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Hurricane
"He only ever wanted to bring Sirius back, but in Harry's life nothing ever goes the way he wants it to." (42,256 words) Weird but interesting.
harry_potter  loki  thor  tony_stark  harry/loki  bamf!harry  masterofdeath!harry  smart!harry  grieving!harry  understanding!harry  protective!harry  possessed!loki  possessive!loki  drama  gods/goddesses  possession  revenge  grief  first_time  pairings:unusual  crossover  fandom:harrypotter  fandom:marvel  author:dark_k 
5 weeks ago by elwarre
Unto Dust
Tucked away behind all the other boxes was a box with his surname. “Parrish.” A legacy of rage, ledgers of wounds received and catalogs of wounds to be given away. Full of putrid monster blood that seeped through its container to taint everything around it. Echoes that clawed through the walls. "You will never be more than the dirt from which you came." That was Adam Parrish's sole inheritance. And he was now its patriarch. (12,885 words)
adam_parrish  ronan_lynch  adam/ronan  grieving!adam  understanding!ronan  angst  hurt/comfort  grief  abuse:child(past)  established!relationship  rc:postseries  fandom:ravencycle  author:wisteria_leigh 
october 2018 by elwarre
Larger than Life
"Ronan lives with his mom, dad, and brothers at a somewhat-disused farm. They still have cows, and apple trees, but they’re not farmers, don’t make a living from it. His dad is away a lot and his mom stays at home. This means there’s always lemonade and cinnamon rolls ready when Ronan gets home from school. Every day he sees a young boy bike past in the morning and again in the afternoon. He’s only seen glances of him, the glimpse of a worn backpack, shorts in the winter, and an old, rusty bike. He’s pretty and Ronan is entranced in a way he doesn’t really understand." (105,533 words)
adam_parrish  ronan_lynch  blue_sargent  richard_gansey  noah_czerny  adam/ronan  adam/omc  noah/gansey  smart!adam  hurt!adam  abused!adam  pining!adam  clueless!adam  grieving!ronan  protective!ronan  pining!ronan  clueless!ronan  jealous!ronan  angst  hurt/comfort  friendship  misunderstanding  grief  abuse:child  highschool  jealousy  pining  slowburn  first_time  rc:au:no!supernatural  fandom:ravencycle  author:belljar 
august 2018 by elwarre
✢ The Ultimate Double Dare
"Frank is living, bleeding proof that some terrible things in the world are not Matt’s fault. It’s like crawling out of the subway, the shocking pressure of tons of earth and stone and steel and scuttling life overhead suddenly giving way to open sky." (14,644 words)
  matt_murdock  frank_castle  foggy_nelson  matt/frank  protective!matt  grieving!matt  bottom!matt  understanding!frank  top!frank  pov:matt  character_study  friendship  action  grief  first_time  fandom:daredevil  author:vibishan  have:pdf 
july 2018 by elwarre
When All the Stars are Dead
“Jessica Jones, stop talking.” “How romantic.” “Hey, those are just their words to you,” Trish reminds her. “Who knows what your first words to your soulmate will be.” “I do: fuck you, asshole.” (3614 words)
jessica_jones  matt_murdock  matt/jessica  ptsd!jessica  grieving!jessica  pov:jessica  angst  ptsd  grief  bonding/soulmates  first_time  fandom:marvel  fandom:daredevil  author:beguile 
february 2018 by elwarre
Oh Lover, Hold On
The mask and goggles clatter to the ground. Isabelle makes a choked noise, and Jace whispers, paper-thin, “Alec?” Magnus stops breathing as Alec’s gaze—cold, dead, and empty—comes to rest impassively on them. “Who the hell is Alec?” Loosely based on Captain America: The Winter Soldier. (33,168 words)
alec_lightwood  magnus_bane  isabelle_lightwood  raphael_santiago  alec/magnus  bamf!alec  hurt!alec  kidnapped!alec  amnesiac!alec  bamf!magnus  grieving!magnus  protective!magnus  understanding!magnus  angst  hurt/comfort  grief  brainwashing/mindgames  amnesia  kidnapping  escape/rescue  recovery  established!relationship  fandom:shadowhunters  author:fireblazie  have:pdf 
october 2017 by elwarre
The Space Between
"Ten minutes ago, Paul couldn’t wait for the night to end. Now his mind was at full attention, strangely intrigued by the gruff man before him. Modern AU. Slow Burn." (97,247 words - WIP - read through ch19)
daryl_dixon  paul_rovia  tara_chambler  daryl/paul  mechanic!daryl  grieving!daryl  homeless!daryl  top!daryl  bartender!paul  hurt!paul  pining!paul  bottom!paul  pov:paul  friendship  mystery  grief  homelessness  issues:class  abuse:child(past)  birthday/holiday  roommates  pining  hothothot  first_time  wd:au:no!walkers  fandom:walkingdead  author:waredness  wip 
august 2017 by elwarre
A Certain Kind of Fool
"For Severus, everything changes when Harry and his children move into Hogwarts. Albus Severus has taken a liking to him and it seems Harry Potter has a secret." (38,700 words) This is all kinds of adorable.
harry_potter  severus_snape  albus_potter  harry/severus  professor!harry  parent!harry  grieving!harry  bottom!harry  pining!severus  reluctant!severus  jealous!severus  top!severus  pov:severus  friendship  domesticity  schmoop  grief  slowburn  pining  jealousy  hothothot  kink:rimming  first_time  hp:postseries  fandom:harrypotter  author:asnowyowl  need:pdf 
august 2017 by elwarre
✢ Banshee
"Harry's first case as a homicide detective takes him to Hogwarts where nightmares beyond his imagining await him." (30,299 words) Lovely little post-Hogwarts get-together fic.
