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✢ Tenuous
"Neil Josten is trying to learn to be a normal person. He has an apartment and a cat. He goes to therapy every Wednesday. He has friends and attends their study group regularly. He eats lunch with his best friend's brother. The hardest part is letting people in, but he thinks that one day he'll get there." (7341 words)
  neil_josten  andrew_minyard  aaron_minyard  neil/andrew  ptsd!neil  understanding!aaron  pov:neil  character_study  friendship  illness:mental  ptsd  mpd/did  abuse:child(past)  recovery  college  preslash  aftg:au:different!path  fandom:allforthegame  author:undertow 
may 2018 by elwarre
Red Towels AU
"The parallel universe where the curtains are the same colour, but the towels are stained with red because Isak’s mom isn’t all that nice." (7900 words - series)
isak_valtersen  even_bech_naesheim  jonas_vasquez  isak/even  hurt!isak  abused!isak  protective!even  pov:isak  angst  hurt/comfort  abuse:child  illness:mental  established!relationship  series/verse  fandom:skam  author:dutten 
april 2018 by elwarre
Please Hurry Leave Me, I Can't Breathe
"For the first time in his goddamn life, Isak is focusing on himself. Trusting people, loving people, has never worked out well for him anyway. The last thing he needs is Even, who looks at him like he sees right through him, like Isak is worthy of something more. Or, a yearlong look at something wholly unexpected but feels a lot like meant to be." (27,379 words)
isak_valtersen  even_bech_naesheim  eva_mohn  jonas_vasquez  isak/even  student!isak  reluctant!isak  hurt!isak  bottom!isak  student!even  pining!even  protective!even  top!even  pov:isak  schmoop  angst  hurt/comfort  abuse:domestic(past)  illness:mental  college  slowburn  pining  first_time  skam:au:different!meeting  fandom:skam  author:cosetties  have:pdf 
april 2018 by elwarre
I Wanna Hold You Like You're Mine
"I'm sorry? Who are you? And how would you know if Isak was really gay?" "I’m Even, and how about because I'm his fucking boyfriend?" Huh. This was news to Isak. (24,360 words)
isak_valtersen  even_bech_naesheim  emma_larzen  isak/even  student!isak  ptsd!isak  pining!isak  student!even  protective!even  understanding!even  pining!even  asshole!emma(skam)  angst  schmoop  friendship  theater  highschool  illness:mental  ptsd  abuse:child(past)  pretend!relationship  pining  first_time  skam:au:boarding_school  fandom:skam  author:giraffingallday  have:pdf 
march 2018 by elwarre
“You don’t really want to date me, Even. Believe me,” Isak says. “I don’t?” Isak just shakes his head. There’s nothing for him to offer a guy like Even. He should be treated like royalty, pampered every day. That’s never going to be Isak. He doesn’t have that kind of affection in him anymore. There’s nothing left. (104,140 words)
isak_valtersen  even_bech_naesheim  isak/even  student!isak  addict!isak  top!isak  student!even  bottom!even  pov:isak  pov:even  schmoop  angst  hurt/comfort  illness:mental  self_loathing  drugs:recreational  addiction  homophobia  abuse:child(past)  confession/secrets  college  hothothot  kink:fingering  kink:rimming  kink:switching  first_time  series/verse  skam:au:different!meeting  fandom:skam  author:nofeartina 
march 2018 by elwarre
✢ An Equal and Opposite Reaction
"Meeting each other's parents doesn't go well. It doesn't go badly, either. It just sort of... goes." (46,672 words) Just wonderful.
