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Pause and Restart My Heart
"Andrew Minyard often got 2am cravings for ice cream. He would often get up and drive to the store to pick some up if they were out. Neil Josten would often go with him on these night time outings. It was not often that they would be hit by a drunk driver. After a bad car accident that lands Neil in the hospital, Andrew deals with the aftermath and the fact that Neil might not wake up." (62,698 words)
neil_josten  andrew_minyard  kevin_day  ichirou_moriyama  neil/andrew  hurt!neil  amnesiac!neil  pstd!neil  protective!andrew  angst  hurt/comfort  ptsd  amnesia  clinic/hospital  recovery  established!relationship  series/verse  fandom:allforthegame  author:ennui_ephemera 
3 days ago by elwarre
✢ And There Was Light
"When Lucifer Morningstar is found half dead in the desert, Chloe Decker is determined to find out why. The problem is ... not even Lucifer knows the answer. As Chloe's world is flipped upside down by incontrovertible evidence of the divine, Lucifer grapples with feelings of violation and futility. God's meddling has started a chain reaction, but to what end?" (143,059 words) First in the Illuminated series
  lucifer_morningstar  chloe_decker  mazikeen  trixie_decker  lucifer/chloe  bamf!lucifer  protective!lucifer  hurt!lucifer  hypothermic!lucifer  bamf!chloe  kidnapped!chloe  hurt!chloe  pov:chloe  casefic  angst  hurt/comfort  kidnapping  hypothermia  wing!removal  recovery  confession/secrets  devil!reveal  slowburn  sex:shower  first_time  series/verse  fandom:lucifer  author:ariaadagio  have:pdf 
20 days ago by elwarre
Would You Forgive Me If I Called You Hope
"Stiles has scars. He owns that, he accepts it, he's cataloged and memorized every single one, he's hyper fucking aware of them all." (10,098 words)
stiles_stilinski  peter_hale  scott_mccall  derek_hale  stiles/peter  bamf!stiles  powers!stiles  magical!stiles  scarred!stiles  hurt!stiles  ptsd!stiles  protective!peter  angst  hurt/comfort  scars  ptsd  slowburn  first_time  fandom:teenwolf  author:whispering_sumire  have:pdf 
6 weeks ago by elwarre
Tremors
"Stiles has a taste for him now. All Peter needs to do is wait." (20,838 words) This is a creepier Peter than my tags would suggest, but he's not really *evil* either.
stiles_stilinski  peter_hale  stiles/peter  smart!stiles  hurt!stiles  ptsd!stiles  possessive!peter  understanding!peter  hurt/comfort  angst  touchstarvation  abuse:child(past)  ptsd  recovery  slowburn  first_time  fandom:teenwolf  author:corpium  have:pdf 
6 weeks ago by elwarre
✢ Your Heart on Your Sleeve
"Stiles is an empath, and it’s just his luck that he’s surrounded by broken people. Then again, it’s not like he has any room to talk either. Surprisingly enough, Peter helps, something neither of them realizes for a good long while." (9176 words)
  stiles_stilinski  peter_hale  scott_mccall  stiles/peter  bamf!stiles  powers!stiles  empath!stiles  hurt!stiles  protective!peter  protective!scott  pov:stiles  angst  hurt/comfort  confession/secrets  first_time  fandom:teenwolf  author:cywscross  have:pdf 
6 weeks ago by elwarre
✢ Drowning in the Sea of You
"Beacon Hills was perfect for Stiles growing up, but now, with werewolves, hunters, and an anxious best friend running around, it's turning into a place too chaotic for an empath like Stiles to handle alone. And pain killers can only go so far." (21,568 words)
  stiles_stilinski  peter_hale  scott_mccall  kate_argent  stiles/peter  bamf!stiles  empath!stiles  powers!stiles  kidnapped!stiles  hurt!stiles  protective!stiles  feral!peter  protective!peter  possessive!peter  pov:stiles  action  angst  revenge  kidnapping  escape/rescue  preslash  fandom:teenwolf  author:corpium  have:pdf 
6 weeks ago by elwarre
When You're Going Through Hell (Keep Going For Me)
"Peter is abandoned in the aftermath of the fire, and Eichen House takes ruthless advantage. Six years later, when he's finally able to move again, he finds himself in a cell with a boy in a straitjacket. (Kate’s biggest mistake was letting Peter live. Eichen House’s biggest mistake was letting Peter meet Stiles.)" (57,022 words)
stiles_stilinski  peter_hale  stiles/peter  arrested!stiles  bamf!stiles  magical!stiles  powers!stiles  protective!stiles  arrested!peter  bamf!peter  protective!peter  hurt!peter  tortured!peter  action  angst  magic  werewolves  vampires  incarceration  mental_institution  hunters:organized  torture  escape/rescue  revenge  slowburn  preslash  fandom:teenwolf  author:cywscross  have:pdf 
7 weeks ago by elwarre
Fly Low Carrion Crow
"Kevin has fled Edgar Allan, leaving Nathaniel and Jean behind to bear the brunt of Riko's unstable temper. Long used to having little power and control, to using what little advantages he has, Nathaniel refuses to allow the abuses to continue - especially to allow his lover to pay the price for Kevin's cowardice or Riko's growing madness. He'll do whatever he has to do to keep the one person he cares about safe." (5381 words)
neil_josten  jean_moreau  ichirou_moriyama  neil/jean  neil/ichirou  raven!neil  smart!neil  protective!neil  hurt!neil  protective!jean  asshole!ichirou  pov:neil  character_study  angst  sports  noncon/dubcon  established!relationship  aftg:au:different!path  fandom:allforthegame  author:nekojita 
9 weeks ago by elwarre
Weighty and Troublesome Things
"Post-canon AU / Canon AU from S2. It's been ten years since Arthur drifted away from him on the Lake of Avalon, but even inside Camelot's walls, Merlin is still lost. Hiding from those who know him and cut off from his former life in self-imposed exile, he can't resist the temptation when a mysterious stranger offers him the chance to set things right. Merlin returns to the past, to an innocent, simpler time, armed with the knowledge of Arthur's fate. He knows the odds (and the stubborn people - Arthur in particular) are stacked against him and the obstacles he must overcome seem insurmountable. Can destiny be nudged enough to save Arthur's life, and is the price too high?" (123,285 words)
merlin  arthur  morgana  lancelot  percival  merlin/arthur  timetraveler!merlin  protective!merlin  pining!merlin  clueless!merlin  jealous!arthur  pov:merlin  angst  meta  timetravel  jealousy  first_time  altered!reality  fandom:merlin  author:skitz_phenom 
november 2018 by elwarre
The Perfect Scry
"The world is falling into winter. Camelot is falling into war. Arthur will do anything he can to keep his kingdom safe, and he will use whatever weapons are at hand - but, to his horror, his decisions turn out to have severe consequences for Merlin. Naturally, Arthur decides that it is his duty to protect his loyal servant from the shocking truth...." (50,728 words)
