elwarre + leonard_mccoy   93

Let Me Help
"The Narada incident has just been dealt with, and Kirk is realizing that he's in worse shape than he would like to admit." (111,306 words) Part 2 of Shades of Blue and Gold
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  kirk/mccoy  bamf!kirk  hurt!kirk  ptsd!kirk  guilty!spock  protective!spock  protective!mccoy  friendship  hurt/comfort  ptsd  abuse:child(past)  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  noncon/dubcon  recovery  slowburn  preslash  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:maifai 
9 weeks ago by elwarre
Five Space Pets Jim Brought Home and One Bones Let Him Keep
"Jim never really got to have a pet as a child and Leonard sympathizes, but this is starting to get ridiculous." (7314 words)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  hikaru_sulu  spock  kirk/mccoy  st:fiveyearmission  humor  crack  brainwashing/mindgames  sex:pollen  established!relationship  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:the_dala 
april 2018 by elwarre
✢ Once More Unto the Breach
"James Kirk was the rudest student Professor Heleine ever taught. He stomped out of the middle of the professor's lecture like he wasn't a mere cadet. Well, the professor was done putting up with him. If he couldn't sit through an expert lecture, then he should give the lecture about Tarsus. That would teach him some respect." (6296 words)
  james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  gen  academy!fic  confession/secrets  tarsus_iv  st:preseries(aos)  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:anescapefromreality 
january 2018 by elwarre
I'll Find My Soul As I Go Home
"Spock is a lonely post-graduate student at Columbia who is just coming to terms with being gay. Jim is a bright, vivacious young man with as many secrets as scars. They both find an outlet for their emotions in the alternative club scene in late 1980s Manhattan – and in each other. But will Jim’s dark past ruin the tenuous relationship they’ve built?" (33,135 words) Very interesting premise and solid writing, but the ending feels rushed and incomplete to me.
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  gaila  kirk/spock  homeless!kirk  streetkid!kirk  hooker!kirk  hurt!kirk  student!spock  protective!mccoy  angst  historical  homelessness  streetkids  abuse:child(past)  prostitution  underage  college  preslash  st:au:non-starfleet  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:rabidchild67  have:pdf 
october 2017 by elwarre
Knives in the Water
"When Leonard McCoy moved out the California to work with his idol, the last thing he expected was to get caught in the middle of a decade long mafia war." (18,618 words) Extra warning for a long torture scene near the end that was way too much for me. I ended up skipping most of it.
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  hikaru_sulu  spock  pavel_chekov  kirk/mccoy  mob!kirk  criminal!kirk  bamf!kirk  protective!kirk  top!kirk  doctor!mccoy  hurt!mccoy  kidnapped!mccoy  tortured!mccoy  pining!mccoy  reluctant!mccoy  bottom!mccoy  action  drama  criminals/mafia  kidnapping  torture  escape/rescue  pining  kink:manhandling  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  fandom:startrek(tos)  st:au:non-starfleet  author:green_postit 
october 2017 by elwarre
Cpt C. Pike and C/ J.T. Kirk’s guide to unexpected Co-Habitation
"When the Admiralty first delivered their ultimatum, Chris Pike didn't know who ought to be more offended; Jim Kirk, for being treated as if he were incapable of being independent despite being twenty-two and a certified genius; or Chris himself, for not getting any choice in who lived in his spare bed room for the next twelve months dammit! Or: Things Captain Christopher Pike learns about both himself and Cadet James T Kirk during their (not so) brief period of (initially) forced co-habitation." (77,767 words)
christopher_pike  james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  philip_boyce  kirk/mccoy  protective!pike  smart!kirk  sick!kirk  scarred!kirk  protective!mccoy  pov:pike  academy!fic  domesticity  angst  illness  scars  abuse:child(past)  tarsus_iv  preslash  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:insanesociopath 
october 2017 by elwarre
I Want to (be)Leave
"Jim follows his government official mother to New Mexico, and eventually finds himself working as a janitor in Area 51. He tries his best to ignore all the spooky alien nonsense around the base, and gets into some bar fights along the way. When he's saved from a kick to the stomach by a mysterious pointy-eared gentleman, he realizes that the man isn't just metaphorically out of this world." (15,540 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  winona_kirk  kirk/spock  janitor!kirk  schmoop  misunderstanding  abuse:child(past)  first_time  st:au:non-starfleet  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:spacegaysgalore 
october 2017 by elwarre
You're One of Us (You're Here to Stay)
“I know that what happened here… you’re not quite sure how to deal with it. And that’s ok, but I want you to understand something, alright?” Here he paused and looked at Jim, ducking his head as he tried to make eye contact. “Jim, look at me.” Jim did. “I want you to know that I would never hurt Joanna. Not ever.” “I know, Bones." “And I would never hurt you, either, kid.” (3428 words)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  joanna_mccoy  gen  protective!kirk  protective!mccoy  hurt/comfort  friendship  abuse:child(past)  academy!fic  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:beautygraceouterspace 
october 2017 by elwarre
Ask for It
"It all started with a slap on the ass in Medical. Luckily for Jim and Bones that isn't where it all ended." (40,848 words) Sweet and hot and fun.
