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Let Me Help
"The Narada incident has just been dealt with, and Kirk is realizing that he's in worse shape than he would like to admit." (111,306 words) Part 2 of Shades of Blue and Gold
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  kirk/mccoy  bamf!kirk  hurt!kirk  ptsd!kirk  guilty!spock  protective!spock  protective!mccoy  friendship  hurt/comfort  ptsd  abuse:child(past)  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  noncon/dubcon  recovery  slowburn  preslash  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:maifai 
january 2019 by elwarre
I See the Moon
“Alright well, here’s a song I used to sing to some, uh, kids… when I was younger.” The 'I used to sing this lullaby to the children I sheltered during a massacre' didn’t sound like the right words to say. The room was so quiet a glass clinking against the counter from the back of the room could be heard. “Here goes.” And Jim sang. Softly, at first then louder as the melody progressed. Based on the prompt, " Someone dares Jim to sing and/or play guitar for an Enterprise talent show but the only song he knows is a lullaby he used to sing for his kids on Tarsus IV..."
james_kirk  kevin_riley  gen  character_study  schmoop  tarsus_iv  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:speakingofalice 
april 2018 by elwarre
Chasing Ghosts
"Three years after the attack on London, Jim has overcome the psychological effects of his resurrection and is one of Starfleet's most respected captains. A brief leave on Earth for his brother's wedding reunited him with an old friend, and Jim is left to consider whether a ship alone is enough to make him happy." (16,674 words)
james_kirk  spock(prime)  winona_kirk  samuel_kirk  kirk/spock(prime)  pov:kirk  friendship  domesticity  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:museaway 
april 2018 by elwarre
Five Times Nyota Uhura Fucked Up with Jim Kirk and the First Time She Didn't
"Nyota has to admit that recently she might actually be beginning to like Kirk. Just a little bit. From time to time." (5035 words)
nyota_uhura  james_kirk  gaila  gen  pov:uhura  misunderstanding  humor  friendship  academy!fic  tarsus_iv  love/hate  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:thraesja 
april 2018 by elwarre
Five Space Pets Jim Brought Home and One Bones Let Him Keep
"Jim never really got to have a pet as a child and Leonard sympathizes, but this is starting to get ridiculous." (7314 words)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  hikaru_sulu  spock  kirk/mccoy  st:fiveyearmission  humor  crack  brainwashing/mindgames  sex:pollen  established!relationship  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:the_dala 
april 2018 by elwarre
Linguistic Ambiguities in Vulcan Ethical Codes
"The thing people always forget is that it was a Vulcan ship that reached Tarsus IV first." (5770 words) Sequel: "Infinite Diversity in Infinite Combinations"
james_kirk  spock  gen  bamf!kirk  hurt!kirk  abused!kirk  smart!kirk  character_study  abuse:child(past)  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  recovery  academy!fic  languages:multiple  st:preseries(aos)  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:elumish 
april 2018 by elwarre
Miles and Miles of Mountains
"Spock is standing outside of his quarters. Jim pauses. He wants to punch him, turns the idea over in his mind briefly before loosening his fist and keying in his access code instead. Spock follows him inside wordlessly. He eyes Jim like he’s a wild animal, something that needs to be monitored and contained. Jim has never felt less contained in his life." (3605 words)
james_kirk  spock  kirk/spock  ptsd!kirk  bottom!kirk  top!spock  pov:kirk  character_study  angst  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  hothothot  sex:rough  kink:manhandling  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:mombasas  have:pdf 
february 2018 by elwarre
History
"He wasn't supposed to read those books, the ones with the pictures of prisoners from a war long ago. It wasn't supposed to happen to him, either. Tarsus-fic" (2275 words)
james_kirk  gen  hurt!kirk  heartbreaking  hunger/starvation  tarsus_iv  academy!fic  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:autumndawn21 
january 2018 by elwarre
We're All Totally Defenseless
"Chris briefly considers the idea that he doesn't know how tall fourteen year old boys are supposed to be but decides that he faintly remembers his brother being taller, and Tony pretty much lives on the median. Jim scrunches up in the car seat next to him. He hasn't spoken since confirming that yeah, he knew this guy, it was a friend of his mom's from way back when, now let him the fuck out. He might've looked about twelve, but his voice came out like he was forty." (8714 words)
james_kirk  christopher_pike  number_one  winona_kirk  pike/one  abused!kirk  adopted!kirk  guardian!pike  protective!pike  pov:pike  domesticity  hurt/comfort  abuse:child(past)  st:au:modern  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:justalittlebit 
january 2018 by elwarre
✢ Once More Unto the Breach