merlin  arthur  gen  bamf!merlin  arrested!merlin  pining!merlin  clueless!arthur  protective!arthur  pov:arthur  humor  angst  friendship  magic  confession/secrets  magic!reveal  incarceration  pining  ust  fandom:merlin  author:disalanglois 
november 2018 by elwarre
The Exit Signs I Missed
"Soulmate AU- Ronan is the first to realize that he and Adam are soulbonded through the words on their bodies, but chooses to keep it to himself." (31,317 words)
adam_parrish  ronan_lynch  richard_gansey  blue_sargent  adam/ronan  abused!adam  clueless!adam  pining!ronan  angst  hurt/comfort  friendship  issues:class  abuse:child  slowburn  pining  bonding/soulmates  first_time  fandom:ravencycle  author:mugsandpugs 
november 2018 by elwarre
A Strange and Complicated Thing
"Didn’t Adam Parrish deserve nice things? Didn’t Adam Parrish deserve to be pushed against the back wall of Boyd’s and be kissed like he was addictive by a boy who had the cheekbones of a model? Didn’t he deserve hands grasping at his waist with an eagerness to be held close that Adam had never known? Adam Parrish didn’t have many nice things in his life, and he wasn’t going to question this one that had happened unanticipated this one random, Saturday afternoon." (39,462 words)
adam_parrish  ronan_lynch  richard_gansey  adam/ronan  smart!adam  hurt!adam  abused!adam  protective!ronan  understanding!ronan  schmoop  hurt/comfort  angst  friendship  abuse:child  issues:class  homophobia  first_time  rc:au:no!supernatural  fandom:ravencycle  author:ungoodpirate  have:pdf 
november 2018 by elwarre
The Five Kingdoms
"It was meant to be a solo quest — Merlin struggling to find ingredients for a spell to save King Arthur’s life — until Gwaine was sent to check on him and decided to stay. Now he’ll follow Merlin to the four kingdoms of the elements and back to the mortal realm, meet his own destiny at the Green Chapel, and become the willing champion of the most powerful sorcerer to ever live." (81,416 words)
merlin  gwaine  arthur  merlin/gwaine  bamf!merlin  protective!gwaine  pining!gwaine  sick!arthur  action  angst  hurt/comfort  illness  merpeople  animal_transformation  established!relationship  pairings:unusual  fandom:merlin  author:winterhill  have:pdf 
november 2018 by elwarre
Under the Covers
"Steve is (maybe) a little bit still in love with Nancy Wheeler and (maybe) trying to figure himself out-- between the night terrors and the babysitting and the general weirdness that is Hawkins, Indiana-- before he graduates. Billy Hargrove fits in there somewhere (probably)." (87,788 words)
steve_harrington  billy_hargrove  billy/steve  ptsd!steveharrington  hurt!steveharrington  pining!steveharrington  hurt!billy  abused!billy  pov:steveharrington  hurt/comfort  friendship  angst  ptsd  recovery  abuse:child  pining  slowburn  preslash  fandom:strangerthings  author:toastranger 
october 2018 by elwarre
Finding That Love Song
"Ronan Lynch dealt with his father’s sudden death by plunging into music. With high school coming to a close, and without any ambition to go to college, Ronan convinces his best friends to start a band. The only problem? They’re in need of a vocalist, and the young mechanic with the perfect voice is playing hard to get." (190,447 words)
adam_parrish  ronan_lynch  richard_gansey  blue_sargent  noah_czerny  henry_cheng  opal  adam/ronan  blue/gansey  noah/henry  musician!adam  pining!adam  hurt!adam  abused!adam  mechanic!adam  smart!adam  musician!ronan  pining!ronan  angst  drama  music/dance  schmoop  abuse:child  highschool  slowburn  pining  first_time  rc:au:no!supernatural  fandom:ravencycle  author:lydiastjames  have:pdf 
october 2018 by elwarre
Unto Dust
Tucked away behind all the other boxes was a box with his surname. “Parrish.” A legacy of rage, ledgers of wounds received and catalogs of wounds to be given away. Full of putrid monster blood that seeped through its container to taint everything around it. Echoes that clawed through the walls. "You will never be more than the dirt from which you came." That was Adam Parrish's sole inheritance. And he was now its patriarch. (12,885 words)
adam_parrish  ronan_lynch  adam/ronan  grieving!adam  understanding!ronan  angst  hurt/comfort  grief  abuse:child(past)  established!relationship  rc:postseries  fandom:ravencycle  author:wisteria_leigh 
october 2018 by elwarre
This Isn't Hope Though
Ronan has never brought up his soulmate, ever. Adam is willing to forget he didn’t wanna talk for this, even if the topic itself makes his skin crawl. “How long?” he asks. “Since I was three,” Ronan says, “or at least, that’s when I knew the words. I’ve grown up knowing I’m skinbound.” Adam exhales loudly. Can’t imagine how that feels. Knowing that you’re perfect for one person in particular, and then, going years and years without. “I don’t know why that’s so shitty,” Adam lies, “sounds better to me than never knowing.” (15,505 words)
adam_parrish  ronan_lynch  richard_gansey  adam/ronan  hurt!adam  abused!adam  protective!adam  hurt!ronan  protective!ronan  pov:adam  angst  hurt/comfort  bonding/soulmates  abuse:child  selfharm  highschool  kink:tattoos  first_time  rc:au:no!supernatural  fandom:ravencycle  author:etoilegarden 
october 2018 by elwarre
Ascetir
"Merlin and Arthur are kidnapped by bandits. When Merlin is assaulted by a guard, he's forced to use his magic in front of Arthur." (7218 words)
merlin  arthur  merlin/arthur  bamf!merlin  hurt!merlin  kidnapped!merlin  raped!merlin  kidnapped!arthur  protective!arthur  understanding!arthur  angst  hurt/comfort  kidnapping  noncon/dubcon  magic!reveal  confession/secrets  preslash  fandom:merlin  author:wangler 
september 2018 by elwarre
Metamorphose
"When Merlin falls into bed with Arthur, he doesn't expect for to wake up alone. He doesn't expect Arthur to give him the cold shoulder either, but there is something else he expects even less which forces him out of the kingdom for over a year. He returns to find a traitor in the court, an army on the way, and a love he'd thought all but lost waiting for him with open arms." (33,753 words)
merlin  arthur  morgana  merlin/arthur  bamf!merlin  pregnant!merlin  parent!merlin  bottom!merlin  clueless!arthur  pining!arthur  parent!arthur  top!arthur  pov:merlin  hurt/comfort  angst  misunderstanding  pining  kink:mpreg  first_time  fandom:merlin  author:clotpolesonly 
september 2018 by elwarre
A Choice is All That's Left Him
"Arthur is captured by an enemy - either a sorcerer or an enemy who has a sorcerer at his bidding. Arthur is forced to watch Merlin's difficult journey to find and rescue him through scrying; through this, Merlin's magic is revealed. Kidnapper tries to use this information against Arthur." (4516 words)
arthur  merlin  merlin/arthur  kidnapped!arthur  protective!merlin  pov:arthur  angst  confession/secrets  magic  magic!reveal  preslash  fandom:merlin  author:mellacita 
september 2018 by elwarre
