elwarre + ptsd!dean   12

Worth the Whiskey
"Two times an outsider meets Dean Winchester, and two snapshots she gets of his life. She offers him advice and free beer and sees past the facade. First part is pre-series, second part takes place after 5.01 Sympathy for the Devil. Gen, focuses on the relationship between Dean and Sam and the consequences of Sam's actions in season 4. Outsider POV on Dean." (5,286 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  gen  guilty!sam  hurt!dean  ptsd!dean  hustler!dean  protective!dean  character_study  angst  pov:outsider  hustling:pool  ptsd  spn:preseries  spn:season:5  spn:ep:5.1(sympathy_for_the_devil)  fandom:spn  author:you_idjits 
june 2016 by elwarre
Sammy's Secret
"With Dean being so torn up by his time in hell, it's up to Sam to earn most of their money. The problem is that he isn't good at hustling pool so he earns the money by working in male strip clubs and doing...other things for clients. But one night, a client gets too rough and hurts Sam badly enough to land him in the hospital. Lots of hurting!Sam and angry!protective!Dean." (8850 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  sam/dean  protective!sam  hooker!sam  hurt!sam  raped!sam  protective!dean  hurt!dean  sick!dean  ptsd!dean  helltrauma!dean  hurt/comfort  angst  prostitution  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  helltrauma  illness  clinic/hospital  recovery  first_time  spn:season:4  fandom:spn  author:annie46  have:pdf 
may 2016 by elwarre
✢ Enough of its Glory Remains
"Every war has casualties, and Sam and Dean are nothing if not warriors. Scarred both mentally and physically, they find themselves settling into civilian life in Berkeley Springs, West Virginia among the charming townspeople, local history, and peaceful mountain views. Sam finds work at an auto shop and Dean stumbles into a job at the occult bookstore on Main Street with a familiar grimmoire in the window. Things are deceptively quiet as they patch each other up and come to terms with domesticity, the only contact with their old life a quest to rebuild Bobby's library -- until a case crosses their path, the kind they thought they were done with forever. They find themselves once again fighting a vengeful spirit as well as their deeper feelings for each other. Only one is a battle they can win." (22,854 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  hallucifer  sam/dean  mechanic!sam  protective!sam  hallucinating!sam  ptsd!sam  helltrauma!sam  top!sam  hurt!dean  ptsd!dean  protective!dean  bottom!dean  hurt/comfort  angst  domesticity  casefic  bookstore/library  ghosts  hallucinations  permanent!injury  first_time  spn:postseries  fandom:spn  author:balefully  need:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ Where Do We Begin (The Rubble of our Sins)?
"AU post season one. He wakes in a hospital, missing a limb and all of his memories. They tell him he is Dean Hunt. That his sister died in the accident that claimed his leg. From there he rebuilds with the help of his quirky lesbian neighbors and a homeless drifter named Sam." (40,236 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  bobby_singer  castiel  sam/dean  hurt!sam  homeless!sam  guilty!sam  protective!sam  top!sam  cursed!dean  amnesiac!dean  hurt!dean  ptsd!dean  protective!dean  bottom!dean  hurt/comfort  angst  schmoop  domesticity  heartbreaking  amnesia  permanent!injury  homelessness  cabin/wilderness  demons  curse/spell  ptsd  recovery  first_time  spn:season:2  fandom:spn  author:dimeliora  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
Death Like Dying
"After Sam gets Dean out of hell, Dean doesn't remember anything except Sam. And that means anything. So Sam has bundles of fucking joy trying to deal with it. (Written between the S3 and S4 hiatus)." (3134 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  sam/dean  protective!sam  reluctant!sam  guilty!sam  hurt!dean  amnesiac!dean  ptsd!dean  helltrauma!dean  hurt/comfort  angst  ptsd  helltrauma  amnesia  demon_deal  first_time  spn:season:3  fandom:spn  author:sobrecogimiento  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ Fade to Black
"The brother that Sam gets back isn’t the same, but Sam’s love is. Sam risks everything and leaves everyone he’s ever cared about behind in the desperate hope that the bond between him and Dean might just be strong enough to transcend what hell did to his brother. Set post Season 3, seven months after Dean’s deal came due and written over the summer before it was AU, this story just kept writing itself and wouldn’t let go until it was an epic love story in every sense, eventually spanning five decades with enough twists and turns to make me dizzy." (long, plus sequel - "Black is the Color")