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  gaila  kirk/mccoy  spanked!kirk  sub!kirk  bottom!kirk  dom!mccoy  top!mccoy  schmoop  pwp  hothothot  kink:rimming  kink:spanking  kink:bdsm  kink:holespanking  kink:fingering  kink:orgasmdenial  kink:switching  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:slashsailing  have:pdf 
may 2017 by elwarre
✢ Corazón
"Bones has this genteel southern refinement that can, and has, charmed the pants off anyone – well, except for Jim, but only because Jim’s seen him drunk off his ass and singing Take Me Home Tallulah and there’s no coming back from that." (3635 words) Sequel to Dímelo. Equally hot and also adorable.
  james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  kirk/mccoy  bottom!kirk  understanding!mccoy  top!mccoy  schmoop  hurt/comfort  hothothot  kink:rimming  kink:d/s  kink:prostatemassage  kink:sizekink  established!relationship  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:ladyflowdi  have:pdf 
may 2017 by elwarre
✢ Dímelo
"Jim wouldn’t have ever believed it in a million years if he hadn’t seen it for himself, hadn’t made the unfortunate life choice to go buy donuts and then decide to use the lock code Bones had given him for emergencies only Jim, and if you abuse that right I have no problem using your skinny ass as a pin cushion. Really, it’s his own fault he’d just walked right into the hottest thing he’d ever seen in his life." (3788 words) Um, so this is HOT.
  james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  kirk/mccoy  bottom!kirk  top!mccoy  pwp  hothothot  kink:sizekink  kink:dirtytalk  first_time  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:ladyflowdi  have:pdf 
may 2017 by elwarre
Standby
"He was glad Bones was dating again. He was. Really. But what Jim thought was good for Bones turned out to be oh, so wrong for Jim." (23,000 words)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  kirk/mccoy  mccoy/omc  hurt!kirk  clueless!kirk  jealous!kirk  bottom!kirk  pining!mccoy  protective!mccoy  top!mccoy  pov:kirk  angst  hurt/comfort  friendship  academy!fic  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  misunderstanding  clinic/hospital  slowburn  jealousy  pining  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:d8rkmessngr  have:pdf 
february 2017 by elwarre
A Monument to All Your Sins
"Two months after Jim is released from the hospital, an Admiral looking for some good Starfleet publicity orders him to retake the Kobayashi Maru." (9629 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  kirk/spock  bamf!kirk  smart!kirk  hurt!kirk  understanding!spock  protective!spock  pov:spock  character_study  friendship  hurt/comfort  recovery  established!relationship  st:intodarkness  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:sinestrated 
january 2017 by elwarre
✢ Papers in the Roadside
"Non-Starfleet AU. Jim owns a small bar in Chicago, keeps on picking up strays and taking care of everyone no matter how hard it makes his own life. Spock is a journalist writing feature articles for the Chicago Tribune; he depicts the world with uncanny skill, but hides more than one personal drama and is possibly under surveillance from the Vulcan royal family. They meet by accident just before their lives start to spin out of control." (49,637 words)
  james_kirk  spock  gaila  nyota_uhura  leonard_mccoy  pavel_chekov  hikaru_sulu  kirk/spock  bartender!kirk  orphan!kirk  pining!kirk  journalist!spock  angst  friendship  misunderstanding  industry:journalism  issues:class  slowburn  pining  kink:switching  first_time  st:au:non-starfleet  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:kianspo  have:pdf 
december 2016 by elwarre
Cardinal Rule
"The Enterprise is sent on a mission, one that is strikingly similar to Tarsus IV. Trapped on the warring planet, Kirk must struggle through his demons to keep Spock and his landing team safe. Meanwhile, Spock has recently found he has feelings for his captain and is determined to stay away. Can he when he sees Jim falling into the memories of his horrid past?" (117,960 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  kirk/spock  bamf!kirk  smart!kirk  hurt!kirk  ptsd!kirk  clueless!kirk  protective!spock  hurt!spock  tortured!spock  pining!spock  action  angst  hurt/comfort  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  noncon/dubcon  torture  ptsd  escape/rescue  slowburn  pining  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:sakuraminamio  have:pdf 
december 2016 by elwarre
If I'm Not in Charge
"Admiral Marcus takes advantage of Jim. Nobody notices." (6174 words) Note that the kinks I've tagged for this story are dark and nonconsensual, not kinky.