  harry_potter  severus_snape  ron_weasley  hermione_granger  harry/severus  harry/omc  auror!harry  hurt!harry  grieving!harry  headmaster!severus  protective!severus  casefic  mystery  hurt/comfort  drugs:recreational  abuse:domestic  jealousy  grief  clinic/hospital  recovery  slowburn  first_time  hp:postseries  fandom:harrypotter  author:asecretchord  have:pdf 
august 2017 by elwarre
Severus' Dreams
"In the last year of the War, when Voldemort held sway over Wizarding Britain, Poppy Pomfrey gave Headmaster Snape a Christmas gift." (62,037 words) Third in the Memories and Dreams series.
harry_potter  severus_snape  ginny_weasley  poppy_pomfrey  harry/ginny  character_study  grief  dreams/visions  timetravel  hp:postseries  series/verse  fandom:harrypotter  author:paganaidd  have:pdf 
august 2017 by elwarre
✢ The Family Evans
"What if, when Petunia Dursley found a little boy on her front doorstep, she took him in? Not into the cupboard under the stairs, not into a twisted childhood of tarnished worth and neglect—what if she took him in? Petunia was jealous, selfish and vicious. We will not pretend she wasn’t. She looked at that boy on her doorstep and thought about her Dudders, barely a month older than this boy. She looked at his eyes and her stomach turned over and over. (Severus Snape saved Harry’s life for his eyes. Let’s have Petunia save it despite them). Let’s tell a story where Petunia Dursley found a baby boy on her doorstep and hated his eyes—she hated them. She took him in and fed him and changed him and got him his shots, and she hated his eyes up until the day she looked at the boy and saw her nephew, not her sister’s shadow. When Harry was two and Vernon Dursley bought Dudley a toy car and Harry a fast food meal with a toy with parts he could choke on Petunia packed her things and got a divorce." (3529 words) This is wonderful.
  petunia_dursley  harry_potter  dudley_dursley  gen  protective!petunia  protective!dudley  character_study  grief  fandom:harrypotter  author:dirgewithoutmusic  have:pdf 
july 2017 by elwarre
✢ In Blood Only
"Snape is Harry's father. No one is happy to hear it." (185,251 words) I'm not generally huge on father!Snape fics, but this one at least has a believable premise and a thoroughly honest and lovely progression from enmity to love.
  harry_potter  severus_snape  ron_weasley  remus_lupin  hermione_granger  lucius_malfoy  nymphadora_tonks  bellatrix_lestrange  gen  harry/tonks  hurt!harry  grieving!harry  tortured!harry  parent!severus  asshole!severus  protective!severus  asshole!lucius  angst  grief  self_loathing  abuse:child(past)  hunger/starvation  confession/secrets  curse/spell  torture  revenge  hp:year2  fandom:harrypotter  author:emsnape  need:pdf 
june 2017 by elwarre
The Masks of Real Heroes
"One desperate decision has unimaginable consequences. When Harry received his letter at eleven, he turned down the offer to attend Hogwarts. He had to; it was his only chance to escape. Five years later and, in the brief moments he recalls his decision, he feels nothing but regret. Until an incident causes the opportunity to arise once more, and he is finally given the chance to escape that which has smothered him for so long." (272,230 words) Part 1 of From Slips to Steps
harry_potter  draco_malfoy  neville_longbottom  hermione_granger  blaise_zabini  pansy_parkinson  ron_weasley  luna_lovegood  ginny_weasley  minerva_mcgonagall  severus_snape  remus_lupin  sirius_black  albus_dumbledore  narcissa_malfoy  lucius_malfoy  harry/draco  harry/omc  bamf!harry  smart!harry  protective!harry  hurt!harry  abused!harry  raped!harry  ptsd!harry  hypothermic!harry  protective!draco  understanding!draco  grieving!draco  protective!narcissa  hurt!narcissa  bwl!neville  friendship  action  hurt/comfort  grief  abuse:child  hunger/starvation  touchstarvation  noncon/dubcon  underage  ptsd  hypothermia  confession/secrets  revenge  languages:multiple  birthday/holiday  slowburn  first_time  series/verse  hp:au:not!bwl  hp:au:different!hogwarts  fandom:harrypotter  author:aelys_althea  have:pdf 
may 2017 by elwarre
Me, Myself, and I
"Harry has had a hard life, harder than anyone knows, even himself. What happens when Snape finds out that Harry's mind couldn't take the strain and fractured, leaving the BWL with MPD? PreHBP." (65,691 words)
harry_potter  severus_snape  hermione_granger  draco_malfoy  ron_weasley  albus_dumbledore  gen  bamf!harry  hurt!harry  abused!harry  grieving!harry  clueless!harry  kidnapped!harry  tortured!harry  protective!severus  kidnapped!severus  dark!ron  friendship  action  angst  abuse:child  illness:mental  mpd/did  grief  confession/secrets  kidnapping  torture  escape/rescue  recovery  revenge  hp:year6  fandom:harrypotter  author:emysabath 
may 2017 by elwarre
✢ Miles to Go Before I Sleep
"When Pansy comes to Draco nearly three years after the war to ask for his help with none other than an abused and fragile Harry Potter, what could he do but say yes? After all, he had been in love with Harry since they were eleven." (109,627 words)