  isak_valtersen  even_bech_naesheim  eskild_tryggvason  isak/even  understanding!isak  understanding!even  pov:isak  angst  illness:mental  established!relationship  fandom:skam  author:junkshopdisco  have:pdf 
march 2018 by elwarre
All That You Can't Leave Behind
"Isak looks at Even, with that soft and quiet adoration, the way he used to look at Jonas. This should be a good thing, right? No straight guy wants their best friend to be in love with them. Or: Jonas finds himself in a downward spiral when he realises his feelings for Isak were never purely platonic. When a painful event from their first year rears its ugly head, he manipulates the situation to his advantage." (107,802 words)
isak_valtersen  jonas_vasquez  even_bech_naesheim  eva_mohn  chris_schistad  isak/even  hurt!jonas  guilty!jonas  pining!jonas  jealous!jonas  asshole!jonas  addict!jonas  hurt!isak  raped!isak  ptsd!isak  protective!even  pov:jonas  angst  dark  hurt/comfort  friendship  noncon/dubcon  brainwashing/mindgames  abuse:emotional/psychological  drugs:recreational  addiction  illness:mental  ptsd  jealousy  unrequited  homophobia  self_loathing  selfharm  recovery  established!relationship  fandom:skam  author:disconight  have:pdf 
march 2018 by elwarre
✢ Headed Straight for the Castle
"Isak is the heir to the throne of one of the most powerful nations in the world, but he would rather be anyone else. Being a prince, growing up in the public eye, never making any choices of his own - it’s all been overwhelming. After sneaking out one night, he meets a college student that makes him smile for what feels like the first time. Can he cling to this one point of normality? And will his family - and the tabloids - find out the truth?" (62,161 words)
  isak_valtersen  even_bech_naesheim  eva_mohn  eskild_tryggvason  vilde_lien  isak/even  royalty!isak  undercover!isak  hurt!isak  abused!isak  depressed!isak  student!even  protective!even  angst  hurt/comfort  homophobia  issues:gender/sexuality  issues:class  politics  abuse:child  illness:mental  depression  escape/rescue  first_time  skam:au:historical/fantasy  fandom:skam  author:boxesofflowers  author:eeyoreneedsahug  author:safficwriter  have:pdf 
march 2018 by elwarre
A Mental Archive of Love Unwanted
“You’re in love with him,” Isak says. “And he doesn’t know.” He thinks about denying it, to shrug it off like he has so many times before, but in the end, he’s too tired to lie and the fact is, he doesn’t want to. “I’m in love with him,” Even says, slumping back into the sofa. “And he doesn’t know.” Even moves into a new flat, gains new friends and tries not to have his heart broken. He nails the first two. (71,069 words) First in the series: Before, During, and After.
isak_valtersen  even_bech_naesheim  sana_bakkoush  linn_hansen  isak/even  clueless!isak  pining!isak  clueless!even  jealous!even  pining!even  pov:even  angst  schmoop  friendship  domesticity  misunderstanding  illness:mental  roommates  unrequited  slowburn  jealousy  pining  first_time  series/verse  skam:au:different!meeting  fandom:skam  author:chevythunder  have:pdf 
march 2018 by elwarre
Latchkey Child
The segment’s title declared EXY’S DARLINGS - WHERE WILL THEY GO FROM HERE? in a yellow banner along the television screen's bottom. It was a spotlight feature on where Kevin Day and Riko Moriyama were planning to go after their high school graduation. Of course they were expected to join the best, but a few reporters speculated on favoritism from the Raven’s coach if they signed on at Edgar Allan, and if that’d impact the Exy prodigies’ relationships with their potential teammates. Usually his mother would box his ears for looking at anything Exy-related, but he changed the channel long before her shower finished, the black ink on a younger Day’s cheekbone haunting him worse than the date in the corner. (Neil wakes up seven years younger, and, slowly, takes matters into his own hands.) (31,338 words) Not sure how to tag this one, because I'm not sure I really get it, but I enjoyed it.
neil_josten  andrew_minyard  mary_hatford  neil/andrew  timetraveler!neil  protective!neil  altered!reality  timetravel  highschool  illness:mental  slowburn  preslash  aftg:au:different!path  fandom:allforthegame  author:saul  have:pdf 
january 2018 by elwarre
Me, Myself, and I
"Harry has had a hard life, harder than anyone knows, even himself. What happens when Snape finds out that Harry's mind couldn't take the strain and fractured, leaving the BWL with MPD? PreHBP." (65,691 words)
