whose visage adorns the pages of magazines and faces of billboards. Nothing in his life is real and the beautiful people that surround him are the ugliest part of it all. On the night he decides to run, a mysterious stranger kidnaps him under the cover of darkness. A man with a hatred of everything Jared represents, a man with a growling voice, a man with a name—Jensen." (20,800 words)
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  samantha_ferris  sandra_mccoy  chad_michael_murray  jared/jensen  model!jared  depressed!jared  kidnapped!jared  drugged!jared  top!jared  kidnapper!jensen  hurt!jensen  depressed!jensen  bottom!jensen  angst  depression  permanent!injury  self_loathing  selfharm  kidnapping  noncon/dubcon  drugs:nonconsensual  industry:fashion  clinic/hospital  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:lotrabc 
july 2016 by elwarre
Balancing Act
"In the aftermath, Charles isn't holding anything together, not really, not even himself. And pretending only gets you so far." (12,516 words) Companion piece to interesting_gin's "Off Balance"
charles_xavier  erik_lehnsherr  raven  charles/erik  hurt!charles  ptsd!charles  depressed!charles  protective!erik  understanding!erik  angst  hurt/comfort  mansion!fic  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  depression  selfharm  clinic/hospital  recovery  established!relationship  x:firstclass  series/verse  fandom:xmen  author:luninosity 
june 2016 by elwarre
Find His Way Back
"Jared is lost. He is still trying to heal and work out what he is going to with his life when it all come crashing down around his ears. The Ackles are wonderful and Jared doesn’t want to let them down. However, since most of his life he’s disappointed people he really wonders if he has a chance. Jensen wants to help Jared find his way back before he’s lost forever." (18,600 words) Sequel to "Brand New Start"
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  jared/jensen  student!jared  orphan!jared  hurt!jared  abused!jared  raped!jared  homeless!jared  bullied!jared  bottom!jared  protective!jensen  guilty!jensen  top!jensen  angst  hurt/comfort  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  bullying  homophobia  homelessness  misunderstanding  selfharm  self_loathing  highschool  cps/fostercare  farm/ranch  clinic/hospital  fostersiblings/stepsiblings  established!relationship  series/verse  fandom:rpf  author:gestaltrose  need:pdf 
june 2016 by elwarre
Between the Lines of Fear and Blame
"In the hunt for Lucifer, Sam is hurt and Dean has to embark on a quest to find his brother in more ways than one." (44,364 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  bobby_singer  gen  hurt!sam  addict!sam  protective!dean  protective!bobby  angst  selfharm  self_loathing  resentment  addiction  demonblood  demons  dreams/visions  clinic/hospital  spn:season:5  fandom:spn  author:faye_dartmouth  need:pdf 
june 2016 by elwarre
✢ This Hell We've Made
"Except for the fact that they were both born with remarkable superhuman abilities, and a seething mutual dislike, Jared and Jensen have nothing in common. Turns out, though, that they may also be the only ones who can save each other from themselves." (68,362 words)
  jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  jeff_morgan  sandra_mccoy  misha_collins  tom_welling  chad_michael_murray  jared/jensen  bamf!jared  superhero!jared  powers!jared  empath!jared  protective!jared  hurt!jared  virgin!jared  reluctant!jared  bottom!jared  bamf!jensen  superhero!jensen  powers!jensen  protective!jensen  hurt!jensen  abused!jensen  ptsd!jensen  top!jensen  hurt/comfort  angst  humor  action  superheroes  abuse:child(past)  prostitution  selfharm  cps/fostercare  ptsd  fighting/sparring  love/hate  bonding/soulmates  hothothot  kink:dirtytalk  kink:virginity  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:bewaretheides15  have:pdf 
may 2016 by elwarre
✢ Baba O'Riley and Eleanor Rigby Walk Into a Bar
"Mary never died and if the supernatural exists, it leaves the Winchesters alone. When Dean Winchester was four years old he almost lost his younger brother for the first time to a fire. When Dean Winchester was eighteen he almost lost his brother a second time to a full bathtub and a pack of sleeping pills, citing some decidedly unbrotherly feelings in his suicide note. At twenty-two he's about to lose him for a third time to Stanford University. He and Sam's therapist sit down and talk out the chain of events leading up to and proceeding after what Dean considers to be the worst day of his life. He figures out a few things along the way." (33,300 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  mary_winchester  sam/dean  sam/omc  hurt!sam  pining!sam  bottom!sam  clueless!dean  reluctant!dean  possessive!dean  jealous!dean  top!dean  hurt/comfort  angst  self_loathing  selfharm  issues:gender/sexuality  highschool  pining  jealousy  hothothot  first_time  spn:preseries  spn:au:no!supernatural  fandom:spn  author:thecapn  have:pdf 