Larger than Life
"Ronan lives with his mom, dad, and brothers at a somewhat-disused farm. They still have cows, and apple trees, but they’re not farmers, don’t make a living from it. His dad is away a lot and his mom stays at home. This means there’s always lemonade and cinnamon rolls ready when Ronan gets home from school. Every day he sees a young boy bike past in the morning and again in the afternoon. He’s only seen glances of him, the glimpse of a worn backpack, shorts in the winter, and an old, rusty bike. He’s pretty and Ronan is entranced in a way he doesn’t really understand." (105,533 words)
adam_parrish  ronan_lynch  blue_sargent  richard_gansey  noah_czerny  adam/ronan  adam/omc  noah/gansey  smart!adam  hurt!adam  abused!adam  pining!adam  clueless!adam  grieving!ronan  protective!ronan  pining!ronan  clueless!ronan  jealous!ronan  angst  hurt/comfort  friendship  misunderstanding  grief  abuse:child  highschool  jealousy  pining  slowburn  first_time  rc:au:no!supernatural  fandom:ravencycle  author:belljar 
august 2018 by elwarre
Infinite Space
"Stiles needs Peter's expertise to help stop the latest threat to Beacon Hills. And, as the pack falls apart around him, he might even need Peter for more than that." (32,124 words)
stiles_stilinski  peter_hale  malia_tate  lydia_martin  derek_hale  scott_mccall  stiles/peter  bamf!stiles  smart!stiles  protective!stiles  hurt!stiles  bottom!stiles  protective!peter  top!peter  asshole!scott  guilty!scott  action  hurt/comfort  angst  friendship  dreams/visions  bonding/soulmates  first_time  fandom:teenwolf  author:discontentedwinter  have:pdf 
july 2018 by elwarre
✢ (The Time it Takes) To Believe in Fate
"When he was 16, Adam walked into a forest in Henrietta, Virginia and exited in 1800s Ireland. The day he spent with the grumpy but attractive farmer lingered with Adam for years, but the forest didn't seem like it would appear again. That is, until Adam returned to Henrietta for his father's funeral and the forest calls him back once more. To Ronan." (100,057 words)
  adam_parrish  ronan_lynch  blue_sargent  richard_gansey  henry_cheng  noah_czerny  adam/ronan  smart!adam  timetraveler!adam  hurt!adam  depressed!adam  abused!adam  pining!adam  immortal!ronan  hurt!ronan  alcoholic!ronan  addict!ronan  reluctant!ronan  pining!ronan  pov:adam  mystery  drama  angst  timetravel  magic  homophobia  addiction  abuse:child(past)  first_time  fandom:ravencycle  author:lydiastjames  have:pdf 
july 2018 by elwarre
✢ Schrodinger's Wolves
"When the Hale pack of Talia's day learns of their upcoming deaths, they summon an emissary from the future to weigh their loss against his future. They get Stiles, who has never been able to be impartial when it comes to people he loves." (20,566 words)
  stiles_stilinski  peter_hale  derek_hale  talia_hale  stiles/peter  bamf!stiles  magical!stiles  powers!stiles  timetraveler!stiles  smart!stiles  altered!reality  angst  timetravel  magic  first_time  tw:au:no!fire  fandom:teenwolf  author:wynnebat  have:pdf 
july 2018 by elwarre
Goodbye to a World
"Too many of them had died… and those who were left were more broken because of it. So when Peter hesitantly admitted to knowing about a spell that would send someone back in time Stiles knew he had to do it." (15,787 words)
stiles_stilinski  peter_hale  derek_hale  laura_hale  talia_hale  sheriff_stilinski  stiles/peter  peter/ofc  bamf!stiles  magical!stiles  powers!stiles  timetraveler!stiles  protective!stiles  hurt!stiles  clueless!peter  possessive!peter  action  angst  timetravel  altered!reality  magic  previous!relationship  first_time  tw:au:no!fire  fandom:teenwolf  author:mia6363  have:pdf 
july 2018 by elwarre
The Years of John Doe
"Mary Hatford dies not in California, but along the Canadian border, sending Nathaniel nameless and running scared. Call it luck, call it a twist of fate, call it whatever you want, but Nathaniel tumbles onto the streets of Detroit and right into the hands of one Natalie Shields. Ash covered, burnt and bloody, and completely alone, Nathaniel finds himself becoming someone new with the help of this raven-haired girl he should know not to trust. Going by John Doe, he's mute and ruthless and a member of the Detroit Bloodhounds. Natalie and John fight and they lie and they attempt to face their own demons. They find unexpected allies in each other and John finds that he's breaking the promises he made his mother left and right. The only question is, will it be worth it? John doesn't know, and he isn't even sure if he'll live long enough to find out." (18,780 words)
neil_josten  renee_walker  gen  bamf!neil  hurt!neil  abused!neil  scarred!neil  raped!neil  pstd!neil  mute!neil  streetkid!neil  student!neil  adopted!neil  bamf!renee  protective!renee  hurt!renee  streetkid!renee  student!renee  adopted!renee  pov:neil  pov:renee  friendship  character_study  angst  abuse:child(past)  permanent!injury  disability  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  streetkids  cps/fostercare  highschool  aftg:preseries  fandom:allforthegame  author:story_telling_sage  have:pdf 
july 2018 by elwarre
The Oceans Shall Freeze
"Even, the Berserker, has never wanted for anything, content with living out his days in solitude and blood. When his hoard makes a pit stop at a small Jutland village for the first time in years, he wants. So he takes. Isak has never known a life outside of his village. Now he must learn the new ways of the North in order to survive the seemingly endless winter. Can their hearts melt the ice that divides them?" (121,513 words)
isak_valtersen  even_bech_naesheim  eva_mohn  chris_schistad  vilde_lien  nikolai_magnusson  jonas_vasquez  isak/even  slave!isak  kidnapped!isak  hurt!isak  hypothermic!isak  virgin!isak  bottom!isak  viking!even  bamf!even  kidnapper!even  protective!even  possessive!even  jealous!even  top!even  historical  drama  angst  slavery  kidnapping  noncon/dubcon  whipping  hypothermia  issues:cults/religion  slowburn  jealousy  kink:virginity  kink:rimming  first_time  skam:au:historical/fantasy  fandom:skam  author:disconight  author:realityiwanted  have:pdf 
june 2018 by elwarre
Call Me Neil
"Andrew is 13 and his life is already a living hell. He decides to call a crisis hotline, but ends up dialing the wrong number. Instead, he is on the phone to a boy his age who calls himself Neil. They become friends and talk regularly, until one day Neil needs Andrew's help." (16,678 words)
neil_josten  andrew_minyard  neil/andrew  understanding!neil  grieving!neil  hurt!andrew  protective!andrew  angst  character_study  friendship  abuse:child  noncon/dubcon  selfharm  slowburn  preslash  fandom:allforthegame  aftg:au:different!path  author:bakadoll 
june 2018 by elwarre
✢ You Say I'm a Dreamer
"Neil Josten wouldn’t say his life was very magical.
