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Sufficient Skill
"Elorin Mahariel finds Zevran utterly charming, but can't seem to figure out how to communicate what he wants." (7584 words)
mahariel(male)  zevran_arainai  tamlen  zevran/mahariel(male)  grieiving!mahariel  protective!zevran  pov:mahariel  schmoop  hurt/comfort  grief  homophobia  first_time  fandom:dragonage  author:fanfoolishness 
yesterday by elwarre
✢ Warden Tabris
"He hates the alienage. He hates the mud and the stench and the humans who come in like they own the place, barging into people’s homes looking for trouble or drunk and slumming, calling them all filthy knife-ears even while they leer and grope at all the women and girls. Aeoin Tabris is going to be a Grey Warden." (86,500 words)
  tabris(male)  zevran_arainai  alistair  morrigan  leliana  zevran/tabris(male)  rogue!tabris  clueless!tabris  hurt!tabris  protective!zevran  pining!zevran  jealous!zevran  protective!alistair  action  angst  friendship  issues:racism  issues:class  homophobia  noncon/dubcon  misunderstanding  confession/secrets  first_time  fandom:dragonage  author:ibi  have:pdf 
2 days ago by elwarre
As the Flames Go Higher
"Dorian finds himself disowned by his father. Living on his own in Kirkwall for a year, taking on a string of odd jobs to pay the rent, he falls into one where he meets a very gorgeous elf." (37,192 words)
fenris  dorian_pavus  fenris/dorian  model!fenris  dom!fenris  top!fenris  model!dorian  sub!dorian  bottom!dorian  pov:dorian  friendship  angst  homophobia  abuse:domestic(past)  industry:fashion  hothothot  kink:dirtytalk  kink:d/s  kink:switching  da:au:modern  fandom:dragonage  author:tcregan  have:pdf 
10 days ago by elwarre
A Strange and Complicated Thing
"Didn’t Adam Parrish deserve nice things? Didn’t Adam Parrish deserve to be pushed against the back wall of Boyd’s and be kissed like he was addictive by a boy who had the cheekbones of a model? Didn’t he deserve hands grasping at his waist with an eagerness to be held close that Adam had never known? Adam Parrish didn’t have many nice things in his life, and he wasn’t going to question this one that had happened unanticipated this one random, Saturday afternoon." (39,462 words)
adam_parrish  ronan_lynch  richard_gansey  adam/ronan  smart!adam  hurt!adam  abused!adam  protective!ronan  understanding!ronan  schmoop  hurt/comfort  angst  friendship  abuse:child  issues:class  homophobia  first_time  rc:au:no!supernatural  fandom:ravencycle  author:ungoodpirate  have:pdf 
november 2018 by elwarre
✢ The Student Prince
"A Modern day Merlin AU set at the University of St Andrews, featuring teetotal kickboxers, secret wizards, magnificent bodyguards of various genders, irate fairies, imprisoned dragons, crumbling gothic architecture, arrogant princes, adorable engineering students, stolen gold, magical doorways, attempted assassination, drunken students, shaving foam fights, embarrassing mornings after, The Hammer Dance, duty, responsibility, friendship and true love..." (145,222 words)
  merlin  arthur  gwen  merlin/arthur  bamf!merlin  student!merlin  protective!merlin  pining!merlin  royalty!arthur  student!arthur  pilot!arthur  pining!arthur  blacksmith!gwen  pov:merlin  friendship  action  magic  fairies  dragons  homophobia  college  pining  slowburn  kink:switching  first_time  merlin:au:modern  fandom:merlin  author:fayjay  have:pdf 
october 2018 by elwarre
Who Burns Like Fire on the Rushing Sea
"When Adam Parrish attends the Royal Academy, he doesn't expect to get tangled up with the nobility - and he especially does not anticipate Ronan Lynch. As he finds his place in the world, they grow closer, but nothing is ever easy." (63,864 words)
adam_parrish  ronan_lynch  richard_gansey  blue_sargent  adam/ronan  blue/gansey  powers!adam  protective!adam  smart!adam  bottom!adam  warrior!ronan  pining!ronan  top!ronan  royalty!gansey  fairytale/fantasy  drama  issues:class  homophobia  abuse:child(past)  fighting/sparring  slowburn  pining  first_time  rc:au:historical/fantasy  fandom:ravencycle  author:asael  have:pdf 
october 2018 by elwarre
The Space Between
"Every warlock has a soulmate. 98% of the time it’s another warlock, but sometimes it’s a mundane, a seelie, or even a Shadowhunter. Until their name appears on the warlock’s chest (and their corresponding soulmate’s), there’s no way to know. Enter Alec Lightwood, who wakes up at fourteen with a warlock’s name on his chest. Horrified at what it means, he keeps it hidden. But five years later, Magnus Bane is captured by a team of Shadowhunters, and it’s only a matter of time before someone sees Alec’s name on his chest." (43,869 words)
alec_lightwood  magnus_bane  alec/magnus  hurt!alec  protective!alec  protective!magnus  bamf!magnus  understanding!magnus  pov:alec  pov:magnus  action  activism/revolution  torture  abuse:emotional/psychological  homophobia  bonding/soulmates  slowburn  first_time  fandom:shadowhunters  author:kouriarashi 
august 2018 by elwarre
✢ (The Time it Takes) To Believe in Fate
"When he was 16, Adam walked into a forest in Henrietta, Virginia and exited in 1800s Ireland. The day he spent with the grumpy but attractive farmer lingered with Adam for years, but the forest didn't seem like it would appear again. That is, until Adam returned to Henrietta for his father's funeral and the forest calls him back once more. To Ronan." (100,057 words)
  adam_parrish  ronan_lynch  blue_sargent  richard_gansey  henry_cheng  noah_czerny  adam/ronan  smart!adam  timetraveler!adam  hurt!adam  depressed!adam  abused!adam  pining!adam  immortal!ronan  hurt!ronan  alcoholic!ronan  addict!ronan  reluctant!ronan  pining!ronan  pov:adam  mystery  drama  angst  timetravel  magic  homophobia  addiction  abuse:child(past)  first_time  fandom:ravencycle  author:lydiastjames  have:pdf 
