elwarre + pining!spock   18

✢ Excerpts from Spock's Journal
"I may have a difficult time writing this. I was in a shop, in Cassidian, when I saw this book and felt compelled to fill its pages. I do not know how I will do so. I do not express much. I suppose I will write little, and what little I write I will write slowly, and after a time it will fill itself up, and I will be surprised when I turn the final page." (2849 words)
  james_kirk  spock  kirk/spock  clueless!kirk  pining!spock  pov:spock  character_study  angst  confession/secrets  pining  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:cable69 
april 2017 by elwarre
Cardinal Rule
"The Enterprise is sent on a mission, one that is strikingly similar to Tarsus IV. Trapped on the warring planet, Kirk must struggle through his demons to keep Spock and his landing team safe. Meanwhile, Spock has recently found he has feelings for his captain and is determined to stay away. Can he when he sees Jim falling into the memories of his horrid past?" (117,960 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  kirk/spock  bamf!kirk  smart!kirk  hurt!kirk  ptsd!kirk  clueless!kirk  protective!spock  hurt!spock  tortured!spock  pining!spock  action  angst  hurt/comfort  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  noncon/dubcon  torture  ptsd  escape/rescue  slowburn  pining  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:sakuraminamio  have:pdf 
december 2016 by elwarre
Signed, Sealed, Delivered (I'm Yours)
"In which Spock contemplates the laws of attraction and realizes what a slippery slope that is only after he has already fallen. There's no help for him now." (10,927 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  bamf!kirk  hurt!kirk  pining!spock  pov:spock  character_study  fighting/sparring  pining  slowburn  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:kianspo 
september 2016 by elwarre
✢ A Failure of Logic
"The Enterprise's walls are not thick enough that Spock can't hear what the captain is doing next door." (oneshot)
  james_kirk  spock  kirk/ofc  pining!spock  jealous!spock  voyeur!spock  pov:spock  angst  pining  jealousy  unrequited  hothothot  kink:voyeurism  fandom:startrek(tos)  author:mullenkamp 
september 2016 by elwarre
✢ Leave No Soul Behind
"If you're Starfleet, you spend your whole life wishing you never see an EPAS uniform right up until the moment they become your only hope. Whether you're dying a slow, cold death in space, or a long painful one on some godforsaken planet, they're going to come for you. So count your last breaths, son, and hold on tight. They leave no soul behind." (258,951 words)
  james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  pavel_chekov  gaila  christine_chapel  christopher_pike  hikaru_sulu  montgomery_scott  winona_kirk  spock(prime)  kirk/spock  kirk/ofc  mccoy/ofc  bamf!kirk  smart!kirk  protective!kirk  hurt!kirk  ptsd!kirk  pining!kirk  bottom!kirk  bamf!spock  protective!spock  hurt!spock  pining!spock  top!spock  friendship  action  military  ptsd  abuse:child(past)  misunderstanding  mindmeld  slowburn  pining  bonding/soulmates  hothothot  sex:rough  kink:manhandling  kink:switching  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  fandom:startrek(tos)  author:whochick  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
✢ Though My Soul May Set In Darkness
"Six months into the Five Year Mission, the Enterprise has reached the outskirts of the known galaxy, and its Captain has fallen ill. With a growing sense of unease, and increasing desperation, Spock takes it upon himself to manage both the ship, and Jim’s failing health, determined to save them both. Because Khan’s blood was never going to be a permanent solution." (111,822 words)
  james_kirk  spock  nyota_uhura  leonard_mccoy  pavel_chekov  hikaru_sulu  frank(startrek)  kirk/spock  hurt!kirk  sick!kirk  pining!kirk  protective!spock  guilty!spock  hurt!spock  pining!spock  reluctant!spock  protective!mccoy  abusive!frank(startrek)  friendship  angst  mystery  misunderstanding  illness  abuse:child(past)  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  prostitution  noncon/dubcon  fighting/sparring  clinic/hospital  recovery  mindmeld  bonding/soulmates  pining  slowburn  hothothot  sex:pollen  sex:telepathic  kink:fuckordie  kink:somnophilia  kink:rimming  kink:switching  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:pastmydancingdays  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
Streetlight People
"AU. Strangers waitin up and down the boulevard, their shadows searchin' in the night. Streetlight people, living just to find emotion; hiding somewhere in the night." (54,009 words)