His dreams on the other hand. They always seem too real. And then there's the fact that he finds himself returning to one person's dreams." (58,530 words) I quite enjoyed this one.
  neil_josten  andrew_minyard  kevin_day  neil/andrew  powers!neil  protective!neil  hurt!neil  tortured!neil  scarred!neil  protective!andrew  hurt!andrew  drugged!andrew  pov:neil  angst  action  dreams/visions  torture  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  drugs:prescription  confession/secrets  misunderstanding  slowburn  first_time  fandom:allforthegame  author:idnis  have:pdf 
may 2018 by elwarre
Red Towels AU
"The parallel universe where the curtains are the same colour, but the towels are stained with red because Isak’s mom isn’t all that nice." (7900 words - series)
isak_valtersen  even_bech_naesheim  jonas_vasquez  isak/even  hurt!isak  abused!isak  protective!even  pov:isak  angst  hurt/comfort  abuse:child  illness:mental  established!relationship  series/verse  fandom:skam  author:dutten 
april 2018 by elwarre
Don't Worry Baby
"You know you're allowed to ask for vanilla sex, right?" he says, afterwards. "We can do whatever you want. That's kind of the point." Derek doesn't respond. (20,276 words) Unrealistic, but adorable.
stiles_stilinski  derek_hale  erica_reyes  isaac_lahey  scott_mccall  vernon_boyd  stiles/derek  hooker!stiles  student!stiles  bottom!stiles  businessman!derek  protective!derek  possessive!derek  pining!derek  top!derek  pov:stiles  schmoop  angst  prostitution  college  pining  kink:rimming  sex:rough  established!relationship  fandom:teenwolf  author:kalpurna  have:pdf 
april 2018 by elwarre
Filter Out the Starlight
“Why are you not more curious about me?” Stiles says when Derek’s got the door half open, sun spilling over the dark wood, dust motes spinning about his legs. Stiles is wearing fabric that hasn’t been invented yet, he’s clutching a smart phone to his chest, and he appeared out of nowhere, like an angel. Softly, Derek says, “We all have our secrets,” and closes the door. (12,238 words)
stiles_stilinski  derek_hale  malia_tate  stiles/derek  timetraveler!stiles  magical!stiles  powers!stiles  protective!derek  pov:stiles  angst  schmoop  historical  altered!reality  timetravel  magic  confession/secrets  first_time  fandom:teenwolf  author:skoosiepants 
april 2018 by elwarre
We're Just Strangers
"AU where Neil is in witness protection but still ends up an Exy junkie, Andrew doesn’t play Exy and needs a fake date to Allison and Renee’s wedding, the Moriyama’s aren’t criminals but Riko is still a dick, and Kevin has been living with his father since age 17 and just wants his friends to stop being dramatic so he can play Exy in PEACE" (83,662 words)
neil_josten  andrew_minyard  kevin_day  nicky_hemmick  neil/andrew  undercover!neil  understanding!neil  scarred!neil  ptsd!neil  understanding!andrew  ptsd!andrew  protective!andrew  pining!andrew  angst  hurt/comfort  misunderstanding  criminals/mafia  undercover  abuse:child(past)  ptsd  scars  pretend!relationship  slowburn  pining  first_time  aftg:au:different!path  fandom:allforthegame  author:whenwordsflyoffthepage  have:pdf 
april 2018 by elwarre
Thunderstorms and Polish Lullabies
"Boyd is there, hovering over his claws, Isaac looks devastated, Jennifer looks bewildered and concerned and horrified, Kali looks smug, the twins are carefully keeping their faces blank but they're playing along, and- Gods, he's really going to be forced to do this, isn't he? Pack, his Pack, the make-shift family he'd all but accidentally gathered is going to die by his hand, and even if it's forced, it'll still be his fault, for wanting them, for needing them, for biting them. Loving them. He wants to close his eyes but he owes Boyd more than that. And then, abruptly, in this saturated technicolor still-picture moment of chaos and violence- the eye of the storm- the door to the loft crashes open. With the water and the metal and the force of it, the sound is almost guttural, and far too loud- even Kali seems startled. [Or, the one where Stiles time-travels just in time to save Boyd and Derek from the Alphas, and manages to heal everyone, including himself, just a little in the process.]" (10,057 words)
stiles_stilinski  derek_hale  scott_mccall  isaac_lahey  stiles/derek  bamf!stiles  powers!stiles  magical!stiles  timetraveler!stiles  protective!stiles  hurt!stiles  ptsd!stiles  protective!derek  possessive!derek  asshole!scott  pov:derek  angst  hurt/comfort  character_study  magic  timetravel  ptsd  slowburn  first_time  fandom:teenwolf  author:whispering_sumire  have:pdf 
april 2018 by elwarre
✢ Wolf in the House
“What? It’s totally an improvement. He’s not scowling, or dating bad guys, or slinking around in unsanitary places. Still a bit paranoid, but what can you do. At least he’s a lot easier to get along with when you can buy his affections with ear rubs.” “And you always wanted a dog,” Sheriff added wryly. “And I always wanted a dog.” (33,481 words)
  stiles_stilinski  derek_hale  sheriff_stilinski  stiles/derek  understanding!stiles  protective!stiles  feral!derek  hurt!derek  ptsd!derek  protective!sheriffstilinski  understanding!sheriffstilinski  pov:derek  angst  hurt/comfort  domesticity  ptsd  self_loathing  recovery  preslash  fandom:teenwolf  author:joelawson  have:pdf 
april 2018 by elwarre
Werewolf Friendly
"Derek is a junior in college, never could get the hang of social interaction, and is, you know, a werewolf. A werewolf and a virgin. And it isn’t like anyone is banging down his door to hop on his werewolf dick, save for the few pervs who acted like he was some kind of exotic toy to be played with and experienced. So, when he sees Stiles' ad on Hot Men 4 Rent, Derek is... interested. And who is he kidding, he’s read that bio every day since that sad evening with the chocolate chip cookies, and has every facet of it memorized. Stiles, no last name. Eighteen. Student. Good conversationalist. Likes to crack jokes. Fan of junk food but enjoys running. Werewolf-friendly. Werewolf-friendly. And there is his phone number and an email address. Plus all the moles." (27,227 words) Minor angst, no violence, really sweet
derek_hale  stiles_stilinski  cora_hale  stiles/derek  student!derek  shy!derek  pining!derek  virgin!derek  possessive!derek  top!derek  student!stiles  hooker!stiles  spanked!stiles  bottom!stiles  pov:derek  schmoop  angst  college  prostitution  pining  hothothot  kink:spanking  kink:knotting  kink:manhandling  kink:dirtytalk  kink:virginity  first_time  tw:au:known!werewolves  fandom:teenwolf  author:badwolfbadwolf  have:pdf 