july 2018 by elwarre
Back to the Start
"Andrew has been on his pro team for 6 months when he takes a ball to the head. Neil flies to Boston to see him - only to find that Andrew doesn't remember him." (29,277 words)
andrew_minyard  neil_josten  aaron_minyard  kevin_day  neil/andrew  hurt!andrew  amnesiac!andrew  protective!neil  understanding!neil  hurt/comfort  amnesia  clinic/hospital  homophobia  established!relationship  aftg:postseries  fandom:allforthegame  author:fuzzballsheltiepants 
july 2018 by elwarre
In Waves
It’s March and it’s too cold for Billy to be shirtless and wearing shorts, but he hadn’t noticed until Harrington appeared and made him hold still. Harrington can’t seem to stop looking at the bruises. “What’s it to you if I miss a little school, Harrington?” Billy asks. He feels goosebumps rising on his skin. “I don’t know,” Harrington snaps back, looking uncomfortable. He shifts his weight from one foot to the other. Plant your feet, Billy wants to scream at him. I’m going to bowl you over. (45,095 words)
billy_hargrove  steve_harrington  max_mayfield  billy/steve  hurt!billy  abused!billy  asshole!billy  guilty!billy  understanding!steveharrington  ptsd!steveharrington  pov:billy  friendship  hurt/comfort  highschool  abuse:child  homophobia  ptsd  slowburn  first_time  fandom:strangerthings  author:lymricks  have:pdf 
july 2018 by elwarre
One Show Only
"It's hard to stay in the closet when the guy you had a one-night stand with two nights ago turns out to be your new partner ... but Alec will be damned if he isn't going to give it a try." (29,410 words)
alec_lightwood  magnus_bane  isabelle_lightwood  alec/magnus  officer!alec  hurt!alec  officer!magnus  powers!magnus  pov:alec  hurt/comfort  character_study  homophobia  fbi/police  magic  first_time  fandom:shadowhunters  author:kouriarashi 
may 2018 by elwarre
Rearranged
“You don’t really want to date me, Even. Believe me,” Isak says. “I don’t?” Isak just shakes his head. There’s nothing for him to offer a guy like Even. He should be treated like royalty, pampered every day. That’s never going to be Isak. He doesn’t have that kind of affection in him anymore. There’s nothing left. (104,140 words)
isak_valtersen  even_bech_naesheim  isak/even  student!isak  addict!isak  top!isak  student!even  bottom!even  pov:isak  pov:even  schmoop  angst  hurt/comfort  illness:mental  self_loathing  drugs:recreational  addiction  homophobia  abuse:child(past)  confession/secrets  college  hothothot  kink:fingering  kink:rimming  kink:switching  first_time  series/verse  skam:au:different!meeting  fandom:skam  author:nofeartina 
march 2018 by elwarre
And If Your Glass Heart Should Crack
"Chris sometimes feels as though he's the only one who can see how broken Isak Valtersen is. And so he attempts to piece him back together, even when it feels hopeless." (13,882 words) Companion Piece to "All That You Can't Leave Behind"
chris_schistad  isak_valtersen  isak/even  protective!chris_schistad  hurt!isak  ptsd!isak  pov:chris_schistad  character_study  angst  friendship  noncon/dubcon  homophobia  ptsd  abuse:emotional/psychological  brainwashing/mindgames  self_loathing  fighting/sparring  fandom:skam  author:disconight  have:pdf 
march 2018 by elwarre
All That You Can't Leave Behind
"Isak looks at Even, with that soft and quiet adoration, the way he used to look at Jonas. This should be a good thing, right? No straight guy wants their best friend to be in love with them. Or: Jonas finds himself in a downward spiral when he realises his feelings for Isak were never purely platonic. When a painful event from their first year rears its ugly head, he manipulates the situation to his advantage." (107,802 words)
isak_valtersen  jonas_vasquez  even_bech_naesheim  eva_mohn  chris_schistad  isak/even  hurt!jonas  guilty!jonas  pining!jonas  jealous!jonas  asshole!jonas  addict!jonas  hurt!isak  raped!isak  ptsd!isak  protective!even  pov:jonas  angst  dark  hurt/comfort  friendship  noncon/dubcon  brainwashing/mindgames  abuse:emotional/psychological  drugs:recreational  addiction  illness:mental  ptsd  jealousy  unrequited  homophobia  self_loathing  selfharm  recovery  established!relationship  fandom:skam  author:disconight  have:pdf 
march 2018 by elwarre
✢ Headed Straight for the Castle
"Isak is the heir to the throne of one of the most powerful nations in the world, but he would rather be anyone else. Being a prince, growing up in the public eye, never making any choices of his own - it’s all been overwhelming. After sneaking out one night, he meets a college student that makes him smile for what feels like the first time. Can he cling to this one point of normality? And will his family - and the tabloids - find out the truth?" (62,161 words)
  isak_valtersen  even_bech_naesheim  eva_mohn  eskild_tryggvason  vilde_lien  isak/even  royalty!isak  undercover!isak  hurt!isak  abused!isak  depressed!isak  student!even  protective!even  angst  hurt/comfort  homophobia  issues:gender/sexuality  issues:class  politics  abuse:child  illness:mental  depression  escape/rescue  first_time  skam:au:historical/fantasy  fandom:skam  author:boxesofflowers  author:eeyoreneedsahug  author:safficwriter  have:pdf 
march 2018 by elwarre
✢ Coin Toss Universe
"A sort-of AU set during the single year of post-college pro-level where Andrew and Neil play for separate teams and the eight week period where their ‘rivalry’ was all anyone could talk about." (17,132 words)
  neil_josten  andrew_minyard  neil/andrew  athlete!neil  protective!neil  athlete!andrew  pov:outsider  character_study  sports  industry:journalism  misunderstanding  issues:racism  homophobia  secret!relationship  established!relationship  series/verse  aftg:postseries  fandom:allforthegame  author:sashasea 
