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Five Times Nyota Uhura Fucked Up with Jim Kirk and the First Time She Didn't
"Nyota has to admit that recently she might actually be beginning to like Kirk. Just a little bit. From time to time." (5035 words)
nyota_uhura  james_kirk  gaila  gen  pov:uhura  misunderstanding  humor  friendship  academy!fic  tarsus_iv  love/hate  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:thraesja 
april 2018 by elwarre
I'll Find My Soul As I Go Home
"Spock is a lonely post-graduate student at Columbia who is just coming to terms with being gay. Jim is a bright, vivacious young man with as many secrets as scars. They both find an outlet for their emotions in the alternative club scene in late 1980s Manhattan – and in each other. But will Jim’s dark past ruin the tenuous relationship they’ve built?" (33,135 words) Very interesting premise and solid writing, but the ending feels rushed and incomplete to me.
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  gaila  kirk/spock  homeless!kirk  streetkid!kirk  hooker!kirk  hurt!kirk  student!spock  protective!mccoy  angst  historical  homelessness  streetkids  abuse:child(past)  prostitution  underage  college  preslash  st:au:non-starfleet  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:rabidchild67  have:pdf 
october 2017 by elwarre
A Monument to All Your Sins
"Two months after Jim is released from the hospital, an Admiral looking for some good Starfleet publicity orders him to retake the Kobayashi Maru." (9629 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  kirk/spock  bamf!kirk  smart!kirk  hurt!kirk  understanding!spock  protective!spock  pov:spock  character_study  friendship  hurt/comfort  recovery  established!relationship  st:intodarkness  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:sinestrated 
january 2017 by elwarre
✢ Papers in the Roadside
"Non-Starfleet AU. Jim owns a small bar in Chicago, keeps on picking up strays and taking care of everyone no matter how hard it makes his own life. Spock is a journalist writing feature articles for the Chicago Tribune; he depicts the world with uncanny skill, but hides more than one personal drama and is possibly under surveillance from the Vulcan royal family. They meet by accident just before their lives start to spin out of control." (49,637 words)
  james_kirk  spock  gaila  nyota_uhura  leonard_mccoy  pavel_chekov  hikaru_sulu  kirk/spock  bartender!kirk  orphan!kirk  pining!kirk  journalist!spock  angst  friendship  misunderstanding  industry:journalism  issues:class  slowburn  pining  kink:switching  first_time  st:au:non-starfleet  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:kianspo  have:pdf 
december 2016 by elwarre
Cardinal Rule
"The Enterprise is sent on a mission, one that is strikingly similar to Tarsus IV. Trapped on the warring planet, Kirk must struggle through his demons to keep Spock and his landing team safe. Meanwhile, Spock has recently found he has feelings for his captain and is determined to stay away. Can he when he sees Jim falling into the memories of his horrid past?" (117,960 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  kirk/spock  bamf!kirk  smart!kirk  hurt!kirk  ptsd!kirk  clueless!kirk  protective!spock  hurt!spock  tortured!spock  pining!spock  action  angst  hurt/comfort  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  noncon/dubcon  torture  ptsd  escape/rescue  slowburn  pining  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:sakuraminamio  have:pdf 
december 2016 by elwarre
Twice Shy
Prompt: "Bones is a werewolf.The moment he meant James Kirk, got a good whiff of his scent, he knew he was fucked. He had thought those stories about werewolves scenting their mate were all bullshit. But the stories about mating for life have got to be fake, right? Right?" (20,000 words)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  spock  pavel_chekov  hikaru_sulu  kirk/mccoy  spock/uhura  clueless!kirk  kidnapped!kirk  hurt!kirk  tortured!kirk  bottom!kirk  werewolf!mccoy  protective!mccoy  possessive!mccoy  jealous!mccoy  pining!mccoy  top!mccoy  angst  humor  hurt/comfort  werewolves  confession/secrets  kidnapping  torture  escape/rescue  jealousy  pining  bonding/soulmates  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:sarkasticfics 
october 2016 by elwarre
A Beautiful(ly Illogical) Mind
"Jim never takes up Pike's dare to do better. Close-canon movie AU, with touches of Good Will Hunting." (8233 words) Part 1 of the Illogical series
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  gaila  nyota_uhura  pavel_chekov  kirk/spock  smart!kirk  bamf!kirk  bartender!kirk  bottom!kirk  professor!spock  top!spock  academy!fic  friendship  sex:rough  sex:shower  first_time  series/verse  st:preseries(aos)  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:waldorph  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
Refractions
"Two separate parallel universes merge with their own as the Enterprise is sent to an unknown planet where a dangerous phenomenon is destroying ships and expanding outward." (25,000 words plus ficlets) Coming up with accurate tags tags for this one is tricky due to the parallel universe issue. :) Note that the noncon is past, not between main characters, and non-graphic.
