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✢ Roots Deep and Low
"I gave myself the prompt "Castiel has returned. Now he must face what he's done to Sam's mind, and feel really bad about it." There's not much more to this story than that, I'm afraid." (3000 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  castiel  hallucifer  gen  hurt!sam  ptsd!sam  helltrauma!sam  hallucinating!sam  protective!dean  understanding!dean  clueless!castiel  guilty!castiel  hurt/comfort  angst  ptsd  hallucinations  helltrauma  spn:season:7  fandom:spn  author:mya_rofki  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ The Holy Trinity
" s7, Sam/Dean or gen; Sam is compensating for having Lucifer in his head by going into hyperfunctional mode. I want to see touches of Mystery Spot OCD Sam: hospital corners, perfect efficiency, everything under control, everything in place. It works. He still hallucinates, but he can keep going through it, he can wall himself off from being affected by fear of his breaks with reality and by the trauma of the things he remembers and hallucinates. He just has to keep going further and further into his coping mechanism, because if it breaks it will all come crashing down and that will not be good." (11,986 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  lucifer(spn)  crowley  hallucifer  sam/dean  hurt!sam  hallucinating!sam  ptsd!sam  helltrauma!sam  tortured!sam  ocd!sam  bottom!sam  protective!dean  top!dean  angst  heartbreaking  dark  selfharm  illness:mental  hallucinations  ptsd  helltrauma  torture  spn:season:7  established!relationship  fandom:spn  author:checkthemargins  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
Turn of Events
"Dean had spent one year in Purgatory imagining that Sam was fine. Probably hunting and trying to get Dean out. Only, Sam wasn't doing either. Turned out, there were far worse options that Dean had never considered." (1744 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  hallucifer  gen  hurt!sam  arrested!sam  hallucinating!sam  tortured!sam  protective!dean  hurt/comfort  angst  escape/rescue  hallucinations  torture  incarceration  mental_institution  purgatory  leviathan  spn:season:8  fandom:spn  author:lanri  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
Films About Ghosts
Prompt: Sam never wakes up after Cas tears his wall down. Godstiel, showing what he believes to be compassion, lets Dean and Bobby go. They return to Sioux Falls and take care of a catatonic Sam, first in the panic room, then upstairs, and finally, eventually, Bobby convinces Dean that Sam needs -- deserves-- better care than they can provide. The long-term care facility is nice enough, Dean supposes. Sam opens his eyes for the first time in months, though he's clearly still not home. Dean gets a job as the night janitor so he can be nearer Sam, ducks into his room when he can. Whether or not Sam wakes is up to you. (1763 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  bobby_singer  hallucifer  sam/dean  hurt!sam  ptsd!sam  helltrauma!sam  hallucinating!sam  mute!sam  tortured!sam  protective!dean  angst  hurt/comfort  hallucinations  torture  lucifers_cage  ptsd  helltrauma  clinic/hospital  recovery  established!relationship  spn:season:6  spn:season:7  fandom:spn  author:elwarre 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ Enough of its Glory Remains
"Every war has casualties, and Sam and Dean are nothing if not warriors. Scarred both mentally and physically, they find themselves settling into civilian life in Berkeley Springs, West Virginia among the charming townspeople, local history, and peaceful mountain views. Sam finds work at an auto shop and Dean stumbles into a job at the occult bookstore on Main Street with a familiar grimmoire in the window. Things are deceptively quiet as they patch each other up and come to terms with domesticity, the only contact with their old life a quest to rebuild Bobby's library -- until a case crosses their path, the kind they thought they were done with forever. They find themselves once again fighting a vengeful spirit as well as their deeper feelings for each other. Only one is a battle they can win." (22,854 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  hallucifer  sam/dean  mechanic!sam  protective!sam  hallucinating!sam  ptsd!sam  helltrauma!sam  top!sam  hurt!dean  ptsd!dean  protective!dean  bottom!dean  hurt/comfort  angst  domesticity  casefic  bookstore/library  ghosts  hallucinations  permanent!injury  first_time  spn:postseries  fandom:spn  author:balefully  need:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ In the Dark, in the Pain, on the Run
"After Sam's wall breaks, Dean decides they need some time out of the life. They rent a rundown house in a small town, and during the renovations, everything changes between them. Sam/Dean curtain!fic, veers off canon mid S6." (18,666 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  hallucifer  sam/dean  librarian!sam  hurt!sam  ptsd!sam  helltrauma!sam  hallucinating!sam  bartender!dean  protective!dean  hurt/comfort  angst  domesticity  helltrauma  ptsd  hallucinations  selfharm  recovery  bookstore/library  pining  first_time  spn:season:6  spn:postseries  fandom:spn  author:geckoholic  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
"After more than a year in the cage, his little brother has some pretty terrifying demons locked up in that head of his." (1155 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  lucifer(spn)  hallucifer  sam/lucifer(spn)  hurt!sam  tortured!sam  raped!sam  helltrauma!sam  hallucinating!sam  ptsd!sam  dark  horror  noncon/dubcon  torture  hallucinations  helltrauma  ptsd  heartbreaking  spn:season:6  fandom:spn  author:technicolorcarbon  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
Mind's Eye
"Everything is just about as bad as it can possibly get. And then one day, completely out of nowhere, Dean disappears." (7362 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  sam/dean  powers!sam  hurt!sam  lonely!sam  hallucinating!sam  helltrauma!sam  ptsd!sam  pining!sam  bottom!sam  invisible!dean  pining!dean  top!dean  angst  hurt/comfort  loneliness  helltrauma  hallucinations  ptsd  hallucifer  pining  first_time  spn:season:7  fandom:spn  author:cherie_morte  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
A Hole in You and Me (That Pulls Us Together)
"The wall between Sam's conscious mind and his memories of hell has fallen. Everything is a danger and only Dean knows how to keep Sam from falling apart. The question is, does he trust himself to do what is right for Sam, or will his own memories of hell keep him from acting? There is no easy answer for Dean, especially as a new hunt comes up and Dean's dreams warn him of another problem on the rise; the FBI's best and brightest are looking for a serial killer and one of them has a vendetta against the Winchesters." (18,076 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  hallucifer  aaron_hotchner  derek_morgan  emily_prentiss  spencer_reid  sam/dean  ptsd!sam  helltrauma!sam  hallucinating!sam  sub!sam  bottom!sam  ptsd!dean  helltrauma!dean  dom!dean  top!dean  angst  casefic  misunderstanding  ptsd  helltrauma  hallucinations  fbi/police  kink:d/s  kink:manhandling  first_time  spn:season:7  crossover  fandom:spn  fandom:criminalminds  author:hunters_retreat  have:pdf 
march 2016 by elwarre

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