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  spock  alexander_marcus  kirk/marcus  hurt!kirk  raped!kirk  clueless!mccoy  protective!spock  pov:kirk  academy!fic  angst  hurt/comfort  friendship  noncon/dubcon  abuse:child(past)  tarsus_iv  kink:toys  kink:humiliation  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:s0mmerspr0ssen 
november 2016 by elwarre
To Hell With Butterflies
"McCoy is injured on an away mission and finds himself back in time, rescued by a pre-teen Jim Kirk. He has to decide whether to take Jim away from his hellish childhood or let events play themselves out." (9000 words, incomplete)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  frank(startrek)  gen  hurt!kirk  abused!kirk  timetraveler!mccoy  protective!mccoy  hurt!mccoy  abusive!frank(startrek)  pov:mccoy  hurt/comfort  timetravel  abuse:child  noncon/dubcon  escape/rescue  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:beamirang  wip 
november 2016 by elwarre
Twice Shy
Prompt: "Bones is a werewolf.The moment he meant James Kirk, got a good whiff of his scent, he knew he was fucked. He had thought those stories about werewolves scenting their mate were all bullshit. But the stories about mating for life have got to be fake, right? Right?" (20,000 words)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  spock  pavel_chekov  hikaru_sulu  kirk/mccoy  spock/uhura  clueless!kirk  kidnapped!kirk  hurt!kirk  tortured!kirk  bottom!kirk  werewolf!mccoy  protective!mccoy  possessive!mccoy  jealous!mccoy  pining!mccoy  top!mccoy  angst  humor  hurt/comfort  werewolves  confession/secrets  kidnapping  torture  escape/rescue  jealousy  pining  bonding/soulmates  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:sarkasticfics 
october 2016 by elwarre
✢ b song
“There's moments in your life that make you, that set the course of who you're gonna be. Sometimes they're little, subtle moments. Sometimes they're not. I'll show you what I mean.” This is the story of Jim Kirk, not as he might have been in another world, but who he is becoming in this one; and these are the people and encounters that change him along the way. (51,000 words)
  james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  winona_kirk  gaila  spock  samuel_kirk  kevin_riley  thomas_leighton  kodos  frank(startrek)  gary_mitchell  christopher_pike  george_kirk  kirk/mccoy  kirk/leighton  kirk/mitchell  kirk/gaila  mccoy/ofc  winona/george  smart!kirk  protective!kirk  hacker!kirk  hurt!kirk  abused!kirk  grieving!kirk  pining!kirk  bottom!kirk  understanding!mccoy  jealous!mccoy  top!mitchell  grieving!winona  abusive!frank(startrek)  pov:winona  pov:kirk  character_study  angst  academy!fic  friendship  grief  abuse:child  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  prostitution  languages:multiple  underage  pining  jealousy  kink:rimming  kink:voyeurism  kink:switching  first_time  st:preseries(aos)  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:ladybugkay  need:pdf 
october 2016 by elwarre
Tiny Grownup
"Joanna McCoy has to testify against her stepfather in an abuse case and has a minor breakdown. Jim Kirk talks to her, revealing more than he might have planned to do." (1994 words) First in the Tiny Grownup series, subsequent entries linked
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  joanna_mccoy  kirk/mccoy  understanding!kirk  protective!mccoy  pov:joanna_mccoy  abuse:child  confession/secrets  preslash  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:avidita  have:pdf 
october 2016 by elwarre
Antigravity
"Five times Spock was surprised by the brilliance of Kirk's mind, and one time he totally saw it coming." (9727 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  smart!kirk  protective!kirk  hurt!kirk  protective!spock  character_study  mindmeld  telepathy  bonding/soulmates  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:sinestrated 
september 2016 by elwarre
A Beautiful(ly Illogical) Mind
"Jim never takes up Pike's dare to do better. Close-canon movie AU, with touches of Good Will Hunting." (8233 words) Part 1 of the Illogical series
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  gaila  nyota_uhura  pavel_chekov  kirk/spock  smart!kirk  bamf!kirk  bartender!kirk  bottom!kirk  professor!spock  top!spock  academy!fic  friendship  sex:rough  sex:shower  first_time  series/verse  st:preseries(aos)  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:waldorph  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
Refractions
"Two separate parallel universes merge with their own as the Enterprise is sent to an unknown planet where a dangerous phenomenon is destroying ships and expanding outward." (25,000 words plus ficlets) Coming up with accurate tags tags for this one is tricky due to the parallel universe issue. :) Note that the noncon is past, not between main characters, and non-graphic.
