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Let Me Help
"The Narada incident has just been dealt with, and Kirk is realizing that he's in worse shape than he would like to admit." (111,306 words) Part 2 of Shades of Blue and Gold
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  kirk/mccoy  bamf!kirk  hurt!kirk  ptsd!kirk  guilty!spock  protective!spock  protective!mccoy  friendship  hurt/comfort  ptsd  abuse:child(past)  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  noncon/dubcon  recovery  slowburn  preslash  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:maifai 
8 weeks ago by elwarre
I'll Find My Soul As I Go Home
"Spock is a lonely post-graduate student at Columbia who is just coming to terms with being gay. Jim is a bright, vivacious young man with as many secrets as scars. They both find an outlet for their emotions in the alternative club scene in late 1980s Manhattan – and in each other. But will Jim’s dark past ruin the tenuous relationship they’ve built?" (33,135 words) Very interesting premise and solid writing, but the ending feels rushed and incomplete to me.
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  gaila  kirk/spock  homeless!kirk  streetkid!kirk  hooker!kirk  hurt!kirk  student!spock  protective!mccoy  angst  historical  homelessness  streetkids  abuse:child(past)  prostitution  underage  college  preslash  st:au:non-starfleet  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:rabidchild67  have:pdf 
october 2017 by elwarre
Cpt C. Pike and C/ J.T. Kirk’s guide to unexpected Co-Habitation
"When the Admiralty first delivered their ultimatum, Chris Pike didn't know who ought to be more offended; Jim Kirk, for being treated as if he were incapable of being independent despite being twenty-two and a certified genius; or Chris himself, for not getting any choice in who lived in his spare bed room for the next twelve months dammit! Or: Things Captain Christopher Pike learns about both himself and Cadet James T Kirk during their (not so) brief period of (initially) forced co-habitation." (77,767 words)
christopher_pike  james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  philip_boyce  kirk/mccoy  protective!pike  smart!kirk  sick!kirk  scarred!kirk  protective!mccoy  pov:pike  academy!fic  domesticity  angst  illness  scars  abuse:child(past)  tarsus_iv  preslash  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:insanesociopath 
october 2017 by elwarre
You're One of Us (You're Here to Stay)
“I know that what happened here… you’re not quite sure how to deal with it. And that’s ok, but I want you to understand something, alright?” Here he paused and looked at Jim, ducking his head as he tried to make eye contact. “Jim, look at me.” Jim did. “I want you to know that I would never hurt Joanna. Not ever.” “I know, Bones." “And I would never hurt you, either, kid.” (3428 words)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  joanna_mccoy  gen  protective!kirk  protective!mccoy  hurt/comfort  friendship  abuse:child(past)  academy!fic  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:beautygraceouterspace 
october 2017 by elwarre
Standby
"He was glad Bones was dating again. He was. Really. But what Jim thought was good for Bones turned out to be oh, so wrong for Jim." (23,000 words)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  kirk/mccoy  mccoy/omc  hurt!kirk  clueless!kirk  jealous!kirk  bottom!kirk  pining!mccoy  protective!mccoy  top!mccoy  pov:kirk  angst  hurt/comfort  friendship  academy!fic  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  misunderstanding  clinic/hospital  slowburn  jealousy  pining  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:d8rkmessngr  have:pdf 
february 2017 by elwarre
To Hell With Butterflies
"McCoy is injured on an away mission and finds himself back in time, rescued by a pre-teen Jim Kirk. He has to decide whether to take Jim away from his hellish childhood or let events play themselves out." (9000 words, incomplete)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  frank(startrek)  gen  hurt!kirk  abused!kirk  timetraveler!mccoy  protective!mccoy  hurt!mccoy  abusive!frank(startrek)  pov:mccoy  hurt/comfort  timetravel  abuse:child  noncon/dubcon  escape/rescue  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:beamirang  wip 
november 2016 by elwarre
Twice Shy
Prompt: "Bones is a werewolf.The moment he meant James Kirk, got a good whiff of his scent, he knew he was fucked. He had thought those stories about werewolves scenting their mate were all bullshit. But the stories about mating for life have got to be fake, right? Right?" (20,000 words)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  spock  pavel_chekov  hikaru_sulu  kirk/mccoy  spock/uhura  clueless!kirk  kidnapped!kirk  hurt!kirk  tortured!kirk  bottom!kirk  werewolf!mccoy  protective!mccoy  possessive!mccoy  jealous!mccoy  pining!mccoy  top!mccoy  angst  humor  hurt/comfort  werewolves  confession/secrets  kidnapping  torture  escape/rescue  jealousy  pining  bonding/soulmates  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:sarkasticfics 