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  kirk/spock  bamf!kirk  dark!kirk  tortured!kirk  bamf!spock  protective!spock  dark!spock  altered!reality  action  torture  mindmeld  noncon/dubcon  bonding/soulmates  first_time  established!relationship  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:bigmamag 
september 2016 by elwarre
✢ For Gladness of You
"In which shit goes down in no particular order: Jim almost starts a war, Spock gets tortured, Jim gets kidnapped, Jim gets tortured, Spock gets not-quite-kidnapped, Jim takes the Enterprise joyriding, and mysterious Vulcans with their even more mysterious leader hop a ride for a few weeks. But that’s not what the story’s about. It’s about this: Jim was always going to fall in love with Spock – boldly, recklessly. He just didn’t expect to stay that way. A story about getting over all that." (51,055 words) This is perfect in every way.
  james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  hikaru_sulu  pavel_chekov  nyota_uhura  christopher_pike  sybok  kirk/spock  hurt!kirk  kidnapped!kirk  tortured!kirk  protective!spock  musician!spock  pov:kirk  character_study  music/dance  abuse:child(past)  hunger/starvation  tarsus_iv  kidnapping  torture  dehydration/heatstroke  fighting/sparring  mindmeld  hothothot  sex:rough  kink:rimming  kink:switching  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:kariye  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
✢ Shine Like the Sun
"Prompt-fill. An accident leaves Spock with amnesia. His last memory is bringing a cadet up on charges for cheating on the Kobayashi Maru - a cadet who, to his disgust, is now his bondmate." (25,000 words)
  james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  spock(prime)  nyota_uhura  kirk/spock  protective!kirk  hurt!kirk  bottom!kirk  amnesiac!spock  asshole!spock  guilty!spock  top!spock  heartbreaking  angst  hurt/comfort  amnesia  self_loathing  bonding/soulmates  pon_farr  established!relationship  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:kyliselle 
september 2016 by elwarre
Don't Tell Me You're Sorry
"Sometimes he meant it, sometimes he didn't, but she hoped beyond anything that he knew hers was genuine. Or, five times Jim Kirk owed Nyota Uhura an apology, and one time she owed him one in return." (5355 words) Third in the Sorry, Not Sorry series
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  gen  hurt!kirk  ptsd!kirk  protective!mccoy  clueless!uhura  guilty!uhura  angst  friendship  hurt/comfort  pranks  ptsd  tarsus_iv  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:sadieyuki 
august 2016 by elwarre
All in Good Fun
"It's all in good fun until someone gets hurt. Or, five times the crew played a prank on their captain, and one time it went too far." (4306 words) Second in the Sorry, Not Sorry series
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  hikaru_sulu  gen  ptsd!kirk  understanding!mccoy  clueless!uhura  humor  angst  pranks  ptsd  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:sadieyuki 
august 2016 by elwarre
On the Run
"Uhura gradually discovers that Jim is hiding something in his past." (2562 words)
james_kirk  nyota_uhura  kirk/uhura  angst  confession/secrets  tarsus_iv  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:shoreleave 
august 2016 by elwarre
✢ Decimation
"Spock is pretty much doomed the minute Jane realizes that the fatshirt is incredibly slutty, and also regulation." (8744 words) I did not expect to like this as much as I did. It's fantastic.