march 2018 by elwarre
Remedy for the Malady
"Erik Lehnsherr is in love with his childhood best friend, Charles Xavier. But Charles is harboring dark secrets and spiraling out of control, trapped in a vicious cycle of self-hatred and loathing. While his mother and step-father try to keep him isolated and submit him to the warped teachings and guidance of the Catholic priest, Father Shaw. Erik has to learn that love won't be enough to save Charles while trying to help him defeat the demons both inside his head and without." (37,003 words - abandoned wip)
erik_lehnsherr  charles_xavier  raven  irene_adler(xmen)  sebastian_shaw  kurt_marko  sharon_marko  charles/erik  raven/irene  hurt!charles  ptsd!charles  abused!charles  protective!erik  pining!erik  priest!shaw  abusive!kurt(xmen)  pov:erik  angst  friendship  issues:cults/religion  homophobia  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  confession/secrets  ptsd  pining  preslash  fandom:xmen  author:waitfornight  wip 
february 2018 by elwarre
The Long Way Down
"It stops being about Neil entirely, and it starts being about this: Andrew is really, really fucking tired." (8412 words - WIP series)
andrew_minyard  neil_josten  neil/andrew  athlete!neil  athlete!andrew  pov:andrew  angst  homophobia  sports  industry:journalism  secret!relationship  established!relationship  series/verse  aftg:postseries  fandom:allforthegame  author:ilgaksu 
january 2018 by elwarre
Good Our Whole Lives
"They say that prostitution is the world’s oldest profession, and it’s just as true for the Downworld as the mundane one. But this is the first time Magnus has ever heard of a nephilim hustling his crowd." (34,833 words)
alec_lightwood  magnus_bane  alec/magnus  bamf!alec  hooker!alec  hustler!alec  pining!magnus  angst  misunderstanding  schmoop  prostitution  hustling:pool  homophobia  confession/secrets  pining  hothothot  kink:rimming  kink:switching  first_time  fandom:shadowhunters  author:beatperfume 
november 2017 by elwarre
Figuring it Out
"What happened? Not that I mind having him, he’s a godsend when Hershel cries at night, I'm getting twice as much sleep… but I thought you two were, um, getting along." There's something off about Maggie’s tone in that last sentence, but Paul is too irritated to try to figure it out. He couldn’t quite bring himself to tell Maggie that her brother was a homophobic asshole, though, so he just snapped, "Hell if I know, he won't talk to me about it. Ask him." (3455 words)
daryl_dixon  paul_rovia  maggie_greene  daryl/paul  paul/omc  hurt!daryl  jealous!daryl  pining!daryl  clueless!paul  hurt!paul  pov:paul  schmoop  angst  misunderstanding  homophobia  jealousy  first_time  fandom:walkingdead  author:canoncannon 
october 2017 by elwarre
✢ Beside Me
"Alec goes back in time. Then things get complicated but oddly sweet, and they stay that way. Ragnor is just along for the ride." (32,242 words)
  alec_lightwood  magnus_bane  ragnor_fell  raphael_santiago  alec/magnus  bamf!alec  immortal!alec  timetraveler!alec  hurt!alec  poisoned!alec  bamf!magnus  protective!magnus  pov:ragnor  action  drama  timetravel  poison  homophobia  established!relationship  fandom:shadowhunters  author:d_aia  have:pdf 
september 2017 by elwarre
✢ Never Stand Between Two Mirrors
"Alec has enough on his plate right now. His parents are furious at him, Magnus Bane is making him feel things he's trying so hard not to feel, his wedding is coming up, and his world is breaking apart. What he doesn't need is a fussy mundane version on himself showing up in the Institute basement. What he doesn't need is Magnus telling him that they'll just have to wait for Seelie Magic to suck that version of himself back to his own dimension. But since when does Alec get what he needs?" (51,758 words)
  alec_lightwood  magnus_bane  isabelle_lightwood  lydia_branwell  alec/magnus  reluctant!alec  pining!alec  hurt!magnus  pining!magnus  understanding!lydia(shadowhunters)  angst  hurt/comfort  altered!reality  homophobia  pining  first_time  fandom:shadowhunters  author:oncethrown  have:pdf 
september 2017 by elwarre
Schrödinger's Romance
"It could be a relationship, it could not be. You can assume either until you see for sure the results." We all know those moments. Those moments when your family all gathers around you and asks "So, do you have a boyfriend yet?". Bucky knows these moments all too well and, quite frankly, he's sick to death of them. Unfortunately, being a 21 year old college student makes it harder for him to come up with excuses, and with Christmas coming up he needs to think of a way out fast. A chance encounter with a stranger through an old library textbook could just be the kind of miracle he needs to make it through the holidays with his last shreds of sanity intact. (192,220 words)
bucky_barnes  clint_barton  darcy_lewis  natasha_romanov  tony_stark  brock_rumlow  steve/bucky  steve/peggy  clint/natasha  musician!bucky  hurt!bucky  drugged!bucky  pining!bucky  artist!steve  orphan!steve  protective!steve  pining!steve  protective!clint  friendship  confession/secrets  abuse:domestic(past)  noncon/dubcon  bullying  homophobia  drugs:nonconsensual  birthday/holiday  college  pretend!relationship  slowburn  pining  first_time  author:the_stonedsoldier 
august 2017 by elwarre
✢ Where the Dandelions Grow
"He never truly believed anything big would come from him and Daryl Dixon. It’d end with heartbreak on his part, because he made the mistake of letting his guard down, but this was the first time he actually paused. Considered the possibilities. Months following the defeat of the Saviors, Paul and Daryl try to move forward." (45,978 words) Thoughtful and quietly gorgeous.