  harry_potter  draco_malfoy  pansy_parkinson  ron_weasley  harry/draco  harry/omc  wardsmith!harry  hurt!harry  abused!harry  whipped!harry  ptsd!harry  jealous!harry  healer!draco  protective!draco  understanding!draco  depressed!draco  lonely!draco  grieving!draco  jealous!draco  pining!draco  pov:draco  friendship  angst  hurt/comfort  action  loneliness  depression  grief  issues:class  homophobia  stalkers  abuse:domestic  abuse:emotional/psychological  whipping  hunger/starvation  ptsd  recovery  slowburn  pining  jealousy  kink:rimming  first_time  hp:postseries  fandom:harrypotter  author:nimrodel_13  need:pdf 
april 2017 by elwarre
✢ The Other Man out of Time
"Also known as Time Travelling Clint Wrecks the Universe. Due to The Time Stone having a great day screwing around the fabric of reality, Clint finds half of himself - or a copy of himself? he doesn't know how the damn thing works and no-one in the know is talking any sense - thrown back into Normandy, 1944. Great. Wanda always said his life was a bit of a car crash; he supposes he's in no place to argue with that now he's actually watching his alter-ego get caught up in Captain America's original assault against Hydra, while also finding the time to embark on a (probably doomed) love affair of epic proportions." (97,320 words)
  clint_barton  bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  tony_stark  natasha_romanov  wanda_maximoff  pietro_maximoff  sam_wilson  clint/bucky  steve/tony  bamf!clint  military!clint  deaf!clint  timetraveler!clint  protective!clint  kidnapped!clint  tortured!clint  hurt!clint  grieving!clint  bamf!bucky  military!bucky  protective!bucky  kidnapped!bucky  tortured!bucky  hurt!bucky  amnesiac!bucky  pov:clint  angst  hurt/comfort  friendship  timetravel  altered!reality  dreams/visions  magic  military  homophobia  disability  kidnapping  torture  brainwashing/mindgames  amnesia  grief  recovery  first_time  fandom:marvel  author:sara_holmes  have:pdf 
march 2017 by elwarre
✢ Don't Be Alarmed if I Fall Head Over Feet
"That little shit," Jasper snarls, throwing himself in the seat across from Phil in the mess hall, glasses slightly askew and eyes sporting that look Phil has come to associate with a certain specialist recently collected into SHIELD's fold. (18,747 words)
  clint_barton  phil_coulson  natasha_romanov  nick_fury  jasper_sitwell  clint/phil  protective!clint  hurt!clint  grieving!clint  pining!clint  protective!phil  hurt!phil  pining!phil  angst  hurt/comfort  action  friendship  grief  slowburn  pining  first_time  fandom:marvel  author:sirona 
february 2017 by elwarre
Through a Glass Darkly
"At the CDC Shane takes out his frustration on Daryl for the first time. What will happen between the two of them as Shane becomes more and more unhinged? And will Rick be able to help?" (17,902 words)
daryl_dixon  rick_grimes  shane_walsh  carol_peletier  lori_grimes  daryl/rick  daryl/shane  lori/rick  hurt!daryl  raped!daryl  sick!daryl  clueless!rick  grieving!rick  asshole!shane  dark!shane  angst  dark  hurt/comfort  friendship  grief  noncon/dubcon  self_loathing  selfharm  slowburn  first_time  wd:season:2  wd:season:3  fandom:walkingdead  author:lea_ysaye 
january 2017 by elwarre
✢ Ninety-Five, Not Dead
"That wasn't my first kiss since 1945," Steve told Natasha in The Winter Soldier. "I'm ninety-five, I'm not dead." Set a few months before The Winter Soldier. No spoilers for the rest of the Don't Ask, Don't Tell series; not necessary to read the other stories either. (4522 words) Part 4 of Don't Ask, Don't Tell
  steve_rogers  steve/omc  grieving!steve  lonely!steve  angst  grief  loneliness  series/verse  fandom:marvel  author:annafugazzi  have:pdf 
december 2016 by elwarre
✢ Don't Ask
"Captain America and Bucky Barnes were like brothers. Everyone knew that." (29,491 words) Part 1 of Don't Ask, Don't Tell
  bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  steve/bucky  hurt!bucky  guilty!bucky  guilty!steve  grieving!steve  pov:outsider  grief  military  action  homophobia  kink:voyeurism  kink:switching  established!relationship  series/verse  fandom:marvel  author:annafugazzi  have:pdf 
december 2016 by elwarre
✢ b song
“There's moments in your life that make you, that set the course of who you're gonna be. Sometimes they're little, subtle moments. Sometimes they're not. I'll show you what I mean.” This is the story of Jim Kirk, not as he might have been in another world, but who he is becoming in this one; and these are the people and encounters that change him along the way. (51,000 words)
  james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  winona_kirk  gaila  spock  samuel_kirk  kevin_riley  thomas_leighton  kodos  frank(startrek)  gary_mitchell  christopher_pike  george_kirk  kirk/mccoy  kirk/leighton  kirk/mitchell  kirk/gaila  mccoy/ofc  winona/george  smart!kirk  protective!kirk  hacker!kirk  hurt!kirk  abused!kirk  grieving!kirk  pining!kirk  bottom!kirk  understanding!mccoy  jealous!mccoy  top!mitchell  grieving!winona  abusive!frank(startrek)  pov:winona  pov:kirk  character_study  angst  academy!fic  friendship  grief  abuse:child  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  prostitution  languages:multiple  underage  pining  jealousy  kink:rimming  kink:voyeurism  kink:switching  first_time  st:preseries(aos)  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:ladybugkay  need:pdf 
october 2016 by elwarre
✢ Save Me
"Peter is the Alpha. He's nobody's savior. Not his pack's. Not his town's. And not that kid's. But sometimes salvation goes both ways." (39,126 words) The underage and noncon tags do not occur between Peter and Stiles.