"James Kirk was the rudest student Professor Heleine ever taught. He stomped out of the middle of the professor's lecture like he wasn't a mere cadet. Well, the professor was done putting up with him. If he couldn't sit through an expert lecture, then he should give the lecture about Tarsus. That would teach him some respect." (6296 words)
  james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  gen  academy!fic  confession/secrets  tarsus_iv  st:preseries(aos)  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:anescapefromreality 
january 2018 by elwarre
I'll Find My Soul As I Go Home
"Spock is a lonely post-graduate student at Columbia who is just coming to terms with being gay. Jim is a bright, vivacious young man with as many secrets as scars. They both find an outlet for their emotions in the alternative club scene in late 1980s Manhattan – and in each other. But will Jim’s dark past ruin the tenuous relationship they’ve built?" (33,135 words) Very interesting premise and solid writing, but the ending feels rushed and incomplete to me.
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  gaila  kirk/spock  homeless!kirk  streetkid!kirk  hooker!kirk  hurt!kirk  student!spock  protective!mccoy  angst  historical  homelessness  streetkids  abuse:child(past)  prostitution  underage  college  preslash  st:au:non-starfleet  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:rabidchild67  have:pdf 
october 2017 by elwarre
Knives in the Water
"When Leonard McCoy moved out the California to work with his idol, the last thing he expected was to get caught in the middle of a decade long mafia war." (18,618 words) Extra warning for a long torture scene near the end that was way too much for me. I ended up skipping most of it.
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  hikaru_sulu  spock  pavel_chekov  kirk/mccoy  mob!kirk  criminal!kirk  bamf!kirk  protective!kirk  top!kirk  doctor!mccoy  hurt!mccoy  kidnapped!mccoy  tortured!mccoy  pining!mccoy  reluctant!mccoy  bottom!mccoy  action  drama  criminals/mafia  kidnapping  torture  escape/rescue  pining  kink:manhandling  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  fandom:startrek(tos)  st:au:non-starfleet  author:green_postit 
october 2017 by elwarre
Cpt C. Pike and C/ J.T. Kirk’s guide to unexpected Co-Habitation
"When the Admiralty first delivered their ultimatum, Chris Pike didn't know who ought to be more offended; Jim Kirk, for being treated as if he were incapable of being independent despite being twenty-two and a certified genius; or Chris himself, for not getting any choice in who lived in his spare bed room for the next twelve months dammit! Or: Things Captain Christopher Pike learns about both himself and Cadet James T Kirk during their (not so) brief period of (initially) forced co-habitation." (77,767 words)
christopher_pike  james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  philip_boyce  kirk/mccoy  protective!pike  smart!kirk  sick!kirk  scarred!kirk  protective!mccoy  pov:pike  academy!fic  domesticity  angst  illness  scars  abuse:child(past)  tarsus_iv  preslash  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:insanesociopath 
october 2017 by elwarre
I Want to (be)Leave
"Jim follows his government official mother to New Mexico, and eventually finds himself working as a janitor in Area 51. He tries his best to ignore all the spooky alien nonsense around the base, and gets into some bar fights along the way. When he's saved from a kick to the stomach by a mysterious pointy-eared gentleman, he realizes that the man isn't just metaphorically out of this world." (15,540 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  winona_kirk  kirk/spock  janitor!kirk  schmoop  misunderstanding  abuse:child(past)  first_time  st:au:non-starfleet  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:spacegaysgalore 
october 2017 by elwarre
You're One of Us (You're Here to Stay)
“I know that what happened here… you’re not quite sure how to deal with it. And that’s ok, but I want you to understand something, alright?” Here he paused and looked at Jim, ducking his head as he tried to make eye contact. “Jim, look at me.” Jim did. “I want you to know that I would never hurt Joanna. Not ever.” “I know, Bones." “And I would never hurt you, either, kid.” (3428 words)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  joanna_mccoy  gen  protective!kirk  protective!mccoy  hurt/comfort  friendship  abuse:child(past)  academy!fic  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:beautygraceouterspace 
october 2017 by elwarre
The Way Glass Warps
"Kirk lands in the alternate timeline's version of the Mirrorverse, where he finds himself in the middle of what Mirror!Spock thinks is a prearranged and consensual BDSM scene. Jim can't blow his cover so he endures it, finding himself further humiliated by enjoying parts of it. But everything falls apart when Mirror!Spock realizes something's wrong." (11,237 words) Wow, so take the warnings seriously on this one
james_kirk  spock  kirk/spock  hurt!kirk  mirror!spock  guilty!spock  protective!spock  angst  dark  noncon/dubcon  kink:rapefantasy  bonding/soulmates  first_time  st:mirrorverse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:trieduntrue 
october 2017 by elwarre
Ask for It
"It all started with a slap on the ass in Medical. Luckily for Jim and Bones that isn't where it all ended." (40,848 words) Sweet and hot and fun.