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  bobby_singer  sam/dean  sam/dean/ruby  parent!sam  protective!sam  understanding!sam  reluctant!sam  pining!sam  hurt!sam  top!sam  demon!dean  bamf!dean  dark!dean  protective!dean  parent!dean  guilty!dean  helltrauma!dean  ptsd!dean  hurt!dean  bottom!dean  pregnant!ruby  parent!ruby  angst  dark  domesticity  noncon/dubcon  helltrauma  ptsd  aging  demons  curse/spell  bonding/soulmates  polyamory  pining  hothothot  sex:rough  kink:threesome  kink:switching  kink:breathplay  first_time  pairings:unusual  spn:season:4  spn:postseries  series/verse  fandom:spn  author:runedgirl  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
The World Devours Me
"Dean thought he was doing the right thing when he let Sam walk away from hunting.....away from him. Sam thought the separation was nothing more than he deserved. They both thought Castiel had found a way to keep Lucifer from finding them. Neither one of them knew how wrong they really were." Dark and graphic - read warnings. (82,000 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  bobby_singer  lucifer(spn)  castiel  sam/dean  hurt!sam  raped!sam  tortured!sam  whipped!sam  hallucinating!sam  strangled!sam  blind!sam  guilty!sam  bottom!sam  hurt!dean  ptsd!dean  helltrauma!dean  asshole!dean  clueless!dean  guilty!dean  protective!dean  top!dean  dark  angst  horror  noncon/dubcon  torture  whipping  hallucinations  dreams/visions  self_loathing  ptsd  helltrauma  demonblood  addiction  bonding/soulmates  sex:rough  kink:bdsm  kink:bloodplay  kink:switching  first_time  spn:season:5  fandom:spn  author:varkelton  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ Gnaw
"Two boys go into a box. Their father wants them to have a dress rehearsal. One boy wants all of the other, the other wants him to have him. More than anything. More than the whole world. There is a thing that is bigger than the box but contained in it. Two boys go into a box. —What I Did on My Summer Vacation, by Samuel Winchester" (25,000 words) This is an incredibly dark, incredibly effective story. Don't read if the warnings give you pause.
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  sam/dean  hurt!sam  abandoned!sam  guilty!sam  hallucinating!sam  ptsd!sam  hurt!dean  abandoned!dean  guilty!dean  protective!dean  hallucinating!dean  ptsd!dean  asshole!john  abusive!john  neglectful!john  dark  horror  heartbreaking  abandonment  abuse:child  abuse:emotional/psychological  buried_alive  ptsd  hallucinations  hunger/starvation  cannibalism  kink:switching  kink:humiliation  kink:bloodplay  sex:rough  breakup  established!relationship  spn:preseries  fandom:spn  author:road_rhythm  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ Crush
"Five years after the apocalypse didn’t happen and Sam and Dean have settled down, or as much as the Winchesters can ever settle down. Sam is a college professor and Dean a well-respected small business owner and they’re learning how to balance work, hunting and dog-ownership while coping with the metaphorical and literal scars of war. Life’s not perfect, not for a (sort of) out and proud couple in small town USA with a lot to hide, but they’re dealing, that is, until Dean employs one sexually-confused teenager who develops an unhealthy obsession with both of them... Switching between five years earlier and now, we learn how the boys came together, how they made it through the big fight and whether they’ll ever manage to find that flighty temptress, happily ever after." (61,000 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  bobby_singer  sam/dean  professor!sam  powers!sam  protective!sam  mechanic!dean  hurt!dean  ptsd!dean  helltrauma!dean  cursed!dean  understanding!bobby  angst  schmoop  domesticity  pov:outsider  wincest!discovered  bobby_finds_out  curse/spell  ptsd  helltrauma  demon_deal  bonding/soulmates  kink:switching  first_time  established!relationship  spn:postseries  fandom:spn  author:sonofabiscuit77  have:pdf 
march 2016 by elwarre
A Hole in You and Me (That Pulls Us Together)
"The wall between Sam's conscious mind and his memories of hell has fallen. Everything is a danger and only Dean knows how to keep Sam from falling apart. The question is, does he trust himself to do what is right for Sam, or will his own memories of hell keep him from acting? There is no easy answer for Dean, especially as a new hunt comes up and Dean's dreams warn him of another problem on the rise; the FBI's best and brightest are looking for a serial killer and one of them has a vendetta against the Winchesters." (18,076 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  hallucifer  aaron_hotchner  derek_morgan  emily_prentiss  spencer_reid  sam/dean  ptsd!sam  helltrauma!sam  hallucinating!sam  sub!sam  bottom!sam  ptsd!dean  helltrauma!dean  dom!dean  top!dean  angst  casefic  misunderstanding  ptsd  helltrauma  hallucinations  fbi/police  kink:d/s  kink:manhandling  first_time  spn:season:7  crossover  fandom:spn  fandom:criminalminds  author:hunters_retreat  have:pdf 
march 2016 by elwarre

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