  daryl_dixon  paul_rovia  maggie_greene  daryl/paul  protective!daryl  scarred!daryl  top!daryl  bottom!paul  character_study  domesticity  self_loathing  homophobia  abuse:child(past)  scars  hothothot  kink:manhandling  established!relationship  fandom:walkingdead  author:rendoe  have:pdf 
august 2017 by elwarre
The Standard You Walk Past
"On returning to Hogwarts for their Eighth Year, Headmistress McGonagall decided to room Draco Malfoy and Harry Potter together. She may have hoped for a leading example of house unity; the other students fully expected insults and fights. But nothing happened. That was, until Harry sleepwalked into Draco’s bed." (46,202 words)
harry_potter  draco_malfoy  hermione_granger  ron_weasley  harry/draco  protective!harry  ptsd!harry  pining!harry  virgin!harry  bullied!draco  mute!draco  cursed!draco  virgin!draco  friendship  angst  schmoop  ptsd  bullying  homophobia  dreams/visions  curse/spell  slowburn  pining  kink:virginity  first_time  hp:postseries  fandom:harrypotter  author:bafflinghaze 
august 2017 by elwarre
Dudley's Memories
"Minerva needs help delivering another letter to #4 Privet Drive. At forty, Dudley is not at all what Harry expects. A long overdue conversation ensues. DH cannon compliant, but probably not the way you think. Prologue to "Snape's Memories"." (11,745 words) First in the Memories and Dreams series.
harry_potter  dudley_dursley  ginny_weasley  minerva_mcgonagall  hermione_granger  harry/ginny  dudley/omc  auror!harry  socialworker!dudley  guilty!dudley  socialworker!hermione  character_study  cps/fostercare  homophobia  abuse:child(past)  hp:postseries  series/verse  fandom:harrypotter  author:paganaidd  have:pdf 
august 2017 by elwarre
No Sign of Love
"Outed by the Daily Prophet, Harry escapes the Wizarding World and ends up on the streets. Desperate and in fear for his life, he Apparates to 'somewhere safe' and winds up in the entryway of the last person he expected to see." (52,374 words)
harry_potter  severus_snape  draco_malfoy  luna_lovegood  harry/severus  homeless!harry  hurt!harry  reluctant!harry  protective!severus  pining!severus  healer!draco  angst  hurt/comfort  friendship  self_loathing  homophobia  homelessness  hunger/starvation  noncon/dubcon  slowburn  pining  first_time  hp:postseries  fandom:harrypotter  author:asecretchord  have:pdf 
august 2017 by elwarre
Secret Love Song
"If there's one thing Draco's certain about, it's that Harry Potter's hiding something. When he gets to the bottom of Harry's closely guarded secret, a flippant solution brings them closer together and forces Harry to confront his past." (21,796 words)
harry_potter  draco_malfoy  harry/draco  auror!harry  reluctant!harry  virgin!harry  bottom!harry  pining!draco  top!draco  pov:draco  angst  hurt/comfort  homophobia  self_loathing  selfharm  confession/secrets  pining  kink:virginity  kink:fingering  first_time  hp:postseries  fandom:harrypotter  author:writcraft  have:pdf 
july 2017 by elwarre
✢ Miles to Go Before I Sleep
"When Pansy comes to Draco nearly three years after the war to ask for his help with none other than an abused and fragile Harry Potter, what could he do but say yes? After all, he had been in love with Harry since they were eleven." (109,627 words)
  harry_potter  draco_malfoy  pansy_parkinson  ron_weasley  harry/draco  harry/omc  wardsmith!harry  hurt!harry  abused!harry  whipped!harry  ptsd!harry  jealous!harry  healer!draco  protective!draco  understanding!draco  depressed!draco  lonely!draco  grieving!draco  jealous!draco  pining!draco  pov:draco  friendship  angst  hurt/comfort  action  loneliness  depression  grief  issues:class  homophobia  stalkers  abuse:domestic  abuse:emotional/psychological  whipping  hunger/starvation  ptsd  recovery  slowburn  pining  jealousy  kink:rimming  first_time  hp:postseries  fandom:harrypotter  author:nimrodel_13  need:pdf 
april 2017 by elwarre
✢ Incurable
"Non-Magic AU. Harry Potter was not sent to Hogwarts at age 11 as his parents intended. Instead, when an altercation with his uncle turns violent, he is sent to St. Brutus's Secure Centre for Incurably Criminal Boys. Four years later, he takes the opportunity to attend Hogwarts, where he learns to live a life he never thought possible for himself. H/D and mentor!Snape." (long)
  harry_potter  draco_malfoy  hermione_granger  severus_snape  harry/draco  student!harry  hurt!harry  abused!harry  arrested!harry  whipped!harry  top!harry  student!draco  understanding!draco  bottom!draco  protective!severus  friendship  hurt/comfort  angst  highschool  abuse:child(past)  incarceration  whipping  homophobia  underage  kink:rimming  first_time  hp:au:no!magic  fandom:harrypotter  author:warholhp  have:pdf 
march 2017 by elwarre
Things That Haven't Changed
"Back in your day, men were real men, huh, Cap?" Steve and Sam are at a store on the outskirts of Philadelphia stocking up on food in between leads on the Winter Soldier. "Huh?" Steve grunts at the man behind the counter, wishing the guy could just give him his damn chips and let him go. "None of this homo-transsexual crap," The man gestures at a group of androgynous teenagers near the entrance to the store "Uh," He stammers, looking to Sam for guidance. "Sure." He pays for their things and they leave, but by the time they're nearing the car, Steve feels like shit. (2652 words) My tags leave something to be desired on this one, but it's a great little read.