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  gaila  kirk/mccoy  spanked!kirk  sub!kirk  bottom!kirk  dom!mccoy  top!mccoy  schmoop  pwp  hothothot  kink:rimming  kink:spanking  kink:bdsm  kink:holespanking  kink:fingering  kink:orgasmdenial  kink:switching  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:slashsailing  have:pdf 
may 2017 by elwarre
✢ Corazón
"Bones has this genteel southern refinement that can, and has, charmed the pants off anyone – well, except for Jim, but only because Jim’s seen him drunk off his ass and singing Take Me Home Tallulah and there’s no coming back from that." (3635 words) Sequel to Dímelo. Equally hot and also adorable.
  james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  kirk/mccoy  bottom!kirk  understanding!mccoy  top!mccoy  schmoop  hurt/comfort  hothothot  kink:rimming  kink:d/s  kink:prostatemassage  kink:sizekink  established!relationship  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:ladyflowdi  have:pdf 
may 2017 by elwarre
✢ Dímelo
"Jim wouldn’t have ever believed it in a million years if he hadn’t seen it for himself, hadn’t made the unfortunate life choice to go buy donuts and then decide to use the lock code Bones had given him for emergencies only Jim, and if you abuse that right I have no problem using your skinny ass as a pin cushion. Really, it’s his own fault he’d just walked right into the hottest thing he’d ever seen in his life." (3788 words) Um, so this is HOT.
  james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  kirk/mccoy  bottom!kirk  top!mccoy  pwp  hothothot  kink:sizekink  kink:dirtytalk  first_time  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:ladyflowdi  have:pdf 
may 2017 by elwarre
Hostages to Fortune
"Those who hath children hath given hostages to fortune. Jim & Pike H/C. Pre-movie." (3137 words) Part of the Genesis Verse, set just after Kirk destroys Frank's car.