harry_potter  severus_snape  hermione_granger  draco_malfoy  ron_weasley  albus_dumbledore  gen  bamf!harry  hurt!harry  abused!harry  grieving!harry  clueless!harry  kidnapped!harry  tortured!harry  protective!severus  kidnapped!severus  dark!ron  friendship  action  angst  abuse:child  illness:mental  mpd/did  grief  confession/secrets  kidnapping  torture  escape/rescue  recovery  revenge  hp:year6  fandom:harrypotter  author:emysabath 
may 2017 by elwarre
"Q, the Quartermaster of MI6, has dissociative identity disorder." (3815 words)
q(bond)  james_bond  m(bond)  q/bond  understanding!bond  illness:mental  mpd/did  first_time  fandom:bond  author:jen 
january 2017 by elwarre
Imperfect Timing
"In which Coulson's brain operates like a) a steel trap (sometimes) and b) a Swiss stopwatch (always), Clint is kind of messed up, and learning to get along from Day One is an exercise in cautious affection." (20,598 words)
clint_barton  phil_coulson  nick_fury  natasha_romanov  jasper_sitwell  clint/phil  understanding!clint  protective!phil  ptsd!phil  pov:clint  character_study  origin_story  friendship  depression  illness:mental  abuse:child(past)  slowburn  first_time  fandom:marvel  author:azurai 
january 2017 by elwarre
“You’re the Prince?” Merlin says, eyeing him. He hesitates, then adds, defiant, “The Mad Prince of Camelot.” Arthur doesn’t move. There’s quiet for a long time, then he says it. “I am.” “You don’t seem mad,” he says. The smile wells up from somewhere deep, and very sad. “Well, Merlin,” he says, “give me time.” (76,831 words plus timestamps)
merlin  arthur  agravaine  leon  gaius  gwaine  balinor  morgana  nimueh  merlin/arthur  merlin/agravaine  merlin/omc  powers!merlin  magical!merlin  slave!merlin  hurt!merlin  raped!merlin  ptsd!merlin  royalty!arthur  protective!arthur  sick!arthur  cursed!arthur  angst  drama  action  slavery  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  magic  curse/spell  illness:mental  dragons  magic!reveal  hothothot  kink:switching  kink:rimming  first_time  fandom:merlin  author:unpossible  have:pdf 
october 2016 by elwarre
✢ Further and Further Out
"John never disappeared before the pilot episode, so Dean never went to Stanford to find Sam. Two months later and they discover the demon went after Sam after all… Alternate Reality, graphic wincest in later chapters." (42,898 words) Sequel: "Rearrange Me 'Til I'm Sane"
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  missouri_moseley  sam/dean  powers!sam  hurt!sam  protective!dean  asshole!john  hurt/comfort  angst  magical_realism  drama  demons  selfharm  illness:mental  first_time  spn:preseries  series/verse  spn:au  fandom:spn  author:cottonmouth  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
Mother Mary Comes to Me
"Sam sometimes reminds John of his mother. When John sees more than a resemblance, he lets himself believe something that can't possibly be true. Sam pays the price." (14,876 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  jim_murphy  gen  hurt!sam  abused!sam  raped!sam  protective!dean  abusive!john  asshole!john  protective!jim  hurt/comfort  angst  dark  noncon/dubcon  abuse:child  illness:mental  clinic/hospital  revenge  underage  spn:preseries  fandom:spn  author:phantisma  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
What Happens to Us
"All Jensen Ackles wants is to find a nanny for his 5 year old autistic son. Jared Padalecki is an out of work OT trying to find something more in life. It’s a perfect match in more ways than one if only the two men can work past their own insecurities to see it." (37,000 words)
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  sandra_mccoy  christian_kane  jared/jensen  nanny!jared  protective!jared  hurt!jared  abused!jared  protective!jensen  parent!jensen  hurt!jensen  hurt/comfort  angst  illness:mental  abuse:emotional/psychological  recovery  slowburn  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:hunters_retreat  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
Where the Wild Things Are
"Animal Psychologist, Jensen Ackles has been sent on a very mysterious mission for the US Government. When he finally meets the ‘animal’ they want him to tame, he realizes that he is out of his depth. Will he be able to fulfill his dangerous mission or will he leave his strange charge in the hands of people who do not really understand him." (22,387 words)
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  jeff_morgan  jared/jensen  feral!jared  protective!jared  possessive!jared  hurt!jared  psychologist!jensen  protective!jensen  hurt/comfort  angst  illness:mental  mental_institution  recovery  beach/island  kink:switching  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:annie46 
september 2016 by elwarre
✢ This is the Sun Gone Down
"The blood of a demon made Sam, but it can also save him. A story of one out of many, and the slow slide into love. AU." (5859 words) Sequel: "This Space Will Never Get Tired of You"