october 2016 by elwarre
Tiny Grownup
"Joanna McCoy has to testify against her stepfather in an abuse case and has a minor breakdown. Jim Kirk talks to her, revealing more than he might have planned to do." (1994 words) First in the Tiny Grownup series, subsequent entries linked
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  joanna_mccoy  kirk/mccoy  understanding!kirk  protective!mccoy  pov:joanna_mccoy  abuse:child  confession/secrets  preslash  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:avidita  have:pdf 
october 2016 by elwarre
We Pick Ourselves Undone
"Jim meets the Commander of the Yorktown. Commander Frank Finnegan. Frank. How the hell could he have forgotten that? The man met Winona Kirk at a conference on a starship for god's sake, of course he’s a member of the goddamn ‘fleet." (6037 words) The author has this tagged as Kirk/Mccoy, but it read to me like gen (possibly light preslash if I missed something)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  frank(startrek)  kirk/mccoy  gen  hurt!kirk  protective!mccoy  guilty!frank(startrek)  hurt/comfort  friendship  abuse:child(past)  preslash  st:beyond  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:mellaithwen 
september 2016 by elwarre
Leonard McCoy's Guide to Keeping a Friend
"Leonard came to Starfleet with nothing except a half-finished degree and an empty bottle of cheap booze. It took him months to realize he had a best friend waiting in the wings for him to get his act together. Or: How Leonard made a best friend by being an unobservant but decent person and how his conscience wouldn't let him be undeserving of the kid's freak affection." (18,889 words) First in a series
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  christopher_pike  kirk/mccoy  protective!kirk  drugged!kirk  protective!mccoy  pov:mccoy  academy!fic  friendship  confession/secrets  drugs:nonconsensual  tarsus_iv  slowburn  preslash  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:facelesshellion 
august 2016 by elwarre
Don't Tell Me You're Sorry
"Sometimes he meant it, sometimes he didn't, but she hoped beyond anything that he knew hers was genuine. Or, five times Jim Kirk owed Nyota Uhura an apology, and one time she owed him one in return." (5355 words) Third in the Sorry, Not Sorry series
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  gen  hurt!kirk  ptsd!kirk  protective!mccoy  clueless!uhura  guilty!uhura  angst  friendship  hurt/comfort  pranks  ptsd  tarsus_iv  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:sadieyuki 
august 2016 by elwarre
Not in Our Stars
"Written for a prompt requesting a fic in which brilliant young medical student Leonard McCoy volunteers for a Doctors Without Borders-type organization and ends up helping with the rescue efforts on Tarsus IV, where he meets a teenage, traumatized Jim Kirk, who will, for whatever reason, allow only McCoy to treat him. I have played fast and loose with TOS information about Tarsus IV and its location, making it closer to Earth so that McCoy could feasibly make it there and back in one summer." (36,308 words)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  thomas_leighton  gen  protective!kirk  bamf!kirk  hurt!kirk  abused!kirk  drugged!kirk  ptsd!kirk  protective!mccoy  angst  hurt/comfort  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  abuse:child  noncon/dubcon  drugs:nonconsensual  ptsd  escape/rescue  recovery  clinic/hospital  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:emluv 
august 2016 by elwarre
TLC
Prompt: "One day, out of the blue, a headache starts creeping in on Kirk. At first he ignores it, but it starts to interfere with his work. Pills don't help, sleep doesn't help, and it only gets worse. Eventually, someone offers more personal care. How it goes from there is up in the air. Mindmeld cure? Scalp massage? Sex to release endorphins? One day it just goes away but hey he's got someone waiting on him all the time? Something more serious and angsty? Something completely different?" (2120 words)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  kirk/mccoy  hurt!kirk  sick!kirk  protective!mccoy  hurt/comfort  illness  clinic/hospital  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:dancinbutterfly 
august 2016 by elwarre
Nothing Like a Love Story
"Maybe I can help you out with something else?" Jim offered, turning on the flirty charm. He didn't lay it on thick; afraid the guy might latch onto one of the second thoughts so obviously racing through his mind and leave him on the curb. (longish oneshot) Some dark themes not totally worked out.