christopher_pike  james_kirk  frank(startrek)  gen  arrested!kirk  pov:pike  incarceration  series/verse  st:preseries(aos)  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:beamirang 
may 2017 by elwarre
✢ Excerpts from Spock's Journal
"I may have a difficult time writing this. I was in a shop, in Cassidian, when I saw this book and felt compelled to fill its pages. I do not know how I will do so. I do not express much. I suppose I will write little, and what little I write I will write slowly, and after a time it will fill itself up, and I will be surprised when I turn the final page." (2849 words)
  james_kirk  spock  kirk/spock  clueless!kirk  pining!spock  pov:spock  character_study  angst  confession/secrets  pining  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:cable69 
april 2017 by elwarre
Standby
"He was glad Bones was dating again. He was. Really. But what Jim thought was good for Bones turned out to be oh, so wrong for Jim." (23,000 words)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  kirk/mccoy  mccoy/omc  hurt!kirk  clueless!kirk  jealous!kirk  bottom!kirk  pining!mccoy  protective!mccoy  top!mccoy  pov:kirk  angst  hurt/comfort  friendship  academy!fic  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  misunderstanding  clinic/hospital  slowburn  jealousy  pining  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:d8rkmessngr  have:pdf 
february 2017 by elwarre
A Monument to All Your Sins
"Two months after Jim is released from the hospital, an Admiral looking for some good Starfleet publicity orders him to retake the Kobayashi Maru." (9629 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  kirk/spock  bamf!kirk  smart!kirk  hurt!kirk  understanding!spock  protective!spock  pov:spock  character_study  friendship  hurt/comfort  recovery  established!relationship  st:intodarkness  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:sinestrated 
january 2017 by elwarre
✢ Papers in the Roadside
"Non-Starfleet AU. Jim owns a small bar in Chicago, keeps on picking up strays and taking care of everyone no matter how hard it makes his own life. Spock is a journalist writing feature articles for the Chicago Tribune; he depicts the world with uncanny skill, but hides more than one personal drama and is possibly under surveillance from the Vulcan royal family. They meet by accident just before their lives start to spin out of control." (49,637 words)
  james_kirk  spock  gaila  nyota_uhura  leonard_mccoy  pavel_chekov  hikaru_sulu  kirk/spock  bartender!kirk  orphan!kirk  pining!kirk  journalist!spock  angst  friendship  misunderstanding  industry:journalism  issues:class  slowburn  pining  kink:switching  first_time  st:au:non-starfleet  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:kianspo  have:pdf 
december 2016 by elwarre
Cardinal Rule
"The Enterprise is sent on a mission, one that is strikingly similar to Tarsus IV. Trapped on the warring planet, Kirk must struggle through his demons to keep Spock and his landing team safe. Meanwhile, Spock has recently found he has feelings for his captain and is determined to stay away. Can he when he sees Jim falling into the memories of his horrid past?" (117,960 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  kirk/spock  bamf!kirk  smart!kirk  hurt!kirk  ptsd!kirk  clueless!kirk  protective!spock  hurt!spock  tortured!spock  pining!spock  action  angst  hurt/comfort  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  noncon/dubcon  torture  ptsd  escape/rescue  slowburn  pining  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:sakuraminamio  have:pdf 
december 2016 by elwarre
If I'm Not in Charge
"Admiral Marcus takes advantage of Jim. Nobody notices." (6174 words) Note that the kinks I've tagged for this story are dark and nonconsensual, not kinky.
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  spock  alexander_marcus  kirk/marcus  hurt!kirk  clueless!mccoy  protective!spock  pov:kirk  academy!fic  angst  hurt/comfort  friendship  noncon/dubcon  abuse:child(past)  tarsus_iv  kink:toys  kink:humiliation  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:s0mmerspr0ssen 
november 2016 by elwarre
To Hell With Butterflies
"McCoy is injured on an away mission and finds himself back in time, rescued by a pre-teen Jim Kirk. He has to decide whether to take Jim away from his hellish childhood or let events play themselves out." (9000 words, incomplete)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  frank(startrek)  gen  hurt!kirk  abused!kirk  timetraveler!mccoy  protective!mccoy  hurt!mccoy  abusive!frank(startrek)  pov:mccoy  hurt/comfort  timetravel  abuse:child  noncon/dubcon  escape/rescue  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:beamirang  wip 
november 2016 by elwarre
Twice Shy