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  kirk/spock  bamf!kirk  dark!kirk  tortured!kirk  bamf!spock  protective!spock  dark!spock  altered!reality  action  torture  mindmeld  noncon/dubcon  bonding/soulmates  first_time  established!relationship  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:bigmamag 
september 2016 by elwarre
✢ For Gladness of You
"In which shit goes down in no particular order: Jim almost starts a war, Spock gets tortured, Jim gets kidnapped, Jim gets tortured, Spock gets not-quite-kidnapped, Jim takes the Enterprise joyriding, and mysterious Vulcans with their even more mysterious leader hop a ride for a few weeks. But that’s not what the story’s about. It’s about this: Jim was always going to fall in love with Spock – boldly, recklessly. He just didn’t expect to stay that way. A story about getting over all that." (51,055 words) This is perfect in every way.
  james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  hikaru_sulu  pavel_chekov  nyota_uhura  christopher_pike  sybok  kirk/spock  hurt!kirk  kidnapped!kirk  tortured!kirk  protective!spock  musician!spock  pov:kirk  character_study  music/dance  abuse:child(past)  hunger/starvation  tarsus_iv  kidnapping  torture  dehydration/heatstroke  fighting/sparring  mindmeld  hothothot  sex:rough  kink:rimming  kink:switching  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:kariye  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
Journey From Babel
"The Enterprise has dropped off the diplomats on Babel... but the events of the journey there have repercussions. First printed 1987 in Enterprise Incidents 8." (5245 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  gen  hurt!kirk  sick!kirk  grieving!kirk  protective!kirk  sick!spock  protective!spock  friendship  hurt/comfort  grief  illness  recovery  clinic/hospital  st:season:2  st:ep:2.10(journey_from_babel)  fandom:startrek(tos)  author:sheila_clark 
september 2016 by elwarre
Signed, Sealed, Delivered (I'm Yours)
"In which Spock contemplates the laws of attraction and realizes what a slippery slope that is only after he has already fallen. There's no help for him now." (10,927 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  bamf!kirk  hurt!kirk  pining!spock  pov:spock  character_study  fighting/sparring  pining  slowburn  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:kianspo 
september 2016 by elwarre
We Pick Ourselves Undone
"Jim meets the Commander of the Yorktown. Commander Frank Finnegan. Frank. How the hell could he have forgotten that? The man met Winona Kirk at a conference on a starship for god's sake, of course he’s a member of the goddamn ‘fleet." (6037 words) The author has this tagged as Kirk/Mccoy, but it read to me like gen (possibly light preslash if I missed something)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  frank(startrek)  kirk/mccoy  gen  hurt!kirk  protective!mccoy  guilty!frank(startrek)  hurt/comfort  friendship  abuse:child(past)  preslash  st:beyond  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:mellaithwen 
september 2016 by elwarre
✢ Shine Like the Sun
"Prompt-fill. An accident leaves Spock with amnesia. His last memory is bringing a cadet up on charges for cheating on the Kobayashi Maru - a cadet who, to his disgust, is now his bondmate." (25,000 words)
  james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  spock(prime)  nyota_uhura  kirk/spock  protective!kirk  hurt!kirk  bottom!kirk  amnesiac!spock  asshole!spock  guilty!spock  top!spock  heartbreaking  angst  hurt/comfort  amnesia  self_loathing  bonding/soulmates  pon_farr  established!relationship  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:kyliselle 
september 2016 by elwarre
✢ The Lotus Eaters
"Stranded on the planet Sigma Nox while searching for a missing away team, Spock and Kirk find themselves pitted against a disturbing native life form. With the captain out of commission on a regular basis and Spock struggling to preserve his stoicism, staying alive is difficult enough – but when a slim chance for escape surfaces, their resolve is truly put to the test. Together they must fight for survival in the heart of an alien jungle, and in the process, uncover the mystery of the planet’s past. Slow build K/S." (93,594 words)
  james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  hurt!kirk  protective!kirk  sick!kirk  drugged!kirk  pining!kirk  bottom!kirk  protective!spock  hurt!spock  top!spock  pov:kirk  pov:spock  action  addiction  illness  jungle  slowburn  pining  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:aldora89  need:pdf 
august 2016 by elwarre
Leonard McCoy's Guide to Keeping a Friend
"Leonard came to Starfleet with nothing except a half-finished degree and an empty bottle of cheap booze. It took him months to realize he had a best friend waiting in the wings for him to get his act together. Or: How Leonard made a best friend by being an unobservant but decent person and how his conscience wouldn't let him be undeserving of the kid's freak affection." (18,889 words) First in a series