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  kirk/mccoy  hooker!kirk  homeless!kirk  hurt!kirk  abused!kirk  bottom!kirk  protective!mccoy  top!mccoy  angst  prostitution  homelessness  abuse:child(past)  underage  sex:rough  kink:bdsm  first_time  st:au:non-starfleet  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:calicokat 
august 2016 by elwarre
Long Way Home
"Apparently my brain can break Jim Kirk, too. The fic is mostly Jim centric, with a couple barrels of angst thrown in as Jim feels his way into being a captain and gaining friends. I wrote this drunk (yes, all of it), so I blame vodka for this mess, yes I do. Also, since I can’t find the stepdad’s last name, I gave him the last name of the guy who did his voice over from the film. Also? I loathe the character Winona Kirk’s actress plays on House. Loathe. Hence the bashing." (mid-length)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  spock(prime)  pavel_chekov  christopher_pike  winona_kirk  frank(startrek)  kirk/spock  kirk/omc  kirk/ofc  grieving!kirk  abused!kirk  drugged!kirk  kidnapped!kirk  tortured!kirk  lonely!kirk  bottom!kirk  protective!spock  protective!mccoy  guilty!uhura  asshole!winona  abusive!frank(startrek)  angst  grief  loneliness  misunderstanding  abuse:child(past)  kidnapping  drugs:nonconsensual  torture  clinic/hospital  kink:rimming  sex:rough  preslash  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:jezebel_rising  need:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
✢ Fingerprints of Forgotten Memories
“Jim presses his palm to his forehead, because suddenly there’s just a big fuzzy blip where the name of the planet used to be.” Mistakes that aren’t mistakes can snowball into something else entirely. (27,000 words) Sequel to Sealed by a Fragile Touch
  james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  spock  nyota_uhura  kirk/mccoy  kirk/ofc/omc  amnesiac!kirk  drugged!kirk  hurt!kirk  raped!kirk  asshole!mccoy  guilty!mccoy  protective!mccoy  protective!spock  understanding!spock  angst  hurt/comfort  misunderstanding  amnesia  noncon/dubcon  drugs:nonconsensual  mindmeld  established!relationship  series/verse  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:vixys  need:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
Long Road Home
“It’s the greatest ship ever built.” His voice cracks, and he tells himself it’s because he’s been speaking for probably days now and he’s thirsty and his throat is probably bleeding and Bones will kill him, goddamit, Jim – A tear leaks out of the corner of his eye. “I want to go home.” He whispers. (3978 words)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  gen  hurt!kirk  tortured!kirk  hallucinating!kirk  protective!mccoy  pov:kirk  angst  friendship  torture  hallucinations  escape/rescue  clinic/hospital  recovery  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:eternalshewolf  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
✢ A Hundred Days (and Counting)
"Jim is like quicksilver. He’s constantly moving, always on the go, always two steps ahead of everybody and always out of reach. He’s not something to have. He’s not somebody you could ever own or call yours. Jim is just made to let go, and letting go is the one thing McCoy sucks at the most. But maybe, McCoy realizes, Jim doesn’t want to let him go either." (29,811 words) Part of the Unaware Verse
  james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  christopher_pike  kirk/mccoy  hurt!kirk  protective!mccoy  pov:mccoy  angst  friendship  domesticity  academy!fic  preslash  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:hope_calaris  author:rei17  need:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
Lead Me to Your Door
"An in-depth look at what happens to Jim in the wake of a violent attack by terrorists. Rape and its aftermath, and the process of recovery." (20,560 words) Sequel to CMO Confidential.