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  bobby_singer  ellen_harvelle  sam/dean  bamf!sam  powers!sam  psychic!sam  hurt!sam  understanding!dean  protective!dean  angst  hurt/comfort  illness:mental  mpd/did  demons  dreams/visions  college  stanford  first_time  spn:preseries  spn:season:1  spn:season:2  series/verse  fandom:spn  author:fourfreedoms  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
✢ In From the Cold
"One thing about working in a free clinic, Jared thinks, is that work is never boring. You never know what'll come in from the cold on a night like this." (54,414 words)
  jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  jeff_morgan  jared/jensen  doctor!jared  protective!jared  understanding!jared  homeless!jensen  amnesiac!jensen  hurt!jensen  hurt/comfort  angst  schmoop  amnesia  illness:mental  permanent!injury  disability  clinic/hospital  art/photography  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:ladyjanelly  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
✢ Us Against the World
"At the age of 10, Jensen had a car accident that changed his life forever. Now at the age of 30 he is trying to branch out on his own for the first time. Jared is abused and mistreated by his widowed father. Friendless and alone, he meets Jensen when the older man moves into one of his father’s apartments. Can Jensen and Jared change their lives? Together they have a chance." (19,203 words)
  jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  jared/jensen  protective!jared  hurt!jared  abused!jared  bottom!jared  protective!jensen  hurt!jensen  top!jensen  hurt/comfort  angst  schmoop  domesticity  abuse:domestic  illness:mental  disability  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:annie46  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
✢ Chasm
"Steve pulls his missing, presumed dead best friend into his circle of super heroes and starts working to undo the physical and mental damage Hydra has done. It’s not easy, and it’s not pleasant. But it would probably be a lot more effective if Bucky weren’t keeping secrets, and if he could figure out how to interpret Bucky’s mood swings." (77,288 words) Part 2 of Ipseity
  bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  sam_wilson  natasha_romanov  tony_stark  clint_barton  maria_hill  nick_fury  bruce_banner  thor  sharon_carter  steve/bucky  bamf!bucky  protective!bucky  sick!bucky  ptsd!bucky  interrogated!bucky  pining!bucky  protective!steve  understanding!steve  pining!steve  character_study  angst  friendship  action  languages:multiple  illness  illness:mental  mpd/did  ptsd  self_loathing  interrogation  clinic/hospital  confession/secrets  issues:gender/sexuality  pining  established!relationship  series/verse  fandom:marvel  author:skyisgray  have:pdf 
august 2016 by elwarre
✢ Chyetirye
"Even the strongest personalities, when subjected to great physical, emotional, and sexual abuses, can splinter, or dissociate. Bucky Barnes lives a nightmare after falling from a train and being recovered by Hydra. His mind deals with the trauma by splintering into the soldier, the prisoner, the patriot, and the assassin. Years later, they team up to save Steve Rogers." (48,881 words) Part 1 of Ipseity
  bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  sam_wilson  natasha_romanov  steve/bucky  bucky/natasha  bamf!bucky  protective!bucky  assassin!bucky  kidnapped!bucky  hurt!bucky  tortured!bucky  electrocuted!bucky  raped!bucky  drugged!bucky  grieving!bucky  pining!bucky  reluctant!bucky  pining!steve  angst  friendship  military  spies/assassins  torture  electrocution  drowning/waterboarding  drugs:nonconsensual  hunger/starvation  noncon/dubcon  brainwashing/mindgames  abuse:emotional/psychological  selfharm  illness:mental  mpd/did  languages:multiple  previous!relationship  series/verse  fandom:marvel  author:skyisgray  have:pdf 
august 2016 by elwarre
✢ Ain't No Grave (Can Keep My Body Down)
"It's six in the morning, and Steve is heading out on a run when he nearly trips over a bouquet of sunflowers on the front steps of his brownstone. For a second paranoia takes over, and he kicks the flowers a little, waiting for them to explode. They don't. They also came with a card, which he picks up. The front of the card has a tasteful picture of the Brooklyn bridge at sunset. It's very nice and sedate, like the kind of card you would buy to give to your boss. On the inside someone has written a short message in big, shaky block letters. I AM SORRY FOR SHOOTING YOU. Steve sits down hard on the steps." (107,095 words) Second in the "Ain't No Grave" series - again, some of the best OC's I've seen in fanfic.
  bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  sam_wilson  natasha_romanov  tony_stark  clint_barton  phil_coulson  matt_murdock  foggy_nelson  claire_temple  pepper_potts  steve/bucky  samwilson/claire  bamf!bucky  homeless!bucky  hurt!bucky  ptsd!bucky  addict!bucky  hallucinating!bucky  musician!bucky  artist!steve  religious!steve  protective!steve  understanding!steve  pining!steve  protective!samwilson  character_study  friendship  angst  humor  pov:outsider  languages:multiple  homelessness  streetkids  addiction  drugs:recreational  abuse:child(past)  brainwashing/mindgames  ptsd  illness:mental  hallucinations  art/photography  text/email  slowburn  pining  sexual!dysfunction  first_time  series/verse  fandom:marvel  author:spitandvinegar  have:pdf 
august 2016 by elwarre
✢ The Needle and the Killing Drone
The asset wears blue jeans, a t-shirt, a denim jacket. The asset wears one glove. The asset walks around the city. It feels as if it remembers something. It doesn't know what it remembers. Perhaps it remembers everything. After two days the insects crawling over the asset's body become intolerable. The asset uses its metal arm to attempt to remove the insects from the meat arm. The results are not satisfactory. “What the fuck are you doing, man?” says a pile of refuse. (7549 words) First in the "Ain't No Grave" series

An excellent insight into Bucky before he reunites with Steve with some truly wonderful OC's. Heavy material, but not as dark as the tags make it sound
  bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  steve/bucky  bucky/omc  addict!bucky  ptsd!bucky  hurt!bucky  raped!bucky  homeless!bucky  pov:bucky  angst  character_study  friendship  ptsd  prostitution  addiction  drugs:recreational  noncon/dubcon  brainwashing/mindgames  illness:mental  homelessness  previous!relationship  series/verse  fandom:marvel  author:spitandvinegar  have:pdf 
august 2016 by elwarre
Solitary Confinement
"He calls this side of himself Spock. Kirk is entirely robotic and emotionless, claiming to be a -- an alien, actually. On his crew. Kirk goes into this mode when he's having his bad days, where every bad thing can be explained logically. He makes observations about other people without ever really caring how it affects them, pointing out flaws, and merely wrapping it up with a muttered 'fascinating...' as he wanders off. Bones hates Spock. Hates it when this side takes the life out of those pretty blue eyes." (oneshot, sort of an unfinished feel to it, but it's not posted as a WIP) The noncon is not explicit or between the main pairing.
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  kirk/mccoy  ptsd!kirk  hallucinating!kirk  dark!mccoy  dark  mental_institution  hallucinations  ptsd  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  illness:mental  roommates  preslash  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:chasingthewinds 
july 2016 by elwarre
"Through endless moves, personal grief, and career highs and lows, Jared and Jensen have built a solid relationship. What happens in the aftermath of one seemingly random interaction will change their lives forever." (16,366 words)
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  jared/jensen  hurt!jared  depressed!jared  kidnapped!jared  raped!jared  protective!jensen  hurt/comfort  domesticity  noncon/dubcon  kidnapping  stalkers  illness:mental  depression  established!relationship  fandom:rpf  author:framedhim 
july 2016 by elwarre
✢ Translations
"Summer, 1949. When an old friend of Brian Xavier offers Charles an internship at his Israeli mental hospital, the young telepath is thrilled to be delivered from boredom and abuse. But a secret lurks within the sanatorium’s walls, and a chance meeting with a Jewish boy named Max will blow Charles’s new world wide open." (19,316 words)
  charles_xavier  erik_lehnsherr  cain_marko  raven  magda  kurt_marko  charles/erik  erik/magda  smart!charles  bamf!charles  telepath!charles  protective!charles  understanding!charles  hurt!charles  abused!charles  raped!charles  bamf!erik  protective!erik  hurt!erik  ptsd!erik  abusive!kurt(xmen)  angst  heartbreaking  hurt/comfort  telepathy  abuse:child  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  illness:mental  mental_institution  clinic/hospital  first_time  x:preseries  x:firstclass  fandom:xmen  author:alernun  have:pdf 
june 2016 by elwarre
The Gifted
"Jensen is one of the ‘gifted.’ Most of the world doesn’t know that his kind exists because the government hunts them down and takes them to a training facility. He’s treated well, but even a gilded cage is still a cage. Just ask the feral murderer that lives at the edge of the compound." (17,375 words)
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  jared/jensen  powers!jared  protective!jared  possessive!jared  feral!jared  hurt!jared  abused!jared  top!jared  powers!jensen  protective!jensen  hurt!jensen  bottom!jensen  action  friendship  incarceration  illness:mental  escape/rescue  cabin/wilderness  bonding/soulmates  kink:manhandling  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:morrezela  have:pdf 