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  christopher_pike  kirk/mccoy  protective!kirk  drugged!kirk  protective!mccoy  pov:mccoy  academy!fic  friendship  confession/secrets  drugs:nonconsensual  tarsus_iv  slowburn  preslash  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:facelesshellion 
august 2016 by elwarre
She's the One They Call Old Whatsername
"You gotta plant your flag in the dirt and declare victory on your own terms. The winner is whoever survives long enough to write the history books." (Always-a-girl!Kirk.) (9599 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  girl!kirk  bamf!kirk  pov:kirk  character_study  genderswap  issues:gender/sexuality  issues:sexism  tarsus_iv  abuse:child(past)  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:kaydeefalls 
august 2016 by elwarre
Don't Tell Me You're Sorry
"Sometimes he meant it, sometimes he didn't, but she hoped beyond anything that he knew hers was genuine. Or, five times Jim Kirk owed Nyota Uhura an apology, and one time she owed him one in return." (5355 words) Third in the Sorry, Not Sorry series
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  gen  hurt!kirk  ptsd!kirk  protective!mccoy  clueless!uhura  guilty!uhura  angst  friendship  hurt/comfort  pranks  ptsd  tarsus_iv  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:sadieyuki 
august 2016 by elwarre
All in Good Fun
"It's all in good fun until someone gets hurt. Or, five times the crew played a prank on their captain, and one time it went too far." (4306 words) Second in the Sorry, Not Sorry series
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  hikaru_sulu  gen  ptsd!kirk  understanding!mccoy  clueless!uhura  humor  angst  pranks  ptsd  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:sadieyuki 
august 2016 by elwarre
The World May Never Know
"How many lies does it take to get to the center of a Jim Kirk? Or, five times Jim Kirk hid the truth from Leonard McCoy, and one time he finally opened up." (9558 words) First in the Sorry, Not Sorry series
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  kirk/mccoy  hurt!kirk  ptsd!kirk  clueless!mccoy  understanding!mccoy  angst  friendship  hurt/comfort  academy!fic  confession/secrets  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  torture  ptsd  preslash  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:sadieyuki 
august 2016 by elwarre
Convergence
"Christopher Pike wasn't supposed to be in Iowa, but there he was, weighing his future against scales that would never balance. Jim Kirk had given up on his future long ago. Leonard McCoy's past had been pulled out from underneath him, and he was ready to let his future go with it. Paths converge in the least likely places as three people realize that their futures are what they make of them." (20,867 words) First in the Academy Series
james_kirk  christopher_pike  leonard_mccoy  gen  academy!fic  character_study  angst  fighting/sparring  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:mijan 
august 2016 by elwarre
The Sum of its Parts
"The Casari homeworld is a place that has yet to become unified. The people are ready to join the Federation, but one rebel faction will do anything to stop it. Anything, including capturing a starship captain and his first officer. With Kirk's memory damaged and Spock's mental shields shattered, escape is unlikely. It won't stop them from trying." (42,000 words) Ambiguous ending.
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  hurt!kirk  kidnapped!kirk  interrogated!kirk  tortured!kirk  amnesiac!kirk  protective!spock  kidnapped!spock  hurt!spock  tortured!spock  hypothermic!spock  angst  action  amnesia  kidnapping  interrogation  torture  brainwashing/mindgames  hypothermia  escape/rescue  telepathy  mindmeld  recovery  sex:telepathic  first_time  preslash  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:jbmcdragon 
august 2016 by elwarre
Antithesis
"Kirk is given an assignment he isn't sure he'll ever be able to finish. "What would you have done differently in the situation on Tarsus IV?" His childhood nightmare double-spaced in twelve-point font." (shortish)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  ptsd!kirk  guilty!spock  understanding!spock  angst  hurt/comfort  academy!fic  tarsus_iv  ptsd  preslash  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:annenburg 
august 2016 by elwarre
Not in Our Stars
"Written for a prompt requesting a fic in which brilliant young medical student Leonard McCoy volunteers for a Doctors Without Borders-type organization and ends up helping with the rescue efforts on Tarsus IV, where he meets a teenage, traumatized Jim Kirk, who will, for whatever reason, allow only McCoy to treat him. I have played fast and loose with TOS information about Tarsus IV and its location, making it closer to Earth so that McCoy could feasibly make it there and back in one summer." (36,308 words)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  thomas_leighton  gen  protective!kirk  bamf!kirk  hurt!kirk  abused!kirk  drugged!kirk  ptsd!kirk  protective!mccoy  angst  hurt/comfort  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  abuse:child  noncon/dubcon  drugs:nonconsensual  ptsd  escape/rescue  recovery  clinic/hospital  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:emluv 