april 2018 by elwarre
No Aphrodisiac Like Loneliness
"Stiles is 27 now, with a master’s degree and a career and a house and a serious boyfriend and a life in San Francisco that doesn't include Derek. But then Stiles unexpectedly shows back up in Beacon Hills, and Derek would recognize that scent anywhere." (19,705 words) Sequel: "And After All, You're My Wonderwall"
stiles_stilinski  derek_hale  stiles/derek  stiles/omc  bottom!stiles  jealous!derek  possessive!derek  pining!derek  top!derek  pov:derek  angst  schmoop  pining  jealousy  hothothot  kink:scentmarking  previous!relationship  tw:postseries  fandom:teenwolf  author:thepsychicclam 
april 2018 by elwarre
Please Hurry Leave Me, I Can't Breathe
"For the first time in his goddamn life, Isak is focusing on himself. Trusting people, loving people, has never worked out well for him anyway. The last thing he needs is Even, who looks at him like he sees right through him, like Isak is worthy of something more. Or, a yearlong look at something wholly unexpected but feels a lot like meant to be." (27,379 words)
isak_valtersen  even_bech_naesheim  eva_mohn  jonas_vasquez  isak/even  student!isak  reluctant!isak  hurt!isak  bottom!isak  student!even  pining!even  protective!even  top!even  pov:isak  schmoop  angst  hurt/comfort  abuse:domestic(past)  illness:mental  college  slowburn  pining  first_time  skam:au:different!meeting  fandom:skam  author:cosetties  have:pdf 
april 2018 by elwarre
I Wanna Hold You Like You're Mine
"I'm sorry? Who are you? And how would you know if Isak was really gay?" "I’m Even, and how about because I'm his fucking boyfriend?" Huh. This was news to Isak. (24,360 words)
isak_valtersen  even_bech_naesheim  emma_larzen  isak/even  student!isak  ptsd!isak  pining!isak  student!even  protective!even  understanding!even  pining!even  asshole!emma(skam)  angst  schmoop  friendship  theater  highschool  illness:mental  ptsd  abuse:child(past)  pretend!relationship  pining  first_time  skam:au:boarding_school  fandom:skam  author:giraffingallday  have:pdf 
march 2018 by elwarre
Rearranged
“You don’t really want to date me, Even. Believe me,” Isak says. “I don’t?” Isak just shakes his head. There’s nothing for him to offer a guy like Even. He should be treated like royalty, pampered every day. That’s never going to be Isak. He doesn’t have that kind of affection in him anymore. There’s nothing left. (104,140 words)
isak_valtersen  even_bech_naesheim  isak/even  student!isak  addict!isak  top!isak  student!even  bottom!even  pov:isak  pov:even  schmoop  angst  hurt/comfort  illness:mental  self_loathing  drugs:recreational  addiction  homophobia  abuse:child(past)  confession/secrets  college  hothothot  kink:fingering  kink:rimming  kink:switching  first_time  series/verse  skam:au:different!meeting  fandom:skam  author:nofeartina 
march 2018 by elwarre
✢ An Equal and Opposite Reaction
"Meeting each other's parents doesn't go well. It doesn't go badly, either. It just sort of... goes." (46,672 words) Just wonderful.
  isak_valtersen  even_bech_naesheim  eskild_tryggvason  isak/even  understanding!isak  understanding!even  pov:isak  angst  illness:mental  established!relationship  fandom:skam  author:junkshopdisco  have:pdf 
march 2018 by elwarre
And If Your Glass Heart Should Crack
"Chris sometimes feels as though he's the only one who can see how broken Isak Valtersen is. And so he attempts to piece him back together, even when it feels hopeless." (13,882 words) Companion Piece to "All That You Can't Leave Behind"
chris_schistad  isak_valtersen  isak/even  protective!chris_schistad  hurt!isak  ptsd!isak  pov:chris_schistad  character_study  angst  friendship  noncon/dubcon  homophobia  ptsd  abuse:emotional/psychological  brainwashing/mindgames  self_loathing  fighting/sparring  fandom:skam  author:disconight  have:pdf 
march 2018 by elwarre
All That You Can't Leave Behind
"Isak looks at Even, with that soft and quiet adoration, the way he used to look at Jonas. This should be a good thing, right? No straight guy wants their best friend to be in love with them. Or: Jonas finds himself in a downward spiral when he realises his feelings for Isak were never purely platonic. When a painful event from their first year rears its ugly head, he manipulates the situation to his advantage." (107,802 words)
isak_valtersen  jonas_vasquez  even_bech_naesheim  eva_mohn  chris_schistad  isak/even  hurt!jonas  guilty!jonas  pining!jonas  jealous!jonas  asshole!jonas  addict!jonas  hurt!isak  raped!isak  ptsd!isak  protective!even  pov:jonas  angst  dark  hurt/comfort  friendship  noncon/dubcon  brainwashing/mindgames  abuse:emotional/psychological  drugs:recreational  addiction  illness:mental  ptsd  jealousy  unrequited  homophobia  self_loathing  selfharm  recovery  established!relationship  fandom:skam  author:disconight  have:pdf 
march 2018 by elwarre
✢ Headed Straight for the Castle
"Isak is the heir to the throne of one of the most powerful nations in the world, but he would rather be anyone else. Being a prince, growing up in the public eye, never making any choices of his own - it’s all been overwhelming. After sneaking out one night, he meets a college student that makes him smile for what feels like the first time. Can he cling to this one point of normality? And will his family - and the tabloids - find out the truth?" (62,161 words)
  isak_valtersen  even_bech_naesheim  eva_mohn  eskild_tryggvason  vilde_lien  isak/even  royalty!isak  undercover!isak  hurt!isak  abused!isak  depressed!isak  student!even  protective!even  angst  hurt/comfort  homophobia  issues:gender/sexuality  issues:class  politics  abuse:child  illness:mental  depression  escape/rescue  first_time  skam:au:historical/fantasy  fandom:skam  author:boxesofflowers  author:eeyoreneedsahug  author:safficwriter  have:pdf 
march 2018 by elwarre
A Mental Archive of Love Unwanted
“You’re in love with him,” Isak says. “And he doesn’t know.” He thinks about denying it, to shrug it off like he has so many times before, but in the end, he’s too tired to lie and the fact is, he doesn’t want to. “I’m in love with him,” Even says, slumping back into the sofa. “And he doesn’t know.” Even moves into a new flat, gains new friends and tries not to have his heart broken. He nails the first two. (71,069 words) First in the series: Before, During, and After.