june 2016 by elwarre
✢ Beholder
"Jared was passionate about the work he did with the animal shelter. Between that and living with Sandy, life was satisfactory. Until the cold night that the filthy, homeless man hidden in an oversized hoodie was dumped at the shelter and Jared couldn't just turn him out. Even if the man roared and called himself 'Beast.' Because under the hood, Jared was sure he caught a glimpse of a prince in those green eyes." (80,000 words) plus timestamp
  jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  sandra_mccoy  misha_collins  chad_michael_murray  jeff_morgan  jared/jensen  vet!jared  protective!jared  top!jared  amnesiac!jensen  homeless!jensen  hurt!jensen  abused!jensen  cursed!jensen  rich!jensen  bottom!jensen  angst  hurt/comfort  fairytale/fantasy  curse/spell  homelessness  amnesia  illness:mental  mental_institution  animal_shelter  issues:class  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:sandymg  have:pdf 
may 2016 by elwarre
✢ Room 3135
"There are a few things you know about the new guy. He is unreasonably tall, his arms are in bandages, and he doesn't talk much. Which isn't a rare thing in the psych ward. There seems to be a constant balance in here between people who will talk your ear off, and those who have run out of words altogether. But you do know his name is Sammy. That's what his brother calls him when he brings him in, and then when he visits. Every day." (1500 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  gen  hurt!sam  ptsd!sam  helltrauma!sam  hallucinating!sam  protective!dean  angst  hurt/comfort  heartbreaking  pov:outsider  illness:mental  hallucinations  ptsd  helltrauma  mental_institution  spn:season:7  fandom:spn  author:inheritedjeans  have:pdf 
may 2016 by elwarre
Three Faces of Sam
"Sam wakes up with amnesia after Cas takes down his mental wall, so he goes to a local hospital clinic for help where he gets treated by Dr. Gregory House, who gives him a new diagnosis: multiple personality disorder." (9377 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  castiel  gregory_house  gen  bamf!sam  soulless!sam  hurt!sam  amnesiac!sam  ptsd!sam  helltrauma!sam  hallucinating!sam  protective!dean  asshole!castiel  angst  pov:outsider  illness:mental  amnesia  hallucinations  ptsd  helltrauma  clinic/hospital  spn:season:7  crossover  fandom:spn  fandom:house  author:brightly_lit  have:pdf 
may 2016 by elwarre
A Priori
"He wakes up half-blind, not able to remember anything. Then Dean Winchester shows up to complicate things." (17,672 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  sam/dean  hurt!sam  dark!sam  amnesiac!sam  protective!dean  reluctant!dean  hurt/comfort  angst  amnesia  recovery  issues:cults/religion  illness:mental  first_time  fandom:spn  author:memphis86  have:pdf 
may 2016 by elwarre
✢ Playing Monsters
"It was just a game ... a game that those boys used to play. They'd pretend that they were monster hunters, that they were some kind of heroes. The problem was that they started to believe that all of that nonsense was real, you see?"
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  jo_harvelle  meg_masters  sam/dean  powers!sam  hurt!sam  abused!sam  raped!sam  hurt!dean  abused!dean  dark!john  abusive!john  asshole!john  heartbreaking  dark  angst  horror  deathfic  pov:outsider  abuse:child  noncon/dubcon  illness:mental  mental_institution  ghosts  established!relationship  spn:au  fandom:spn  author:albydarned  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
The Three Faces of Jared
"Meet Jay Welling. He's married to a very rich man, living in a beautiful home. To the outside world he appears to be a withdrawn but sweet young man. To his husband, he's a prize. But deep down inside there's more to Jay, and 'they' are coming out. When Jensen meets the beguiling young man, he's not sure what to think- but he knows he wants him." (70,325 words)
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  christian_kane  steve_carlson  tom_welling  chad_michael_murray  jared/jensen  jared/tom  chris/steve  hurt!jared  shy!jared  abused!jared  protective!jared  hurt!jensen  protective!jensen  understanding!jensen  hurt/comfort  angst  domesticity  abuse:domestic  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  illness:mental  mpd/did  recovery  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:nocturniquette  need:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
The Other Brother
"Sam and Adam are pulled from the cage at the same time. Sam is not right, and Adam, stuck as his caretaker, is not pleased." Sequel: "The Christmas Special"
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  adam_milligan  gen  hurt!sam  ptsd!sam  helltrauma!sam  hallucinating!sam  protective!sam  protective!dean  protective!adam(spn)  hurt/comfort  ptsd  helltrauma  hallucinations  lucifers_cage  illness:mental  series/verse  spn:season:6  fandom:spn  author:kettle_o_fish  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ The Holy Trinity
