elwarre + pov:kirk   13

Chasing Ghosts
"Three years after the attack on London, Jim has overcome the psychological effects of his resurrection and is one of Starfleet's most respected captains. A brief leave on Earth for his brother's wedding reunited him with an old friend, and Jim is left to consider whether a ship alone is enough to make him happy." (16,674 words)
james_kirk  spock(prime)  winona_kirk  samuel_kirk  kirk/spock(prime)  pov:kirk  friendship  domesticity  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:museaway 
april 2018 by elwarre
Miles and Miles of Mountains
"Spock is standing outside of his quarters. Jim pauses. He wants to punch him, turns the idea over in his mind briefly before loosening his fist and keying in his access code instead. Spock follows him inside wordlessly. He eyes Jim like he’s a wild animal, something that needs to be monitored and contained. Jim has never felt less contained in his life." (3605 words)
james_kirk  spock  kirk/spock  ptsd!kirk  bottom!kirk  top!spock  pov:kirk  character_study  angst  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  hothothot  sex:rough  kink:manhandling  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:mombasas  have:pdf 
february 2018 by elwarre
Standby
"He was glad Bones was dating again. He was. Really. But what Jim thought was good for Bones turned out to be oh, so wrong for Jim." (23,000 words)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  kirk/mccoy  mccoy/omc  hurt!kirk  clueless!kirk  jealous!kirk  bottom!kirk  pining!mccoy  protective!mccoy  top!mccoy  pov:kirk  angst  hurt/comfort  friendship  academy!fic  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  misunderstanding  clinic/hospital  slowburn  jealousy  pining  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:d8rkmessngr  have:pdf 
february 2017 by elwarre
If I'm Not in Charge
"Admiral Marcus takes advantage of Jim. Nobody notices." (6174 words) Note that the kinks I've tagged for this story are dark and nonconsensual, not kinky.
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  spock  alexander_marcus  kirk/marcus  hurt!kirk  raped!kirk  clueless!mccoy  protective!spock  pov:kirk  academy!fic  angst  hurt/comfort  friendship  noncon/dubcon  abuse:child(past)  tarsus_iv  kink:toys  kink:humiliation  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:s0mmerspr0ssen 
november 2016 by elwarre
✢ b song
“There's moments in your life that make you, that set the course of who you're gonna be. Sometimes they're little, subtle moments. Sometimes they're not. I'll show you what I mean.” This is the story of Jim Kirk, not as he might have been in another world, but who he is becoming in this one; and these are the people and encounters that change him along the way. (51,000 words)
  james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  winona_kirk  gaila  spock  samuel_kirk  kevin_riley  thomas_leighton  kodos  frank(startrek)  gary_mitchell  christopher_pike  george_kirk  kirk/mccoy  kirk/leighton  kirk/mitchell  kirk/gaila  mccoy/ofc  winona/george  smart!kirk  protective!kirk  hacker!kirk  hurt!kirk  abused!kirk  grieving!kirk  pining!kirk  bottom!kirk  understanding!mccoy  jealous!mccoy  top!mitchell  grieving!winona  abusive!frank(startrek)  pov:winona  pov:kirk  character_study  angst  academy!fic  friendship  grief  abuse:child  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  prostitution  languages:multiple  underage  pining  jealousy  kink:rimming  kink:voyeurism  kink:switching  first_time  st:preseries(aos)  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:ladybugkay  need:pdf 
october 2016 by elwarre
✢ For Gladness of You
"In which shit goes down in no particular order: Jim almost starts a war, Spock gets tortured, Jim gets kidnapped, Jim gets tortured, Spock gets not-quite-kidnapped, Jim takes the Enterprise joyriding, and mysterious Vulcans with their even more mysterious leader hop a ride for a few weeks. But that’s not what the story’s about. It’s about this: Jim was always going to fall in love with Spock – boldly, recklessly. He just didn’t expect to stay that way. A story about getting over all that." (51,055 words) This is perfect in every way.