steve_rogers  bucky_barnes  sam_wilson  gen  trans!bucky  androgynous!bucky  pov:steve  character_study  historical  homophobia  issues:gender/sexuality  illness  fandom:marvel  author:a_pocket_full_of_fancy_words 
march 2017 by elwarre
✢ The Other Man out of Time
"Also known as Time Travelling Clint Wrecks the Universe. Due to The Time Stone having a great day screwing around the fabric of reality, Clint finds half of himself - or a copy of himself? he doesn't know how the damn thing works and no-one in the know is talking any sense - thrown back into Normandy, 1944. Great. Wanda always said his life was a bit of a car crash; he supposes he's in no place to argue with that now he's actually watching his alter-ego get caught up in Captain America's original assault against Hydra, while also finding the time to embark on a (probably doomed) love affair of epic proportions." (97,320 words)
  clint_barton  bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  tony_stark  natasha_romanov  wanda_maximoff  pietro_maximoff  sam_wilson  clint/bucky  steve/tony  bamf!clint  military!clint  deaf!clint  timetraveler!clint  protective!clint  kidnapped!clint  tortured!clint  hurt!clint  grieving!clint  bamf!bucky  military!bucky  protective!bucky  kidnapped!bucky  tortured!bucky  hurt!bucky  amnesiac!bucky  pov:clint  angst  hurt/comfort  friendship  timetravel  altered!reality  dreams/visions  magic  military  homophobia  disability  kidnapping  torture  brainwashing/mindgames  amnesia  grief  recovery  first_time  fandom:marvel  author:sara_holmes  have:pdf 
march 2017 by elwarre
Our Perceived Realities
"Bucky Barnes has always lived at the edge of Steve’s map. From grade school to church to this foul-smelling dock job, where Bucky heaves crates around and Steve counts figures in the dark, cool office, they’ve always been close enough to be aware of each other but too far to strike up any real friendship. They’ve lived in the same neighborhood among the same stock of beaten-down Irish immigrants their whole lives, and they’ve had three proper conversations." (21,371 words)
steve_rogers  bucky_barnes  steve/bucky  bamf!steve  protective!steve  clueless!steve  pining!steve  top!steve  clueless!bucky  pining!bucky  bottom!bucky  pov:steve  angst  schmoop  misunderstanding  mistaken!identity  military  homophobia  confession/secrets  previous!relationship  fandom:marvel  author:skyisgray  have:pdf 
march 2017 by elwarre
Working Out Differences
"Prompt from the kinkmeme [my own prompt in fact since the idea wouldn't go away]: Shane/Daryl the boys fight and Daryl doesn't mind that Shane is broader than he is. Despite both of their denial at initiating it, they begin to fight more often, each one trying to push the other until they snap and refusing to admit that they enjoy it. After the farm gets overrun by a herd of walkers and the two of them get separated from the group the two of them have to work out their differences in order to survive both the world and each other." (174,774 words)
daryl_dixon  shane_walsh  rick_grimes  lori_grimes  merle_dixon  philip_blake  daryl/shane  lori/rick  protective!daryl  hurt!daryl  sick!daryl  grieving!daryl  bottom!daryl  asshole!shane  protective!shane  top!shane  asshole!merle  protective!merle  friendship  angst  action  fighting/sparring  roadtrip  illness  homophobia  revenge  love/hate  hothothot  sex:rough  first_time  wd:season:2  wd:season:3  fandom:walkingdead  author:higgystar  have:pdf 
february 2017 by elwarre
✢ Like Setting Off Firecrackers
"Everyone who knows the Captain America story thinks they know the Bucky Barnes story. In the 21st century, Steve is still keeping Bucky's secrets." (24,329 words)
  bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  natasha_romanov  phil_coulson  clint_barton  steve/bucky  clint/phil  pining!steve  bamf!bucky  girl!bucky  pov:steve  angst  character_study  origin_story  issues:sexism  issues:gender/sexuality  homophobia  pining  hothothot  kink:toys  established!relationship  fandom:marvel  author:what_alchemy 
february 2017 by elwarre
✢ The Daily Rogers
"College AU. May contain exchange students, a Starbucks addiction, daddy issues, anger issues, closets and how to get out of them, the ever-ominous influence of social networks, various levels of betrayal, awfully poor life choices, but also, ultimately, real chunks of love." (32,154 words)
  bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  natasha_romanov  clint_barton  bruce_banner  sam_wilson  tony_stark  steve/bucky  clint/bruce  samwilson/natasha  student!bucky  protective!bucky  sub!bucky  student!steve  hurt!steve  protective!steve  bullied!steve  asthmatic!steve  sick!steve  dom!steve  protective!natasha  asshole!tony  pov:bucky  hurt/comfort  friendship  misunderstanding  roommates  college  text/email  bullying  prostitution  abuse:child(past)  homophobia  languages:multiple  kink:d/s  kink:tattoos  first_time  marvel:au:no!supers  fandom:marvel  author:nonymos  have:pdf 
january 2017 by elwarre
Cured Everything Wrong with Him
"Bucky was the worst best friend in the world. Steve was fine, cured of everything that had ever been wrong with him. Bucky should have been rejoicing with him. Instead he wanted to throw up or cry. This fits into the Don't Ask series right before Don't Ask, but there are no spoilers and you don't need to read any of the series. Set during and after Bucky's rescue in Captain America: The First Avenger." (8230 words) Part 3 of Don't Ask, Don't Tell
bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  steve/bucky  hurt!bucky  tortured!bucky  guilty!bucky  bottom!bucky  protective!steve  top!steve  angst  military  torture  escape/rescue  homophobia  self_loathing  established!relationship  series/verse  fandom:marvel  author:annafugazzi  have:pdf 
december 2016 by elwarre
✢ Don't Ask
"Captain America and Bucky Barnes were like brothers. Everyone knew that." (29,491 words) Part 1 of Don't Ask, Don't Tell
  bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  steve/bucky  hurt!bucky  guilty!bucky  guilty!steve  grieving!steve  pov:outsider  grief  military  action  homophobia  kink:voyeurism  kink:switching  established!relationship  series/verse  fandom:marvel  author:annafugazzi  have:pdf 