may 2016 by elwarre
Reading into the Past
"This picks up after Sacrifice, and now that S9 has premiered it's AU. The trials are over, and, even though the gates of hell aren't closed, for the first time Sam and Dean are truly on the same page. They have a real home in the batcave, and have formed a relationship that makes them both happy. But it’s been a long, hard road to get there full of secrets, miscommunication, and manipulation from both sides. When Charlie opens the door to their virtual life, meaning the rest of the books online and the small community that knows they are real, they are shocked by the way they were both truly played. It gives them an insight to each other that goes a long way towards healing old hurts. They manage to clear the air, figure out just how bad and worse the options they had to choose from really were, and they find each other in a whole new way." (21,424 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  charlie_bradbury  sam/dean  guilty!sam  understanding!dean  understanding!charlie  angst  hurt/comfort  schmoop  domesticity  spnbooks  wincest!discovered  charlie_finds_out  bunker  self_loathing  selfharm  kink:switching  established!relationship  spn:season:9  fandom:spn  author:jasmineisland  have:pdf 
may 2016 by elwarre
✢ A Threefold Path to Redemption
"Sam finds a way to keep Dean from going to hell: he'll go in his brother's place. He knows it's going to be bad and that he'll emerge changed. He never knew how much." (119,000 words) First installment in the Threefold Verse.
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  bobby_singer  ruby  lilith  sam/dean  sam/ruby  boyking!sam  powers!sam  bamf!sam  hurt!sam  tortured!sam  raped!sam  whipped!sam  protective!sam  pining!sam  jealous!sam  bottom!sam  protective!dean  pining!dean  jealous!dean  top!dean  angst  drama  hell  noncon/dubcon  torture  whipping  crucifixion  selfharm  demons  demon_deal  pining  jealousy  slowburn  kink:bdsm  kink:bloodplay  kink:toys  kink:humiliation  kink:pegging  first_time  spn:season:3  series/verse  fandom:spn  author:rei_c  have:pdf 
may 2016 by elwarre
✢ Kintsugi
"Dean needs a new protective sigil tattoo, and he visits the tattoo artist other hunters recommend--the only person in the area who's precise enough for the work. Getting two words in a row out of the guy is hard labor, but undeniably worth it in the end." (4600 words) Sequel: "Broken"
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  gen  tattooartist!sam  hurt!sam  kidnapped!sam  tortured!sam  abused!sam  protective!dean  hurt/comfort  angst  self_loathing  selfharm  kidnapping  torture  abuse:child(past)  abuse:emotional/psychological  issues:cults/religion  demons  demonblood  kink:tattoos  series/verse  spn:au:raised!apart  fandom:spn  author:brightly_lit  have:pdf 
may 2016 by elwarre
✢ Misplaced Childhood
"Jared Padalecki is 7 years old, Jensen Ackles barely five, when they get kidnapped and sexually abused. Rescued but struggling with the consequences, the boys share a special bond that seems unbreakable. Growing up in different environments, they each deal with the aftermath the best they can. Now, Jensen is 22 years old, addicted to drugs and still suffering from PTSD. Although they haven't seen each other in years, Jared doesn't hesitate to come to his aid when he hits rock bottom. With his help, maybe Jensen can finally have a second chance at life. Happiness is just around the corner, however unlikely and impossible it might seem." (56,000 words)
  jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  christian_kane  felicia_day  alaina_huffman  misha_collins  jared/jensen  protective!jared  asexual!jared  hurt!jared  kidnapped!jared  raped!jared  abused!jared  ptsd!jared  tattooartist!jensen  addict!jensen  hurt!jensen  kidnapped!jensen  abused!jensen  raped!jensen  ptsd!jensen  angst  hurt/comfort  kidnapping  noncon/dubcon  underage  abuse:child  ptsd  addiction  selfharm  recovery  issues:gender/sexuality  asexuality  kink:tattoos  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:etoile_etiolee  have:pdf 
may 2016 by elwarre
✢ Mismanaged