  stiles_stilinski  peter_hale  derek_hale  scott_mccall  sheriff_stilinski  chris_argent  kate_argent  allison_argent  deucalion  braeden  alan_deaton  stiles/peter  kidnapped!stiles  hurt!stiles  raped!stiles  electrocuted!stiles  tortured!stiles  bullied!stiles  bottom!stiles  alpha!peter  protective!peter  grieving!peter  top!peter  action  angst  grief  kidnapping  noncon/dubcon  torture  electrocution  escape/rescue  bullying  selfharm  highschool  revenge  slowburn  underage  kink:scentmarking  first_time  fandom:teenwolf  author:discontentedwinter  have:pdf 
october 2016 by elwarre
✢ The T-Shirt
"AU Stanford era. It's been a long time since Dean's seen Sam, and now they're meeting at 3am on a back road in-the-middle-of-nowhere California." (1700 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  gen  creature!sam  ghost!sam  grieving!dean  heartbreaking  deathfic  ghosts  grief  stanford  spn:preseries  fandom:spn  author:madebyme_x 
september 2016 by elwarre
For a Hundred Visions and Revisions
"Winona? Kind of awesome (or, "How Jim Kirk Wouldn't Have Survived A Normal Mother")." (2412 words) Part 3 of the Illogical series
james_kirk  winona_kirk  samuel_kirk  kodos  kirk/spock  hurt!kirk  grieving!kirk  bamf!winona  protective!winona  character_study  angst  tarsus_iv  grief  series/verse  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:waldorph  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
Lord Knows it Would be the First Time
"Stiles is home from Berkeley for the summer, but only because he promised the pack. He'd rather not see Derek, because whatever the thing was that they were doing, they're not doing it anymore, and it sucks. Unfortunately, he doesn't have a choice. The betas tried a magical remedy for Derek's melancholy, and now Stiles has a three-year-old who looks like Derek. Stiles doesn't know how to deal with that, and he definitely doesn't know how to tell the betas he and Derek were secret fuck buddies for a year and a half." (12,287 words)
stiles_stilinski  derek_hale  lydia_martin  scott_mccall  sheriff_stilinski  stiles/derek  parent!stiles  grieving!stiles  pining!stiles  bottom!stiles  parent!derek  grieving!derek  pining!derek  top!derek  angst  hurt/comfort  pov:stiles  misunderstanding  magic  grief  pining  kink:marking  previous!relationship  tw:postseries  fandom:teenwolf  author:uraneia 
september 2016 by elwarre
Journey From Babel
"The Enterprise has dropped off the diplomats on Babel... but the events of the journey there have repercussions. First printed 1987 in Enterprise Incidents 8." (5245 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  gen  hurt!kirk  sick!kirk  grieving!kirk  protective!kirk  sick!spock  protective!spock  friendship  hurt/comfort  grief  illness  recovery  clinic/hospital  st:season:2  st:ep:2.10(journey_from_babel)  fandom:startrek(tos)  author:sheila_clark 
september 2016 by elwarre
Foundations
"Amanda only wanted what was best for her son, and after Sarek’s death, she was certain that Vulcan was not it. However, she had never expected it to be Iowa either, or rather, a poor little boy from Riverside." (44,819 words)
james_kirk  spock  amanda_grayson  winona_kirk  samuel_kirk  leonard_mccoy  frank(startrek)  kirk/spock  kirk/omc  abused!kirk  lonely!kirk  jealous!kirk  jealous!spock  virgin!spock  neglectful!winona  friendship  character_study  academy!fic  grief  loneliness  abuse:child  resentment  jealousy  kink:virginity  first_time  st:preseries(aos)  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:notboldly 
august 2016 by elwarre
✢ Magpie
"Spock met Jim when he was 7 and Jim was 6. It has since been generally agreed that this was a mistake (or: the one where they grow up together and things are simultaneously better and worse for it)." (57,648 words)
  james_kirk  spock  amanda_grayson  sybok  sarek  winona_kirk  frank(startrek)  kirk/spock  smart!kirk  hacker!kirk  grieving!kirk  orphan!kirk  hurt!kirk  lonely!kirk  abused!kirk  bottom!kirk  protective!spock  understanding!spock  lonely!spock  possessive!spock  top!spock  friendship  hurt/comfort  pov:spock  misunderstanding  grief  loneliness  abuse:emotional/psychological  tarsus_iv  underage  sex:phone  kink:dirtytalk  first_time  st:preseries(aos)  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:waldorph  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
Long Way Home
"Apparently my brain can break Jim Kirk, too. The fic is mostly Jim centric, with a couple barrels of angst thrown in as Jim feels his way into being a captain and gaining friends. I wrote this drunk (yes, all of it), so I blame vodka for this mess, yes I do. Also, since I can’t find the stepdad’s last name, I gave him the last name of the guy who did his voice over from the film. Also? I loathe the character Winona Kirk’s actress plays on House. Loathe. Hence the bashing." (mid-length)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  spock(prime)  pavel_chekov  christopher_pike  winona_kirk  frank(startrek)  kirk/spock  kirk/omc  kirk/ofc  grieving!kirk  abused!kirk  drugged!kirk  kidnapped!kirk  tortured!kirk  lonely!kirk  bottom!kirk  protective!spock  protective!mccoy  guilty!uhura  asshole!winona  abusive!frank(startrek)  angst  grief  loneliness  misunderstanding  abuse:child(past)  kidnapping  drugs:nonconsensual  torture  clinic/hospital  kink:rimming  sex:rough  preslash  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:jezebel_rising  need:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
Off the Menu
"Jared is an injured kid wandering down the side of the road the first time Jensen meets him. He brings Jared back to Baby's, his father's diner, to help. As they grow up, they become close friends, but just when Jensen is beginning to realize his feelings for Jared may be more than friendly, Jared disappears. Years later, Jared returns to his diner, but he's not alone. Every night, he comes in escorted by a different john, and Jensen quietly aches for the boy he fell in love with." (26,484 words)
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  jeff_morgan  danneel_harris  jared/jensen  hooker!jared  hurt!jared  abused!jared  pining!jared  top!jared  chef!jensen  protective!jensen  grieving!jensen  pining!jensen  bottom!jensen  hurt/comfort  grief  prostitution  abuse:child  noncon/dubcon  underage  cps/fostercare  food/restaurant  pining  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:cherie_morte  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
Remember You
"After a tragic accident that claims his boyfriend’s life and ends his career as a surgeon, Jensen seeks oblivion in a cabin in the mountains. One winter night, his dog helps him find a young, neglected man who has been horribly mistreated and can’t remember anything. Taking care of him, Jensen slowly finds back to himself. Can he help the stranger to remember himself in return? And will the two men have a future when their feelings develop into something other than friendship?" (27,500 words)
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  jared/jensen  hurt!jared  kidnapped!jared  tortured!jared  abused!jared  raped!jared  bottom!jared  doctor!jensen  protective!jensen  hurt!jensen  grieving!jensen  top!jensen  hurt/comfort  angst  grief  torture  kidnapping  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  hypothermia  permanent!injury  disability  cabin/wilderness  recovery  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:aelia1980  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
✢ These Violent Delights Have Violent Ends
"Erik returns, weeks after Cuba, to find Charles on his deathbed. Charles asks him to stay. Erik refuses to believe that all is lost...especially considering that Charles's condition is his fault." (30,545 words) Absolutely gorgeous, but do not read unless you want to cry.