december 2016 by elwarre
You Be the Prom Queen, I'll Be the Malcontent
"Three years ago, Jared Padalecki's parents disowned him, and he moved to Boston to start over. He's got a decent life carved out for himself, until he starts talking to his crush, and he realizes there's still a lot he needs to deal with before he can really be the person he wants to be." (20,386 words)
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  misha_collins  chad_michael_murray  genevieve_cortese  danneel_harris  jared/jensen  student!jared  shy!jared  hurt!jared  virgin!jared  musician!jensen  understanding!jensen  hurt/comfort  angst  schmoop  homophobia  bakery/coffeeshop  music/dance  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:poor_choices  have:pdf 
november 2016 by elwarre
✢ Don't Think Twice, It's Alright
"Sam is settling in at Stanford and exploring aspects of his life he'd never been free to recognize before. John is getting to know his new family and Dean feels that he has something to prove. Two cases will show them once again that the entire North American continent isn't really enough to keep them apart however hard they try, and shared blood isn't really enough to bring them together however much some of them might want things to be different." Second in the Disintegration Series. (63,349 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  jim_murphy  gen  bamf!sam  student!sam  protective!sam  hurt!sam  hurt!dean  guilty!dean  asshole!john  abusive!john  homophobic!john  angst  action  casefic  homophobia  abuse:child  noncon/dubcon  underage  undercover  ghosts  college  stanford  spn:preseries  series/verse  fandom:spn  author:safiyabat  have:pdf 
october 2016 by elwarre
✢ Going to California
"Sam leaves for Stanford, and John and Dean pick up a hunt in Fall River because it's as far from Palo Alto as they can get. Both sides of the split find something unexpected." First in the Disintegration Series. (37,734 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  gen  bamf!sam  student!sam  hurt!sam  abused!sam  protective!dean  asshole!dean  hurt!dean  asshole!john  abusive!john  homophobic!john  angst  casefic  homophobia  abuse:child  witches/wizards  ghosts  college  stanford  spn:preseries  series/verse  fandom:spn  author:safiyabat  have:pdf 
october 2016 by elwarre
Buffalo Bill
"Sixteen year old Trevor has a great plan to make a little cash to spend, this summer. He and Joey are going to boost that big, shiny black car from the two dudes staying at the motel his mother manages, and then sell it. He has it all planned. The men are harmless, pansy-ass antiquers, so it's not like it'll be risky. It'll be just like stealing candy from a baby." (7000 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  gen  bamf!sam  undercover!sam  bamf!dean  undercover!dean  pov:outsider  humor  action  undercover  ghosts  homophobia  misunderstanding  fandom:spn  author:reggie11 
october 2016 by elwarre
✢ Stars Fall In
"Growing up next door to each other in Calvary, Tennessee, Jared has known Jensen practically their entire lives. He knows almost everything there is to know about Jensen, harbors all of Jensen’s secrets. And that’s why Jared is hellbent on getting Jensen out of there, before it’s too late." (30,790 words)
  jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  jared/jensen  protective!jared  top!jared  hurt!jensen  abused!jensen  bottom!jensen  hurt/comfort  angst  drama  abuse:child  homophobia  highschool  underage  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:dollylux  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
A Call For Help
"John forced Sam to play soccer because he thought it would teach him to obey orders and get him to spend time with people other than Dean and Castiel. He trusts the coach, an old friend of Bobby's, to whip Sam into shape.Sam suddenly starts to lash out, pushing Dean and Cas away as they become more concerned and suspicious, terrified of them discovering his secret." (45,292 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  castiel  gabriel  michael  balthazar  anna  sam/castiel  student!sam  protective!sam  hurt!sam  abused!sam  raped!sam  human!castiel  student!castiel  hurt!castiel  abused!castiel  protective!dean  clueless!john  asshole!john  neglectful!john  hurt/comfort  angst  heartbreaking  homophobia  abuse:child  noncon/dubcon  highschool  established!relationship  spn:au:no!supernatural  fandom:spn  author:georges1982_96  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
✢ Choices
"Written for j2_everafter for Lady and the Tramp. Jensen is not a cocker spaniel, Jared is not a mixed breed and sadly, Jeffrey Dean Morgan is definitely not a rotund Italian who feeds dogs spaghetti." (8300 words)
  jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  jared/jensen  homeless!jared  streetkid!jared  orphan!jared  hooker!jared  protective!jared  hurt!jared  protective!jensen  hurt!jensen  schmoop  humor  hurt/comfort  angst  prostitution  underage  homelessness  streetkids  homophobia  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:macbyrne  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
Life is What Happens to You While You're Waiting for it to Start
"It wasn’t your typical boy meets girl story; like it was supposed to be. It was more like, boy meets girl, gets screwed over by girl, gets drunk and accidentally stumbles into a gay bar and ends up pretending, to everyone, to be married to the bar tender." (25,000 words)
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  jared/jensen  homeless!jared  bartender!jared  bottom!jared  architect!jensen  top!jensen  angst  schmoop  domesticity  homelessness  homophobia  pretend!relationship  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:sasskitten 
september 2016 by elwarre
Once Upon a Times and Happily Ever Afters
"Jensen thought he had everything he wanted - the job and the girl he loved. But a chance encounter with a hazel-eyed hooker makes him question everything about himself and finally realize things that he's known all along." (42,764 words)