isak_valtersen  even_bech_naesheim  sana_bakkoush  linn_hansen  isak/even  clueless!isak  pining!isak  clueless!even  jealous!even  pining!even  pov:even  angst  schmoop  friendship  domesticity  misunderstanding  illness:mental  roommates  unrequited  slowburn  jealousy  pining  first_time  series/verse  skam:au:different!meeting  fandom:skam  author:chevythunder  have:pdf 
march 2018 by elwarre
Remedy for the Malady
"Erik Lehnsherr is in love with his childhood best friend, Charles Xavier. But Charles is harboring dark secrets and spiraling out of control, trapped in a vicious cycle of self-hatred and loathing. While his mother and step-father try to keep him isolated and submit him to the warped teachings and guidance of the Catholic priest, Father Shaw. Erik has to learn that love won't be enough to save Charles while trying to help him defeat the demons both inside his head and without." (37,003 words - abandoned wip)
erik_lehnsherr  charles_xavier  raven  irene_adler(xmen)  sebastian_shaw  kurt_marko  sharon_marko  charles/erik  raven/irene  hurt!charles  ptsd!charles  abused!charles  protective!erik  pining!erik  priest!shaw  abusive!kurt(xmen)  pov:erik  angst  friendship  issues:cults/religion  homophobia  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  confession/secrets  ptsd  pining  preslash  fandom:xmen  author:waitfornight  wip 
february 2018 by elwarre
Miles and Miles of Mountains
"Spock is standing outside of his quarters. Jim pauses. He wants to punch him, turns the idea over in his mind briefly before loosening his fist and keying in his access code instead. Spock follows him inside wordlessly. He eyes Jim like he’s a wild animal, something that needs to be monitored and contained. Jim has never felt less contained in his life." (3605 words)
james_kirk  spock  kirk/spock  ptsd!kirk  bottom!kirk  top!spock  pov:kirk  character_study  angst  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  hothothot  sex:rough  kink:manhandling  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:mombasas  have:pdf 
february 2018 by elwarre
A Kiss with a Fist
"what the hell kind of Fight Club shit was coming out of Matt's mouth this time? Or: now that Matt's not keeping secrets from them, Foggy picks up on some worrying habits of Matt's." (3936 words)
matt_murdock  foggy_nelson  karen_page  stick  gen  bamf!matt  protective!foggy  abusive!stick  asshole!stick  pov:foggy  friendship  angst  abuse:child(past)  confession/secrets  fandom:daredevil  author:ahavaa 
february 2018 by elwarre
When All the Stars are Dead
“Jessica Jones, stop talking.” “How romantic.” “Hey, those are just their words to you,” Trish reminds her. “Who knows what your first words to your soulmate will be.” “I do: fuck you, asshole.” (3614 words)
jessica_jones  matt_murdock  matt/jessica  ptsd!jessica  grieving!jessica  pov:jessica  angst  ptsd  grief  bonding/soulmates  first_time  fandom:marvel  fandom:daredevil  author:beguile 
february 2018 by elwarre
Not So Daring
"Foggy, you need to calm down, this isn’t a big deal, it was in college, it’s not like you’re still in love with me.” As soon as Foggy says, “Uh-huh,” he knows he’s fucked. His voice cracks in the middle of it so even without Matt’s freaky heartbeat-lie-detector skills he’d be able to tell Foggy is a dirty liar. Foggy wishes for another alien invasion as Matt’s eyes grow wide behind his glasses. “Oh,” Matt says. (5874 words)
matt_murdock  foggy_nelson  karen_page  matt/foggy  clueless!matt  pining!foggy  pov:foggy  angst  schmoop  issues:gender/sexuality  slowburn  pining  first_time  fandom:daredevil  author:theapplepielifestyle 
february 2018 by elwarre
Any Good That Could Come After This
"When his ex-boyfriend is accused of murder, Foggy Nelson decides to take on his defense. He doesn't know that it will wrap him up in a city-wide corruption case or make him rethink how he feels about Matt Murdock." (20,104 words)
foggy_nelson  matt_murdock  jessica_jones  karen_page  ben_urich  matt/foggy  lawyer!foggy  hurt!foggy  pining!foggy  arrested!matt  undercover!matt  guilty!matt  pining!matt  pov:foggy  angst  incarceration  undercover  previous!relationship  fandom:daredevil  author:lady_ragnell 
february 2018 by elwarre
✢ Something Dumb to Do
"If Matt and Foggy get married, Foggy will never be forced to testify against Daredevil. It doesn't mean anything has to change, right?" (33,292 words) Wonderful.