august 2016 by elwarre
Foundations
"Amanda only wanted what was best for her son, and after Sarek’s death, she was certain that Vulcan was not it. However, she had never expected it to be Iowa either, or rather, a poor little boy from Riverside." (44,819 words)
james_kirk  spock  amanda_grayson  winona_kirk  samuel_kirk  leonard_mccoy  frank(startrek)  kirk/spock  kirk/omc  abused!kirk  lonely!kirk  jealous!kirk  jealous!spock  virgin!spock  neglectful!winona  friendship  character_study  academy!fic  grief  loneliness  abuse:child  resentment  jealousy  kink:virginity  first_time  st:preseries(aos)  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:notboldly 
august 2016 by elwarre
Master of a Nothing Place
"spock is stripped of his logic on an away mission gone bad and turns feral, incredibly violent and utterly brutal. when he comes across jim, though, he is possessive, protective, and even affectionate." (6643 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  bottom!kirk  feral!spock  protective!spock  possessive!spock  top!spock  action  cabin/wilderness  hothothot  kink:manhandling  sex:rough  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:strzyga 
august 2016 by elwarre
TLC
Prompt: "One day, out of the blue, a headache starts creeping in on Kirk. At first he ignores it, but it starts to interfere with his work. Pills don't help, sleep doesn't help, and it only gets worse. Eventually, someone offers more personal care. How it goes from there is up in the air. Mindmeld cure? Scalp massage? Sex to release endorphins? One day it just goes away but hey he's got someone waiting on him all the time? Something more serious and angsty? Something completely different?" (2120 words)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  kirk/mccoy  hurt!kirk  sick!kirk  protective!mccoy  hurt/comfort  illness  clinic/hospital  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:dancinbutterfly 
august 2016 by elwarre
Nothing Like a Love Story
"Maybe I can help you out with something else?" Jim offered, turning on the flirty charm. He didn't lay it on thick; afraid the guy might latch onto one of the second thoughts so obviously racing through his mind and leave him on the curb. (longish oneshot) Some dark themes not totally worked out.
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  kirk/mccoy  hooker!kirk  homeless!kirk  hurt!kirk  abused!kirk  bottom!kirk  protective!mccoy  top!mccoy  angst  prostitution  homelessness  abuse:child(past)  underage  sex:rough  kink:bdsm  first_time  st:au:non-starfleet  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:calicokat 
august 2016 by elwarre
✢ Decimation
"Spock is pretty much doomed the minute Jane realizes that the fatshirt is incredibly slutty, and also regulation." (8744 words) I did not expect to like this as much as I did. It's fantastic.
  james_kirk  spock  nyota_uhura  leonard_mccoy  hikaru_sulu  winona_kirk  pavel_chekov  kirk/spock  girl!kirk  humor  pwp  genderswap  bonding/soulmates  pon_farr  hothothot  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:waldorph 
july 2016 by elwarre
I'd Lie
"Bones has loved Jim Kirk almost from the start. That doesn't mean he'll admit it to anyone other than himself. Fortunately for him, it looks like he doesn't need to." (30,211 words)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  christopher_pike  spock  nyota_uhura  winona_kirk  samuel_kirk  hikaru_sulu  kirk/mccoy  smart!kirk  clueless!kirk  pining!mccoy  angst  hurt/comfort  friendship  academy!fic  confession/secrets  tarsus_iv  noncon/dubcon  hunger/starvation  birthday/holiday  pining  slowburn  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:anonymous 
july 2016 by elwarre
Long Way Home
"Apparently my brain can break Jim Kirk, too. The fic is mostly Jim centric, with a couple barrels of angst thrown in as Jim feels his way into being a captain and gaining friends. I wrote this drunk (yes, all of it), so I blame vodka for this mess, yes I do. Also, since I can’t find the stepdad’s last name, I gave him the last name of the guy who did his voice over from the film. Also? I loathe the character Winona Kirk’s actress plays on House. Loathe. Hence the bashing." (mid-length)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  spock(prime)  pavel_chekov  christopher_pike  winona_kirk  frank(startrek)  kirk/spock  kirk/omc  kirk/ofc  grieving!kirk  abused!kirk  drugged!kirk  kidnapped!kirk  tortured!kirk  lonely!kirk  bottom!kirk  protective!spock  protective!mccoy  guilty!uhura  asshole!winona  abusive!frank(startrek)  angst  grief  loneliness  misunderstanding  abuse:child(past)  kidnapping  drugs:nonconsensual  torture  clinic/hospital  kink:rimming  sex:rough  preslash  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:jezebel_rising  need:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
✢ Fingerprints of Forgotten Memories
“Jim presses his palm to his forehead, because suddenly there’s just a big fuzzy blip where the name of the planet used to be.” Mistakes that aren’t mistakes can snowball into something else entirely. (27,000 words) Sequel to Sealed by a Fragile Touch