"Jared has a secret that he hides from everyone. The only family he has left, his manager, has been manipulating him, forcing him to audition the old-fashioned way: on his knees. When he meets Jensen, he knows his secret is in jeopardy. When Jensen finds out, will he listen or will he break Jared's heart." (58,000 words)
  jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  tom_welling  michael_rosenbaum  sandra_mccoy  christian_kane  steve_carlson  jared/jensen  actor!jared  shy!jared  hurt!jared  abused!jared  raped!jared  actor!jensen  protective!jensen  clueless!jensen  guilty!jensen  hurt/comfort  angst  friendship  industry:film  on_set(spn)  abuse:child  noncon/dubcon  homophobia  self_loathing  selfharm  misunderstanding  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:macbyrne  have:pdf 
may 2016 by elwarre
✢ Freak Camp Verse
"The same old Sam/Dean love story, with a darkfic twist. Sam grows up in a concentration camp for monsters, and Dean is raised as an only child and a hunter. Together, they make each other human." WIP Series.

Add tags: incarcerated!sam, ptsd!sam, sick!sam, pining!dean, horror, friendship, incarceration, hunger/starvation, brainwashing/mindgames, touchstarvation, ptsd, illness, hunters:organized, escape/rescue, pining, spn:au
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  bobby_singer  samuel_campbell  gwen_campbell  sam/dean  shy!sam  hurt!sam  tortured!sam  abused!sam  raped!sam  whipped!sam  protective!dean  clueless!dean  guilty!dean  asshole!john  protective!bobby  hurt/comfort  angst  recovery  abuse:child  abuse:emotional/psychological  issues:cults/religion  noncon/dubcon  torture  whipping  incarceration  prostitution  self_loathing  selfharm  shapeshifters  demons  underage  series/verse  fandom:spn  author:brosedshield  author:lavinialavender  wip 
may 2016 by elwarre
The Hope of Empty Men
"While Stiles is trying to cope with everything he did under the control of the Nogitsune, Malia is quick to insinuate herself into his life and declares herself his ‘mate’. That would have been great if he’d actually been, y’know, interested, instead of trying to hold on to his sanity with both hands. His guilt combined with the fact that she has no idea about concepts such as ‘consent’, Stiles soon finds himself drowning. Will anyone reach him in time?" (119,576 words) Note that the somnophilia is between Stiles and Malia and is nonconsensual. Heed the warnings on this one.
stiles_stilinski  derek_hale  malia_tate  sheriff_stilinski  lydia_martin  scott_mccall  alan_deaton  stiles/derek  stiles/malia  powers!stiles  magical!stiles  hurt!stiles  abused!stiles  raped!stiles  ptsd!stiles  depressed!stiles  grieving!stiles  guilty!stiles  bottom!stiles  protective!derek  understanding!derek  top!derek  jealous!malia  abusive!malia  angst  hurt/comfort  abuse:domestic  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  depression  grief  selfharm  nogitsune  clinic/hospital  recovery  magic  jealousy  kink:tattoos  kink:knotting  kink:somnophilia  first_time  tw:season:4  fandom:teenwolf  author:paintedsmile  have:pdf 
may 2016 by elwarre
✢ The Holy Trinity
" s7, Sam/Dean or gen; Sam is compensating for having Lucifer in his head by going into hyperfunctional mode. I want to see touches of Mystery Spot OCD Sam: hospital corners, perfect efficiency, everything under control, everything in place. It works. He still hallucinates, but he can keep going through it, he can wall himself off from being affected by fear of his breaks with reality and by the trauma of the things he remembers and hallucinates. He just has to keep going further and further into his coping mechanism, because if it breaks it will all come crashing down and that will not be good." (11,986 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  lucifer(spn)  crowley  hallucifer  sam/dean  hurt!sam  hallucinating!sam  ptsd!sam  helltrauma!sam  tortured!sam  ocd!sam  bottom!sam  protective!dean  top!dean  angst  heartbreaking  dark  selfharm  illness:mental  hallucinations  ptsd  helltrauma  torture  spn:season:7  established!relationship  fandom:spn  author:checkthemargins  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ In the Dark, in the Pain, on the Run
"After Sam's wall breaks, Dean decides they need some time out of the life. They rent a rundown house in a small town, and during the renovations, everything changes between them. Sam/Dean curtain!fic, veers off canon mid S6." (18,666 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  hallucifer  sam/dean  librarian!sam  hurt!sam  ptsd!sam  helltrauma!sam  hallucinating!sam  bartender!dean  protective!dean  hurt/comfort  angst  domesticity  helltrauma  ptsd  hallucinations  selfharm  recovery  bookstore/library  pining  first_time  spn:season:6  spn:postseries  fandom:spn  author:geckoholic  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