james_kirk  spock  nyota_uhura  gaila  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  kirk/omc  hooker!kirk  smart!kirk  hurt!kirk  pining!kirk  bottom!kirk  protective!spock  pining!spock  possessive!spock  top!spock  protective!mccoy  friendship  prostitution  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  tarsus_iv  confession/secrets  slowburn  pining  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:ladyblahblah 
july 2016 by elwarre
5x Spock melded w/Kirk & 1x Kirk melded w/Spock
"After that one meld with Other Spock, Jim Kirk is seriously obsessed by the thought that if Other Spock is really that fascinating, how much more awesome must his Spock be? Thus begins a journey of heartwarming epicness as Jim Kirk gets to know his Spock even better than he could ever imagine via meld after enticing meld." (45,519 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  hikaru_sulu  pavel_chekov  montgomery_scott  spock(prime)  kirk/spock  bamf!kirk  protective!kirk  clueless!kirk  hurt!kirk  drugged!kirk  pining!kirk  bottom!kirk  bamf!spock  protective!spock  pining!spock  top!spock  abusive!frank(startrek)  angst  humor  friendship  hurt/comfort  noncon/dubcon  fighting/sparring  telepathy  mindmeld  confession/secrets  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  abuse:child(past)  drugs:nonconsensual  slowburn  pining  bonding/soulmates  sex:telepathic  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:ksalterego  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
Looking for Shooting Stars
"Spock and his family have moved to Earth. He has accepted this. But when Jim Kirk moves in next door and Spock accidentally gets a glimpse of the younger boy's pain, Spock refuses to accept the fact that he cannot help. It may be illogical, but he will unravel the mystery that is Jim Kirk." (56,736 words) First in an ongoing series.
james_kirk  spock  winona_kirk  frank(startrek)  amanda_grayson  sarek  kirk/spock  kirk/ofc  student!kirk  hurt!kirk  abused!kirk  drugged!kirk  raped!kirk  bullied!kirk  ptsd!kirk  reluctant!kirk  student!spock  protective!spock  pining!spock  friendship  hurt/comfort  angst  drugs:nonconsensual  abuse:child  noncon/dubcon  hunger/starvation  eating_disorder  ptsd  bullying  homophobia  self_loathing  highschool  mindmeld  telepathy  bonding/soulmates  escape/rescue  clinic/hospital  first_time  series/verse  st:preseries(aos)  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:miss_meh 
july 2016 by elwarre
✢ The Morning After
"Jim convinces Spock to take shore leave with him on Risa, hoping the time together will help re-solidify their bond of friendship after some recent tension. Meanwhile, Spock convinces himself he's on Risa for one reason and one reason only, to prevent his wayward captain from getting into trouble. After a passionately illogical night of Romulan Ale and chocolate infused liquor, everything changes when Jim wakes with something other than a hangover filling his head. Something he's sure neither he nor Spock can handle. Because if Jim knows anything for sure, it's that his messed up thoughts belong nowhere near Spock's clean, ordered mind." (50,381 words)
  james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  kirk/spock  hurt!kirk  guilty!kirk  pining!kirk  bottom!kirk  protective!spock  understanding!spock  pining!spock  top!spock  angst  friendship  misunderstanding  abuse:child(past)  hunger/starvation  tarsus_iv  self_loathing  dreams/visions  telepathy  mindmeld  confession/secrets  pining  bonding/soulmates  hothothot  sex:telepathic  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:noodleinabarrel  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
✢ So Wise We Grow
"Commander Spock, we have located your son," the Vulcan lady on the screen says, which would be great, except Jim can tell by the look on Spock's face that he's never heard of this kid before in his life. "If it is expedient, the child will be sent to join you on the Enterprise within the week." (81,248 words) Kidfic but no mpreg
  james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  kirk/spock  kirk/omc  parent!kirk  smart!kirk  hurt!kirk  pining!kirk  parent!spock  protective!spock  jealous!spock  pining!spock  friendship  angst  action  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  dehydration/heatstroke  mindmeld  jealousy  pining  slowburn  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:deastar  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre

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