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  spock  kirk/mccoy  bamf!kirk  protective!kirk  hurt!kirk  tortured!kirk  raped!kirk  protective!mccoy  understanding!mccoy  angst  hurt/comfort  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  torture  recovery  clinic/hospital  established!relationship  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:shoreleave  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
✢ Though My Soul May Set In Darkness
"Six months into the Five Year Mission, the Enterprise has reached the outskirts of the known galaxy, and its Captain has fallen ill. With a growing sense of unease, and increasing desperation, Spock takes it upon himself to manage both the ship, and Jim’s failing health, determined to save them both. Because Khan’s blood was never going to be a permanent solution." (111,822 words)
  james_kirk  spock  nyota_uhura  leonard_mccoy  pavel_chekov  hikaru_sulu  frank(startrek)  kirk/spock  hurt!kirk  sick!kirk  pining!kirk  protective!spock  guilty!spock  hurt!spock  pining!spock  reluctant!spock  protective!mccoy  abusive!frank(startrek)  friendship  angst  mystery  misunderstanding  illness  abuse:child(past)  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  prostitution  noncon/dubcon  fighting/sparring  clinic/hospital  recovery  mindmeld  bonding/soulmates  pining  slowburn  hothothot  sex:pollen  sex:telepathic  kink:fuckordie  kink:somnophilia  kink:rimming  kink:switching  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:pastmydancingdays  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
Streetlight People
"AU. Strangers waitin up and down the boulevard, their shadows searchin' in the night. Streetlight people, living just to find emotion; hiding somewhere in the night." (54,009 words)
james_kirk  spock  nyota_uhura  gaila  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  kirk/omc  hooker!kirk  smart!kirk  hurt!kirk  pining!kirk  bottom!kirk  protective!spock  pining!spock  possessive!spock  top!spock  protective!mccoy  friendship  prostitution  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  tarsus_iv  confession/secrets  slowburn  pining  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:ladyblahblah 
july 2016 by elwarre
✢ Death I Think is No Parenthesis
"Another battle/orgy prompt post for Team McSpirk for STXI Ship Wars on LJ. IDEK know how e.e. cummings turned into a backhanded homage to Keats and Sappho’s fragmented poems. It was what was caught my eye on my poetry shelves that afternoon. Warnings for elliptical references to torture, old TOS episodes, Tarsus and of course, broken!Jim." (4005 words)
  james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  spock  kirk/spock/mccoy  hurt!kirk  ptsd!kirk  protective!mccoy  protective!spock  angst  character_study  confession/secrets  ptsd  hunger/starvation  torture  tarsus_iv  recovery  polyamory  established!relationship  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:blcwriter 
july 2016 by elwarre
Future Imperfect
"Leonard wins the kid in a hand of poker. A hand of poker he plays in the dirty back room of a dive bar in East Bumfuck, Iowa, two weeks after his humiliating divorce is finalized, and on the sixth day of a bourbon-fueled bender that’s somehow taken him from his high-rise loft in Atlanta to a fleabag motel in the middle of nowhere." (50,137 words)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  christopher_pike  frank(startrek)  kirk/mccoy  smart!kirk  slave!kirk  abused!kirk  activist!kirk  doctor!mccoy  protective!mccoy  abusive!frank(startrek)  altered!reality  dystopia  scifi  spacetravel  activism/revolution  slavery  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  clinic/hospital  mindmeld  kink:switching  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:savoytruffle  have:pdf 
june 2016 by elwarre

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