" s7, Sam/Dean or gen; Sam is compensating for having Lucifer in his head by going into hyperfunctional mode. I want to see touches of Mystery Spot OCD Sam: hospital corners, perfect efficiency, everything under control, everything in place. It works. He still hallucinates, but he can keep going through it, he can wall himself off from being affected by fear of his breaks with reality and by the trauma of the things he remembers and hallucinates. He just has to keep going further and further into his coping mechanism, because if it breaks it will all come crashing down and that will not be good." (11,986 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  lucifer(spn)  crowley  hallucifer  sam/dean  hurt!sam  hallucinating!sam  ptsd!sam  helltrauma!sam  tortured!sam  ocd!sam  bottom!sam  protective!dean  top!dean  angst  heartbreaking  dark  selfharm  illness:mental  hallucinations  ptsd  helltrauma  torture  spn:season:7  established!relationship  fandom:spn  author:checkthemargins  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ Blue Skies From Rain
"The morning after Sam rescues Dean from the djinn, Sam and Dean go back to the warehouse to take care of the bodies of both the victims and of the djinn. But instead of what should be a simple clean-up job, Sam and Dean are sucked into a nightmare world brought about by the djinn’s last dying act of revenge. (Takes place directly after What Is and What Should Never Be.) What do you do when you wake up in a mental institution and you think your brother is dead?" (178,000 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  sam/dean  amnesiac!sam  protective!sam  hurt!sam  amnesiac!dean  protective!dean  reluctant!dean  hurt!dean  hurt/comfort  angst  altered!reality  amnesia  mental_institution  illness:mental  escape/rescue  djinns  first_time  spn:season:2  spn:ep:2.20(what_is_and_what_should_never_be)  fandom:spn  author:lovesrain44  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ Here There Be Tygers
"The problem with Dean's memory is, it means he asks that question about eight trillion times more ("Sammy, are you okay? well, are you?") and as far as Sam's concerned, the answer matters even less. The problem with Dean's life is, it's supposed to end this year. And the problem with Dean's brother, well. Sam's still working on that one." (6100 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  gen  protective!sam  hurt!dean  amnesiac!dean  heartbreaking  angst  drama  domesticity  amnesia  illness:mental  demon_deal  spn:season:3  fandom:spn  author:kalliel  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ Paying for Time
"Where nobody gets hurt, no one falls in love because they are there already, and someone dies but kind of doesn’t. Oh, and pretty much everyone gets confused." (3000 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  gen  ghost!sam  amnesiac!dean  clueless!dean  angst  drama  heartbreaking  amnesia  ghosts  timetravel  altered!reality  curse/spell  aging  illness:mental  spn:postseries  fandom:spn  author:amberdreams 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ Underneath the Weight of it All
"Jared stopped trying to fit all the broken pieces of himself back together a long time ago. But then he meets Jensen, and he thinks it might be time to try again." (31,000 words) Sequel: "Love, Save the Empty"
  jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  misha_collins  sandra_mccoy  chad_michael_murray  sam_winchester  jared/jensen  student!jared  orphan!jared  hurt!jared  top!jared  doctor!jensen  understanding!jensen  protective!jensen  bottom!jensen  hurt/comfort  angst  domesticity  schmoop  illness:mental  mpd/did  recovery  college  first_time  series/verse  fandom:rpf  author:mournthewicked  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
House of Broken Souls
"Ex- detective Jensen moves to a new city, to escape the nightmare of his recent past. His new apartment has an assortment of neighbors, including his landlord, Jared Padalecki and immediate next door neighbor, Caitlin. Jared is good looking, wealthy and successful, but he's keeping dark secrets. Caitlin bakes a lot and hides. She's also, by her own admission, batshit crazy, but is she is dangerous as local detective Misha Collins believes? For J2 it's lust at first sight but it's not going to be easy. Jared has issues with commitment and Jensen just has issues,including his ex-partner Chad Michael Murray trying to pull him back onto the case that devastated his life. When their past collides can they make a new future for themselves?" (105,881 words plus timestamp)
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april 2016 by elwarre
Hold Me Close and Believe
"Sam has an imaginary friend from a young age, in fact, it's his only friend. He is withdrawn and shy around anyone that isn't his dad or Dean. When he's fourteen, John comes to the conclusion Sam is ill in a way that John can't fix and has to send him to an institute for 'disturbed youth'. However, Dean isn’t entirely convinced that Lo is as imaginary as everyone assumes." (39,389 words)
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april 2016 by elwarre
Undone By Dreams (Can You Fix Me?)