Prompt: "Bones is a werewolf.The moment he meant James Kirk, got a good whiff of his scent, he knew he was fucked. He had thought those stories about werewolves scenting their mate were all bullshit. But the stories about mating for life have got to be fake, right? Right?" (20,000 words)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  spock  pavel_chekov  hikaru_sulu  kirk/mccoy  spock/uhura  clueless!kirk  kidnapped!kirk  hurt!kirk  tortured!kirk  bottom!kirk  werewolf!mccoy  protective!mccoy  possessive!mccoy  jealous!mccoy  pining!mccoy  top!mccoy  angst  humor  hurt/comfort  werewolves  confession/secrets  kidnapping  torture  escape/rescue  jealousy  pining  bonding/soulmates  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:sarkasticfics 
october 2016 by elwarre
✢ b song
“There's moments in your life that make you, that set the course of who you're gonna be. Sometimes they're little, subtle moments. Sometimes they're not. I'll show you what I mean.” This is the story of Jim Kirk, not as he might have been in another world, but who he is becoming in this one; and these are the people and encounters that change him along the way. (51,000 words)
  james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  winona_kirk  gaila  spock  samuel_kirk  kevin_riley  thomas_leighton  kodos  frank(startrek)  gary_mitchell  christopher_pike  george_kirk  kirk/mccoy  kirk/leighton  kirk/mitchell  kirk/gaila  mccoy/ofc  winona/george  smart!kirk  protective!kirk  hacker!kirk  hurt!kirk  abused!kirk  grieving!kirk  pining!kirk  bottom!kirk  understanding!mccoy  jealous!mccoy  top!mitchell  grieving!winona  abusive!frank(startrek)  pov:winona  pov:kirk  character_study  angst  academy!fic  friendship  grief  abuse:child  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  prostitution  languages:multiple  underage  pining  jealousy  kink:rimming  kink:voyeurism  kink:switching  first_time  st:preseries(aos)  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:ladybugkay  need:pdf 
october 2016 by elwarre
Tiny Grownup
"Joanna McCoy has to testify against her stepfather in an abuse case and has a minor breakdown. Jim Kirk talks to her, revealing more than he might have planned to do." (1994 words) First in the Tiny Grownup series, subsequent entries linked
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  joanna_mccoy  kirk/mccoy  understanding!kirk  protective!mccoy  pov:joanna_mccoy  abuse:child  confession/secrets  preslash  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:avidita  have:pdf 
october 2016 by elwarre
Narada's Child
"Spock will arrive at any moment and Nero will use the child Kirk to cause him pain. AU Kirk's childhood on the Narada." (3253 words) There is mpreg in this, but it's presented as body horror and not kink.
james_kirk  spock(prime)  spock  nero  winona_kirk  gen  feral!kirk  hurt!kirk  pregnant!kirk  parent!kirk  horror  altered!reality  pov:nero  abuse:child  revenge  kink:mpreg  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:ladyjanelly 
october 2016 by elwarre
Antigravity
"Five times Spock was surprised by the brilliance of Kirk's mind, and one time he totally saw it coming." (9727 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  smart!kirk  protective!kirk  hurt!kirk  protective!spock  character_study  mindmeld  telepathy  bonding/soulmates  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:sinestrated 
september 2016 by elwarre
For a Hundred Visions and Revisions
"Winona? Kind of awesome (or, "How Jim Kirk Wouldn't Have Survived A Normal Mother")." (2412 words) Part 3 of the Illogical series
james_kirk  winona_kirk  samuel_kirk  kodos  kirk/spock  hurt!kirk  grieving!kirk  bamf!winona  protective!winona  character_study  angst  tarsus_iv  grief  series/verse  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:waldorph  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
Win for Losing
"Spock's been played. He doesn't mind too much." (1027 words) Part 2 of the Illogical series
james_kirk  spock  spock(prime)  christopher_pike  kirk/spock  character_study  established!relationship  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:waldorph  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
A Beautiful(ly Illogical) Mind
"Jim never takes up Pike's dare to do better. Close-canon movie AU, with touches of Good Will Hunting." (8233 words) Part 1 of the Illogical series
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  gaila  nyota_uhura  pavel_chekov  kirk/spock  smart!kirk  bamf!kirk  bartender!kirk  bottom!kirk  professor!spock  top!spock  academy!fic  friendship  sex:rough  sex:shower  first_time  series/verse  st:preseries(aos)  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:waldorph  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
Refractions
"Two separate parallel universes merge with their own as the Enterprise is sent to an unknown planet where a dangerous phenomenon is destroying ships and expanding outward." (25,000 words plus ficlets) Coming up with accurate tags tags for this one is tricky due to the parallel universe issue. :) Note that the noncon is past, not between main characters, and non-graphic.
