elwarre + bamf!kirk   25

Let Me Help
"The Narada incident has just been dealt with, and Kirk is realizing that he's in worse shape than he would like to admit." (111,306 words) Part 2 of Shades of Blue and Gold
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  kirk/mccoy  bamf!kirk  hurt!kirk  ptsd!kirk  guilty!spock  protective!spock  protective!mccoy  friendship  hurt/comfort  ptsd  abuse:child(past)  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  noncon/dubcon  recovery  slowburn  preslash  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:maifai 
january 2019 by elwarre
Linguistic Ambiguities in Vulcan Ethical Codes
"The thing people always forget is that it was a Vulcan ship that reached Tarsus IV first." (5770 words) Sequel: "Infinite Diversity in Infinite Combinations"
james_kirk  spock  gen  bamf!kirk  hurt!kirk  abused!kirk  smart!kirk  character_study  abuse:child(past)  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  recovery  academy!fic  languages:multiple  st:preseries(aos)  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:elumish 
april 2018 by elwarre
Knives in the Water
"When Leonard McCoy moved out the California to work with his idol, the last thing he expected was to get caught in the middle of a decade long mafia war." (18,618 words) Extra warning for a long torture scene near the end that was way too much for me. I ended up skipping most of it.
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  hikaru_sulu  spock  pavel_chekov  kirk/mccoy  mob!kirk  criminal!kirk  bamf!kirk  protective!kirk  top!kirk  doctor!mccoy  hurt!mccoy  kidnapped!mccoy  tortured!mccoy  pining!mccoy  reluctant!mccoy  bottom!mccoy  action  drama  criminals/mafia  kidnapping  torture  escape/rescue  pining  kink:manhandling  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  fandom:startrek(tos)  st:au:non-starfleet  author:green_postit 
october 2017 by elwarre
A Monument to All Your Sins
"Two months after Jim is released from the hospital, an Admiral looking for some good Starfleet publicity orders him to retake the Kobayashi Maru." (9629 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  kirk/spock  bamf!kirk  smart!kirk  hurt!kirk  understanding!spock  protective!spock  pov:spock  character_study  friendship  hurt/comfort  recovery  established!relationship  st:intodarkness  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:sinestrated 
january 2017 by elwarre
Cardinal Rule
"The Enterprise is sent on a mission, one that is strikingly similar to Tarsus IV. Trapped on the warring planet, Kirk must struggle through his demons to keep Spock and his landing team safe. Meanwhile, Spock has recently found he has feelings for his captain and is determined to stay away. Can he when he sees Jim falling into the memories of his horrid past?" (117,960 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  kirk/spock  bamf!kirk  smart!kirk  hurt!kirk  ptsd!kirk  clueless!kirk  protective!spock  hurt!spock  tortured!spock  pining!spock  action  angst  hurt/comfort  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  noncon/dubcon  torture  ptsd  escape/rescue  slowburn  pining  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:sakuraminamio  have:pdf 
december 2016 by elwarre
A Beautiful(ly Illogical) Mind
"Jim never takes up Pike's dare to do better. Close-canon movie AU, with touches of Good Will Hunting." (8233 words) Part 1 of the Illogical series
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  gaila  nyota_uhura  pavel_chekov  kirk/spock  smart!kirk  bamf!kirk  bartender!kirk  bottom!kirk  professor!spock  top!spock  academy!fic  friendship  sex:rough  sex:shower  first_time  series/verse  st:preseries(aos)  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:waldorph  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
Refractions
"Two separate parallel universes merge with their own as the Enterprise is sent to an unknown planet where a dangerous phenomenon is destroying ships and expanding outward." (25,000 words plus ficlets) Coming up with accurate tags tags for this one is tricky due to the parallel universe issue. :) Note that the noncon is past, not between main characters, and non-graphic.