I Will Make You Hurt
"Six years after My Empire of Dirt, Dean and Cas are ready to move to the next level, Gabe and Sam are trying to pick up the pieces, and Charlie and Dorothy as are happy as ever. But as the title suggests, there will be pain. Angst and pain. Brace yourselves." (71,400 words) Sequel to "My Empire of Dirt"
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  gabriel  lucifer(spn)  castiel  charlie_bradbury  dorothy_baum  sam/gabriel  sam/lucifer(spn)  dean/castiel  charlie/dorothy  hurt!sam  kidnapped!sam  abused!sam  depressed!sam  officer!dean  hurt!dean  amnesiac!dean  protective!castiel  hurt!castiel  human!castiel  protective!gabriel  hurt!gabriel  human!gabriel  hurt/comfort  drama  angst  domesticity  self_loathing  selfharm  amnesia  kidnapping  noncon/dubcon  abuse:domestic  depression  recovery  fbi/police  pining  previous!relationship  pairings:unusual  spn:au:no!supernatural  series/verse  fandom:spn  author:cucoo4cas  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ The Ghost of Somebody At His Side
"The night before Sam Winchester meets with his 12th grade guidance counselor for the second time, something very bad happens. One of those somethings that takes only a ridiculously short amount of time – in this case, about three minutes – yet manages to change the course of two lives forever. Or: Sam goes to Stanford, and takes most of Dean's heart with him." (39,500 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  bobby_singer  jessica_moore  cassie_robinson  sam/dean  sam/jess  dean/cassie  dean/omc/ofc  student!sam  hurt!sam  depressed!sam  pining!sam  jealous!sam  voyeur!sam  top!sam  hurt!dean  pining!dean  depressed!dean  guilty!dean  exhibitionist!dean  bottom!dean  understanding!bobby  hurt/comfort  angst  pov:outsider  wincest!discovered  bobby_finds_out  jess_finds_out  depression  selfharm  misunderstanding  college  stanford  pining  jealousy  slowburn  sex:shower  kink:voyeurism  kink:exhibitionism  kink:manhandling  kink:threesome  first_time  spn:preseries  spn:season:1  fandom:spn  author:runedgirl  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
Shades of Sharp
"Dean hunts the Supernatural, Sam survives on the street…then their worlds collide. An AU fic where Sam and Dean aren't brothers. Warnings: Eventual Sam/Dean, Prostitution, Rape, Angst, Explicit Content." (53,496 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  sam/dean  homeless!sam  streetkid!sam  hooker!sam  protective!sam  orphan!sam  hurt!sam  drugged!sam  raped!sam  abused!sam  hunter!dean  hurt!dean  protective!dean  angst  heartbreaking  casefic  prostitution  underage  noncon/dubcon  drugs:nonconsensual  abuse:child(past)  homelessness  streetkids  cps/fostercare  demons  self_loathing  selfharm  kink:bloodplay  first_time  spn:au:not!brothers  fandom:spn  author:lucablue 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ Scratch
"Dean's been fixated on Sam all his life; it's no secret. It's only when Sam abandons him for normalcy that his obsession becomes something darker, more necessary--and incredibly violent. And even when Sam comes home to him, there's no guarantee that Dean will ever be the same." (17,965 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  castiel  jessica_moore  ruby  sam/dean  sam/jess  clueless!sam  soulless!sam  hurt!sam  ptsd!sam  helltrauma!sam  hallucinating!sam  bottom!sam  dark!dean  possessive!dean  helltrauma!dean  top!dean  horror  dark  deathfic  cannibalism  serial_killers  helltrauma  ptsd  hallucinations  hell  selfharm  kink:bloodplay  kink:breathplay  kink:switching  established!relationship  spn:preseries  spn:season:2  spn:season:5  spn:season:7  spn:au  fandom:spn  author:steeplechasers  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ Two-Headed Boy
"Sam's life from sixteen to twenty-two years old. This is a story of the last days of innocence during a sweltering Southern summer when Sam is so in love with his brother, he can barely stand his touch. It's the pain between them through lies, through jealousy, through seeing each other with someone else. Theirs is a story of leaving and Stanford, of Dean feeling lost and Sam nearly losing himself without his brother. It's fire and reunion and a love never lost - ever-present and no longer deniable." (208,265 words) Part two of The Invisible Boy series.