  matt_murdock  foggy_nelson  karen_page  matt/foggy  bamf!matt  protective!matt  hurt!matt  clueless!matt  pining!matt  bottom!matt  kidnapped!foggy  hurt!foggy  clueless!foggy  pining!foggy  top!foggy  pov:matt  angst  hurt/comfort  friendship  kidnapping  escape/rescue  misunderstanding  pretend!relationship  hothothot  first_time  fandom:daredevil  author:poisonivory  have:pdf 
february 2018 by elwarre
To Make a Happy Life
"Matt and Foggy move forward, learn to communicate, get to truly know each other, and possibly fall in love in the process. Not necessarily in that order." (71,707 words - WIP series)
matt_murdock  foggy_nelson  karen_page  jessica_jones  stick  matt/foggy  drugged!matt  protective!foggy  pining!foggy  asshole!stick  abusive!stick  friendship  angst  confession/secrets  drugs:nonconsensual  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  underage  touchstarvation  pining  first_time  series/verse  fandom:daredevil  author:katbelle  wip 
february 2018 by elwarre
Unbuttoned
"Harry doesn't know exactly what's happening, but something isn't right between him and Professor Lupin, and he's determined to find out why. Will Snape be able to help?" (70,334 words - abandoned WIP)
harry_potter  severus_snape  sirius_black  remus_lupin  gen  hurt!harry  abused!harry  raped!harry  ptsd!harry  protective!severus  guardian!severus  dark!remus  angst  hurt/comfort  domesticity  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  recovery  hp:year3  fandom:harrypotter  author:lastcrazyhorn  wip 
february 2018 by elwarre
In Memory
"What if someone followed Hagrid the night he delivered Harry to the Dursleys? How would Harry's life have been different? AU that follows Harry as he grows up with the abusive Dursleys, and continues to his time at Hogwarts." (73,039 words - abandoned WIP)
harry_potter  draco_malfoy  lucius_malfoy  harry/draco  bamf!harry  slytherin!harry  hurt!harry  abused!harry  scarred!harry  clueless!draco  protective!lucius  angst  drama  politics  abuse:child  noncon/dubcon  scars  preslash  hp:year1  fandom:harrypotter  author:becka  wip 
january 2018 by elwarre
Truth's Like Blood Underneath Your Fingernails
"Slytherin would do well, help you on the path to greatness," the hat seems to be coaxing him, but for something that can read his mind, it sure doesn't seem to know him very well. Harry doesn't want greatness. He doesn't need his name in lights and on everyone's lips. He wants meals, hot ones, whenever he wants, with people that he likes and that like him. Friends he can have adventures with, huddle under the blankets with at night and laugh with. People who might think… think he's worth something. In which Harry is sorted into Slytherin, and Snape deals with the fallout. (26,885 words)
harry_potter  severus_snape  blaise_zabini  theodore_nott  draco_malfoy  gen  slytherin!harry  hurt!harry  abused!harry  scarred!harry  protective!severus  angst  hurt/comfort  friendship  abuse:child(past)  scars  hp:year1  fandom:harrypotter  author:havicat  author:choices_we_make  have:pdf 
january 2018 by elwarre
The Long Way Down
"It stops being about Neil entirely, and it starts being about this: Andrew is really, really fucking tired." (8412 words - WIP series)
andrew_minyard  neil_josten  neil/andrew  athlete!neil  athlete!andrew  pov:andrew  angst  homophobia  sports  industry:journalism  secret!relationship  established!relationship  series/verse  aftg:postseries  fandom:allforthegame  author:ilgaksu 
january 2018 by elwarre
Do You Like to Hurt? (Then Hurt Me)
"Stiles shows up at Peter's apartment, drunk and horny. Peter almost does the right thing—before it all deteriorates into a voyeuristic power game and Stiles has a mind-shattering orgasm. Things snowball from there. Takes place after Season Three (with consequent canon divergence)." (31,262 words) Surprisingly sweet despite all the kink.
stiles_stilinski  peter_hale  stiles/peter  virgin!stiles  guilty!stiles  sub!stiles  spanked!stiles  bottom!stiles  top!peter  dom!peter  protective!peter  pwp  angst  schmoop  hothothot  kink:virginity  kink:d/s  kink:spanking  kink:switching  kink:powerbottom  kink:voyeurism  kink:fingering  kink:crossdressing  kink:rimming  kink:daddykink  kink:knotting  sex:shower  first_time  fandom:teenwolf  author:taylorpotato  have:pdf 
january 2018 by elwarre
That Which You Cannot Undo
"By twenty-eight, Stiles has resigned himself to a quiet life of working in his magic shop, selling Jackson Whittemore fart-inducing tea, and looking after his goddaughter. It's a good life. But the quiet goes to hell when his sister, Lydia, shows up with a crispy werewolf in her trunk and a bite mark on her shoulder, because hard on her heels comes the hottest person Stiles has ever seen, and he happens to be looking for his uncle. You know, the dead guy Stiles helped Lydia bury last night. (Or: the Pracitical Magic AU nobody asked for.)" (28,181 words)
stiles_stilinski  derek_hale  lydia_martin  peter_hale  stiles/derek  witch!stiles  powers!stiles  magical!stiles  bottom!stiles  top!derek  possessed!lydia  pov:stiles  humor  angst  magic  witches/wizards  kink:knotting  first_time  fandom:teenwolf  author:uraneia  have:pdf 
january 2018 by elwarre
Where the Double Walker Dwells
Derek looked like he always did, perfectly groomed and a little gruff. Though, as Stiles glanced at him, Derek’s face was lax with surprise. “Stiles?” Derek asked, sounding flummoxed. “Dude, I know it’s been a while, but don’t be so surprised I’m hung over in the woods. It’s practically tradition at this point.” Derek sniffed the air, eyeing him with distrust. “But, you can’t… I just…” he trailed it off like a question, taking a half step forward before pulling out his phone and dialing a number, eyes never leaving Stiles. (38,089 words) Sequel to "If the Ley Lines You Should Follow"
author:inthearmsofathief  stiles_stilinski  derek_hale  lydia_martin  stiles/derek  timetraveler!stiles  bamf!stiles  powers!stiles  magical!stiles  hurt!stiles  bartender!derek  altered!reality  pov:stiles  angst  timetravel  magic  first_time  established!relationship  tw:postseries  series/verse  fandom:teenwolf  have:pdf 
january 2018 by elwarre
Something Like Hope
"Derek is a cop, Stiles is a prostitute, they come together to save some kids." (4140 words) Tagged stiles/derek but preslash at most. Derek does not hire Stiles in this fic.
stiles_stilinski  derek_hale  stiles/derek  hooker!stiles  orphan!stiles  homeless!stiles  hurt!stiles  protective!stiles  officer!derek  protective!derek  angst  hurt/comfort  prostitution  homelessness  fbi/police  preslash  tw:au:no!werewolves  fandom:teenwolf  author:rosepetals42  have:pdf 
january 2018 by elwarre
✢ We Might Be Hollow (But We're Brave)
"Andrew is looking to live his life in peaceful nothingness, but his new neighbor's cat won't stop sneaking onto his balcony. As much as he tries to not make it into something, Andrew finds himself drawn to the mysterious and tempting man next door. Neil is just trying to find a reason to not leave Palmetto after everyone else has moved on. But he never thought he would want to run toward something in favor of running away. (In a slightly different world, two people find themselves meeting in a softer setting and in just as much need of each other. A story about dealing with pasts, sharing secrets and a cat who is an asshole yet manages to charm everyone around it.)" (40,681 words) This is quiet and real and lovely.
