elwarre + grieving!kirk   6

✢ b song
“There's moments in your life that make you, that set the course of who you're gonna be. Sometimes they're little, subtle moments. Sometimes they're not. I'll show you what I mean.” This is the story of Jim Kirk, not as he might have been in another world, but who he is becoming in this one; and these are the people and encounters that change him along the way. (51,000 words)
  james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  winona_kirk  gaila  spock  samuel_kirk  kevin_riley  thomas_leighton  kodos  frank(startrek)  gary_mitchell  christopher_pike  george_kirk  kirk/mccoy  kirk/leighton  kirk/mitchell  kirk/gaila  mccoy/ofc  winona/george  smart!kirk  protective!kirk  hacker!kirk  hurt!kirk  abused!kirk  grieving!kirk  pining!kirk  bottom!kirk  understanding!mccoy  jealous!mccoy  top!mitchell  grieving!winona  abusive!frank(startrek)  pov:winona  pov:kirk  character_study  angst  academy!fic  friendship  grief  abuse:child  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  prostitution  languages:multiple  underage  pining  jealousy  kink:rimming  kink:voyeurism  kink:switching  first_time  st:preseries(aos)  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:ladybugkay  need:pdf 
october 2016 by elwarre
For a Hundred Visions and Revisions
"Winona? Kind of awesome (or, "How Jim Kirk Wouldn't Have Survived A Normal Mother")." (2412 words) Part 3 of the Illogical series
james_kirk  winona_kirk  samuel_kirk  kodos  kirk/spock  hurt!kirk  grieving!kirk  bamf!winona  protective!winona  character_study  angst  tarsus_iv  grief  series/verse  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:waldorph  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
Journey From Babel
"The Enterprise has dropped off the diplomats on Babel... but the events of the journey there have repercussions. First printed 1987 in Enterprise Incidents 8." (5245 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  gen  hurt!kirk  sick!kirk  grieving!kirk  protective!kirk  sick!spock  protective!spock  friendship  hurt/comfort  grief  illness  recovery  clinic/hospital  st:season:2  st:ep:2.10(journey_from_babel)  fandom:startrek(tos)  author:sheila_clark 
september 2016 by elwarre
✢ Magpie
"Spock met Jim when he was 7 and Jim was 6. It has since been generally agreed that this was a mistake (or: the one where they grow up together and things are simultaneously better and worse for it)." (57,648 words)
  james_kirk  spock  amanda_grayson  sybok  sarek  winona_kirk  frank(startrek)  kirk/spock  smart!kirk  hacker!kirk  grieving!kirk  orphan!kirk  hurt!kirk  lonely!kirk  abused!kirk  bottom!kirk  protective!spock  understanding!spock  lonely!spock  possessive!spock  top!spock  friendship  hurt/comfort  pov:spock  misunderstanding  grief  loneliness  abuse:emotional/psychological  tarsus_iv  underage  sex:phone  kink:dirtytalk  first_time  st:preseries(aos)  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:waldorph  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
Long Way Home
"Apparently my brain can break Jim Kirk, too. The fic is mostly Jim centric, with a couple barrels of angst thrown in as Jim feels his way into being a captain and gaining friends. I wrote this drunk (yes, all of it), so I blame vodka for this mess, yes I do. Also, since I can’t find the stepdad’s last name, I gave him the last name of the guy who did his voice over from the film. Also? I loathe the character Winona Kirk’s actress plays on House. Loathe. Hence the bashing." (mid-length)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  spock(prime)  pavel_chekov  christopher_pike  winona_kirk  frank(startrek)  kirk/spock  kirk/omc  kirk/ofc  grieving!kirk  abused!kirk  drugged!kirk  kidnapped!kirk  tortured!kirk  lonely!kirk  bottom!kirk  protective!spock  protective!mccoy  guilty!uhura  asshole!winona  abusive!frank(startrek)  angst  grief  loneliness  misunderstanding  abuse:child(past)  kidnapping  drugs:nonconsensual  torture  clinic/hospital  kink:rimming  sex:rough  preslash  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:jezebel_rising  need:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre

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