  james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  spock  nyota_uhura  kirk/mccoy  kirk/ofc/omc  amnesiac!kirk  drugged!kirk  hurt!kirk  raped!kirk  asshole!mccoy  guilty!mccoy  protective!mccoy  protective!spock  understanding!spock  angst  hurt/comfort  misunderstanding  amnesia  noncon/dubcon  drugs:nonconsensual  mindmeld  established!relationship  series/verse  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:vixys  need:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
✢ Sealed By a Fragile Touch
“He’s not leaving Bones behind on some godforsaken desert planet with nothing but the dead for company.” Time moves on, wherever you are, but the question is, how fast? Kirk/Bones. (12,300 words) Sequel: Fingerprints of Forgotten Memories
  james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  spock  kirk/mccoy  protective!kirk  hurt!mccoy  lonely!mccoy  angst  hurt/comfort  abandonment  dehydration/heatstroke  loneliness  touchstarvation  escape/rescue  established!relationship  series/verse  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:vixys  need:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
Long Road Home
“It’s the greatest ship ever built.” His voice cracks, and he tells himself it’s because he’s been speaking for probably days now and he’s thirsty and his throat is probably bleeding and Bones will kill him, goddamit, Jim – A tear leaks out of the corner of his eye. “I want to go home.” He whispers. (3978 words)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  gen  hurt!kirk  tortured!kirk  hallucinating!kirk  protective!mccoy  pov:kirk  angst  friendship  torture  hallucinations  escape/rescue  clinic/hospital  recovery  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:eternalshewolf  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
✢ The Prison of your Mind
"The kid takes him to the ground, hard and fast, and the knife punches right through his throat. The man gurgles and blood sprays, and the kid’s head snaps up, blond hair flying everywhere, as he gives the blade a final, savage, twist and pulls it free. He’d know those eyes anywhere. It’s Jim Kirk." (7460 words)
  james_kirk  nyota_uhura  leonard_mccoy  spock  hikaru_sulu  gen  bamf!kirk  smart!kirk  protective!kirk  hurt!kirk  abused!kirk  tortured!kirk  whipped!kirk  understanding!uhura  asshole!winona  pov:kirk  heartbreaking  angst  friendship  confession/secrets  tarsus_iv  abuse:child(past)  torture  whipping  hunger/starvation  fighting/sparring  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:eternalshewolf  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
✢ The Reminders of Yesterday
"During a routine mission, two years after the Narada incident, the Enterprise beams its Captain and away-team back from an uninhabited planet, only to find them drastically altered. With disturbing information being discovered at every turn, and cryptic hints from a defensive teenager named JT, Spock and Bones realise that not all is what it appears, both with the planet they are investigating and the Captain they thought they knew...." (23,145 words) Kidfic, in a way. Heartbreaking and wonderful.
  james_kirk  pavel_chekov  leonard_mccoy  spock  hikaru_sulu  gen  deaged!kirk  hurt!kirk  protective!kirk  deaged!chekov  friendship  character_study  heartbreaking  deathfic  homelessness  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:nibelethe  need:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
✢ We Were a Different Story
"We were a different story. Not in love. Not soul mates, but fascinated nonetheless." (8000 words) Absolutely gorgeous.
  james_kirk  gaila  nyota_uhura  leonard_mccoy  kirk/gaila  pov:gaila  angst  character_study  heartbreaking  friendship  academy!fic  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:birddi  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
✢ A Hundred Days (and Counting)
"Jim is like quicksilver. He’s constantly moving, always on the go, always two steps ahead of everybody and always out of reach. He’s not something to have. He’s not somebody you could ever own or call yours. Jim is just made to let go, and letting go is the one thing McCoy sucks at the most. But maybe, McCoy realizes, Jim doesn’t want to let him go either." (29,811 words) Part of the Unaware Verse
  james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  christopher_pike  kirk/mccoy  hurt!kirk  protective!mccoy  pov:mccoy  angst  friendship  domesticity  academy!fic  preslash  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:hope_calaris  author:rei17  need:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
Solitary Confinement
"He calls this side of himself Spock. Kirk is entirely robotic and emotionless, claiming to be a -- an alien, actually. On his crew. Kirk goes into this mode when he's having his bad days, where every bad thing can be explained logically. He makes observations about other people without ever really caring how it affects them, pointing out flaws, and merely wrapping it up with a muttered 'fascinating...' as he wanders off. Bones hates Spock. Hates it when this side takes the life out of those pretty blue eyes." (oneshot, sort of an unfinished feel to it, but it's not posted as a WIP) The noncon is not explicit or between the main pairing.