  charles_xavier  erik_lehnsherr  raven  hank_mccoy  alex_summers  sean_cassidy  emma_frost  charles/erik  hurt!charles  paralyzed!charles  sick!charles  grieving!charles  guilty!erik  protective!erik  heartbreaking  deathfic  mansion!fic  grief  illness  paralysis  established!relationship  x:firstclass  fandom:xmen  author:cgf_kat  have:pdf 
june 2016 by elwarre
The Robber Barons
"London, 1811. Kurt Marko, desperate and in debt, blackmails Charles into stealing a diamond necklace from a notorious weapons dealer, using his knowledge of his stepson's homosexuality as leverage. The job sends Charles down a path of crime, tragedy, and ardent passion, into the arms of an ambitious railroad tycoon from Berlin with a lot to prove." (30,799 words)
charles_xavier  erik_lehnsherr  raven  logan  sebastian_shaw  azazel(xmen)  emma_frost  clarice_ferguson(blink)  angel_salvadore  charles/erik  magician!charles  scientist!charles  professor!charles  thief!charles  criminal!charles  hurt!charles  paralyzed!charles  abused!charles  grieving!charles  bottom!charles  engineer!erik  protective!erik  top!erik  actor!raven  abusive!kurt(xmen)  historical  drama  experimental  magic  theater  homophobia  abuse:child(past)  blackmail  grief  criminals/mafia  issues:class  issues:racism  issues:sexism  fighting/sparring  revenge  permanent!injury  paralysis  disability  first_time  x:au:no!mutants  x:au:historical/fantasy  fandom:xmen  author:alernun  author:ginogollum 
june 2016 by elwarre
✢ Because of How I Feel About You
“Look out,” Clint would say, balancing a naked GI Joe on top of a purple My Little Pony and balancing himself atop the bed so he could fly the duo up to the ceiling: “My boss unicorn queen has rescued her wounded bodyguard and prepares to seek bloody vengeance on your Barbie Palace of Lies and Deceit.” “Whatever, cupcake,” Natasha would reply from the floor, not batting an eye as she racked a marshmallow gun and placed it carefully on the shoulder of a Holiday Celebration Kira in the manner of a rocket launcher. “My imperial palace guard is ready and loaded for bear. (10,180 words) This is background Phil/Clint, but the primary relationship is the friendship between Clint and Natasha. Part 1 of The Honor System series.
  clint_barton  phil_coulson  natasha_romanov  clint/phil  clint/natasha  bamf!clint  hurt!clint  protective!clint  abused!clint  raped!clint  grieving!clint  protective!natasha  bamf!natasha  grieving!natasha  angst  friendship  action  origin_story  grief  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  homophobia  carnival/circus  sex:rough  first_time  series/verse  fandom:marvel  author:snapjack  have:pdf 
june 2016 by elwarre
✢ The Tragedy of Life
"The only luck Jensen seems to be having lately is bad – he's accidentally come out to his family and been disowned (sort of), had his lyrics stolen by his best friend (now ex) who he last saw sipping champagne on an episode of CMT Cribs, and is one late rent payment from being thrown out on his ass because apparently no one wants to buy insurance from a guy with an eyepatch (don't ask). But things finally start to look up when he meets his hot new neighbor, Jared, and of course that's when Jensen has to go and get himself killed. Turns out the afterlife? Not all it's cracked up to be. And his death coach is kind of a douche, too." (54,000 words) Tagged as a death!fic but it's not really.
  jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  chad_michael_murray  christian_kane  misha_collins  katie_cassidy  gabriel_tigerman  jared/jensen  grieving!jared  pining!jared  top!jared  ghost!jensen  hurt!jensen  pining!jensen  bottom!jensen  altered!reality  humor  schmoop  angst  deathfic  grief  ghosts  pining  slowburn  hothothot  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:lizzywinks  need:pdf 
june 2016 by elwarre
✢ 143 Alice Grim Lane
"Sam Winchester changed his name before he got to Stanford. Now Samuel Francis Wesson is a rising star at a California law firm with a reputation for championing the underdogs and bringing down the bad guys. He and Jess have a neon blue hybrid with a bike rack on top, and a cozy red stucco house with built-in bookshelves and hanging baskets of bougainvillea on the front porch. Sam Wesson has everything he ever wanted, except for the one thing he knew he shouldn’t. Dean is still a Winchester, still a hunter, still in love with Sam and determined not to admit it. Years of avoiding each other and their true feelings have left Sam and Dean strangers. But when Sam’s luck changes and tragedy finds him, he turns in desperation to the older brother he walked away from years ago, hoping that the bond forged between them in childhood will prove strong enough to bring them back together." (52,500 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  jessica_moore  castiel  sam/dean  sam/jess  dean/castiel  lawyer!sam  parent!sam  hurt!sam  grieving!sam  hunter!dean  pining!dean  protective!dean  hurt!dean  hurt/comfort  angst  domesticity  grief  college  stanford  pining  slowburn  hothothot  kink:spanking  kink:switching  first_time  fandom:spn  author:runedgirl  have:pdf 
may 2016 by elwarre
✢ The Parting Glass
The words shrivel and die between them. Harry's chest hitches on an indrawn breath. The contours of his face are cast dramatically in the fiery hues of the street at night, highlighting the wrinkle in his forehead and the soft slope of his chin and the silvery pink of his scar. He's beautiful, and Eggsy loves him. “I miss you.” The confession falls. It lands heavily onto the pavement, cracking into the asphalt. “You're alive, you're right in fucking front of me, and I still miss you.” (48,525 words)
  eggsy_unwin  harry_hart  roxy(kingsman)  merlin(kingsman)  eggsy/harry  bamf!eggsy  hurt!eggsy  grieving!eggsy  pining!eggsy  bottom!eggsy  hurt!harryhart  guilty!harryhart  pining!harryhart  top!harryhart  angst  hurt/comfort  action  grief  prostitution  clinic/hospital  recovery  slowburn  pining  hothothot  kink:rimming  first_time  fandom:kingsman  author:kirkaut  have:pdf 
may 2016 by elwarre
✢ This is Not a Ghost Story
"That night, Jess lies awake in her bedroom, staring up at the white ceiling. She wonders if she died. Up there? she thinks, and she closes her eyes. She doesn’t expect to wake up." (3817 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  jessica_moore  sam/jess  pov:jess  heartbreaking  deathfic  ghosts  grief  college  stanford  established!relationship  fandom:spn  author:kalliel  have:pdf 
may 2016 by elwarre
Mashiach
"They’ve been through at least three one-stoplight towns today, and every neon motel sign, every stock-letter motorcourt entryway, has made it abundantly clear that there are NO VACANCIES." (31,070 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  castiel  sam/dean  hurt!sam  saint!sam  protective!dean  grieving!dean  experimental  deathfic  angst  grief  issues:cults/religion  established!relationship  spn:postseries  series/verse  fandom:spn  author:steeplechasers  have:pdf  unfinished 
may 2016 by elwarre
Another Apple to Slice Into Pieces
"It takes much longer than his six years with S.H.I.E.L.D. (and a few more brushes with death than anyone's really comfortable with) but Clint finds a family, even if he wasn't looking for one." (55,718 words)
clint_barton  phil_coulson  natasha_romanov  bobbi_morse  sharon_carter  sam_wilson  maria_hill  nick_fury  clint/phil  clint/natasha  clint/bobbi  bamf!clint  hurt!clint  abused!clint  tortured!clint  grieving!clint  understanding!phil  protective!phil  protective!natasha  angst  action  friendship  origin_story  abuse:child(past)  torture  dehydration/heatstroke  grief  brainwashing/mindgames  tesseract  slowburn  preslash  fandom:marvel  author:kirstein_and_arlert 
may 2016 by elwarre
The Hope of Empty Men
"While Stiles is trying to cope with everything he did under the control of the Nogitsune, Malia is quick to insinuate herself into his life and declares herself his ‘mate’. That would have been great if he’d actually been, y’know, interested, instead of trying to hold on to his sanity with both hands. His guilt combined with the fact that she has no idea about concepts such as ‘consent’, Stiles soon finds himself drowning. Will anyone reach him in time?" (119,576 words) Note that the somnophilia is between Stiles and Malia and is nonconsensual. Heed the warnings on this one.
stiles_stilinski  derek_hale  malia_tate  sheriff_stilinski  lydia_martin  scott_mccall  alan_deaton  stiles/derek  stiles/malia  powers!stiles  magical!stiles  hurt!stiles  abused!stiles  raped!stiles  ptsd!stiles  depressed!stiles  grieving!stiles  guilty!stiles  bottom!stiles  protective!derek  understanding!derek  top!derek  jealous!malia  abusive!malia  angst  hurt/comfort  abuse:domestic  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  depression  grief  selfharm  nogitsune  clinic/hospital  recovery  magic  jealousy  kink:tattoos  kink:knotting  kink:somnophilia  first_time  tw:season:4  fandom:teenwolf  author:paintedsmile  have:pdf 
may 2016 by elwarre
When You Broke My Chest
"When Derek does the unforgivable to Stiles, Stiles attempts to forgive him anyhow. It's not easy." (17,323 words) This is an interesting look at rape recovery within an established relationship. Derek is not a monster, but he's not excused either, and there's no magical healing sex.
stiles_stilinski  derek_hale  scott_mccall  isaac_lahey  erica_reyes  stiles/derek  hurt!stiles  grieving!stiles  raped!stiles  bottom!stiles  guilty!derek  protective!derek  asshole!scott  angst  hurt/comfort  domesticity  grief  noncon/dubcon  recovery  first_time  fandom:teenwolf  author:reddwarfer  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
If The Ley Lines You Should Follow
And Derek just stood there, staring at Stiles like he was a ghost. “Dude, I know it’s been a while but you don’t have to look at me like you’re that surprised I’m hung over in the woods. It’s practically a tradition at this point.” “Stiles?” Derek whispered, the name falling from his lips like a punch to the gut. Stiles watched, confused, as Derek took a deep breath in and took a shaky step forward then back again. “You’re not- you can’t be. Who are you?” (52,107 words) Sequel: "Where the Double Walker Dwells"
stiles_stilinski  derek_hale  allison_argent  sheriff_stilinski  malia_tate  erica_reyes  vernon_boyd  alan_deaton  stiles/derek  bamf!stiles  powers!stiles  magical!stiles  timetraveler!stiles  hurt!stiles  bartender!derek  hurt!derek  grieving!derek  pov:stiles  altered!reality  angst  timetravel  magic  grief  first_time  tw:postseries  series/verse  fandom:teenwolf  author:inthearmsofathief  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
Run
"Sam has a brain tumor and is going to die. Dean doesn't want to lose him. Incredibly moving and beautifully made AU video. Lots and lots of man pain for both boys."