  neil_josten  andrew_minyard  nicky_hemmick  neil/andrew  coach!neil  understanding!neil  scarred!neil  bartender!andrew  ptsd!andrew  pining!andrew  angst  schmoop  domesticity  friendship  sports  permanent!injury  abuse:child(past)  scars  ptsd  pining  slowburn  first_time  aftg:au:different!path  fandom:allforthegame  author:stttmsbwa  have:pdf 
january 2018 by elwarre
If You're Wondering
"The Foxhole was a hole in the wall, quite literally. It was painted a muted orange with a series of white paw marks trailing across the wall that glowed under the pale yellow lighting of the café, with a small curled up fox painted right up against the counter. The sign said open, and the lights were on (well some of them were), but there was not a soul else in the café. The chairs were still stacked on the tables, and the register appeared to be turned off. Neil checked his watch, it read 5:26, and he figured he would have to get moving soon to keep to his schedule (even though there was nothing that required him to keep that schedule), coffee cart coffee wasn’t terrible (only it was), and maybe Renee had messed up and meant to tell him a later time (even though he had gotten his hopes up for halfway decent coffee entering his life)." (26,569 words)
neil_josten  andrew_minyard  jean_moreau  jeremy_knox  neil/andrew  artist!neil  scarred!neil  baker!andrew  schmoop  angst  bakery/coffeeshop  art/photography  scars  pretend!relationship  first_time  series/verse  aftg:au:no!exy  fandom:allforthegame  author:minyrrds 
january 2018 by elwarre
These Words are Knives
"For the first time in four years – since Neil let the Foxes in, learned to trust, stopped surviving and started living – Neil gives in to his oldest instinct. He runs. This, Andrew reminds himself, is why he’s not allowed to want anything." (2896 words)
neil_josten  andrew_minyard  allison_reynolds  neil/andrew  hurt!neil  understanding!neil  guilty!andrew  schmoop  angst  established!relationship  fandom:allforthegame  author:modernpatroclus 
january 2018 by elwarre
A Family Again
“We can be a family again when it no longer hurts to look at you, to remember her. Maybe next year,” His father says, staring down at him with cold eyes. (2335 words)
harry_potter  severus_snape  james_potter  gen  hufflepuff!harry  shy!harry  abused!harry  protective!severus  guardian!severus  asshole!jamespotter  neglectful!jamespotter  angst  hurt/comfort  abuse:emotional/psychological  fandom:harrypotter  author:lastcrazyhorn 
december 2017 by elwarre
Good Our Whole Lives
"They say that prostitution is the world’s oldest profession, and it’s just as true for the Downworld as the mundane one. But this is the first time Magnus has ever heard of a nephilim hustling his crowd." (34,833 words)
alec_lightwood  magnus_bane  alec/magnus  bamf!alec  hooker!alec  hustler!alec  pining!magnus  angst  misunderstanding  schmoop  prostitution  hustling:pool  homophobia  confession/secrets  pining  hothothot  kink:rimming  kink:switching  first_time  fandom:shadowhunters  author:beatperfume 
november 2017 by elwarre
✢ Those That Broke Us
"Neil doesn't talk about his mom and doesn't think about what she'd do to him if she saw him now. He has a family, he has Exy, and he has Andrew. He has more than enough, more than he ever could have dreamed of. Neil doesn't talk about his mom until a warm fall day outside the locker room, waiting for the start of their game with his team and family. It's a place that she doesn't belong, where not even a memory of her belongs, but she wriggles her way in and takes root in his chest." (6652 words)
  neil_josten  andrew_minyard  mary_hatford  neil/andrew  hurt!neil  sick!neil  protective!andrew  abusive!maryhatford  pov:neil  angst  character_study  friendship  illness  abuse:child(past)  established!relationship  fandom:allforthegame  author:writethroughthenight 
october 2017 by elwarre
I'll Find My Soul As I Go Home
"Spock is a lonely post-graduate student at Columbia who is just coming to terms with being gay. Jim is a bright, vivacious young man with as many secrets as scars. They both find an outlet for their emotions in the alternative club scene in late 1980s Manhattan – and in each other. But will Jim’s dark past ruin the tenuous relationship they’ve built?" (33,135 words) Very interesting premise and solid writing, but the ending feels rushed and incomplete to me.
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  gaila  kirk/spock  homeless!kirk  streetkid!kirk  hooker!kirk  hurt!kirk  student!spock  protective!mccoy  angst  historical  homelessness  streetkids  abuse:child(past)  prostitution  underage  college  preslash  st:au:non-starfleet  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:rabidchild67  have:pdf 
october 2017 by elwarre
Cpt C. Pike and C/ J.T. Kirk’s guide to unexpected Co-Habitation
"When the Admiralty first delivered their ultimatum, Chris Pike didn't know who ought to be more offended; Jim Kirk, for being treated as if he were incapable of being independent despite being twenty-two and a certified genius; or Chris himself, for not getting any choice in who lived in his spare bed room for the next twelve months dammit! Or: Things Captain Christopher Pike learns about both himself and Cadet James T Kirk during their (not so) brief period of (initially) forced co-habitation." (77,767 words)
christopher_pike  james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  philip_boyce  kirk/mccoy  protective!pike  smart!kirk  sick!kirk  scarred!kirk  protective!mccoy  pov:pike  academy!fic  domesticity  angst  illness  scars  abuse:child(past)  tarsus_iv  preslash  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:insanesociopath 
october 2017 by elwarre
The Way Glass Warps
"Kirk lands in the alternate timeline's version of the Mirrorverse, where he finds himself in the middle of what Mirror!Spock thinks is a prearranged and consensual BDSM scene. Jim can't blow his cover so he endures it, finding himself further humiliated by enjoying parts of it. But everything falls apart when Mirror!Spock realizes something's wrong." (11,237 words) Wow, so take the warnings seriously on this one
james_kirk  spock  kirk/spock  hurt!kirk  raped!kirk  mirror!spock  guilty!spock  protective!spock  angst  dark  noncon/dubcon  kink:rapefantasy  bonding/soulmates  first_time  st:mirrorverse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:trieduntrue 
october 2017 by elwarre
Figuring it Out
"What happened? Not that I mind having him, he’s a godsend when Hershel cries at night, I'm getting twice as much sleep… but I thought you two were, um, getting along." There's something off about Maggie’s tone in that last sentence, but Paul is too irritated to try to figure it out. He couldn’t quite bring himself to tell Maggie that her brother was a homophobic asshole, though, so he just snapped, "Hell if I know, he won't talk to me about it. Ask him." (3455 words)
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