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  kirk/spock  bamf!kirk  dark!kirk  tortured!kirk  bamf!spock  protective!spock  dark!spock  altered!reality  action  torture  mindmeld  noncon/dubcon  bonding/soulmates  first_time  established!relationship  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:bigmamag 
september 2016 by elwarre
✢ For Gladness of You
"In which shit goes down in no particular order: Jim almost starts a war, Spock gets tortured, Jim gets kidnapped, Jim gets tortured, Spock gets not-quite-kidnapped, Jim takes the Enterprise joyriding, and mysterious Vulcans with their even more mysterious leader hop a ride for a few weeks. But that’s not what the story’s about. It’s about this: Jim was always going to fall in love with Spock – boldly, recklessly. He just didn’t expect to stay that way. A story about getting over all that." (51,055 words) This is perfect in every way.
  james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  hikaru_sulu  pavel_chekov  nyota_uhura  christopher_pike  sybok  kirk/spock  hurt!kirk  kidnapped!kirk  tortured!kirk  protective!spock  musician!spock  pov:kirk  character_study  music/dance  abuse:child(past)  hunger/starvation  tarsus_iv  kidnapping  torture  dehydration/heatstroke  fighting/sparring  mindmeld  hothothot  sex:rough  kink:rimming  kink:switching  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:kariye  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
Rec List: Operation 80
a community hosting TOS fics rewritten in the AOS world.
fandom:startrek(aos)  fandom:startrek(tos)  fic_recs 
september 2016 by elwarre
Signed, Sealed, Delivered (I'm Yours)
"In which Spock contemplates the laws of attraction and realizes what a slippery slope that is only after he has already fallen. There's no help for him now." (10,927 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  bamf!kirk  hurt!kirk  pining!spock  pov:spock  character_study  fighting/sparring  pining  slowburn  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:kianspo 
september 2016 by elwarre
We Pick Ourselves Undone
"Jim meets the Commander of the Yorktown. Commander Frank Finnegan. Frank. How the hell could he have forgotten that? The man met Winona Kirk at a conference on a starship for god's sake, of course he’s a member of the goddamn ‘fleet." (6037 words) The author has this tagged as Kirk/Mccoy, but it read to me like gen (possibly light preslash if I missed something)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  frank(startrek)  kirk/mccoy  gen  hurt!kirk  protective!mccoy  guilty!frank(startrek)  hurt/comfort  friendship  abuse:child(past)  preslash  st:beyond  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:mellaithwen 
september 2016 by elwarre
Rec List: Star Trek
a list of star trek recs (mostly kirk/spock) compiled by kaytaylorrea
fandom:startrek(aos)  fandom:startrek(tos)  fic_recs 
september 2016 by elwarre
Rec List: Star Trek Fic Finders
A Star Trek fic finders site for both AOS and TOS, searchable by tag
fandom:startrek(aos)  fandom:startrek(tos)  fic_recs 
september 2016 by elwarre
Rec List: Tarsus IV
over 100 tarsus iv recs compiled by youngjusticewriter on tumblr
tarsus_iv  fandom:startrek(aos)  fandom:startrek(tos)  fic_recs 
september 2016 by elwarre
✢ Shine Like the Sun
"Prompt-fill. An accident leaves Spock with amnesia. His last memory is bringing a cadet up on charges for cheating on the Kobayashi Maru - a cadet who, to his disgust, is now his bondmate." (25,000 words)
  james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  spock(prime)  nyota_uhura  kirk/spock  protective!kirk  hurt!kirk  bottom!kirk  amnesiac!spock  asshole!spock  guilty!spock  top!spock  heartbreaking  angst  hurt/comfort  amnesia  self_loathing  bonding/soulmates  pon_farr  established!relationship  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:kyliselle 
september 2016 by elwarre
✢ The Lotus Eaters
"Stranded on the planet Sigma Nox while searching for a missing away team, Spock and Kirk find themselves pitted against a disturbing native life form. With the captain out of commission on a regular basis and Spock struggling to preserve his stoicism, staying alive is difficult enough – but when a slim chance for escape surfaces, their resolve is truly put to the test. Together they must fight for survival in the heart of an alien jungle, and in the process, uncover the mystery of the planet’s past. Slow build K/S." (93,594 words)