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  kirk/spock  bamf!kirk  dark!kirk  tortured!kirk  bamf!spock  protective!spock  dark!spock  altered!reality  action  torture  mindmeld  noncon/dubcon  bonding/soulmates  first_time  established!relationship  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:bigmamag 
september 2016 by elwarre
Signed, Sealed, Delivered (I'm Yours)
"In which Spock contemplates the laws of attraction and realizes what a slippery slope that is only after he has already fallen. There's no help for him now." (10,927 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  bamf!kirk  hurt!kirk  pining!spock  pov:spock  character_study  fighting/sparring  pining  slowburn  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:kianspo 
september 2016 by elwarre
She's the One They Call Old Whatsername
"You gotta plant your flag in the dirt and declare victory on your own terms. The winner is whoever survives long enough to write the history books." (Always-a-girl!Kirk.) (9599 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  girl!kirk  bamf!kirk  pov:kirk  character_study  genderswap  issues:gender/sexuality  issues:sexism  tarsus_iv  abuse:child(past)  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:kaydeefalls 
august 2016 by elwarre
Not in Our Stars
"Written for a prompt requesting a fic in which brilliant young medical student Leonard McCoy volunteers for a Doctors Without Borders-type organization and ends up helping with the rescue efforts on Tarsus IV, where he meets a teenage, traumatized Jim Kirk, who will, for whatever reason, allow only McCoy to treat him. I have played fast and loose with TOS information about Tarsus IV and its location, making it closer to Earth so that McCoy could feasibly make it there and back in one summer." (36,308 words)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  thomas_leighton  gen  protective!kirk  bamf!kirk  hurt!kirk  abused!kirk  drugged!kirk  ptsd!kirk  protective!mccoy  angst  hurt/comfort  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  abuse:child  noncon/dubcon  drugs:nonconsensual  ptsd  escape/rescue  recovery  clinic/hospital  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:emluv 
august 2016 by elwarre
✢ The Prison of your Mind
"The kid takes him to the ground, hard and fast, and the knife punches right through his throat. The man gurgles and blood sprays, and the kid’s head snaps up, blond hair flying everywhere, as he gives the blade a final, savage, twist and pulls it free. He’d know those eyes anywhere. It’s Jim Kirk." (7460 words)
  james_kirk  nyota_uhura  leonard_mccoy  spock  hikaru_sulu  gen  bamf!kirk  smart!kirk  protective!kirk  hurt!kirk  abused!kirk  tortured!kirk  whipped!kirk  understanding!uhura  asshole!winona  pov:kirk  heartbreaking  angst  friendship  confession/secrets  tarsus_iv  abuse:child(past)  torture  whipping  hunger/starvation  fighting/sparring  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:eternalshewolf  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
✢ Leave No Soul Behind
"If you're Starfleet, you spend your whole life wishing you never see an EPAS uniform right up until the moment they become your only hope. Whether you're dying a slow, cold death in space, or a long painful one on some godforsaken planet, they're going to come for you. So count your last breaths, son, and hold on tight. They leave no soul behind." (258,951 words)
  james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  pavel_chekov  gaila  christine_chapel  christopher_pike  hikaru_sulu  montgomery_scott  winona_kirk  spock(prime)  kirk/spock  kirk/ofc  mccoy/ofc  bamf!kirk  smart!kirk  protective!kirk  hurt!kirk  ptsd!kirk  pining!kirk  bottom!kirk  bamf!spock  protective!spock  hurt!spock  pining!spock  top!spock  friendship  action  military  ptsd  abuse:child(past)  misunderstanding  mindmeld  slowburn  pining  bonding/soulmates  hothothot  sex:rough  kink:manhandling  kink:switching  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  fandom:startrek(tos)  author:whochick  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
Lead Me to Your Door
"An in-depth look at what happens to Jim in the wake of a violent attack by terrorists. Rape and its aftermath, and the process of recovery." (20,560 words) Sequel to CMO Confidential.
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  spock  kirk/mccoy  bamf!kirk  protective!kirk  hurt!kirk  tortured!kirk  raped!kirk  protective!mccoy  understanding!mccoy  angst  hurt/comfort  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  torture  recovery  clinic/hospital  established!relationship  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:shoreleave  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
5x Spock melded w/Kirk & 1x Kirk melded w/Spock
"After that one meld with Other Spock, Jim Kirk is seriously obsessed by the thought that if Other Spock is really that fascinating, how much more awesome must his Spock be? Thus begins a journey of heartwarming epicness as Jim Kirk gets to know his Spock even better than he could ever imagine via meld after enticing meld." (45,519 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  hikaru_sulu  pavel_chekov  montgomery_scott  spock(prime)  kirk/spock  bamf!kirk  protective!kirk  clueless!kirk  hurt!kirk  drugged!kirk  pining!kirk  bottom!kirk  bamf!spock  protective!spock  pining!spock  top!spock  abusive!frank(startrek)  angst  humor  friendship  hurt/comfort  noncon/dubcon  fighting/sparring  telepathy  mindmeld  confession/secrets  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  abuse:child(past)  drugs:nonconsensual  slowburn  pining  bonding/soulmates  sex:telepathic  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:ksalterego  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre

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