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  jessica_moore  sam/dean  sam/omc  sam/jess  dean/ofc  student!sam  hurt!sam  pining!sam  jealous!sam  bottom!sam  depressed!sam  lonely!sam  anorexic!sam  protective!dean  clueless!dean  guilty!dean  jealous!dean  top!dean  top!jess  hurt/comfort  angst  depression  loneliness  resentment  selfharm  self_loathing  eating_disorder  issues:gender/sexuality  highschool  college  stanford  jealousy  pining  slowburn  hothothot  kink:switching  kink:crossdressing  kink:d/s  kink:rimming  kink:pegging  kink:brotherkink  kink:somnophilia  first_time  spn:preseries  series/verse  fandom:spn  author:dollylux  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ The Ballad of the Invisible Boy
"This is a story of adolescence. This is a love letter for the slow burn, for Led Zeppelin, for the 90s. This is the first of two sets of stories about how Sam and Dean didn’t fall in love. They never had to. It was always there, this desperation between them, like a real, breathing thing. When they came together, it was inevitable. As sure as continents colliding, as the phases of the moon and the life and death of stars. This isn’t a love story, but it’s a story of love." (57,490 words) Part one of The Invisible Boy series.
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  sam/ofc  dean/ofc  hurt!sam  depressed!sam  pining!sam  protective!dean  clueless!dean  hurt/comfort  angst  heartbreaking  depression  selfharm  self_loathing  resentment  pining  slowburn  unrequited  kink:voyeurism  kink:dirtytalk  kink:rimming  spn:preseries  series/verse  fandom:spn  author:dollylux  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ Like the Back of My Hand
"The year is 2107 and all physical human contact has been outlawed. Jared Padalecki was born into this world and he’s never experienced anything like real human touch. But there’s a secret world that exists on the outskirts of this one; rumors of people who deal and touch in back alleys for the right amount of money. Curious despite himself, he tags along with a friend to witness one of these deals. All it takes is one moment, wrong place, wrong time, and Jared finds himself a part of this secret world, led in by Jensen Ackles." (126,701 words plus timestamp)
  jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  chad_michael_murray  alona_tal  danneel_harris  jared/jensen  bottom!jared  activist!jensen  reluctant!jensen  top!jensen  angst  hurt/comfort  dystopia  action  activism/revolution  friendship  abuse:child(past)  torture  selfharm  touchstarvation  art/photography  music/dance  pining  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:dimpleforyourthoughts  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
I Bet You Kiss Your Knuckles
"Stiles has been in the same abusive relationship with Theo Raeken for two years now. Enter Deputy Derek Hale, who is determined to save him." (14,315 words)
stiles_stilinski  derek_hale  theo_raeken  stiles/derek  stiles/theo  hurt!stiles  depressed!stiles  abused!stiles  protective!derek  abusive!theo  angst  hurt/comfort  depression  selfharm  abuse:domestic  escape/rescue  clinic/hospital  fandom:teenwolf  author:cheshirecat101 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ In a Mirror Distorted and Indistinct
"They keep calling him beautiful. Pretty. “Come on. Look this way. Give us a smile, Jensen.” He smiles and blinks against the flashes, fighting the urge to lower his eyes, to hide the blush burning under layers of makeup. Sweat runs down his back, his hands tremble. He’s not pretty, not beautiful. He’s small and weak and pathetic and one day they’re all gonna figure it out. One day…" (37,896 words plus timestamps)
  jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  jared/jensen  actor!jared  protective!jared  bottom!jared  actor!jensen  hurt!jensen  bullied!jensen  bulimic!jensen  depressed!jensen  top!jensen  hurt/comfort  angst  depression  selfharm  eating_disorder  bullying  recovery  industry:film  on_set(spn)  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:felisblanco  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