  james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  hurt!kirk  protective!kirk  sick!kirk  drugged!kirk  pining!kirk  bottom!kirk  protective!spock  hurt!spock  top!spock  pov:kirk  pov:spock  action  addiction  illness  jungle  slowburn  pining  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:aldora89  need:pdf 
august 2016 by elwarre
Rec List: Bea's Kirk/Spock Recs
a list of Kirk/Spock recs compiled by Bea (her recs are almost always great)
kirk/spock  fandom:startrek(aos)  fic_recs 
august 2016 by elwarre
Leonard McCoy's Guide to Keeping a Friend
"Leonard came to Starfleet with nothing except a half-finished degree and an empty bottle of cheap booze. It took him months to realize he had a best friend waiting in the wings for him to get his act together. Or: How Leonard made a best friend by being an unobservant but decent person and how his conscience wouldn't let him be undeserving of the kid's freak affection." (18,889 words) First in a series
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  christopher_pike  kirk/mccoy  protective!kirk  drugged!kirk  protective!mccoy  pov:mccoy  academy!fic  friendship  confession/secrets  drugs:nonconsensual  tarsus_iv  slowburn  preslash  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:facelesshellion 
august 2016 by elwarre
She's the One They Call Old Whatsername
"You gotta plant your flag in the dirt and declare victory on your own terms. The winner is whoever survives long enough to write the history books." (Always-a-girl!Kirk.) (9599 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  girl!kirk  bamf!kirk  pov:kirk  character_study  genderswap  issues:gender/sexuality  issues:sexism  tarsus_iv  abuse:child(past)  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:kaydeefalls 
august 2016 by elwarre
Don't Tell Me You're Sorry
"Sometimes he meant it, sometimes he didn't, but she hoped beyond anything that he knew hers was genuine. Or, five times Jim Kirk owed Nyota Uhura an apology, and one time she owed him one in return." (5355 words) Third in the Sorry, Not Sorry series
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  gen  hurt!kirk  ptsd!kirk  protective!mccoy  clueless!uhura  guilty!uhura  angst  friendship  hurt/comfort  pranks  ptsd  tarsus_iv  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:sadieyuki 
august 2016 by elwarre
All in Good Fun
"It's all in good fun until someone gets hurt. Or, five times the crew played a prank on their captain, and one time it went too far." (4306 words) Second in the Sorry, Not Sorry series
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  hikaru_sulu  gen  ptsd!kirk  understanding!mccoy  clueless!uhura  humor  angst  pranks  ptsd  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:sadieyuki 
august 2016 by elwarre
The World May Never Know
"How many lies does it take to get to the center of a Jim Kirk? Or, five times Jim Kirk hid the truth from Leonard McCoy, and one time he finally opened up." (9558 words) First in the Sorry, Not Sorry series
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  kirk/mccoy  hurt!kirk  ptsd!kirk  clueless!mccoy  understanding!mccoy  angst  friendship  hurt/comfort  academy!fic  confession/secrets  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  torture  ptsd  preslash  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:sadieyuki 
august 2016 by elwarre
Convergence
"Christopher Pike wasn't supposed to be in Iowa, but there he was, weighing his future against scales that would never balance. Jim Kirk had given up on his future long ago. Leonard McCoy's past had been pulled out from underneath him, and he was ready to let his future go with it. Paths converge in the least likely places as three people realize that their futures are what they make of them." (20,867 words) First in the Academy Series
james_kirk  christopher_pike  leonard_mccoy  gen  academy!fic  character_study  angst  fighting/sparring  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:mijan 
august 2016 by elwarre
The Sum of its Parts
"The Casari homeworld is a place that has yet to become unified. The people are ready to join the Federation, but one rebel faction will do anything to stop it. Anything, including capturing a starship captain and his first officer. With Kirk's memory damaged and Spock's mental shields shattered, escape is unlikely. It won't stop them from trying." (42,000 words) Ambiguous ending.