  james_kirk  spock  nyota_uhura  leonard_mccoy  hikaru_sulu  winona_kirk  pavel_chekov  kirk/spock  girl!kirk  humor  pwp  genderswap  bonding/soulmates  pon_farr  hothothot  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:waldorph 
july 2016 by elwarre
I'd Lie
"Bones has loved Jim Kirk almost from the start. That doesn't mean he'll admit it to anyone other than himself. Fortunately for him, it looks like he doesn't need to." (30,211 words)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  christopher_pike  spock  nyota_uhura  winona_kirk  samuel_kirk  hikaru_sulu  kirk/mccoy  smart!kirk  clueless!kirk  pining!mccoy  angst  hurt/comfort  friendship  academy!fic  confession/secrets  tarsus_iv  noncon/dubcon  hunger/starvation  birthday/holiday  pining  slowburn  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:anonymous 
july 2016 by elwarre
Long Way Home
"Apparently my brain can break Jim Kirk, too. The fic is mostly Jim centric, with a couple barrels of angst thrown in as Jim feels his way into being a captain and gaining friends. I wrote this drunk (yes, all of it), so I blame vodka for this mess, yes I do. Also, since I can’t find the stepdad’s last name, I gave him the last name of the guy who did his voice over from the film. Also? I loathe the character Winona Kirk’s actress plays on House. Loathe. Hence the bashing." (mid-length)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  spock(prime)  pavel_chekov  christopher_pike  winona_kirk  frank(startrek)  kirk/spock  kirk/omc  kirk/ofc  grieving!kirk  abused!kirk  drugged!kirk  kidnapped!kirk  tortured!kirk  lonely!kirk  bottom!kirk  protective!spock  protective!mccoy  guilty!uhura  asshole!winona  abusive!frank(startrek)  angst  grief  loneliness  misunderstanding  abuse:child(past)  kidnapping  drugs:nonconsensual  torture  clinic/hospital  kink:rimming  sex:rough  preslash  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:jezebel_rising  need:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
✢ Fingerprints of Forgotten Memories
“Jim presses his palm to his forehead, because suddenly there’s just a big fuzzy blip where the name of the planet used to be.” Mistakes that aren’t mistakes can snowball into something else entirely. (27,000 words) Sequel to Sealed by a Fragile Touch
  james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  spock  nyota_uhura  kirk/mccoy  kirk/ofc/omc  amnesiac!kirk  drugged!kirk  hurt!kirk  raped!kirk  asshole!mccoy  guilty!mccoy  protective!mccoy  protective!spock  understanding!spock  angst  hurt/comfort  misunderstanding  amnesia  noncon/dubcon  drugs:nonconsensual  mindmeld  established!relationship  series/verse  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:vixys  need:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
✢ The Prison of your Mind
"The kid takes him to the ground, hard and fast, and the knife punches right through his throat. The man gurgles and blood sprays, and the kid’s head snaps up, blond hair flying everywhere, as he gives the blade a final, savage, twist and pulls it free. He’d know those eyes anywhere. It’s Jim Kirk." (7460 words)
  james_kirk  nyota_uhura  leonard_mccoy  spock  hikaru_sulu  gen  bamf!kirk  smart!kirk  protective!kirk  hurt!kirk  abused!kirk  tortured!kirk  whipped!kirk  understanding!uhura  asshole!winona  pov:kirk  heartbreaking  angst  friendship  confession/secrets  tarsus_iv  abuse:child(past)  torture  whipping  hunger/starvation  fighting/sparring  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:eternalshewolf  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
✢ We Were a Different Story
"We were a different story. Not in love. Not soul mates, but fascinated nonetheless." (8000 words) Absolutely gorgeous.
  james_kirk  gaila  nyota_uhura  leonard_mccoy  kirk/gaila  pov:gaila  angst  character_study  heartbreaking  friendship  academy!fic  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:birddi  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
✢ Leave No Soul Behind
"If you're Starfleet, you spend your whole life wishing you never see an EPAS uniform right up until the moment they become your only hope. Whether you're dying a slow, cold death in space, or a long painful one on some godforsaken planet, they're going to come for you. So count your last breaths, son, and hold on tight. They leave no soul behind." (258,951 words)
  james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  pavel_chekov  gaila  christine_chapel  christopher_pike  hikaru_sulu  montgomery_scott  winona_kirk  spock(prime)  kirk/spock  kirk/ofc  mccoy/ofc  bamf!kirk  smart!kirk  protective!kirk  hurt!kirk  ptsd!kirk  pining!kirk  bottom!kirk  bamf!spock  protective!spock  hurt!spock  pining!spock  top!spock  friendship  action  military  ptsd  abuse:child(past)  misunderstanding  mindmeld  slowburn  pining  bonding/soulmates  hothothot  sex:rough  kink:manhandling  kink:switching  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  fandom:startrek(tos)  author:whochick  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
CMO Confidential
"McCoy becomes CMO and finds himself privy to confidential information in Jim's medical file. Starts just after the movie leaves off and continues until just after the Enterprise docks again." (55,246 words) Sequel: "Lead Me to Your Door"
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  christine_chapel  nyota_uhura  spock  christopher_pike  montgomery_scott  frank(startrek)  gen  hurt!kirk  understanding!mccoy  abusive!frank(startrek)  friendship  character_study  abuse:child(past)  clinic/hospital  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:shoreleave  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
✢ Though My Soul May Set In Darkness
"Six months into the Five Year Mission, the Enterprise has reached the outskirts of the known galaxy, and its Captain has fallen ill. With a growing sense of unease, and increasing desperation, Spock takes it upon himself to manage both the ship, and Jim’s failing health, determined to save them both. Because Khan’s blood was never going to be a permanent solution." (111,822 words)
  james_kirk  spock  nyota_uhura  leonard_mccoy  pavel_chekov  hikaru_sulu  frank(startrek)  kirk/spock  hurt!kirk  sick!kirk  pining!kirk  protective!spock  guilty!spock  hurt!spock  pining!spock  reluctant!spock  protective!mccoy  abusive!frank(startrek)  friendship  angst  mystery  misunderstanding  illness  abuse:child(past)  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  prostitution  noncon/dubcon  fighting/sparring  clinic/hospital  recovery  mindmeld  bonding/soulmates  pining  slowburn  hothothot  sex:pollen  sex:telepathic  kink:fuckordie  kink:somnophilia  kink:rimming  kink:switching  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:pastmydancingdays  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
Streetlight People
"AU. Strangers waitin up and down the boulevard, their shadows searchin' in the night. Streetlight people, living just to find emotion; hiding somewhere in the night." (54,009 words)
james_kirk  spock  nyota_uhura  gaila  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  kirk/omc  hooker!kirk  smart!kirk  hurt!kirk  pining!kirk  bottom!kirk  protective!spock  pining!spock  possessive!spock  top!spock  protective!mccoy  friendship  prostitution  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  tarsus_iv  confession/secrets  slowburn  pining  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:ladyblahblah 
july 2016 by elwarre
Break
"Alien slavebreakers are hired by parties unknown to torture Kirk. Gaila, Uhura and McCoy are forced to watch while frantically trying to get him and themselves out of this disaster." (13,500 words) Extremely graphic; heed the warnings.