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  jeff_morgan  genevieve_cortese  jared/jensen  hooker!jared  hurt!jared  abused!jared  raped!jared  doctor!jensen  rich!jensen  protective!jensen  hooker!genevieve  asshole!jeff  hurt/comfort  angst  noncon/dubcon  prostitution  homophobia  issues:class  kink:switching  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:j2love  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
✢ Paved With Hearts
"Jared Padalecki has been shuffled from home to home for most of his life until one summer he's left with the black sheep of the family, his unsocial Uncle Jeff, up in the Coast Mountains of British Columbia. He unexpectedly finds a home and a family there, but when the summer's over he's torn away from it and placed with a family in the city; in return for having a good school to attend to finish his senior year, he's asked to befriend their shut-in son, a young man named Jensen who hasn't had an easy time of it either." Loosely based on Heidi. (47,000 words)
  jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  jeff_morgan  chad_michael_murray  jared/jensen  orphan!jared  understanding!jared  rich!jensen  hurt!jensen  protective!jeff  hurt/comfort  angst  schmoop  homophobia  cabin/wilderness  issues:class  highschool  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:cjmarlowe  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
✢ Narrative Symmetry (Is Bullshit)
"'Just a question,' Sam said, forcing his voice to sound casual and failing horribly. 'Did you see, you know.' He swept his hand vaguely, before crossing his arms uncomfortably. 'Everything?' 'I saw you with another guy's dick in your mouth, Sammy,' Dean replied easily." (13,855 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  gen  sam/omc  dean/ofc  hurt!sam  abused!sam  protective!dean  understanding!dean  asshole!john  abusive!john  homophobic!john  hurt/comfort  angst  character_study  issues:gender/sexuality  homophobia  abuse:child  spn:preseries  spn:au  fandom:spn  author:customrolex  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
✢ Definitions of Love
"Erik says he loves Charles like a brother. There is nothing, he insists, inappropriate about the way they interact." (1190 words) Such a warm, quiet little piece.
  charles_xavier  erik_lehnsherr  moira_mactaggert  hank_mccoy  charles/erik  hurt!charles  pining!erik  character_study  hurt/comfort  homophobia  pining  first_time  x:firstclass  fandom:xmen  author:turtletotem  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
✢ Grin and Bare It
"Jensen Ackles is a physical therapist with an attitude problem. Jared Padalecki is the headlining stripper at the notorious club Ziegfeld's/Secrets, dancing his way through grad school. After a misunderstanding brings them together only to shove them violently apart, the two of them nurse confusing feelings of animosity and lust. Will their differences bring them together, or end up tearing them apart?" (32,700 words)
  jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  jared/jensen  student!jared  stripper!jared  hurt!jared  doctor!jensen  protective!jensen  reluctant!jensen  asshole!jensen  homophobic!jensen  hurt/comfort  angst  college  noncon/dubcon  homophobia  stripping  love/hate  slowburn  hothothot  kink:manhandling  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:balefully  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
I've Noticed You Around
"Jared is a stripper. Jensen keeps accidentally asking for Chad. Life is hard, in all senses of the word." (3200 words)
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  chad_michael_murray  jared/jensen  student!jared  stripper!jared  student!jensen  humor  angst  schmoop  homophobia  college  stripping  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:poor_choices  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
Dead Zone
"The artefact gave a little buzz, shocking John's fingers in the process, then it went dead in John's hand." (oneshot)
rodney_mckay  john_sheppard  mckay/sheppard  abused!mckay  powers!sheppard  angst  hurt/comfort  abuse:child(past)  homophobia  confession/secrets  preslash  fandom:sga  author:lalavvyan 
august 2016 by elwarre
Respect Your In-Laws...If You Can
He might have been going crazy but Glenn could’ve sworn he’d heard his brother-in-law’s voice coming from the roof of the department store. - OR - The one where Glenn and Daryl had been dating for 3 years when the apocalypse started. Daryl had to go bail Merle out of a tight spot (again) a few days before it started and they end up with the group at the quarry while Glenn tries to survive on his own in the city. A few months later, Glenn finds his racist and homophobic brother-in-law handcuffed to a roof." (3229 words)
daryl_dixon  glenn_rhee  merle_dixon  shane_walsh  daryl/glenn  asshole!merle  action  hurt/comfort  issues:racism  homophobia  established!relationship  fandom:walkingdead  author:anaisfangirling 
july 2016 by elwarre
Fire in the Hole
"At seventeen and growing up in a white supremacist camp, Jared's life is going nowhere fast. He doesn't feel like he belongs, but sees no way out - until the arrival of a new member shakes things up in the paramilitary group. Jared doesn't know whether he should be intrigued or afraid of Jensen Ackles, but when he gets caught in the power play around him coming to a head, he's left with little choice in the matter." (27,100 words)
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  jared/jensen  shy!jared  hurt!jared  abused!jared  pining!jared  secretagent!jensen  undercover!jensen  protective!jensen  hurt/comfort  angst  homophobia  issues:racism  abuse:child  abuse:domestic  undercover  fbi/police  pining  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:insane_songbird  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
Looking for Shooting Stars
"Spock and his family have moved to Earth. He has accepted this. But when Jim Kirk moves in next door and Spock accidentally gets a glimpse of the younger boy's pain, Spock refuses to accept the fact that he cannot help. It may be illogical, but he will unravel the mystery that is Jim Kirk." (56,736 words) First in an ongoing series.