Learning to Live Half a Life
"John drinks. A lot. And it's exhausting for Dean to try and keep the family together, it wears him out to make sure school's okay for Sammy and himself and then clean up after their father when he's finally passed out on the bed or the bathroom floor. Michael is a safe haven. Michael is different. As long as Dean does what Michael tells him to do, he can pretend everything's okay. At least for a little while." (49,000 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  castiel  michael  gabriel  sam/gabriel  dean/castiel  dean/michael  hurt!sam  abused!sam  shy!sam  hurt!dean  abused!dean  protective!dean  abusive!john  asshole!john  homophobic!john  human!castiel  understanding!castiel  human!gabriel  protective!gabriel  human!michael  abusive!michael  hurt/comfort  angst  self_loathing  selfharm  homophobia  eating_disorder  abuse:child  abuse:emotional/psychological  highschool  first_time  spn:au:no!supernatural  fandom:spn  author:princess_aleera 
april 2016 by elwarre
The Repeated Image of the Lover Destroyed
"Sam is a prostitute. Lucifer owns the contract that keeps him in the brothel. There’s definitely something between them—but in their world, flesh comes at a price, and real happiness is far more difficult to keep intact." (103,024 words) Note that the relationship between Sam and Lucifer is romantic and consensual, if not completely healthy. This is an incredibly dark story in an incredibly dark world, but the writing is gorgeous and compelling.
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  lucifer(spn)  michael  alistair(spn)  azazel  meg_masters  ruby  abaddon  lilith  sam/azazel  dean/michael  hooker!sam  hurt!sam  raped!sam  anorexic!sam  mute!sam  ptsd!sam  depressed!sam  androgynous!sam  protective!lucifer(spn)  sam/lucifer(spn)  dark  angst  drama  historical  prostitution  noncon/dubcon  underage  permanent!injury  ptsd  depression  eating_disorder  self_loathing  selfharm  clinic/hospital  recovery  slowburn  first_time  pairings:unusual  spn:au  fandom:spn  author:itallstartedwithdefenestration  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ Blueberries
"Sometimes, the chains leave bruises, pock the sweet spots on Sam's neck. Not always, which means Sam's wimping out on himself, but enough to get Cas's attention. Is this a bedroom thing or a dungeon one? I'm unclear, Cas says." (2543 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  castiel  sam/castiel  sam/jess  dark  character_study  possession  selfharm  kink:breathplay  spn:season:9  spn:ep:9.10(road_trip)  fandom:spn  author:kalliel  have:pdf 
march 2016 by elwarre
✢ Each Our Own Devil
"I will kill myself before letting you in. And I'll just bring you back. Sam takes Lucifer at his word and Dean kills monsters. They learn that they keep each other human. Set primarily after 5x03 and 5x04." (7086 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  lucifer(spn)  sam/dean  hurt!sam  guilty!sam  angst  character_study  dark  selfharm  self_loathing  established!relationship  fandom:spn  author:tohereandnow  have:pdf    spn:season:5 
march 2016 by elwarre
✢ Bread and Music
"Seventeen-year-old Will Graham never makes wishes. If he has any, it's that he wants his dad to stop drinking, a chance to play on a proper piano, and a home where he can have dogs. He doesn't expect any of these to come to pass. After all, this is real life, and he is the weird freak of his school. Then he lends a familiar face an umbrella, and his entire life is turned upside down." (242,850 words)
  will_graham  hannibal_lecter  will/hannibal  hurt!will  bullied!will  abused!will  bottom!will  protective!hannibal  top!hannibal  angst  hurt/comfort  dark  domesticity  friendship  cannibalism  abuse:child  bullying  selfharm  music/dance  first_time  author:peppermintquartz  have:pdf  series/verse 
march 2016 by elwarre

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