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  hurt!kirk  kidnapped!kirk  interrogated!kirk  tortured!kirk  amnesiac!kirk  protective!spock  kidnapped!spock  hurt!spock  tortured!spock  hypothermic!spock  angst  action  amnesia  kidnapping  interrogation  torture  brainwashing/mindgames  hypothermia  escape/rescue  telepathy  mindmeld  recovery  sex:telepathic  first_time  preslash  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:jbmcdragon 
august 2016 by elwarre
On the Run
"Uhura gradually discovers that Jim is hiding something in his past." (2562 words)
james_kirk  nyota_uhura  kirk/uhura  angst  confession/secrets  tarsus_iv  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:shoreleave 
august 2016 by elwarre
Antithesis
"Kirk is given an assignment he isn't sure he'll ever be able to finish. "What would you have done differently in the situation on Tarsus IV?" His childhood nightmare double-spaced in twelve-point font." (shortish)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  ptsd!kirk  guilty!spock  understanding!spock  angst  hurt/comfort  academy!fic  tarsus_iv  ptsd  preslash  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:annenburg 
august 2016 by elwarre
Not in Our Stars
"Written for a prompt requesting a fic in which brilliant young medical student Leonard McCoy volunteers for a Doctors Without Borders-type organization and ends up helping with the rescue efforts on Tarsus IV, where he meets a teenage, traumatized Jim Kirk, who will, for whatever reason, allow only McCoy to treat him. I have played fast and loose with TOS information about Tarsus IV and its location, making it closer to Earth so that McCoy could feasibly make it there and back in one summer." (36,308 words)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  thomas_leighton  gen  protective!kirk  bamf!kirk  hurt!kirk  abused!kirk  drugged!kirk  ptsd!kirk  protective!mccoy  angst  hurt/comfort  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  abuse:child  noncon/dubcon  drugs:nonconsensual  ptsd  escape/rescue  recovery  clinic/hospital  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:emluv 
august 2016 by elwarre
Foundations
"Amanda only wanted what was best for her son, and after Sarek’s death, she was certain that Vulcan was not it. However, she had never expected it to be Iowa either, or rather, a poor little boy from Riverside." (44,819 words)
james_kirk  spock  amanda_grayson  winona_kirk  samuel_kirk  leonard_mccoy  frank(startrek)  kirk/spock  kirk/omc  abused!kirk  lonely!kirk  jealous!kirk  jealous!spock  virgin!spock  neglectful!winona  friendship  character_study  academy!fic  grief  loneliness  abuse:child  resentment  jealousy  kink:virginity  first_time  st:preseries(aos)  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:notboldly 
august 2016 by elwarre
Master of a Nothing Place
"spock is stripped of his logic on an away mission gone bad and turns feral, incredibly violent and utterly brutal. when he comes across jim, though, he is possessive, protective, and even affectionate." (6643 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  bottom!kirk  feral!spock  protective!spock  possessive!spock  top!spock  action  cabin/wilderness  hothothot  kink:manhandling  sex:rough  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:strzyga 
august 2016 by elwarre
Humanoid Sexuality
"Based on this prompt at the STXI kink meme: Spock fingerfucks Kirk in public." (1341 words)
james_kirk  spock  kirk/spock  bottom!kirk  pwp  hothothot  kink:exhibitionism  established!relationship  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:fagurfiskur 
august 2016 by elwarre
TLC
Prompt: "One day, out of the blue, a headache starts creeping in on Kirk. At first he ignores it, but it starts to interfere with his work. Pills don't help, sleep doesn't help, and it only gets worse. Eventually, someone offers more personal care. How it goes from there is up in the air. Mindmeld cure? Scalp massage? Sex to release endorphins? One day it just goes away but hey he's got someone waiting on him all the time? Something more serious and angsty? Something completely different?" (2120 words)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  kirk/mccoy  hurt!kirk  sick!kirk  protective!mccoy  hurt/comfort  illness  clinic/hospital  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:dancinbutterfly 
august 2016 by elwarre
Nothing Like a Love Story
"Maybe I can help you out with something else?" Jim offered, turning on the flirty charm. He didn't lay it on thick; afraid the guy might latch onto one of the second thoughts so obviously racing through his mind and leave him on the curb. (longish oneshot) Some dark themes not totally worked out.
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  kirk/mccoy  hooker!kirk  homeless!kirk  hurt!kirk  abused!kirk  bottom!kirk  protective!mccoy  top!mccoy  angst  prostitution  homelessness  abuse:child(past)  underage  sex:rough  kink:bdsm  first_time  st:au:non-starfleet  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:calicokat 
august 2016 by elwarre
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