"Most of Sam Campbell's life has been spent in mental hospitals and psychiatric institutions. Long deemed to be an incurable schizophrenic, his real-world life is depressing and detached. Inside his mind, a riot of demons create endless nightmares and torture for the mute young man. At his latest hospital, two new figures enter his life: Dr. Castiel Novak, the doctor who is determined to help Sam out of his darkness, and Dean Winchester, a ward attendant who takes a shine to the troubled young man. Together, both men try to help Sam break free from his demons." (29,600 words)
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april 2016 by elwarre
When My Brother Calls Me
"Pa was always a preacher. I got a few things to say to God on the subject of devils who quote scripture. Dark, twisted little reimagining of the story we all know, inspired by Munly and the Lee Lewis Harlots' Big Black Bull Comes Like a Caesar." (4060 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  sam/dean  protective!sam  hurt!dean  abused!dean  asshole!john  abusive!john  neglectful!john  religious!john  preacher!john  dark  historical  abuse:child  illness:mental  issues:cults/religion  first_time  spn:au:historical/fantasy  fandom:spn  author:sylvanwitch  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ Stars in the Southern Sky
"Handsome, brooding Jared Padalecki is a wealthy 32-year-old West Texas cattle rancher with a tragic past. When his sister dies unexpectedly, Jared takes on his sister's child, 8-year-old Adele, who has been traumatized by her parents' deaths and needs special care. He hires 22-year-old Jensen Ackles, fresh out of college, whose only qualifications are a bachelor's degree in English, a part-time job working with autistic children, and a tragic past of his own. From the moment Jared and Jensen meet, sparks fly, and it's obvious they were meant for each other. But the Padalecki home is harboring secrets, Jensen hears strange sounds in the night, and he begins to wonder if something – or someone – is trying to keep them apart." (35,308 words) A J2 retelling of Jane Eyre
  jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  genevieve_cortese  misha_collins  jared/jensen  cowboy!jared  rich!jared  top!jared  parent!jared  older!jared  teacher!jensen  bottom!jensen  orphan!jensen  angst  drama  grief  illness:mental  issues:class  farm/ranch  cowboys  hothothot  kink:sizekink  sex:rough  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:amypond45  have:pdf 
march 2016 by elwarre
✢ A Choir of Angels Inside My Lungs
Prompt: "Jared is one of the highest level empaths in the nation. Everyday, he's driven a little more mad by everybody's emotions- until he meets Jensen. Jensen is almost entirely without emotions-the only time he can feel anything is when he's slicing into his next victim...And maybe when he's fucking the tall, floppy-haired kid who's following him around like he's some kind of hero." (21,351 words)
  jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  misha_collins  osric_chau  stephen_amell  katie_cassidy  genevieve_cortese  jared/jensen  jared/misha  jared/stephen  powers!jared  psychic!jared  empath!jared  hurt!jared  bottom!jared  powers!jensen  dark!jensen  protective!jensen  possessive!jensen  top!jensen  dark!misha  dark  casefic  illness:mental  mental_institution  serial_killers  fbi/police  abuse:domestic  kink:d/s  kink:exhibitionism  sex:phone  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:all_the_damned_vampires  have:pdf 
march 2016 by elwarre
Better Elsewhere
"An alternate version of 2x20, where Sam is caught in the djinn's spell ... and things are not what you'd expect. Some things never change, though: Dean still wants to save people, Sam's still hunting things, and at the end of it all family business is the only thing that matters." (26,126 words) Note that the noncon is not between the brothers.
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  mary_winchester  jessica_moore  cassie_robinson  sam/dean  sam/jess  dean/cassie  hurt!sam  pining!sam  bamf!sam  reluctant!dean  pining!dean  raped!dean  angst  heartbreaking  noncon/dubcon  illness:mental  mental_institution  dreams/visions  demons  djinns  infidelity  pining  ust  altered!reality  spn:season:2  spn:ep:2.20(what_is_and_what_should_never_be)  fandom:spn  author:veronamay  have:pdf 
march 2016 by elwarre
A Difficult Child
Świętopełk “Stiles” Stilinski had always been a difficult child, but as he got older and his behavior got worse, everyone just assumed it was due to the tragic loss of his mother. Everyone including Sheriff John Stilinski. (22,314 words)
sheriff_stilinski  stiles_stilinski  derek_hale  claudia_stilinski  melissa_mccall  scott_mccall  rafael_mccall  stiles/derek  stiles/rafael  hurt!stiles  abused!stiles  raped!stiles  grieving!stiles  grieving!sheriffstilinski  clueless!sheriffstilinski  angst  hurt/comfort  pov:sheriffstilinski  abuse:child  noncon/dubcon  underage  illness  illness:mental  grief  clinic/hospital  revenge  first_time  fandom:teenwolf  author:withmyteeth  have:pdf 
march 2016 by elwarre

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