  james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  hikaru_sulu  pavel_chekov  nyota_uhura  christopher_pike  sybok  kirk/spock  hurt!kirk  kidnapped!kirk  tortured!kirk  protective!spock  musician!spock  pov:kirk  character_study  music/dance  abuse:child(past)  hunger/starvation  tarsus_iv  kidnapping  torture  dehydration/heatstroke  fighting/sparring  mindmeld  hothothot  sex:rough  kink:rimming  kink:switching  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:kariye  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
✢ The Lotus Eaters
"Stranded on the planet Sigma Nox while searching for a missing away team, Spock and Kirk find themselves pitted against a disturbing native life form. With the captain out of commission on a regular basis and Spock struggling to preserve his stoicism, staying alive is difficult enough – but when a slim chance for escape surfaces, their resolve is truly put to the test. Together they must fight for survival in the heart of an alien jungle, and in the process, uncover the mystery of the planet’s past. Slow build K/S." (93,594 words)
  james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  hurt!kirk  protective!kirk  sick!kirk  drugged!kirk  pining!kirk  bottom!kirk  protective!spock  hurt!spock  top!spock  pov:kirk  pov:spock  action  addiction  illness  jungle  slowburn  pining  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:aldora89  need:pdf 
august 2016 by elwarre
She's the One They Call Old Whatsername
"You gotta plant your flag in the dirt and declare victory on your own terms. The winner is whoever survives long enough to write the history books." (Always-a-girl!Kirk.) (9599 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  girl!kirk  bamf!kirk  pov:kirk  character_study  genderswap  issues:gender/sexuality  issues:sexism  tarsus_iv  abuse:child(past)  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:kaydeefalls 
august 2016 by elwarre
Long Road Home
“It’s the greatest ship ever built.” His voice cracks, and he tells himself it’s because he’s been speaking for probably days now and he’s thirsty and his throat is probably bleeding and Bones will kill him, goddamit, Jim – A tear leaks out of the corner of his eye. “I want to go home.” He whispers. (3978 words)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  gen  hurt!kirk  tortured!kirk  hallucinating!kirk  protective!mccoy  pov:kirk  angst  friendship  torture  hallucinations  escape/rescue  clinic/hospital  recovery  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:eternalshewolf  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
✢ The Prison of your Mind
"The kid takes him to the ground, hard and fast, and the knife punches right through his throat. The man gurgles and blood sprays, and the kid’s head snaps up, blond hair flying everywhere, as he gives the blade a final, savage, twist and pulls it free. He’d know those eyes anywhere. It’s Jim Kirk." (7460 words)
  james_kirk  nyota_uhura  leonard_mccoy  spock  hikaru_sulu  gen  bamf!kirk  smart!kirk  protective!kirk  hurt!kirk  abused!kirk  tortured!kirk  whipped!kirk  understanding!uhura  asshole!winona  pov:kirk  heartbreaking  angst  friendship  confession/secrets  tarsus_iv  abuse:child(past)  torture  whipping  hunger/starvation  fighting/sparring  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:eternalshewolf  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
We Two Alone
"Academy fic. Dr. Leonard McCoy thinks he has nothing in common with command-track cadet Jim Kirk, until a series of events forces them together. When a simple training mission is derailed into a seemingly hopeless situation, both have to learn to trust one another, and they’ll need all their wits and survival skills to stay alive." (101,877 words)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  christopher_pike  gen  smart!kirk  sick!kirk  kidnapped!kirk  slave!kirk  hurt!kirk  hypothermic!kirk  kidnapped!mccoy  slave!mccoy  pov:kirk  pov:mccoy  friendship  academy!fic  illness  tarsus_iv  pirates  kidnapping  slavery  escape/rescue  cabin/wilderness  hunger/starvation  dehydration/heatstroke  hypothermia  clinic/hospital  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:shoreleave  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
✢ Recrudescence
If Jim ever wrote his own autobiography. Well. The preface would probably be something like, “Hello, I’m Jim. I’m fucked up.” But it would probably end with, “It took some time, and I had some help. But I made it.” (8605 words)
  james_kirk  spock  winona_kirk  gaila  spock(prime)  frank(startrek)  kirk/spock  hurt!kirk  abused!kirk  ptsd!kirk  understanding!spock  protective!spock  abusive!frank(startrek)  pov:kirk  hurt/comfort  angst  friendship  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  confession/secrets  clinic/hospital  preslash  st:intodarkness  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:infinite_wonders  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre

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