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All that Shimmers is Sure to Fade
"It was once said that fame means millions of people having the wrong idea of who you are. But the misconception works both ways. Supermodel Jared Padalecki has come to the cold realization that he's nothing like the down home, All-American boy whose visage adorns the pages of magazines and faces of billboards. Nothing in his life is real and the beautiful people that surround him are the ugliest part of it all. On the night he decides to run, a mysterious stranger kidnaps him under the cover of darkness. A man with a hatred of everything Jared represents, a man with a growling voice, a man with a name—Jensen." (20,800 words)
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july 2016 by elwarre
More Than Words
"Scientists and statisticians have monitored falling birth rates for decades, helpless as declining fertility predicted possible human extinction. But a new ray of hope was discovered; boys are tested in their twelfth year, and the small percentage who are capable of conceiving are taken, separated for education and training in their new way of life. At eighteen, each is assigned to the man who will father the children he will bear. Jensen missed his testing; his status is discovered when he's an adult. Unprepared, untrained, and unwilling, he's assigned to Jared. Jared is conflicted by his desire to father children, his growing love for the man placed in his care, and sympathy for Jensen's difficulty adjusting to the changes in his life. Resentful and rebellious, Jensen finds unexpected strength and support from the man he should hate." (59,798 words) Part one of the More Than Words series.
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april 2016 by elwarre
✢ In a Mirror Distorted and Indistinct
"They keep calling him beautiful. Pretty. “Come on. Look this way. Give us a smile, Jensen.” He smiles and blinks against the flashes, fighting the urge to lower his eyes, to hide the blush burning under layers of makeup. Sweat runs down his back, his hands tremble. He’s not pretty, not beautiful. He’s small and weak and pathetic and one day they’re all gonna figure it out. One day…" (37,896 words plus timestamps)
  jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  jared/jensen  actor!jared  protective!jared  bottom!jared  actor!jensen  hurt!jensen  bullied!jensen  bulimic!jensen  depressed!jensen  top!jensen  hurt/comfort  angst  depression  selfharm  eating_disorder  bullying  recovery  industry:film  on_set(spn)  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:felisblanco  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre

bundles : supernatural(rpf)

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