james_kirk  spock  winona_kirk  frank(startrek)  amanda_grayson  sarek  kirk/spock  kirk/ofc  student!kirk  hurt!kirk  abused!kirk  drugged!kirk  raped!kirk  bullied!kirk  ptsd!kirk  reluctant!kirk  student!spock  protective!spock  pining!spock  friendship  hurt/comfort  angst  drugs:nonconsensual  abuse:child  noncon/dubcon  hunger/starvation  eating_disorder  ptsd  bullying  homophobia  self_loathing  highschool  mindmeld  telepathy  bonding/soulmates  escape/rescue  clinic/hospital  first_time  series/verse  st:preseries(aos)  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:miss_meh 
july 2016 by elwarre
✢ In This Sunrise
"Sam dates guys sometimes. Sometimes. Never a girl before or any at all yet, but hey, that doesn't automatically mean he's gay, right? Nobody cares anyway. Surely nobody would - if they knew." (93,196 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  sam/dean  sam/omc  bamf!sam  protective!sam  hurt!sam  pining!sam  jealous!sam  bottom!sam  protective!dean  hurt!dean  pining!dean  top!dean  clueless!john  neglectful!john  asshole!john  angst  self_loathing  homophobia  issues:gender/sexuality  highschool  underage  slowburn  pining  jealousy  hothothot  kink:toys  kink:rimming  kink:switching  sex:car  sex:shower  sex:rough  first_time  spn:preseries  fandom:spn  author:hellhoundsprey  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
The Sharpest Lives
Based loosely on the prompt: "A 19year-old Eames loves Arthur, a man he meets frequently at a supermarket. (Neither of them work there). Arthur finds Eames charming, but after they're first few meetings he starts to notice bruises on Eames body. Turns out Eames has an extremely abusive boyfriend, who beats Eames when he comes home because he thinks Eames is cheating on him. But Eames continues to see Arthur, cause those are some of his happiest moments." (14,300 words)
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june 2016 by elwarre
✢ Triangles
"It is a truth (almost) universally acknowledged that a single man sucking dick is more gay than a man getting his dick sucked. This is why Charles Xavier's knees are scuffing against cheap hotel carpet, why his palms are pressed against thin hotel wallpaper. It isn't the first time he's been in this position, and it isn't even his first time with Erik. It's never been the other way around, but here's the thing about Charles: he's willing to take one for the team." (2975 words)
  charles_xavier  erik_lehnsherr  charles/erik  understanding!charles  telepath!charles  pining!charles  reluctant!erik  homophobic!erik  pining!erik  pov:charles  character_study  heartbreaking  homophobia  self_loathing  telepathy  first_time  x:firstclass  fandom:xmen  author:zombieboyband 
june 2016 by elwarre
Sin-Eater
"Jensen gets kicked out of the insular fundamentalist community he was raised in, with nothing but the shirt on his back and the unshakeable belief that he is now going to hell. He's wandering, bewildered and almost mute with shyness on the streets of the some bleak southwestern town when Jared finds him and takes him in." plus sequel (7425 words)
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  chad_michael_murray  jared/jensen  actor!jared  rich!jared  religious!jensen  homeless!jensen  guilty!jensen  angst  homophobia  issues:cults/religion  issues:class  homelessness  first_time  series/verse  fandom:rpf  author:jay_tryfanstone  have:pdf 
june 2016 by elwarre
✢ Revelations
"Jared's friends all think he should hate Jensen, and maybe they're right. After all, Jensen hates him, hated him from the moment they met, just because he found out Jared is gay. But Jared can't make himself feel angry, can't even make himself stay away. Instead he secretly befriends Jensen, and learns that Jensen's been holding on to some secrets of his own." (7984 words)
  jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  genevieve_cortese  chad_michael_murray  danneel_harris  jared/jensen  pining!jared  hurt!jared  pining!jensen  homophobic!jensen  religious!jensen  asshole!jensen  hurt!jensen  virgin!jensen  hurt/comfort  angst  homophobia  issues:cults/religion  college  pining  kink:virginity  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:cherie_morte  have:pdf 
june 2016 by elwarre
Happy Plastic People
"In the wake of his family’s hatred, Jared is left to deal with the pieces of himself. Being friends with a perfect Christian boy like Jensen is downright terrifying but Jared can’t seem to stay away." (50,597 words)
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  jeff_morgan  jared/jensen  student!jared  hurt!jared  student!jensen  religious!jensen  protective!jensen  hurt/comfort  angst  schmoop  homophobia  issues:cults/religion  farm/ranch  highschool  underage  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:anyothergirl415  have:pdf 
june 2016 by elwarre
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