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  gen  sick!sam  cancer!sam  grieving!dean  heartbreaking  illness  grief  clinic/hospital  fandom:spn  format:video 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ The Shortest Distance
"The year is 1935 and the Great Plains are hurting. Beaten down, dirt and dust-laden, the people of these Plains live in a constant haze. Jared is twenty years old and struggling to keep his adoptive family alive and cared for. When his husband Cole died, much of the faith in this land died with him, though they have stayed because this is their land. They stay because they belong here. Cole’s cousin arrives in from Montana two years too late, seeking to uproot his kin and change their lives. With nature against man and man against nature, no one remains the same." (27,109 words)
  jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  jared/jensen  jared/omc  cowboy!jared  hurt!jared  grieving!jared  bottom!jared  cowboy!jensen  protective!jensen  top!jensen  hurt/comfort  heartbreaking  angst  historical  grief  farm/ranch  cowboys  noncon/dubcon  homophobia  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:compo67  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ Like Luggage of Some Departed Traveller
"Rogue wildlife attacks? Check. Virulent, incurable pandemic? Double check. Relentless string of natural disasters? Check, check, check. Dean's got it hard enough dealing with the collapse of modern society, so imagine his dismay when he goes to Stanford Law to fetch the brother he's been painfully in love with for most of his life and finds that brother happily married. When Sam, Dean, and Jess set off across the country to find their dad, it's all they can do just to stay alive, much less stay true to each other." (54,000 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  jessica_moore  sam/dean/jess  sam/dean  sam/jess  dean/jess  bamf!sam  parent!sam  hurt!sam  kidnapped!sam  bamf!dean  pining!dean  hurt!dean  grieving!dean  pregnant!jess  grieving!jess  angst  drama  horror  postapocalypse  grief  illness  clinic/hospital  zombies  natural_disaster  kidnapping  fighting/sparring  cabin/wilderness  pining  polyamory  kink:threesome  first_time  established!relationship  pairings:unusual  spn:au  fandom:spn  author:britomart_is  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
House of Broken Souls
"Ex- detective Jensen moves to a new city, to escape the nightmare of his recent past. His new apartment has an assortment of neighbors, including his landlord, Jared Padalecki and immediate next door neighbor, Caitlin. Jared is good looking, wealthy and successful, but he's keeping dark secrets. Caitlin bakes a lot and hides. She's also, by her own admission, batshit crazy, but is she is dangerous as local detective Misha Collins believes? For J2 it's lust at first sight but it's not going to be easy. Jared has issues with commitment and Jensen just has issues,including his ex-partner Chad Michael Murray trying to pull him back onto the case that devastated his life. When their past collides can they make a new future for themselves?" (105,881 words plus timestamp)
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  misha_collins  chad_michael_murray  jeff_morgan  jared/jensen  architect!jared  hurt!jared  abused!jared  hooker!jared  streetkid!jared  bottom!jared  officer!jensen  detective!jensen  hurt!jensen  grieving!jensen  addict!jensen  alcoholic!jensen  protective!jensen  possessive!jensen  top!jensen  angst  hurt/comfort  action  drama  mystery  casefic  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  prostitution  underage  streetkids  permanent!injury  disability  grief  addiction  recovery  clinic/hospital  illness:mental  mental_institution  mpd/did  fbi/police  serial_killers  landlord/tenant  kink:spanking  kink:bdsm  kink:switching  first_time  series/verse  fandom:rpf  author:anniespinkhouse  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ Angel in Blue
"Officer Ackles is a hardened city cop who finds himself in the worst situation, staring down the barrel of a loaded gun. When Jared rescues the officer, Jensen owes Jared his life... or perhaps, it’s the other way around. An AU based on the movie, Angel Eyes." (36,982 words) This is one of the most realistic portrayals of the complexities and cycles of abuse that I've ever read.
  jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  jared/jensen  hurt!jared  grieving!jared  protective!jared  officer!jensen  understanding!jensen  abused!jensen  angst  hurt/comfort  mystery  fbi/police  grief  abuse:child(past)  abuse:domestic  slowburn  kink:switching  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:nicb0723  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ Ten Thousand Miles
"This isn’t a story with a deeper meaning. There is no moral at the end. On December 28th, 2007, Sam Winchester walked out of the motel room he was sharing with his brother and never came back. This is the story of what happened after." (35,000 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  bobby_singer  ellen_harvelle  jo_harvelle  bela_talbot  ruby  gen  clueless!dean  grieving!dean  angst  heartbreaking  mystery  demons  demon_deal  grief  dreams/visions  spn:season:3  spn:season:4  fandom:spn  author:mimblexwimble  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ Like Sick Flowers Need the Sun
"Clint hasn't felt this alone in a long time. Coulson's gone, SHIELD isn't a home anymore, and no one on his new team seems to like him. After a lifetime of being ignored, Clint's gotten good at demanding attention. He'll annoy and frustrate and piss everyone off until they notice him. To him, any attention—even the negative kind—is good attention. This poses a problem when they all finally learn to just ignore him." (7851 words)
  clint_barton  phil_coulson  natasha_romanov  tony_stark  bruce_banner  thor  steve_rogers  clint/phil  hurt!clint  grieving!clint  depressed!clint  abused!clint  lonely!clint  angst  hurt/comfort  friendship  loneliness  grief  depression  abuse:child(past)  hunger/starvation  cps/fostercare  established!relationship  fandom:marvel  author:hoosierbitch  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
Done to Death
“Is this Dean Winchester?” At the familiar voice, Dean gripped the steering wheel so tightly his fingers ached. “Sammy? That you?” “Uh, my name’s Clay Miller. I got your phone number from Jim Murphy; he said you might be able to help me.” (7577 words)
dean_winchester  clay_miller  dean/clay  top!clay  bottom!dean  pining!dean  angst  revenge  grief  pining  unrequited  spn:preseries  crossover  fandom:spn  fandom:friday13th  author:macbyrne  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ A Bright and Golden Streak of Land
"Jensen Ackles works as a lifeguard on California's Sonoma Coast. It's more than a job to him: since a tragedy a year ago, it's the only thing he lives for. That is, until he rescues Jared Padalecki, a marine biologist on a mission." (16,817 words)
  jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  jared/jensen  scientist!jared  activist!jared  lifeguard!jensen  grieving!jensen  hurt/comfort  activism/revolution  grief  beach/island  slowburn  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:gretazreta  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ Seven Days
"Jess burns; Sam crumbles. Dean tries his best to pick up the pieces. (Episode tag that picks up where the pilot leaves off.)" (3084 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  jessica_moore  sam/jess  gen  hurt!sam  grieving!sam  angst  heartbreaking  grief  roadtrip  revenge  spn:season:1  spn:ep:1.1(pilot)  fandom:spn  author:alethiometry  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
Resurrection
"Roger, that. Going silent." Phil never imagined that those would be the last words he’d ever hear Clint say. (2628 words) First in the Phoenix Rising series.
