elwarre + pining!steve   11

Schrödinger's Romance
"It could be a relationship, it could not be. You can assume either until you see for sure the results." We all know those moments. Those moments when your family all gathers around you and asks "So, do you have a boyfriend yet?". Bucky knows these moments all too well and, quite frankly, he's sick to death of them. Unfortunately, being a 21 year old college student makes it harder for him to come up with excuses, and with Christmas coming up he needs to think of a way out fast. A chance encounter with a stranger through an old library textbook could just be the kind of miracle he needs to make it through the holidays with his last shreds of sanity intact. (192,220 words)
bucky_barnes  clint_barton  darcy_lewis  natasha_romanov  tony_stark  brock_rumlow  steve/bucky  steve/peggy  clint/natasha  musician!bucky  hurt!bucky  drugged!bucky  pining!bucky  artist!steve  orphan!steve  protective!steve  pining!steve  protective!clint  friendship  confession/secrets  abuse:domestic(past)  noncon/dubcon  bullying  homophobia  drugs:nonconsensual  birthday/holiday  college  pretend!relationship  slowburn  pining  first_time  author:the_stonedsoldier 
august 2017 by elwarre
If Steve Rogers Were Your Boyfriend
"When he's not editing a magazine he truly loathes or navigating a rocky relationship he truly doesn't deserve, Bucky Barnes writes a fantasy romance column with an unexpectedly loyal internet following about the barista at his favorite cafe. Barista Boyfriend makes these other worlds bearable, but the real world dreamboat isn’t remotely involved; Steve Rogers is just a muse. Everyone loves the column. And it definitely isn’t killing Bucky very gently in 500 word increments, not in the slightest. What kind of a writer can't keep fact and fiction straight? James Fuckin' Barnes, that's who." (70,199 words)
bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  natasha_romanov  peggy_carter  clint_barton  sam_wilson  tony_stark  scott_lang  brock_rumlow  steve/bucky  bucky/rumlow  author!bucky  editor!bucky  hurt!bucky  clueless!bucky  barista!steve  pining!steve  protective!natasha  asshole!rumlow  friendship  angst  hurt/comfort  misunderstanding  bakery/coffeeshop  animal_shelter  abuse:emotional/psychological  self_loathing  cabin/wilderness  pining  first_time  marvel:au:no!supers  fandom:marvel  author:bopeep 
may 2017 by elwarre
Our Perceived Realities
"Bucky Barnes has always lived at the edge of Steve’s map. From grade school to church to this foul-smelling dock job, where Bucky heaves crates around and Steve counts figures in the dark, cool office, they’ve always been close enough to be aware of each other but too far to strike up any real friendship. They’ve lived in the same neighborhood among the same stock of beaten-down Irish immigrants their whole lives, and they’ve had three proper conversations." (21,371 words)
steve_rogers  bucky_barnes  steve/bucky  bamf!steve  protective!steve  clueless!steve  pining!steve  top!steve  clueless!bucky  pining!bucky  bottom!bucky  pov:steve  angst  schmoop  misunderstanding  mistaken!identity  military  homophobia  confession/secrets  previous!relationship  fandom:marvel  author:skyisgray  have:pdf 
march 2017 by elwarre
✢ Like Setting Off Firecrackers
"Everyone who knows the Captain America story thinks they know the Bucky Barnes story. In the 21st century, Steve is still keeping Bucky's secrets." (24,329 words)
  bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  natasha_romanov  phil_coulson  clint_barton  steve/bucky  clint/phil  pining!steve  bamf!bucky  girl!bucky  pov:steve  angst  character_study  origin_story  issues:sexism  issues:gender/sexuality  homophobia  pining  hothothot  kink:toys  established!relationship  fandom:marvel  author:what_alchemy 
february 2017 by elwarre
Forgive the Children We Once Were
"Bucky's afternoon jogs in Manhattan trigger memories. Post-Winter Soldier and Pre-First Avenger memories intertwine." (4126 words)
bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  steve/bucky  hooker!bucky  protective!bucky  clueless!steve  pining!steve  pov:steve  angst  prostitution  confession/secrets  first_time  fandom:marvel  author:sarahlucielle 
january 2017 by elwarre
✢ Chasm
"Steve pulls his missing, presumed dead best friend into his circle of super heroes and starts working to undo the physical and mental damage Hydra has done. It’s not easy, and it’s not pleasant. But it would probably be a lot more effective if Bucky weren’t keeping secrets, and if he could figure out how to interpret Bucky’s mood swings." (77,288 words) Part 2 of Ipseity
  bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  sam_wilson  natasha_romanov  tony_stark  clint_barton  maria_hill  nick_fury  bruce_banner  thor  sharon_carter  steve/bucky  bamf!bucky  protective!bucky  sick!bucky  ptsd!bucky  interrogated!bucky  pining!bucky  protective!steve  understanding!steve  pining!steve  character_study  angst  friendship  action  languages:multiple  illness  illness:mental  mpd/did  ptsd  self_loathing  interrogation  clinic/hospital  confession/secrets  issues:gender/sexuality  pining  established!relationship  series/verse  fandom:marvel  author:skyisgray  have:pdf 
august 2016 by elwarre
✢ Chyetirye
"Even the strongest personalities, when subjected to great physical, emotional, and sexual abuses, can splinter, or dissociate. Bucky Barnes lives a nightmare after falling from a train and being recovered by Hydra. His mind deals with the trauma by splintering into the soldier, the prisoner, the patriot, and the assassin. Years later, they team up to save Steve Rogers." (48,881 words) Part 1 of Ipseity
  bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  sam_wilson  natasha_romanov  steve/bucky  bucky/natasha  bamf!bucky  protective!bucky  assassin!bucky  kidnapped!bucky  hurt!bucky  tortured!bucky  electrocuted!bucky  raped!bucky  drugged!bucky  grieving!bucky  pining!bucky  reluctant!bucky  pining!steve  angst  friendship  military  spies/assassins  torture  electrocution  drowning/waterboarding  drugs:nonconsensual  hunger/starvation  noncon/dubcon  brainwashing/mindgames  abuse:emotional/psychological  selfharm  illness:mental  mpd/did  languages:multiple  previous!relationship  series/verse  fandom:marvel  author:skyisgray  have:pdf 
august 2016 by elwarre
✢ Ain't No Grave (Can Keep My Body Down)
"It's six in the morning, and Steve is heading out on a run when he nearly trips over a bouquet of sunflowers on the front steps of his brownstone. For a second paranoia takes over, and he kicks the flowers a little, waiting for them to explode. They don't. They also came with a card, which he picks up. The front of the card has a tasteful picture of the Brooklyn bridge at sunset. It's very nice and sedate, like the kind of card you would buy to give to your boss. On the inside someone has written a short message in big, shaky block letters. I AM SORRY FOR SHOOTING YOU. Steve sits down hard on the steps." (107,095 words) Second in the "Ain't No Grave" series - again, some of the best OC's I've seen in fanfic.
  bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  sam_wilson  natasha_romanov  tony_stark  clint_barton  phil_coulson  matt_murdock  foggy_nelson  claire_temple  pepper_potts  steve/bucky  samwilson/claire  bamf!bucky  homeless!bucky  hurt!bucky  ptsd!bucky  addict!bucky  hallucinating!bucky  musician!bucky  artist!steve  religious!steve  protective!steve  understanding!steve  pining!steve  protective!samwilson  character_study  friendship  angst  humor  pov:outsider  languages:multiple  homelessness  streetkids  addiction  drugs:recreational  abuse:child(past)  brainwashing/mindgames  ptsd  illness:mental  hallucinations  art/photography  text/email  slowburn  pining  sexual!dysfunction  first_time  series/verse  fandom:marvel  author:spitandvinegar  have:pdf 
august 2016 by elwarre

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