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  kirk/mccoy  ptsd!kirk  hallucinating!kirk  dark!mccoy  dark  mental_institution  hallucinations  ptsd  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  illness:mental  roommates  preslash  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:chasingthewinds 
july 2016 by elwarre
✢ Leave No Soul Behind
"If you're Starfleet, you spend your whole life wishing you never see an EPAS uniform right up until the moment they become your only hope. Whether you're dying a slow, cold death in space, or a long painful one on some godforsaken planet, they're going to come for you. So count your last breaths, son, and hold on tight. They leave no soul behind." (258,951 words)
  james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  pavel_chekov  gaila  christine_chapel  christopher_pike  hikaru_sulu  montgomery_scott  winona_kirk  spock(prime)  kirk/spock  kirk/ofc  mccoy/ofc  bamf!kirk  smart!kirk  protective!kirk  hurt!kirk  ptsd!kirk  pining!kirk  bottom!kirk  bamf!spock  protective!spock  hurt!spock  pining!spock  top!spock  friendship  action  military  ptsd  abuse:child(past)  misunderstanding  mindmeld  slowburn  pining  bonding/soulmates  hothothot  sex:rough  kink:manhandling  kink:switching  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  fandom:startrek(tos)  author:whochick  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
Lead Me to Your Door
"An in-depth look at what happens to Jim in the wake of a violent attack by terrorists. Rape and its aftermath, and the process of recovery." (20,560 words) Sequel to CMO Confidential.
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  spock  kirk/mccoy  bamf!kirk  protective!kirk  hurt!kirk  tortured!kirk  raped!kirk  protective!mccoy  understanding!mccoy  angst  hurt/comfort  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  torture  recovery  clinic/hospital  established!relationship  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:shoreleave  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
CMO Confidential
"McCoy becomes CMO and finds himself privy to confidential information in Jim's medical file. Starts just after the movie leaves off and continues until just after the Enterprise docks again." (55,246 words) Sequel: "Lead Me to Your Door"
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  christine_chapel  nyota_uhura  spock  christopher_pike  montgomery_scott  frank(startrek)  gen  hurt!kirk  understanding!mccoy  abusive!frank(startrek)  friendship  character_study  abuse:child(past)  clinic/hospital  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:shoreleave  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
We Two Alone
"Academy fic. Dr. Leonard McCoy thinks he has nothing in common with command-track cadet Jim Kirk, until a series of events forces them together. When a simple training mission is derailed into a seemingly hopeless situation, both have to learn to trust one another, and they’ll need all their wits and survival skills to stay alive." (101,877 words)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  christopher_pike  gen  smart!kirk  sick!kirk  kidnapped!kirk  slave!kirk  hurt!kirk  hypothermic!kirk  kidnapped!mccoy  slave!mccoy  pov:kirk  pov:mccoy  friendship  academy!fic  illness  tarsus_iv  pirates  kidnapping  slavery  escape/rescue  cabin/wilderness  hunger/starvation  dehydration/heatstroke  hypothermia  clinic/hospital  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:shoreleave  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
✢ Though My Soul May Set In Darkness
"Six months into the Five Year Mission, the Enterprise has reached the outskirts of the known galaxy, and its Captain has fallen ill. With a growing sense of unease, and increasing desperation, Spock takes it upon himself to manage both the ship, and Jim’s failing health, determined to save them both. Because Khan’s blood was never going to be a permanent solution." (111,822 words)
  james_kirk  spock  nyota_uhura  leonard_mccoy  pavel_chekov  hikaru_sulu  frank(startrek)  kirk/spock  hurt!kirk  sick!kirk  pining!kirk  protective!spock  guilty!spock  hurt!spock  pining!spock  reluctant!spock  protective!mccoy  abusive!frank(startrek)  friendship  angst  mystery  misunderstanding  illness  abuse:child(past)  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  prostitution  noncon/dubcon  fighting/sparring  clinic/hospital  recovery  mindmeld  bonding/soulmates  pining  slowburn  hothothot  sex:pollen  sex:telepathic  kink:fuckordie  kink:somnophilia  kink:rimming  kink:switching  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:pastmydancingdays  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
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