clint_barton  phil_coulson  natasha_romanov  tony_stark  bruce_banner  steve_rogers  clint/phil  hurt!clint  reluctant!phil  grieving!phil  angst  misunderstanding  grief  previous!relationship  series/verse  fandom:marvel  author:msraven  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
Welcome to the Jungle
"Dean Winchester is the famous survivalist with a bad attitude. Sam Wesson is just a cameraman trying to make a living, trailing after a crazy ex-marine on the TV show "Man vs Wild". Things, obviously, go great. (Or, the one where Dean is Bear Grylls, and Sam's his cameraman) Wincest AU." (73,960 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  gabriel  castiel  azazel  tyson_brady  benny_lafitte  bobby_singer  ellen_harvelle  sam/dean  sam/jess  sam/azazel  castiel/gabriel  photographer!sam  cameraman!sam  bamf!sam  hurt!sam  hypothermic!sam  kidnapped!sam  grieving!sam  protective!sam  bottom!sam  survivalist!dean  bamf!dean  hurt!dean  grieving!dean  protective!dean  possessive!dean  top!dean  human!gabriel  protective!gabriel  human!castiel  protective!castiel  protective!bobby  bamf!ellen  action  hurt/comfort  hypothermia  kidnapping  grief  escape/rescue  beach/island  cabin/wilderness  jungle  clinic/hospital  love/hate  first_time  spn:au:not!brothers  spn:au:no!supernatural  fandom:spn  author:theresurrectionist  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
Periphery
"Sam doesn't remember making a wish in the warehouse, just stumbling backwards, the djinn catching him by the front of his shirt and holding him in that unstable, wrong-direction lean over the long flight of stairs. But he remembers a look of satisfaction and peace on the tattooed face and a whisper that almost glowed: 'I see your heart.'" (19,000 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  mary_winchester  jessica_moore  sam/jess  dean/ofc  hurt!sam  hallucinating!sam  grieving!sam  protective!sam  angst  domesticity  altered!reality  heartbreaking  grief  hallucinations  dreams/visions  djinns  college  stanford  spn:season:3  spn:ep:2.20(what_is_and_what_should_never_be)  fandom:spn  author:hiyacynth 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ Roots and Branches
"You call him your graveyard boy. That is not his name and the words sound so sad, but you find them fitting and are not sure where they came from in the first place. He means so very much to you, and you wish you could remember why." (819 words) This is perfect.
  sam_winchester  jessica_moore  sam/jess  hurt!sam  grieving!sam  creature!jess  ghost!jess  heartbreaking  deathfic  angst  ghosts  grief  fandom:spn  author:thychesters  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
✢ Catching Hell
"Sam Winchester is, perhaps, the greatest asset to the hunting community. His research, advice, and insight has reached countless hunters and solved innumerable mysteries. His life is solitary, but useful. That changes, however, with the delivery of a captured Knight of Hell who calls himself Dean." (117,886 words) I LOVED this one. Sam is hurt horribly and still a total bamf.
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  gordon_walker  sam/dean  bamf!sam  smart!sam  hunter!sam  author!sam  hermit!sam  lonely!sam  grieving!sam  hurt!sam  bamf!dean  powers!dean  demon!dean  tortured!dean  protective!dean  hurt!dean  action  drama  hurt/comfort  permanent!injury  torture  loneliness  grief  demons  wendigos  wraiths  djinns  hunters:organized  cabin/wilderness  slowburn  hothothot  kink:switching  first_time  spn:au:not!brothers  fandom:spn  author:deed  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
The Elko County Adventure
"Mutant snake monsters, rooftop confessions, and a big-ass Howitzer strapped to the back of a pick-up truck." (25,467 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  sam/dean  pining!sam  protective!sam  grieiving!sam  clueless!dean  hurt!dean  grieving!dean  casefic  action  angst  grief  pining  first_time  spn:season:2  crossover  fandom:spn  fandom:tremors  author:candle_beck  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
Talking Through a Different Face
"When single dad Jared Padalecki is recruited under desperate circumstances to become the “normal” face of a house full of misfits (including a vampire, a voodoo priestess, a man who has modified his body to look like a jungle cat, and an all-too-naked Misha Collins) he unwittingly enters a world where magic exists. He thinks his greatest problem is figuring out his surprising attraction to Jensen “Totally Not a Warlock” Ackles, but when his suddenly super-powered six-year-old daughter goes missing, he needs to learn to trust his newfound family to get her back before anyone else is harmed." (34,000 words)
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  misha_collins  genevieve_cortese  christian_kane  danneel_harris  jared/jensen  misha/genevieve  chris/danneel  parent!jared  grieving!jared  vet!jared  pining!jensen  powers!jensen  empath!jensen  hurt!jensen  protective!jensen  humor  domesticity  friendship  schmoop  angst  grief  roommates  telekinesis  vampires  pining  kink:tattoos  kink:switching  kink:rimming  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:tebtosca  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
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