james_kirk  gaila  nyota_uhura  leonard_mccoy  spock  kirk/gaila  kidnapped!kirk  hurt!kirk  tortured!kirk  raped!kirk  protective!gaila  understanding!gaila  dark  friendship  kidnapping  torture  noncon/dubcon  revenge  established!relationship  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:vaingirlfic  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
5x Spock melded w/Kirk & 1x Kirk melded w/Spock
"After that one meld with Other Spock, Jim Kirk is seriously obsessed by the thought that if Other Spock is really that fascinating, how much more awesome must his Spock be? Thus begins a journey of heartwarming epicness as Jim Kirk gets to know his Spock even better than he could ever imagine via meld after enticing meld." (45,519 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  hikaru_sulu  pavel_chekov  montgomery_scott  spock(prime)  kirk/spock  bamf!kirk  protective!kirk  clueless!kirk  hurt!kirk  drugged!kirk  pining!kirk  bottom!kirk  bamf!spock  protective!spock  pining!spock  top!spock  abusive!frank(startrek)  angst  humor  friendship  hurt/comfort  noncon/dubcon  fighting/sparring  telepathy  mindmeld  confession/secrets  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  abuse:child(past)  drugs:nonconsensual  slowburn  pining  bonding/soulmates  sex:telepathic  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:ksalterego  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
✢ The Morning After
"Jim convinces Spock to take shore leave with him on Risa, hoping the time together will help re-solidify their bond of friendship after some recent tension. Meanwhile, Spock convinces himself he's on Risa for one reason and one reason only, to prevent his wayward captain from getting into trouble. After a passionately illogical night of Romulan Ale and chocolate infused liquor, everything changes when Jim wakes with something other than a hangover filling his head. Something he's sure neither he nor Spock can handle. Because if Jim knows anything for sure, it's that his messed up thoughts belong nowhere near Spock's clean, ordered mind." (50,381 words)
  james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  kirk/spock  hurt!kirk  guilty!kirk  pining!kirk  bottom!kirk  protective!spock  understanding!spock  pining!spock  top!spock  angst  friendship  misunderstanding  abuse:child(past)  hunger/starvation  tarsus_iv  self_loathing  dreams/visions  telepathy  mindmeld  confession/secrets  pining  bonding/soulmates  hothothot  sex:telepathic  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:noodleinabarrel  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
✢ So Wise We Grow
"Commander Spock, we have located your son," the Vulcan lady on the screen says, which would be great, except Jim can tell by the look on Spock's face that he's never heard of this kid before in his life. "If it is expedient, the child will be sent to join you on the Enterprise within the week." (81,248 words) Kidfic but no mpreg
  james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  kirk/spock  kirk/omc  parent!kirk  smart!kirk  hurt!kirk  pining!kirk  parent!spock  protective!spock  jealous!spock  pining!spock  friendship  angst  action  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  dehydration/heatstroke  mindmeld  jealousy  pining  slowburn  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:deastar  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
Diplomatic Relations
Prompt: "Kirk turned tricks when he was younger, so when it becomes apparent that some seducing is needed, he volunteers. Spock is uneasy in the beginning and tries to reason with Kirk. And we all know how that goes." (13,636 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  frank(startrek)  kirk/spock/uhura  protective!kirk  hurt!kirk  abused!kirk  hooker!kirk  protective!spock  understanding!uhura  asshole!frank(startrek)  abusive!frank(startrek)  angst  hurt/comfort  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  prostitution  polyamory  kink:fuckordie  kink:threesome  first_time  series/verse  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:vaingirlfic  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre

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